#everything is bad. weh weh weh
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god grant me the strength to ask the people who make food at the airport to make me things that will not make me sick without getting them to just go 'yeah yeah this dumb bitch is on a diet, just pretend you took the bread out'
#i hate airport food i hate airport food i hate!!! airport food#nothing on campus is open until after i have to head out except for the places that also only sell things that will make me sick :)#and i dont feel like paying to stop at a fast food place and then getting a second uber to the airport#but my god. theres nothing to eat in my house. i mean literally nothing like im leaving for two months. all my food has been deliberately#used except my onions. i froze those. am i supposed to eat onions for my entire meal for the day#everything is bad. weh weh weh#red rambles#i COULD get food at a restaurant i literally just dont want to#and also im not sure if there's anywhere open at like 8am around here anyway the restaurant scene is kind of dead post covid
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stay warm! 🌟🍬🤖🎈
#stupid idiot forgot his mittens. to the shredder#merry yurimas.#polysho#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#proseka#Oh my god im waking uo for the stupid broadcast in like 6 hours im dumb as fuck#WEH. WEH#merry whatever the fuck#AUUUUUU excited to have nothing to do and draw for myself for um 12.. days. Oh my god theres only 12 days til 2nd sem. Oh fuck everything#I NEED TO DRAAAAAAAAW.#guys help i was going to draw song covers i want but i need to sleep cause i have stuff tomorrow but listen#if rks gets a snobbism cover i called it. Ok? ok.#i think it would be funny and just if they dont get another duet again. get the ruinene treatment. CAN WE FREE RNN ACTUALLY ITS CHRISTMAS#what was the other thing. um carnival that song i want it added so bad idk if theres sny songs with its letter count but please.#literally played nijiro stories on repeat while drawing this we need them back#fucking NBOODY TOOOOLD ME ITS EMUKASA WEEK ON STIPID TWITTER IM NOOOOTHING IM NOTHIN#i usually acknowledge that i dont have the moxy to do fanweeks but i really want to be drawing more and faster so i will participate.#emurui week is like march iirc. you wont get away from me this time.
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I'm still not over Nahida's second story quest, and Nahida herself saying that her physical form and appearance is based off how much power she holds, especially when you combine that with the info Venti gives us about how a god's power comes from their people's love and worship. This is a story that has plagued my thoughts for forever, because like. Please, that could be so sweet and heartwarming. ♡
I love the thought that now that Nahida has finally taken rightful rule of Sumeru, the Sabzeruz Festival becomes what it should always have been, a huge nation-wide celebration of the Dendro Archon's birthday. The previous celebrations involved the dendro archon riding by in a carriage, and everyone throwing flowers to her. And so they do that, like all through Sumeru City and maybe even all the way through Port Ormos.
Nahida is a little embarrassed, it's even a little bit overwhelming after how long she spent trapped alone in the Sanctuary of Surasthana, but it's still very fun for her. And it maybe doesn't happen the first year. Or the second or even the third. It maybe doesn't happen for a long time.
But there is one year where the turnout is greater than ever, all of these people, her people, are gathered to celebrate her, and Nahida climbs into her carriage at the start of the route, and she watches and waves to everyone she passes, and everyone is happy to see her and be under her rule, and that emotion is higher and more present that day than any other, and it exists like a thrum in the air that Nahida can feel.
And at the end of the route, the carriage stops, now so completely covered in flowers that no one can even see into it, but the people all wait for their beloved god to step out and address the masses to kick off the festivities.
And the door swings open, and out stumbles a woman who has to fold herself and duck just to fit past the frame, and her green-streaked white hair hangs nearly to the ground, her long dress dragging on the carriage steps.
And the whole crowd goes like dead silent because they have no idea what this means. The woman is just looking down at her hands in wide-eyed curiosity.
So it's not until Cyno suddenly steps forward and drops to one knee as he offers his congratulations to his lord and Nahida beams at him that the people realizes it really is her, and the whole crowd is ecstatic and it becomes a huge celebration!! Their god has gained more power!! This is a physical manifestation of their love for her, their kind and gentle ruler, how could they not feel such pride?!
And after it's all over and done with, Nahida returns home to the Akademiya, and she sits on the floor in front of a tall mirror, studying her reflection. Something about looking like this, it feels strangely...right.
So she has no idea why it also makes her want to cry.
#genshin impact nahida#genshin nahida#gi nahida#nahida#genshin impact#this has been a favorite thought of mine for a long time now#it seemed like a good day to post it since today is Nahida's birthday haha#just!! Nahida's physical form changing as a literal physical manifestation of how beloved she is...after everything she went through...#man...MANNNNN.......#it gets me right in the heart so bad#she deserves it she deserves the entire world weh#she doesn't remember Rukkhadevata of course but#I like her having inklings#strange emotional responses she has no explanation for#looking like Rukkha feels right but it's also too much for her#it tugs at something within her that she has no name for#so she maybe cuts her hair after this. and changes her dress.#and it maybe feels a little strange at first but she gets used to it#Nahida gets to become her own person outside of chasing Rukkhadevata's shadow and reflecting her light#she's just extremely important to me and easily one of my favorite characters in all of gi WEH
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Random question about the “they should make persona for people who like good games” post. Do people think the persona series is that bad? I know they aren’t perfect but I wouldn’t call them bad games.
I had a wholeass essay written out before i realized im too tired to make it sound coherent. AND my only experience is p 4 and 5, so my opinion on it means jack shit. All i can say is that the most recent titles suffer from bad writing. (And repetitive gameplay, but thats a different issue). Be it poorly written characters and dialogue, or poorly written interactions and plot, it is hard to take some of the stuff in the more recent games at face value. One could argue that that just means the game is subpar, not necessarily bad, but thats subjective; bad means different things to different people. And i say this as someone who thinks this game is Not the best but still found it incredibly engaging and entertaining.
#chattin#i am the kind of person to write video essay length posts on games that disappointed me LOL#so i am the wrong person to ask#remember that when thinking about the quality of a game; you should ask urself#who is the target audience? is it accessible to this audience? do i need an outside source to keep up with this game ? (like a guide)#if its in a series; what does it do to separate itself from the others?#is the writing okay? characters? interactions(#?#insensitive content ?#how is it handled? the game may me okay for me but can I have my fat friends enjoy this game???#can i have my trans friends and gay male friends enjoy this game???#who can i recommend it to? my sister is unable to process all of the social links and requirements for these social links#so she just. doesnt do it. she IS the target audience bc she likes rpgs#and she likes the story and characters. but its too overwhelming#and the social links would be overwhelming regardless of the difficulty#are u meant to enjoy the game in one playthrough or across multiple runs??#is it WORTH it to do those runs? for a game that has ‘choices’ it is painfully linear#and it confuses people who are trying to follow the rules (do things in my free time to build confidants)#when theyre unable to actually hang out w confidants bc of a rush of mandatory scenes#velvet room fusions are a pain and overly complex#and the game stops being about making a good build#and it starts to become ‘make a shadow null to everything bc the game will keep instakilling you’#forcing a game over when ur main character dies is ALWAYS bad to me i will swear by this#u make more interesting builds when u arent scared of a gameover#weh. rambling#the game is as bad or good as u want it to br#people clearly love it; we talk about our faves all the time. but how many of us are replaying a game meant to be replayed. not many.
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I had a one day (like 48 hours) trip to Vegas for work. First time in Vegas. Not gonna lie. I don’t want to come back.
#everything makes me feel weh#the lights are too much the sounds are too much#everyone says the strip is great but I was in a Lyft and it just looked sad#I dunno#I don’t get it#and now I’m sad in a hotel overstimulated and over tired#I miss my partner#I don’t like this#I would like to go home plz#I want to remember this trip fondly and I will#but right now I’m not having a good time#also I tried gambeling cuz like why now I’m here for such a short time and fuck my brain likes gambeling too much guys it’s not good#it’s v bad I don’t like it#I’ve been up for nearly 22 hours
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i’m sure this is my internalized ablism talking but i wish i had gotten the autism that made me smart and good at something but instead i’m just socially awkward
#toast text posts#like i kno this is false etc etc#but i wish i had some kind of skill or talent that ‘made up’ for how bad i am at everything else#i don’t even get real special interests anymore#or even if i like smth i can’t retain all the info like i could in college#weh weh i’m just tired from a rly long day and will care less about this tomorrow
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Royal drip in progress.
Things I like about these designs:
red-brown sash
shoulder pads and attached looped danglies
crenelated pattern around cuffs and hems
Not a fan of:
simplicity
collar cut
Hesitant about:
color of said danglies attached to shoulder pads
I'll get there someday (hopefully).
#iced tracks#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#submas#eggin creatin'#egginfroggintalkin#I like it and simplicity is good and all that#but it just feels a bit too simple#and I dread designing everything below the waist#I'll finalize their princely clothes first then figure out what the heck Ingo's got going on after he's crowned#he get a cape or cloak I know that much#I want these dorks to have high collars so bad but I can't figure out how to attache them to the outer jackets so#they may end up being a fixture of a cloak or something#weh
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me: aw this is great i feel okay ive gotten some things done, i can sleep early enough that i can wake up in time to chill
my blood sugar: giggling like a prohibition era gangster on the way back from his cousin's still
#it's like a speakeasy in there but for glucose#CONTRABAND#weh#feel so bad and ive done everything possible to fix it til new sets get here tomorrow
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there are many many reasons to feel like ancient breeds are being released too fast that have nothing to do with actually wanting those ancients in your own lair ffs it’s so annoying reading smug assholes post about how they have no issue with the pacing because “well the breeds aren’t going anywhere you can get them eventually stop worrying about having all the new things right away!!!” i fuckin hate these undressable bitches and i still very much feel like we’re getting them way too fast. why are people too stupid to consider literally any other reasons for people to not like the pace of ancient releases. if you clearly don’t know what you’re talking about then shut the fuck up perhaps
#the gene bloat they swear a fix is coming for that they keep making worse and worse for literal Years at this point#the ever growing pile of gene/art errors to be fixed. some errors being years old.#honestly i hate the way the entire focus of the site shifts toward every new breed upon release#like i’m forced to hold off on (re)releasing any of my skins/accents because if its not for the new breed go fuck yourself#hard to sell anything that’s not the new breed or dirt cheap fodder people can turn into the new breed#everything just becomes all about Shiny New Thing for a while and personally speaking i fucking hate it#and yes that’s far more of a personal issue/bias but still proves my point#that many of us do not in fact hate this pacing just because ‘weh i have to buy new thing NOW :(‘#you cannot grasp the extent of my haterism.#but i mean ofc its gonna be mostly pro-ancient people who just have bad taste and shitty takes. lol. lmao.
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i am not survivng the horros
#vent#drawing is by. c0nkcreat btw#anyho w the horrors being everything low energy and not getting anything done and need to bd getting stuff done and AHHH!hh!hh!h!!!!!hHHHHHH#andd. college............ WEH. WEH. WEH.#cries forever#and also driving stuff i need to take the test before my bday but i havent driven in forevr ummmmmm i am so bad#and then. osdd stuff. UGH IDK ANYTHING ANYMORE#i feel writhing around on the floor and foaming at the mouth#would fix me. and then dying#i am so. so. i am normal.#OH MY GOD and then thinking about livie has not helped at all but whetever#and then prom.... i mean thats fine but its also an extra thing to have to do these upcoming weeks i want to explode#i get overwhelmed so easy ugh 😭
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Honestly, my abuser saying Louis was just as bad as Lestat or basically implying they hate how people write Lestat off as more abusive than he is or that Louis was just as abusive was a red flag I should've put a lot more stock into.
#The guy was Empathizing with a capital E.#God hold me back cuz I LAUGH at them. Abuser all weh u..abused me..cuz...u called me stupid and annoying when I wouldn't let u leave me#after ur 30239929292th attempt#Youre abusive cuz...u made me feel so unloved when you kept trying to leave me! :'(((#LMAOAOOA yeah if thats abuse then slap my ass and call me sally cuz ill always try to leave you#You fuckin insane psychopath. constantly putting damn words in my mouth and telling ME what i ACTUALLY mean#you dont care about anything i have to say. you need to be the one slighted to justify why you feel so offended 24/7.#dude u wanna be a fucking victim so bad then fuckin be my guest u fuckin miserable sick sad sack of absolute dog shit#always calling me a liar and putting me on the podium to state my case infinite times till you hammered me into gaslighting myself#to support your interpretation. go to hell.#you are chronically miserable for a reason. and you will NEVER find reprieve in that. EVER. just as you deserve.#YOU made me start therapy because of the CONSTANT confusion and emotional trauma i endured with you.#YOU made me cry all the time at work.#YOU gave me chest pains and difficulty breathing. just seeing YOUR DAMN NAME on my phone gave me panic attacks#YOU did so much FUCKED UP SHIT to me and you NEVER ACCEPTED ANY REALITY BUT ME HURTING YOU ON PURPOSE#you literally tell me 24/7 i dont care about you and i would drop THOUSANDS of dollars on you#AND FUCKIN WATCH UR SHOWS 3 TIMES IN A ROW#AND CALL AND TEXT U EVERY NIGHT. SIT AND HELP YOU PREP FOR JOB INTERVIEWS.#I DREW UR DAMN OC SO OFTEN HE PRACTICALLY BECAME MY MOST DRAWN CHARACTER#I DID SO MUCH TO SHOW U I CARED. BE IT GIFTS. MONEY. BE IT TIME. BE IT HELPING IN#UR VTUBING CAREER U WANTED TO START.#BE IT SPENDING NIGHTS SOMETIMES TILL 6AM JUST MAKING SURE YOU'RE OKAY.#I JUST. DID. SO. FUCKING. MUCH. IT WAS NEVER ENOUGH FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU DIE. SUFFER. BURN IN HELL.#I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU. I WILL NEVER STOP HATING YOU.#I GAVE YOU SO MUCH. I WAS HAPPY TO TOO. WHAT A FOOL I WAS. NOTHING I DID WAS EVER ENOUGH. YOU ALWAYS HAD TO FUCKIN COMPARE#OR GET JEALOUS WHEN I SPENT ONE SECOND WITH ANYONE ELSE#U NEEDED TO GRILL ME FOR EVERYTHING#ASK WHO I WAS WITH#NEEDED TO KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING JUST IN CASE IT WAS SOMEONE YOU DIDNT LIKE#UR FUCKIN ABSURD. UR INSANE. ROT IN HELL. FUCKIN GET TORN APART DOWN THERE. I HOPE YOU SUFFER. I WANT TO WATCH. I WILL LAUGH.
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I spent quite literally one [1] hour with my father and now feel like absolute shit. Unironically how does he do this [i am impressed]
#AvieRant#now mind you i am writing this from “weh weh weh huff puff” attitude so it is probably biased like a motherfucker#but whatever i'll feel bad for it later#so before we even get anywhere [walgreens] I talk about how someone on the discord got a full ride to yale and he goes on his#“You think you don't have to do things if you don't want to...” speech yada yada yada shut up please you're the reason why#I couldn't apply to college because you fucking refused to help me get my immunization records until like august [too late]#anyways I show concern for him as he says his ankle has been hurting especially on the EXTRA LONG WALK he CHOSE to take#and he fucking. slaps my stomach and says “yeah well I ain't got a pussy so I ain't a bitch”#i. are you fucking kidding me . one - don't touch me . two - fuck you. three - don't fucking touch me#then we GET to walgreens and he makes sure to inform me how stupid I am for... looking at the price of things before buying them#and actively gives me a side eye or sucks his teeth when I suggest making decisions based off of cost [idgaf if you have cash be smart >:(]#anyways he also just basically decides shit for me. I asked for one [1] thing and he informed me that I simply don't need it#before promptly ignoring any even suggestions of me getting something I'd actually want other than what he soyjaks at#so anyways as we go to pay ? fucker demands I go wait outside while he pays . for no reason. just. fuck me ig okay#anyways we seem to FINALLY be getting my phone turned on on the way home!!!! like we're AT T-Mobile!#then he has to wait 5 minutes and decides we'll just do it tomorrow. like he's been saying for 11 months#then basically tells me to go home alone while I carry everything bc he wants to go somewhere#like . fuck you fuck off i am tired of your bullshit#ugh . i. like again. can't ocmplain. free food and housing and what not. but do you HAVE to be a dick whenever you can? >:/#whatever i'm gonna go cope somehow see y'all around
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test tomorrow sleeping in jeans sleeping in socks no shower studied for 5 hours not super confident only ate real meal cause ilive with parents want to study more dont know how to study wears same clothes for a week wish i drank coffee yeeeeeeeeeeeehaw im a college student baybeeeeeee
#these jeans are so fucking comfy you would not believe i love mens pants#these are like denim sweatpants#socks too!#im COLD#i want to study more but i dont know what else to do other then write everything down 600 times#send me study tips fr my fav way is impossible to do alone so#weh i hope i do good i wasnt satisfied w my last mark. 76 :/ its ok i guess but i want atleast 80% on everything. actually 85 but thats a#stretch#i would have done better if i could of studied a bit but i felt SO BAD all i wanted to do was sleep and die#which i did#i told yall abt the dude who missedbthe last test and is just fucked unless he completely aces the next 2#if you see this think good vibes at me thank u#mwah#im sleeping now its so late i wanted to be in bed 3 hours ago but i didnt start studying til later then i wanted to#adventures#also i miss my frienbds
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god. i miss runescape saur bad
#this post brought to you by the fact i heard Scape Main in a compilation of iconic video game tracks and went Weh#i wish i was rich for the sole purpose of justifying spending more on mmorpg memberships so i cn have rs AND ffxiv#it's like... my account isn't going anywhere but ive exhausted p much literally everything i can do without a membership so. i dont play#i miss rs soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad ngl. like i absolutely want to go back to it someday i never got anywhere close to the story proper#i do not know the tale of why the world guardian is the world guardian. i need to know. augh#bri.txt
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honestly feel so disgusted i let myself be treated like that but erm. lol
#like umm. i was not respected as. well not as an adult but . I was treated as a child i mean#like i felt vulnerable enough to be (what is the word. when my ability to be verbal dropped. but not like. um. whatever)#and the reaction was ‘youre so cute when you do that ☺️☺️’#nvm i don’t want to expand further. i feel disgusting bye girl#that’s not RHAT bad compared to everything else but#weh
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On a whim, I decided to play on a different fork of Space Station 14 after a particularly rough round on Salamander (It's been getting highpop lately so it's been pure chaos and it's hard to keep in character as Adalite, a skittish and sweet reptilian, when so many bad things are happening.).
After hearing a good first impression of it from a friend, I chose to play on the Delta-V server and ported Adalite over to get my hours in.
First shift was a latejoin as a janitor, pretty much was uneventful, I just wanted to hop on to get myself situated with the community. And because I could not play Janitor on WizDen, lmao, that role is about as hard to get into as AI is right now.
Second shift was extended and I wrote up a greentext-like story to explain what happened. Feel free to click the read more:
> Be me, Adalite Tosimizu, Janitor aboard the station Lighthouse in the Delta-V sector > Just an average shift, clean stuff up, pick stuff up, dump it > Recycler windows kept breaking. Adalite's knowledge of building comes in handy and a reinforced window is created > Befriend a clown who fell into disposals (They were later called out by CC for not being clown-y enough) > Head to Epi to deal with a spill that cannot be cleaned with water. > It's potassium 💀 > I use a cleanade after failing and everything is a-okay! 👍 > I crit 💀 > Get taken to medical by the Mystagogue > It was just radiation > Okay, everything is good again! 😄 > Take a break to play Vamo Alla Flamenco on the guitar that was left lying around. > Vibe for a moment until… > Be… me? Adalite? Huh? ❓❓❓ > Confusion abound as both Adalites check each other out. > Turns out the paradox anomaly is just as confused as I am. > We immediately hit it off! 😀 > Do an impromptu team-building exercise with the slime coming out of the vents. > Holy shit, my clone is so nice! > Continue as normal, just now there's another me, I guess. She seems chill, so… > An explosion happens in north-west maints... 💥 > Decide to foolishly go investigate. Bad idea. > Nearly crit myself again, scrambling to escape maints with an emergency crowbar. 😰 > Comms light up. It's Nukies. 😰😰😰 > Head to bar to hole up for a while, meet my clone again. > Explain to her what happened, break down crying from nearly dying again. She consoles Adalite. 🤗🤗 > Everything appears to be normal again, lone-op got got, so it's just a little messing around with the new speed boots Epi made for everyone! (They had 20) > It's evac time. Shuttle was not recalled. > Head to the shuttle with Adalite and sit down. > Shorkie got captured in the chaos 😭🦈 > Make it to CentComm with Adalite and head for the bar for some peace and quiet. > We chat for a little bit before I realize I lost my blue shork in the chaos. 😔 > She gives up her pink shork and we end the round hitting each other with our own Weh-Wehs. > tmw it was an admin who was playing Adalite's paradox anom this entire time.
>Be me, KieueCaprie, sitting in lobby lamenting how scary and cool the paradox anom was. >See this in OOC:
😭
For the uninitiated, Paradox Anomaly is a midround ghost role exclusively on Delta-V which makes a complete clone of a random crew member. Your goal is simple: * Befriend yourself and make sure they get out alive * Kill and replace yourself from the universe you found yourself in. * Make it back to Central Command alive and unrestrained.
SIKE! It's not simple! You cannot greentext as a Paradox Anomaly! You basically get a choice of RP branches. It's pretty cool and to see it be used on me in my second shift on Delta V was both scary and cool, and heartwarming when it turned out the paradox anomaly was really sweet, just like Adalite.
Maybe I'll check out the other forks too someday but having a good first experience in Delta V is really something. Think there's RMC14 and Frontier I'd like to check out.
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