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moving-to-dreamwinged · 1 year ago

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curled up in bed listening to mcr in the dark at 7pm on a wednesday night hmmmmm what is this

#.mei chats #.not f/o related #feels middle school coded tbh #but yh not having the greatest night ever #need like a Warm cup of tea and to relax i think #or like 4 shots of vodka #hmmmmm….#2 demotivated to get up and get water or eat so head hurts nd im super dizzy too this sucks #everything sucks fml

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veilkeeper · 3 months ago

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can't get that one banter out of my head. the one that goes:

Lucanis: Why would you want to outlast everything you love? It sounds like a terrible fate. Emmrich: There's always something to discover in the world. A fresh marvel. A new friend. I think I should never grow tired of that.

because as a friend, maybe you can understand that. you're coming together for a brief time to save the world, and then you'll likely go your separate ways. you might keep in touch! visit, send letters. but ultimately, you will both meet and then part, and that's how all things end eventually.

but as his lover, it was a little rough to hear. sure of course there are flings and those can be great, but if your rook is anything like mine, he was thinking... uh, long-term? and emmrich's plans basically mean that one way or another, the relationship is going to end and emmrich is going to live forever and just move on. you know, new things to discover, new friends to make. and eventually, in the span of eternity, rook'll be... a blip. maybe a particularly notable one if you're lucky, but you'll be (statistically, in thedas) ashes, so it's not like you'll be able to have an opinion about it.

and it gets me thinking, because yes, emmrich is deeply petrified of death, this is established. but he is also deeply affected by the loss of his parents. it seemed odd to me that he'd just... brush that off when lucanis asked about outlasting everything. sure, emmrich might be seeing this whole immortality thing with rose-coloured glasses and is trying to look at the positives, but there's no way he's blind to the fact that if he goes through with this, he is going to be on an endless track of repeatedly watching every "new friend" he makes grow old and die. he knows what that loss feels like.

so the only explanation i can think of is that he finds it more tolerable to spare other people the pain of losing him than he does to spare himself the pain of losing others. maybe he feels he's better equipped to handle that, given his experience and his profession, or maybe he's just so terrified of his own mortality that it seems a fair enough trade to him. but i can't imagine he hasn't thought about it.

#everyone say thank you to my husband for encouraging me to post this.#i just finished blood of arlathan so there's still a ways to go in his personal quest! as always these thoughts are malleable #anyways i need to dig into his brain #emmrich tell me everything. i need to know and im willing to put corentin through the ordeal of hearing your answers #it'll suck for him but *i* need to know #this one is a lot less baked because i have a lot less certainty on his thoughts here but have it anyway #i assume we won't talk about it again until i've done more for his personal questline #corentin is currently in his ''fml i should have been a rakish hero with no ties but instead im a lovesick idiot'' era over this #''bellara in your serial unsubtly inspired by me can you write me in a boyfriend that wont leave me behind to be a skeleton''#''rook do you need to talk'' ''no''#IT'S FINE IT'S FINE!!!#WE'RE WORKING OUT THE KINKS!#emmrich #emmrichmance #volkorentin #corentin pt #dav #dav spoilers #mine #my meta #emmrook #emmrich x rook

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red-eft · 4 days ago

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job hunting...... more like hunting for a reason to live

#txt #to be deleted /#ignore this yapping i had to type it out somewehre or i'll crumple up and die. gonna delete it soon #i fucking wish i'd never gotten long covid and had to quit that cushy office job. everything sucked about it except the pay. i need money .#not hurting on funds too bad for being unemployed n it's not an emergency yet but AUGH. i have student loans to pay #i had a good interview on the 7th and haven't heard back yet. idk what to do so i've been applying to other stuff as well jsut in case #and i reapplied to work retail at a place i used to work and turns out my old account is still active so im being fucking deadnamed #despite that awful fucking name not even being my legal name anymore. so im automatically outed. fml #trying to make the art stuff work is like pulling teeth too im so burnt out i just.. wanna back out off the comms i haven't finished yet;;;#gotta make a fursuit head for someone and . fuck my life i don't want to do it i can't make myself im so. UGH

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pinyeti · 7 months ago

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anyone got tips on how NOT to be a pathetic extrinsic motivation whore?

#fml #HAHA WORK SUCKS IF ANYONE WAS WONDERING #DEAR DIARY DO NOT PUT YOUR MANAGER ON A PEDESTAL IT WILL KILL YOU #ALSO TRY NOT TO MAKE YOUR MANAGER YOUR SOLE SOURCE OF VALIDATION AND HAPPINESS THATS A BOTMLESS PIT FUCKIN HELL #art i guess #rant #vent post #vent art #mmmmm #FUCK #UGH #I HATE WORK #I HATE LIFE #I HATE BEING ALIVE #I HATE EVERYTHING #SAVE ME #SOS #HELP #HELP ME

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danielnelsen · 7 months ago

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well this is what ive been doing for the past 2 weeks

#sorry for using chrome. drive sucks on firefox. i use firefox for everything else. literally it's open right next to this for other shit #so what im doing is making a list of every creature you ever encounter in dai (that part is complete. it took a week)#and making note of its important stats and now its chance of each elemental immunity with the walk softly trial on #because i am genuinely planning that solo nightmare all trials run and the most important thing is making sure i can actually hit everythin #you will notice that NOTHING is EVER immune to spirit damage. that is due to a bug that i personally discovered in the trial implementation #the only creatures that can gain immunity to spirit through the trial are cretahl and hurlock alphas (only the ones in the descent)#and the only creatures naturally immune to spirit are in dlc (mostly trespasser but some in the other dlc too)#so basically what this means is that you NEED spirit runes lmao. or i guess runes to damage specific types of enemy #the least likely immunity of the three core elements is electric which is good because chain lightning is VERY powerful for solo runs #you've just gotta be mindful of hitting yourself because friendly fire WILL be on for this run fml #oh so those percentages arent technically correct. they're inflated for most creatures #for normal-ranked creatures (rank 0) there's a 20% chance they'll be promoted to elite (rank 1) and then all elites--#(whether promoted to elite or already elite) have that chance of immunity. so you can divide them by 5 for normal-ranked creatures #except for the 100% ones. those are from preexisting immunities #yes im putting way too much thought into all of this. i went into the all trials and the solo nightmare runs without doing too much work #it's just that on nightmare you get FULL immunities and with no companions you've gotta make sure you can deal with that #because you might end up in a situation where you just cant damage something AT ALL #(a good reason to diversify your abilities. also you CAN damage them it's just capped at 1 damage per hit)#and no abilities that decrease resistances help because an immunity is +1000% resistance and nothing comes close to getting that under 100 #im having fun at least. i wouldnt keep doing this if it was too boring #some of it has been tedious (especially going through some of the areas with dozens of the same enemy) but ultimately feels worth it #the spreadsheet has 5678 lines ftr. fortunately around 2.5k are npcs so i dont have to do anything more with them #anyway. i usually post about what da-related thing im up to every now and then and it's been ages so i thought id give an update lmao #personal #da #dai #undescribed #there are also a lot of interesting things like. you'll see that poison spiders CANT be immune to nature damage #and that's because it wont apply an immunity if the creature is already immune to that element OR its associated effect #so poison spiders arent immune to nature damage but they ARE immune to poison so they wont gain nature immunity from the trial

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werewolf-femboy-maid · 9 months ago

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"don't make me suffer for your fucked up decisions" yeah fuck my life whatever

#fuck my life #fml #I hate my life #fuck everything #fuck men #fuck women #fuck humans #we fucking suck #I hope we die a miserable death #fuck #bpd #mental illness

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twistedappletree · 11 months ago

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welp i was right, i got a fuckin cold

#lmaO FML #not gonna bring priya to work today it’s just too much rn #i feel like i got hit by a truck ajdhajdjjs i hate everything but i need the moneyyyyy #i think i might cancel her training for this saturday so i can at least have 1 day to chill and sleep #god this sucks lmao and the only reason i’m working extra is bc i agreed to cover the other girl before i got sick 😭#on the upside #i’m getting a cute new debit card with a picture of my cat ahahahaHAHA #apple babble 🍎#non fandom

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thegirlwholivesin-delusion · 1 year ago

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Oh god give me strength

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nothingf-i-s-h-yhere · 1 year ago

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Ahem

Fuck

#everything huuuuuuurts #fml #whyyyy #gym sucks #fuck gym #all my homies hate gym

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darkmothsy · 2 years ago

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I haven't felt like myself all month. It's been really upsetting, everything seems to be going wrong with me, I have so much to figure out. I got a new outfit so I tried to dress it up and take stupid pics and that kinda helped.

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artekai · 2 years ago

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Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom