#felix hagan & the family

[witheredhope2007]

CAN'T THINK, NEED DRINK

WRONG KIND OF THIRST.

[jays-supersonic-dynamo]

REAL QUICK!!!!!!! SOMETHING FOR @nin-jay-go ‘s SUPER COOL DTIYS!!!! YIPPEE!!!!!!!

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

pink album covers

[knoxious-and-devoted]

as assessments are coming to a close for this weary uni student, ALL of my hyperfixations are returning. and i mean ALL OF THEM.

[deer-trees]

Always an absolute delight to realize that a song that initially sounds like "description of an abusive relationship with a deceptively upbeat tune" ends up actually being "ballad about joyfully being beaten up by your femdom wife"

[tomwambsmilk]

do you guys ever do the thing where you stumble across a song that scratches such a specific musical itch that you have to listen to it exclusively on repeat for the next 2-4 hours. there's no way it's just me right

[tristinian]

“Poser Boy” by Felix Hagan and the family sounds kind of similar to the music from Operation Mincemeat and I think that’s because operation mincemeat’s music director is the same Felix hagan

[megaweapon]

“So I’ll sit down, but maybe later, 'Cause now I’m balanced on the edge of a sword And you’re my Little Lusitania And you’re going down with all hands on board.”

[bpmfinder]

Eddie Baby has a bpm of 137!

[your-stranger-halfblood-things]

Eddie singing Nothing Else Matters to Steve and Steve singing Eddie Baby to Eddie

Nothing Else Matters is from my sibling Elliot, Eddie Baby is from me, so credits to Elliot :)

[l8rhader]

Let Me Play You The Song Of My People

[hugevampiretits]

when the band is good but made a single album in 2017. sad!

[trevisos]

12 and 23 for Xarrai

8 16 and 24 for Ieriyn

for that Tav meme?

tysm!!!

(questions are here)

xarrai:

12. What opinion does your Tav have about the Gods?

the short answer is: not a fan.

the long answer is xarrai sees all the gods as tyrants - look at shar, who demands her followers give up their memories; or mystra, who takes chosen after chosen and keeps them like pets; or vlaakith, who. well. vlaakith. they're cruel rulers who demand obedience and worship from their followers, even those who claim benevolence. as far as xar is concerned, bane is just the only one being honest about who he is and what he wants. they don't really give a shit about what gods others choose to worship but they are silently (or um. not so silently) judging anyone who is particularly devout. every time shadowheart talks about shar early game xarrai is just nodding along like yep. mmhmm. yeah sure. and aggressively rolling their eyes when they walk away lmao. there's an element of bitterness to it too, though. here they are on this adventure surrounded by people who desperately want the favor of their gods but all xarrai wants is to be well and truly forsaken by bane. (at the same time, though, they recognize the only reason they're still alive is because he hasn't forsaken them - bane doesn't suffer fools or failures, after all - so it's a bit of a double edged sword.)

23. What are 2-3 songs that your Tav would relate to?

this is actually the hardest question u could have asked bc i have an almost 40 song (and growing lol) playlist for xarrai LMAO. these are a few i've been really vibing with the last few days, but i don't know that they're the ones xar would relate to the Most by any means.

burn your village - kiki rockwell

metaphor - the crane wives

kill all your friends - mcr

and honorable mention for grey veins by ls dunes. i had this song on repeat for like two days while i was starting to build their character because i picked this game up like right after i saw lsd in concert and it ended up coloring a lot of how i viewed xarrai initially lol

(mutuals feel free to lmk if you want the link to the whole playlist (or my astarion and/or xarrastarion ones) - i'm a dirty apple music user and the playlist has my government name on it so i don't wanna post it publicly but i am down to share)

ieriyn

8. Did your Tav have any romantic and/or sexual relationships prior to their illithid adventure? If yes, who was it with and what was it like? If no, how did they feel about being single?

yes! he had a couple of boyfriends when he was still in school. nothing super serious, honestly - just your typical teenage relationships and all the drama that entails. in the last few years he hasn't really had many partners - a fling here or there, but again nothing serious. i will say though he has a thing for older men with big brown eyes :3c (gale never had a chance is what i'm saying. it was over for him before it even began. this twink is going to ruin his life.)

16. How does your Tav feel about killing?

not good! as of where i am in the game right now (about to defend the grove from being raided following some #mistakes ieriyn made when talking to minthara) he hasn't killed another thinking creature ever. he really really doesn't want to and has spent half the battles the party has been in so far more or less cowering in a corner for fear of killing someone accidentally if he uses his magic. he's honestly kind of dead weight. but defending the grove is going to change things - he can't sit there and do nothing when this is his fault and he knows he has to pull his weight or the party is going to end up dumping him on the side of the road, assuming any of them survive this. (lae'zel and astarion in particular hate his fucking guts for being so useless and yet trying to take the credit for shit anyway lol) i don't think he's ever going to feel good or even necessarily okay about killing, but i do think he's going to learn to deal with it anyway.

24. What first impression does your Tav give off to strangers?

i think initally ieriyn comes off as a spoiled brat tbqh. he's deeply out of touch with the way "normal" people live and has really never been outside his bubble of wealth and comfort, which makes him difficult to talk to i think. he's also heinously arrogant - sometimes because he genuinely believes it ("i'm a special gifted magic kid and soooo powerful and strong") and sometimes because he's trying to cover up for what he doesn't know or what he's afraid of. this is smth i imagine is going to be extremely different by the end of the game, but as of rn he gives a pretty shitty first impression LOL

[lordmushroomkat]

my current mood is:

*listens intently to Tough To Be A Dreamer by Felix Hagan & the Family on repeat*

[themini-soda]

ITS NOT A CRY FOR HELP ITS JUST A CRY FOR CONNECTIOOOOOOONNNNNNN

AND ID TRADE MY LIFE AND HEALTH TO MAKE PEOPLE PAY ATTENTIOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNN

I’LL SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR THE, SAKE OF ENTERTAINMENT

AND I’M SMILING WHEN YOU SEE IT

SO SING OUT LIKE YOU MEAN IIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[wcwit]

Gimme That Sound - Felix Hagan