#feeling appreciated

[lol1tzme]

Honestly I didn't expect people to like my posts this much, gaining even a single like felt like a very big achievement to me...I wanna thank those who likes my posts for slowly building up my courage into writing more although it is not that great which I agree cause I know I have a lot to learn but it's still feels nice to be able to convey my ideas to a chosen public...

From my own experience (kind of) a Methas x JJ Au again hurt/comfort cause I basically live upto that genre

-methas who desperately needs some kind of love and affection, someone who thinks love doesn't exists and money is everything.

Let's just say his past experience of love as broke him down, shattered him completely, maybe the methas we know might not be the methas before that life shattering incident

-Methas had a Ex-boyfriend, who loved him dearly, spoiling him with affection, or that was what methas believed, was made to believe. His Ex was extremely manipulative, taking advantage of methas vulnerability and making him believe that it was love when it was merely a game for him. He used methas in the name of love, used his money, his vulnerable and desperate need of love to make him do stuff rhat methas didn't enjoy but was made to believe that he should, that it was love. Pain masked in the name of love (not forced not that bad don't worry), His bf made him willingly hand his money to him, was extremely possessive and would slap methas if he tired to fight him and later give false reassurance that he did it out of his love...

It was a hellish 3 Years relationship that slowly turned into a trap for methas, one year, methas never questioned the possessive, Manipulative, trapping behavior of his ex...thinking it was just how much his ex loved him, however slowly it started feeling weird and different and when he raised question in the 2nd year of their relationship it led to big arguments that ended with a slap on methas cheeks and later with false reassurance, however slowly after that methas felt trapped and suffocated but too scared to speak up, and when he finally gained the courage, he was threatened, if he left his ex...he would be all alone again, his ex laughed at his vulnerability and used it against him and to continue using him as a ATM, a money maker.

Methas was trapped by his need of affection...however once it got too much and he believed that love doesn't exist...only money...is what people need...He broke up with his ex cause he tried to...force methas however methas was strong enough to push him away and call police on time.

That left him completely broken and made him close off from love, the feeling he believed to be fake...but then came JJ...who made him feel everything again...it scared him...not wanting to go back to that spiral, he used money from the start to make JJ stay, not wanting the male to feel the need to pretend...however his reaction made shocked methas...although knowing he loved JJ, he ignored his feelings...

JJ was getting desperate to know what made methas this heartless...

-Will continue in next part from JJ's side now :))

[xekutozoren]

Listen, I don't even ship Sephiroth / Aqua, but I respect you so much for it. You do you, I love that for you /genuine

Seriously, this was so nice.

Thank you, Anon. ; w ;

Refs by Angel Black, Positively Yours and the KH3 Manga

I gave up on Seph's hair

Watermark on the bottom right is from my Chinese blog.

[incorrectquotesharrypotterv]

Hi!! I just want to say that I love your blog so much, it never fails to make me smile.k❤️

Thank you very much, I'm very happy to know that and that you love my blog so much.It's always nice to see something funny after a long day of work or school.

[miss-biophys]

I just had an amazing time during an interview about fight against harmful bacteria, use of antibiotics in cancer treatment, how physics helps in biomedical research, and more. I cannot wait to read the final article!

I felt seen, welcome, and appreciated.

[pisupsala]

YOUR JOHN EGAN FIC!? ABSOLUTELY MY FAV.

The way you write them? Their relationship, the tenderness. When she was hiding under the table and he touched her face!?

Anyway, I loved loved it. Thank you! Can’t wait for the next chapter ♥️

I - uh THANK YOU ??!! I woke up to this message and my day has been made, anon you are the best

[stars-hockey]

AND SEGGY!?!

I love all the goals for the gays

[demoralizedreprobate]

having the best day at work today

[not-your-pussikat]

Thank you, dear nonnie, for my super cute rainbow crab badge, I love it! ❤️

[saebaragi]

i felt appreciated after a long time when my mom randomly brought me the mdzs 3 book and told me I deserved a treat and when my neighbor told me she missed my smile and yelled "how pretty!" while I was taking pictures. they care about me enough to notice I wasn't feeling well for the last 3 days and assure me that they like to me see happy

[black-eco-sage]

Btw, love your OC Viris. Their design is just 👌

Aw, thank you!! V is the hardest one for me to draw, so it's great to hear that others enjoy their design. <3

[just-a-v0id]

Student work from the kiddos.

Cronnie and earrings from my bosses 🥲

[thrawnalani]

✨🌈☀️send this to ten people you're happy to see every time they pop up on your dash/notif and wish them a good day🌟🌈💥

Agahgagahagagah THANKS 😭😭😭

[vizthedatum]

My clinician colleague (at Job 1) just told me that she appreciates how much I do and how my work is seen. And it was... so sweet. I don't know what to do with myself. I am just so touched.

(And it's not just her - my other colleague, who I meet with more regularly, always supports me. She's the only one at work who I told I started T, actually. And she teared up. I am lucky.)

--

I'm often hard on myself because I get really busy and overwhelmed by the chaos that academic life sometimes creates.

I am constantly juggling things. Sometimes, I'll have to take breaks during the day (or go to health appointments) and then stay up late, making up hours at night (I am lucky that my hours are flexible, honestly).

And... I know I let some colleagues down last year by not beiing able to commit to projects (this was before I filed for disability accommodations to get my project load down to a reasonable amount, and I genuinely think that even without my disability and the hard mental health stuff I was going through last year with my divorce... the project load is too much for ONE person. I often remark that I can understand why my predecessor was overwhelmed. (Besides, one of the colleagues I really really wanted to work with (who was super friendly to me)... he very neutrally and politely declined my help after I told him I was doing *work I cannot disclose but was entirely out of my job description* - and then he told my boss that he thought I was being too stretched out in multiple directions. What a king /gen))

It's not that I do bad work. I am very qualified, and I worked very hard to get all this knowledge. I worked SO HARD.

I'm proud of my work, and I know I help people.

I want the time, compensation, and physical/mental resources to do that good work.

I am learning how to advocate for myself as a professional better.

[spitblaze]

I don't see people gas up gnc and butch transfems nearly enough, can we get a fuckin round of applause for gnc and butch transfems

[lesbianshepard]

[willgrahamscock]

No other website could ever possibly bind mutuals together stronger than tumblr. It's like this: I'm scrolling past your art which is beautiful and warm I love it I hope you get on the trending page, oh you finally posted your fic i'm so proud of you, i'm sorry that you're having a hard time with work, school or you think you're hard to love, you're not because I love you and it's so easy. you're being silly tonight on the dash, it's good to see you after your hiatus. I also like that ship, they're keeping me up at night, can you share your joy with me? I saw your tags on my post, did you see me like it? hey it's been months and I've grown quite fond of you. see you tomorrow, same time or perhaps when the sun rises for me and sets for you. Isn't that wonderful?