#existential something

[im-not-okaye]

I just watched In The Mouth of Madness. My brain feels like a playdough sculpture of castle gray skull. Like someone went at my skull with a chisel and just split it open. What the fuck did I watch, and why do I have the overwhelming urge to watch it again?

[jonsrolling]

i have about 10 missing assignments i need to do bc my procrastination is kicking my ass rn and i don’t ever reflect on that fact until past 11pm but also the melatonin is calling for me and i love to sleep‼️

[returnsandreturns]

i SCREAMED when i heard andy beshear come after jd vance for pretending to be from appalachia. a dem capable of pulling kentucky of all places is a strategic fucking vice president pick.

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[knifearo]

being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one

[watmalik]

Poolverine out of context…either they have a pain kink or they just like getting tied up…or both? Let’s do both.

[zephyrartz-owo]

Mental Health Tip! Don't skip meals lest you be fighting demons

[otaku553]

Procrastination doodles of sabo for the king sabo au :)

[mumblesplash]

i always imagine scar as having scar tissue on the side of his face that pulls the edge of his mouth up slightly. not enough to look strained or uncanny, not enough to even realize that's what's happening unless you've spent a lot of time around him, but just enough so that it looks like he's constantly, always smirking a little bit

oh man so see this is Interesting, bc you honestly don’t need the scar tissue to even pull much to get this effect, just giving him a lip scar in the right place would make it look like he’s always slightly smiling

^tried to show what i mean here, literally nothing else about his expression is different between the two images, just that one tiny mouth scar

(imo a bigger scar there would actually affect his expression LESS than this, because eventually your brain goes ‘oh that’s not part of his mouth that’s something else’ and doesn’t register it as much)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"See you tomorrow"

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]

[lonicera-edulis]

[im-not-okaye]

Is there any evidence that anything we do really exists? What if dreaming was the real world and this one was us sleeping?

Meaning according to my hypothesis, the dragon i befriended last night while I was "asleep" was indeed real, and you saying "get over it, it was just a dream" was the real dream.

Get dream zoned punk.

[theminecraftbee]

i deeply enjoy that the frozen citadel, giant intimidating castle of decked out, designed to be as intimidating as possible, symbol of the terrible things within. that frozen citadel. it will now forever have a pink sheep named poof who doesn't know what the ground is dangling from it. it's like a metaphor for tango and zedaph. i think.

[edwinisms]

you ever think about how edwin got like. no warning, no time time to process, nothing, when he reappeared on earth faced with the fact that virtually everyone he knew in life is dead. his parents? probably died in the 1950s or so (at best) almost forty years prior to edwin’s return. if any of his classmates were still around, they’d have been elderly, possibly senile, and in a few years they’d all be gone– except, of course, edwin. nothing looks the same, cars look like spaceships, there actually are spaceships, he can no longer see the stars, and everyone he knew is dead.

[picaroroboto]

actually i lied the real crowning moment of Endwalker is the final Zenos battle. because what could be better than defeating the embodiment of despair in a battle to prove the worth of existence, literally the highest stakes possible, and then turning around and fighting your rival. not to save the world or because anyone asked you to but just because you want to. because it's fun.

Fighting just for the sake of fighting - because you can, because you find it fun and meaningful, because it's part of who you are. Adventuring just for the sake of adventuring, living for the sake of living.

[oldbutchdaniel]

what i need is for daniel to realize at different points that his past/present/future relationship with armand is EXACTLY like the parts of louis' and lestat's relationship he mocked the most. ie "is THIS the fucked up gothic romance?" "are WE the whiny existential queens?" he doesn't have to do this out loud but i want his relationship with armand to be so disgusting and hot and terrible that he reaches brief moments of clarity. and i'll be able to tell he's thinking it just based on the look in his eyes