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#idk wtf this could be#expressing myself????#yeah.#i think so.#maaan#PLEASE PLEae pleasePLEASE PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASEEE PLEASE#FUCCCKKKKH !!!!!!!
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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āPart 8: A Dark, Long Nightā will start on November 22nd, 1PM ET
Shadowpeach Bio Parent AU (PREV / FIRST / NEXT
#that was a lot of panels#how much emotions can i put in one macaque expression I asked myself#have fun screaming at the void :D#my art#kyri45#comic#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid fanart#lmk season 5#lmk shadowpeach#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#shadowpeach bio parents au#lmk mk#lmk qi xiaotian#monkey mk#monkey qi xiaotian#lmk art
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#house Md#gregory house#hugh laurie#I think about this ābout once a day#at first I thought his expression in the first image was like Mary in a pieta but actually itās nearly identical to the faces of the women#in the Last Day of Pompeii by Bryullov like no joke#edit: oughta Pat myself on the back. fooled half of ya apparently
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happy solvermas
#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas#quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on#v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene#implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship#and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever#im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it#but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months#i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now#been a long time since i've felt that#turns out the āstop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jistā approach wo#ks#something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas#it is taking. All of my restraint right now#to not be So Mean to all of you#You Don't Even Know#I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#murder drones cyn#i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts#oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way#the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i canāt show it to him bc itās basically my personal diary he went āoh so I canāt see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??ā he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#Itās just so different#even though itās public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head Iām also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts Iād feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. Iām not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile Iāll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. Iām already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. itās so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& Iāve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc Iām surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least itās hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and Iām part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#itās nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and itās low stress and people get me#I donāt have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. itās just nice to have this#so idk thatās why I think Iāll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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i wanted to try doing more expressions with jax/gangle
#my art#the amazing digital circus#tadc gangle#tadc jax#ribbun#i for some reason got worried i made jax do the same face (angry eyebrows) so i had to prove myself that i can make him do something else#let me know what expression yall like (even if it might be hard to point out)
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Genius Society š¤š¤
Just the dudes by themselves below bc why not lol
#honkai star rail#screwllum#herta#ruan mei#my art#Finally got myself out of artblock woohoo!#I really liked how this turned out after how much I kept struggling with the lineart and anatomy <u<#Anyways this was pretty fun so I'm planning on doing another one with the Astral Express Masked Fools and Stellaron Hunters huehehu#Fixed Ruan Mei's eyes! ... hopefully
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do you get dĆ©jĆ vu?
#iām fucking killing myselfā¦ā¦.its the same expression#and also the same fate :(#this hit me out of fucking nowhere and it felt like a knife just twisted into my gut#bungou stray dogs beast#bungou stray dogs#bsd
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an extremely normal heart to heart between two very mentally stable fellas.
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#in stars and time#isat#poorly drawn isat#isat siffrin#isat king#isat spoilers#isat act 5 spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#thought of this comic a bit ago and then proceeded to put it off for like 3 days straight bc i didnt. want to draw the king.#me reminding myself this is a poorly drawn blog while i try to draw that old man legibly.#originally sif was gonna be smiling in the last panel but i decided them retaining the same exact expression was way funnier.#i think abt the counter thing all the time btw. hysterical. knocked me completely on my ass when it happened.
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morning glory
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#i cant even bring myself 2 b salty about No Megu part 4546768 bc oh my GOD#YUUJI RLY OUT HERE LOOKIN LIKE FALLEN ANGEL ALEXANDER CABANEL 1847 GEGE AKUTAMI THE ARTIST U ARE#we're so blessed we're so lucky this panel is ART i ran 2 open csp the moment i saw it#SO many s tier yuuji panels this chapter tbh but this. i dont think ill ever b over it#god im giddy im fangirling a little bit looking at it#i don't talk enough abt how Good of an artist gege is his expressions r masterful#it's incredible how much emotion he packs into stares n glances n gazes#and ESPECIALLY with yuuji there is so much weight and emotion and intensity in his eyes in every gd panel#king legend visionary etc etc etc does this man EVER turn it off ????#i honestly dont think i did the original panel justice its That good his gaze is That chilling#but i certainly tried my best :'> sampled colours directly from th fallen angel painting itself n it made the blues pop rly well#anyway if im sukuna im crawling back 2 him hands and knees give him back his boyfriend hes not here 2 play anymore FGHFGJSD
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Begging swifties to understand that Taylor didnāt write reputation and Lover with the knowledge of how the relationship was going to end and that trying to āexcavateā those albums for evidence to prove a specific theory as to why it ended is not how they should be viewed. Taylor wrote those songs feeling a very specific way because thatās what she was experiencing and she is now reflecting on them with hindsight and relates to them differently than when she first created them. These conflicting emotions can exist; how she views it now doesnāt diminish how she felt about it when she first released it.
#taylor swift#donāt know if Iām expressing myself as properly and as articulate as Iād like#but both of the emotions sheās feeling about the songs can coexist#like little lover can still be a love song thatās what it was for her for a while#but she can also look back and say āoh maybe this wasnāt the bestā but it doesnāt void what it was originally#like I keep seeing things like oh she wrote this lyric in lover about him not showing up and itās like no thatās not right#like yes you can see her underlying anxieties and fears in those songs because she was open about them#it doesnāt mean she predicted how it would end#there was a point in time where she thought this man was the one and would write about feeling that way
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I hate myself.
I hate my face.
I hate my eyes.
I hate my ears.
I hate my nose.
I hate my mouth.
I hate my lips.
I hate my hair.
I hate my neck.
I hate my shoulders.
I hate my chest.
I hate my back.
I hate my belly.
I hate my hips.
I hate my arms.
I hate my hands.
I hate my fingers.
I hate my skin.
I hate my crotch.
I hate my thighs.
I hate my knees.
I hate my legs.
I hate my feet.
I hate my ankles.
I hate my toes.
I hate my smile.
I hate my laugh.
I hate my scars.
I hate my stretch marks.
I hate my bones.
I hate my body hair.
I hate my voice.
I hate my mind.
I hate my thoughts.
I hate my dysphoria.
I hate my depression.
I hate my anxiety.
I hate my eating disorders.
I hate my trauma.
I hate my nightmares.
I hate my past.
I hate my memories.
I hate my childhood.
I hate my adolescence.
I hate my adulthood.
I hate my existence.
I hate my life.
I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...
#dear diary#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough#i have no words to express how much disgust i have for myself...#i just hate myself#tw
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#this is stupid but whatever lol#one day i will post something serious but today is not that day#gravity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#digital art#incorrect quotes#i changed it up a bit#my stuff#i wasn't sure if i was going to post this one at all#because i made it mostly for myself as practice for facial expressions and body language and stuff#because i'm still so out of my comfort zone with this kinda art style#but then i thought eh why not haha
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every time i open my copy of amulet of samarkand i am forced to remember that uh
as a child i loved this book so much i started EATING THE PAGES
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