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I hate symptoms. Idk what’s in the donut I just ate that I can’t have but my hands are swelling up and they hurt and it’s only 9:30 and I’ve gotta be in this school until 5. Sorrows.
#faer personal files#fatigue files#tbh it might not even be the donut it might just be Fatigue#it does that to me sometimes. and I did get way less rest than I need. hmmm
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!! mulder on scully's lap !! an event I will never get over
WHUMPTOBER 2024 NO. 29 "FATIGUE"
#whumptober2024#no. 29#the x files#fatigue#fox mulder#whump art#my art#I LOVE AND MISS THEM EVERYDAY
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I want to make art but sadly I am employed.
#I have like 3 TMA WIPs sitting in my csp files#I want to finish them but no#chronic fatigue#and employment#say no#oog#whatever!!
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white boy wasted
#myart#baldur's gate 3#astarion#my game files are fucked and i have decision fatigue so i havent played in a while but here
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Question why does law have uh skin discoloration....? In the modern au?
it's permanent scarring from Amber Lead Syndrome! in the au i want to explore stuff like disability and chronic illness, he's got nerve damage in the discolorated skin, his hair also got white patches but he dyes it to make it less obvious he's got ALS because of the everything with flevance.
#maudern ask#this is partly cause im mad that he just magically recovered from it!! like i get it! but since its a modern au without magic i decided#this was a good opportunity to keep him sick. there's a lot of researches i need to keep on doing. it's a lot of fun. if anyone knows#idk threads or forums where ppl talks about their exp with: lead poisoning. transplants. chronic fatigue (got that but i want other ppl's#thoughts). arm amputee. chronic pain and many other id love to have a link 💪#since ALS is a fantasy illness i dont need to be accurate cause its not real but i still want it to be familiar/real enough to work so ive#being reading a bunch of things.#ive only got a chapters and a half done and a snippets/future scenes file thats huh. +15k words long. ok. need to work on chapter 2#i had actually planned on doing so this weekend but i went insane over kingmaker instead ○| ̄|_
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It's more than an hour past my bedtime but I FUCKING DID IT!
#had to go download the ''modders resource'' SkyUI-files. drop all of THOSE directly into the data-folder#and then i had to use a different mod-script from that ''fix feeding with ineed-vampire''-mod#that fixed ineed being weird about not counting feedings properly. and once i'd done THAT i just needed to compile the script and test it#and. it. fucking. works.#will it make it impossible to be ''cured'' from fatigue when playing in ''Pure''-mode? yeah sure.#but as long as you play in Mortal-mode it does basically exactly what i wanted it to.#(i could probably even lower the ''hunger rate'' through the MCM-menu until it only registers ''thirst'' and ''fatigue'')#which would make it an absolutely perfect success (as long as i don't start ''cheating'' by eating normal food)#i'll probably try to upload a ''script-fix'' for it on nexus some time this week. but right now i need to go the fuck to bed.#personal stuff#video games#skyrim
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do you ever have those moments when you want turn yourself on and off real quick. like reset the router?
#life#the headache is not as bad anymore#but tummy hurts and the fatigue is eating my whole ass#and i can't fall back asleep#which is absolutely tanking my mental health so there's that on that#i've been having a bit of headache for most of the week but considering my eyes felt like they were full of sand when i woke up#i think the eyestrain from sobbing and staring at the word file for hours just made it SO much worse
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known disliker of climbing stairs:
#rayman#was playing through clearleaf yesterday on a whim and got a WAY better score than i ever got before#i dont even feel like i was trying that hard for a good score i missed a couple of tribelles and collecting some gems with combat fatigues#but apparently it was enough to get over 10k more points than what i had on that save file originally???#it went from 47416 (from like 2020?) to 54547 (on a recent playthrough a few months ago on a separate save file) to 58693
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The X-files opening credits and theme song happened to me.
#when you flare up so bad your meat suit feels like it literally embodied the cosmic horrors that tune brings out#fibromyalgia#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#x files#fibro problems#fibro fog
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googles ‘how to stop feeling guilty all the time about everything’
#everywhere i turn i feel like i'm failing someone or myself#and every problem that arises out of oversight or neglect (which is a lot of them due to My Whole Deal) feels so huge and complicated.#like. my psychiatrist office sent me an email that if i dont make a followup appt by the end of the week they'll throw my file away.#the hospital from last summer is still sending me bills despite having paid them over 3k at the time#because my insurance is retroactively deciding not to cover things.#and now i've got debt collectors on my ass.#i need to order some things that will Help Me like a mini fridge and light sensitivity glasses#but i burned through so much money already this month and i don't know how to pick good objects so i Haven't.#i haven't called my grandma despite knowing she's going through hell with my grandpa still in rehab#because i haven't felt up to talking.#i don't see my brothers enough. i don't spend enough time with mishka. i don't spend enough time outside.#i don't read enough. i don't clean enough. i don't cook enough.#all because i am Tired. and Ill. and i have to Work for 8 hours a day.#uuruurgghhhhhh. i know if you do things they become done. but i am so overwhelmed and it'd be easier to just lay in the dark til i die.#chronic fatigue is a fucking nightmare from which i can never wake. it's not fucking fair.#izzy.txt
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I’m unfortunately loosing enjoyment of this game…
#bg3#love (some of) the characters and story but I physically cannot sit in front of a screen that long#and it’s sooo fucking long#probably filing this game under “fun but oof not for ppl with screen fatigue
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I panicked and thought there might be carbon monoxide in my room bc my blood looked redder than it has been looking and there was none. I started taking vitamin b again and have been doing better. I think I’ve had pernicious anemia to the degree that my blood was not red enough for like a year 😂
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explodes myself DONT EVER DRAW WITHOUT WARM UPS WE'VE TALKED ABOUT THIS
#got too excited to draw bill cypher but i added more stress to my already stressed body by not gettig anywhere for an hour#im really trying to be kind to myself here#dipper gets me#I lost a file I worked on today for school and that caused me to loose my mind#also im sore and my legs are shittier than usual and stairs hate me#but i need to draw or else..#school would be so much more fun if I wasnt chronically fatigued and if sitting didnt hurted
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#the fatigue and irritability are kicking my ass today#and it's unseasonably cold out today so I'm curled up under a ton of blankets#fuck my insurance company#asking for prior auth on an rx#when they have the initial authorization on file already?#forcing me to go cold turkey on my meds for three days? maybe a week?#can't function#feels like every part of my body is vibrating slightly with discomfort
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I forgot to vote on the Scully Mulder autism poll and I'm too tired to look for it but my official vote is they're both autistic because all of my blorbos are autistic thank you sorry I don't make the rules
#the fatigue has been killing me friends#but i am still here having x files thoights#theyre just in my head and not here because sleepy
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Everybody knows that a breakup Is better when there’s someone to hate but You were my favourite way to stay up, and I'd say that still
#今日の気分は#Rowan put this on a playlist and reminded me that it existed#songs to lie on the ground about#I THINK the fatigue episode is finally over but I did SOMETHING to my left elbow???? c'mon.#I would like to file a complaint. only injuries that I know where they're from!!!!#(it feels like it's bruised but it doesn't LOOK bruised so who knows)#music#Maisie Peters
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