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Bangel + Cookie Dough 🍪
“Angel. I do…sometimes think that far ahead.”
#btvsedit#atsedit#buffyverse#buffy the vampire slayer#angel the series#bangel#Buffy x Angel#Buffy summers#Angel btvs#*gif#zanisummers#dailybtvs#dailyats#usernaj#otp: how's forever?#just to clarify#I do like that Buffy ends up single and I like the cookie dough speech for what it means for her and her journey of self discovery#I just think it’s kind of adorable that Angel has a meltdown about it lol#he’s waiting patiently and how dare the immortal eat cookie dough!!!!!!!!!!!#the fact that he’s still thinking about it several months later lol what a fucking baby (affectionate)#anyway after many many years#Buffy shows up at Angel’s door with a box of freshly baked cookies (and a prescription for soul anchorage from Willow)#and they live happily every after (or at least their version of it)#Also Spike being so offended on Angel’s behalf is top tier comedy#I’m an enjoyer of The Girl In Question#for the shenanigans#sue me
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YO! Being a drawing, what’s there to be afraid of!
#can you tell which iteration currently has a chokehold on me#1996 is such a fresh remix on the original im loving it#ngl that first arc almost lost me cuz of how annoying hong hai er was but it started growing on me near the end so I stuck it out#I will say tho that the love interest arc just pissed me off#thank god the love was onesided and she died at the end#I actually did like yan yan as a character but girl GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGNITY!! I DONT CARE WHO HE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER BE DOIN ALL THAT#FOR A MAN#I love this show but it does NOT pass the Bechdel test lmao#I gotta calm down I ranted enough about this arc to my friend - so hard in fact that I got a white hair from it#it physically aged me im never forgiving those goddamn spider demons#journey to the west 1996#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#jttw#jttw fanart#digital art#my art#im on the mpreg arc now which im so pleasantly surprised that they decided to shoot cuz every other iteration is too much of a pussy to#can’t wait for the group birth#if they don’t show hole on my screen and let me see the baby come out like im King Louis XIV of France this entire thing will be a flop#no exceptions#im also pissed about the tiger general becoming more girly and changing her whole character for a crush girl get UP
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I have greatly enjoyed your comics ever since i saw them and have been quietly Iurking as ya do- thought youd want to know that i played hollow knight based on how enthusiastic u were and how fuckin cool youre art of hk/mdzs is. OH and watched dungeon meshi. Your influence is vast and i have been enriched. Keep on keepin on 🫡
You have bestowed the highest honour upon me.
#ask#non mdzs#Thank you for letting me know you ended up checking these series out - it really is an honour.#Even more that you ended up enjoying these series!#The highest of honours you can bestow on anyone - especially to someone making art! I feel so powerful right now!#Hollow Knight is such a darling gem of design and worldbuilding. Good itch on the brain. I loved drawing the crossovers.#Dungeon Meshi has me in a death grip. I grow 10cm taller every time someone new starts reading.#Catch me slowly spreading seeds about other indie titles as I go about my art journey on this blog.#I am doing it for my own enrichment mostly but I always am thrilled to pass along a good recommendation B*)#I really do appreciate you coming out of the dark to interact - I used to be a chronic lurker so I very much understand how it is.#Keep on keeping on as well! May you have an excellent week!
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I am absolutely in love with the episodic nature of Agatha All Along.
It let's the audience marinate in each episode. Gives time to form opinions and theories.
I can watch an episode, come up with a hundred ideas about who these characters are, where they are headed and be so very wrong. Yet out comes the next episode and I have a hundred more.
I have missed this part of fandom.
Watching people spiral into headcanon, give deep meta for each episode, fixate on one tiny beat and stretch it out with beautiful art and gifs.
Agatha is such a deeply flawed character who cannot get out of her own way.
Watching a fandom fall in love with this complex asshole is a gift
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#honestly it has been so long since i fell in love with a new show#one where i know there will be no happily ever after#where agatha will fuck herself over so hard that it will end in pain#yet i can wait to see how it unfurls#was the door of the witche road where agatha stood on one side and the coven on the other#mean that they are on a different journey where agatha might be the only one to come out of it or the only one left behind?#maybe#am i going to revel in every episode anyway?#absofuckinglutly
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#frierenedit#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#frieren at the funeral#frieren beyond journey's end#animangahive#anisource#dailyanime#frieren the mage#himmel the hero#idk what this anime has but every episode gets me#my heart set on this one#its been a while since an anime has gotten this close to home#thats why i only rewatch old animes lol#frieren#himmel
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Saw @g4v1nsgun do this with hiro and willbur, so I do this with Neuvillette and zhongli
Don’t you tell me “they haven’t met!1!1!11!” That’s why it’s fan fiction, dummy :)
#genshin fanfic#genshin impact au#genshin impact#genshin zhongli#zhongli#neuvillette#neuvilette genshin#oratrice mecanique d'analyse cardinale#rarepair#i think#I don’t see much fanart of this ship so i think it’s a rarepair#i love them#they should kiss#zhongli dies at the end of masquerade of the guilty in the heavenly Impact#the heavenly impact is my genshin rewrite series comic thing#thi#kiss kiss kiss kiss#farewell neuvillette.#my journey has reached it’s final day. and i am happy to say#I didn’t rush it.#every journey has it’s final day. don’t rush#osmanthus wine tastes the same as I remember. but where are thoes who share the memory?#melusines are beautiful creatures. make sure to respect them#and bring no harm to them…
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Bobby Nash + David Kushner Burn
#911#911edit#911 abc#my edits#bobby nash#captain bobby nash#something about bobby completing the journey. he lost his kids he lost his wife. he saved his wife. he saved his kids.#but he doesn't die at the end.#something something you don't have to die to be a hero at the end of the story something something it's about living.#it's about hating yourself and hating the world and hating god and you always kind of want to die but you live. you choose to live.#in almost every version of this story he fixes his mistake and he dies at the end. he dies happy.#and how long has bobby put off death because he doesn't 'get' to be happy. but now he's happy. and he's choosing to live.#also banger song go listen to it
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reading that jo's depression and voluntary check in to inpatient psychiatric care was supposed to be callie's s13 storyline has absolutely destroyed my whole day, possibly life
#we could have had it all#every single issue between them could have been tied up with the neat little bow called 'therapy'#like they were going to have arizona visit her with sofia and it would be a whole thing#callie torres#calzona#arizona robbins#and setting aside the fact that the speech that alex gives to jo at the end of that epnwas going to be arizona to callie#(our girl does love a speech)#the journey of arizona FINALLLYYYYYYY recognizing the amount that callie has been hurting and hiding it#the journey of callie letting herself ask for what she needs! to let herself be taken care of!#IM KNAWING ON MY STALK OF WHEAT ABOUT THIS#I WILL NEVER BE WELL AGAIN
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Himmel: *opens mouth*
Me:
#sousou no frieren#frieren beyond journey's end#himmel#random saying#man really just pops up in every episode for 1 minute#says some wise shit#and then leaves#all to remind us that hes DEAD AND GONE#pretty sure frieren also has the same reaction internally
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Deus'Pa'Zull is the stupidest most ingenious name for a garbage disposal eldrich entity that I can possibly think of
#on a vibes led journey through every dimension 20 season#it took me way too long to put together#brennan and anjali has realized and i was still CLUELESS somehow#i only realized as raphaniel muses to himself in horror#note for anyone interested enough to keep reading these tags#the ravening war#d20 the ravening war#d20 trw#note for anyone still interested enough in this post to read all the tags#next up#burrow's end#the ravening war spoilers#dimension 20#d20 the ravening war spoilers#matt mercer#brennan lee mulligan
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currently captive audience to a knock down drag out fight in my brain between desire to respect the wishes of the creator and not look for anyone redistributing the comic and god i fucking miss wonderlab i miss wonderlab so much you have no idea i want wonderlab back so bad
#project moon#wonderlab#seriously wonderlab was so fucking good that like#the entire time pre-limbus release every time we got news i would get so excited for a potential followup on wonderlab's ending#and the idea of seeing characters like taii#with amazing designs from a comic that already had some absolutely stunning imagery#drawn in a style like the absolutely fucking beautiful painterly style of ruina's character art and cgs#getting to see more of taii and the other survivors of the branch and seeing where their lives would go after that ending#seeing how the loss of so many important people would affect them and how they'd struggle in the aftermath of l corp's collapse#we already had ONE distortion in the ending of wonderlab with catt and that happened BASICALLY MOMENTS AFTER LOBCORP'S ENDING#can you IMAGINE how cool it'd be to see all of these characters#who already have experience with combat and ego and weird anomalous monsters via their work in the branch#react to and potentially figure out and adapt to the distortion phenomenon?#LITERALLY THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF LIMBUS IS GOING INTO FORMER L CORP BRANCHES#THAT'S THE SELLING POINT OF THE GAME! THAT'S WHY WE'RE HERE! OF COURSE I WOULD GET EXCITED ABOUT MORE WONDERLAB STUFF!#BUT NOW WE'LL NEVER GET THAT#WE'LL NEVER SEE TAII AGAIN IN OFFICIAL MEDIA#WE'RE JUST LEFT WITH THE MEMORY OF THAT FINAL PANEL AND TAII GAZING OVER THIS STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL SURREAL LANDSCAPE#WITH PROMISES OF A JOURNEY WE'RE NO LONGER ALLOWED TO SEE#FUCK I MISS WONDERLAB#wonderlab was so fucking good that it accidentally became the cornerstone of my entire perspective on project moon's works as a whole#and now that it's gone i can't go back to lobcorp or ruina without feeling its absence like a gaping void in my chest#the only thing left in its place being the knowledge of the shitshow that was the drama surrounding project moon for a while#and the thought that maybe in a different world we would've gotten to see more#FUCK man#no joke i literally made myself cry typing this whole rant out#suddenly learning that wonderlab had been taken down was a fucking wound i have never recovered from#and i've never been able to look at ruina or limbus with the same sense of awe and wonder and curiosity ever since#just the bitter knowledge that yet another formerly beloved story and world has fallen into corporate nightmares and gacha cash grabs#i haven't been able to keep up with project moon much at all since. i don't know if anything else has happened.
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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more doodles
dohko is fully aware he the cool uncle
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#aries shion#aries mu#libra dohko#taurus aldebaran#capricorn shura#dohko casually adopting kids and raising them on a ranch. he’s got apple trees in the back and milo shows up to pick some#shion takes care of the gemini twins and the aio brothers (he doesn’t do a good job tho. busy being a gym leader probably)#I think I’ll go with the typical sts plot of shion trying to retire. saga and aioros are the 2 contenders for the position#kanon’s just screwing around in the background but has beef with saga. shura pops in every so often and looks up to aioros#he ends up catching a skarmory just cause ros has a bunch of birds. aioria goes to the ranch sometimes and becomes rivals with milo#(he probably ate one of his apples) Still figuring out the bs kanon pulls off to screw up the planet#eventual time skip and now the bronze boys are on their own journey
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(nsfw kind of)
Okay yeah fdb would enjoy bondage in a sexual situation but the one who would like it the most full stop is dfs. Once he overcomes his trauma and/or modern au it like. I don't even think it would be sexual for him. Yes I think he could find that subspace would be good for him and bondage could be an element to that. I also think he buys two thin little red ropes and every morning has llh and fdb tie them for him. One for each wrist; one for llh to tie with his god-awful knot, one for fdb to tie off with a pretty little bow. It's not a master's leash and collar and it's not jiao liqiao's chains. They retie them every morning and he wears them every day and when he looks at them he knows that he is loved.
#I think a large portion of his time in subspace would be nonsexual#He'll drift with his head in llh's lap as he reads#He'll let fdb spoon-feed him meals#For dfs it transcends sex. It's not about the control it's about the trust he has in them#He keeps up the facade of di-mengzhu but sometimes he just needs to be a-fei#I believe that every type of intimacy is based on trust#Dfs' journey to get to a place where he is okay with putting himself in their hands is long and hard#But in the end he can do it. And maybe he likes it more than he thought he would#A world that hates him and hunts him down and these two simply let him know that for him their doors will always be open#lian hua lou#mysterious lotus casebook#mlc#di feisheng#li lianhua#fang duobing#feihua#fanghua#difang#difanghua#liansanjiao#mlc brainrot is real
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My 2023 Year in Art
Because of my sporadic drawing, I just picked 12 pieces of mine, spread out across this year, that i felt had an impact or shows an one on my overall artistic style, from the first time I've experimented with something, and when i solidified it.
i nerd out over my own drawing under the cut!
In chronological order, starting with my portrait of my first WOTR commander, Alaun.
Original Post!
Not only is this is representation of me getting into WOTR, its one of the first times i did smoother and softer shading, something i haven't really done since. Additional, i can easily see the line between the metals i rendered here and Cecio & Celia's more stylized metallic elements. I miss Alaun, he was ahead of his time as a good kc of mine. its a fairly big full piece, and one I'm still proud and fond of today!
Original Post!
Estinian! god i miss ffxiv... Here is the root of my bright idea to use pencil brushes for colored shading, to get a textured gradient, and i used it in the metallic golds. its also my biggest art post on this blog! it is a big & detailed piece, and seemed daunting at the time, but i just put in the time, and was rewarded for trying to make sense of the armor [i used my own dragoon as a model for how thing actually interacted & what was what] Im still stupidly proud of it. it was my second piece of FFXIV fanart, and the beginning of many more!
MURA! original post
Given this is about drawings that have impacted me, i think this one is an easy contender for the one that's done so the most. Drawing Mura reminded me how much i loved fashion & clothing, and drawing it! I've always has a tremendous amount of fun with her drawings, and it all started here!! Mura also was the first time i repeatedly used a colour pallet for a character, with her pinks and purples now ingrained into my mind!
Original Post
Out of all my drawings, Estinian and Mura are tied for how much ive drawn them, which Estinian has an advantage due to my large bank of FFXIV screenshots & my redraws thereof. This was great fun, not only for understanding the armor better, but having fun experimenting in colour pallets! something i can see has carried on into my non-literaly coloured Celia & Cecio drawings!
Mura<33 original post [has link to its original art]
My first head only drawing in a long time, and somewhere where i experimented with coloring, as well as the introduction of Muras netted and braided hairstyle! in fact, you can see the visible brush strokes as what would eventually be the stylized shading used in my more recent portraits! The shattered stained glass. looks cool as hell. and was my first time majorly experimenting with layer options, something that would become very common for me.
Mura again<3 original post
Look narrowing it down to three was hard, i drew her so much, she really re-inspired me to draw. Lighting<33 you can really see here the style i would use on Cecio, just using a pencil brush rather than a roller one. its a piece Im very proud of, and one day i will light everything as consistently as this
Miss Star-Sailer<33 original
Expanding the working with a limited color pallet from Mura, and once again rendering metals, this piece of my wol has a special place in my heart. just... her<33 She<33 her muted and dark colour pallet, her expression... i love this one<33
GEORGIE!!! original
my baby boy<33 Im finally drawing curls... and the brightly coloured iris & tiny white pupil may have become a thing of mine.
Celia<33 original
the limited colour pallet, the non literal colours, the sketch peeking through, the shading on both clothing and skin, the hair? this is like the payoff to all theses previous drawings. i used a different pencil brush, and goodbye 6b and hellooo procto pencil!!!!
Cecio<3 original
If the previous drawing was the payoff, this is one of the stages of refinement, taking the new stylized skin shading and applying it to a portrait where the face is the focus, and damn!! Cecio<3
original
A compositional outlier, this piece earned its place for me revising what has to be one of the most drawn compositions of mine - the eye. In many ways its the closing loop of a full circle, the brushstrokes exactly how i would shade with my pencil on paper, the lines and movements coming naturally to me, in an entirely different medium. the main difference is colour, while my pencil drawings were firmly grayscale and i resisted all attempts to get me to use colour, this is practically a sunset, using my knowledge of not just colour but layer filters to create bright and overly saturated variations. full circle, just add colour.
Original
And the final piece! a portrait of Cecio, showing off all i have developed, from the metallics, to the stylized shading, colour pallets, the use of filters for alternate versions, the hair, the face, the new brush!!! its not my last drawing of 2023, but its a fitting end.
- end note.
if you will permit me to get sappy, 2023 has been hell of a year, but damn if it hasn't been pointing upwards. in 2023 i came to understand i was disabled, and my whole life changed course. My art became not just a hobby or skill of mine, but will be my main source of income once i graduate. my existing friendships have strengthened, and so have my online ones, ive met so many new and awesome people. seeing everyone's tags, comments and reactions to my art has been amazing, and thank you all for that. i have seen so many amazing artists and writers who inspired me to better myself, and also to focus on what makes me unique.
2023 has been a hell of a year, but thanks in no small part to some of the most amazing people i've had the privilege of knowing, it been a damn good one.
its been tough, coming to realize your physically disabled and having to rewrite your life plan was hard. its been overall up, but there have been some spikes down. im aware, that every year i say i cant get happier, and then i do, i break though another barrier, reach another high.
im not saying that this year, because i know next year will be better, and the year after that, as i have the opportunity to steer my own life, it will improve in ways i cant even think of now.
Thank you, all.
#thebirdtalks#not a normal post of mine#or even a year of art post#i get very sappy towards the end#but i wanted to explain#and help show my own art journey#there are so many pieces that deserve a mention#but its getting long enough!#and almost every piece ive done has meant something#even just practice or finding out what doesn't work#i hope everyone is doing okay and if not its at least looking upwards#ilu people in my laptop<33
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#sometimes I will think about this quote I read once that said ‘Shakespeare wrote better than he could write. Michael Angelo painted#better than he could paint’ and the point was just. the art as something almost speaking through the artist#especially at certain points#and I feel that way about Taylor#I don’t know how to explain it but sometimes I hear her songs so differently than at other times#like sometimes. (this is going to sound insane) sometimes they sound too fast to me#like. it’s TOO efficient.#in terms of structure#because she is BRUTALLY efficient almost#and sometimes (sorry I keep using the word sometimes) I just want to reach out my hand and like. rest it over the song#and tell it to breathe. and at other times I can FEEL the song slot into place and I can feel the depths reached and I can feel the stars#align into place as she taps into the greater truth#like the first time I heard loml#and burst into tears#or when I listened to it again when I was on a drive in the mountains with Nina and I just started sobbing at the end#it doesn’t hit for me every single time (though every time it’s a good song)#is what I’m trying to say#and I think it’s because Taylor’s talent is the most restless spirit I’ve ever seen. she’s like a beanstalk growing right in front of me#and so as wonderful as she is she is never as wonderful as she WILL be#and I hate that attitude generally (so much) of being like ‘she’s just getting started that’s the crazy’#but the truest comments about Taylor ALWAYS say that#and it’s always struck me as true!!!! and that is why every album is better than the last and to an extent makes her previous work#look small in hindsight.#I keep being so struck by tortured poets and the way it has synthesized the personal and the storytelling#into a new blend we have NEVER seen before. the muses are present but theY ARE NOT PRESENT IN THE SAME WAY#they do ! not ! matter ! the way they used to#in her art she is getting farther away from what we call diaristic songwriting and she is moving deeper into the world of art#and as she does it you can FEEL (or at least I can feel or at least I think I can feel) the lightning and thunder (so to speak) gathering#in her heart and in her mind and in her journey and she is going to EXPLODE one of these days
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