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#my art#blood#cigarette#tfw you pushed through something absolutely painful but didn’t quite let yourself feel it#because that’s how you were trained#ignore it so that you finish#fall apart later#but later never comes does it#it just stays there like blood on your hands and seeping around your fingernails#so after it’s almost like an exaltation#the painful part is over#but nothing good ever comes out of it#it’s just not actively hurting anymore#how do you fix something like that
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The dog days are over.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.
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okay guys if nothing else you have to respect philip’s commitment to the bit
#yeah finale was good!#I might have more coherent thoughts later#anyway yayyyy!!!!!#I love him falling apart and to the last second trying to lie his ass off#you gotta respect the grind#toh#the owl house#the owl house spoilers#also That Animation?????#YES?????????#watching and dreaming#toh spoilers#live kirbert reaction#1k#geez louise#(positive)#2k#3k
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Me when chapter 4 was so nice that I must go back to my roots and edit the prologue so I can be who I am but then also pretend I'm totally normal 😋
#delete later#I won't lie I think when I started I really had no clue what I was doing because the prologue is just something else#This truly was my crown of ashes and flames we have more choices in the prologue who would've thought#Me when my life falls apart so I must torture my kid too /j#And yes its the ugly sugarcube default theme I'm dying
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posting my incorrect opinions @ night when nobody can see them
#my art#nightmare sans#dream sans#dreamtale#utmv#abuse tw#i think these r their internal dialogues i think this aspect of tgem coexists with their evil visage & good visage#like the mental equivalent of taking a bra off when u get home#theyre evil/good to others then theyre alone or comfy & they fall apart#i dont. fully belife that tho. i still have to oeel them apart & also revisit their lore#this is judt what i think theyd do based on daydreaming abour them fir. 6 years. & inevitably losing the plot a little#be so super niceys to me olease ibwill literaly cry & curbstomp u if u dont#also. forfot to elaborate on nm seeking means to an end of his life & how it afects his ‘work’. more on that later#boy why you so kaywhyess
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Chuuya who doesn’t let himself want things because he has to put everyone and everything else first, who feels like his own wants shouldn’t matter because he has power so he needs to be responsible and prioritize those weaker than him.
Dazai who doesn’t let himself want anything because the moment he gains it he will lose it, who can’t handle opening himself up to that kind of pain and vulnerability because he’s been taught that that is a weakness.
Both Dazai and Chuuya whose experiences tell them that the moment they want, everything begins to go wrong and they’ll lose the things they care about.
#nakahara chuuya#dazai osamu#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bsd fifteen#bsd stormbringer#bsd dark era#skk#soukoku#I know we talk about how that line suits D a lot but it goes with C’s experiences too#he lets himself want to learn more about his past and he loses both the sheep and later the flags#D wants human connections and friends and then everything falls apart and his friends are gone#another connection between these two#meta#my meta#bsd analysis#my posts
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looking over the shots of the murder hut/the early mystery shack and noticing details like the unibear being in gift shop from the start and stan rolling out the bill carpet and later putting bill in the mystery shack sign himself
the wires/machinery/door not being changed yet but it seems like the vending machine was there since early on
#also 30 years later and the price only increased by 5 bucks#bless the no cops sign#mullet stan is going through it#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#mystery shack#stan eventually having to put up the employees only sign cos these yahoos keep walking into his living room#while normally i'd be acting like a feral dog over bill being in the mystery shack sign#i also know that bill wasn't decided on as the main villain until super late#oh meta knowledge spoiling my fun....#the carpet being on purpose tho cos its not in the storage room in the scene before#anyway now im just thinking about ford taking a crowbar to the sign soon after returning#i really wish there was an ep of ford reacting to the shack.... the moments in the journal isnt enough....#altho now im imagining that epilogue ep and tourists just arriving as usual cos time was stopped outside of town#and instead they find the place falling apart one confused old man and another one about to have a breakdown
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📻🧑🤝🧑🕷️- and they were childhood besties!
#radiodust#alastor#angel dust#alastor the radio demon#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#moulin rouge au#boy the more i keep spinning this au in my head the more i feel i have to explain#so heaven = nobility#and hell = lower class#you are born as one or the other but you can fall from grace. ascending is. well. you can marry but they wont really ever accept you yknow.#alastor fell later in life#angel was always there#a lot happens and despite growing apart somewhat they remain deeply important to each other and their lives are intertwined
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I really liked “I Saw The TV Glow” for a lot of reasons like the lighting and sound design and stuff
But I also really liked it because how similar I felt to it. Like you watch a show you love so much you want to Be In It and all you do is interact with That Show to the point where you start talking like it and you make everything you see like it because you don’t Know anything else
I really liked owens character because of how Stuck he is in his life. He says he doesn’t think about “that stuff” because it makes him feel gross so he doesnt. He takes a job at a place he doesn’t like and when it gets shut down he goes with the manager to the next place also doing a job he hates. When his parents die he lives in the same house he grew up in because he doesn’t want to leave. He had one friend and when she disappeared presumed dead he didn’t do anything but reminiscenced on his time with her and watching the show she helped him watch. You can also see how he starts taking care of himself less after his father died, in the last scenes of the movie he looks like he barely eats or drinks water, he doesn’t do anything but his job. “Years feel like seconds” because he isn’t doing anything of importance he lost everything that he looked forward too
He doesn’t talk above a normal speaking volume until he’s literally DYING and even after he apologizes still out of breath. He’s still dying then. No one responds to his apologies or responded to him when he was screaming
He gets a chance to leave and go with Maddie to The Pink Opaque and he gets scared, he gets a chance to leave with her when he was younger and he gets scared. He’s so unhappy with his life but he doesn’t want to change it because he doesn’t know what else to do
#yeah this movie totally didn’t resonate with me at all#haha#fuck#also he didn’t say anything or really try to wxplore not being a guy except that one time he wore a dress with Maddie. he didn’t even bring#it up with his parents but they made little comments that made him scared. so for the rest of his life he didn’t think about it he tried to#hide how he felt his entire life about everything because he didn’t Want to live his life. he was happy while watching The Pink Opaque so#everything else felt like he was waiting to get back to it#when he rewatched it years later it didn’t feel the same and that’s when he started falling apart. you could see his ribs when he was on th#ground in one of the last scenes his inhaler didn’t work he didn’t do anything to try and get help or get out of it#uhhhhh do I tag the movie#I think I will I liked writing this#I wanna talk about it more but idk How rn#i saw the tv glow#woo hoo!!#the feeling this movie gave is one that got me to start making dextrine and stuff. I don’t want to say too much and spoil it but it’s simil#similar ((:
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yaz and jack drive me insane. not in the ship way, but jack, never flirting with yaz but immediately taking her under his wing. jack, who never told torchwood anything, just casually inviting yaz to see his hometown, where he lost his brother. jack, who knows that the doctor leaving yaz is inevitable, counselling her on how its worth it, and essentially making future plans. jack, who picked how yaz felt immediately, even when the Doctor and yaz didn't. jack and yaz's conversation paralleling yaz and Dan's, 1 and 4 years later. i feel like they're a v underrated dynamic.
#this is again. not shippy#doctor who#yasmin khan#jack harkness#my epilogue for yaz is just#she gets home#falls apart#3 days later jack is on her doorstep like#want to do something explosive#also gwen is there because she deserve to be#halfway through her second adventure with jack#yaz gets kidnapped by clara but thats a different story#chaotic quasi sibling duo
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Watching Awakening Parts 4 & 5 is mostly just me waiting for my favorite failwoman to have a bazooka-assisted meltdown on national TV
#gargoyles#disney's gargoyles#this whole exchange is flippin' incredible#girl you went from 0 to 60 in 0.3 seconds#she was happy for like… what… an hour? before it all started falling apart#for someone who’s been alive for so long you think she’d’ve learned some patience and subtlety#but no all she really knows is how to betray first and not ask questions later#anyway I can't do justice to her and all her character flaws in these tags but she's incredible and tragic and complex and I love her#demona
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revamped looong mermaid orufrey au :')
#witch hat tag#orufrey#partial nudity /#about half of it is new the other half is redrawn from last year. Why would you rescribble some scribbles. Well it was bad.#i always underestimate how much i've improved in a year last may was questionable. also it's not even may any more so why mermaids now.#sorry if you remember this but at least half is new story. i'll just paste more explanation from twt....#first qifrey was cursed by EVIL WITCH eye taken and thrown into the sea#memory-less. then kind little witch boy oru found him on the beach & they became friends#they drifted apart after falling for each other bc qif knew he could never be with him.#oru walked on the beach every day for years hoping to see him again until so desperate he goes into the sea (on a ship?) & is dying#qifrey saved him with a kiss. they got closer &oru swore to find a way to save him that wasnt dangerous but qif knew hed need a dark witch.#(that witch was probably the one who cursed him..just toying with him...) in with the spell oru DOES forget him for real#even tho he needs to give Kiss Of True Love before qif turns totally blind for qif to stay human for good or become seafoam. but oru someho#the oldest magic is love..the ability to break through the curses of loneliness and despair. qif already did that for him#so oru was able to do it back later. he fell in love with him again..but also realised it was obviously him....well anyway......#originally the 'finding oru stranded like that guy in the little mermaid' was a separate au but it still makes sense to combine them#i dont want them to have not met in childhood...thats the orufrey thing....#im going to work on Proper drawings next instead of silly comics as usual....
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you know, I’ve been… remembering things, little things so clearly. you used to read to me when I was little, I mean- really little, from that old classics illustrated comic book, you remember that? knights of the round table. and all king arthur’s knights- and they were all on the quest for the holy grail, and I remember looking at this picture of sir galahad and- and he was kneeling, and... and light streaming over his face, and I remember thinking, I could never go on a quest like that. because... I’m not- clean. I mean, I was just a little kid. you think maybe I knew? I mean, deep down that… I had demon blood in me and about the evil of it and that I wasn’t pure?
#had to rewatch + transcribe for fic reasons#honestly one of the best monologues of the show#up there with dean's I didn't deserve what he put on me speech#it's so good#it's so fucking sad#he's not clean!!#he was just a little kid!!!#and deep down he knew that he wasn't pure!!!!!#and it doesn't matter anymore because these trials they're purifying him <3 <3 <<3#best thing about the later seasons is sam going insane#hallucinating lucifer and falling apart over the trials and the fucked up angel possession my beloved <3#spn#supernatural#sam winchester
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HI I need ALL OF YOU to be normal about how Sun is acting in Help Wanted 2 and not jump to conclusions can you all do this for me can you please just think please even Cassie said she had a wonderful time at the Daycare he wouldn't do this to kids he's just being a petty bitch (affectionate) because you're a worker i beg you don't be pissy about it i swear
#fnaf#help wanted 2#help wanted 2 spoilers#hw2#daycare attendant#fnaf sun#fnaf dca#hw2 spoilers#HE CAN'T HANDLE YOUR ADULT UNCULTURED ASS I'M SOBBING WHEEZING THROWING UP#random squeak#also consider#hw 2 is before ruin but right after security breach#seeing how chica roxy music man AND sun/moon are already dirty to begin with plus in later levels they become their shattered selfs#and how every location later looks like an utter mess#i can't blame sun for his lack of patience when... well#EVERYTHING IS LITERALLY FALLING APART AROUND HIM AND HE'S STUCK PLAYING AROUND WITH YOU#and his perfectionist ass is understanding with children it's probably in his program#but he doesn't have to put up with an employee#why should he
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cannot stop thinking about loguetown shuggy and im not talking post-execution shuggy. loguetown shuggy as in the two-year gap between reaching raftel and roger's execution. like that was it!!! that was the universe giving their chance to be together!!! to get it right!!!! except they were what? 14? 15? so of course they got it wrong!!!! of course they fucked it up, and now they've spent decades apart and buggy's got a good thing going with crocodile and mihawk and shanks is finally ready to claim the one piece or whatever and the last time they properly talked was at their captain's son's execution. funny how the only thing that seems to bring them together is death
#we do not talk about that two year gap enough#do you think they got an apartment tgther? do you think they got jobs?#do you think buggy picked up work in like a quiet bookshop and shanks picked up work by the docks?#do you think they woke up tgther and argued about who had to make breakfast? do you think they picked out furniture tgther?#do you think it was sickeningly domestic? and when the breakup happened did they pack up their stuff in silence?#did they wake up wondering where the other was for weeks after the breakup? did they find each other's clothes mixed up in theirs?#save me loguetown!shuggy save me#cannot stop thinking about the universe's shitty timing. oh if only you gave it to them later in life#if only they were old enough to understand what they had and what they could lose if they gave it up#but yknow what they say. this is a very old story. somebody has to leave first#and yknow what they say about tragedies. they're set in stone. they were going to fall apart anyway#shuggy#akagami no shanks#buggy the clown#op
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Becoming deeply radicalized against the idea of crewed Mars missions, y'know how the Rovers keep sending back better and better data what if instead of that we made an even bigger one and devoted nearly 90% of its capacity to holding a guy in a bubble on top of it instead of sending back useful data, but wait! They'll eliminate like a half hour of latency and also almost certainly contaminate the landing site and possibly the entire planet, so it's not all downside.
#At least in the near term it's fucking pointless and the downsides are very large and very big#Quite frankly it is extraordinarily likely that the first people to arrive at mars will do so dead#Because they will have been sent by fucking idiots willing to take too large risks#But the good news is that the wreck will spread across and contaminate huge amounts of the martian biosphere#To the point that we will quite possibly never be able to discern the history of life on mars#But if they live at least they'll get to slightly reduce the latency on our telerobotic fleet!#And travel home with the samples I guess#Good thing Percy's tagging and bagging rocks that we just canceled the return trips for#At least once we fuck up the rest of the planet those will be sterile#Kinda still excited about Aritimis but also kinda becoming anti-human spaceflight in general#We should consider not doing that for a while and at most focus specifically on living on the moon in a controlled and limited fashion#Ground the whole fucking commercial fleet who gives a shit those capsules are both gonna get someone killed sooner rather than later#And it's not like we're learning a whole lot by having people on hand up there#They spend most of their time trying to keep the machines from falling apart#Which is the main thing people would be doing for three continuous years on the shortest possible mars mission#Like you could send a dozen rovers for the price of one crewed mission both mass and money-wise#And that's probably a lowball estimate even assuming more and more advances in rover technology#Which are happening a lot faster than the advances in life support technology#Right now we do not even have enough functioning space capsules at our low earth orbit space station#Starship HLS is a fucking joke#The whole thing reeks let's just stop sending people into space for a while what were we really getting out of it
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