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#feeling inadequate#is that a word#today#for some reason#i got shadowbanned again on twitter yasss#its so annoying#i havent posted anything that weird like ive seen worse#its just a fat guy no pp all that#seems like the less you got followers there the more easily twitter to shadowban you when people report you#its disgusting#i wanna restart so bad but i have tried that#and it didnt work out#the new account is still sitting there shadowbanned for months in 600 followers#i heard that you gotta reach 10k or 20k before shadowban no longer matters#but how am i supposed to reach it if everytime i post a new art i just got hit with one?#and its much worse on instagram#i have stuck in the number of followers for months#my post doesnt even reach non followers anymore#i fucking hate it#tumblr too#the only new followers i got are just sex bots sex bots sex bots#and it always happens when i post art#if i shitpost or post screencaps#none of this would happen#its so fucking discouraging#and my patreon too#6 people left and its because i was too focused on commissions#well how am i supposed to pay my bills if i dont take commissions?#my work is min wage my patreon doesnt even reach 100 like ofc i have to take comms#i just want art and pay bills why is this so hard
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Am I even a sexy trans girl without someone to collar and cage me?????
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It's fine I've never been enough anyway.
#never enough#inner turmoil#mental health#deep thoughts#emotional struggle#personal battles#self-doubt#existential crisis#reflection#troubled mind#dark thoughts#emotional pain#introspection#emotional depth#haunted mind#feeling inadequate#life's struggles#finding peace#self-worth#emotional journey
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why can't my brain just. like that ship. it feels like, as olivia rodrigo said, being on the outside of the greatest inside joke
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Tough day following tough week. Abject rage is all I have left. I need time off.
#rage#irritated#annoyed#feeling inadequate#overburdened#spiteful#frustrated#working under protest because we have no union
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Almost a Life
My life is a series of almosts, never having quite achieved anything.
I almost graduated top of my class and almost got a scholarship.
But I was lazy and didn't put in the extra work, so I was only top 10 and never even applied for the scholarship.
I almost managed to write a book.
But after the first rough draft I have spent all my time thinking about writing and never actually writing.
I almost had a successful marriage.
But I rushed the whole things due to the nature of my work and tried to make it work with someone who I knew was never going to be a true partner.
I almost had a good career as a soldier.
But when I found that the military plays the same games of luck and favoritism as every other job, I refused to play and got out the first chance I got.
I almost graduated with a degree that would take me into the industry I always dreamed about joining.
But I left it behind to build a different life with the woman I loved.Which brings me to the biggest almost of all.
I was almost loved back by that woman.
But she, like everyone else, couldn't quite bring herself to do so. So even though I gave everything and tried harder than I ever had before, thinking THIS is the time things will be different, I was still treated as though I didn't try at all. As just another failure, not even worth missing.
I am tired of almost. Being almost good enough, almost smart enough, almost doing the right thing, almost doing the smart thing.
Just once, I want to be able to say I almost failed, rather than it almost worked out. I want to be able to say, I experienced the fullness of life. Not that I almost had a life worth living.
#stream of consciousness#sorrow#heartbreak#heartache#loss#venting#love lost#almost#feeling inadequate#self worth#still trying#living the struggle#missed chances#wasted potential#failure
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Lost boys
#mayhem art#star wars#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker fanart#obi wan kenobi fanart#star wars art#this one was sitting in my drafts for about a month. idk why I was holding onto it -cries- anyway#this is shortly after Qui-Gon's death. Both of their lives just got flipped upside down. Anakin is traumatized by having to leave#his mother behind‚ then his Master's sudden death‚ and he's left with no certainty in his future.#Obi-Wan just witnessed his Master die‚ helplessly‚ then having to take care of this little human in his Master's stead‚ meanwhile feeling#wholly inadequate to be so suddenly knighted let alone immediately becoming a Master and taking responsibility for another being.#Both of them losing the constants in their lives. left uprooted. the only anchoring point being each other.#I imagine Obi-Wan wouldn't reach out to Anakin first‚ but if Anakin expressed compassion with him‚ grief‚ and his need to feel secure‚#Obi-Wan wouldn't turn him away#this was just my excuse to give them a proper soothing hug in their time of mourning
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Not all dreams come true. Not everything we wish to get from life is possible or within our reach. And as sad as that is it doesn't mean there aren't some dreams that will come true. We always have at least a couple things we are capable of achieving and gaining. So just because you can't have one thing, one success, doesn't mean you can't have all of the others that follow. It means you don't stop dreaming, you don't let go or give up hope because this is not the end, it's just a sharp corner or change of lanes.
More often than not, the dream you miss out on is the one you were better off without, the one that was supposed to make you learn and do even better with your next one.
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NEW IQ MATRIX: Feelings of Inadequacy [#0499]
The Feelings of Inadequacy IQ Matrix explores how to effectively work through feelings of inadequacy and strengthen your self-confidence. When we feel inadequate, we often experience a sense of worthlessness. Moreover, we feel incompetent, incapable, and the feeling that we’re just not good enough. This tears down our self-esteem and leaves us with very little confidence and self-belief that we can do or achieve anything of value.
There is, however, a way to work through feelings of inadequacy, and this map provides a framework on how to do just that. First, it’s essential to learn how to recognize your feelings. We then need to redirect our thoughts and actions toward particular things that will help build our self-confidence. From there, it all comes down to your ability to focus your energy on addressing key areas that will help you overcome feelings of inadequacy.
You can read a more detailed outline of this map at https://store.iqmatrix.com/shop/feelings-of-inadequacy
#feelings of inadequacy#feeling inadequate#lacking confidence#no self-confidence#self-confidence#improve self-confidence#mind map#mind maps#mind mapping#iq matrix#iqmatrix
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It was the weight of guilt that sent Icarus crashing down a second time; he wondered if he was always destined to be punished for loving something brighter than himself, even in death.
#mhmmmmmm ANGST#this was an overly ambitious piece…but in the spirit of icarus at least i tried B)#words are mine haha B)#inspired by all the juicy depressing tidbits we can glean from their dialogue#exhibit A: I always messed everything up…I just want to be useful to someone for once!#UM…BABY?!?!?#and don’t….dont even get me started on how mel and him run parallel to one another when it comes to feeling inadequate#like…she doesnt see how He sees her and vice versa..#god anyways ill save that for a whole crazy analysis post#hades 2#hades game#hades supergiant#hades fanart#melinoe hades#icarus hades#waxwitch
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jordan playing it off bc they think marie only hooked up with them bc their minds got messed with so they’re acting indifferent towards the situation even tho they obviously like her and she likes them back but now she thinks they don’t like her like that because-
#THE WAY THEYRE IN MASC FORM TOO#THEY USE MASC JORDAN AS A DEFENCE MECHANISM#i could go on about how jordan feels insecure or inadequate after being second place to luke and that’s why they’re so obsessed w being#first and they don’t think marie could actually like them even tho SHE DOES#THE ANGST IM KIND OF HERE FOR IT LMAOOO#gen v#the boys#the boys gen v#marie moreau#jordan li#limoreau#mariejordan#jordanmarie#ship
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OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.
Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood
head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺
so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...
it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!
and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???
....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...
LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.
(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)
#bakugo#HI PYGMY THIS WAS INSANE OF U TO SAY THANK U PYGMY MY BFFL#but sorry u said this and i had to rip the idea right out of your hands and put it straight into my mouth#i feel like i'm high on a drug i really do#bakugo doing that thing where he he refuses to leave baby or u for long periods and fights being told to go do something nice for himself#he's showing up to his first guys night in like 6 months and doesn't know what do with himself#needs a baby picture once and hour#and he gets home to baby asleep in the crib and YES he's upset he missed bedtime but also like. wow. alone time with y/n.#and he just wants to hold u🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and watch a movie and be together#and he;s finally at a point in his life when he's able to admit vulnerability and talks abt feeling like an inadequate dad.#and finally u just have to shut him up by fuc-[redacted for profanity]#oh my god gonna think abt this all night#ALL NIGHT I LOVE U PYGMY#caitie things#kids tw#gen#pygmy lurks
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"When you want to be spoiled, you can be spoiled."
TAIKAN YOHOU (2023) - EPISODE FIVE. COSMETIC PLAYLOVER (2024) - EPISODE FOUR.
#taikan yohou#cosmetic playlover#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#jdramasource#dramasource#tvedit#*#faiza gifs#honestly ep 4 of cosmetic reminded me SO MUCH of episode 5 of mpw like ............ SO MUCH SO SO SO MUCH.#yoh and natsume just feeling SO inadequate of segasaki and sahashi! segasaki and sahashi just wanting to take care of their boys!#UGH!!!!!!!!!
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It’s hard to believe I deserve anything good when I’ve been subjected to so much cruelty.
#ryan.txt#cptsd#ptsd#trauma#traumatized#like I know I have to believe I’m good enough#but I truly don’t feel like I am#I feel inadequate#I feel worthless#I feel like a failure#it feels like all I deserve is abuse
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big idea!!! what if instead of annabeth falling off the cliff with the manticore!! the manticore drags her to the edge of the cliff so it doesn't fall alone!! and percy sees what's happening!! and wills a nearby water source to take hold of her hand!! because he wants to prove himself as a big three kid!! but the water does not catch her in time!! and percy has to watch annabeth fall into what looks like a dark and bottomless pit!!!
#and it makes perfect sense because percy feels inadequate as a big three kid c#because thalia is now filling the role the he was once held#and he wants to prove himself an equal#but when that obviously doesn't work#he vows to always have her best interest at heart of they ever find themselves in that situation again#and then we'll see percy's character growth on full displsy in the mark of athena season when he fulfills that promise#kind of like andrew garfield spiderman in 'spiderman: no way home'#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo#the titan's curse#ttc textposts#ttc#heroes of olympus#hoo text post#hoo#the mark of athena#moa textposts#moa#pjo tv concept#probably pjo tv spoilers too depending on how things go#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth headcanon#percabeth fluff#percabeth angst#percy jackson character growth
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