#fine but I’m so scared
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Hiding some to lay about some without my mask on. Before I must return to my family and wear a mask. Also fuck you WHO for that fucking dogshit “it’s not an emergency anymore it’s a crisis and you shouldn’t change any of your behavior” announcement bc now everyone’s like COVID’s over they said it’s not an emergency why are you wearing a mask.
#like they’ve left me be for the most part after I explained thst like that announcement doesn’t mean all it says it does but now my parents#aren’t wearing masks anymore when they go out#they used to#they wore surgical ones only but that was still soemthing now they think I’m just overly cautious and idk how to convince them my mom had#Alzheimer’s I don’t want her to get Covid again. like that would be so bad for her!!#also my dad is the care giver for my mother and my grandmother both who have a form of dementia he. like luckily he had Covid and mostly#fine but I’m so scared#and bc stupid Joe Biden Covid is over they. think it’s over which makes since the government told them it is but pls pls!! I don’t want them#to get sick they are already have so many health issues#all I can do is do my part and bring masks tell them what I can and wear my mask and#my dad tries to not go out much#but they still go out sometimes bc staying inside all the time was making things worse for my mom but at least at least they try to be#outdoors I jsut ahhh
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Okay, I’m so gonna get hate for this. And it will probably get about 4 notes. This is, by far, the most opinionated thing I have ever posted on here. If you can’t tolerate criticism towards Rick Riordan, the books, or the TV show, please keep scrolling. My goal is NOT to change your mind or start arguments.
I also want to preface this by saying that I love and respect Rick Riordan (even if I disagree with him on things and don’t like some of his choices) and fully acknowledge that he has the right to do whatever the hell he pleases with his own series. I also want to say that I love Annabeth Chase (both the book and tv show version) with my entire being and you will never find me being an Annabeth hater. She’s my girl.
We good? Okay cool. So here’s the thing: I’ve seen a lot of people on here saying things like “If you didn’t like the books, you just don’t know how to have fun,” and “The new book haters are just mad that they aren’t the target audience anymore,” and (my personal favorite) “Nothing in the books has changed, only the readers have.”
And while I see your points, and I respect you, allow me to show you something. Because of the 10 picture limit, I am only going to focus on one specific change: Annabeth’s view of Percy.
WOTTG: Annabeth is surprised to be comforted by Percy
Past Books: Percy is constantly comforting Annabeth
WOTTG: Annabeth is shocked when Percy is smart
Past Books: Annabeth often points out that Percy is intelligent
WOTTG: Annabeth thinks Percy can’t do anything on his own, and Rick communicates that Annabeth is always saving his ass
Past Books: Percy is ALWAYS watching her back, and saving her ass just as much (and Annabeth admits that)
I could put a hundred quotes in here. I could go on and on and on. But I can’t, and I won’t.
My problem with this new book is NOT that it is more goofy than serious. My problem is NOT that little things have changed. My problem is NOT that it’s just for fun. My problem is NOT that it’s much more childish. (And by the way, I’ve read PJO and HOO as an adult, so it’s not like I was a child when I read everything else and am now an adult reading the new ones.) I really did like and enjoy many parts of this book.
My problem is that the characters (especially Annabeth) have flat out changed—in bad ways—and we have no choice but to accept it as canon. My problem is that Rick, while trying to merge his books with his new TV show project, is changing the entire personalities and past behaviors/ tendencies of the characters.
I loved Chalice of the Gods. You know why? It was fun, goofy, and showed the characters that we know and love being happy and adorable. I strongly dislike Wrath of the Triple Godess because the characters—no matter how adorable and happy they might be—are no longer the ones we know and love.
My problem is that Rick Riordan fully admitted that he no longer considers the old book characters when he writes the new books. He is now purposefully incorporating his own personal mixture of the book characters and tv characters and writing those versions instead. Because of his desire to change and transform the series, I doubt he’s even read the original PJO or HOO books in years, which is why everything is so inconsistent. The old book characters—the ones who made the series what it was—are gone. And that is not my opinion. Rick fully admits that he doesn’t imagine them when he writes anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE the tv show actors. I adore Walker and Leah and Aryan with my whole heart, and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. But the fact is: they will never be exactly like the book characters. It’s impossible for actors to become the words on a page. They’re their own unique version! And likewise, you cannot turn actors into print. It doesn’t work! And why would you try? The books versions were perfect as they were. And the disney kids need to make the characters their own. The two versions can exist side by side, equally as wonderful, and still be gloriously different. We should celebrate the uniqueness of both. But instead, Rick is attempting to merge them into one. And in my opinion, it’s just hurting them both. And I’m gonna get real brave by saying this, but do you want my honest prediction? If he keeps doing what he’s doing now, the TV show is going to get cancelled and the books are going to turn into a joke. I so, so badly hope that this doesn’t happen! I have loved Rick and PJO for many, many years. I badly want both to thrive. But what is going on right now… it is not working, no matter how much we all want it to. And speaking as someone who knows people in the TV/Film industry, I am sadly not the only one who thinks the show is gonna flop. Which is devastating, because Rick Riordan deserves a redemption on the big screen, and the incredible actors deserve to bring this series to life in a new way.
I am not trying to force my opinions onto anybody. You are welcome to disagree with me and move on. I am not saying that I’m right and you’re wrong. If you disagree, that’s okay. If you agree but you don’t have a problem with it, that’s okay. In fact if other people have literally no issues, that makes me somewhat happy. And if you loved the book, I’m honestly so stoked for you. Feel free to just keep on scrolling, my friend.
But me? I’m sad. I’m really, really freaking sad. And I’m a little angry too, even if I don’t have a right to be. I can’t help it because I’m only human. But this is how I—and a lot of other people—feel. And you know what? That’s okay too. Because the fact of the matter is:
Annabeth isn’t the same Annabeth anymore. And Percy isn’t the same Percy anymore. And it’s not because they went through trauma, or because time has passed. It’s because Rick Riordan doesn’t have any interest in writing those versions of them anymore. And I think the comparisons between the old and the new show that fact pretty clearly.
#okay i’m deleting tumblr now#i’m too scared for the hate so i will be absent lol#I PROMISE IM NOT TRYING TO DESTROY RICK I LOVE HIM#but i think he needs to be more loyal to the old fanbase that has been so loyal to him#or not that’s fine too#i could give you guys more book quotes#i could make a whole other post on how percy has changed#but i’m not sure anyone wants that#so for now i will try and shut up#wottg#wrath of the triple goddess#and run very very quickly#pjo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percy jackson and the olympians#rick riordan#riordanverse
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Here’s an animation meme that was popular on the clock app a couple months ago featuring Anders.
#py art#anders#I actually started this when the meme was hot off the presses#but I’m a slow artist + adhd + easily burned out so I took a break from it for several months#also didnt know what I was doing asddds#then I saw that 'youve got to do it scared' post#and i thought ok!! fine!! 😤#pretty basic but I’m proud of myself for at least finishing it#learned a lot!#flickering lights cw#flashing lights cw
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I could definitely see Till getting angry at Ivan for what happened during Round 6 and choking him as some sort of payback.
Only for Till to be horrified by the realization that Ivan would just let him do it…
#till: ‘‘i’m so angry i want to kill you’’#ivan: ‘‘that’s fine with me as long as it’s you’’#till: wtf???#the power dynamic would be fascinating to see#till has had power/control over very little in his life#what would he think after learning how much influence he has over ivan? how would he act?#would he be disgusted (because he’d be no better than the alien owners)?#would he be honored (that someone cares and trusts him that much)?#would he be scared (a life is such a heavy responsibility)?#at the same time ivan is not without his own power#he knows till better than anyone#he knows how to push his buttons and get under his skin and get the reactions he wants#he knows that till is emotional and that the weight of ivan’s feelings might crush him if he confesses#oughhgh#i’ve once again failed to be normal about these two#ivan is still alive btw#this is not up for debate#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#alien stage till#alnst till#alien stage round 6#alnst round 6#alien stage ivantill#alnst ivantill#ivantill#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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wout & daan soete
#archival redundancy#I’m always scared of guys randomly going private or deleting pics and I need to start organizing all my imgs better anyways 😭#anyway BAD ATTITUDE BABY CHICK except that he actually just looks very lovingly photographed. so that’s fine#wout van aert
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#not sure how long I can go on feeling like this#like its fine im fine im not going to do anything permanent or harmful#but my tolerance for discomfort I am finding out is absolutely in the fuckingn ground#which makes a lot of sense considering the amount of coping mechanisms I’m using To numb on a regular basis#but holy fucking shit I can’t keep feeling like this#i need to start feeling like myself again#i don’t feel like myself#i feel no creativity#no spark#no interest#everything is difficult#even everyday tasks like putting on makeup feel like climbing a mountain#and I feel so ashamed for the struggles#and Caige keeps telling me to be gentle with myself#but I feel like I can’t be because if I’m gentle with myself than I’m scared I’ll never get out of this pit#i feel like I just need to power through it#was googling#‘how to get over burnout without taking a break’#and it’s like. ‘how to fill up your car with gas without putting any gas in the tank’#but I’m so fucking stubborn I feel incapable and unwilling to give myself time or space#which is dumb because it’s not like I’m making any progress with the way things are going now#im just exhausted#sleeping so much#don’t know how to get back to myself#rabbit rambles#no need to say anything I just needed to get this off my chest
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he looks so vampy in these photos;; i’m so in love
#looks like a vampire from those early 2000’s vampire movies#y’all know what i’m talking about#hongjoong my gothic vampire lover boy <3#au in which hongjoong is a very old — like centuries old — vampire that enjoys fine art#and owns his exhibit//gallery that hosts the most prestigious pieces#vampire and human alike go to visit it#he’s an artist himself and has a tendency to become infatuated with humans#has many human muses who end up being his temporary lovers#he’s not set out on killing people but a majority of the time his human lovers do not survive#stops engaging with humans for a while before meeting you#you come into his gallery and ofc he’s immediately infatuated#and in the end he finds more than just a muse in you#but true love#but poor guy is too scared you’ll end up like his past lovers…so he tries so hard to stay away#but duh ofc it doesn’t work out he’s hooked on you <333#you stay with him in his old gothic victorian style mansion#and the sex omfg#vampire hongjoong = the best lover#hongjoong smut#hongjoong hard thoughts#joongie#☕️
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sun jae realises he dies in the future, in 2023, and the first thing he does….is run to sol. to tell her it’s okay, to tell her that it’s worth it if he dies saving her. he tells her it’s okay to like him and to stop running away > that he wants to spend every single second that he has with her
this is fine.
#lovely runner#this is fine#but also next ep looks like it has a lot of cute moments so i’m scared af cause u know that’s when shit is gonna go down#lovely runner spoilers
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Bunny in danger!
The Chain leave Bunny somewhere safe to clear a monster camp on their trail. Despite Wild’s assurances, Bunny isn’t so safe after all.
@thatonecrazysidekick @tiredgaytheatrekid pssst more Bunny! (I’m sorry)
TW for blood and injury.
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Black sand exploded around him, and with half his group of monsters disintegrated, Hyrule had a second to breathe before the final four pounced all at once. A spear cut a fierce gash into his right arm, blood dribbling from the wound and staining his dark sleeve. Another nicked him on the calf. A third, he grabbed by the shaft and twisted out of the monster’s hands, relishing in the way its eyes widened in alarm before he shoved the weapon back into its owner’s stomach, the monster crumbling into black sand.
A high squeal, that fiery protectiveness within his chest swelling, forcing him to look up in time to see Bunny slam into a tree with a sharp shriek. Hyrule’s heart jumped into his throat as the little pink rabbit crashed to the ground in a heap. He didn’t move.
The fourth lizalfos took advantage of the distraction and sent its spear through the back of his thigh. Pain turned his vision white and Hyrule stumbled, the spear sticking out from the front of his leg, blood trailing down his thigh in dark rivulets. Then, he caught sight of that tiny bundle of pink fur, of a lizalfos stalking over to it, a fierce bite wound in its arm, and a wave of blistering fury and golden desire to protect flooded his mind. The air around him crackled.
“Don’t touch him!” A sharp snap of his fingers, and then dozens of bolts of lightning slammed into the ground all around him, turning the world white. The ground shook and lizalfos shrieked in terror, the sounds cut off swiftly.
And then the lightning was gone, leaving behind seven stunned heroes, their hair frizzy and wild and their eyes wide. Hyrule paid them no mind, nor did he feel the normal drain such a significant spell would cause or the spear still embedded in his thigh; he frantically hobbled over to Bunny, kneeling alongside him and gritting his teeth as the spear in his thigh shifted, his vision swimming alarmingly.
“Bunny!” His hands were already glowing a tender pink, healing magic at the ready, and he pressed them against Bunny, closing his eyes as his magic sought out the wounds his little friend had accumulated. His magic pulsed in response, a warning he ignored as he trickled more into Bunny’s still form.
“Traveller, your leg!” Wild had joined him at some point. Hyrule hadn’t noticed, when the edges of his vision were blurry, his ears roaring with blood. Now, his veins began to boil. “You need to—”
He turned to Wild, teeth bared. “You said he would be safe!”
Wild’s eyes widened and he flinched back as if Hyrule had struck him. “I…”
“Look at him! He almost died because of you! This is your fault!”
“I—I’m—” Wild’s eyes glistened now, and Hyrule found the flames were only stoked by the sight.
Before he could snap anything more, Twilight pushed himself between them. “Enough!” he hissed, pushing Wild away. “Take a walk, Cub.”
“B—but, I—”
“I know,” Twilight said, gentler than Hyrule thought Wild deserved. “We’ll talk later. I’ll take over.”
Wild nodded shakily, scurried away before Hyrule could say any more.
#Hyrule doesn’t mean anything he said btw#he’s angry and upset and scared and in a LOT of pain#he won’t let Bunny out of his sights easily after this#when he crashes Bunny sneaks away though#(to sit with Sky while he plays his harp. Bunny is sad after this)#Hyrule and Wild will be having a talk about this dw#these two are besties in every universe no matter what it takes to get there#I love them so much#it’s so hot here right now so I’m posting more Bunny early to distract myself from the miserable heat#I want to keep writing but it’s too hot :(#first Wild POV and I can’t even keep writing… curse you Australia and your fierce summer#please manifest us some rain if you see this the fire threats are real…#lu#loz#lu pink bunny au#linked universe#lu fic#linked universe fanfic#faye writes#lu Bunny#lu hyrule#lu wild#lu twilight#tw blood#tw injury#I’m going to try take a nap now wish me luck#oh also Hyrule is fine#he gets two potions in him after the spear is painfully removed and Twi carries him (Hyrule still carries Bunny)
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hi gang. moisture question. does anyone else turn into a horribly dry beast at night. I’m talking fingers so dry they feel weird to straighten out. NO sweat. so extremely thirsty. constantly drinking never quenched. but during the day even out in the heat I am thriving I drink plenty of water I am a sweat MACHINE (bandaids fall off as soon as I put them on). why are my moisture mechanisms just fucked.
#it’s not a lack of drinking water because I’m VERY good at that#and it’s not like. diabetes or something. I have blood tests frequently and all my levels for everything have been fine#also. hypochondriac so I will get SCARED if you say I have stupid gay disease or something#listen to my gibberish boy#my moisture musings at midnight
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this is a post for the COOL kids aka the people who keep tabs on what i post outside of the ggg tag. SCARY ! anyways
first is a ref for my bizzysona post canon and then the rest is. gulp. self shipping stuff. explanations in alt. my bizzysona’s name is teddy btw i love him
#lee ggg posting#my art#this feels so vulnerable . good thing i’m throwing it out on the internet where everyone can see#ANYWAYYYS thanks to everyone who’s been encouraging me to not be.. scared ? idk i was#nervous for a bit at the start but now i’m mostly fine#the self shipperrrr
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big believer in rocky being an extremely angry person actually! so much of it is internalized and he very much channels it into specific things ( like wick, or more recently, marigold ) but this doesn’t negate the fact that he is angry and resentful. sometimes being mad is more than just punching people and threats of violence! sometimes it’s quiet seething and forced joy. sometimes awful things happen to you and you letting them happen doesn’t mean you won’t become angry about it. sometimes your anger is fear, and sometimes it’s another thing, and actually maybe it’s always coming from some other emotion but it feels like anger and that’s what sticks. and i’ll also just say that his head trauma won’t be helping him with any of these problems in the future either <3
#my posts.#lackadaisy#i’m exhausted from being out all day but had to lackadaisy post. whoops.#definitely might delete this later to word this better in the future!! though it’ll do for now#personally i can see rocky’s anger just fine in the comics and even in the pilot ngl#like. it is not a conventional kind of anger. but that doesn’t mean it’s not a very real thing rocky is feeling a lot of the time#idk!!! thinking and mulling#i just think at this point in rocky’s life he is so perpetually scared of losing what matters to him ( his place within the lackadaisy )#that he can very easily turn it into a sort of wrathful fire at anything he perceives as a threat#like. what will take my home ( which is mine and the people there tolerate me ) away from me?#it’s an obsessive sort of ‘i can’t let this happen again.’#and i think anger and fear are more tied together than most would think!!!#it’s just. rocky’s anger and freckle’s ‘anger’ is interesting to me. it really is.#as i said : thinking and mulling!!!
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Imma just wait until TOTTMNT comes out on my very trusty (and very legal) site because y’all gmfu if you think I’m using Paramount 😬🤚🏾
Have a Leo tiktok for your troubles 🫶🏾💗
#Sorry#I love TMNT to death but I am not getting a Paramount subscription JUST to watch that and nothing else#Slowly losing my mind though bc AHHHH#ITS SO WEIRD THAT IT’S H E R E#AND WE’VE WAITED AND IT’S HERE#JUST#🤯🤯🤯#I’m scared tho cuz some people reviewed it already and said it was legit ass—#But what do they know I’m sure it’s fine 😬#Tottmnt#Tales of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles#Mutant Mayhem#Also the whole Brady Noon situation makes me cackle but it’s also kinda sad#BC BROOOOO HIS VOICE FIT SO WELL FOR RAPH‼️‼️‼️#But yeh :/
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When i very first started reading this I was really excited xisooma was in it but was a wee bit disappointed in how littel he was, BUT I TAKE IT ALL BACK YOUR SERVING ME SOME GOOD STUFF!! Like like him and doc prioritizing each other and him seemingly getting closer with him and eaaaahhhhhhh thanks :>>
EEP yeah!!! Yeah, I’ve very much fallen in love with xisuma throughout this process. It’s been a joy to have him so prominent in this part of the au, and I love him so much, so I must give him the special angst treatment >:]!! If this is any consolation, Xisuma strikes me as someone who doesn’t SEEM as strong or intimidating or scary as you might expect because of how soft he speaks and how kind he is and how DERPY he is, but throw him in a stressful situation and he does a total 180. Let me just say that, if it were anyone else being slammed to the ground like that by a blood thirsty corrupted android, they would not be doing so well. Xisuma is strong— way stronger than he lets on, imo. He’s holding Etho back from doing who knows what, and I think that’s plenty impressive. HES EVEN ASKING IF DOC IS OKAY WHILE HOLDING ETHO BACK!!! Idk man I have a lot of feelings about him
I’m also really happy people are noticing him and doc prioritizing each others’ safety. It’s really special to me 🥺 I just think they should be research partners who care a lot about each other!!! That’s all!!!
#dbhc#dbhc ask#ask#anon#dbhc xisuma#dbhc doc#listen don’t get me started#xisuma is goofy and kind and little bit empty headed when it comes to certain things but#again#put him in a stressful situation and he goes 180#not that I’m currently writing him frustrated and stressed and scared and high on adrenaline#and am learning that he is so absolutely the type to get totally fed up with something and sigh and grumble and#I’m fine about xisumavoid#not that I think he would maybe do the occasional curse in mental narration#but yknow#I just think he’s a complex character and someone should (try her best) to do him the justice he deserves#DRBNDFGBKCGHN#okay I need to shut up now
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I already got an audition slot for the next show and I’m so nervousss. We’re finding out the show on Wednesday and my audition is the 18th. If it’s another bad show I stg I’ll kill someone
#For auditions you have to sing at least 30 seconds of any song without music#Which is fine ig#I’m doing the power of love#And I’m soooo scared#I’ll always despise auditions#This is also my favorite directors last show :(#But she favorites me and she’s in charge of casting so hopefully she’ll give me a good role#STRESSINGGG#Theatre
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So… I just watched Godzilla x Kong: New Empire and I just have two things to say {spoiler free}
-Kong and Zilla are so sibling coded
-Trapper.
…That’s all. Goodnight 🫡
#please tell me I ain’t the only one#MANS WAS SO FINE BRUH#I’m about to write some fics frfr#lemme know if y’all want any cuz I’m so down for it#Literally lived for his and Bernie’s dynamic#I was scared about the rotten tomatoes for this movie but it was actually top tier#Kong and Zilla have such a sibling relationship istg#but yeah Trapper… THAT MAN 😮💨#godzilla x kong: the new empire#godzilla#king kong#trapper#trapper godzilla x kong#dan stevens#fanfic#x reader#reader#fanfiction#trapper x reader#godzilla x kong fanfiction#godzilla vs kong
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