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docilepillow · 1 year ago

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2024 January Media Post Thingy

i dont post on tumblr.com a whole lot i mostly just love to reblog but i wanna see if this novelty thing sticks because for like 2020-2022 i had like a text file i did that i stopped doing in 2023 or so for like video games in particular and i unno it was fun but i got distracted cus half that month i was doing retail anything special happen this year yet? not especially, but since soon ill be very busy with something that IS indeed special, and my bday, i may as well make a post now bc i feel like i will be preoccupied for the first good bit of febuary personally ( exciting life stuff ! ) last disclaimer is that at some point i would want to add movies and shows to this list when i get around to it , but for me december and january've kinda blended in that regard.. me and my friends watched Wonka recently and i was kinda so-so on that just cus' i think the original movies a certain way i guess. oops. i think there were other movies/ shows too and comics as well but once again, december-january blurr for me. Furthermore, any piece of media i pick out for this will also have a completely arbitrary doc-ism secondary title just because i feel like it. Enjoy! VIDEO GAMES! ! MARIO GALAXY 2 < SECOND ROUNDEST MARIO GAME >

I wanna say i spent from the first of january to the third on this game, but my Wii Menu calendar is a little fucked up....

Whoops! Regardless, i do have a bit of a background of not completely " gel-ing " with the original Mario Galaxy gameplay wise in my own friendgroup, to mostly dismayed reactions n junk. In short, i think artistically the game's merits are absolutely fantastic, but since i played it on the switch 3d mario collection some time after sunshine, i do think the control scheme is overall pretty limited, and that does apply to mario galaxy 2, i guess, but methodically, i think playing this game on a wiimote does make the limitation feel i guess more fair in terms of like camera control and deliberacy n stuff... the galaxy games and presentation are completely amazing works of art obviously and theres some good music here but i think between galaxy 1 and 2 i definitely prefer 2 mechanically. i enjoy the level scenarios more thats primarily it, i think. I'm so-and-so on how comets work and how many stars you need to get to get to the end ( I think how comets spawn is a little filler-ey and waiting for them to appear in a level i don't know it'll appear in was a little obtuse to figure out, even if i did eventually manage it and actually enjoy the challenges they offer. its mostly just really annoying comet spawning mechanics that were a drag. a very deliberately- controlling mario i guess and being more familiar with galaxy's control probably was why i was able to enjoy this one more ? Yay! I think i still enjoy 3d world more then this and most other 3D marios, though. It's a good video game and i liked the boss fights in it, theyre surprisingly cool and dynamic for what i'm used to from the mario series. I didn't do the special world, though. i wasn't compelled to go that far past the credits. ( You'd think this game's doc-ism title would come from it being the sequel to mario galaxy, and thus, second roundest, but honestly, i think in terms of the mario series scale, Mario Pinball Land has round mario in it, and galaxy 2's starship mario is definitely, i think, rounder then the comet observatory from galaxy one. That makes Mario Galaxy the third-roundest mario game! )

From around the 6th to the 13th, I ended up playing --- ACTRAISER RENAISSANCE < THE CEREAL-BOX GOD GAME >

actraiser is definitely a mixed video game for me, because i definitely see the merit in it. It's a very unconventional splicing of both sidescrolling and city-development game, a " remake " of a novel SNES/Famicom game with the same premise. You're like a big god of light guy who sends your soul into this little warrior guy who cleanses the land of monsters for around 6 different settlements to florish in with the assistance of a cute little angel friend and whatever area's flavor of local legend the game gives you after a story event or two to hold down the place from encroaching monster dens and such; and, apparently exclusive to this version, there's also little tower-defense segments that come in waves around four or five times per area, which in my opinion are kind of this game's weakest link, but not without like Some kind of merit. At the end of each town segment, there is also a big boss fight, usually tying into the story in some way.

( I think one of the things that genuinely pushed me to give the game a try was the cute angel design in it..... ) (I usually take an excessive number of screenshots whenever i'm playing on switch, just because doing so is very easy and i'm a sentimental freak ( For actraiser R, this is 148 screenshots ) ) ( If i continue doing this next month, i'll try to include the foresight to actually use my capture card for images, instead of taking pictures with my phone.. ) ( I think one of the things that genuinely pushed me to give the game a try was the cute angel design in it..... ) (I usually take an excessive number of screenshots whenever i'm playing on switch, just because doing so is very easy and i'm a sentimental freak ( For actraiser R, this is 148 screenshots ) ) ( If i continue doing this next month, i'll try to include the foresight to actually use my capture card for images, instead of taking pictures with my phone.. ) Some things i like that this game does, alot ---

i think it has a very very cool " world select " map. one very postive thing is that it updates in real time with your progress in the area, so you can watch it all expand from your little sky palace once you've done your buisness there. it's really satisfying and pretty... this game's got really good 2d art, i think. I've heard people be mixed on the sidescroller art in comparison, but i think it's got a charm to it. I think it's cute and while its probably more a budgetary limitation, i do like how everything kind of looks like one of those fantasy stills you can sometimes buy from arts and crafts stores. The framerate on them is like a bit lower then what you'd expect from a modern game but mechanically its still very responsive, which makes me feel like it's a stylistic choice to look more stop-motioney, i guess. Maybe im just a fan of ham, i unno.

In terms of the overhead segments, it's pretty basic and automated, which is fine by me, and perfectly workable for what it is, i think, conceptually ( they build out on your own but you do kind of " guide their hand " when it comes to where paths go, at least. It does lead to a weird meta thing being to zap your own people with holy lightning to destroy stuff you don't want though, which feels flavorfully odd for a benevolent god.... I guess it's fair enough

the main problem with the game is that the tower defense segments, the main major feature and addition of this remake, does kind of take the game's pacing and drop flat in the middle of it. They're usually decently long segments where you can only indirectly fight, and are kind of slow. They also usually need you to protect or have a certain number of buildings left by the end of it ( having all of your farms in tact by the end, defending the main temple, not having every house burned down ) which can be a bit more difficult then it sounds. i dont think the segments are bad or anything, there's just.... entirely too many of them??? like mechanically theyre fine they just happen every other second between story events and it feels kind of padded after like the second one in one area, and there's about 5 per area of increasing difficulty. i definitely think if anything could be reined back, it'd be that. I don't think the story is too special , either, the angel kind of just quips sassily about the story at you from time to time and your followers make requests of you at the temple, usually manifesting in the town segements as " have x number of y " or getting the population to a set threshold, or getting x number of resources. The structure of each area isn't shaken up too much, mostly just " new settlement, find a guy, guy isnt so sure about this lord of light guy but through fighting alongside u and some small character arch, they become a champion of yours or something and you meet the scary boss guy and kill them and weaken the big bad dark lords forces behind it all, but there were two segments i liked, both pretty late-game, with the ice wyvern and this guy named shemall whose only affront to you is having a more popular humanitarian ideology ( who actually becomes the dominant ideology in the segment leaving the church literally empty for a good portion of it , and is only tied into the status quo by the dark lord himself possessing the other temple and shit and starting a really really bad storm of eeevil , who i like a bit ) and a boss in the last area who was implied to once be a force of good but ultimately subservient to the bad guys will, which is basic but i tihnk neat. also they have cool designs. )

Shrug! I think it's neat but it has problems that bog it down! Waah! i dont regret playing it or anything but it's like a 7! ( It's kind of like a game you'd get in one of those cereal boxes, and it's a little cheap, but its endearing to me ? ) TOREE 3D < LEAST-CONSEQUENCIAL SPOILER AWARD >

finished this game the same day i finished actraiser, in one sitting. Ummm... i know this game's like a crowd favorite, and it's, like, solid, but i don't really have all that much to say about it ..... Like, it's an OK platformer, with like really great value for your dollar, but i don't really have all that much to say about it, endearment-wise. I think also that the VHS horror elements are largely unnecessary and are kind of whatever, but I know i'm not really the audience for it. That's the spoiler, i guess. Around the same time, in a date range I don't remember, I basically ended up completely reorganizing my room for Life Stuff, and ended up giving a really cool fan project a try, from a series i've always wanted to try more of, if not for the language barrier, in the form of -- STARFY ORIGINS ( Densetsu no Stafy ) < SPLASHABLE VIDEO GAME >

Waaaaaaaa ! i love starfy ( Stafy? ) You probably wouldn't have the background on it unless you knew me, but i'm a real DS head, and one of my earliest games on the system, one i have vivid memories with, was The Legendary Starfy, an " underwater platformer ", mostly known as being a kirby-like game in style, and being the last entry in a mostly untranslated series of platformers that're japanese-exclusive!

Essentially, what this means for me was that there was , for a very long portion of my kid-years, a bunch of video games out there that i knew i'd be instantly endeared by if ONLY i could play them ( since, even at the time, gba emulation for me was kind of mystical and out of my ability ) ; and , at least in my mind, that meant it'd have just as many lovable characters and such as the the starfy I got to play, anecdotaly meaning the only exposure i'd have to these games beforehand is ferverously looking up stuff on the starfy wiki and watching youtube videos of the final bosses and stuff; basically just lementing for years that " aww,, theres no translation. i guess it's just too obscure " with the rest of the starfy fans i've heard about online, until recently! I emulated this game on Vita and overall i'd just have to say its a cute, decently-novel-but-slightly-padded 2d sidescroller. I'd say it was like ok-levels of worth the wait, but im honestly just floored that a translation of the first game happened at all, and i think its awesome what's been done. It's selfish to want, but i'd really like to try the other DS starfy game sometime, whenever that's translated. It's honestly one of the few loose-end games i can even think of and mechanically that one's a whole lot more out there then this one, which, other then the novelty of playing this game i've only heard murmurs of for over a decade, is just kind of alright. kudos to the fan translators making this game work out!!! I wonder if the team that did this have plans for the others now that this game's been translated....

Wew, halfway down the list, i'm sick of typing, but i'll keep going with ---> DEATHSMILES < SCARY >

Cool bullethell shmup with really tight gameplay my friend endeared me to with a single screenshot and a slightly empassioned ramble i forget the exact context of

idk i think this green girl is neat and the arcade style bullethell gameplay's really fun on steam deck; i just think the girls should be like 7 years older each then what the game says because the loli aspects of this game are kind of uncomfortable and unavoidable and i don't like them at all... the gothic horror halloween aestetic the game has otherwise absolutely rocks and is just up my alley, though. i guess its just part of the style theyre going for, but it's a really unfortunate Japanese quirk you kind of have to just tolerate for the other Very Good aspects the game has gameplay and artisticly wise ( music and art direction is awesome )

the girl's dragon familiar is named booboo by the way. just thought that's important. LITTLE GOODY TWO SHOES < GAME **MOST** RESPONSIBLE FOR SINGLE-HANDEDLY HOME-WRECKING MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY THIS MONTH >

Another game my friend reccomended whicch is completely awwesome and my entire aestetic and i love it alot and i think its my game of the year unless something else comes around and im absolutely floored with it and i went into it completely endeared and its completely wrecked my vernacular and its so pretty and its so artistic and its so different and its so pretty and its so girl and its so gay and im Elise and im in the woods i like being in the woods this game has the best aestetic of any game ive played ever and it feels like no competition and ummmmmmmmmmm

idk just fucking look at it its so so so so good i love this games world so sooso osososoos s oso ososo o os so mcuh its so good it so nice its so charactered genuinely great little slice of life slash horror slash social sim game with admittedly some jank portions of it that piss me off a little bit but holy fucking shit this games aestetic is the best besy best best bersy tbest best thing ever made i think its really really good pelease watch this segment on youtube its so silly

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im not gonna type anything else this game Is its narrative and i dont wanna spoil anything but its great its got a lovely dark fable aestetic and i think everyone should play it especially if you like rpg maker horror type games / are gay as hell / love fairytale aestetics like I do

i like ummmm Lebkuchen by the way. if u wanna know what my ending is. there is some fucked up shit that happens in this game though despite how absolutely adorable it looks. everything in this game points to it being one of my favorites of all time or at the very least it will definitely poison my brain forever at the expense of my friends who havent played it yet. Waaah..... no i dont think talking about a fanmade pokemon rom hack after arguably a massive artistic achievement is disrespectful thats just how the month flows POKEMON ROWE < I broke it, oops... >

really cool open-world emerald rom hack, similar to crystal clear and the like. I've technically played it already, but this is the first time i've completed it, though i completely broke the game really early into it that undermined it in a way i didnt realize for about 7 gyms, before i accidentally nuked the overworld with a massive bug that scrambled my player's gender and made the overworld color pallete fuck-ey, which, im not ggoing tto blame the developer on, i'm summing that up to a cosmic ray or something. i think with time and with more polish i could see myself liking this more then crystal clear, but time'll see. ( Team was as below )

MIGHTY GUNVOLT < tie in video game i've ever played >

typing this like an hour ins making me realize this docism thing might not stick but mighty gunvolt is neat i guess i never finished it when i first played gunvolt and obsessed over that when it was new ( Mighty gunvolt came as a free download if you bought the first game digitally, you see ) because of the first boss, but now as a more experienced gamer, that's really just because the fire boss is kind of just a weird difficulty spike at the start that the rest of the game difficulty wise doesnt really match up to. It's a cute, very short ( i beat all 3 character campaigns in two hours , liesurely ) platformer styled like megaman, and that's all it really needed to be at the time. i wouldnt go out of my way to play it these days if it wasnt for my own baggage with the gunvolt series in general, and if it wasnt for my much greater affection for its sequel, mighty gunvolt burst.... I'm just gonna say if this game interests you , you really should just play burst instead. Even if you've played the latter before, you're really not missing out on much more then a moderately ok side scroller. it sure is a tie in demake on the early 3ds ! 6180 THE MOON

Surprisingly, this game's on alot of platforms? I just kind of chose it on a whim 'cus it was on the top of the list of H-SHOP stuff and i was looking for something short to play, but it's pretty artsy.

It's a puzzle-platformer where the gimick is that the ball wraps around the screen when you fall down or up, which works really well with the 3ds in my opinion. with the compression and stuff on the 3ds and how the game was laid out, it affectionately reminds me of a flash game you'd find on coolmath or the such, and its very relaxed ( if a little wonky ) . i dont have anything bad to say on it or anything its just a small little game i played on a whim. it's very minimalistic, if you're into that aestetic, you might like this. That's the last of the wholy " new " stuff i finished this month, and id say overall its a solid start for me, and kind of out of season ( very octobery-feeling game lineup in retrospect..! But that month's always usually crowded with obligations and stuff, so i doubt i'd be in a mood for them even at that time of year.. )

Also, i gave a try to cavestory on wiiware, first time i've played the game in a few years now since the switch rerelease! I think its just as fun as i found it when i first discovered it on 3ds, and, while i have a friend who adamantly disagrees, i actually really do like the OST of this version. It's a cute mutation on the games ost that in my opinion enhances the kind of forelorn vibe the game originally had, and i really like the blown up art of this version of cave story, even if it does have nichalis's hands all up in the matter. since it's unlocked from the start, i played the game on Curly Story till the true ending. I still love this game alot. Sometime i'll trick a certain individual into finishing it, i hope.

That's all i have to say! this is the first time i've made such a big post on any kind of social media period, so, hopefully its not unreadably disjointed or self-absorbed. Whatever!

play little goody two shoes

#media diary #video games #little goody two shoes #mario galaxy 2 #actraiser #cave story #mighty gunvolt #I hope i didnt put an excessive number of tags on this #shoutouts to marble and brim on discord for the game reccs #video gamer #docile pillow #Youtube

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mcllv · 2 years ago

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˚｡⋆୨୧˚ MY MELLY is the DEBUT mini album by the south korean girl group MELLY, released by HONEYCO Entertainment on febuary 3rd 2020. It’s available as a digitally and physically copy, and has a total of FIVE tracks. "I'M THE STANDARD", being its tittle track. MELLY promoted the album for four weeks, having performed the tittle track on various music shows, while the other four besides were promoted through live acapella and band performances posted to the groups official youtube page.

Sadly I'M THE STANDARD did not received ANY music show wins. Much to the company and fans dismay. However they did stay extremely active on youtube and tiktok in their period of promotions. Their physical album only sold around 2,500 versions out of the 8,000 that were originally made.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ GET YOUR PHOTOCARD HERE !

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ MY MELLY TRACKLIST

୨୧˚ I'M THE STANDARD - TITTLE TRACK

୨୧˚ LIVE OUR LIFE

୨୧˚ HOLD ME CLOSE

୨୧˚ WHO AM I?

୨୧˚ LONELY CITY

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ MY MELLY PHYSICAL ALBUM

PINK VER :: pink outbox 200 x 250 mm + photobook (60 photos) + one out of two random group poster + making dvd (48 minutes) + one mini poster calendar + 5 random polaroid photo + 2 out of 60 random member photocard.

BLUE VER :: blue outbox 200 x 250 mm + photobook (60 photos) + one out of two random group poster + making dvd (48 minutes) + one mini poster calendar + 5 random polaroid photo + 2 out of 60 random member photocard.

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ MY MELLY STYLING

˚｡⋆୨୧˚ MY MELLY HIGHLIGHTS

–– Honeyco had a MAJOR panic attack when IM THE STANDARD didn't chart in the top 50 in the first 10 days of its release. Unlike Lost Ravine and Cry Babies, Melly was their first group to 'flop'. So as you can guess, it was hectic and pretty scary for the girls seeing their company panic like that.

–– IM THE STANDARD charted at 64th on the chart, living in that spot for 2 weeks before being demoted to 89th place. Which it stayed for 2 more weeks. Before leaving the charts.

-- The girls were nominated for ROOKIE OF THE YEAR on KMA, but sadly they did not place.

-- For this era Sooah rocked pastel orange hair. In which she boldly stated that she disliked and preferred black.

-- The girls released the first episode of their variety show 'Make It MELLY' which airs every Thursday at 21:00 KST.

-- The girls also released 2 MV teasers, the official MV, a fan chant guide, IM THE STANDARD jacket making film, an official dance practice, an MV reaction, a album unboxing with the members, an dance MV performance ver. And the making MV film.

-- Nancy vlogged a lot in this era. Sharing her experience producing in the studio and her daily life with the other members. She filmed at least one blog with each member except for Sooah. Saying something along the lines of "Sooah would prefer if the entire blog was about her, and it isn't, so shes not invited". of course this was taken as a joke, fans knowing that Sooah had an extremely extrovert and 'all camera must be on me' personality while filming.

-- Meili and Cupid released a few cover songs from popular kpop groups.

-- A video of Melly making small mistakes in their dance practice went semi-viral within melly's fandom, Jellies. Netizens pointing out that Hinata was having difficulty keeping up with the others members, despite the dance being described as rather easy.

-- Nancy revealed her unexpected releationship with DOLLIFY member Jaxie, the two filmed two tiktoks together one to IM THE STANDARD and the other to the most resent DOLLIFY song. Jaxie was also featured on one of Nancy's blogs for a short second. Nancy mentioning that she got a text from Jaxie asking if she could go out for boba with her soon.

#꒰ঌᐢ.ˬ.ᐢ໒꒱ ⋆ don't be tricked ☁️ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ discography 🩰#꒰ঌᐢ.ˬ.ᐢ໒꒱ jelly jelly ~ ⋆ ☁️ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ 🩰 . . . development #fictional idol group #fictional kpop group #fictional oc community #idol oc #kpop au #kpop oc #idolverse #fake kpop gg #fake kpop group

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keystone8379 · 2 years ago

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keystone you should talk about something in regards to kirby fighters 2 community edition

Oh you're right I haven't done that yet! Regarding Kirby Fighters 2: Community Edition, there is a metric TON of stuff to talk about here. The dev team is some of the closest friends I've ever had. Smash Tactics is a thing because I was able to test the game over and over again with the members of the dev team. We've spent many hours sharing progressively crazier character ideas. We have created some warcrime moves. (or, well, more warcrime moves. KF2 already has plenty of those) I think, however, the best place to start for CE on the KF2 lore account is probably just a development history.

So it's late September, the year is 2020. Kirby Fighters 2 was leaked, got a trailer, and released all within the span of 24 hours. Soon after that, firubii (you might have seen her before) shows her findings from a Twitter datamine, that being evidence of a 3D Kirby game. "Wow! Awesome! I sure hope it's nothing like Battle Royale!" I say at the time. But I digress.

A few months pass and eventually fish gets in touch with Firubii for I believe checking hitboxes and frame data? We get a few things for some of the weirder moves from characters like Ninja, but the fact that a modder was among us got people excited. The prospect of a balance patch mod was an undeniably appealing one and could breathe new life (and a time) into the game. And one that Firubii was interested in.

March 16th, 2021 rolls around and Fish pings everyone saying that they had set up a poll for balance suggested for Firubii to implement. They also got an all star cast of top players and fighting game expects and colgate and me. because I "have lots of opinions." We're all put into a dev chat and poll responses start flowing in.

This poll was crazy. You had Ninja downplaying Mag like crazy. You had Celica Trying His Best. You had nonsense adjustment suggestions like "Not really that effective." But my favourite would have to be probably Qwertz saying to EVERY balance suggestion box "The game needs no balance changes, only quality of life changes."

So we all in the chat start throwing around ideas while not really getting anything done. This will be a running theme. About a month later I was like enough is enough and starting pinging people for proper balance discussions and locking in changes. There's a few notable things we did for v0.1, including making Sword a LOT faster, giving Hammer Palutena's Lightweight, (the s4 custom move) making Bandana Dee's spears stick into the ground for a few seconds, and making Cutter's boomerangs bounce off walls. That last one was our first real criminal change, as Cutter could effortlessly lock down the entire screen. I spent hours labbing counterplay only to find none and grew to despise the character and suggested massive overcorrections for v0.2. Oops.

Overall v0.1 was pretty good! It had some iffy stuff and launched with a Whip desync in game but other than that it was a success I think. It came out during July of 2021, a little under 4 months from the initial announcement. There's a few public tourneys with good turnouts but run via Parsec and Parsec makes me want to commit violent crimes. Progress on 0.2 also goes fairly well. There's some bad ideas in there like making MK not very fun but overall it's not so bad.

Until development just HALTS. To my understanding, I believe it was something personal Firubii was going through but I don't have all the info. Then again, I didn't ask. Like sure, I'd like to have the new CE versions as soon as possible, but ultimately the well being of the people actually making the mod is the top priority, it's why it's so irritating when people are jerks about CE's slow development. Obviously I want the new versions out. But we all have lives outside of this and sometimes other things need doing.

Eventually 0.2 gets out, at the start of Febuary 2022. It's solid but still has some things that irk me. After a few months, we ask for player feedback on overall balance and specific changes and get not many results. Granted, CE doesn't have much players so balance discussion is somewhat meaningless for a game this unexplored. I think 1.0 fixes all of the glaring flaws though.

At some point, once again, development freezes, and this one was rough. No communication from Firubii led to a lot of dooming, especially with how close we got to actually launching 1.0. We DO actually know why she vanished for so long this time, it's because her house caught fire. It didn't burn down don't worry! But this still caught us all SUPER off guard.

Anyway, CE resumed development and went for a little while, but hit a brick wall when trying to add training mode. I'm not an expert on the inner workings of KF2 but I know Firubii talked to Ryn (yes, the goku in strive Ryn) about it a little bit. I actually posted about this to my Threads account but who gives a shit about threads. That's more or less where we are now. It's been a while since the last tester build but what can you do.

There's also a few other things but there wasn't really a good place for them. Colgate thought it was a good idea to make a tierlist video for a game no one could play. It wasn't. I had to spend the days after that video doing damage control. There was a playlist where people could suggest songs to add to CE, but tbh it was more just an excuse to listen to music in VC while we could still do that. We were gonna move off Gamebanana because the site is run by N*zis but this was during the fire arc so didn't happen. AV also thought it'd be a good idea to shittalk CE and ask to join the dev team in the same day. There was also the time we had to rush out a trailer for Savi's Dream Display but I have a few criticisms about that which I'll share with him one day.

I think that's it? If you wanna download the mod I'll link it right here: https://gamebanana.com/mods/303920

#kirby fighters 2 #kf2 #fighting games #fighting game community #community edition #KF2CE #mod #kf2 lore

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paleblueramune · 2 years ago

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Hello friend. Where did you get your information regarding Tenshi Kaiwai not being a fashion trend and Tenshi Zyoshi being a magazine?

Hello! I'm so sorry for taking so long. This was actually a lot more complicated to answer than I thought, so I had to take a couple of days to research. So I apologize, this is really long, but I do appreciate it if everyone could read this.

So, the first question, information regarding Tenshi Kaiwai not being a fashion trend. I thought this would be as simple as finding the oldest post using #天使界隈, because the romanji was not used at all until Febuary of this year. Turns out things were a bit more complicated.

After my phone crashing, my computer not loading, and borrowing my friends PC, we were finally able to scroll all the way to the bottom of the Instagram tag, we found that it possibly did not originate with Tenshi Zyoshi.

Tenshi Zyoshi started posting in April of last year, when they started using the tag as well. However according to Instagram, ililil was the first to use the tag

It shows here that they posted under Tenshi Kaiwai in 2021. This lines up with Cybr.Grls video but also simultaneously does not. In her Tenshi Kaiwai video, Nuta, her guest star, says that her and ililil came up with the term with their first collaboration. But these posts are not part of that collab, nor follow any of the themes of Tenshi Kaiwai or Mizurio. Nutas collab doesn't happen until February of 2022, and at that, there's no sign of 天使界隈 anywhere except for the tags.

This combined with the fact collections being tagged earlier than what infomation was presented, it's possible ililil went and edited the tags later, which you can do.

Also, We aren't actually sure how old Tenshi Zyoshis account is. Even though their earlist post is from April 2022, it's shown to have been made in March, but there's evidence that it existed as far back as 2020.

I was told that if you change your account to a business account, it will change your account creation date, which might have happened. And it's mostly likely they have deleted photos earlier than April.

So in conclusion... I have no conclusive evidence. Which I am very sorry for. If it originated with Tenshi Zyoshi, and they do have deleted posts older than ililils, then it's most likely a community tag used for purposes of finding people who also like Mizurio and potentially get featured in thier blog.

If it does originate with ililil, and they didn't change their tags and were just experimenting with the term, then it seems to be more of a fashion trend. It still feels more like and aesthetic rather than a trend, with how broad the fashion could potentially be.

So I genuinely do apologize. I assumed too much when I didn't have the evidence to back it up, especially with how muddy it seems right now. With the nature of the internet and things getting deleted or edited, I can't really say with confidence either or based on evidence, just what I've heard people talk about.

I still lean more towards Tenshi Kaiwai being simply a hashtag and not a just fashion, and Mizurio being an aesthetic that encompasses these fashions. But that would be several more paragraphs to talk about. And you're free to disagree, I understand the skepticism.

The magazine question is a lot more simple, however I might have unintentionally misled people. Tenshi Zyoshi is not an actual magazine you could subscribe to or purchase, it's an online blog dedicated to a aesthetic/subculture/fashion, and acts like a magazine. There are many others, including Girly.Zyoshi, where they take submissions via a hashtag or @ing the account. Another word would be instazine. They are similar to a magazine because they promote products and others' content.

That's what I have for now, and thank you to everyone that has read this far! I hope that I can continue to research and provide more infomation, and continue to grow along with this account♡

(Also big shout out to everyone who has helped me look into this, I would be crying at my computer if I hadn't had help ♡♡♡)

#mizuiro #tenshi kaiwai #jfashion #fashion #info #aesthetic #long post #discussion

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kpop-fangirl-101 · 3 months ago

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Starbright Entertainment ( Fanmade/Fictional Kpop Company )

Kinda an intro post for my fanmade kpop company & the fanmade groups/soloists under it ( more on the fanmade groups/soloists in a later post ). Will edit this post frequently as I add additional info

Again, this company does not exist in reality nor do the people in it. This is just for entertainment purposes

🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

Founded by CEO Kim Ae-Cha ( Ae-Cha Kim ) on January 1st 2000, and currently ran by Kim Mi-Ok ( Mi-Ok Kim )

Kpop Groups Under The Company ( Current & Former )

Boygroups

B.A.D.B.O.Y.S ( Disbanded. Active from 2001- April 2001. Former Members : Byungjoon, Ajin, Dakho, Beomseok, Ohseong, Yejun & Seung )

Luverz ( Active from Febuary 14th 2002 to June 1st 2002 Members : Lucas, U, Vincent, Ethan, Rocky, & Zach )

Showtime ( Disbanded. Active from August 1st 2002 to Former Members : S, H, O, W, T, I, M, & E [ Working on names ].

G.O.D.S ( Disbanded. Former Members : [ Working on names ] Active from January 11th 2003 to May 31st 2003 )

??????????? [ Working on group name & member names. Active from 2019 to present ]

Girl Groups

Starlit Maidens ( Members : Asteria, Vesper, Vega, Danica, Lyra, & Tara. Active from 2003 to 2006 )

Sirenas ( Members : Melody, Irena, Rouge, Evie, Noelle, Aria, & Selene. Active from June 2008 to January 2010 )

Dreamer Girls ( Disbanded. Active from 2012 to 2014 Former Members : Eunae, Iseul, Micha, Bae )

Sorcières ( Active from 2018 to present. Members : Gloria, Johari, Lina, Reina, Sasi, Jinae, Yoojin, & Lily-Rose )

Soloists

Fia ( Active from December 1st 2003 to December 31st 2013 )

ROI ( Active from 2005 to 2020 )

Swanhilde ( Active from 2018 to present )

#kpop #fanmade kpop company #kpop fanmade boy groups #kpop oc groups #kpop fanmade girl groups #kpop fanmade soloists

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muffinninjafairy · 2 years ago

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Life Update

Oh my goodness, to be quiet frank I have no idea when was the last time I have actually sat down and made a text post. I one day was going through my archives and everything that was going on in my personal life from over a decade ago and never really spoke about what happened to me from then to now... so I guess I will.

I've personally have been more active socially on discord, and more so been using my socials as platforms for my work, but I also remembered , this is my blog so I'm gonna blog. I have no clue how many people from all those years ago are still on here but if you are, I hope all is well.

TIME CAPSULE TIME~ (These are all summaries of the time minimizing details because of personal reasons) I guess I would say my activity started to become less and less as of like 2015 - 2016, Like I was on here, but mostly reblogging and running off. To put it in the frankest of terms, I was having a sever mental episodes during that time frame. With a lot of personal situations happening with my family and not being in a healthy environment to properly regulate my emotions nor the proper support system to help me with what I was going through.

On July 11th 2015 I was admitted to the hospital for a mental breakdown that caused me to be taken away via ambulance. There I was diagnosed with BPD and Bipolar 1 (manic depressive episodes) . The health care system where I came from was not at all great, my phycologist over medicated me to the point where I would have black out spells and seizers (then given medication for those seizers) . My family still then refused to support me and so I clung to what ever I could for validation. As a result of this I tried to become hyper independent.

Months after being released from the hospital I moved out of my house and with an old high school buddy and their partner. Then after I entered a long distance relationship. Which in toe turned very toxic very fast. But being blinded by my BPD, I stuck with it for 2.5 years.

In February of the next year I was kicked out of my roommates apartment because of my job being closed down and had no income. So I was forced to move back home with my father. In those years from 2016 - 2018 felt like my absolute rock bottom, I would have extended periods of time where I never left the house and hid in my room. In fear of the world around me. My relationship was not helping if not hurting me more and more. They did not care about me or what was going on, only what they wanted out of the relationship. My father was becoming more and more verbally abusive and felt that I deserved nothing. I did have a new job then too but it was a dead end job and was paying very little (8.25$ an hour when I left I was being paid 10$ an hour)

2018 comes around, this is where I feel things starting to change, I met my DnD Group (March 2018) at this time but because of the toxicity of my ex, they left me because I would no longer isolate myself and wanted friends. (May 2018) Time goes by, me and the DM of the DnD start becoming closer and start our relationship in Sept. 21, 2018.

2019 Comes by and I get hit with reality, I need help. My episodes were coming back and I was hurting those around me, So finally I pulled my boot straps and looked for professional help. Once I found the therapist for me, I started to improve, my relationship with my partner and my friends increased in strength. I was still having problems at home with my family, but came to the realization that if they didn't want to be part of my healing journey then they didn't need to.

2020 is here and me and my partner are becoming serious, to the point of planning our future together. we scrounged and saved until the end of the year where we finally had enough to move in together in a new state. I quit my dead end job, and sent my stuff across country.

In Febuary of 2021 I finally said goodbye to my home and my partner and I moved to their grandmothers home temporarily until we secured an apartment. Once we did we collected everything and with the moving truck we drove to our new home.

we have been here ever since and I could not be happier. I have had a stable job for 2 years now, I've also been promoted within the company, I can actually go out now with out having an anxiety attack, I have friends both online and IRL, I have been in a 5 year relationship and still striving for the future. I can finally be myself without having to hide away in a room for years. I can actually be independent. It took some time but I feel much more mentally healthy.

Long Story Short: For a very long time I was stunted by my environment and did not have tools properly to grow until one day I was allowed to. Now I'm doing much more positive things for myself and receiving the support I needed. I am loved and cared for. Life can get better. I am doing a lot better.

I honestly do not know how many people are still here that knew me during this time period . But I am alive, healthy, and being the best I can be.

I also don't know why I felt the need to explain my life, I guess reflecting from then to now. I guess I wanted to share my progression cause I am proud of who I am now. And if throwing it into this void and someone sees this. Hope this lets you know that things can get better.

Love you cuties Shaylee

#life update #long post #mental health #shaylee shush #man so much happened #i didnt realize

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acrazybayernfan · 2 years ago

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Mullendowski 👀

As we say in French, "choses promises, choses dues" (things promised, things due). So here we go :

What hapenned in 2016/2017 ?

This season has always fascinated me and intrigued me in a particular way, because it is the season which marked the end of Thomas as a goal scorer and the beginning of Thomas as a goal provider, which means the end of them as a duo of strikers and the beginning of them as a striker and his “assist man” duo.

Thomas - in an interview at the end of the 2015/16 season- when asked if Lewy and him were a duo has answered that: “You always take the two who’ve scored the more goals, that’s the duo. If Philipp Lahm were to have the second most goals, then Lewy and Philipp Lahm would be the strike duo.” For me this means that, so far, they were playing along side each other but not together, they were helping each other but they were not codependent of each other like they will be in the future. And this is, in a certain way, confirmed by the heat maps of both during this season, in which they’re standing rather far from each other. Thomas being mainly on the right side and Robert both in the surface and lower in the midfield.

So, what changed the next season? First of all, something happened to Thomas between May and August 2016. What? I don’t know (apart from the euros, and the missed penalty against Atletico, which could have been two major mental blows for him, maybe) and I think that we will never know unless if he speaks about it. Or perhaps that nothing happened and that somehow this evolution was natural. But, no matter what is the cause, the fact is that Thomas almost stopped scoring goals since that time. He was trying but it wasn’t working (with an average of 2,3 attempts per game which is lower than the 3 attempts per match of 2015/16 but higher than the 1,4 of 2020/21 and exactly similar to the 2013/14 season). Interestingly this didn’t affect is position on the pitch very much.

But Thomas isn’t the only one who changed, Robert did too. His position on the pitch was lower, with almost no presence of him in the box, his heat maps almost matching the ones of a midfielder. And he suffered from a lack of efficiency during this first part of the season too (with five consecutive games without scoring). Was it an order from Carlo? Was it just the only way for him to get the ball? I don’t know.

The first assist from Thomas to Robert in the Bundesliga happened in a game against Hamburg in Febuary 2014, and I consider this game as the beginning of their collaboration. Two years later, in Febuary 2017, in a game against Hamburg, we saw the beginning of their renaissance and their new form of partnership. Robert scored three goals, Thomas delivered three assists, Bayern won 8-0. But most importantly Robert is back into the box and Thomas left his right wing to play closer to him.

This worked during four games, then Thomas injured himself, then Lewy injured himself too. This new way of things had one last moment of glory against Wolfburg and then the elimination against the Real Madrid gave an anticipated end to this season.

In this complicated season, the main point is that Robert was the answer to Thomas and the other way around.

Thanks to Robert, Thomas has fond a new goal for his career, a new purpose and a new way of playing. Instead of using the spaces created by the others, he started to create space for them, instead of running into the spots were there was space, he started to pass the ball toward those places, instead of scoring goals he dedicated himself to making Robert score (or someone else but mainly him).

Thanks to Thomas, Robert was able to return to his role of striker, he was able to get the ball without having to look for it at the other end of the pitch, and he was also able to be a lot more implicated in the game, and to touch the ball a lot more. In one word he was able to play again.

Perhaps that before this season, each of them was a more complete player individually, able to do more various things, but they were two, both of them of bit of this and a bit of that whether from now they will be everything to the condition that they’re together, forming, by their association, one complete and perfect entity. Robert was here to score the goals Thomas couldn’t score anymore, and Thomas was here to make sure that Robert would never be isolated and helpless anymore.

#thank you so much for the ask dear anon #in fact this doesn't explain anything but... it's a try and to be honest I'm too stupid to find a real explanation #sorry for this long answer #in fact you don't have to read this #but I enjoyed thinking about this and writing this a lot #<333 #thomas müller #robert lewandowski #müllendowski #fc bayern #long post #ask

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