#every day I suffer
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I think an underrated nuance in the final episode of merlin is in the line
“everything you’ve done, I know now… for me, for Camelot, for the kingdom you helped me build,”
his brow pinches, his face falls, as if with the words he’s realizing just how huge the words are to him. to me, when he says this, he looks the closest to crying, that this admittance is momentous to him. this is I think reaffirmed by the fact that merlin quips in right after ‘you’d have done it without me’ and makes him smile, as if he couldn’t stand seeing Arthur’s face pinch like that or the seriousness of the moment. but the thing about this phrase is… He saved lives, he saved the kingdom several times and Arthur acknowledges those too, but I’d argue that’s not what Arthur meant with this particular phrase.
this line - you helped me build - to me it adds a whole new nuance to his declaration. It’s separate from the ‘everything he’s done’. Arthur names ‘for me’ and ‘for Camelot’ already; this is different. Helping Arthur build his kingdom wasn’t always something he did, it was because of who he was to Arthur. Arthur is referring to merlin as his foundation. His inspiration. his compass, his confidence, his soul. the you and the me are very highlighted here- you helped me build this, you gave me the strength to do this, you changed me and completed me and enabled me to do this. Throughout the show he relies on and trusts Merlin with so many things, to the point where he acknowledges here that Merlin had a hand in shaping and forming Arthur and his kingdom, not by deed, but by the sheer presence of him in Arthur’s life. these two impacted each other so severely I don’t know if I’ll ever recover
#what more do they want from me I’m already devastated#every day I suffer#like merlin was a SERVANT.#and Arthur acknowledges his presence as key in the foundation of his whole life#bbc merlin#merlin#merthur#arthur pendragon#merlin x arthur#bbc merthur#merlin emrys
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eras doc this rep tv that. what about sweeter than fiction tv on streaming
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The thing I hate most about capitalism is that I'm essentially required to be productive 24/7 even in my free time.
Oh I just got off work? Well now I need to make dinner so I can eat before bed. Oh cooking dinner is a handful and now I have dishes that I need to deal with.
Now that dishes are done and I've eaten dinner I need to start getting ready for bed because I have work in the morning. I gotta shower and make sure I have clean clothes and if I don't well then means I need to add laundry to my list for tomorrow
And after I've gotten ready for bed I need to almost immediately get to sleep because if I don't get enough sleep then I'll feel shitty at work tomorrow and not get enough done so I need to be productive sleeping.
Weekends are barely spent relaxing most of the time i feel like I'm just playing catch up with shit I've had to do earlier in the week
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Kingdom of the Planet of the Apes / Space Between by Dove Cameron & Sofia Carson
#kingdom of the planet of the apes#planet of the apes#mae x noa#their song!!!#this is. this is the dynamic#thinking about this two#again#when i get this damn movie in hd 💆🏾♀️#you know. I’m cinema worker. how do you think I feel every day watching the ending with this gorgeous soundtrack?!#every day i suffer
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My hobby is looking up discussions with titles like "hey does anyone know any bands that sound similar to TAD?" and listening to every single band that anyone mentions and concluding that none of them sound similar to TAD.
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send him to the mines 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#ipad drawing i did with my finger#every day i suffer#the moment i got really into crk my drawing tablet died it was really tragic#crk#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#art#my art#digital art#character art#this isnt tumblr sexyman bait btw I PROMISE#god forbid a man like a clown cookie#i made slight design alterations because i felt like it#and because i wanted him to look more snake-like#and also embody the milk part of his name more#lollll
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was watching their poppy chapter 3 playthrough and near the end they just... they once again bring up their closeness... during like a serious boss battle :| god they are such DORKS
#it was to help the nerves#every day i suffer#when i think of them#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#phan#<- for the phandometrics idc
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across the spider-verse tag absolutely rancid with miguel × reader

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if tumblr search feature is to be believed that is literally All the bookverse bronn fanart that exists on this earth. and none of it is him kissing tyrion.
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experiencing bone-deep loneliness with an equally strong aversion to being touched in this meat prison of a body as it currently is but then being like "I'll make myself a sandwich, that will help"
#the comedy of having a brain thats like 'you will never be looked upon or touched with adoration' and then 'oh cheese!'#every day i suffer#beau personal
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Hell is not fire and brimstone.
Hell is 85 F weather, sun out blazing, and 70% humidity.
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every day i'm fighting for my life at the smut fic trenches trying not to turn this shit into comedy
#STOP giving dicks emotions howl howlingmoonrise!!!!!#and adding the word twinks in ancient fantasy china fics!!!!!!#and adding snarky narrators when it's supposed to be lowkey angsty!!!!#every day i suffer#howl rambles a lot
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hating someone all your friends like is worse than whatever tf jesus went through
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I cant wait to see 10 full frontal nude drawings of Zodd in the berserk chapter update
#shhh im manifesting#GIVE ME HOG#for real tho if hes not in the new chapter ill kms#cmon its valentines day let me see my husband#every day i suffer#zoddposting
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Me: Perhaps I shall eat food
My horrendous stomach: You absolute idiot. You insufferable fool. You simpleton! Fuck you!
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suffering from terminal tummy ache syndrome
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