#feeling inadequate

[koko2unite]

[tangentofk]

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[bunny-slave]

Am I even a sexy trans girl without someone to collar and cage me?????

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

It's fine I've never been enough anyway.

[edwin-paynes-bowtie]

why can't my brain just. like that ship. it feels like, as olivia rodrigo said, being on the outside of the greatest inside joke

[saruvanthewhite]

Tough day following tough week. Abject rage is all I have left. I need time off.

[brucethewannabebard]

Almost a Life

My life is a series of almosts, never having quite achieved anything.

I almost graduated top of my class and almost got a scholarship.

But I was lazy and didn't put in the extra work, so I was only top 10 and never even applied for the scholarship.

I almost managed to write a book.

But after the first rough draft I have spent all my time thinking about writing and never actually writing.

I almost had a successful marriage.

But I rushed the whole things due to the nature of my work and tried to make it work with someone who I knew was never going to be a true partner.

I almost had a good career as a soldier.

But when I found that the military plays the same games of luck and favoritism as every other job, I refused to play and got out the first chance I got.

I almost graduated with a degree that would take me into the industry I always dreamed about joining.

But I left it behind to build a different life with the woman I loved.Which brings me to the biggest almost of all.

I was almost loved back by that woman.

But she, like everyone else, couldn't quite bring herself to do so. So even though I gave everything and tried harder than I ever had before, thinking THIS is the time things will be different, I was still treated as though I didn't try at all. As just another failure, not even worth missing.

I am tired of almost. Being almost good enough, almost smart enough, almost doing the right thing, almost doing the smart thing.

Just once, I want to be able to say I almost failed, rather than it almost worked out. I want to be able to say, I experienced the fullness of life. Not that I almost had a life worth living.

[mayhemspreadingguy]

Lost boys

[canisalbus]

Hi there!

It's great to see you posting again. I noticed you weren't around and was worried. As a fellow person with depression and anxiety, I hope you're in a stable place and taking the time you need.

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[suavce]

hi

[afflatusssss]

It was the weight of guilt that sent Icarus crashing down a second time; he wondered if he was always destined to be punished for loving something brighter than himself, even in death.

[lunalivvy]

jordan playing it off bc they think marie only hooked up with them bc their minds got messed with so they’re acting indifferent towards the situation even tho they obviously like her and she likes them back but now she thinks they don’t like her like that because-

[theloveinc]

OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.

Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood

head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺

so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...

it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!

and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???

....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...

LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.

(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)

[usertoxicyaoi]

"When you want to be spoiled, you can be spoiled."

TAIKAN YOHOU (2023) - EPISODE FIVE. COSMETIC PLAYLOVER (2024) - EPISODE FOUR.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

It’s hard to believe I deserve anything good when I’ve been subjected to so much cruelty.

[pinep-ne]

One interaction I think about a lot is the one in Rhodes where a priest is holding a speech to a completely empty funeral and if you choose to interrupt his speech Arthur very loudly says, "Tell it straight, father."

And then there's a beat of silence until the priest goes, "Sir. We're in a moment of grief."

Who's we? I'll never know. Thinking of Arthur somewhat canonically just spewing out whatever's on his mind sometimes, especially if it sounded 100x better or funnier in his head. And he either backtracks like an elephant in an alley or winces very harshly and doesn't say another word for a minute or two.