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Mihawk is such a capricious dude, oh my god. The only dude you know who is always itching for a fight but only ever a specific kind of fight so he goes out of his way to take the path of least resistance for everything else.
Like he would rather leave than fight Don krieg, Sail away than decimate the marines, live in peace instead of challenging the other emperors for the one piece. And when they do he’d rather follow buggy’s idea of just being smarter about how they go about it instead of brute forcing it like the rest. He is constantly leaving fights but then a swordsman of mild repute and an interesting technique engages him in a battle and suddenly you have his whole attention. Like with vista it was obvious that he could have just cleared him like he did everyone else but he’d never seen the flower sword techinque and by god was he going to miss this chance. And so he engages him in what is essentially a spare.
Because Mans isn’t looking for a fight, instead, like a middle aged director of a short indie film, he’s chasing a feeling.
He wants to feel like his 19 year old self did when he was strong but there were people stronger. When there were still obstacles to overcome limits to exceed. When the world was large and exciting and he wasn’t just waiting for it to catch up with him. When he could look at Shanks as the person he is instead of the person he could have been.
He wants to look at Shanks and not see visions of a grinning red haired boy with 2 arms and a strawhat laughing in the dirt and asking for “just one more round Hawky I swear I’ll beat you this time”
But there is nowhere Mihawk can run that that boy won’t haunt him.
#ladies and gentlemen this is what we in the business call; suffering from success#what a cruel cruel capricious man#he’s more than a little excited when a certain green haired boy barges in and starts shaking shit up#suddenly he can lay that red haired boy to sleep and face Shanks as the man he is#Mihawk really isn’t concerned with anything not about swordsmanship#except your interesting or powerful enough like Luffy or whitebeard#he’s such a child I hate him 😭.#because dude will tals such a serious game about not letting foxy get away and then let Vista distract him#like my guy really can’t do anything else but let cool swordsmanship enchant him#Mihawk at heart is just a short indie film director#love him#mishanks#throwing thoughts to the void#one piece#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#op#akagami no shanks#red haired shanks#shanks#akataka#opla#mihawk x shanks
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playing slay the princess as intended (watching your friend stream it and then roleplaying as improvised ocs for each of ur runs)
#anethia collectibles#slay the princess#so ...#run 1 is i think the witch/thorns where we chose to be very stoic and silent throughout#run 2 is the paranoid/nightmare route (fav) bcus i wanted to get to ask more qns that round and somehow that ended up leading to my poor#little curious guy getting so broken and fractured :3#run 3 is the hero/deconstructed damsel route ....#run 4 is the tower! and being a little shit who is by hell and highwater NOT kneeling down#run 5 is the spectre ... roleplayed as guy who is for reasons he doesnt understand just wants it to be over#and MEOW anyway#nobody told me this game was an rpg .....#but its cool ! i love romances :]#i think its awesome ... the way the hero and the princess are . changing over time . over with each reset#the way they find each other in the long quiet ...... its something so#i love it ...#the hero is so guilty for hurting the princess that he loves and he is scared of hurtign and he wants peace and he doesnt want the eternity#of it .... he loves the . shifting mound (?) is it (?) as much as he hates the work she makes her do as much as he loves todo the workforher#like a blank slate knowing nothing . except that broken wounds can be healed . and then he meets her. and then he meets her over and over#its a million meet cutes for the hero and the princess snd a sweeping tale of love and devotion and salvation in the long wuiet#how many more vessels do you need .....#and its fun to. at least how i played it . the things the hero picks up on#knowingly or unlnowingly with each run#its soooo#every 'remain silent' feels like a callback to the first libe#telling the voices 'itll be okay' after the brightness of the damsel snd that 'ill be okay' after the selfishness n suffering of apotheosis#or after the deconstructed damsel route . and then to the last run. becoming the damsel. seeing it throughcher eyes#and its so . this culminating ammassing of allcthese voices .... and it comes to it all being reflected at eachcother#spectre posseses hero and shifting mound and player becomign whole#anyway i like this love story i find it very tender and swet#... anyway ! this is . none of this is analysis these are just my ocs and the story i made up whilst playing
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My question is to the Minister for Nagi Seishiro and I ask— i finally remembered my question hahahah
What’s your thoughts on Nagi’s psychology and outlook in life?
The thoughts of him telling Reo “means you matter to your parents” is hitting me hard. Had me thinking of [redacted] but in a different hard-hitting context.
AHHHH HIII OKOKOK so idk this is probably an unpopular opinion because everyone likes taking nagi’s character at a very surface level but i think almost everything about nagi can be very easily explained if you think of him as someone who is very gifted but suffers from parental neglect
symptoms/signs of parental neglect:
image sources: [1], [2], [3]
there’s plenty of examples of nagi showing all of the symptoms i highlighted throughout the manga, epinagi, and his light novels, so i won’t add in screenshots because i’ll hit the image limit 😭 but it seems to me that while a lot of people headcanon nagi as not caring about anyone and wanting to be alone, that one line about how reo’s parents’s suffocating parenting style means they “care” about him, however misguided it may be, proves that he does want someone to love him and look after him, considering his own parents never really did so. it’s mentioned that he and his parents had a “friend-like” relationship but you can NOT have that kind of relationship with someone you are meant to raise!! (that doesn’t mean you can’t be friendly and supportive with your kids, but you need to be responsible for them in a way that friends aren’t so that they can grow up into well adjusted adults)
incidentally this is also why i like him and barou together and why i think nagi really shines around barou — barou’s probably one of if not THE first person to not only pay consistent attention to nagi but to do so in a way that sets and maintains boundaries (as in, not letting nagi get away with anything the way other characters do). it’s annoying to nagi in the way that getting yelled at by your parents for misbehaving is annoying to you in the moment, but at the end of the day it’s good for him and what he has been missing for much of his life
#NAGI PARENTS WHEN I CATCH YOU 🔥#nagi is actually one of the characters we don’t have much backstory on#yes we have epinagi but that’s only one chapter about his life RIGHT before blue lock#we don’t know anything about him as a child except that his parents weren’t really around much#i mean he’s one of the main characters of blue lock yet of them all he is the ONLY one we haven’t seen as a child#WDYM WE SAW BABY KIYORA AND HIMIZU BEFORE BABY NAGI ⁉️#anyways i’m not hugely into psychology and def not a therapist but this is just how i interpret him#along with the more popular headcanons of him suffering from burnout and whatnot#nagi seishiro#bllk#bllk analysis#<- i guess#answered asks
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Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food
#it's telling me that primarily mammals are affected#and the few times they tried it on snakes#it didn't really do much except mess with their processing abilities a bit#so what you're saying is that yakumo will primarily not be affected by spicy food.#but maybe with super spicy things#he might get a lil loopy? a lil nose clogged ? a momentary distraction? but no pain#if yakumo's tears are mala sauce then it only makes sense that he can eat mala amirite#mammals are the ones who suffer huh.........#i am imagining the yokai trio eating some hella spicy food#yakumo is eating unaware of the presence of capsaicin. he's happily describing the textural and flavour profiles of the dish#garu is a lil confused. this food hurts a bit. but it's still tasty so... gotta keep eating.. OW drink milk? THEN EAT MORE! YEAH!#kuya is OBLITERATED#for all we know the version that kuya got could have only been seasoned with a bit of black pepper#but old fox scrunches up his entire face as soon as it hits his tongue#and he slams the dish into the trash (with dramatic angry flair) like he's a veteran judge on a cooking show#garu WILL eat that thing out of the trash if you don't stop him#if rei is more bird than man then he won't be affected either#i'm gonna go ahead and think even if he IS more man than bird... he'll still be unaffected.#rei probably eats toxic waste akin to blade and garu levels . he is beyond human. he has experimebnted beyond Mortal Stomachs#blade is in the corner crunching on what you THINK is a candy apple. but it is not that. it is an orb of molten glass#(blade's spicy food is hot metal? yeah. he'll eat that capsaicin like it's nothing. give him an orchard of chillis.)#(actually. maybe don't. because the next time eiden sucks him off there gonna be some COMEDIC consequences)
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You know what would be really funny? If Knives succeeded in making Vash forget everything so that he could be turned against humanity except. he still doesn't turn against humanity.
No idea who he is, what's going on, where they are, what a gun even is, but he's still hopelessly dedicated to Not Hurting People for some reason because it's part of who he is, deeper than any memory Knives can take and. Literally nothing about his core personality or beliefs change. He manages to escape, and the twins go back to the same game of cat and mouse they've been playing for 150 years. But Vash just doesn't remember Knives anymore. Wouldn't Knives. feel a bit silly. a bit. foolish. :)
#trigun#trigun stampede#congratulations Knives that's the worst anyone's ever done it!#you literally did the EXACT OPPOSITE of what you were trying to do#Knives not only lost#he negative won#it's like losing except more#Vash: WHO ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU FOLLING ME#The guy with the same literal face as him: ........why must I suffer like this#trigun spoilers#trigun stampede spoilers
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marius does seem to have a lot of complicated feelings about what he did to armand and I really hope one of them is guilt for his thinking in buying armand originally. he talks in blood and gold about how when he heard armand's mind, the entire reason he wanted him was because he thought, here is a child who has been so hurt that it will be no loss to the world if I make him a vampire. and he wavers on this later and I hope it's because he saw this child make friends and learn things and love rings and watches and swordfighting and realize that actually there is never a child so damaged that taking them from humanity is no loss. I wonder if part of the reason he never tried to talk to armand after seeing him with the children of darkness is that he saw that boy changed into a lonely stoic cult leader with no more will or verve and was too consumed with guilt to even try. I hope that guilt started when he took armand to kiev rus and saw how much armand still loved the family he hadn't seen in years and for a while barely remembered from trauma. also I hope marius explodes into one thousand pieces but that's mostly irrelevant
#I hate marius for the abuse and the grooming but even more I hate him because of this#like I cannot imagine being such a selfish asshole that you at 1500 whole years old hear a child suffering and you're like#oh fuckkn sweet dude no one will give a shit if I make this kid into the perfect vampire including the kid himself#like ten thousand years dungeon to you just for that dude.#I wish I never fuckin read blood and gold the way he talks about armand is SO harrowing#and he's not stupid unfortunately I thibk marius does know this#on some level anyway#but armand refuses to die and as long as that's true I don't think marius can fully face what he did there#except to say it was a mistake to make one so young#no dude tje mistakes started long before that.
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If I say Ford should be allowed to exist as an imperfect victim of abuse without being shamed for falling for that abuse while also being allowed to be viewed as an ass at points, will the fandom flay me alive on both sides?
#Hayley Speaks#HE'S BOTH OKAY. HE CAN BE BOTH.#How are you going to say he's an imperfect victim and then ignore the imperfect part#Everybody in the show is an ass at points; he is no exception#'HE'S NEURODIVERGENT' And? He can still be an ass. Do you think neurodivergent people can't be an ass at points?#But!! Him being a bit of an ass isn't an excuse for the abuse he suffered#I dunno; I keep seeing people veer way too far to defend him and end up erasing elements of him that make him actually interesting#Anyway I am NOT making this rebloggable because the fandom scares me#This is also not a Ford hate post; we don't do that here#I just think he's more interesting when we don't ignore certain elements of his character for the sake of defending him#Kind of like Stan!#He's an ass! And I love that! I hate seeing people erase that; especially as of late for the sake of shipping him with a CERTAIN someone#And now I've gotta stop before I start getting annoyed with the sudden boom of F/ddlestan shippers who don't understand his character
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thinking about dumb stuff like mtt phone percentages in a modern au (because what type of fan are you if you don't think of the most random headcanons possible.)
dust would carry around a portable charger at all times to ensure his phone was at 100%. not because he likes it but i feel he'd have one of those phones that instantly drop to 4% if not constantly plugged in
horror doesn't keep track of his phone battery at all he just makes sure it's not below 10% (because it just feels right.) horror would have a streak for how long he's gotten close to his phone dying and then get pissed off when he loses the streak (real)
killer's one of those people to immediately plug his phone in when it reaches 20% because he really doesn't want his phone to die (a modern au killer would be ADDICTED to his phone TRUST i was the 20% notification)
#my mom does the same thing as killer except she thinks that 20%=a dead phone#this hc post is one of those moments where i gotta pull out the it just feels right card#when horror's phone is on its last legs he always begs dust for his charger#dust fervently refuses because then they'd both have dead phones. and then he suffers angry horror's wrath#killer always tries to steal dust's charger because he thinks it's unnecessary and stupid and he wants to piss him off#but dust is always stacked with more portable chargers. where he keeps them nobody knows#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#tricule hc
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Saw a comic where the Prince's bride falls in love with the Little Mermaid and decides to run away with her and realized that's kinda what happens in rgu
#revolutionary girl utena#the little mermaid#anthy himemiya#akio ohtori#utena tenjou#Akio is the prince who makes the Little Mermaid dance to his whim despite her every step making her feel like she's being pierced by knives#Except in this AU he actually knows about her pain and knows she saved him but he still grew uncaring and cruel#Utena is as if he then told the church princess about the little mermaids suffering#That to be human she needed a man to love her more than than his own parents‚ love her with her whole soul and marry her#And he tells her he cannot be that man#And so she then‚ full of emotion and determination‚ proclaims that she will become that person and save her#Though Utena has a lot of similar characteristics to the oblivious Prince though#So she kinda has the role of both#Though anthy is a lot more antagonistic than the little mermaid#A lot of rgu girls act like certain fairy tale girls if they were more antagonistic#which probably works with the whole princess/witch dichotomy#though I personally haven't noticed similarities between anthy and the Sea Witch#I also see similarities of the Prince and the Little Mermaid's dynamic in Touga's and Nanami's relationship... In both directions#hans christian andersen#shoujo kakumei utena#sku#rgu#''I wrote so well! Totally gonna get a good grade in tumblr posting'' I think before I come back and notice a million grammatical mistakes#ambi utena post#utena analysis
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reading the novel, i love how blatantly indulgent of the juniors lan wangji is. when he was their age, he was duelling wei wuxian over broken rules and lived his life by behaving as precisely as what was expected of him, and now as an adult, he's basically letting the juniors do whatever they want as long as it isn't unsafe and generally letting the kids act like kids
which leaves wei wuxian to have to be the one playing bad cop. wei "has never followed anyone else's rules in his life" "bane of lan qiren's existence" "public enemy number one" wuxian has to be the one being like "oh my god don't burn money on someone else's doorstep, don't you know that's rude. you kids need to focus on your studies more, why isn't anyone teaching you anything useful, do i have to do everything myself around here"
#mdzs#it's really cute tbh#and not at all what you'd expect from a surface level impression of them#lwj has spent so much of his life being restrained and basically never got to be a kid#so he's so indulgent of these kids so they don't have to grow up miserable like he did#meanwhile wei wuxian was very unrestrained and then suffered because of it#so he's like you kids need to learn how to do things properly or else you are going to be Killed#they make a good teacher duo tbh#I love how much wwx seems to enjoy teaching them#I just love the bit when they're burning money on someone's yard#and wwx is like ''aren't you going to tell them to stop??''#and lwj is like ''you do it''#and so wwx is the one to go over and scold them#can you imagine being the lan juniors#you go to the mo estate and meet this guy who is notoriously gay and insane#who messes with your spiritual tools and sics some corpses on each other#and then he's hanging off of your esteemed hanguang-jun#who as far as you know has never had any friends#except this guy apparently#and then suddenly hanguang-jun is parading the notoriously insane guy around with his sacred forehead ribbon around his wrists#and the notoriously insane guy is very seriously scolding you for not knowing more about ghosts and is definitely doing necromancy#while hanguang-jun makes heart eyes at him#what would you even do with that
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and morgoth is sitting in the void and cackling on all this chaos because all of this was actually by his design (wrong, it was erus all along, this all to form the people into what they were meant to became i guess)
#trop#love the meta meta situation theyre inevitably hinting at here#morgoth (thought) he created a perfect tool for himself! thats why he appointed him successor#not cause he actually believed he could have one - he does not the prideful bish - but because he knew what he created and is now setting o#setting onto erus design#except. as we know. it was all erus design and purpose all along#the constant usage of 'all by his design" in ref to sauron this season seems even more tongue in cheek now#he thinks hes driving this car#in reality he is a tool of a tool. and does not even see it#because - in his own pain and despair - he decided to 'handle' his suffering by giving it some higher meaning#and is now spreading the disease around like a covid19 bat#sauron#mairon
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I don’t even fully know why but “what do I do when I miss you so much?” / “Just wait, and pray desperately” was a knife to my heart in the best way.
#crash landing on you#my grandma once said most of life was waiting and praying#and when he said it it just resonated so deeply#I think because. it’s not like a revelation or anything#but I think it’s just because she was suffering so much and had suffered so much#and so in that moment#he just takes care of her so completely and gives her hope. and not a false hope#a true one#and on deeper reflection the ending does work within the context of this (in my opinion) most powerful scene#/ apex of the show#it’s just the tone that’s a little wrong. that’s too aesthetic-y.#because the kind of steady way he keeps taking care of her from afar. and the slow build of her recovering but continuing to hope#couldn’t lead them anywhere except a happy ending. even if the final pieces of it couldn’t be unraveled (or put together)#by the show’s writing. so it just kind of has to fade to black so to speak#because the characters have been so steady and consistent a) in their personalities motivations and desires#and b) in their love for each other! that never falters or betrays a false note#and it’s the truest thing you’re left with. which is why—again—I actually think the problem might have been the tone#I would have gone for something more muted. I would have had them be talking and/or arguing a little more in their old way#to keep and sustain the idea that there is more work ahead for them that we’re just not going to see#but that is ultimately a kind of nitpick. and the take me to the lakes vibe of that final#scene is also not untrue.#also circling back for a second can I just SAY. that I love the balance of their vulnerabilities#there are such clear and distinct times where one of them is stronger and the other more vulnerable#and it’s sooooo perfect to watch and gives you many instant layers#anyway I’m crying in this Chili’s tonight (*my bed at 7:00 am)
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revisiting riverdale season 3 episode 4 "the midnight club" post-season 7 is insane because so many of the story elements that are constants in the different incarnations of the main cast (riverdale/50sdale) are also true for the parent characters. and they're portrayed by the same actors. do you understand? fred & hermione dated because archie & veronica did and alice & fp dated because betty & jughead did. in a sense they're just yet another alternate main cast, so even when portraying the parents these characters are still stuck in their own respective narratives because that's what riverdale is about
#riverdale#personal#it goes a lot beyond the ships but those were just the easiest examples to grab lol#like. fred stuggles with choosing between music and sports and cares deeply about his dad#alice's storyline is focused on being in control of her own sexuality + she's the one to discover the murder#hermione's having doubts about unintentionally being involved in hiram's crime/(career)#penelope is suffering at the hands of the blossoms/her abusive parents#sierra (mccoy) is a political activist who is trying to come into her 'voice' and make a career#and tom (keller)'s story is focused on his forbidden romance#and that leaves us with fp whose storyline is more reflective of jugheads s2 storyline except! it's subverted in most ways#because he's jughead and as a narrator he doesn't have to play by the same rules that everyone else does#it's so good i'm losing my mindddd
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Jin Ling: I don't like people using my courtesy name.
Lan Sizhui: Why not?
Jin Ling: Because Wei Wuxian gave it to me! 😡🙄🤬
Lan Sizhui: Really? But I think the name that he gave you is quite beautiful ☺️
Jin Ling: Ew no! I would never use my courtesy name because of that. I can't believe he gave it to me, now I don't feel like using my name anymore!
Lan Sizhui: At least you get to use yours.
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#jin ling#lan sizhui#wen yuan#but like he cant use that name anymore rip#emotional dmg for jl im sry my sweet little boy#but a-yuan suffered more in my opinion#like at least everyone cared about jin ling#everyone wanted the wens dead#and those who cared are also dead#except for lwj but you know what i mean#dw jl apologises later on so its good#our a-yuan dropping some bone-chilling truthbombs while being courteous about it XD#wwx would be lowkey proud and horrified at the same time#im always gonna cry about how wen yuan's family never got their justice
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me any time someone hates on the darkling:
#grishaverse#shadow and bone#the darkling#aleksander morozova#like im sorry but there is NOTHING about this man that doesnt appeal to me#except that he somewhat suffers from what i like to call ''im gonna destroy the world!'' syndrome#which is when a supervillain goes ''im gonna destroy the world!'' and its like ''okay... and then what? my guy thats where you live.''#but thats really more of a leigh bardugo beef than a sasha beef#which is almost always the case with igdtw! because doylistically you gotta have an antagonist and sometimes you want him to be Evil#and the easiest way to do that is to have him intend to do something insanely awful that would never be remotely plausible irl#but in this case its really not even that severe because the Plan is uh bad but the underlying motivation holds up pretty well#so its easily solved with even a fairly light application of au fic
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No one in Dead Friend Forever is innocent. Absolutely no one. Everyone played a part in Non's disappearance/death. I was really holding out on Jin and Phee, but Jin, my boy, that's not something you do to someone you love. Phee, I get that you are extremely hurt and really really upset, but don't say "Go die".
#dead friend forever#dff the series#thai bl drama#slasher bl#i know everyone is going to say phee didn't do anything wrong#it's a pretty accurate response to such a situation#but I've had a friend who wasn't doing well whose boyfriend told her to go kill herself because of some issue & she took it almost literall#so even though phee is suffering he shouldn't have said that#jin how could you even film that?!#non is obviously not doing well and he's being used by everyone left right and center#clearly no on cares about him except phee and it's just unfortunate that things turned out this way#how much more is non going to suffer? 😭😭😭#I'm ready to get back to the present day to see everyone getting absolutely murdered#Por should have suffered more!#dead friend forever the series#dff
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