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Haven't done any running for more than a week due to the hot weather. Even at 8pm it's still "feels like 34ÂșC". But club started up again this week and hopefully it doesn't rain on Thursday so I can finally take Topaz back to agility.
#I feel like I did one of my best intake lectures last night#I still talk too fast and stumble over my words#but I think I did a better demonstration and explanation of training techniques#than I have maybe ever#what I want people to take away from the intake lecture is:#1. reinforcement is key#2. think about your dog as an individual#those are like the main two#everything else comes after that
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro megumi#takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo#i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart#to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose#and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively#i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character#been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks#tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one#whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is#i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao#but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well#said begrudgingly#break his kneecaps megumi
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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i am a funny animals blogger FIRST
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Somewhere Else~*.âą
#Iâm feeling iffy on how the full thing looks so for now you get this until I decide whether or not I hate it#And then after mag 200 they go Somewhere Else and things arenât perfect but theyâre alive and together so itâs ok#and they learn to heal and love and mourn and theyâre NO spooky computers and NO archivists and NO BONZO#I know this because Iâm correct about everything btw#teaholding#jonmartin#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#tma#the magnus archives#my art#man maybe I shouldnât put down all these tags cause I MIGHT come back and finish it#But ALSO. I might NOT. Hmmmmm#jmart#<adding that tag I LOVE that name itâs so good
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Iâm interested to hear how people play Henry in regards to sex and romance. Since thereâs so much choice in this, and everyone can shape their Henry a bit differently.
Of course in kcd1 he starts off with Bianca, though I always interpreted that as early young flirtations that didnât have time to develop into anything deeper. But if Skalitz hadnât happened like it did, and Henry listened to his Pa, then I could see them staying together as a small town romance, settling down etc but Henry would always be restless.
In the first game, I always played Henry as someone who kind of fell into romantic entanglements without really putting much thought into it. With Lady Stephanie he was flustered by receiving such attention from a noblewoman, that he was just kind of swept away in it, he didnât think much about it. Same with any other short term sexual encounters in kcd1.
Theresa is different, in that it was sweet and fun and theyâre friends in addition to it all. After they sleep together Henry can bring up marriage immediately, which she kind of shoots down a bit. I think they were close, but the distance from Henryâs occupation frays their relationship, while it never had time to develop into something as strong as he eventually has with Hans, it was sweet and enjoyable and was built from a strong foundation. For my Henry at least, it just doesnât stand the time and distance and everything that Henry goes through when he leaves Rattay. Even in the first game, heâs away more and more.
When it comes to kcd2, I tried to play it as Henry is no longer stumbling into sex but he doesnât really know why. He slept with the girl at the wedding, all the bitter feelings resurfacing from his interactions with Hans just beforehand, and the wedding sex was bad (she says so herself ahaha). Then after that, heâs not really feeling the interest that he used to, maybe he attributes it to the stress of the situation heâs in, but his heart is no longer in it.
I donât think my Henry realises the way he feels towards Hans falls under the romantic and sexual attraction umbrella until much later on, but it makes something click inside his head when he does. Maybe this happens when Hans kisses him. But heâs suddenly understanding why heâs been less interested in casual sex, and why the attention of pretty women doesnât quite feel the same as it used to. Because so much of his world already revolves around Hans, itâs difficult to see the depths and complexities of those feelings until theyâre spelled out clearly in front of him.
Interested to hear how other people play it though, because dedicated to Hans Henry is also great, as is a Henry who sleeps with everyone he can lmao
#hansry#kcd2#kingdom come deliverance#henry of skalitz#hans capon#I love that everyone can have different scenarios and interpretations#I also think for my Henry and Hans theyâd try to keep up the facade of chasing after women even to each other#because having that conversation about monogamy would be too daunting at the beginning#but it falls by the wayside because the emotional intimacy they have with each other makes everything else feel unappealing#and they can only think about each other
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happy cat day fure fure nyan nyan anyone
#what were the tags i usually use again#duck scribbles#honeyworks#minami#lipxlip#someya yuujirou#shibasaki aizou#confession executive committee#kokuhaku jikkou iinkai#aiyuu#even if they forgot about the kitty that looks like yuujirou I Havent.#happy cat day and birthday to minami specifically the other two can go make out elsewhere or something#yeah aizou was trying to kiss him but naturally i will not allow him to have nice things#i missed drawing them i really do...... its like coming home after a long time#once im done w mdyz week stuff i wanna make more haniwa merch for may o9 gonna hopefully get to cosplay yuujirou also#everythings been kinda fecked over here with the government fucking the entire country over but well what else is new#i gotta get outta here man#doodles
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everything else ASIDE it is truly so so . strange. that the way that an arc about buck being so jealous and fast to get upset at the notion of being left behind that he reacts with violence against somebody that he loves . is wrapped up by. him getting a boyfriend. like itâs wrapped up by him getting a boyfriend who was the third person in that situation that served only as a catalyst for bucks jealousy. and the conclusion to this arc is him dating this person. instead of meaningfully addressing his issues with rejection and the danger of them to those around him. instead of apologizing to the person he hurt. itâs resolved by. he had a crush the whole time. STRANGEEEEEEE
#like itâs kinda. narratively bad at best and actually really upsetting at worst#i literally canât even look at 7x04 like what do you MEAN that thatâs how it was resolved. what in the world are they doing#even if some kind of more satisfying conclusion/acknowledgement is coming. thatâs still how it ended then.#and thatâs so so fucked#like if you heard about that youâd be like oh and then after the maddie scene he goes and apologized to eddie#and it shows how thatâs the beginning of him working on his issues with rejection. right?#bc like literally where else can you go from there. but no?????#so so so strange iâll never be over it#911 abc#buddie#everything else aside i could never like bt for this reason like i canât look past that thatâs how they began#itâs WEIRDDDDDD and so confusing like how do you even get from point a to point b.
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so, after not having access to my PC or time to draw for several days i had a cool idea i wanted to try but of course it didnt work out
so im posting the one screenshot i made and how far i got (its not very far and i got desperate at the end just spinnign around the colors in hopes it would solve whatever issue is blocking me from drawing properly..)
idea was to show just how scary it would be to encounter demise randomly in the land, hes really big in my story and its rarely clear bc in what i have drawn so far hes mostly only next to hylia and with her being taller than him they look rather reasonably sized
anyway, heres the unfinished thing

#ganondoodles#zelda#art#tloz#loz#demise#i miss the days where i could just .... draw#now my brain just gets bored after half an hour and frustrated if i split the work on it over two days#the only time i can still do it it seems are when i get hyperfocused on something but that is extremely rare#and comes with neglecting everything else like drinking or standing up#being an artist means being able to draw anything except for what you want to draw :))#i feel like the wip looks better lol#not trying again though bc im already getting irritated
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paul is dead trutherism isn't taking it far enough we need to invent even weirder conspiracies. suggestions include:
paul isn't dead because he never existed in the first place he's a symptom of mass hysteria and if we all just face reality and stop believing in him he'll finally disappear
paul did die in a car crash but the other three necromanced him back to life so it's basically a wash
paul did die in a car crash but after they hired billy shears to replace him they summoned paul's ghost and got billy possessed so it's basically a wash
paul is john's childhood imaginary friend that he imagined so vividly he came to life (this could also work in the reverse direction but john's current real-life occupation is already "paul's imaginary friend")
paul, john, george, and ringo are actually all the same guy who's in a closed-loop reincarnation situation as karmic punishment
#i'm going to become an idea 2 (necromancy) truther now#paul and john's relationship goes sour in late 67 bc john gets paranoid that its not the same paul or that he maybe sold his soul for this#and paul is mad at john for resurrecting him with black magic which he finds violating and he feels guilty about whatever john sacrificed#it can never be like it was before.... especially after an argument where john impulsively tells him he regrets bringing him back#everything else happens canon compliant#unfortunately. whatever ritual it was they could only do it once. paul cannot return the favor when the time comes#angst ensues...maybe john was right. should they have used up their one chance? should it have been him instead?#the beatles#paul mccartney
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Stanford never became friends with Fiddleford.
Instead he got himself a different small friend group who cares a lot about him. At least about the Ford he pretended to be in college.
A kind, soft spoken formerly bullied genius who researches very dull stuff in Oregon and definitely not anything weird. Their Ford would never break any rules or ignore safety measures [unlike that other student they heard about during their college years.]
And then Ford stops answering their calls and loses his grant.Â
Itâs time for an intervention and they start pestering Ford with letters and calls until he finally agrees to meet them at a science convention, but heâll take his brother with him.
Theyâre relieved! Ford is with Shermie! They like Shermie! It's a good thing that Ford still has one brother who isn't a good for nothing selfish criminal who destroyed his entire future!
If they ever get their hands on Fordâs evil twin theyâll make sure heâll regret ever messing with their friend. Ford is too nice for revenge. They arenât.
Meanwhile at the not-yet Mystery Shack, the Stans freshly survived their own angsty canon divergent tale of two stans AU and locked Bill out of Ford's mind like a week ago.
Stan: I donât know how long Ford will keep me around but this will be good for him. He needs some friends to take care of him after I inevitably get kicked out again!
Ford: I only agreed to this because Stan insisted and I still havenât found a way to thank him and apologize. I hope all my âfriendsâ die in a fire.
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#I need Ford to be a bit off a bastard im this one. But can we blame him?#The poor guy did so much research about how to fit in with his peers before going to college and it worked too well.#He regretted it almost instantly once he realised he had to keep this up for the next couple of years.#He had to pretend to like all the popular music and movies and girls#and partying#instead of spending his weekends solving the greatest mysteries of the universe.#he constantly had to tell himself that this is what he wants. He needs to fit in and be liked if he ever wants to be recognized by his peer#Of course Fords friends have it instantly out for Stan and can you blame them? Ford looks like he hasnât slept in weeks#hides mysterious injuries and his brother refuses to leave Fords side ven at night#[Poor Ford is just simply too scared to go to sleep without Stan protecting him]#They all come to horrifying conclusions about Stan. Poor Stan might even agree with them. Also#Ford: uses slang and bad grammar Stan: SHIT WHO DID FORD GET POSSESSED BY NOW???#Eventually an anamoly or a science experiment gone wrong happens during the convention and Ford is all over it immediately#pulls out a new journal#spouts out theories faster than anyone can keep up with and runs closer to the madness with no regard to his#or everyone elses safety Fords friends stare after him disbelieving and scared out of their minds Stan next to them sighs âFord#amirite?#Welp better go and make sure he doesnât get himself killedâ and runs after Ford.#Eventtually in all the chaos Ford and Stan get rescued by a kind man in a giant mech dinosaur. Ford and the new guy hit it off immediately#and solve everything with just a little bit more destuction that mightâve been necessary. It was all for the sake of science.#Stan takes a long look at the robot guy. âYep#heâll do. Seems much more Fordâs styleâ#and throws him into the Stanleymobile together with Ford and escapes before the police arrive.#Ford and the new guy barely notice as they keep on talking nerd stuff. Easiest kidnapping of Stans life.#He knew coming here was a great idea. And thus the mystery trio was born.
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The voices are loud and I am WEAK
#nebula rambles#gripping my FUCKING HEAD#i love fnaf sb. i do. i think besides the fucking. INSANE SHIT it canonizes and whips out#it has really cool concepts and actually are giving the animatronics and even the humans (all things considered)-#more personality and theyre so silly#but god. i still remember the confusion and like. befuddlement watching gameplay at last and i watched chaos#bring back the old concepts BRING BACK THE OLD LAYOUT BETTER COMPRESS YOUR GAME STEEL WOOL#and im. grips head.#hey guys im dbs' number one hater#you can hate on dbgt all you want that's. understandable#but GOD NOTHING WILL MAKE ME WANT TO EXPLODE THAN DBS#i know it's definitely for either nostalgia or to bring people back to familiarity whatever#but WHY do you have it take place BEFORE the final episode but AFTER the buu saga#why not just. make it the new gt#why not make an ACTUAL CANON for AFTER dbz???#cause with all the new shit coming in [multiple universes#the gods of destructions and their angels-#NO ONE FUCKING MENTION MAI TO ME IM SO FUCKING ANGRY BY HOW THEY HAVE THE PILAF GANG BUT ESPECIALLY MAI#do i still adore they made broly canon and rewrote him into such an interesting take?#yes#do i FUCKING LOVE the dbs super hero movie?#absolutely#but i cannot look away from the everything else it's attached to#admittedly im an anime watcher bc it's easier for me to digest but i have seen some stuff from the manga after super hero and#anyways this is. long. hi. i have visions i dont know if i'll ever act upon
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Binging sfth plays to distract myself from The Horrors. 10/10 would recommend im too busy laughing to worry ab anything else
#for real tho theyre great for distracting yourself#the plays are long and youll get too invested in the plot to stress ab everything else#and if you watch the playlist then youll immediately watch another after one ends#also if you do get stuck in your head someone will say something so ridiculous and out of left field you have to come back and see wtf is go#ing on#its great#sfth#shoot from the hip#ghost rambles
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adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes
#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently???#like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought#that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made#easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway#so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in#but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse#even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders#to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting#worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING#THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD#i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing#i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact#its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt#yapping#adhd
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If I was Adam Milligan after Jack restores the world I would kms in front of Sam and Dean or I would kill them no in between.
#you spend a thousand years in luciferâs cage cohabiting with thee Archangel Michael#they have an agreement. become everything to each other#and then. you die.#but you come back. and the being who you have spent your lifetime with isnât with you.#you have to life without someone you have FELT for over a thousand years.#he was never mentioned after the cage. of course he will never be mentioned again.#it is just sick. to think about them.#when they had freedom they just thought of exploring the new things of earth#how is adam going to continue his life??? having spent more than he will dream of living with someone else now taken from him?#i would kms actually and deadly. in front of sam and dean so they have another trauma forever#adam milligan#archangel michael#midam#midam spn
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Ok but can we talk about Lamb in this scene, and Garyâs performance. What do you see in his face in the space of those few seconds after she gets her bag from the car, after heâs told her what Partner did, and leaves? Personally, in the first gif, I think we can see him grappling with what heâs just revealed to her, and I can see regret, and even guilt. Thereâs a moment where heâs thinking âOh fuck, what have I done?â. Maybe a shred of disbelief that sheâs actually going to walk 30 miles home by herself, and contemplation of going after her and telling her to get in the car. She knows some of it, and sheâs gone: how will she react if he tells her the whole truth?
But in the second gif, itâs all gone in a snap. After that one look away, a very brief moment to steady himself, he looks back in her direction and the wall is back up. Fuck it. He accepts whatâs just happened. She knows now - at least, knows some of it - and sheâs made her choice. He needs to get back to Slough House and back to doing what he always does. Let her walk.
All that in about five seconds. Bravo Mr Oldman.
#I need everyone elseâs interpretations too#so I know Iâm not just dumb and other people can see what heâs doing with just his expression#he wants to run after his work wife really and beg her to come back#also bravo OF COURSE to ms reeves for this entire scene#that moment where lamb says you were his secretary what would you know#and she says âeverythingâ#the look on her face and the tone of her voice and the way her voice CRACKS SLIGHTLY#when she says it#like a question#like the doubt is there#but she doesnât want to believe it#or let him see it#ACTING#sheâs incredible to watch#will never stop dissecting this scene#slow horses#catherine standish#jackson lamb#saskia reeves#gary oldman#slow horses season 3
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