#ezzy rambles

[ezzydean]

🎵 !

Send me a��“♫” and I will put my music on shuffle and give you a 5 song playlist (As a fun bonus I will pick one of my various playlists and give you a mini-playlist from it!)

your mini-playlist is from my full playlist: creature of habit

Make A Move - Icon For Hire

I Want It All - Queen

Born For This - The Score

Queen of Mean - Sarah Jeffery

Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time - Panic! At The Disco

this is my Peter Hale inspired playlist. i have no other explanations than that. you may ask questions, the answers will most probably not be anything you are looking for by way of an explanation. that is all.

[transtisms]

the idea of social contagion has done irreparable damage to the average person’s ability to deal with trans people. By perpetuating the idea that being around trans people convinces MORE people to be trans, you make transness seem like a disease that must be stamped out.

On a smaller level, the amount of transphobic microaggressions that are predicated on this idea is insane. It’s an idea perpetuated even by people I know who would consider themselves to be allies and it gets so exhausting to deal with.

“Can’t anyone just be a lesbian/gay anymore?”

“Why are so many of your friends trans, is no one cis?”

and other such statements are unfortunately common

[ezzydean]

i know more about one of my closest friends right now than anyone else knows about him. because i don't care. not in a 'i don't care about you as a person' way. but i don't care. your past? it happened. who you are now? it's who you are. he's told me so much about what he's gone through that he hasn't ever told a single other person and one day he was like "I don't know why I want to tell you this stuff and you never ask to hear it but I want you to know these things about me, about why and how I am like this."

he wants to tell me because i don't ask. i don't care. it's not my right to know his story. it's not my business. he is who is he is and if he wants to tell me about that, great. if not? also great.

i have so many people in my life who are comfortable around me and tell me that they're just 'not like this around other people' and i think it's because i don't care that much. they're weird. they tell bad jokes. they like to sing songs to themselves as they work. they can be silly and strange and it's okay.

one motto we had in my kitchen at work was "i don't judge. i may question but i don't judge.' it's not always easy to do because we are raised to judge it seems. but when you can stop judging and just exist? let me tell you. it's amazing.

Can't express how stress free being open minded is.

Some lesbians use he/him? Oh cool.

Some people have people inside their head and sometimes it's fictional chars? Sick your brains like a pirate ship they're all working to run.

Some people like being treated like a pet dog? Bark bark bro.

Being fat isn't unhealthy but a perfectly normal type of body to have? Kinda beautiful how different we can all be.

Something doesn't make any fucking sense? Cool an opportunity to learn. And even if I can't figure it out it's cool we still have mysteries today.

[neglectedneuron]

I wanna completely re-theme my blog but I don’t know what the theme should be. feel free to send me asks or reply w/ suggestions cuz I need that. Anyway. skips away to pinterest for inspo

[enchantedsword]

i think one of my favorite headcanons in the fandom is that mask/time was such a jealous shit of a child during the war of eras and lowkey still is as adult but way more embarrassed about how he acted. also that he has the protectiveness that a child has of their parent. i even have a concept fic titled "adopted son hates new bf" . anyway i need to write more of the two of them. maybe some warriors and twilight early in the journey and something something twilight is kinda jealous and confused of the relationship between them its just

twilight: is jealous of the parent child relationship they have becuase hes times descendent and wants a relationship like that

wind: you know thats not how it is right

warriors pointing at time: thats my son

time being a little shit points at both warriors and wind: thats my mom and thats my older brother

twilight: even more confused then before

[destinedhope]

so many of my au ideas/outlines are just me spreading my pretty princess warriors agenda. this was inspired by seeing all the royalty!legend headcanons and the headcanon hes lowkey wary of warriors due to his timeline killing any males born into the family. i seen those and i thought but wouldnt it be funny if warriors was royalty but never mentions it cause he doesnt want to be treated any differently. the killing of any male born royalty having been outlawed shortly after the timelines merged and is seen as a dark point in history. i have many and i mean many aus where this is a baseline, i just love the potential it has for angst on a lot of parts, and the humor it could bring to the table in different ways to reveal it.

but no seriously most of my aus use this unfortunately. i have twin sister artemis, big sister by a few years artemis, older then she looks mama artemis, oops i accidentally adopted my captain, hero of warriors and forgot to tell him artemis, and also could be a combo of any of these lost princess and no one knows until the last minute.i am determined to spread the pretty princess warriors agenda

part 3 of headcanons is in the works its just gonna take a bit longer

[agoodcupoftea]

I was watching some sketchbook tours and the- the artist sneezed twice and then said "yeah uh if any sneeze fetishists are watching this vid enjoy 😉"

It sounded SO GOOD too 😳😳

[srk8t]

idk jf this makes sense but if lloyrumi was wlw i think it'll be THE toxic yuri kinda dynamic except its het... im wording this super wrong im sure but for some reason their dynamic always interests me. clarification, i do NOT ship lloyrumi and NEVER WILL. this is more of like, enjoying the dynamics these two have as a whole

[maybeimamuppet]

okay i gotta ask: why on earth did u and ur friends wish u had to wear a uniform for school? fjdhdjdjd

i’m going to use this as an opportunity to rant about school uniforms sorry rbehhdbd anyway

i went to an all girls school and our uniforms were actual hell. the shorts were always made with a cut in mind for boys (no hip room and a lotta room in the crotch) and the winter uniforms were thinner than the summer ones and were literally see-through (yikes) and the seams would always split in the armpit areas which was also not great plus the texture of the senior skirt was so evil on my sensory issues i hated it.

anyway sorry for that i’m curious what ur perspective on uniforms was.

(this is all btw not an attack on u i just can’t comprehend wanting school uniforms as i had to live with them)

hello friend

so

i went to school and live in the midwestern us which is v similar and my state especially is v similar to like. the us south to a certain extent (pls don’t come for me actual southerners lol) which is just to say people here are often very religious (christian) and looooove to put that on other people when they can especially children

so my schools all had p wild dress codes and even that for our state was pretty tame. shorts and skirts couldn’t be shorter than your fingertips at your sides even if you wore tights or leggings underneath (like. pants. even if you wore pants you still couldn’t wear them.) shirt sleeves had to be your whole hand wide and if they dipped too low into your chest (basically if they went past your collarbone) they also weren’t allowed. no flip flops or other open toed shoes. no heels. pants had to pull away from your legs a fingers width worth.

i got dress coded before i even hit puberty because i wore pants i had slightly outgrown that were too tight one day and you could see my panties through them by a teacher i didn’t even have or know and i was hysterical for the rest of the day bc i was so ashamed

the rules were also much more strictly enforced if you had curves at all. i was luckily for my sake very thin at the time but if you had any kind of hips or chest at all you just got busted all the time

i and most girls in my grade eventually just resorted to wearing baggy t-shirts and either leggings or jeans every day because there was literally nothing else we could wear. for me that was fine bc i care abt nothing except comfort and kind of liked it but for a lot of other girls in my grade thag was not the vibe we wanted

and by the time we were in eighth grade we were just like “if they’re gonna give us so many rules about how to dress to the point where we can’t even ✨express ourselves✨ the way they’re wanting why don’t they just give us a uniform we can wear and not worry about getting busted bc i forgot a cardigan to wear over this top that has the slightest shape to it or some shit”

like the rules were so bananas and so unfair and in place for such horseshit reasons that we just wanted to be done with it and have a uniform for less stress getting dressed in the morning honestly

we definitely wanted quality ones tho that sounds rough and i’m sorry you had to deal with that

[valleynix]

i have plans with Lunatic >:3

(spoilers have been marked out of your convenience and sanity 🫶)

[ezzydean]

♫!

Send me a “♫” and I will put my music on shuffle and give you a 5 song playlist (As a fun bonus I will pick one of my various playlists and give you a mini-playlist from it!)

Here is your mini-playlist from my full playlist: 2am sucks balls

Disney Villains Medley - Peter Hollens & Whitney Avalon

Famous Friends - Chris Young & Kane Brown

The Final Countdown - PocketsUke

Know One - Andy Black

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

fun fact. this is the playlist i made while on vacation at Yellowstone knowing i was coming back to work and being made to work almost 2 weeks of 2AM-11AM shifts. this playlist was made with the intention of being able to be played at work in the kitchen (hence the lack of explicit songs) and with the intention of making people wonder what was wrong with me and making the fact that i was being forced to come in for BS hours for a BS reason everyone else's problem.

[transtisms]

I've been reading a lot of essays, and working on collecting essay collections as books, because I want to write things like that. I have so many ideas and opinions on things but organizing them seems like an impossible and insurmountable feat. My thoughts move like white river rapids and trying to catch a single thought would result in my raft collapsing entirely. Sometimes they feel more like a big pulsing ball of twine, and trying to unravel one thought from another results in a tangled mess of knots and fraying threads. And then other times, they are just colors. Wordless and soundless and rushing through my mind at speeds that are not street legal, these thoughts are the ones I am the most desperate to share. They are also the most difficult to translate. These descriptions sound like figurative language, but when my thoughts feel this way I genuinely see them in my mind as I've described. They look like that inside my head. It looks like that inside my head. Sometimes it's so intense I can barely contain it, and the people around me begin to get translated into shapes and colors in my mind. A head turning into a bright blue triangle, an eye swirling into an orange sphere floating off of the face. Only in my mental visualizations, but it often feels like they are going to explode outwards and turn my loved ones into these abstract depictions in real life.

[ratsarearriving]

love it when i'm hyperfixating on my own characters because you'd think that'd make it easier to write but no all my brain wants to do is rotate these little gay people around in my head like rotisserie chickens. like bro please i'm trying to write a book here and its just like no fuck you no write only hyperfixate

[neglectedneuron]

i just realized im drinking coffee at 8pm with no plans to stay up. Its just that its so warm and cozy and i like to have it. so why only have it in the daytime if its so warm and cozy. and why would i have decaf what am i. a grandma

also caffeine doesn't seem to terribly affect my sleep schedule. nothing does really except poor willpower and my cellphone

[enchantedsword]

i should make warriors a boyfriend, one taller then him and could lift him with one hand, who could be the strong one so warriors doesnt have to be for once

[destinedhope]

im begging anyone who does lmk edits and knows epic the musical(because i am talentless) to please please make a shadowpeach edit but with sun wukong singing Penelopes parts, he his the one thats been waiting on a mountain for 100s of years, and macaque did technically come back different, please im so desperate