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i love roman impulsively picking up and downing logan's pills. king
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I had a dream last night.
There was a middle eastern guru that seemed homeless and dirty in the streets. He asked me to follow him to help save the people i care about. He seemed solemn and genuine so i went with him in the streets without care of calling off from work.
He took me into street markets in between a temple with devout followers of another religion, but there were people of all ethnicities.
I tried catching up to him but he was so fast, and everyone knew and bowed to him. There was this column everyone was huddled around at one point, and before proceeding he chanted something around it, seemingly “blessing” the column and gently told people to respect the area. Everyone got away from it (he later told me the column was unstable and needed repairs, so this was the fastest way to get people to clear the area and be careful with the column).
We entered this kitchen area and he changed attire. Food safety prep attire? I didn’t question it, but it seemed like we were going into some sort of food kitchen or prep kitchen to prepare meals for the homeless. Ok. I didn’t mind at all, and i remember thinking about how small the operation was. We were only probably going to feed like 80-100 people, but i also realized how MUCH more of an impact this was than me sitting at a desk pretending to do work for companies i know nothing about. (The attire they gave me was some sort of bib, and event shirt. It was a memorial shirt, for someone named Carla Mae, but i knew it wasn’t you b/c you were alive in my dream and the picture of the person was someone else. But it still made me think about the event. Before i could speak to anyone about the coincidence, my shift was over and the guru was having me haul leftover stalks of some of the food we prepared out back. All waste, and super heavy).
There was a lady out back, either washing clothes or collecting trash to place it in a giant pile of a courtyard. There weren’t many people there because of the horrid smell, and i think even residences above were no longer there because of the stench. It was only the one lady. She was peeling something with a knife, and then i realized she was mincing the trash to make it easier for herself to toss it. She took pride in her mundane task, but no one seemed to appreciate her efforts. The guru greeted her like a long time friend, but she was blunt and almost rude with him the entire time (in hindsight, im sure people were rude to her all the time because of the stinky area she was patrolling so she developed this personality as a defense mechanism). The guru conversed with her and eventually convinced her to hand use each a knife. I took it gladly. With the leftover stalks of food waste we had, we started peeling them to better expose the insides. The lady asked us why we were “taking her job” and the guru replied that we were just here to help. To which she relaxed and continued to quietly converse with us. The guru would peel a few stalks from the pile we had, and tossed them into her pile. He then gestured to me to do the same. After a few hours, we were finished with our pile, and finished sprinkling the chunks across her pile. She thanked us, and so did others before we left (i didn’t know, but it turned out that the leftover food stalks were a natural deodorizer. The guru had killed 2 birds with 1 stone in his efforts). It took a while, it smelled, i was sweaty and gross. But i felt so fulfilled and impactful, I can’t even explain.
(Throughout this entire time there’s been music playing from the temple area. Id had it stuck in my head since i woke up, but it’s now 6:55 AM and i dont remember how it goes anymore).
Later in the day we are in the temple, for some service i suppose, and i swear people are huddling around the guru as we walk like paparrazzis, but with more decorum and respect. He’s not mad at any of them, and he addresses those he can without losing sight of his path through them.
The only one i remember was a man asking for the presence of “god” in his village. He was wondering what it would “cost” him to have god come and be at his village. This question stood out to me, and it mustve stood out to the guru too, because he stopped and turned to the man:
“This is a common question, but an easy one”
I assumed he’d be asking for a donation of sometime, which was a concept that disillusioned me to the entire establishment.
The guru then proceeded to talk to the man. His village was going through a rough time. This man was the only one of strong enough mind and body to come out into the temple from afar to seek help. The guru said it would cost him the salary of multiple builders, cooks, fisherman, etc. The man said that he was strong and well versed in many skills, but that he had no funds to pay more people to come and help in the village with those things.
The guru then whispered something to the man, which must’ve shocked him immensely as i saw the wave of revelation come over him, and he left the crowd!
The guru turned to me and quickly said
“Why pay for god if he’s already there?”
There was another scene where i was at a private rooftop dinner with the guru and a family overlooking the city. We were clearly there for the father, a strong and clearly wealthy man who had evidently been religious in the past. He wanted the guru’s influence and advice on military and commercial conquest, and i dont remember what else was said, but we just left. Something about how the man had lost sight of “all his past lessons”.
In the end, i didn’t quite understand why i was playing “hooky” all day. I didn’t know how to “save those that i love”. He told me people just want to be heard and understood. Not a surface level thing, but truly HEARD and UNDERSTOOD. It seemed so cliché, but he also mentioned how the time we spend with our loved ones is 1. An investment and extension of ourselves that they’ll remember and learn from. A piece of ourselves inevitably makes it to them, and he wanted to make sure it was the BEST piece of ourself. And 2. The time is something we’ll both cherish. At the end of the day, we’ll all be gone without thoughts or memories. In our final moments we’ll regret spending time on a computer or pointless meeting instead of with the people we love. To save them, means saving ourselves of course, but it means spending as much time with them. They aren’t with us if we’re not spending time with them, just like they won’t be with us when we’re all gone - so spend as much time with them to save them. Take that time back with them. And cherish it.
I still had the jaunty music stuck in my head. I vividly remember what i was wearing, what he was wearing, and what others were wearing.
Just wanted to jot all this before i forgot.
#dream#last night#vivid dreams#felt real#spiritual guru#guru#religion#god#temple#church#music#people#love#thanksgiving#dreams#gpoy#just happened#2023#i can’t explain this#impactful#make a difference#wfh#spirituality#spiritual awakening#spiritualgrowth
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#hashtag real talk#100 percent original meme straight from the heart#big post#you all felt this huh. we’re all doing real well
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Did somebody put Mercury retrograde on crack cause why do I keep on dreaming about my ex every single night. Mf I blocked you everywhere when you living in my dreams rent free 😭
#mercury retrograde#mercury in microwave#astrology#zodiac#mercury#mood#love#ex#breakup#thoughts#nightthoughts#vent#venting#blocked#Bare Minimum Baldy#dating#annoyed#fuckoff#fuckboys#fuck you#dreams#exes#dates#felt real#sad#hurt#pain#ihateyou#why?#why? just why?
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my dreams been so bizarre lately but one of them last night was so sweet and cute. i had this boy and he was like brown skin with braids or dreads or twists or something. he was in his black truck like a dodge (i’m being very descriptive lmao) and had on a black shirt. i was standing by tha passenger side with our three year old who looked just like him and had the most beautiful smile. he was about to leave to go to his moms and my son wanted to go with him but didn’t want to leave me. so we were playfully throwing him back and forth. my man was so chill and sweet and cute. then i woke up. WHERE IS MY FAMILY AND HOW DO I GET THEM BACK
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It was a dream but it just felt like I was taken in the dream & lifted up backwards up in the sky towards the ocean where I was flying above the middle of the ocean with me feeling the wind on my body while flying.
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You know Henry’s final speech went hard in FNAF
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#scraptrap#william afton#henry emily#fnaf lefty#charlie emily#fnaf pizzeria simulator#patron request#THIS was suggested by one of my patrons!!#loved the idea sm I got to immediately drawing it out#this actually came out way better than I expected overall#the lighitng and shading especially looks real nice#YOU KNOWWW WILLIAM WAS MAD AF in the pizza sim ending#THAT MAN no doubt was seething to get owned that bad before his death#my one silver lining about Michael also being in the fire#is the fact he got to hear Henry’s banger speech#he must of felt so satisfied to have his father to go out in such an embarrassing way#get his ass Henry and Michael 🔥🔥
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fan letter
#One Piece#Nami#one piece fan letter#this fanart is for ME okay#FOR ME!!!!#it's 2am i just felt like drawing it#real quick#maryneart
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I woke up in terror
my worst nightmare is not having strength, being trapped and not being able to leave. both of those were present and it was also on a constant loop
I would try to get away and then i would be chased, or grabbed, and brought back. throughout that time i'm trying too fight, pull away, nothing is working. my body is so weak it feels like i can hardly move it, everything is in slow motion. Then comes the biting, i kept getting bite... why the biting
this is huge for me, i feel it has to do with being trapped in a world of capitalism and white supremacy.
not ready to share it all yet
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Getting inspired to write is actually really easy! All you need to do is be the busiest you've ever been in your entire life and as far away from a computer as humanly possible. Hope this helps 🥰
#i just know the guys in the titan sub suddenly remembered all their abandoned wips and felt real crushed about it#writeblr#writing#writing inspiration#writing inspo#writing community#writing memes#writing humor#writing problems
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online friends are like. i would trust you with my life. i have never seen your knees
#no good fucking television#lk.txt#pansys biggest hits#i changed this to gay sex but i felt bad so i changed it back. if u saw it in the 5 minutes it was like that hi ur a real one
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Seein' too many Twitter refugees asking if they'll get in trouble for saying "kill yourself" to people and while no, you're not gonna get nuked from orbit, that is maybe something you just shouldn't be doing in general perhaps?? Maybe telling people to kill themselves is bad actually?? Some of y'all are wild, why is the first thing you can think to ask on a new platform if you can send one of the worst kinds of harassment to people?? Grow tf up and learn how to use the block button. It'll do wonders for your mood, trust me.
#this is the real cringe behavior#also you'll get reported if you do this it's actually against the rules#why do you want to do that??#I've never felt the need to say that to anyone ever#is there a joke I'm missing out on like wtf is wrong with you#twitter#twitterpocalypse#suicide mention#ask to tag
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i made a chart to explain my views and beliefs
#bg3#i felt the need to lay it all out#shadowheart#karlach#lae'zel#wyll ravengard#astarion#god why am i even tagging characters. this is just for my REAL ONES who care abt my POLY SHIPPING!!
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