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yay! finally finished my jecka 1700+ piece cat ąø
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#everything hurts but it was so worth it#im now fighting myself#cause i want another one to do#but theyre pretty expensive#also i was on their website#they do a giant 4000 piece t-rex#......#maaaaan#if it goes on sale#then ill maybe (definitely) buy it
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It still feels surreal but oh my god it's been the best experience
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My comic for The Retired Colourman! I love this scene between Mariana and Sherlock sm
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#sherlock holmes#mariana ametxazurra#its 2 am and everything hurts but this was soo worth it. the colour and composition came out exactly how i wanted#the text alone probably took me 2 hours bcus i insist on handwriting it. good god.#anyway i love their friendships so mcuh its so lovely. this scene!!!!#some creative liberty was taken#what else did i want to say uhmm#oh yeah i predict silver blaze will make me feel shrimp emotions so i wanted to get this comic done before that. comes out#if theres a super compelling scene in silver blaze i Will have to make a comic. the rules#anyway gnight
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God, I'm (yet again) exhausted. What a show. I will say, flaws and all, it's still one of the best animated series I've watched. Ever. No, I don't think it deserves the vitriol it's getting on social media.
I have a LOT of emotions right now. I don't think I'm even thinking straight after watching through everything once. It definitely needs to be re-watched multiple times. No, I'm not offering any kind of insights or anything like that. I think I'm just too emotional seeing my favorite show end.
I really wanna thank the writers, directors, artists, animators, producers, and everyone else who worked on this show for this work of art. It was beautiful, and it's why I love making gifs of this show.
And just because this show has ended, doesn't mean I'll stop making things. There's two whole seasons to work with now. I hope I can have enough free time to post regularly. I still need to make some 8k wallpapers and a ton of gifs haha.
I'll take a break and sleep for now. I'll see what I can make when I wake up tomorrow. I have so many things I want to do, but I also feel like crap and I too, have a life LMAO.
Oh, and I'm still looking forward to the next stories that they tell us! Runeterra truly has amazing lore. Excited to see what's next!
Thank you for all the likes, reblogs, and support you guys give to my lil sideblog! I appreciate you guys so much <3
#personal tag#its arcane.... not everything will be happy fr but gah my heart hurts#ive also allowed replies for now in all gifsets and posts but piss me off and i will block you and close it again#i havent rlly processed everything bc ive been making gifs#but yeah im in fuckin shambles idk what to feel honestly#it rlly hurts to see ppl totally shit on the show you love but i suppose its a sign not to look at social media in general#criticisms are fine but some of them take it a bit too far#the first season was so good (and most ppl watched it with 0 expectations in mind) that the second season had too much to live up to#for what it's worth i still very much enjoyed it even with a few gripes#my grade is like 9.5/10 for s2 while s1 gets like a 11/10 haha#i have a feeling that when i rewatch the show iāll appreciate it more since im less emotional haha the score will prolly go higher#thank you to everyone who was a part of this show <3#anyways its 2am goodnight my goal for the next coming days is a gifset or two a day#thank you everyone ily <3
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i love the bit from oct 17 2020 when tommy and quackity trapped wilbur in a cobblestone box to keep him from pressing the button... wilbur punching through the blocks with his bare hand to try to get to the button... tommy frantically replacing the block in front of him yelling for quackity to do something... the moment when tommy stops, blocks the exit, and tells wilbur to do it. press the button. but then theyd die with him. quackitys like "wait, wait-" but tommy holds his ground and wilbur. ohh wilbur. "why'd you have to make it so hard?"
#my post#this is just me rambling sorry i love that stream ive watched it sososossoooo many times from all 3 povs#AND AFTER TOMMY AND QUACKITY LEAVE....#wilbur replaces the button. i just need to know that its there.#and he goes on and on about how hes such a showman. how he shouldve just pressed it when he was alone.#but he just NEEDED someone to see him he needed someone to bear witness. guh#shaking. shaking. shaking. tommy put so much trust in him in that moment. he looked at him and said i know you want to hurt yourself but yo#wouldnt hurt me. and is he right to believe that? is he? maybe back in lmanberg maybe back during 'your life is worth more than the#revolution' but in pogtopia?? during 'wilbur wanted to be treated poorly so he treated others poorly'? it was a gamble for sure#and i mean as time went on tommy realized that. that as much as he cared about wilbur he couldnt trust him all the way.#but either way. in that moment i think tommy was sure that wilbur wouldnt press it if he realized that tommyd be killed as well.#that even though at this point people were saying wilbur was crazy. that hed lost it. that even if he didnt get it he knew something was#different about wilbur now. in that moment he bet everything on if there was anything of his brother left he wouldnt hurt him.#fucking. collapses onto the floor#disclaimer if anyone actually reads this far im not trying to slander pogbur in 2024 by calling him crazy thats just how like. every single#other character saw him.#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk
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Canines
The hand that feeds
Mickbell Tomas & Kuro Dungeon Meshi
^ 1: Ink-the-artist, I will remove my teeth / 2: Margaret Atwood / 3: C.S. Lewis,Ā The Horse and His Boy / 4: Mitski, Iām your man / 5: Ojibwa, I love you like a rotten dog / 6: KotOR II / 7: Stardrop, Everything thatās ever been mine is covered in teeth marks / 8: Sodikken, People Eater / 9: Mitski, Iām your man / 10: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 11: Mitski, I bet on losing dogs / 12: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 13: hun, I did not bite with Malice / 14: C. Michael Davis,Ā Don't Pet the Dragon / 15: Mitski, Iām your man
v 1: Early versions of the myth as in aeschylus orestes / 2: Ink-the-artist, I will not remove my teeth
#Yeahh iām workng on a mickbell & kabru party analysis oops#Iād bleed for anything if it held me the right way. Even teeth#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Mickbell tomas#kuro#mickuro#mickrin#Itās on topic in my heart#The red means I love youā¦#The duality between the care & devotion and the hurt & isolation is really what gets to me#Traumabonded kittens highkey#Tw#cw#cw abuse#tw abuse#Web weaving#web weave#webweaving#I hit 30 pics :( would have added more if i could#Idk even anymoreā¦ Pls tell me you see the vision#Mick obvi loves Kuro a lot but this was meant to focus on the unhealthy side if that wasnāt obvious. Abuse tactic of isolation etc etc#People always leave. doesnāt matter how or why but his parents his sister everyone heās never enough to stay#and thatās why he thinks he has to trick Kuro into thinking Mickbellās the whole world or heāll discover that thereās more out there.#Stuff thatās worth leaving him for. He has to make the world scary and unknown and not pay him and not let him have connections#Thatās why he doesnāt want people to have a choice!! Either Mickbell doesnāt care about you or heāll make sure you can never be without him#and there being a third option/outcome in this freaks him out!!!#Some of these should be called āNo Titleā instead but I have bad academic crediting etiquette this looks cooler sorry#Heās scared of course he bites. Thereās only throwing bones when feeding a stray. So bare your teeth and chew me up#Everything heās ever loved has teeth marks
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so the concert was amazing
#kƤƤrijƤ#my ears hurt my throat hurts my leg hurts but i dont care#100% worth it#THOSE TWO HOURS WERE MAGICAL. 100/10 WOULD DO AGAIN#GETTING TO EXPERIENCE CHA CHA CHA LIVE IN A CROWD WAS EVERYTHING ID DREAMED IT WOULD BE#also. hes so fucking funny. like i knew that already but goddamn#hes hilarious#also sorry for the ass photo quality my phone camera would not co-operate
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Oscar: Soā¦ [Robin sighed dramatically; he couldāve guessed where this was going even if he wasnāt privy to his fatherās thoughts] Oscar: Whatāre you gonna do, sue me for not believing you? Robin: [snorts] Heās not bothering me, dad. Oscar: So, why donāt you talk to him-.. or anyone else at school for that matter. Robin: People donāt usually care what youāre saying, theyāre just waiting for their turn to talk. Oscar: Cāmon, not everyoneās like that. Robin: Okay.. but what if they donāt like what you say? Like, I say something and they think ā oh, that was weird ā and then Iām like, wow I wish I hadnāt said that and itās super awkward and cringe. [Robin fiddled with his fingers, intent on convincing Oscar that anxiety was the culprit. It was easier than explaining the truth; that he could barely think straight amongst everyone elseās thoughts, that couldnāt be arsed, didnāt see the point, found people boring, yada yada] Oscar: Yāknow people donāt usually think that whilst youāre talking, right? Itās mostly in our own heads. Robin: Okay, dad. Oscar: Wow, canāt imagine where you get that sarcasm fromā¦ Robin: āCourse notā¦ They do though-.. think that, yāknow. Oscar: I think thatās just the social anxiety talking, spud. Robin: And? Oscar: And, youāve gotta work on your fear-ā¦ Robin: Itās not a fear, itās a fact. [Oscar rolled his eyes as Robin sloped off; it was like arguing with himself] Oscar: Robinā¦ Robin: See, you didnāt like my response so.. point proven, huh? [Robin hovered by the doorframe, wearing a smirk so similar to his own that Oscar couldnāt help but chuckle fondly] Oscar: Tch, get outta here! Robin: Love you, byeeeee. Oscar: [snort laughs] Love you too, bud.
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#robin finch#ksdjskdj#are we feeling any sympathy toward sid yet mr oscar??#your son snakes his way out of your concerned little talks before u even realised it?? neverrrr.. where'd he get that from#ahahhadskj#š#it must be so tiresome for robin tho.. wanting to fight off everyone's concern all the time#but at the same time realising it's preferable/easier for ppl to think it's just anxiety ough#he can't just turn around n be like oh i hear/see too much and my brain hurts and most ppl aren't worth talking to anyway so.. ā#like.. i don't think i'd wanna be around someone too much if i knew they could hear/see/feel everything i did#can't blame the guy for keeping it to himself
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i hope a large majority of qBBH enjoyers just move to tumblr and abandon Twitter at this point. Itās a toxic wasteland over there, I donāt know if any of it is salvageable anymore. No need to beef, just leave forever and never look back.
#If they want to kick us out so badly then so be it#At least I hope itās better here#Missinfo and lies and everything#Doesnāt feel worth the mental hurt of it all š#Q Badboyhalo#fandom crit#Twitter neg
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exalt
#Naruto#Kakuhida#Hidakaku#Hidan#Kakuzu#something something hidan lives his life in extremes#something something doesn't know how to regulate his emotions#he either loves something or hates it#you either have to die or you can never leave his side#in this way everything Hidan loves is made into a god#do it. obsess until it kills you#you want to you want to so bad#deify the love of your life instead of admitting you had nothing before him#when idolizing someone is easier than submitting yourself to the mortifying ordeal of being known and loving them normally#I am normal about Hidan#i AM NORMAL#when the only way you can express your love is by putting people so far above you it reinforces your abysmal self worth and keeps you#at arms length inherently#thus making it impossible for closeness and intimacy to exist thus keeping anyone you love from hurting you ever#YOU WIN HIDAN#YOU WIN#myart
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I made more
Because I know damn well Iām the only one who creates this sort of monstrosity
#class 1b#bnha#mha#monoma neito#neito monoma#itsuka kendou#kendou itsuka#yosetsu awase#awase yosetsu#kosei tsuburaba#tsuburaba kosei#hiryu rin#rin hiryu#kaibara sen#sen kaibara#fanart#my art#oh my god everything hurts but it was so worth it
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Jason, but instead of his usual post-death beef with Bruce, heās giving Dick the cold shoulder. like he always knew Bruce was an emotionally constipated bastard with a black and white moral code he lives by and that hasnāt changed after his death, or even his resurrection. Dick howeverā¦
letās say just say that Jason took it personally. in a very āif he could change for them then it means he was always capable of change and i just wasnāt worth changing forā kind of way
#yes i know that Dick changed **because** of Jason because he doesnāt want to make the same mistakes again#Jason probably knows that too#that doesnāt mean that it doesnāt hurt to see it#i mean come on. Jason tried so hard to get him to be his brother. to get him to love him. he looked up to him so badly#and while Dickās behavior is somewhat understandable it doesnāt erase anything#it just means that Jason came back to Dick being everything he had ever wished from the man for others#and what that must have looked like is that he was only worth loving in death#Jasonās beef with Bruce is really compelling narratively#but this scenario between Jason and Dick is downright heart wrenching#jason todd#batman#jason todd headcanon#dick grayson#dick grayson headcanon#dick grayson and jason todd
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Kit do you not rep Charles anymore š
Of course I do heās prime I just need a break from his team and that fucking dog
#ask#binottos gone. his bones are gone. sainz on his way out. the evil has been DEFEATED#we did it. we found everything that was wrong wid Ferrari and put it in a box and sent it far far away where it cant hurt us anymore#finally a clean slate for elkann and a blank cheque for vasseur to rebuild il cavallino the way enzo wanted. pure italian excellence#and a semi italian boy to lead it all. vasseur FINALLY recognizes leclercs potential as n1 and turns him into the central piece of a new er#they get him hamilton. biggest media event in f1 history#a proven winner. an upgrade in every way. bigger than ferrari? that wont be a question he'll need to answer#binotto is bones. f1-75 is dust. next year sainz will be nothing but a bad memory and the rusting crux of all their PAST problems#this is vasseurs vision now. his holy plan. his sf-24. his personnel. wid elkanns blessings and his deep. deep pockets.#2 years later. the monster's gone. vasseur is here.#and what has vasseur done?#the garages remain the same. no big poaches from rivals. nothing to prepare for hamiltons arrival.#maranello follows a dev path that comes from the same wind tunnel as haas. haas' data correlates. their upgrades work. ferrari's dont.#last 2 upgrades failed because the very concept of the car was wrong. 2 months behind at least.#((took merc almost 2 and a half years to deal wid the damage of an incorrect baseline and correct course))#ferrari came into the triple header 2nd in the standings and left wid 50 points TOTAL. baby mclarens-first-wcc run behind by 7#out of those 50 points none was sharls#sharl has scored 1 point in 4 fucking races#vasseur's ferrari has turned a generational qualifier into a kid whose idea of making pole is running experiments in q3#because who cares anyway if the car is setup for races except it aint setup for that shit either#so quali has to work ((it doesnt)) sunday has to be flawless ((never is)) but to point fingers is a worse crime than this approach to gp's#last gp. silverstone. as representative as it gets. sharl fails to make q3#bouncing around in a setup that hadnt been previously tested on either fp but wud surely make it worth their sunday#sunday: sharl gets lapped#ik sharl better than this#but idk what im looking at rn#I ignored the influencer milestone special helmet because I expected a performance that wud make me forget it#I need him to be a racing driver#he says 'he cant find the words anymore' bro I rlly need him to find them#I'll always ALWAYS root for sharl but to keep it šÆ idk what I'm rooting for anymore
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Years ago, when I was still driving a taxi, I picked up 2 very kind and sweet women and took them to hellmart. It was Black Friday, and they wanted to get some toys for their family. About an hour later, I got a hysterical call from one of the women. She told me that her friend had locked herself in a bathroom stall and that she refused to come out because she was terrified after being accosted by other shoppers trying to get a Tickle Me Elmo. I told her friend to tell her friend locked in the bathroom stall that I'd be right there and I'd get her home safely. I broke several traffic laws and got there in minutes. I parked and walked into the bathroom, where I saw a frantic woman trying to console her panic stricken and crying friend through the bathroom stall door. I told them I was there, and it was time to get them home. Thankfully, they believed that I could do that for them. When the woman in the stall slowly and cautiously emerged, her face was swollen, and she was covered in scratches and bleeding. I wasted no time cleaning her face and hugging her, and I escorted them safely into my taxi. I asked what happened. They told me that another shopper had grabbed the Tickle Me Elmo that the bleeding woman had in her hands. It was the last one and it was on sale. This other shopper had acted so violently and fiercely that she lashed out several times and made this woman in my taxi bleed. I couldn't believe that someone would do that for a Christmas gift of all things. I was a horrified as they were. The bleeding woman told me that if the other shopper had asked for the toy, she would've given it to her in the spirit of Christmas. I was appalled at this unnecessary violence. This poor woman was physically abused and suffered so much anxiety all for a toy for Christmas. Really? No matter what kind of sale price you could get that day, it's not worth causing so much pain for a kind and decent person. For anyone for that matter. I don't get it. I'm sharing this story so you all know why i have such a big problem with the over commercialized Christmas that is now so prevalent in our world today. I think that we all need to take a minute and remember what this holiday is really about. It's about joy, brotherhood, peace on earth, kindness, sharing, goodwill towards man, giving back, love, and beauty, among other wonderful things. It's not about buying and getting or money at all. It's a day when even the most grumpy people used to take the time to smile and say merry Christmas to others. I hope that we can act correctly and refocus on the true meaning of this glorious day and find the good within ourselves and reach out and share the love and beauty that is within us all. That would be an ideal Christmas gift for us all, dontcha think š¤? Please, be kind and have a safe and happy holiday season!! Bless you all!! šš¼
#black Friday#Christmas#True meaning of Christmas#unnecessary violence#abuse#scratches#bleeding#for a Tickle Me Elmo?#wow#sweet woman#kindness#anxiety#taxi driver#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#joy#brotherhood#peace on earth#giving back#family is everything#do the right thing#refocus on what Christmas means#be the joy#be kind#goodwill to man#no sale is worth hurting someone#so buying things#start loving each other
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Sacrificial lamb and all that
#baby baby baby#He said :(#and#he said ā¹ļø#The way Kreese stared at him and hovered like a hungry wolf ready to pounce the whole time#the way Johnny tried not to cry and sweat and went straight into the arms of his predator like he has for YEARS#because heād been literally in Kreeseās hands. Given to him and left with him. for YEARS.#And the way he stared up at him so desperate and melted into his grasp#let him swipe his hurting nose and obeyed when he made him do something he didnāt want to#because who else does he have. And his mom wasnāt there. and he had to go home with bruises all over him and no one#to Sid. to be mocked and laughed at some more. to cry all alone in his bed thinking about how the man he trusted and loved hurt him#And I think Kreese was more jealous. murderously so. that Johnny clearly wanted to be on good terms with LaRusso rather than so mad he lost#and by the time he realized he went too far and he lost his little championāwhom he āloves most besides CKāāhe decided to get revenge on#Miyagi and Daniel. because itās THEIR fault he did that to johnny in the first place. he hates them both with a passion. HE was humiliated#in front of his boy and the rest of the cobras by Miyagi. and Danielā¦he changed Johnny. he practically took him away from Kreese.#Man is delusional cause thatās 10000% how he sees things#and GOD the way he begs Johnny to come back in ck. and then hurt him more because āthats what was best for himā#and Johnny moves away from his touch and stares at him like an abused animal but still lets him stay#because he still loves him despite everything#he knows Kreese is in his own reality and does love him. but he realized his worth to an extent#realized its not okay for Kreese to have done all those things to him#and brainwashed him#and he was being victim blamed the whole time Kreese came back to cobra kai#I cant.#Iām SCREAMING. everything was taken from him but it was his fault because he āshouldnt have let Kreese come backā#Only unobservant idiots ignore the fact that he was abused his whole life just so they can hate on him constantly.#johnny lawrence#cobra kai#karate kid#Still love Kreese though
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Destined to lose an eye in every timeline (Patreon)
Bonus alt:
#Doodles#Helix#Coraline#Blood#Yippee <3 Eye horror <3#I said I'd do it and I did it! Oops??? Lol#It was too fun and too fitting of an idea to just Not do it I had to - he always loses an eye! That's just the rules!#Coraline being PG means we never see any blood but like... Yes the Beldam is magic But Like..........#I really do love the idea of him making the impulsive decision - getting so close to a total yes - and only the pain snapping him out of it#Boy just doesn't learn without The Worst consequences! <Doesn't actually believe that but I must mean to him ā„#Him being alone and locked up inside the mirror until he ''comes to his senses'' and agrees to be a good son hough <3#Just wants the pain to stop! But if one hurts this much what would two be like? But then he'd get everything promised him right?#Hmm āŖ#But then Dex comes to the rescue! Yaay <3 Definitely not mutually traumatic or anything :)#Especially if there really was a magical element that was keeping the wound ''healthy'' (ever-bleeding without running out of blood? Hmm)#And then as soon as they step back into the real world they get to deal with the consequences#We never see what would've happened to a false start! I mean it's very gory it makes sense haha#And the fake snow melts like real snow... Could go any number of ways really#Maybe for the happiest ending once they get out together Max's eye is all better! :D Or healed Enough but still unusable :0#Could got the xxxHolic route and Dex gives up half his eye to Max so they only have three eyes' worth of strength between them haha#Neither of them needed glasses before - although I get the feeling Dex would wear contacts even if he did :0 He'd look good in glasses...#Though I think that about everyone haha#Love the little details like Dex calling him Max rather than ''sir'' those particular moments too much ahh <3 <3#And I do like the alt! Bleeding!! ā„ But I think the pace and flow works better with the two expressions separated out :)#Fun fun āŖ Scary fun
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