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how to lose weight without 💥starving💥?
#girlblogging#just girly things#hell is a teenage girl#girl problems#i hate it here#im gonna cry#mother#self love#tw ed but not sheeran#i'm so tired#i hate my life#fat and sad#bingedisorder
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My mom started to tell me "stop eating!"
I don't wanna have problems again with food, I hate her rn. Its not my problem that im gaining weight bc of medication.
Seeing thin girls is killing me, I want to be them so bad
#body hurt#stop eating#mom i wish you shut up#mommy issues#fat and sad#eating disorder#tw#medication
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Pov: slowly losing myself
#chce być idealna#blog z cytatami#emocje#i wanna cry#i want to cry#im sad and tired#im sad tonight#motylek any#polski cytat#samobójca#życie#chude jest piękne#proba samobojcza#chce byc motylkiem#fat and sad#notatki samobójcy
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🏹💘...!
#spuffy#btvs fanart#spike#spike btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#btvs#spike x buffy#my art#please don't repost#happy valentines day now time for me to disappear for 2 months#screaming at them : stop it#screenshot studies bc why not#proportions ? i don't know her#drawing these while listening to the patapon ost#buffy crying and being sad immediately after being brought back to life can yall please hear me out i have a vision#number one is i wanted to draw the fat ghibli tears#sarah michelle gellar#james marsters
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are they wrong?????
no.
#sorry zorobros your fat tiddied man is gay for this canonically dude had my jaw drop when he started acting like a kid about this#one piece#fanart#myellowart#strawhat pirates#zoro#roronoa zoro#zosan#<- implied so sad no kissing men on your tl today#f slur#that too ig
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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
😂silly fucking me 😂
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#kinda depressing#mentally fucked#mentally tired#suic1de#this is depressing#tw depressing stuff#discusting#dying inside#self h4te#self half#sadnees#sorry for being depressing#im so tired#sadgirl#sad thoughts#im fat and ugly#always alone#feeling alone#alone with my thoughts#alone in the dark#menatl health#mentally exhausted#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#idiot#im hurtin#im dying
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One detail I love that hasn’t been explicitly shown is that Penelope is definitely the favorite mistress amongst the staff in the Featherington household. Penelope and her lady’s maid Rae are locked in for life. And yeah you could argue that Penelope is obviously going to be Rae’s favorite because of the bond between ladies and their maids during the era, but it’s not just Rae who seems to love Penelope:
-Varley’s loyal to Portia through thick and thin but holds an obvious soft spot for Penelope and a…. tolerance…of Prudence and Phillipa.
-When Eloise came to visit it looks like the staff there were also on edge for Penelope; they seemed to give the girls complete privacy for their whistledown conversation after the moon ball (which is crazy given that staff in Bridgerton are ground zero for spreading gossip lol).
- you’re telling me that in 3 seasons no staff- especially those that work late- never saw Penelope leaving the house in her whistledown cloak? Someone had to have seen her by now and that implies they just pretend that they don’t because they like her that much
- footmen back then usually help escort the passengers down from their carriages. The footmen post-carriage scene knocked on the roof instead. Those footmen knew damn well what was happening, they just happened to be team polin.
- back to the realest bitch out there: Rae. I have a theory that with all her little side eyes and smirks at Colin she told the other staff what was so clearly going on and was like “listen guys Penelope may be our favorite but bless her heart she’s got NEGATIVE rizz. We need to help our girl out” and so that’s how all these too-perfect opportunities for polin to meet up happened.
#polin#penelope featherington#Colin bridgerton#colin bridgerton x penelope featherington#bridgerton#I’ll be so sad if Rae doesn’t get to go with Penelope to her new home after she’s married#Rae you will always be famous I hope Colin bridgerton gives you that fat bridgerton salary raise. amen 🙏
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frubbo for ships requests?
Day 8 : Q!Tubbo and Fred
This entire relationship is a miscommunication mess, but its also beautiful in the way that it showed the hidden humanity inside the federation workers and how villainous the entire organization was for everyone involved. Also THE SLOW BURN WAS SOOO FUNNY !! The build up for the eventual relationship was extremely hilarious and even more when q!tubbo thought fred might be wayy too old for him off of how they spoke when in reality its because they just barely have contact with anything off the island. Its a complicated relationship but good
#qsmp#frubbo#qsmp fred#Tubbo#i got so sad drawing the layers of clothing on fred AUGHH#i was so happy with how i drew the fat :(((( CURSE YOU UNIFORM AHHH#this is the first time i draw them outside of my sketchbook. its okay i guess#my art#SHIPS4OCTOBER#i was looking at refs and realized how obviously trans coded all of the federation members are. So many are straight up enby. thats soo fun
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man, you know, nobody asked me, but I have such conflicting opinions on some of the fat falin art, where on one hand: it's always nice to see A Fat Body in fanart anywhere + it's being done in positive ways, for funsies and on the other hand, there is something so familiar about how you are automatically The Fat One if you are a woman simply standing next to a more petite woman, bc I've had a 0% hitrate in seeing people change Marcille's body type and keep Falin's, or change both of them. it's just Falin
#it gives me a negative feeling that I seldom/never get from seeing fat art which is rare#like she's not fat out of thin air For Fun And No Other Reason and she's not fat bc of context#(out of thin air being like just picking a character you like and changing their design just cuz. Kabru maybe.)#(and Because Of Context being the way ppl draw fat Usagi from sailor moon. which i have been meaning to do btw)#but rather she's fat just bc to be Not the thinnest woman in the room is to be fat. like it happens specifically by scale#because marcille is so much physically smaller and petite and falin is bigger in the ways that a Human Woman is bigger#than an elf woman#and it's funny bc it's something i see all the time already#people also really don't seem to have an interest in making marcille butch in fanart in a way#that is sort of sad for me bc it's like ah well she's the thin small one so of course she gets to be feminine#if you're physically bigger then of course you get to be masc of course of course of course...#i also love good butch art esp fat butch stuff but this is about the phenomenon where if you're with#a thinner shorter woman then that means you're the butch now which is a place I have been to#and I did not like it there#I think part of why That sticks it to me is bc marcille has such a Butch Girlfriend personality and falin acts so demure LMAO#but she's slightly bigger so the writing is on the wall#sergle.txt#Godspeed to you if you choose to read these thoughts in bad faith bc I can't give you more clarifying statements if I try#like I said. conflicting feelings#i don't know if anyone else has similar thoughts it May Just Be Me#I don't think ppl think about this stuff when they make their fan redesigns but it gives me a certain feeling
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#aesthetic#anime aesthetic#esthetic#gotica#tristeza#marceline#night#frases sad#skynight#frases#anime art#anime and manga#anime fanart#anime gif#anime#fat anime#anime style#animecore#anime icons#manga art#manga panel#manga#mangacap#shoujo manga#manga edit#jjk manga#manga aesthetic#bl manga#textos#notas
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I think you’re wasting yourself. I’m a hardcore feedism fetishist, I have always been. The thing is that nowadays feedees aren’t feedees anymore they’re all gainers or people with food disorders. There’s no shared experience anymore.
You regularly talk about being someone’s feedee wife but don’t you think that a feeder husband would want to enjoy the process as well ? A process which you are already going through on your own and thus not sharing it with someone ?
first—not having a current feeder does not make someone any less of a feedee. in fact, you must be comfortable with being fat alone in order to have any strength as a fat person/feedee, imo. otherwise you get people that hate themselves the moment they don’t have someone to rely on.
second—do you know how hard it is to find someone in this fetish?? lol!!!! i’ve had several odd feedist relationships. i don’t enjoy being public about this on tumblr because some people get weird as fuck about it. parts of the gain have very much been a shared experience 🤷♀️ i would love to have shared it with someone consistently but it just hasn’t worked out so far.
plus… i’m like halfway thru my gain, lol. i want to be BIG. if anything, my size now dissuades those that wouldn’t want to be with me at those higher weights. i count it as a good thing—my time won’t be wasted, i am not wasting myself.
#i’ve had feeders lol#i don’t share any of that here#shit always comes up and ngl i’m sad about it#but i also really like my current weight and i enjoy being fat#i don’t want to lose weight because some imaginary person might want me at 250. lmfao#and if someone thinks the way anon does i wouldn’t fuck w them anyways#talk#ask
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Patrzę na życie które toczy się tak jak godzine wcześniej. I będzie toczyć się dalej nawet gdy nas będzie toczył już robak.
#chce być idealna#blog z cytatami#emocje#i wanna cry#notatki samobójcy#fat and sad#proba samobojcza#życie#samobójca#polski cytat#im sad tonight#im sad and tired#i want to cry#nienawidze zycia#nienawidze siebie#kurwa mać
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I love watching Phantom where the Raoul is giving it his all and is trying his best to be a good boyfriend and yet Christine is still visually conflicted on choosing him or the literal murderer that lives underground.
#phantom of the opera#erik/christine#raoul/christine#christine daae#we’re two murders in and she’s still like ‘idk he makes a good case with the music and he has a fat ass’#its one thing for Raoul to suck and ‘win’ because the bar is low#But its an entirely more enjoyable experience when Raoul is legitimately good and yet Christine still wants Erik#It’s so sad but I mean the LAYERS
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Body goal ->
#girlhood#pink#coquette#girlblogging#girlcore#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#tumblr girls#i hate my body#body goals#food#tw eating issues#tw ed ana#ed but not ed sheeran#body dismorphia#i hate this#uglygirl#im fat and ugly#ugly#eating disoder trigger warning#disordered eating mention#lana del ray song#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#mitski#wlw#anor3c1a#sad thoughts#sadgirl
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It's all 'be gay do crime' until I, Caitlyn Kiramman, commit state crimes against poor people 🙄
#feels risky to hit post but the world needs to know I am more than my fat ass and crushing sadness I am also funny#arcane#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#(I can have a serious and nuanced conversation about this and be a silly little guy at the same time)
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“Hey, Wayne said you refused to talk to the therapist.”
It was day 34 of visiting Eddie in the hospital, and there was finally a light at the end of the tunnel. If Eddie would talk to the therapist, he could be released into Wayne’s care.
The therapist spent two hours with him, and apparently got nothing more than some sighs and eye rolls.
“I didn’t like him.”
“Well, we can get you another one.”
“I don’t like them either.”
Steve rolled his eyes.
“You haven’t even met them yet.”
“I just know I won’t,” Eddie said as he crossed his arms, hissing when he rubbed against the bandages still covering most of his torso.
“Do you want to stay in the hospital forever?”
“No.”
“Then why can’t you just talk to the therapist? You don’t have to tell them everything, just how you’re feeling now.”
“I don’t want to.”
Steve was trying not to get frustrated. He promised Wayne he’d try to talk some sense into him patiently. It was proving to be harder than he thought it would be.
“What is it that you don’t want to tell them?”
“That maybe I did kill Chrissy! That maybe if she had just gone home or I told her no that she’d still be alive! Maybe Vecna would have gone to the next victim and I wouldn’t have to be here in pain!” Eddie was breathing heavily, his heart monitor beeping more rapidly the more he spoke.
Steve didn’t visibly react, though he wanted to. He wanted nothing more than to reach out and hold Eddie, turn back time and pretend that it was possible that Chrissy wouldn’t have died, let Eddie live his life not knowing these horrors existed.
He wanted to be able to scrub the memory of carrying Eddie’s limp and bloody body from his mind so he could go back to his regular nightmares of him dying, not the man he-
“Sorry.”
Steve’s thoughts came to an abrupt halt when Eddie spoke his apology so softly into the room. It was a direct contrast to how he’d been before, and it was startling.
A thought occurred to Steve, one he hadn’t thought of in at least two years, but felt right now.
“You know, I used to be kind of friends with Chrissy. Not close, but we talked.”
Eddie stared at him curiously, probably wondering where this could be going.
“It was funny. It didn’t happen until I wasn’t popular anymore. I guess that just shows she was a great person.”
“Yeah. She was.”
“I remember I was sitting alone eating lunch. Jason and his crew weren’t there and she walked up to me and said ‘let’s be lonely together for today.’ And I guess that was our thing, being lonely together. It sounds stupid.”
“Doesn’t sound stupid to me.”
Steve looked up and saw Eddie’s wide, wet eyes staring back at him, silently begging him to continue his story. Maybe he needed this.
“It happened a few more times and then we ended up hanging out a few times before graduation. We actually,” Steve paused and bit his lip. This would give a lot away and may end up making things worse for Eddie, but he wanted to believe it would help. “We bonded over our crush on you.”
He let it sit in the air for a moment, eyes refusing to look back up at Eddie.
Until he felt a hand on his.
“You both had a crush on me? Me?!”
“Don’t tell Robin, but she was the first person I came out to. Accidentally. And it wasn’t really coming out so much as admitting I thought you were cute.”
“You thought I was cute?!”
“Well, yeah! Always playing with your hair and doodling during class. Helping the freshman find their classes. Giving those speeches. You were brave.”
“Steve. That’s not bravery.”
“It is when everyone is willing to hurt you because of who you are.”
“I barely ever actually got beat up. Words are just words.”
“We both know that isn’t true.”
Eddie nodded, swallowed, then sighed.
“Yeah. I just didn’t want anyone to feel like me.”
“That’s why we had a crush on you!”
“Well, that’s nice that you bonded over that.”
Steve didn’t like the sudden change in his tone. Like he’d liked hearing the story, but now he realized it didn’t matter.
And maybe it didn’t.
Chrissy was still gone. Eddie still had to watch her die a terrible death.
They were both still traumatized.
But Steve still had a crush on Eddie that wouldn’t go away no matter how much he repressed it.
And maybe that part of the story was something that could change for the better.
“Robin told me I’m an idiot.”
“Yeah, she tells all of us that often.”
“But this is about something specific.”
“What is it?”
“Well, I never got over my crush on you. And instead of saying something about it, I just thought I’d forget about it eventually.”
Eddie blinked at him.
“Chrissy once dared me to ask you out. She said when you graduate, I should do it. Just take the risk.
She was pretty sure you were into both anyways.”
“She was right.”
“Yeah, she usually was,” Steve nodded. “But the problem here is you haven’t technically graduated yet.”
“No I haven’t.”
“You could, though.”
“Maybe.”
“But you have to get out of here first.”
“I see what you’re doing, Harrington.”
“What’s that?” Steve smirked and reached out to move Eddie’s hair away from his face.
“Bribing me to graduate with promises of a date.”
“Is it working?”
Eddie sighed. “Unfortunately.”
“Good. So you’ll talk to the therapist tomorrow?”
“I don’t have a choice, do I?”
“You always have a choice, I’m just hoping you choose you.” ——————————— When Eddie walked across the stage two months later to get his diploma, Steve was giving him a standing ovation.
He ignored his original plan of flipping off Principal Higgins, he didn’t want more eyes on him than he already had.
He ignored it because now he had a new plan. He was gonna walk off the stage, throw his cap in the air, and then kiss Steve Harrington.
Part 2: Prologue
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#chrissy cunningham#eddie munson lives#chrissy and steve had a big fat crush on eddie and became friends because of it!!!#a little sad but mostly fluff
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