#feeling alone in the process

[tea-cat-arts]

Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Why I don’t Want You to Visit: Autism Edition

My home is my safe place

I want to unmask safely

I need alone time

I am overwhelmed

I don’t want anyone to disturb my belongings

This is a sensory safe place

This is the only place I can be totally myself

Littlepuddins.ie

[allimili]

A Creator's Love.

[trappedinafantasy37]

Minthara is a paladin of her word. She does not make promises, she makes vows. She makes oaths. Even as an oathbreaker, she heavily adheres to the tenants of it. Being an oathbreaker just gives her more flexibility and freedom to fulfill the oaths she makes. She never breaks a promise and she never breaks a vow, and when she says she's going to do something she is going to do it.

So when she says she will go to Avernus with or without Karlach, she means it. She will personally throw hands with Zariel, and the only thing that will stop her is Zariel's death, or her own. And it is one thing if Karlach does go with her, but a whole other thing if Karlach dies on that pier.

Not only will Minthara be grieving, she will be wrathful. And she's going to channel that wrath to the front to avoid feeling the grief (cause she doesn't always approach her emotions in the healthiest way). And she's going to take some of Karlach's rage and Karlach's fury with her. She will kill any demon or devil that gets in her way. There will be no distractions, unless the side quest gets her closer to Zariel or increases her chances in the fights to come.

Minthara is not doing this for power, she is not doing this for glory, she does not care for a crown or a throne. She is down there in Avernus to avenge the love that burned out too soon.

[shaissa]

[finalgirlsamwinchester]

guy who so desperately tries to find god. who wants to have faith in a higher authority to guide him out of the hole he's in. from the weight of guilt from simply existing, as the person he is. but every time he thinks he's answered his higher calling it turns out he's made the Morally Incorrect choice and his path to goodness and holiness was the road to the devil all along

[mortysmith]

while we're on the subject of "morty-prime teamup" what if there was another two crows situation

[just-null]

Got a crush 💘

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

As an Autistic Person, I Often Need Time Alone…

It doesn’t mean I don’t like you!

Neurodivergent_lou

[theythemmer]

may i present to you: sister karkat and father david. phavekat real

[wanderingblindly]

​I think there’s a weird fear of being “”forgotten”” in fandom that people don’t talk about enough… kind of in the same way that we don’t talk about the natural jealousy and envy that can arise when you’re friends with other creatives.

These emotions are ugly sometimes, especially because they’re counter to all the fandom messaging of “We do this for fun! We do this just for ourselves!!!!”. To be jealous means you care beyond yourself, to feel bad about not posting means you care beyond yourself, and therefore it’s uncomfortable to admit it.

So then it’s this weird double whammy shame of not writing and then sequestering away the feelings of anxiety that it causes, you know?

Idk where I’m going with this, but I’m gonna set a time for 7:30pm and try to open my laptop for the first time in a month

[heres-someart]

Freesia; a symbol of freedom, independence, trust, and innocence

ID under cut. Reblogs are always appreciated. Make your voices known. And call your senators.

Image: A digital drawing of a men's dark brown dress shoe and dark blue-grey dress pants from the ankle down. The shoe is stepping on a yellow freesia flower. The flowers remain pointing upwards. The drawing is on a green background which becomes darker as it moves further away from the viewer and up the image.

[charliespoorasshole]

the actual misery i felt watching hans get locked in that jail cell alone

[stopper-my-heart]

Nothing like Heartstopper S2E8 removing some of Taylor Swift's "seven" lyrics just so that the singing can specifically come back in at "Or hide in the closet" while Isaac is processing difficult emotions related to the book he's reading (i.e., Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen).

Did I mention "Or hide in the closet" hits just as the camera focus finishes shifting away from Isaac?

This is fine

[qoldenskies]

The painting of the laundry room scene made me so emotional,, I bet ccDonnie would enjoy some art therapy. I want that turtle to be happy so bad

i think a lot about how mikey was specifically painting a sunrise,,, i was definitely trying to invoke falling skyward energy there (yes i think a lot about how in the beginning of CL when they're first cursed its notably sunset, and in falling skyward its sunrise and the chapter right after is named "the break of dawn" im sooo normal)

also the way it loops back around from in CL where it was specifically noted there was no graffiti there, and how donnie saw that as the most fitting place to die. there were no traces of his brothers, only him, this was the only room he frequented because he was the only one doing laundry back then. he was so convinced his own undoing was his fault. how now they'll do anything to say im here, even if they cant be. how they're willing to love from a distance if that will make him more comfortable, just like he spent years doing for them

also yessss he deserves some relaxing hobbies he doesn't feel like he has to excel at. his tech used to bring him comfort when he was upset and he definitely doesn't feel that way anymore after everything that happened .... let cc!donnie make some art!!!

[thatfriendlyanon]

i think part of my problem is i lived with my best friend for two years of my life and have been searching for the same feeling of joy & acceptance & support ever since