#everythingsfucked

[amythenortherner]

I think we need to sacrifice Liam Hemsworth for the greater good.

[mikkithisis]

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[gspotla]

Morning. #weekendvibes #weekendmood #everythingsfucked https://www.instagram.com/p/CfhRz_tJHRI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[hello-im-karl]

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[runawaykneecoal]

that's probably the only thing i've heard. because that's all people know how to say. because it's a fucked situation and i get it. that doesn't upset me. it just gets so old and tiring because what if it's not. via everything has virtually continued to go down a shithole as the days have progressed since. and he's just living it up. my cousin kills my childhood by making me impure; lives life doin what he wants being an idiot AND HAS A CHILD that he better NOT EVER LAY A FINGER ON THE SAME WAY HE DID TO ME WHEN I WAS 7 AND THOUGHT I HAD TO LISTEN TO HIM AND DO EVERYTHING HE SAID BECAUSE HE WAS IN CHARGE WHEN THE ADULTS WERE AWAY and i am now a 26 year old single virgin terrified of sex, disgusted. completely immobilized by the thought of myself ever having children because they would be so fucked up and i can't do that. then ya know NEIGHBORHOOD FUCKFACE makes it incapable for me to trust anyone about anything. in turn he gets rewarded, ultimately, with a life of fulfilled wishes and desires. married now, a few days back. and i'm a 13 year old getting chased through my house being poked and prodded because i didn't expect it to be him on my doorstep. or to be shoved onto the recliner multiple times with hands sliding everywhere. and finally essentially thrown on the couch and losing any breath i had in me. tears stampeding out of my eyes. my shirt flying up. his hands tracing every piece of my flesh leaving his trail burning my skin. pulling down and digging in. then just gone. completely casual. normal. but not me, no no. i stayed far away from relationships at all costs. because everyone just wants physical attraction as well as interaction at the end of the day. so i let myself completely go. at 13 and had already turned to eating while i hid away in my room with books and movies and music. because nobody could hurt me here. THEN I CHANGE MY LIFE JUST A LITTLE LOSE A FEW POUNDS talk to a guy here and there at a party every so often. maybe a few kissed here and there. nothing more. nothing to think about. didn't care about relationships. didn't want physical. didn't want emotion. too many walls to break down. i'd prepared myself to be alone and i was so overly beyond ok with that. AND THEN ULTIMATE FUCKUP. poor sweet kid with an incredibly harsh backstory. instantly feel the need to help. offer a hand any way possible. BOND FORMS OF COURSE. turn down the idea the first time. he goes again. actually throw it around in my head; talk myself out of it. he's passionate about just giving him a chance. i tell him from the get go my whole life plan. of single. never being intimate. having so many animals. house with a porch swing and a tree house. maybe adopt some kids. or foster parent. tells me that he would love to be a part of it and it didn't make a difference to him at all because at least he would be with me. i cave. give it a shot. have undoubtedly the rarest, most confusing-to-most relationship. but it works. did work. for 6 years. OR NOT BECAUSE IT APPARENTLY WASNT OKAY NOR SOMETHING HE COULD GO WITHOUT considering the last several times he stayed down he was overly handsy and whatnot as it is. so i would wait and wait for him to leave so i could get sick because i felt disgusting. dirty. unclean. i felt like that little girl that made a hideout in her closet out of a toy box a pillow and two blankets. AND THEN HE BREAKS UP WITH ME. just bam. THEN TELLS ME WHY HES BREAKING UP WITH ME. and it's because he cheated. because there's someone else. and it's over and done and he could not be any more on top of his own world. leaving me a single 26 year old. completely wigged out. never being in this situation. never having the need to worry about this kind of situation. never mentally agreeing that she'd be getting married someday. and suddenly those thoughts are overtaken with just why. 6 years. and being told to go find it on the side with someone clean and that it would only be sex. joking or not, it was said. repeatedly. because o thought of i didn't give it up someone should. or that he could essentially have that interaction with someone else if that's all it were; an interaction. always denied. only me. i was all he wanted and he was fine with it. being told for 6. fucking. years. instead of (jokingly or not) taking me up on the offer, i get completely sideswiped. not only did he find sex. he found an apparent better happiness. leaving me in a position i was never ready to be in. i have never "girled" out before. so of course the main line i tell myself - it happened because i wouldn't physically commit.- maybe not until we were married. maybe then i might've rethought about it all. maybe i would have tried. and that makes me trash. my life. i have always been someone's trash. and that is so repulsing.

[mikkithisis]

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[walkonwater-or-drown92]

Made a collage of pics from the September 4th show! Gotta keep that shit censored. :p #InThisMoment #fromashestonew #paparoach #fivefingerdeathpunch #RuppArena #lexingtonky #EVERYTHINGSFUCKED

[mollywoppinhoes]

Whhhhyyyyy.

Idk why I do this to myself. I should really start thinking about How things will effect me if I do something I know I Shouldn’t.

I always do things that I know I shouldn’t Because I feel as though I am strong Enough To handle it.

But I’m not.

Instead, I just cry about it. I cry & I lie to myself. The lying to myself is only to get Me to be able to sleep at night.

Sucks that I can keep it 💯 with Anyone

But myself. 😔

[lovexdrunkk]

i am up to taking five different medications a day now.

at least i know this is truly the bottom of the bottom and i can only get better from now on

[naked-under-my-clxthes]

Feelings

[arrowsoflove]

Nuha portrait by the current queen of punk photography Sarah Piantadosi on her Dazed Magazine take over today. Check this girl out #sarahpiantadosi

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[vansguy1234]

Everyone check out this new rad song by @archiepowell & The Exports!!! @rjschillaci @adamexport @ryanexport @thenoisefm #music #soundcloud #chicago #chicagomusic #everythingsfucked #achiepowellandtheexports

[mikkithisis]

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[limitationsoflife]

I just want to disappear.

[turquoiseacid-blog]

One moment everything is fine and I'm planning my future with all these goals and dreams thinking hell yes it's possible and then not even an hour later everything just snaps back to reality and I realize I'm way off recovery and I'm way too sick Why do I even try