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rdj the (whitewashed) electric boogaloo
This is a reminder to everyone who's excited about RDJ's casting as Doctor Doom that this casting is whitewashing. Victor Von Doom is a Romani character and has been a Romani character since his introduction in the 1960s. (Fantastic Four Annual #2 [1964]) Not only that, but his Roma identity and the persecution he and his family faced due to it is integral to his character, it is what forms his identity. (Books of Doom by Ed Brubaker) Even if on the off chance this casting is meant to not be Victor but instead be some variant of Tony or whomever else becoming Doctor Doom, it is damaging to the character to rob him of that important cultural background. Doctor Doom does not exist without that history. Fans have been pushing hard to cast Doom as a Romani actor for years, especially since the MCU has whitewashed other Romani characters. (Wanda, Pietro, etc) This casting is not a celebration moment, it's fucking heartbreaking that the MCU repeatedly ignores the important and nuanced cultural backstories of characters.
I know I can't change anybody's mind on whether or not you want to be excited about RDJ's return to the MCU. But I do think at the very least you should be mad that the MCU is baiting us all and destroying nuanced and interesting characters for the sake of self-referential easter eggs and nostalgia bait. Because that's what it is. Feel how you'd like to feel about RDJ's return, but personally, this is soul-sucking. I had such a deep love for the MCU as a teenager, it was obviously something incredibly formative to me, especially Tony Stark. This isn't recreating what I fell in love with the MCU for. This is turning a well-planned and artistic storyline of adaptations into cheap cash grabs and fan service. Because, I think we're past the point of being able to call the MCU an adaptation of anything. They can use existing characters' names and powers, but to say they're being properly adapted is laughable.
This is not an adaptation of Doctor Doom. This is RDJ the Electric Boogaloo because Marvel's fear of losing the interest of dedicated MCU fans overrides their willingness to tell stories that are genuine to the characters. I don't know what there is to be excited about that. The MCU has lost its authenticity and aside from a few projects, feels heartless. Every movie is a copy of a copy. This announcement isn't something celebratory, it feels like a death knell of a cinematic universe that's so desperate to cling to relevancy it's resorting to nostalgia for a character/actor who hasn't even been dead for a decade. We're not getting anything new, we're just rinsing and repeating the same song and dance.
I get it. I love Tony Stark, his death destroyed me and I to this day, rue the ending he got in Endgame. It misunderstood his arc and it robbed him of a satisfying conclusion. But the solution to that isn't dragging the corpse out of the grave five years later to whitewash an existing character with rich and interesting nuance, just to forcibly tie his existence in the MCU to Tony. Whether he is a variant or not. Why would you want someone else's fave's legacy to be destroyed simply so your fave's legacy can go on? Hell, if we were really all so hellbent on the return of RDJ and/or Tony to the MCU, we have the multiverse for a reason. There were other ways to do it that didn't whitewash and ruin someone else. This just. Isn't something to be happy about.
#... we will not be addressing that i'm a dead blog#no one say a WORD about my inactivity for 4 years this isn't about that /lh#also if anyone tries to get smart about “romani isn't a race” i don't care and you can shut up.#it's an ethnic and cultural identity. and it should be portrayed correctly.#ESPECIALLY for a character like *victor von doom* of all people. like it is fundamental to him.#i would've included panels of the comics mentioned but most of them use the g-slur and i don't wish to encourage that here#like listen i don't think you need to be a comics fan to be an mcu fan. they're so divorced from each other atp#nor do i think the mcu owes complete comic accuracy. but i do think you should at *least* care when characters are whitewashed.#look. i really don't want this to be a debate on if rdj's return is good or not#i've been frankly baffled at how many old mutuals are excited but. whatever if you want him back i get it.#but it shouldn't be like this. not at the expense of a different character.#this whole thing made me realize i'm *far* more jaded and turned off to the mcu than most of you guys are.#which is fair you can still be an mcu fan. if it brings you joy i'm so happy for you#but how does this like. bring joy i don't get it.#this is soulless. it's uninspired. it's done purely for shock value.#i occasionally get asks to this blog about why i left and asking me to come back#and i get it. i *want* to come back.#but i don't *care* about the mcu anymore. this is not the franchise i fell in love with.#i don't recognize what once meant everything to me.#winteriron will always hold a special place in my heart (as will tony stark)#but like. i just don't have love for it. and it sucks that this bullshit from marvel actively kills the love i had.#this sours tony stark to me. i'm sorry but it does. because was it really worth this? is this what his legacy has become?#this does cheapen his legacy btw. like without question. it turns him into a cheap cameo reference. heart of the mcu my ass.#my fandom circles have *massively* changed#i'm now entirely surrounded by comics fans bc my primary fandom is dc comics. that's what i'm up to these days#and the difference was actually baffling to me. everyone i follow now is *pissed* about this. comics twitter is so mad.#and then i see ppl on here excited and i'm just genuinely surprised this is something you want. i don't get it.#i don't say that to be rude. i just don't get it. how is *this* actually something people *want*.#do i still care about marvel? eh.#i like winter soldier comics and i could give a comprehensive rec list. and i read some other characters i deeply enjoy.
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FUCK. THE. TORIES.
They have refused to increase wages whilst forcing the cost of living to skyrocket so high that nearly all of us are counting pennies to pay bills. If we can pay them.
They intentionally and gleefully forced us into a horrible economic (and cultural) depression through Brexit, and not one of them had a single consequence for the constant lies they told to get it passed. This will only get worse.
They have intentionally dismantled the NHS by underfunding it to the point where the NHS staff are all burnt out (having nervous breakdowns, leaving the country for far- better paying jobs or just leaving the field completely) just so they could sell it off to privatised companies worth billions just so they can fill their own pockets. Oh, and the incredible capable staff (medical or support) who were all from Europe have been told they are no longer welcome here and they have returned home because Britain is a cesspool of bigotry and hate
They are dismantling the social care systems for the disabled and elderly, to try to force us back to work even though we are physically and/or mentally incapable of work by stripping away our incomes.
They're doing everything they can to keep us from living by making sure we cannot afford food, housing, utilities, water, and tax.
They are living on taxpayers whilst having millions, even billions in the bank for themselves.
The corrupt politicians fill their bank accounts and buy third and fourth houses across all Europe, another boat— whatever— and they have scandal after scandal with absolutely no consequence, and we can do absolutely nothing.
Their handling of COVID was criminal, and aside from wasting an incredible amount of money, they are responsible for many deaths by not acting fast enough and by forcing people back into the workplace when they knew it was not safe because they wanted to improve the economy they collapsed.
Oh, and don't forget all those lovely parties they had during COVID lockdowns when we were all in our houses and not allowed to see family members who were dying-- or even go to their funerals because of COVID restrictions.
They are intentionally fuelling the hate at queer people-- specifically trans people. This, I assure you, will get so much worse.
They keep sending money from taxpayers over to fund wars in other places-- including genocide-- with no way for us to fight back.
They keep making law after law making it more and more difficult for us to protest against everything they are doing.
Now the Tories expect you to do 12-18 months (+4 reserve years) of mandatory conscripted service in the military so you can go help countries commit war atrocities and genocide. And if you refuse, you are sanctioned. And they are making more and more laws restricting protest and free speech, so if we fight back, we're punished-- criminalised.
Do you understand what is happening right now?
Anyone who can still vote for the Tories after all of this, I have only a deep seeded concern for their sanity, and revulsion at their lack of morals.
FUCK EVERYONE WHO WILL OR HAS EVER VOTED FOR THESE MONSTERS.
FUCK.
THE.
TORIES.
FUCK.
THEM.
ALL.
#fuck the tories#forced conscription is evil#they want you to go fight against Palestinians#they want you to help the genocide#if you can still vote for the tories after knowing everything they have done i just cannot speak to you#fuck british politics#fuck rishi sunak#fuck everything#rishi sunak#is a psychopath#and the worst prime minister after Thatcher#christ I hate these people#general election#uk general election#uk politics#tories#conservatives#i fucking hate these people you have no idea#The tories WANT WWIII#these people are psychopaths#fuck everyone who will and ever has voted tory#the people are soulless monsters#The closest thing to a vampire in this world are the tories#Sunak is so stupid he went to Northern Ireland to campaign for the general election#Northern Ireland does not have the Tories or Labour in the ballot#this man is so stupid he’s trying to get votes from Northern Ireland. neither Labour nor tories appears on Northern island ballots#rishi Sunak you absolute potato#I am so tried of wealthy corrupt psychopaths running the world#Do you want to go to war? Do you want to kill innocent children and weak old people?#cos if the tories stay in That is exactly what will happen. You will be sent to commit genocide on victims
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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything
#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable#but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start#ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍
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going off something i was talking about the other day. i think i know why i took sriv’s terrible quality so personally. like why i felt so insulted and angered by it. it felt like a slap in the face to anyone who cared to take the early games seriously. even if that wasn’t the intention, it doesn’t really matter if that’s how it ends up coming off regardless.
sr1 is a tragicomedy, it has elements of heightened reality but at its core is a very genuine and grounded piece of work. the tone was meant to be based off (specifically) hip-hop music videos, which in and of themselves are incredibly sincere pieces of art—the visualization of something you can’t see, or in some cases the visualization of literal lyrics. pieces of art that have a point to get across, oftentimes ending in either bittersweet or sobering ways (see: playa’s death at the end of sr1). sr1 hits the beats it wants to and tells the story it wants to tell, even in the face of being a GTA clone or whatever. it had real heart. it had a point to its narrative. and i’ve actually written a longer piece discussing the use of music in the games and its love/hate relationship w gangsta rap and hip-hop if you’re curious. whether you think it did this well or not is up to your own tastes, but the intention and end result is clear.
so all that to say when sriv came along and was just unfunny jokes and badly written irony, parody, and quips placed against painfully bathetic moments and quite literally blowing up its worldbuilding. it’s like. oh. that’s how you’re sending this off. if the intention was just to “make a fun game” then sure, fine, whatever, but there’s really no need to just be so…dismissive of what came before. you’re just lying when you say the narrative of the games was never meant to be taken seriously from the start. sorry for caring?? i forgot it’s not cool to be sincere anymore. forgot we’re all supposed to have this sense of ironic detachment to all art. ok. whatever.
#god forbid a game make you. care.#i hate sriv so much it’s unreal#it was made right when the era of like. being super ironic and making everything A Fucking Joke started really taking off#end product being just one of the most soulless piles of slop i’ve ever played#i just think there is smth very telling about the fact that#most ppl i’ve seen who like this game almost always cite essentially making their own fun#like just messing w the powers and not so much engaging w the actual story#or even just taking things it introduced and ignoring the original cast altogether#which to be clear is a perfectly valid reason to enjoy a game.#it’s just sad to see a series that started off w some incredible storytelling devolve into. whatever this game is.#there is a sense of irony in that i almost feel as if 3/4 are Like That BECAUSE so many ppl refused to engage w the narrative#or at least partially like that anyway. good amount of ppl just wanna blow shit up in their open world game. which again. that’s fine.#but you really lose something special when you decide the narrative/worldbuilding isn’t worth anything anymore.#shrugging. what do i know tho. i’m just one guy
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victorian style haunted house that has dysphoria about not being an open concept minimalist hellhole, before we even have those, so it doesnt know why it just feels sooo miserable and has to lash out at everyone inside it, so its wretched and haunted the whole time, until its finally bought by a house flipper in the 2020s who knows JUST how to fix it
#toy txt post#it lives right next door to the victorian house thats violently resisting the open concept minimalism for itself#actually WAIT. i have a still unnamed witch oc that lives in an open concept modern minimalist house bc i like the contrast with her whole#vibe. what if. thats her house. that would actually be soo funny#she has this wretched awful house that hates everything and puts up with it and then she gets fed up and redecorates and the house suddenly#actually chills out#id say the house next door is birdies. as a joke. except birdie is not renovating. birdie shoved a couple modern appliances into the#kitchen. she hasnt updated the electricity since it was installed when they first invented installing electricity#for anyone else it would be a fire hazard but for her it simply Knows Better#her house is a nightmare#electricians are not allowed inside#its inexplicably Fine#anyway. everyone reads this and starts Booing#cos you dislike The Aesthetic and even i often dislike the aesthetic but you could do some fun transgender shit is all im saying#you mean to tell me this house is miserable and mean bc it hates its form and it cant even conceptualize the changes that would bring it#joy. and then the changes happen and it feels so much better even tho it pisses off the people who think its being mutilated and destroyin#destroying its inherent natural beauty? what next. are you gonna tell it it should at least have kids first? omg nooooo#dont get rid of your gas stove why are you mutilating yourselfffff#anyway this doesnt even have to be the only direction to do transition allegories with. shit is ripe. house designed to be#stodgy and rigid experiences joy in the new dwelling of a relaxex eclectic artist#etc#i say house flipper in the post but i do agree thats inherently soulless. i thinj the point of it is that it does need to be. like#the passion of someone making a home their own. the LOVE of someone finally having a space to be theirself in.
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At this point my blocked blogs list on this blog is extemely extensive and if anyone approaches me asking why I've blocked them the answer is 99% likely to be because you thought it appropriate to talk about your trauma on 10 notes personal post rb.
I mean it's weird how this keeps happening, but I think people need to develop some sort of etiquette cause what the hell.
This is a rb website, sure! You can do whatever you want. Except I can see your reblogs and read everything you say even if I don't want to because who would even consider turning notifications off on a post they didn't think anyone would rb with that, let alone rb in general? "Talking in tags" rules don't apply to posts like that.
Unless you are initiating a conversation with me specifically, I don't need to hear how depressed you've been in my notifications out of nowhere when I don't even know you. You're not talking into a void like you would on a 10k note post, you're all but yelling into my face. Have some semblance of courtesy and understand how this website works. Or else I'll whack you away with a block. Final warning.
#jay rambles about life.txt#Jay gets serious for once#this is largely why I stopped being personal on this blog#the rbs range from genuinely triggering to mildly annoying#but more than that I don't want you to have my personal fears and low moments on your page because reblogs make them#permanently uneraseable even if I wanted to. do you get that? don't fucking do this.#and sure I could turn off rbs but that's so much hassle it's not worth the effort to anymore#anyway. *whack* behave. be normal. I'm a person on the internet I'm not your therapist OR a soulless post producer#if you think I'm gonna respond to your traumadumping (pardon for misuse of the term it's easier to explain it that way)#when you've genuinely someone I've never seen before and talked to before after than you miscalculated#not after overstepping a common sense boundaries like this. good be with ya#I'd rather prefer you send me an anon where I actually have a choice in how to deal with that if that's what you're going for#for the record it's /nbh rn y'all are sweethearts. but every once in a while these kind of notifs pop up and make me question everything#'haha just like me when-' this is a post I made about my mental health. make your own.
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edit of my other favorite ship.
#romance club#interactive game#romance club game#rc soulless#rc walter#rc vyxaria#rc edits#hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it#the font too big. hate the animation of it. hate the position of it. just hate everything#because of this edit. i uninstalled capcut#fuck it#I don't care(i do. i spent 8 hours on this because the timing just won't match with the beat)#sacrifice my morning because of this and it wasn't really worth it but i guess it kinda is?#I don't know
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Part of Miquella's intentions with the Haligtree was to provide an accepting place for the pariahs of the Golden Order. Misbegotten and Albinaurics both flock there, and we find a variety of other creatures living there in combinations we don't really see outside the Haligtree.
So it's interesting that Miquella, who is so accepting of all of these forms of life, and who would see everything flourish for better or worse, may draw a line with Those Who Live in Death. There are some putrid corpses shambling around the Haligtree, so there is room to argue they are seeking shelter there. However...
The Golden Epitaph is imbued with Miquella's prayer for Godwyn to die a true death, and the unique skill on the sword is particularly effective against Those Who Live in Death. Similarly, the Miquellan Knight's Sword comes with the Ash of War "Sacred Blade", another skill especially useful for laying the undead to a final rest. There's one other sword that shares that ash: the Inseparable Sword used by the D twins. Did Miquella develop this skill for the Hunters, or did he adopt it from them?
The ghost in Castle Sol mourns being unable to restore the soul of an unnamed "comrade" of Miquella. I'm guessing that "comrade" is Godwyn, because Miquella has clearly been at work trying to fix what's wrong with him, given the Golden Epitaph. So he may be seeking all avenues to resolve his brother's suffering and eliciting help from the people of Castle Sol. But something about that is, the description of the Eclipse Crest Greatshield specifies that the eclipse is believed to stave off Destined Death, which could be the only way Godwyn can die his true death. So why ask the people who worship the symbol of the soulless dead demigods, and who want to ward off Destined Death, to help resurrect your undead brother? The Eclipse Shotel inflicts deathblight. The Mausoleum Knights, who wear the Eclipse symbol, also wield lances robed in deathblight. Those associated with the Eclipse may revere the undead, so why turn to them for help in saving Godwyn?
#miquella#im rusty on everything to do with castle sol so theres plenty i could be missing#i just hope they explore godwyn more in the dlc and all the deathroot stuff#and who are all these other soulless demigods in the mausoleums#and why are they soulless#godwyn is soulless because he was the other half of rannis ritual death#deathroot will make you soulless because its spawned from him AND has pieces of the death rune#so were the other demigods gotten by deathroot?#if it was just the black knives why would they be soulless?#AGHHHH FROMSOFT ANSWER ME#wraith meta
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Ok but does it not feel like the typical breakup thing movie couples do??
#giving back the sweater and everything??#i can totally imagine Cynthia getting emotional#its like that thing they do#the “it still still smells like her”#romance club#RC#RC Cynthia#rc soulless#soulless#Hollywood#breakup#Hollywood breakup
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I'm going insane and must depict an act of homosexuality post haste.
#im trying to cut down on my screen time but it turns out if i only do the soulless work art for a few days in a row i will combust and die#I need it to be faggoty and brown and fat and Everything my fucking day job art isnt. or i will eat my fucking hands
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all that's left as a story about community in a world where everything is trying to push people apart is sooooo
#personal#it's fun because it's not just the world that's crumbling further and further because of the ghouls it's also just#governments handling it poorly. corporations and the like trying to profit off the end of the world and all that#one specific player is being especially nasty in it all but i can't say much about that yet because spoilers#and even the premise is so Big. they have to do a documentary on a big city. it's all very empty. it's soulless#and then everything goes to hell and they're basically forced to make it smaller. they're forced to take things one day at a time#and make their story a much smaller scale and they focus on people instead. they focus on the communities living out there#opportunity HAS to fall in order for them to realize the big picture here just separates people more#i'm only partially making sense here. basically what i'm saying i love stories about people helping each other
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no. no absolutely not. "this name that has stumped every scholar ever is actually the name of an island in Scandinavia and somehow nobody caught that" cut the shit. you're devising a way to lower the speed of light to one-tenth of its capacity and yet a Norwegian word stumped all your collective asses i am going to rip out someone's throat.
#please make it end. just make it end.#as a former STEM major with a special interest in astrophysics it's like. the science makes sense.#the scientific leaps done in the name of sci-fi makes perfect sense to me.#but everything else just lights a fire of ire and anguish in the depths of my heart.#he cannot write relationships of any kind romantic or platonic. he cannot write women. his abuse of the word 'suddenly'.#his inability to grapple with pacing.#it's like they gave an intro to philosophy student a typewriter and told him 'show me how you really feel about humanity'#and skipped right over any form of writing class.#it's tired and boring and overdone and i LIKE pessimistic stories i do love tragedies#but this is so empty and soulless and the fact that i can feel his disdain for queer people and women in general#i resent every board member across all lit orgs that awarded him and this series the highest honors.#reading tag
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Two things. That institution fumbled EVERYTHING publicity-wise hard. Not a lick of human empathy or intuition exists, just protecting the royal institution. If it was Kate's choice to be alone??? Good for her. Will's??? I hope he dies in a fire.
#there is something deeply soulless about the way everything was handled news/publcity-wise but at least it's consistent#blah blah#royal garbage#and now docs on my timeline are saying that's not how cancer works...sigh#smh#I hope meg and harry continue to mind their business#but I do wonder if they low-key tried to see what was happening via. obama's visit
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Supernatural Battle of the Episodes!
Born-Again Identity has yet another landslide win! If it wins this one, which I'm pretty sure it will, I will retire it to the Hall of Fame! Let's see if it takes down an episode that pisses me off!
Who is it Chuck?
Chuck: Next sucker is Heartache - Sam and Dean put hunting down Kevin on the back burner, to investigate mysterious murders where everyone loses their hearts, and find out they all received organs transplants from the same donor.
#supernatural#spn#episode battle#polls#this episode makes me mad at Sam#i love Sam but#how are you gonna tell your brother#who you know loves you more than everything#that you had a good life when you thought he was dead#and you want to leave him#once this mess is cleaned up#that's something soulless!sam might do
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Okay what other soul-crushing books about the meaning of humanity can I read?
#I’m a sucker for characters who aren’t treated as human and start to believe it themselves#Maybe it’s my queerness; maybe it’s my cult upbringing; maybe it’s my neurodivergence; maybe it’s my profession#idk#The only problem is that I get an overwhelming urge to take care of someone who doesn’t exist#which is weird because I typically don’t feel much empathy in real life#I guess I’ve become addicted to it???#I know you don’t need empathy to be a good person; but for me feeling any emotion at all is reassurance that I’m not soulless??#I like feeling strong emotion; but I almost never get to because I’m so damned calm about everything#There’s an emotional cutoff point where after a certain amount of exposure to something I can’t experience the same emotions for it#Happiness sadness anger disgust fear anxiety love… they all have different decay rates (love lasts the longest) but they all go away#I can still outwardly behave as if I react the same way from muscle memory; but it’s a hollow caricature#Which is frustrating when all the directions for crying on command amount to “remember a past life event that makes you cry”#Bold of you to assume I have any real emotional connection to my past#And I’m a good actor otherwise but… hm can’t do that
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book howl is SUCH a dick I love him
#I would also smack the hell out of him#Sophie’s better than me#you’re messing with my little sister?#nah I’m throwing down idc if I’m 80 and you’re a wizard#I hate they took out how freaky he looks in the movie#in the book he’s got these creepy ass soulless eyes#because.. yk… no heart n everything#I do love the movie so much#but it’s so different from the book#I love them both#hmc#howls moving castle
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