#fearfulness

[electromage1821]

Does it ever bother you to see someone who seems interesting, or makes something cool, vanish off the internet? I will like, search for hours, trying to dig up any info on a random artist i learned about TODAY, because their art is mildly cool to me. And I'm filled with a feeling of just, fear. I want them to be okay, and I'm filled with questions and fear and a pit is in my stomach. I NEED to learn what happened to them. why they stopped posting, where they are now. And if i don't learn? it will bother me for days. I guess i just don't like the idea of people just dissapearing. And every time i do this, go on a search for a lost artist, I'm filled with just. A sense of emptiness and fear. Im scared for them, even though i don't know them, and makes my mood change drastically, so easily.

[vikingneko]

As a Trans Male (Pre-t) who doesn't pass, living in Florida, and unable to leave due to circumstances outside my control.....I'm scared. Like honestly I'm afraid to go outside by myself because I "may" seem too masc/Trans for some dumbass republican with a gun and it ends with me being shot and the shooter getting a slap on the wrist. I'm trying to get social security money for almost a year now and that may go away when the orange one has a bad day in office. We're officially living in a dictatorship with the illusion of choice. Many people are going to be jailed, hurt, shot, or killed, when in reality they were just innocent lgbt or poc minding their own business. I'm scared

[justbeingnamaste]

“IN THE HANDS OF MAN

He who creates a poison, also has the cure. He who creates a virus, also has the antidote. He who creates chaos, also has the ability to create peace. He who sparks hate, also has the ability to transform it to love. He who creates misery, also has the ability to destroy it with kindness. He who creates sadness, also has the ability to to covert it to happiness. He who creates darkness, can also be awakened to produce illumination. He who spreads fear, can also be shaken to spread comfort. Any problems created by the left hand of man, Can also be solved with the right, For he who manifests anything, Also has the ability to Destroy it.” ~ Suzy Kassem

[hypnolotus]

Endless.

As the branches continue to sway against her window and the rain continues to pour down,

She hopes to find you waiting for her outside...

She hopes to wake up from this nightmare and you're laying next to her with your warm skin pressed against her cold back.

A constant told you so replays in her mind every so often.

A need to prove she is worthy is all she's known, yet she gives herself no space to breathe and grow.

Running back home, she's running back home.

But he can't find her.

He watches her from afar but doesn't want to ruin her perfect smile that doesn't seem to fade away from his memory.

He's hurting, but can't bring himself to ask her for help.

A constant told you so replays in his mind every so often.

A need to find her and pour his heart into hers and never let go regardless of the pain he's caused them.

A continuous melody that they both are playing, yet they've reached a point of no return.

An endless love story that didn't turn out like the romance movies, but the ones filled with a love as strong as sorrow.

-MA

[donnieisaprettyboy]

“what if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?” good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesn’t make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know it’s okay if what you think about yourself changes.

[aimlesspoet]

a bottom-tier autistic experience is being told throughout your entire childhood that you are just an overthinker when it comes to social situations and later finding out that your friends did, in fact, hate being around you and tried to communicate that through weird little hints

[boxmakesart]

Eldritch Miku omgggg

[problemnyatic]

so matt's absolutely giving scorched earth orders behind the scenes right. Not only are publically visible transfems dropping like flies, but every third person who musters up the audacity to comment negatively on Staff or Matt about this vanishes fucking instantly

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[slfcare]

ten years ago you were so scared of such different things, but you survived them anyway. the same goes for five years ago and two years ago. everything that has ever felt like a hurdle, you’ve passed through. so be afraid, identify your fears, and then allow yourself to remember that in just a little while, this will be another thing that you have overcome.

[freshbaked-bread]

i saw this:

and thought it would be fun to actually work that out. so

^^^ every doctor who episode in chronological order

(pls let me know if theres any mistakes! i got most of the info from the tardis wiki so idk if its 100% accurate)

btw!!! the episodes are ordered by where they go FIRST in the episode :) (PLEASE STOP TELLING ME TO PUT UNEARTHLY CHILD FIRST THEYRE IN 1963 FIRS TPLEASEEEEEYEGEHFEHFYUFHGEUYS)

[pimsri]

I make art about grief again

[kosmogrl]

the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were

[serenityquest]

[captain-price-unofficially]

whenever people are like "bloober team aren't that bad, they understand horror" i think of this clip of jerma playing 'layers of fear'