#i’ve had feeders lol

[housecow]

I think you’re wasting yourself. I’m a hardcore feedism fetishist, I have always been. The thing is that nowadays feedees aren’t feedees anymore they’re all gainers or people with food disorders. There’s no shared experience anymore.

You regularly talk about being someone’s feedee wife but don’t you think that a feeder husband would want to enjoy the process as well ? A process which you are already going through on your own and thus not sharing it with someone ?

first—not having a current feeder does not make someone any less of a feedee. in fact, you must be comfortable with being fat alone in order to have any strength as a fat person/feedee, imo. otherwise you get people that hate themselves the moment they don’t have someone to rely on.

second—do you know how hard it is to find someone in this fetish?? lol!!!! i’ve had several odd feedist relationships. i don’t enjoy being public about this on tumblr because some people get weird as fuck about it. parts of the gain have very much been a shared experience 🤷‍♀️ i would love to have shared it with someone consistently but it just hasn’t worked out so far.

plus… i’m like halfway thru my gain, lol. i want to be BIG. if anything, my size now dissuades those that wouldn’t want to be with me at those higher weights. i count it as a good thing—my time won’t be wasted, i am not wasting myself.

[mischiefdaily]

good news is I acquired the mice. the bad news is they are the exact colors I did not want lol

[paddlescuddlesbubblesgurgles]

so around the start of the summer I ate literally as much as my body could possibly handle every day, every meal. I got in the habit of gorging myself until I could hardly breathe, could not stand or sit or even lay down comfortably, and my belly was aching. I couldn’t even sleep, nor could I really do much of anything but sit there helplessly and gasp or groan at how big I’d gotten, and how full I’d become. This was exactly what I wanted.

I was consuming between 7000-12000 calories a day during this time. This lasted about 2 months or so, maybe 10 weeks. I rarely took a break, and this had…intense consequences on my capacity. I routinely ate things like: entire family sized dinner portions for each component(vegetables, starches, meats). Family sized fast food meal deals(usually about 5 combos worth). 7-8 combos from various fast food places(usually their entire menu). Party sized or tailgater tray offerings from restaurants(usually enough for 10-15 people).

I cannot become full now. No matter what I do, if I’m not eating literally family sized portions, I’m not filled. I can become comfortably satiated after 3-4 meals at once, but my belly constantly yearns for more.

I finally have started experiencing some of the crazy ‘feedism fantasy’ tropes I thought weren’t real (or at least greatly exaggerated due to ya know…writing lol). Things like

I literally can get hunger pangs WHILE MY STOMACH HAS A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF FOOD INSIDE. I’m talking I’ve already eaten a heavy plate that is literally 3-4lbs of food. Gone. Inside me. But my belly has the NERVE to growl around it and demand more food.

Sometimes I become anxious when the only amount of food available to me is a normal serving size (this is honestly the hottest. I’m talking whiny, worried, needy feelings because I only got enough food for 1 person.)

i crave eating 24/7, or for long periods. I catch myself daydreaming about sitting down with enough food for a large gathering, and stuffing it all inside myself for literal hours. I’m not kidding, I want to eat for 6-8 hours straight of almost nonstop consumption. I just want to sit down, lean back with my gut supported by my lap or my couch, and stuff it so completely full. I would prefer if my primary activity for the day was eating.

hunger and arousal are now so completely linked I almost cannot experience one without the other…which means I’m hungry and horny pretty much unceasingly. Constantly my mind goes back to sex and eating. I’m literally just daydreaming in the background about when I will get to open my mouth next.

I’ve now eaten many of the feeding fantasy portions. Family meals, party trays, entire cakes, multiple entire pizzas, entire trays of baked goods, entire boxes of cakes, a box of donuts, entire pies, and generally levels of excess that I can only describe as obscene.

This has caused me to really fatten up. I gained 40 or so lbs from the end of March to the middle of July. I also happened to do this without an encouraging, physical, coercive or forceful feeder, which means if I were to have these (what I desperately crave), I imagine I would reach new capacity heights. I primarily eat for fullness. I love that food drunk fullness feeling where my entire body stops functioning properly. I love feeling like all I can literally do is let my belly do its thing and process all the food I gave it. I’m desperate for it. I constantly crave it. The weight gain is an unintentional but welcomed side effect of my incessant gorging.

I cannot wait for my next opportunity. I have so many ideas. Will I finally try 3 pizzas? Will I try to eat more foot longs than I am tall? Will I make myself an entire family banquet and then greedily try and eat it myself? I need to do it soon. I can’t keep eating enough for 6-7 people each day…I need more, and I need it all at once.

[gurl-pls-evn-the-sharks-fear-me]

Pls pls plssss Carlos x reader fluff!Maybe angst in the beginning?

Turned To Stone | Carlos De Vil

Pairing: Carlos De Vil x reader(no binary pronouns)

I use NB pronouns when I don’t know the specific gender you want just to be safe

Summary: reader is from the isle and had still does have a crush on Carlos(he didn’t know) before he left without a word to Auradon (reader was chosen to be apart of the program) <- little bit of Carlos and reader backstory so when so when Mal tells everyone it was her idea to close the barrier reader storms off mad

Warning/s: angst obvi with the happy ending who wouldn’t want that, betrayal, panic attack/breakdown and possible spelling mistakes I’ll try my best to find them lol

Authors note: Hi! Thanks for requesting I’ll try my best not to let you down :D reader is a VK you’d probably guessed that from the summery that’s pretty much all I have to say I think. Enjoy :) oh Carlos and Jane aren’t dating is this fic p.s if you’ve watched newsies I’ve hidden a newsies reference

You don’t honestly know how you got here but your here. You all walk into the cabin expecting Audrey but no one was there- *bang bang* everyone turned to the noise seeing a closed/locked door, everyone stayed clear of the door as Ben looked inside quickly opening it.

Your Pov:

Seeing chad on the floor with his knees tucked to his chest ”i want my mommy….” he flinched when Ben tried to touch his shoulder I stopped listening during that honestly just stood there and looked around kinda bored.

I tuned back in when chad started saying “I’m free….I’M FREE OH MY GOD!” As he ran out, okaaaay I missed something but judging that he said he’s free he was with Audrey to bad we can’t ask him anything cause he just up and left.

We started to move out of the cabin i obviously tuned out the conversation I felt something fluffy by my leg looking down seeing that it was dude I knelt down and whistled him over he turned around to see me and he walked over to the hand I had out and let me pet him.

As i was petting him i let my thoughts slip out.

“why can’t i just tell Carlos” even though it sounded like a mumble it was loud enough for dude to hear it “just tell him” he startled me to be honest “shit- why did i forget you could talk kinda a major detail oh.my.god…seriously at least warn me before talking.”

“Sorry, but just tell him.” I look at the dog annoyed “i can’t-“ “can’t want?” My eyes widen when before i looked behind me seeing the said guy i couldn’t tell, “hi Carlos. They want to tell you that they-“ i eyed dude before saying “dude.”

I get up and face Carlos “sorry about that he doesn’t know what he’s talking about” he nodded but i don’t think he believed me. “I have to tell you guys something” We turned look at mal who has sorrow? Or maybe regret? In her eyes.

“I lied to you.” What? This got my interested as i fully turned to her “the kids wont be coming of the isle” “what’d you mean?” I look back to her “the program is shut down…and the barrier will be closed for good” my eyes widen filled with tear as i felt someone touch my shoulder to see Carlos as well with tears in his eyes.

I look to mal feeling betrayed a tear slipped through my eyes finally as i got the words out “mal… i thought i could trust you. y’know i feel the same right now as the day you left for auradon with out a word…” it felt worse when Carlos left. Felt like so many stab wounds.

a small sad upside down smile left my lips as I continue “the isle is my home and now your telling me i can’t see it and my mum again…” while i said that i started walked towards her.

“Y/n…” i heard Carlos say softly as i walked. Towards her “there is a lot i wish i could say..” as i said that a grabbed the ember that’s in her hands and threw it in the bird feeder full of water having hugs sparks appear around it.

I didn’t really know what was being said after but i didn’t care i just wanted to leave i heard running towards me i didn’t turn around but i heard dudes voice say “wait up!” I continued walking hearing the paw steps stop and but then start but further away.

I didn’t make that far when I realised i was lost groaning in frustration you turn around again realising “where the fuck am i!” “Calm down…damn your a fast walker, come this way something. Has just happened” looking down to see dude i rolled my eyes “if its about mal i don’t want to see her” “it not its about the others tho i think you’d be more interested in this one”

My eyes widen before saying show me. As he walked me back to the outage to see mal was nowhere but everyone was stone Carlos was the closest looks like he was gonna star to follow me but dude was quicker since he was affected.

I reach my hands to Carlos’s cheek as a tear slipped out “no…. Carlos” “if you want to tell him now you can cause he can’t see/hear you” i looked at dude like seriously that doesn’t make it better look

my tears slipped out faster as i started to sob lifting a hand to my face to muffle them i sat down by a tree leaning my back against it with my hand still against my face as I bring my other to grab at my hair in my panicked state

as my sobs grew faster and it was getting harder to breath. Dude laying by my side probably trying at his way of calming people down but i didn’t work.

My tears stoped along with my cry’s but my breathing still wasn’t any better my breathing was rapid and not solid and it still was hard to breath I’m not sure how much time past with my struggled breaths but it felt like eternity i must’ve had my eyes closed cause i didn’t see the person who put their hand on my shoulder.

It panicked me more until i heard the voice the hand belonged to “hey hey hey… it's me Carlos take some good big breathes for me okay” i listen to his words as I opened my eyes to see the boy i loved for so long, i started to bring a shaky smile to my face my breathing comes back to normal

My sobs started come back but not those panicked ones i quickly embraced him as i sobbed into his shoulder as his arms wrapped around my waist holding me close. “It’s okay i’m alright I’m-“ i cut him off with a kiss i didn’t know i had the corrage to do that.

Feeling him not pull away and one of his hands come to my face it’s safe to say he liked it. I pulled i away averting his eyes as with both got up from the ground feeling his pointer finger under my chin with his thumbs against my chin he softly guided my face to look at him

Seeing his smile it melted me like butter. “Not that i didn’t like it but why” he was still smiling as he said that i was probably blushing madly. “Well remember when i said ‘i can’t’ you probably do you where there but i was saying how I couldn't tell you how i loved you since we were kids thinking you probably didn’t like me like that”

his smile still planted in his face confused me but i had a hunch on why it was there “i love you too, do you know how much it pained me to leave you on the isle. When we started the program i told them we can't go back and not take you with us” it was my turn to smile now seeing that he felt the same as i moved forward grabbing his face and pulling him into a kiss.

His hands landing on my waist as he kissed back. We pulled apart smiling at each other “we should probably catch up with the others but…before that will you Carlos de vil be my boyfriend?”

He smiled at me nodded at the we should catch up with them comment “yes i will y/n y/l/n” we shared one last kiss before running off to find the others.

A/N: I read through it and I edited some mistakes and found I forgot a word lmao but it should be fixed now

[feederandfeedee]

does this mean you and feeder are getting married? (Or are you guys already i am not caught up on the feederandfeedee lore lol)

Hehe you’re not the only one… So let’s get everyone caught up on the Feederandfeedee lore.

June 6 2023 this happened:

And one month later I woke up and with the worst hangover I’ve ever experienced. The only problem was that the night before I only had one bottle of soju to drink. So after a quick trip to cvs and a potty break we found out that quitting birth control cold turkey straight away after an engagement had some pretty intense consequences.

And thus:

You are now caught up on all the Feederandfeedee lore. Basically our lives just exploded with blessings in a matter of a few short weeks and before we could even begin to prepare for announcing an engagement, we had to start preparing for a birth announcement. A few family members leaked photos of the engagement online leading all our close family members and friends to find out on Facebook rather than from us which really put a damper on things. We fell behind on “officially” coming out with the news since everyone already unofficially knew. Then we had to announce the pregnancy AND the engagement and somehow letting my fetish friends know about all the events got put on the back burner.

So now you know!! The engagement came first, pregnancy came second, birth will come third, then we get to plan a wedding with a special VIP guest in attendance and honestly I’m not even mad about it 🥰

[locamotivednp]

Okay some thoughts/ tit spoilers

The dolls really do hump a lot my god lmao

Dan said the part about the anniversary “we had a very important anniversary a few weeks ago”

Conspiracies were toliet, fake, wedding, bus.

There was no “dan commitments issues” talk at wedding 👀

For the role model

Dan made New Jersey illegal. Everyone loved that

I cannot for the life of me remember what his errortic novel was about and I can’t make it out in my recording oops * edit it was glee lmao

Went to jail for za za lmao

Phil’s favorite word is cock

He helps old woman cum cum cum cum (extras added by the person filling it out lol)

Secret collection of dildos. Person filling it out changed it to many many dildos lol

Phil’s solo part was so so good

I loved dans millennial rant I felt very represented

They def toned down the boxing from what I’ve seen of past clips. But it was still… a lot lmao.

Mentioned mr beasts mold thing lmao

Improv conversion was rats lol

Apparently they have a rat at the phouse? And we know this because they have a bird feeder camera which is VERY CUTE

something about pizza rat, better than moo deng b/c he voted for trump but pizza rat voted for Bernie in the primaries.

The song was SO GOOD OMG.

Everyone was nice I’m such a nervous chatter and I completely forget to give out any bracelets oops.

I have a recording so ill listen to it and add more if needed but I have got to sleep now lmao.

[shawtythatluvsurgut]

What made you go from feeder/ffa to feedee?!

Also, what is your biggest feedism kink that really gets you going?

(before you read this, please know that nothing i said in response should be taken as me being upset with OP because i am not at all upset with this ask)

i’ll answer the bottom part in my video, but i want to address the top question because i received it more than once.

I am still a feeder. I am still a FFA. I’m a part-time feedee and FULL-TIME feeder.

I am not saying that i’m not a feedee because, I mean, cmon look at my page lol. but i am still a feeder first and foremost. that will never change. i decided to get into testing out the feedee role because i didn’t have anyone irl who i knew that was into feedism or even willing to try it. my last partner made me think he was into it for a bit, but then did a huge 180. it wasn’t until one of my close ‘friends’ (😏) and i started flirting a bit that i realized he was actually into the idea and it brought me back into feeder mode. just because i am dipping my toe into the feedee realm does not mean that i am not a feeder first, so please stop taking that title from me.

i know i have a lot to prove. between my dad’s health rapidly declining which led to my disney arc being cancelled and also my constant switch between feedee and feeder content, i know i’ve disappointed quite a few people recently. for that, i am sorry, but i also don’t regret spending that time with my ill father instead of making feedism content at disneyland ngl. i know a lot of people were pissed (i can tell by how many subs i lost) and i do feel bad and sincerely apologize, but life gets in the way of work at times and i needed to prioritize life in that moment. as for my indecision between being a feedee and a feeder, ive realized that im much more into the feeder role. i love eating and doing it for you all to enjoy which is why im not rejecting the feedee position and am still leaning into it, but i get much more pleasure from being a feeder. i’m much more into the dominance and control that i get as a feeder. however, i do like the plushness on my body that i obtained from being a feedee. i say this all to make the point that i still play both roles, but Feeder will always be my main role. it comes to me naturally and sometimes i have to force myself to be a feedee which can kinda ruin it over time.

also please keep in mind that i’m 21, so i’m still at an age where i flip flop between my sexual identity so so so frequently. I like being a feedee at times, but i always have and always will LOVE being a feeder. now that i have the december trip planned and have someone willing to let me feed them that i also happen to know really really well, im excited to get back into my feeder mode. i will probably switch between the two for a while, and i’m sorry if that annoys any of you.

also, just because i mainly feel like a feeder does not mean i am planning to get ripped or skinny again or any of that. i’m just not focused on gaining right now and haven’t had the appetite or $$ to do stuffings. i am not trying to lose weight; it is just happening naturally due to life circumstances. please stop messaging me accusing me of being a fake feedist or saying that im ‘intentionally getting skinny again’ because that is not true. i don’t care what my size is tbh, im comfortable in my body, i just have other priorities right now and a lack of appetite.

just please stop trying to imply that i’m no longer a feeder because that couldn’t be farther from the truth. it sucks having other people tell you who you are, especially when you’re still figuring that out for yourself. please keep that in mind.

thank you and ily guys. and NO I AM NOT MAD lol. i am not mad at this ask at all; just wanted to clarify what my role in this community is and that is full-time feeder/part-time feedee.

Thank you.

Nico

[gainingpeach]

I've always wondered this about these feedee and feeder relationships (not yours specifically) but...

Do you think (hypothetically) if a feeder wanted to lose weight (please don't lol) their boyfriend/fiance/husband /wife still want to be with them?

Just in general. It doesn't seem like there be much in it for them except just the love and the commitment to each other.

This is a great question.. speaking only for my relationship and the experience I’ve had with him I want to say first and foremost we love each other and our love goes beyond our shared love for this fetish/kink.

When I initially started gaining we had this talk and we have had it many times since. (reassurance is needed sometimes😅) I can’t say every feeder is going to be understanding or accepting if their partner changes their mind down the line, but I will say they should be. Because at the end of the day, this is real life, weight affects us all differently and it’s fucking hard work carrying this weight around all day just like it’s hard work packing on the weight. Fantasies are hot but you have to be able to be realistic and separate fantasy and real life or at least have some sort of line, if that makes sense. Any decent feeder SHOULD be understanding and empathetic with their feedee and their needs and newfound struggles they will experience, especially if they’re gaining past the 400lb mark because it’s a different type of heaviness 🥵

But basically COMMUNICATION is key just like in all relationships. I definitely think feeders who actually want to have a feeder/feedee long term relationship need to have that conversation with themselves and ask “can I handle it if they decide to stop gaining and or lose weight, are they more to me than just a body/fetish, do I want an actual relationship with this person” those are hard questions but they are so necessary. I mean unless you don’t care and don’t have the mental capacity to think about the other person and only care about your needs/gratification..😅

[hannahwatchesbigbrother]

This has been a worse than average endgame (to say the least), but I want to acknowledge the highlights of bb25. I’ve been watching since bb16 (been a feedster since bb17), and this has truly been the most invested I’ve been. Despite how frustrated I’ve been with production this year, I really think this season has some really stellar stuff in it (especially pre-jury). So here is a (lengthy) list of how I’ll remember this season:

Cirie motherfucking Fields showing up!!

Izzy immediately clocking that Jared was Cirie’s son before the live premiere even ended

Izzy immediately clocking that Cameron gives serial killer vibes

Felicia destroying four mics by the end of the first week

Felicia falling into the hot tub

“Clean that shit up a bit”

Cameron thinking Felicia was related to Denzel Washington

“Izzy Fields” and the beautiful friendship between her and Cirie

Hisam’s villain arc

Cory in Blue’s pink outfit (and later Americas jumpsuit)

(Honestly just Cory being a genuinely good dude who would call out things that crossed a line and fought against toxic masculinity)

The target flipping every other hour for like the first six weeks of the game

Every time Zach Wurtenburger tweeted about BB

The nickname “fucking Bowie Jane” which was then just shortened to fbj

The still of Cory’s mouth wide open while he was saying “what the fuck” when they were thinking of keeping Hisam

Meme’s storage room rants

“If I’m a have not next week, I’ll self-evict” “I’ll be a have not with you” *america leaves* “(to self) Cory, are you the most pathetic person? They were right about you — you’re a pick me”

Felicia yelling at Jag while he was in a chicken suit

Felicia and “Mr. B” (smooches!)

The slow burn Americory showmance (I could write a thesis on how much I love it but I’ll spare you)

The fact they brought the pressure cooker back

Izzy crying about how much she hates being in the same room as Cameron

“Fuck jag and I said that shit” -America Week 4, a prophet

When Matt used the power on jag and even live feeders were shook because we had no idea

The fact that Cameron’s 14 hours in the pressure cooker didn’t matter because jag was just brought back into the game

Blue sucking up to Felicia bc she thought she was Jared’s mom for a solid 24 hours

Felicia’s sleep screaming/singing

The dramatic and out of no where red/Cameron break up

“Cam thinks he’s like a father to me, but really he’s like an absentee father who wants to sleep with my girlfriend”

Blue volunteering jag to go up as a “pawn” during Jared’s hoh

Cam winning hoh after being blindsided by the red vote (hate him but the absolute silence and his thumbs up is so funny)

“Okay Jasmine” “*crying* who’s jasmine?” “*singing* a whole new world”

Cam not telling anyone including production who he was putting up

Matt winning the prize swap veto but choosing the punishment bc he thought he’d get to hang out with the real Josh Duhamel

The Josh Duhamel punishment in general

Izzy’s kick jump during the piggy pals punishment

Jared destroying his game because Cirie was stuck in a kayak with Felicia for 48 hours

THE IZZY FLIP

(The fact the izzy flip happened bc she told Cory that he couldn’t sleep in the same bed as America anymore lol)

The Cory/Jared humiliverse fight

“To all my friends and family, trust I know that they are all liars and snakes… and cowards!”

“See you soon, pig!”

The Cirie/Felicia fight post-Jared’s eviction

Peak Unreliables when Jag fought for Cory’s LIFE against cams plan to backdoor him

People retweeting Meme’s tweets from over ten years ago that were weirdly relevant to the season

America lifting Cory after it was confirmed that they made jury

The musical that Cory got for his zing

The one time all the different stans came together was to celebrate Cams eviction

The “exquisite” bit

America causing Jag to want to shit his pants after telling him to “literally fuck off”

“Literally in this world, I am your biggest fan” ����😭😭

Felicia being Cirie’s best friend and worst enemy (aka when she shaved her foot on her bed)

Americory saying “I love you” on Cory’s way out the door

Americas shrine to Cory/transforming into him

Cirie’s DR of her flipping off Jag, Matt, and Bowie

Izzy/Paige going as Americory for Halloween

The Americory “cradle robber” Halloween costume

“I’d be more impressed if [the wins] weren’t against two senior citizens, an airhead, and an idiot”

[gender-sludge]

Howdy! I think it’s time for a proper introduction.

Astrid or sludge or whatever you want to call me.

34

Queer. Sexuality has been tricky lately. I consider myself bi but attraction towards men has been shrinking so I don’t know lol. Maybe I’m just a lesbian.

Sub leaning switch

She/They nonbinary trans woman

This page has recently started to become an outlet for my own posts as I’ve been starting to gain more confidence and acceptance of my body that I’ve hated for so long. I super appreciate the reactions everyone has had to my pictures and audios and they can be found under the #me tag.

My kinks are pretty wide open at this point and willing to try most things at least once but the classics are praise, degradation, bondage, dom/sub, spitting, and knives. I keep this space generally clear of any extreme type stuff like CNC because it’s still new to me too and I like this to be a safe space.

No ageplay, race play, feeder, detrans/misgendering kinks

CW/TW: I do talk, reblog, and most likely will eventually post knives. I’ll make sure to start tagging them as #knives

NSFW 21+ only. Have age properly displayed or you get blocked!!!

Minors/Terfs/Racists/Transphobes/Homophobes/Pedophiles/Zionists and any other assholes can fuck off

Cash app: $Bi5on

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Are you ok?

Hi lovely ❤️ I’m ok, don’t worry! Just not much energy for tumblr lately, sorry! I’ve written some stuff but I didn’t think it was much to share with anybody, people are far more interested in Breath of the Sky and Healthcare AU and I haven’t had the desire/energy for that stuff lately.

I did paint my bird feeder like an American 1950s diner yesterday, so that was fun! But I promise I’m ok, sorry! I forget people on tumblr actually… you know… care I exist lol 😅 Don’t mean to stress anyone out.

[balconybirds]

Sunday Birding 7/9/23

So many good birds I saw Sunday!  I might have gone a little bit overboard with taking pictures.  When I uploaded them to my computer, I had 1152.  That’s the most I’ve ever taken!  But again, I saw sooooooo many good birds!!

There were a BUNCH of juvenile green herons out!

The brown thrasher was so nice and posed for me in a tree:

a male goldfinch!  the first of many Sunday:

a male red-winged black bird, taking a walk:

there was actually a whole family of them out!

BARN SWALLOW IN FLIGHT:

Canadian geese! 

And the goslings are looking so much like adults now:

at the arboretum, the first bird I saw was a tufted titmouse:

another male goldfinch:

also, his wife (she was a bit camera shy, lol):

a neat bug:

BEEEEEEEEEEE:

A male cardinal, singing his song:

A red-shouldered hawk!  I think they were being harassed by the cardinals:

I was able to get this neat shot of them flying away!

an eastern bluebird!  Male, I think:

The goldfinches again!  I thought this was a neat shot!

Some brown-headed cow birds, perched high in a tree:

this carolina wren was easy to hear, but tricky to find:

an indigo bunting hanging out at the top of a tree:

PHOTOGRAPHER DETECTED (carolina wren again):

The female eastern bluebird:

A downy woodpecker (male, I think), getting a snack:

A female red-bellied woodpecker:

Another titmouse, grabbing a seed to eat:

Another indigo bunting!  He looks so dramatic with this lighting:

A tiny black-capped chickadee!

I wasn’t entirely sure what this guy was when I snapped this picture of them soaring around.  When I got home, I was able to ID them.  A Mississippi kite!

Some pretty flowers:

Some more bees:

Butterflies!

Turtles!!  Ngl, I really like the flat guy:

I might have freaked out when I saw these guys, but I FINALLY got some good pictures of ruby-throated hummingbirds!  There was a group of them at a feeder  I got a lot of pictures of these guys, so I might make some separate posts with these pictures.  Here are a few of my favorites:

“GO AWAY GARY, NO ONE LIKES YOU.”  >:(

Some more flowers:

YOU GUYS.  THIS WAS MY FAVORITE PICTURE OF THE DAY:

Another butterfly:

And the final pictures, some water lilies!  I just think they’re pretty:

[iwannabeyrhog]

so the namesake was earned…the answer to “how many more hits” hasn’t been reached yet, but i managed 3 bong rips and an entire 2nd dinner, so i think i’m succeeding

my stomach is bulging on both sides, and so swollen and top-heavy. it’s harder to breathe deep to keep taking hits but i just can’t find any satiety @_@ so i think i’ll keep eating and smoking. i’m going to ignore the gentle cramping in my side from both…

also awwh, i’d never take yr snacks and not give something back, unless it were an unplanned sesh lol. i’m too much of a feeder an enabler a…bad influence to not bring extra snacks for any fellow friends in hedonism 🖤 you inspired me to break into my chocolate stash, so why not share?

- 🥀

(p.s., whoops, i’ve had one two more massive hits since i began typing this whole message, and my stomach is ungodly heavy. wishing you a stuffing this filling soon hehe)

Ooh I want an update on this if that's ok, I know I'm replying late! I really love that feeling, when you're technically full but still incredibly hungry and wanting more. And that's good to hear, influence or enabler - more food is always good!

I'm NGL I've not been able to eat much today (severe anxiety) but I'm feeling better and I'm going to bake something sweet then make pasta while I wait for it to cook! And I have more snacks for later thankfully I'll see how stuffed I can get tonight

[butcherlarry]

Exercise Fic Recs 15

Oh god, I’ve made 15 of these.  Welp, better continue!

The Shadow demon series by I_go_by_Faith  (Batman is a literal cryptid, and is bffs with Superman)

Predation (Devastation) by Maximum_Quinn  (More bat shifter AU!)

Author’s Note by Trekkele  (Jason wrote fanfic and Bruce was subscriber.  Jason updates a fic after he died, and that’s how Bruce finds out he’s alive.)

bloodletting by TheResurrectionist  (starwars/superbat fusion)

borderline by TheResurrectionist (bat fam sudden hive mind) 

My Own Desert Places by MemoryDragon  (a reread for me.  Ace Bruce Wayne)

I’ve reached a milestone at the coffeeshop I go to every Sunday.  They know my name!  I’ve finally become a Regular™.  My latte and croissant:

It’s funny.  The cardinal is the state bird of my home state of Ohio, but I see SO MANY in Kansas.  I have an app that’s pretty good at identifying bird calls, and 9 times out of 10, it’s a cardinal.  

Along the trails, there are some nice spots for you to sit and take in the view.  I just thought this scene was pretty.

I have found a new favorite bird.  A blue-gray gnatcatcher!  The are so TINY and ADORABLE.  They also like to hop around and not stay still, lol.

The tree swallows were out again!

Another cardinal

Lol, I just thought this picture of a cardinal and red-bellied woodpecker was funny.

I ALSO SAW A NEW BIRD!!!  A rose-breasted grosbeak.

My little white-throated sparrow.

A brown-headed cow bird.

I also thought this was a neat picture of a red-bellied woodpecker climbing around on the feeder.

Some pretty flowers.

I don’t know what this flower is, but it is SO COOL.

I just liked the name of this one.

This guy was super cool too!

You know me, I gotta take at least one picture featuring running water.

A neat bridge

This flower was cool too!

I also had five finches at my feeders today!  Three were house finches and two were goldfinches.

A close up of the goldfinches.

[auckie]

Im lije an accidental bug killer by nature if they hurt me i smack them like a caved man and i am scared of bites truthfully. Maybe theres a way 2 get past that like if a bite doesnt hurt maybe it wudnt phase me? The blue tarantulas man.....theyre so gorgeous.....i want to put on jazz records for them...i want to play with them....i want to build those blue beetle guys a doll house and put them in it and officiate their weddings......oogh......i feel i wudnt want roaches unless i did the composting thing? This also reminds me. I wonder if i cud do a worm bin with like native earthworms rather than the euroupean ones......but i may still end up w a fishy bc i love them. My cat love them......but if i find a bunch of local isopods i may consider keeping some im dead ass....plus if i move i cud set them free bc theyre native. Triops r cute too....Ty for yr responze. Sry abt urticating hairs i hope they dont make u sneeze. Also whats yr opinion on mantis pets they feel like hard to keep arnd indoors like pitcher plants or something

You totally can do a worm bin for composting! In fact it’s like, almost necessary. I mean, as far as finding local ones it’s def easier and cheaper too, plus if the compost goes in your yard the cycle is complete 😌

The blue tarantulas are my absolute fav. They’re so cute, so fun and easy. So long as you do your research and know what you’re doing! They’re not crazy expensive as slings either and fairly easy to find— maybe not at pet smart but if there’s any sort of weird pet shop around, chances are they sell at the very least GBBs and some brachys or grammastolas, which aren’t as fun but as I mentioned the Brazilian black is a very hardy and chill spider. They do get pretty big tho and are terrestrial more than fossorial, so you’ll see them more often than not.

Good luck with the fish! They are very fun! My work keeps some large discus and we get to feed them straight up meat. It’s a big beautiful tank with plants above it, and we also have a palladarium with frogs and geckos and little guppies in the water portion. I love feeding all of them.

The pods are a great, cheap and easy thing to do in addition to the fish tank as well! And like you said, if you realize it’s not for you, dump their asses outside. I had a potted plant that I brought in for winter that had a ton of isopods and millipedes. When I left it outside it was full of lynx and jumping spiders too, but I set them loose so they wouldn’t explore my house. The pot was large enough that the isopods couldn’t escape and since I was feeding them regularly, the plants got a ton of nutrients and would bloom like crazy year round. Come spring I just set it outside!

I get the roaches, I just am contractually obligated to attempt a sell. I’m they’re only advocate 🥺 I get it tho like whenever I do get bit by something my instinct is to kill it or shake it lol

I’ve kept mantids before and they’re very finicky. I think I didn’t give mine enough space, plus the ones I had didn’t live super long (but it’s bc I was breeding them lol). Depending on species they do well in large, moist, naturalistic set ups, and have a voracious appetite so you’ll have to go buy appropriately sized feeders for them. You can usually follow the abdomen rule of feeding them whatever size their butts are, and if they don’t take it, offering softer bodied, smaller options.

[supervisormeero]

Five things you enjoyed writing the most?

And, more random one- five favourite birds? (If that's too many birds I will accept a smaller number lol)

NO NO I WILL TALK ABOUT BIRDS ALL DAY! Birds first:

1. Blue jays. They’re beautiful, and smart, and their feathers are the best color, and they swoop in for peanuts the second you set them out. They imitate hawks to trick other birds into flying away from feeders, which is maybe an assholish thing to do, but they’re so smart.

2. Crows. They’re beautiful, they’re intelligent, they play pranks on each other and hold “funerals” and are absolutely not deserving of the hate they get.

3. Chickadees. They’re cute, they’re friendly, and they’ll eat seed out of your hand just because they’re curious and trusting.

4. Sandhill cranes. They’re so regal and graceful. They mate for life and return to the same places every year after they migrate. Also, it’s obvious when they’ve come back in the spring because the noise they make is SO loud and distinctive.

5. Red-bellied woodpeckers. They’re just funny. One of them tries to eat from my parents’ window feeder but that feeder isn’t set up for woodpeckers, so he hangs awkwardly off of the bottom of it and has to crane his neck to reach for a peanut. He gets it after a few tries.

Okay, now five things I’ve most enjoyed writing:

1. Syril and Dedra getting together in Frictious. I just love how unrefined it is. Dedra’s not wearing her uniform, Syril’s in his pajamas, she’s there to apologize but also not to apologize because she would never stoop so low. It’s intentionally messy because these two are so pristine, and I had a great time writing it.

2. Eedy and Dedra’s conversation in Consequences. That fic never really took off the way I’d hoped, probably because it was too lengthy and I wrote it too late to capitalize on the “Dedra meets Eedy” momentum. Seriously, though, I do think there’s more to Eedy Karn than meets the eye. It’s fun to write her as a nagging, harsh thorn in Syril’s side, but I have to wonder if she’d see Dedra and think of how much she has to lose if she falls for the wrong person. If it’d cause Eedy to reflect on much she, herself, “lost” when Syril’s father left. I do think she would treat Dedra differently than Syril because she’d respect her, whereas Syril is always falling short of her expectations.

3. Dedra watching Syril sleep in To Live By Nightfall and Die By Dawn. She simply doesn’t get him, emotionally. They’re across the galaxy from each other when it comes to affection, intimacy, and openness. Nonetheless, she’s transfixed by him - he’s a problem she can’t solve, and she hates being unable to put him right or eliminate him. She doesn’t understand why he loves her, and she doesn’t understand love, and she doesn’t understand vulnerability even though he’s the only person who’s seen her be absolutely vulnerable and chosen her even when she’s at her lowest point. I’m also admittedly super weak for her wearing his robe and sitting at his table to work. The domesticity!

4. Their wedding in Imperial Matrimony. Mostly because I love their vows, and Mosk as their witness, and the kiss. But also because I love Dedra slowly grasping the severity and extent of her plan… marrying someone to ensure their unrelenting loyalty is still marrying them, and that doesn’t really hit her until she’s standing at the altar.

5. Dedra’s “I love you” in Imperial Matrimony. I personally believe she’s capable of saying the words, but she’s not connected enough to her emotions to be cognizant of whether she means them. When she tells Syril she loves him, she’s trying to protect herself and the operation she’s about to embark on. But it also sort of rips her apart to say it, which she hadn’t anticipated. In her way and in that fic, at least, I do think she loves him. Never more than her duty and standing, of course, but she’s at least fond of his presence and would rather he stay than go.

Ask me my Top 5 or Top 10 anything!