#everything hurts but it was so worth it
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yay! finally finished my jecka 1700+ piece cat ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
#everything hurts but it was so worth it#im now fighting myself#cause i want another one to do#but theyre pretty expensive#also i was on their website#they do a giant 4000 piece t-rex#......#maaaaan#if it goes on sale#then ill maybe (definitely) buy it
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It still feels surreal but oh my god it's been the best experience
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My comic for The Retired Colourman! I love this scene between Mariana and Sherlock sm
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#sherlock holmes#mariana ametxazurra#its 2 am and everything hurts but this was soo worth it. the colour and composition came out exactly how i wanted#the text alone probably took me 2 hours bcus i insist on handwriting it. good god.#anyway i love their friendships so mcuh its so lovely. this scene!!!!#some creative liberty was taken#what else did i want to say uhmm#oh yeah i predict silver blaze will make me feel shrimp emotions so i wanted to get this comic done before that. comes out#if theres a super compelling scene in silver blaze i Will have to make a comic. the rules#anyway gnight
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God, I'm (yet again) exhausted. What a show. I will say, flaws and all, it's still one of the best animated series I've watched. Ever. No, I don't think it deserves the vitriol it's getting on social media.
I have a LOT of emotions right now. I don't think I'm even thinking straight after watching through everything once. It definitely needs to be re-watched multiple times. No, I'm not offering any kind of insights or anything like that. I think I'm just too emotional seeing my favorite show end.
I really wanna thank the writers, directors, artists, animators, producers, and everyone else who worked on this show for this work of art. It was beautiful, and it's why I love making gifs of this show.
And just because this show has ended, doesn't mean I'll stop making things. There's two whole seasons to work with now. I hope I can have enough free time to post regularly. I still need to make some 8k wallpapers and a ton of gifs haha.
I'll take a break and sleep for now. I'll see what I can make when I wake up tomorrow. I have so many things I want to do, but I also feel like crap and I too, have a life LMAO.
Oh, and I'm still looking forward to the next stories that they tell us! Runeterra truly has amazing lore. Excited to see what's next!
Thank you for all the likes, reblogs, and support you guys give to my lil sideblog! I appreciate you guys so much <3
#personal tag#its arcane.... not everything will be happy fr but gah my heart hurts#ive also allowed replies for now in all gifsets and posts but piss me off and i will block you and close it again#i havent rlly processed everything bc ive been making gifs#but yeah im in fuckin shambles idk what to feel honestly#it rlly hurts to see ppl totally shit on the show you love but i suppose its a sign not to look at social media in general#criticisms are fine but some of them take it a bit too far#the first season was so good (and most ppl watched it with 0 expectations in mind) that the second season had too much to live up to#for what it's worth i still very much enjoyed it even with a few gripes#my grade is like 9.5/10 for s2 while s1 gets like a 11/10 haha#i have a feeling that when i rewatch the show i’ll appreciate it more since im less emotional haha the score will prolly go higher#thank you to everyone who was a part of this show <3#anyways its 2am goodnight my goal for the next coming days is a gifset or two a day#thank you everyone ily <3
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i love the bit from oct 17 2020 when tommy and quackity trapped wilbur in a cobblestone box to keep him from pressing the button... wilbur punching through the blocks with his bare hand to try to get to the button... tommy frantically replacing the block in front of him yelling for quackity to do something... the moment when tommy stops, blocks the exit, and tells wilbur to do it. press the button. but then theyd die with him. quackitys like "wait, wait-" but tommy holds his ground and wilbur. ohh wilbur. "why'd you have to make it so hard?"
#my post#this is just me rambling sorry i love that stream ive watched it sososossoooo many times from all 3 povs#AND AFTER TOMMY AND QUACKITY LEAVE....#wilbur replaces the button. i just need to know that its there.#and he goes on and on about how hes such a showman. how he shouldve just pressed it when he was alone.#but he just NEEDED someone to see him he needed someone to bear witness. guh#shaking. shaking. shaking. tommy put so much trust in him in that moment. he looked at him and said i know you want to hurt yourself but yo#wouldnt hurt me. and is he right to believe that? is he? maybe back in lmanberg maybe back during 'your life is worth more than the#revolution' but in pogtopia?? during 'wilbur wanted to be treated poorly so he treated others poorly'? it was a gamble for sure#and i mean as time went on tommy realized that. that as much as he cared about wilbur he couldnt trust him all the way.#but either way. in that moment i think tommy was sure that wilbur wouldnt press it if he realized that tommyd be killed as well.#that even though at this point people were saying wilbur was crazy. that hed lost it. that even if he didnt get it he knew something was#different about wilbur now. in that moment he bet everything on if there was anything of his brother left he wouldnt hurt him.#fucking. collapses onto the floor#disclaimer if anyone actually reads this far im not trying to slander pogbur in 2024 by calling him crazy thats just how like. every single#other character saw him.#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk
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Canines
The hand that feeds
Mickbell Tomas & Kuro Dungeon Meshi
^ 1: Ink-the-artist, I will remove my teeth / 2: Margaret Atwood / 3: C.S. Lewis, The Horse and His Boy / 4: Mitski, I’m your man / 5: Ojibwa, I love you like a rotten dog / 6: KotOR II / 7: Stardrop, Everything that’s ever been mine is covered in teeth marks / 8: Sodikken, People Eater / 9: Mitski, I’m your man / 10: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 11: Mitski, I bet on losing dogs / 12: maxime., The life and death of a dog / 13: hun, I did not bite with Malice / 14: C. Michael Davis, Don't Pet the Dragon / 15: Mitski, I’m your man
v 1: Early versions of the myth as in aeschylus orestes / 2: Ink-the-artist, I will not remove my teeth
#Yeahh i’m workng on a mickbell & kabru party analysis oops#I’d bleed for anything if it held me the right way. Even teeth#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Mickbell tomas#kuro#mickuro#mickrin#It’s on topic in my heart#The red means I love you…#The duality between the care & devotion and the hurt & isolation is really what gets to me#Traumabonded kittens highkey#Tw#cw#cw abuse#tw abuse#Web weaving#web weave#webweaving#I hit 30 pics :( would have added more if i could#Idk even anymore… Pls tell me you see the vision#Mick obvi loves Kuro a lot but this was meant to focus on the unhealthy side if that wasn’t obvious. Abuse tactic of isolation etc etc#People always leave. doesn’t matter how or why but his parents his sister everyone he’s never enough to stay#and that’s why he thinks he has to trick Kuro into thinking Mickbell’s the whole world or he’ll discover that there’s more out there.#Stuff that’s worth leaving him for. He has to make the world scary and unknown and not pay him and not let him have connections#That’s why he doesn’t want people to have a choice!! Either Mickbell doesn’t care about you or he’ll make sure you can never be without him#and there being a third option/outcome in this freaks him out!!!#Some of these should be called ‘No Title’ instead but I have bad academic crediting etiquette this looks cooler sorry#He’s scared of course he bites. There’s only throwing bones when feeding a stray. So bare your teeth and chew me up#Everything he’s ever loved has teeth marks
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so the concert was amazing
#käärijä#my ears hurt my throat hurts my leg hurts but i dont care#100% worth it#THOSE TWO HOURS WERE MAGICAL. 100/10 WOULD DO AGAIN#GETTING TO EXPERIENCE CHA CHA CHA LIVE IN A CROWD WAS EVERYTHING ID DREAMED IT WOULD BE#also. hes so fucking funny. like i knew that already but goddamn#hes hilarious#also sorry for the ass photo quality my phone camera would not co-operate
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Oscar: So… [Robin sighed dramatically; he could’ve guessed where this was going even if he wasn’t privy to his father’s thoughts] Oscar: What’re you gonna do, sue me for not believing you? Robin: [snorts] He’s not bothering me, dad. Oscar: So, why don’t you talk to him-.. or anyone else at school for that matter. Robin: People don’t usually care what you’re saying, they’re just waiting for their turn to talk. Oscar: C’mon, not everyone’s like that. Robin: Okay.. but what if they don’t like what you say? Like, I say something and they think – oh, that was weird – and then I’m like, wow I wish I hadn’t said that and it’s super awkward and cringe. [Robin fiddled with his fingers, intent on convincing Oscar that anxiety was the culprit. It was easier than explaining the truth; that he could barely think straight amongst everyone else’s thoughts, that couldn’t be arsed, didn’t see the point, found people boring, yada yada] Oscar: Y’know people don’t usually think that whilst you’re talking, right? It’s mostly in our own heads. Robin: Okay, dad. Oscar: Wow, can’t imagine where you get that sarcasm from… Robin: ‘Course not… They do though-.. think that, y’know. Oscar: I think that’s just the social anxiety talking, spud. Robin: And? Oscar: And, you’ve gotta work on your fear-… Robin: It’s not a fear, it’s a fact. [Oscar rolled his eyes as Robin sloped off; it was like arguing with himself] Oscar: Robin… Robin: See, you didn’t like my response so.. point proven, huh? [Robin hovered by the doorframe, wearing a smirk so similar to his own that Oscar couldn’t help but chuckle fondly] Oscar: Tch, get outta here! Robin: Love you, byeeeee. Oscar: [snort laughs] Love you too, bud.
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#robin finch#ksdjskdj#are we feeling any sympathy toward sid yet mr oscar??#your son snakes his way out of your concerned little talks before u even realised it?? neverrrr.. where'd he get that from#ahahhadskj#😂#it must be so tiresome for robin tho.. wanting to fight off everyone's concern all the time#but at the same time realising it's preferable/easier for ppl to think it's just anxiety ough#he can't just turn around n be like oh i hear/see too much and my brain hurts and most ppl aren't worth talking to anyway so.. ✌#like.. i don't think i'd wanna be around someone too much if i knew they could hear/see/feel everything i did#can't blame the guy for keeping it to himself
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i hope a large majority of qBBH enjoyers just move to tumblr and abandon Twitter at this point. It’s a toxic wasteland over there, I don’t know if any of it is salvageable anymore. No need to beef, just leave forever and never look back.
#If they want to kick us out so badly then so be it#At least I hope it’s better here#Missinfo and lies and everything#Doesn’t feel worth the mental hurt of it all 😆#Q Badboyhalo#fandom crit#Twitter neg
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exalt
#Naruto#Kakuhida#Hidakaku#Hidan#Kakuzu#something something hidan lives his life in extremes#something something doesn't know how to regulate his emotions#he either loves something or hates it#you either have to die or you can never leave his side#in this way everything Hidan loves is made into a god#do it. obsess until it kills you#you want to you want to so bad#deify the love of your life instead of admitting you had nothing before him#when idolizing someone is easier than submitting yourself to the mortifying ordeal of being known and loving them normally#I am normal about Hidan#i AM NORMAL#when the only way you can express your love is by putting people so far above you it reinforces your abysmal self worth and keeps you#at arms length inherently#thus making it impossible for closeness and intimacy to exist thus keeping anyone you love from hurting you ever#YOU WIN HIDAN#YOU WIN#myart
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i gotta admit, i do feel a little .. cheated on? i guess, or jealous perhaps, that i seem to have to work so hard just to get me to draw, not even anything of substance, or a lot, i always undersell how much time it took me to draw soemthing bc i ... am embarassed about some half assed doodle taking me 5 hours. i feel ashamed of taking so long for everything.
i am taking forever for the totk rewrite that i dont even know if its any good (im more confident about my design skills than writing..), despite constantly thinking about it i still havent properly started on the rant script (its not even art ..), and my comic that i still want to continue .. i havent updated in months? a year now? (i have NOT lost interest in it, i am daydreamign and working on it in my head still..)
maybe thats a selfish thing to admit to feeling, but man, i am so fuckign jealous, i always feel like i should be able to, i KNOW i am not shit at everything, but i cant get it OUT; like back in school when my teachers told me i am not horrible, i am actually pretty good, "i know you can do this, you have the skill." while meant to be uplifting, sicne i always think (or rather, FEEL like) i am bullshitting everything and nothing i make/write is actually any good or knows what its talkign about, it also felt like ... an accusation? like i am purposfully not doing it, i am not doing enough, i am holding back somehow, like they are asking me to stop holding back, and i just look at the ground not knowing what to do or say.
and i HATE wasting time, i cant stand looking at the clock and realizing i have been doodling back and forth on this one thing for 4 hours, and now i have to go to bed. no progress. nothing to show. nothing to feel accomplished. its not always, of course, but way WAY too many times ...
i see others churn out so much stuff, high quality stuff, and jsut think .. i should be able to do that too, i have seen myself be able to do it but its random times once or twice a year when i focus on one piece like i had gone mad- i really dont like how resentful it can make me feel towards people i dont know and dont deserve it (i do not actually hate or send hate, its just that .... shitty, shitty feeling)
hopefully this will be the last time for a longer time of me doing this type of post, but i felt it so strongly right now, it needed out
#ganondoodles talks#i know i said i didnt want to post that much personal stuff anymore#but i needed to get his out#i saw soemthign that made me feel deeply resentful and just .. like all the work i had done is wasted doubly bc others have done it better#-already#and it takes me so long to get ANYTHING done#i have wanted- DEEPLY wanted to do alot of things for the few friends i have#and yet cant get myself to do it#and i feel so shitty about everything#i dont want to leave people hanging#to promise things i cant do#to take this long for anything ........ both for others and for me#is this a ME issue or soemthign actually wrong#how do i find out what it is thats causing this block out of the many things definitely wrong with me#is it even worth it to try#or will trying to find it out only hurt more#... here i go late night emotion posting again...#if you read this long- i have considered the feedback for the ganon design#but am struggeling to finish it.#sorry
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Jason, but instead of his usual post-death beef with Bruce, he’s giving Dick the cold shoulder. like he always knew Bruce was an emotionally constipated bastard with a black and white moral code he lives by and that hasn’t changed after his death, or even his resurrection. Dick however…
let’s say just say that Jason took it personally. in a very “if he could change for them then it means he was always capable of change and i just wasn’t worth changing for” kind of way
#yes i know that Dick changed **because** of Jason because he doesn’t want to make the same mistakes again#Jason probably knows that too#that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt to see it#i mean come on. Jason tried so hard to get him to be his brother. to get him to love him. he looked up to him so badly#and while Dick’s behavior is somewhat understandable it doesn’t erase anything#it just means that Jason came back to Dick being everything he had ever wished from the man for others#and what that must have looked like is that he was only worth loving in death#Jason’s beef with Bruce is really compelling narratively#but this scenario between Jason and Dick is downright heart wrenching#jason todd#batman#jason todd headcanon#dick grayson#dick grayson headcanon#dick grayson and jason todd
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I made more
Because I know damn well I’m the only one who creates this sort of monstrosity
#class 1b#bnha#mha#monoma neito#neito monoma#itsuka kendou#kendou itsuka#yosetsu awase#awase yosetsu#kosei tsuburaba#tsuburaba kosei#hiryu rin#rin hiryu#kaibara sen#sen kaibara#fanart#my art#oh my god everything hurts but it was so worth it
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"The immortal x mortal relationship dynamic [is about] loving something you know will die. It is about vulnerability, vulnerability in the face of centuries of pain, centuries’ worth of trauma, centuries of experience jading someone. And the strength and vulnerability and hope that it takes to love something after that, when you already know how it is going to end.
That’s the metaphor, right, like we have terrible experiences, we have terrible relationships and you go into a relationship thinking you know how this is going to end but you have to do it anyway and that’s really hard. And the [immortal creature] take on that is pushing it to its extremes, it’s telling a story about someone who has unthinkable level of bad experiences and traumas, who knows for a fact how it’s going to end, even if it goes perfectly by human standards: there is an expiration date. And you have to choose to do it anyway."
Biz Barclay, When Allegory Fails, 3:22:00
#Biz barclay#‘That’s kinda why i love when they do get turned into vampires in the end- because it feels like a reward for successfully going for it’#‘And because i also have commitment issues’#The marchil paradox the theme the everything aughhhh it’s themst….#Bitterness from a lifetime of experience in 29 years and dread from the promise of a lifetime of painful experience in 50 years#Their fears mirrored yet complemented in each other it’s soooo it’s so.#Relationships are messy and will hurt you. Do it anyways! Relationships always end. Worth it anyways!#This sort of idea where relationships will inevitably hurt you and end and knowing so and having experienced that#And choosing to seek it anyway is present in a lot of dunmeshi characters and plots and arcs and so this bit resonated a lot#Sigh ok will do a reblog
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Destined to lose an eye in every timeline (Patreon)
Bonus alt:
#Doodles#Helix#Coraline#Blood#Yippee <3 Eye horror <3#I said I'd do it and I did it! Oops??? Lol#It was too fun and too fitting of an idea to just Not do it I had to - he always loses an eye! That's just the rules!#Coraline being PG means we never see any blood but like... Yes the Beldam is magic But Like..........#I really do love the idea of him making the impulsive decision - getting so close to a total yes - and only the pain snapping him out of it#Boy just doesn't learn without The Worst consequences! <Doesn't actually believe that but I must mean to him ♥#Him being alone and locked up inside the mirror until he ''comes to his senses'' and agrees to be a good son hough <3#Just wants the pain to stop! But if one hurts this much what would two be like? But then he'd get everything promised him right?#Hmm ♪#But then Dex comes to the rescue! Yaay <3 Definitely not mutually traumatic or anything :)#Especially if there really was a magical element that was keeping the wound ''healthy'' (ever-bleeding without running out of blood? Hmm)#And then as soon as they step back into the real world they get to deal with the consequences#We never see what would've happened to a false start! I mean it's very gory it makes sense haha#And the fake snow melts like real snow... Could go any number of ways really#Maybe for the happiest ending once they get out together Max's eye is all better! :D Or healed Enough but still unusable :0#Could got the xxxHolic route and Dex gives up half his eye to Max so they only have three eyes' worth of strength between them haha#Neither of them needed glasses before - although I get the feeling Dex would wear contacts even if he did :0 He'd look good in glasses...#Though I think that about everyone haha#Love the little details like Dex calling him Max rather than ''sir'' those particular moments too much ahh <3 <3#And I do like the alt! Bleeding!! ♥ But I think the pace and flow works better with the two expressions separated out :)#Fun fun ♪ Scary fun
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after cutting off everyone i thought this was it. there isnt anything or anyone else that can hurt me now, but now here I am hurting again for letting someone new in and back to this hurting. is this the human existence? everyone hurting you or is it just me attracting those who hurt me?
this is what i dont get.
#then you talk about it then youre told its apart of life#not everything is rainbows and butterflies#makes me think whats the point then this isnt worth living at all#or maybe im just so tired because its been YEARS and not a few years either 10+ years#is this how everyone feels or just me#yes i have good days but most days are like this and its not worth it what so ever#im just tired#maybe i am better off completely alone because i cant deal with anymore hurt
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