#feel free to message me about this au bc i am still neck deep in it

[taembourine]

Exformation

Title: Exformation Pairing: Kibum/Taemin ; Jonghyun/Taemin ; Jonghyun/Jinki Rating: Explicit Genre: Horror/Suspense Warnings: Minor Character Deaths, light dub con elements, murder ideation, anxiety/depression, Panic Attacks, Violent Thoughts,  Alternate Universe - High School, Mind Reading, Manipulation, Child Abuse Mention, Brief Homophobia Mention Final Word Count: 45,230

Summary: Taemin’s teenage life becomes impossibly more complicated when he gains a new ability. A new ability which may or may not lead to a close call with murder.

AN:  Hey guys! So the poll results were announced earlier and it turns out that my fic was one of the top three fics for this year’s SBB! I’m really happy that so many of you enjoyed this fic, and I hope that you will continue to enjoy it! I worked really hard to put this together (hence why I’ve been quiet for so many months) so thank you to everyone who cheered me on and asked after me!

Like always, I’m going to be including some author’s commentary beneath the cut as well as a playlist of music that I listened to while writing this fic, so if you are interested keep reading and please make sure to check out my entry for SBB 2017 <3

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Author Commentary:

So, like usual, I went into this fic with a pretty clear goal in mind: I really wanted to write a fic told from the point of view of a character who is only moderately likeable but still easy to relate to. It was important to me that the reader feel like they don’t necessarily agree with the decisions that Taemin was making, but be able to understand why he was making them. I also really liked the idea of a character who gets a superpower which could have been used for some good, but instead just makes their life more complicated because they use their power for selfish reasons. I was heavily inspired by the movie The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, so I really wanted to base Taemin’s character around the main character of that movie. Of course, a lot of Taemin’s selfishness/overall teenaged way of thinking appeared organically, but I started off thinking about Taemin in that way. I also wanted to focus on the idea of Taemin as an unreliable narrator because I’ve recently been really invested in this way of writing. Its challenging to write from the perspective of someone who is only giving the reader half of the information that they need, but its also really fun! I think this is what contributed to my overall decision to take a lighter/more comical approach with the tone of the story in the beginning before switching to a sudden darker theme. I wanted the reader to feel like they were getting information alongside Taemin, so I wanted the reader to feel as blindsided by everything that was happening as Taemin was. 

As far as the side characters go, I was really interested in crafting a world and relationships that are realistic and also feel like they have some substance to them. I rely pretty heavily on characterization, so I really wanted to explore how far I could take characterization in terms of overall character development. I really enjoy reading stories where the side characters are able to stand on their own and don’t seem to be just there to elevate the main character, so it was important to me that every character have their own unique identity and plotlines. 

As far as choosing Kibum for the primary antagonist (if you want to think about him that way since in a lot of ways, Taemin is his own antagonist) I just really like writing Kibum as an antagonist since I feel like the way I enjoy characterizing him, is as a character who sees things in very black and white ways. It just made natural sense of Kibum to be the character who would be putting all of this together in his head. And for the ending of the fic, I was very inspired by the movie Silence of the Lambs in that you think that you’re on the same page as the main character, only to find out that the narrator is very unreliable. 

And finally, as far as the mind reading ability goes, I really wanted it to just be something that was going on in the background. I didn’t want the story to become a story just about superpowers because I think that the main point of the story was all about how even though Taemin had this power, it didn’t make him consider the thoughts of others any more than he already had. So I wanted the superpowers to just be something happening in the background that the reader just had to accept. 

Songs I listened to while writing this (there are a lot more, but these are the most played):

A Day in the Life - The Beatles 

If I Fell - The Beatles

Someday - The Strokes

Paint it Black - The Rolling Stones

Obstacles - Syd Matters

The Point of No Return - Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack

Rose-Colored Boy - Paramore

Human - Rag’n’Bone Man

Such Great Heights - The Postal Service

Piano Concerto No.2 in C Minor Op 18 II -  Rachmaninoff

Better Together - Jack Johnson

[dylanxmin]

The Hills

pairing; min yoongi x reader

genre; smut, fluff, established relationship au,

rating; M +18

word count; 2.5k+

warnings; unprotected sex(?), fingering, swearing, oral(m), little harsh yoongi, pet names,

summary; y/n and yoongi having a ‘taking for granted’ relationships and clearly, neither of them had no idea about, how they affect each other, by having this kind of attitudes towards each other,,

a/n; okay, hi everybody! xx this can be read as a one shot or, for the background knowledge you can read the part one, which one is suiting you best,, so i hope you enjoyed(?) while reading it, and i hope it didn’t sound weird or anything,, and i couldn’t edit it, bc it’s late in here, and if there is any misspellings pls ignore them for this time,, anyways, thanks for reading it, ily ♡

Part 1 // Part 2 << main masterlist >>

If you need to give a little previous information about your situation, you were in the room, which you didn’t know who owns the room, but right now this wasn’t the important thing you could think about. There was a party going on the ground floor and now, you were with your boyfriend -still, it wasn’t certain for you-, holding by him, diving in a deep kiss that cuts your breath.

“Yoongi,” you could only manage to say his name between in the little pause before he pushes his lips to yours again. He stopped when you called his name, darkly shaded glares of him met with yours, stirring feelings awakening on your lower body part. You wanted him, all of him, the touch of his big, smooth hands, his wet lips, and his tongue that could drive you crazy, and mainly his hardened manhood. But before all of that happens you wanted to talk or, an explanation.

“I know what is on your mind, Y/N.” he started to speak before you could say a thing, “I know that I failed this relationship so many times, I broke your heart so many times, but can you give me another chance, last chance?” you listen to him, while his glares spotted on you, waiting for an answer. You were surprised because of the words, what he was mentioned about your relationship, and in a million years, you could never think that he cares for your relationship and wanted to fix it, but it was all true, standing on you.

“Last chance,” you whispered under your breaths, you were still breathless due to your kiss, and nodded your head as a way of saying yes to him, that you agreed his offer. Now his glares were shining happily, watching your face closely to see your real feelings about this decision. “I swear that I’m not going to disappoint you this time, believe me, Y/N,” his voice was soft, lower than before, hitting you under his breaths. “Because I love you, and I should be more careful towards you, but I wasn’t, because I am a stupid man,”

His words have been cut by him, once again as he pushed his lips to meet with yours. His wet, fleshy lips, bouncing yours, tripping over your heart with every tongue touch, but you didn’t complain. “I’ll be a better man from now on. I.. I love you, Y/N.” he said while panting, declaring his love to you, even though you couldn’t believe what was happening or, why he was doing it right now, right here, you felt his sincerity inside of you. You knew him for years now, and you could understand his true feelings even by his word choice, and now, you knew that he wasn’t lying.

“I love you, too Yoongi,” breathless words fell from your lips, as you moved him closer to kiss him as you wanted to kiss him before he does. And once again, your lips met with each other, goosebumps taking over your neck, under your cold sweat. You forced to move back by his big body, crashing to the wall, cramped between him and the wall, and that gave you shiver which it followed your body until your inguinal area, throbbing beats on your chest go wild with this feeling.

His tight grabs were all over your waist, legs, and finally on your ass, and you get the message when he softly slapped between the area of your legs and ass, obeying his direction you wrapped your legs around him so that he could easily stay between in your thighs. “I missed you,” he whispered under his breaths, before taking his lips to your neck, and pushing gently to your chin to give him good access to your neck, and you turned your head, give him what he wants.

You could feel his manhood getting harder with every touch to between your thighs, you wanted to feel him in you, because he was driving you crazy, with every tongue move on your neck, tracking to your chest slowly.

“Yoongi-“ desperate moan slipped on your lips, when his hand grabbed your breast, rubbing your nipple over your shirt, and a grin appeared on his lips, after hearing you moaning his name, desperately. “Tell me, baby,” he speaks under his breath once again, at your cheek, caring your face with his hot breath, and you shivered in need. “Say it baby, what do you want right now?” his hands slide in your thighs now, softly touching places where was nearer to your pubic, keep playing with you until you could say a word, but you had hard times on finding your voice. “I..I want you,”

“What a good girl,” his fingers patted your clit three times, softly but hard enough to give you a shiver thoroughly, and you gasped, hold him tighter with your arms, thankfully you were wearing a skirt and he could easily touch you without any obstacle. “Look who is all wet for me,” he talked under his little smirk, rubbing your lower part, but not touching your clit on purpose because he knew that it was driving you crazy, and he was right, you were one pinch away from begging him to touch your clit again.

“Ah- please,” you begged in a moan when his fingers start to care your lower lips, touching but it wasn’t enough. You were holding on his shoulders for not losing your balance, back of you was leaning to the wall, and your shaky legs were around his waist, but you knew that he was holding you tightly, one of his arms wrapped around your waist, giving you thrust.

You felt lightning of joy hitting inside of you, when his tongue touched your ear lobe, biting it softly, and causing you another bolt of joy, when his finger thrusting in you, without hesitation. “Oh, fuck..” your head falls back to meet with the wall, after your curse, his small laugh ringed on your ears, while his finger penetrating in you very slowly that you cried in protest. It wasn’t enough, and he knew it.

“Do you want another one, baby?” he asked deeply, and you wanted to look at him, your vision was a bit blurry, but not much that you could see his lust in his eyes, shining mischievously. You nodded as a way of saying yes because it was hard to speak at the moment. His lips met with yours, while his second fingers slide in you rigorously, you moaned to his lips, while his tongue conquering yours. Your hands hold the only thing they could get, and it was his hair, you grabbed his hair, pulled it in desire.

“Someone is very needy, huh?” his voice was full of joy, seeing you this desperate, needy for him, makes him ten times harder for you, and playing with you putting him on the edge of his climax. “Yoongi- I..more ah-“ you cried out your needs because you needed him inside of you, his hardness were perceivable right now, and you already know how big is he, how he fits in you, caring you while thrusting in you, and it was making it more irresistible.

His moves in you slackened and you whine in protest, but he responds to you with biting your chin and pulling out his fingers. His grab loosened by your waist, and you couldn’t help but let go of his waist, now your feet reached to the floor. “Why?” you asked while pouting, but he didn’t reply to you, instead he raised his fingers and put them in his mouth. A big smile placed on his lips after licking the taste of you, then he placed his fingers on your chin, grabbing it to holding your head. His eyes were full of passion, staring at you.

“Do you want to cum?” he whispered to your lips, they were so close to yours and you couldn’t think to say anything but nodded your head, and he gets closer to you. “Then you need to earn it baby girl,” his hands grabbed yours softly, take it to his hardness, and then he let your hand free after making a couple of rubbing above your hand.

You start to take off your clothes one by one, your hands were shaking in excitement, and he helped you with your clothes. It was kind of his thing, he always wanted you to get naked before taking him in your mouth, and you never had a problem with that, you didn’t bother by this.

Your shirt clashes the ground, after a minute your bra joined it, Yoongi’s hands wandered on your back after taking your bra, finally reached your bare breast, softly fondled with his thumb, before starting to talk, he bites his bottom lips, while his eyes were full of appreciation.

“You look beautiful,” his chest go up and down really swiftly now, as he started to get harder between his legs, and you enjoyed seeing him like that, wanting, desiring you so deeply. After barely hiding your smile, fingertips of you reached to your skirt, but before you could take it, his hands grabbed yours quickly.

“No,” your eyes met, you were able to see his eagerness on his eyes, “I want it on you,” your brows scowled for a moment, normally he wouldn’t want something like that, but you go with his wills, and take off your underwear only. Now you were semi-naked, standing in front of him, heat-filled your cheeks even though it wasn’t your first time, you always get shy around him when you were naked, and you felt your cheeks were getting pinkish.

“You look really cute in pink, baby girl,” his hand placed on your cheek, caring it with his fingers, you responded his smile, put a little kiss on his palm, before holding his belt and taking it. His hand was still on your cheek, when you leaned on your knees, facing with his bloated pants. While his hand was still caring, you opened the button of his jeans and unzipped it to release his boxer. He was huge right now, and this was all for you, and couldn’t help but you licked your lips, you wanted to taste him, right now.

Before taking his boxer, you looked up to him, he was waiting impatiently for your touch, so you put your fingertips on him, played there just like he did to you.

“Fuck-“ he gasped, shut his eyes, and let his head fall to the wall, and unintentionally he pushed his hips to your face, but you take your hand from him, and he whined in pain. “Y/N, I need it, baby,” his words filled your stomach with stirrings, and your hands met with the top of the fabric, and slide it down, released his huge part, and you could how hard he was, his dick stopped on his belly, pinkish head of him placed slightly side of his center bore.

Without wasting another moment, you leaned on him and put a little kiss, before taking in your mouth, his moans reached through your ears, simultaneously with your tongue move, ''Y/N, you are.. so good baby,'' his hand placed on your head, helping you with your moves without rushing.

''Okay baby, stop,'' after you moved your tongue around his dick for a couple of times, he pulled back himself, and helped you to stand up. ''Even though I want to continue to this, I want to make you happy,'' he continued before leaning on and kissing your cheek. With the heart-throbbing move, his hand placed under his touch, he takes you to the bed, made you sit on his lap after he sits on the bed.

''I love you,'' he whispered into your lips, his smooth hands hold your face between his palm, soft glares gathered on you, as his nose tickling against yours with a little touch. ''I'll never leave again, never.'' your hands start to shake gingerly above his chest, tears appeared on the corner of your eyes, as you loved him so much, and now he was being nice and caring towards you, ending your sufferings.

''I love you, too,'' you whispered, couldn't wait another moment for kissing him again, and you leaned on him. as your kiss started to get deeper, you reached his shirt's tail, and pulled it up to reach his smooth skin. While you were putting wet kisses, and a couple of bites on his neck, you felt he was getting harder under you. ''Take me, baby girl,'' you did it what he said immediately like you were waiting for these words, but feelings were burning inside of you, and you wanted him inside of you.

''So tight.. ah-'' his moans sing to your ears, after taking a track on your skin, you stretched around his plump hardness, thankfully his hands were helping you to move, and with every move, he was diving deeper and deeper.

''Yoongi-'' you moaned loudly because he took you by surprise when he hit your g-spot harder than before, but you loved the feeling of it. While he was continuing his moves in you, filling you harder and harder with every thrust in you, shiver start to take over your legs, as you knew that you were close to your climax. ''C..close.'' you could only manage to say this word, but he gets the message, and without coming out by inside you, he holds you by your waist and turned you over, so now he was on the top.

''Come with me, baby,'' he whispered on your breast while thrusting himself in your harder freely in this position, your legs loosened up around his waist a bit, due to your shakes. His hands met with yours, take them up to your head, locked them with his hold.

''I..I am-'' before you could finish your sentence, your pleasure reached to top, and you were on your climax, as it's led by shivering on your legs, black spots appeared in front of your semi-closed eyes, as you start to dripping around him, with loud moans.

When you were almost done, his thrusting get quicker, and after a minute, his loud moans come to your ears, and he shivered in you while the sweet warmness hitting inside of you.

''I missed you so much baby,'' he put a kiss on your lips one more time before taking himself back from inside of you, ''I missed you, and all of this as well,'' you giggled after saying that, and he raised on of his brows while laying beside on you.

''Then we should do this every day, huh?'' he said mischievously while his thumb was caring your cheek softly. You nod, before leaning on him to give a long kiss. You didn't know what happened to him or, why he decided to be like this, but it felt great. Between in your kiss, he said that he was in love with you, for a couple of times, and you give to respond to him with every time, between in his arms.

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[nightglider124]

I was thinking of an AU were Star and Nightwing started dating like Dick and Kory. It is perfect because both live in different cities (Jump and Bludhaven) so it's more easy to cover up the other life. They didn't wanted to fall in love, especially because they live in different places and risk their life everyday, but they can't help it. And after an afternoon of welcome back sex, Richard starts to cook dinner and Kory finds the mask.

Ya know what, I’m still not doing requests (she says, pft i am trash) but fuck yes to this being written as a oneshot. It makes me smile.

Okay, so they don’t know who the other are then? A bit like Miraculous Ladybug where it’s painfully obvious bc they work together and stuff and yet with no masks or anything, then are like ey friend when normalcy kicks in?

Ite, anon, lemme’ know if I do your wonderful thoughts justice.

Edit post-writing this: I did not see the updates messages until now so it is what it is kinda thing. Hope it’s still iteee.

Discovery

It was steady and it was soothing. Warmth radiated against her cheek as she let go of a content sigh.

Her rouge hair was draped across her shoulders like a blanket, her surroundings acting completely as a cosy haven; one that she didn’t particularly want to move from anytime soon.

Kori smiled as she felt his fingertips dancing across the skin of her bare back, drawing random shapes. She inhaled his scent and rested a hand against his chest.

“I’ve missed this.” He rumbled,

Kori gave him a giggle, “Sexual interaction or…?”

He echoed her laugh, “All of it. You. It’s been some weeks since we’ve seen each other.”

A frown tugged at her lips as she eyed the silver ring around her middle finger,

“I apologise for that, Richard… I believe I have been… busy.”

He gave her waist a squeeze beneath the sheets, “That’s okay. I know we’ve both had things going on.” Dick replied, gulping.

The two remained in silence for a few moments. Kori chewed her lip as the fading sunlight shining between the curtains ricocheted off of her ring; the thing that kept a barrier between them in some sense.

She withheld a sigh. Kori hated being unable to tell him more about her life; who she really was and let Dick in on that part of who she was and what she did.

But, it was tricky. Being Starfire of the Titans was a bit of a surprise to tell someone she had only recently started getting serious with.

She gnawed on her bottom lip as she also considered how much cosier she had been getting with one of her teammates. Nightwing and her had always been close, as far as teammates went but recently… there seemed to be moments between them where whatever they shared was seeming like more.

This was niggling at her too. She didn’t want to mess anything up with Dick who was now idly playing with strands of her hair. He was so gentle and so caring and she could see things between them lasting for a long time, if she was being honest with herself.

He tapped his fingers against her back, “It’s getting kinda late in the day… you hungry?”

Kori glanced up at him, smiling brightly, “Famished.”

Dick grinned and leaned in, brushing his lips against hers briefly.

“How does pizza sound?”

She giggled, “You are so lazy.”

Pouting at her, he tilted his head, “I have no energy to cook for you, m’lovely. You took it out of me.”

Kori rolled her eyes and then smiled reassuringly at him, “Pizza sounds wonderful.”

He dropped a kiss on the tip of her nose before detangling himself from her and slipping from the bed. Kori smirked as she watched him slip into a pair of boxers and shuffle into the kitchen.

She closed her eyes, rolling around in the sheets and collecting the heat from where he had just moved away from. Kori inhaled a deep breath as she heard him speaking on the phone, presumably to the pizza parlour.

Swinging her legs over the edge of the bed, she stood and slipped her own underwear back on. She knew human females were supposedly quite modest regarding nudity and whilst Starfire had no problem with it and actually embraced being free from clothing, she had a feeling her “human” counterpart Kori would be expected to do the opposite.

She hummed a quiet tune to herself as she pulled Dick’s “Gotham” jersey over her head, loving the way the material felt against her skin and how it smelled so much of her lover.

Kori happily skipped from the room, really looking around his apartment. It was simplistic but very homey. He had few photos around and there wasn’t much colour but she liked it. There was almost a modern style about it.

As she walked past one of the large windows, she ran her fingertips against the back of the navy sofa, sending tickles through her hand. It was soft and was calling out to her; the lazy feeling within rearing it’s head again.

She grinned and threw herself down on the couch, accidentally knocking a pile of magazines from the coffee table with her feet.

Kori pulled a face, “Oops…” she muttered, immediately sitting up.

Shifting the magazines and collecting them up, she raised an eyebrow at an unusual object that had fallen amongst them.

Setting the magazines on the sofa just beside her, she leaned down and picked it up.

Her eyebrows furrowed as she sat staring at a black domino mask with sharply cut edges. She narrowed her eyes. Why did this seem so familiar?

“Okay, Kori, pizza’s gonna be 20 minutes or so. How would you feel about a shower-”

He trailed off and froze as he re-entered the main room. She quickly turned around, mask still in hand and held it up in the direction of his face.

Kori dropped it as realisation struck and she took a step back, suddenly beginning to feel very self-conscious.  

“You…” She murmured, trying to understand why Dick looked so much like Nightwing with the piece of material held up to his face.

“Kori… I… uh…” He stammered,

She shook her head, “Why… why do you have a mask like that?”

“It’s… a… uh… for a halloween?”

“It is May.”

“I like to be super prepared?”

She cocked her head to the side, “Dick?”

He sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, “I can explain… I promise.”

Kori took a few steps towards him, “Please… are you… Nightwing?”

Running a hand through his ebony hair, he offered her a sheepish and nervous smile,

“Um… guilty?”

She blinked before pacing back and forth, “Oh no…” She muttered, more so to herself than him,

Dick defensively held his hands up, “Okay… wait, I know this is a lot to take. Kori, I just-”

She turned to face him again, a sheepish smile of her own painted across her features, “That is not it.”

“Then… what is it?”

Kori bit her lip before scrunching her face up in apprehension, “I… just… please do not do the freaking out…”

His brows furrowed and he slowly nodded.

Keeping eye contact with him, she slowly removed the silver ring from her right hand and barely registered the gasp that he emitted. Her heart was hammering away in her chest and she could barely hear anything else but that.

“Star...fire?” He uttered from where he stood, blinking in disbelief,

She cringed, “Um... surprise?”

“What... how...” Dick spluttered,

Kori shrugged and walked up to him, taking his hands with her own.

“Please... I do not wish for this to change us...”

He took a deep breath, “Of course not, Kori... uh... Star... um...”

She giggled, she couldn’t help it. He smiled a little and rubbed the back of his neck, nervously.

“I guess we have a few things to talk about over dinner, huh?”

Kori smiled up at him, “I believe the expression is ‘just a tad’...”

In a quick movement, he took her chin and gave her a kiss. It was brief and it was nice but ended way too soon for Kori’s liking.

“What-” She began,

Dick smirked, “I’ve been staring at you for weeks wondering what it might be like to kiss Starfire.”

“I believe you now know a lot more than just what kissing me is like.” She purred, glancing up at him through her lashes.

His cheeks tinged pink but he smirked, “I believe you’re correct there, Princess.”