#exhilarating times
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Didn't you get bullied for AdJaCeNcY 😭
bestie i got death threats, i got put on a LIST of evildoers for daring to let my mutuals exist and have fun while i mind my business, and all those years ago richard siken could've solved that with today's tweets. peace and love on planet earth
#idk which part is crazier in hindsight#the deancr*ts who were screenshotting my posts and passing them around and sending anon hate#the antis who saw that i didn't care what my friends ship and told me to die and go to hell#or the people who outright lied about my character lmao#exhilarating times#anonymous#letterbox
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even though he seems to have objections about the vampiric diet, really it feels like he's playing it up, acting in line with the human morals he's "supposed" to have (killing & eating people is wrong)
of course there's nothing he could really do about it, but daniel literally sits there and watches a guy get escorted off to be lunch for armand and only has some short jabs about it in response
he's even curious about it all, another thing he can add to his book
really, his priority is always his book and his own life. i do wonder how he would've reacted to someone being killed in front of him (since the fox seems to disturb him), but it's clear by the time he's speaking with louis in the finale he has no issue with taking lives to feed himself. imo it's something that was present and lurking within him for a long time before becoming a vampire
#lines up nicely with his book counterpart#hes excited by how easily vampires can kill and knowing that armand has just fed on someone#he wants to watch when armand goes out to hunt#he has to be forced into his own first kill and it upsets him only for a moment and then taking human lives becomes exhilarating#in his case i think its that before being turned he already considered himself halfway between living and dead for a long time anyway#“imagine killing like that just taking life any time you want it just doing it#sinking your teeth into another and taking all that that person can possibly give”#<- normal thoughts from a normal boy's head#iwtv#daniel molloy
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#wotedit#moiraine damodred#the wheel of time#I never learned how to colour dark scenes so this is what it is but I needed it in my virtual scrapbook#bc watching her stab the fade right in the jaw was so exhilarating that I actually cheered#anyway!! I love her and I have many thoughts and feelings about the whole thing#tv: the wheel of time#wot: s2
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Noah's voice is like when you're finally at that breaking point where the smallest, feather like movement of air will be all it takes for you to just absolutely fall over the edge, onto your knees, disintegrating into your feelings. His voice & those breathy vocal deliveries are that air, and I am on the floor, lying in the ashes of my emotions.
#bad omens#noah sebastian#bad omens cult#listen its been a minute since ive talked about all this but i just am overcome with a lot of emotions tonight#like when im listening to bad omens its like im holding my breath and exhaling in relief at the same time#that anticipation of a rollercoaster drop and exhilaration of the actual drop at the same time#like being inbetween two worlds at once and what the fuck just drown me in your siren song already jfc#anyway feeling a bit much tonight#🙃
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Doodles of the guys doing questionable things I did when I was ten.
#I used to hang out with guys a lot when I was nine and ten and can confidently say south park is very accurate in regard to how they act#at least in the earlier seasons#that 'asshole' trick was taught to me by a classmate when I was ten and I still think about it every time I see an 'ok' sign#also looking for dirty words in the dictionary was a highlight of 'quiet reading time'#looking back it wasn't even that funny but smth about seeing the word 'penis' or 'fuck' in a class setting was so exhilarating#btw I checked and ass fucker is not in the merrian webster dictionary#south park#fanart#south park fanart#my art#moth art
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formal request to the universe for a buddie edit to “what is this feeling” because you cannot tell me that it isn’t sooo them when eddie first joined the 118
#like please?#what is this feeling? so sudden and NEW#I felt the moment I LAID EYES ON YOU#???#that IS buck seeing eddie for the first time#and then#the strange EXHILARATION that comes from this sudden and new feeling??#does this feeling have a name? yes it’s called being gay for your hot new coworker#this song is so so flirty and it’s so so them#buddie#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie 911#911#wicked#what is this feeling#wicked x 911
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me: goddamn, I reviewed some fiction I wrote merely 4 months ago and it feels like it was written by a completely different person with way more life in them. the past months have been rough. I need to stop waiting around taking it easy, waiting for my energy to come back. I should just do the hard things I'm putting off
brain: like rereading and reviewing Nick Lane's dense book on the origin of unicellular life in hydrothermal vents
me: noooo anything but that
#rambl#absolutely exhilarating read but I missed too much technical detail to do it any justice in a recap/review#just. extraordinary though. if you want an ambitious nonfiction book tackling one of the most interesting open questions ever...#i read it january 2023 and knowing I should do a careful reread+liveblog been burdening me since#(i've been taking it really truly disgustingly easy because of neuroses about stressing myself out during early pregnancy)#(i don't regret this tack but it's time for something different. assuming I can force myself out of the low energy basin of doom)
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you had to be there when primadonna first released
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man i remember when my time at sandrock was still in development and there was some dev update introducing the town doctor character, fang, with his pretty delicate facial features and long shampoo-commercial hair, looking like every cliche of a "cold, reserved anime pretty boy" distilled
and then the update where they said they would make him romanceable/expand his backstory due to popular demand, and i rolled my eyes in utter disinterest at what looked like the same cardboard cutout love interest we've all seen a million times, cuz that is just not my bag, personally
and then i played the game and well fuck, so he's actually disabled due to deep childhood trauma, and you help him through his struggles to a place where it's less debilitating, learn he's extremely, passionately motivated to help others not suffer the way he did, and is in fact kind and awkward and a little bit of a dork
and oh no, whoops, i've tripped and fallen and married him
#my time at sandrock#mtas fang#babygirl has been fighting through something like 2 decades of aphasia#constantly being misunderstood and disliked and treated as weird because he can hardly speak#and mostly communicates through his support animal (talking crow)#been abused and abandoned and lost a loved one far too young in a slow and terrible way#spent years on the streets starving#i swear i would absolutely believe if the devs came out and said he was autistic#and you get to help him tentatively begin to relate to others again and work on his aphasia#(his OWN choice based on his OWN motivations and desire rather than you trying to fix him)#and see him blossom and warm and relax into his life and achieve his goals#and he's always always shaped by his trauma and always will live within certain limitations#but it's never all that he is and it feels like a privilege to learn that as you play#oh man i was so pissed the game didn't give me an option to punch his dad in the throat though#and my god the EXHILARATION when they didn't force fang to forgive#a+ character writing sandrock dev team well done
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worlds most gender lego person award
#red son#genderfluid red son#headcanon that they’re amab and this is them wearing a fem outfit for the first time!!!#I love that feeling of nervous trans euphoria… like going to school the day after I got my hair cut short#it’s eep!!! scary!!!! but also so exhilarating and freeing#red son lmk#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk red son#monkie kid#redson#lmk fanart#lego monkie kid fanart#red son fanart
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GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
the pursuit music coming in for such a short time, that visceral feeling of presenting your "badge"... and with what comes before and after, this might be one of my favorite moments in the series. PEAK
#ace attorney#aai2#aai2-4#miles edgeworth#kay faraday#I actually didn't capture this while playing; but it was so impactful to me I went back to video it#the first time I was actually at half health so this moment felt even more exhilarating#anyway I love this case. I'm not sure what made neidler help excelsius but I love this case and hope that gets explained
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currently fixated on figuring out how wills living room is set up. having much fun!
#actually exhilarating finding all the different angles#this all started because of how often i see people write about wills ‘bedroom’ in fics#which always makes me laugh because#he sleeps in his living room!!#so i went down a rabbit hole to get definitive proof that he sleeps in his living room#because the angles are weird so you can’t really tell most of the time#but now i can say with confidence that he sleeps in his living room!!#very happy!!!!!#will graham#nbc hannibal#will graham core#will grahams house
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you guys know the talon-lock freefall death spiral bald eagles do for their courtship ritual? i think dior and nimloth had the same energy in their relationship
#i'll elaborate on this one day but. i imagine that they gave the elves around them the save sense of anxiety trepidation amazement#fascination secondhand exhilaration that humans experience from watching the eagles do their thing#elves as i picture are most accustomed to long long long slowly building relationships over time (though exceptions very much exist)#meanwhile there's these two who had the hots for each other pretty much from moment one when they meet in menegroth. and worse they#were NOT shy about brazen flirting and making their interest mutually known even though they weren't actually together at the time#lots of deliberately seeking each other out to dance together during parties and cheeky back and forth ignoring everyone else#plus eye contact that's uh. a SMIDGE too intense to be doing in public guys come on. get a room for the love of elbereth#then in a few months: what do you MEAN you two are engaged???? oh he's princess luthien's son all right...#hm i think like. they're the exact inverse of starwing (my image of starwing at least) in terms of how the romance developed#dior#dior eluchil#dior eluchíl#nimloth#nimloth of doriath#dior x nimloth#tolkien tag#tolkien#the silmarillion#the silm#silm#lord of the rings#lotr#the lord of the rings#jrr tolkien
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when it comes to qjj i tend to get on here and scream incessantly about cezhou because they are everything to me, they are THE couple, inventors and innovators of love, BUT. i need to somehow impart to you how amazing the plot is. the sheer amount of moving pieces on the board makes it seem so daunting when you initially start and there are quite a few threads that don't unravel right away (i would argue nothing is truly immediately revealed). you will be confused at certain points and you may sometimes feel like there are plot beats that are going to be left open ended. that's genuinely part of the fun, part of the experience as a whole. all questions are answered in time, all the plot beats get to where they're going, and everything gets tied up in such a satisfying manner that would be ruined if every answer was given immediately.
you are watching something SO big that was orchestrated SO meticulously by the various players from top to bottom and starting with no information. but every single time you learn something new and your brain starts to guess the next move or something gets revealed/circled back to and resolved it's beyond satisfying. the suspense and the intrigue of it all never feels stale or forced, seeing the old plots fall away and noticing where and when the new/current ones started to converge.
you really do feel like you have a personal stake in every aspect of the story, from start to finish, through every up and down. if you asked me to pick THE number one supreme story to me personally it's hands down this one. the romance of all time, meticulous attention to so many details, the consistency, the way every character feels so real, the sheer amount of emotions it was able to invoke in me??? yeah the award has to be given to qjj.
#i say 'i need to impart to you how amazing the story is as a whole' and quickly do the most incoherent and shit job djsndnd#ALSO THE BATTLE SCENES????#i didnt want this post to go on for 8 years but fuccckkk the battle scenes?????? are some of my favorite ive ever read#i was gripped every time. stressed exhilarated. right there in the battle with them at times for how my heart rate fuckin spiked#im telling you if i dont turn around and start rereading after im done with nc i will be shocked with myself#i do want to read xs and jyjf next and im still putting off continuing (redacted) buuuuut#anyway ill shut the fuck up now#my dumbass#long post
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during sex barty crawls on all fours and pants like a dog. just thought you should know.
DOES HE THOUGH??? (he's sniffing evan's neck and dragging him around by the ankle like a chew toy)
#a#the way my barty fucks. i dont even know how to put it to words. I might rehash these tags in a post later#its like riding a really unpredictable precarious rollercoaster where you're sure the screws are loose but you're definitely having ?#an exhilarating time at least? a once in a lifetime experience? you're upside down suddenly and you didnt know you could fold in that way?#and you still might die maybe but what a way to go
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by Narayama Bakufu
#danzai sareta akuyaku reijou wa gyakkou shite kanpeki na akujo wo mezasu#the condemned villainess goes back in time and aims to become the ultimate villain#narayama bakufu#manga#art#mangacap#black and white#manga cap#characters#manga boy#romance#illustration#artwork#drawing#exhilarating romantic fantasy
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