#even with the identity crisis shit

[thedreammweaver]

I really enjoyed the whole season except for how egregiously they handled Hughie being sexually assaulted multiple times, how they handled that shit really annoyed me. Eric Kripke responded to an interviewer saying “we view it as hilarious” about the Tek Knight dungeon stuff. I got really anxious during the episode and looked up spoilers beforehand cause I just had a bad feeling. I ended up skipping a lot of the scenes, it would’ve annoyed me more than triggered me to watch them honestly.

I hate when people pull the “it’s satire” card when someone criticizes a show making shitty jokes, like yes it’s a satirical shocking show but it’s had many scenes, in this season alone, that treated trauma seriously. Like when women get assaulted it’s taken as the serious subject it is. But when it happens to Hughie it’s a big joke. I mean not even just with Tek Knight.

With the shapeshifter Annie got mad at Hughie for having sex with them??? Instead of being like oh my god you were having sex with someone you thought was me but wasn’t me which is rape, are you okay??? I should really care about how that’s affecting you mentally since you just got sexually traumatized a few days ago and now it’s happened again and you’re someone I love.

But no they make her just an angry jealous girlfriend and he gets treated like he’s a shitty boyfriend for GETTING RAPED. And he even says the shapeshifter initiated most of the times. I mean like this aspect of this season is just ridiculous, I wasn’t this mad about it until I thought more about it.

Everyone else gets multiple scenes of trying to work through their trauma but Hughie doesn’t get a second to think about getting assaulted multiple times within a few weeks.

For such a left leaning show that constantly makes fun of fake progressive-ism that move was really fucking ironic.

[kari-go]

Juleka & Chloe's anytime the latter's parents are awful:

I really feel like Chloe would dye and/or cut her hair just to piss off Audrey (Juleka would be helping ofc, maybe it was even her idea hehe)

[callmesel]

I saw @dawnstudies Percy's design as a nun made me think of an idea for an au

Like Priest Percy x Demon Marcus

Hear me out on this, Arthur is a priest in a church, imagine this is the time where priest could get marry and have kids but when Percy grew up that change for plot convenience, and I think that Percy would look up at his father and want to be like him. So he becomes a priest.

Marcus is like a demon and he was summoned near the village Percy's church (because Arthur retired and now is Percy's) so they call him to get rid of the demon.

So idk really how that works but Percy manages to shoo Marcus away. It works temporarily, but then Marcus comes back and they don't know why. Because the people who summoned him in the first place are in jail or something. The point is hat he came by his own will, so Percy does the same thing.

Problem here is that Marcus has come back 6 times in the span of a month so Percy starts questioning himself if he is not good enough and trying to find a way to keep them safe. Meanwhile, Marcus is just happy to see him each time because he got a crush in the pretty priest of this town and just enjoy the show.

This goes back and forth for quite some time and Percy is just really tired and doesn't know what to do so he burst out crying and Marcus is like "oh shit". So you see the priest crying and the demon trying to comfort him and Percy is confused, because, Aren't demons suppose to be evil and all that?

So now you have Percy questioning his life even further and Marcus just happy that he would help him

This could go in so many directions but I'm thiking that Percy is slowly letting this demon in his life and he is like, this is not so bad.

Then rumors goes around the town that the priest is seen someone or something like that so every thinks that he is metting a young girl or smt but no, he is hanging out with a demon. And Marcus couldn't be happier.

From here on i have not idea how it could play.

Maybe Percy falls for Marcus. Maybe he feels guilty because he is endagering his village for having a demon around. Maybe he is conflicted. Maybe his father finds out and they have a fight and Percy leaves and goes to Marcus. Maybe Percy wasn't even the priest but he was learning how to be one and now he feels dirty or something

idk, so many ideas for this au

I just like that Marcus is a demon who just hunts this specific village because he is obsessed with this one villager. I think he would stalk him

[frogaroundandfindout]

“Nightwing and Starfire brought wave two. Which is just about everyone who’s ever been a titan. It’s a natural thing when Nightwing shows up. None of us are conscious of it really but we all look to him for orders. He basically founded the team, lead them for years. Robins lucky he’s got an older brother type he can relate to.”

Dick leads the charge against Dr. Light (Teen Titans Vol.3 #23)

[xbraveheartx]

Just full of ✨ Thoughts ✨ over the development and progress from when you start the game to when you finish on how P/Carlo just evolves, and kinda just thinking on some internal stuff on how I would like to write him.

How you start and he's just P, he doesn't know his purpose, he just knows he's being called somewhere. Lost, alone, faced with peril and made to fight when he hasn't even stepped out of his "birth place". He wakes up and he's just handed a sword. And he fights. At the start he's very much this empty slate; A newborn stumbling through Krat, and despite the man who calls himself himself father saying stuff like "Krat isn't how you remember it--" He really doesn't 'remember' anything at all. What is there to 'remember', he wonders?

And then he starts to get the memories-- they're not his but also... they are? They feel so close and yet so far away; Foreign and yet familiar. And then he hears a name whispered: Carlo-- and his whole world shifts right from under him. He feels sick, the name makes his head spin. The voice to have said it makes his head spin all the more. And bit by bit. He remembers. Not all of it, but... he remembers enough.

And he's hurt by what he remembers.

But by the end of it, after he claims his own freedom, after everything is resolved, and he returns to the hotel, he doesn't feel fully like Carlo-- doesn't feel at all like "P", either. He woke up not too long ago, and suddenly his life is flipped in its entirety. He's neither, and yet he's both. He doesn't know who he is anymore, but the name sticks. It's all he has left, even if a part of him feels some strange form of imposter syndrome, somewhere deep down... But he doesn't like being referred to as Geppetto's Puppet, either. He's not a puppet, not anymore. He's human, albeit, a different kind of human.

So just Carlo, is fine with him, even if he's changed far beyond of who-- and what-- Carlo was.

'--an Ergo puppet can have a second life and become another kind of human--' He just needed now to decide just what that second life meant for him, now.

[k7tt1]

Sometimes I sit down to think about the true ramifications of how / what the Fizz Bots are to Fizzarolli,

Imagine robotic clones ( sexual, at that ) being made of you and they are not only modeled after you in physical appearance, but have a likeness to your personality, mannerisms and general demeanor. Imagine they say the things you would, possibly act in the same way you would.

What's worse, is that they're made in your likeness in real time; their production / manufacturing ages along with you,

Imagine you SEE these things being assaulted, used & abused in public; these clones take it all with a smile. Soulless, mindless... But as if that's not enough, then realizing that they may just have sentience. Or at least, they give off the impression they do. And on top of ALL that... they have chunks of your memories, your past; they're you, but at the same time, they aren't,

What do you do with that information? How do you treat them ( yourself? )? What's the end game?

[queer-reader-07]

gender, amiright?

[chibi-scone]

Remember when the whole ordeal with s2 was that Ed was so heartbroken that Stede left him that he tried to get himself and the whole crew killed and then they got reunited within like 2 episodes and never spoke about anything of interest together and then that same Ed decided to ditch Stede after a couple of days because he wanted to catch fishes and that lasted half an episode before they got reunited again and the show ended on them leaving everyone to live in a simultaneously doomed to fail/happy ending inn and everyone was like wow good writing I can’t believe this could get canceled $10k billboard in times square

[bhaalsdeepbat]

i'm SO down bad for durge/wyll where they both are each other's support through trying to be more than their patron's pet

[hislittleraincloud]

Do you even like Jenna Ortega? All your posts seem to say otherwise when you go straight to insulting her. “Oh look the gremlin finally posted, let’s see if she has any empathy”. That’s me when you post because all you seem to post is shit which is meant to come out of your ass, not your mouth.

All because a lot of her fans already have the photos (which is proper stalkish behaviour), doesn’t mean she can’t post it herself. She’s literally promoting the brand she works with. Are you just mad because she isn’t spreading awareness about certain stuff happening around the world? One post about a situation can still make an impact, especially when you have a lot of followers. And we all know she rarely uses her phone now.

But hey, you’re probably going to repost this and insult me because that’s your goto response for everything, isn’t it? 💀

1. I get that question ever so often and the answer has stayed the same.

2. I can't keep repeating myself.

3. Are you just mad because she isn’t spreading awareness about certain stuff happening around the world? One post about a situation can still make an impact, especially when you have a lot of followers. And we all know she rarely uses her phone now.

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Also every so often I'll get the bitter poster who rants at me but then suddenly states the point that I've been making as if I disagree with it (which is the opposite of the Anons who write all of this shit that's reasonable but then out of the blue types something so weird and out of pocket). Where in the pink part (lol pink parts) do we disagree?

And how about we stop playing cutesy and just say it instead of "certain stuff happening around the world": the shit happening to our fucking people, the consequences of lackadaisical attitude towards voting — at least 41 million who came of age to vote for the first time — in favor of submerging yourself in the fantasy world that is disconnected from humanity just as much as it entertains it.

We're supposed to be eating the rich, not sucking up to those who advertise high end brands for the wealthy that normal people up here on the ground aren't wearing every day (save for the cologne/perfume, maybe carrying Dior accessories if you got the money). This is the kind of shit you're crying about

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Now...how the fuck do you expect to be seen or taken seriously as a Latina actor who is socially aware when you post your fashion 🗑️ and the only fucking humanitarian crisis that you seem to care about doesn't involve your own goddamn people in your own goddamn country currently being raided, detained, and round up/shipped off to be fucking deported? There has been fucking crickets since before the election about anything, and that last minute Day Of voting thing she posted was too little too late. If she'd really cared about Gaza then she would've stressed the importance of voting for Harris, or just voting in general. Y'all Zoomers had ZERO positive role models for getting out the Latino vote, while the Millennial (at least) Dems had America Ferrera, who BTW has been using her platform all along for her politics that emphasize issues that affect women and the Latino community.

Ah wait, Zoomers had Chappell Roan pushing the "both sides suck" cuntery, which I'm sure influenced a lot of them not to vote — a lot of them like Aliyah, who just pulled the "both sides were the same" crap recently. That's a completely ignorant comment/stance to take, and yanno, honestly it sounds like the kind of excuse that a parent who voted for Trump would tell their charitably understanding child so as not to look and/or feel like the bad guy that they are for deliberately voting for a racist asshole who said he wanted to deport all the (brown) migrants and immigrants and rip away birthright citizenship.

I'm not saying anything definitively because I don't know how he voted, but a Mexican cop near the border who refuses to learn Spanish seems like the type of Latino who might be a Trump supporter (a ton of cops who voted for him are now pissed off because he did what he said he was going to do, which was pardon the violent insurrectionists who attacked and maimed Capitol Police). And we know that if the Gremlin voted, she didn't vote for Trump given her history of hating him (unless she went full moron like Snoop did)...which is why Aliyah said that everyone in her family pretty much "did their own thing"; if she were proud of her family's vote she wouldn't be so cagey, but it's embarrassing to know/admit that anyone in the family voted for the fucking diapered racist from Hell. But again, this is all just one speculative scenario. Maybe she just simply stated it that way so no hate from either side comes at them, and that's fine since the platforms surrounding Jenna are so small that they're really not influencers like she could be. Aliyah's verified account has 1.9M followers who overlap w the one she uses most often for her Lives; not even a fraction of some of the more popular (actual) influencers on there. But I digress... ETA: WHILE I was writing this some cuntfaced anon tried to start something with her in her Live about not saying anything about what's going on with the ICE raids. I don't think she keeps up with politics that well, considering the above. What'd I say about leaving her alone? Yeah, it ticks me off that she blurted that out but...

...it's a failure of both parenting and schooling if the importance of voting isn't taught by age 18, the importance of educating yourself about the world around you (which, in this age, does include listening or reading what influencers, entertainment/Hollywood based or not, have to say), and the importance of staying curious about the world around you. There's a mountain of shit that I don't know, that you don't know, that no one yet knows, but within that curiosity should also lie a healthy dose of skepticism, which leads to questions, research, and answers if there are any or can be approximated.

If y'all Zoomers who didn't vote or who ended up shitting yourselves and voting for Stein and her transphobic running mate had just done more goddamn reading and developed a real sense of patterns and just...regular common sense, we might not be in this second term of WORSE Hell than what began in 2017. How could both sides be the fucking same when we voted Joe and Kamala in because Trump was doing such a goddamn terrible job the first time around?

I realize y'all were permanently scarred at the age of 10 when One Direction broke up, but that's also when Donnie dipshit was stealing the election the first time w/the Russians, and I know you saw your moms, older sisters, aunts, grandmothers, and friends' moms crying about it. The parties and candidates were not the same then either, but the fucktarded celebrities who commented on it said the same shit about Hillary and Trump: That they were the same shitty choice. South Park had a whole episode where Hillary was a turd sandwich and DJT was a giant douche (with Parker saying in interviews that he would probably vote for 3rd Party candidate Johnson, i.e. essentially shitting his vote away and helping Trump like the Steiners did). This really is not a new tactic by leftists or other 3rd Party pushers, nor is it a new tactic of dissuasion or persuasion period. "Those choices are the same awful choices, choose this instead." Unfortunately in the American political context, this only serves to aid minority conservative interests, much like how they're able to force the conservative agenda even when they don't win the popular vote (2016).

For that bunch of bullshit, andr3wsky at TikTok is my spirit animal

Ortega is at the age where she could be making a real impact; she built a huge platform of followers with all of her idiotic teenage TikToks/other vids that were just plain obnoxious. Now that she's whittled it down to just Instagram, she knows that all of her fans are watching THAT for her to post something and when she finally does, it's that.

Five minutes out of her day is too much time to think about posting anything else, because she's just slivin' her best life without a care in the world except where her next 💰 will come from (shill some more of those utter garbage white person's version of Taki's that have God awful NNSes in them...srsly why the fuck do the Hot Honey Mustard Dinamita Sticks need sucralose in them when they already have honey, brown sugar, molasses, and corn syrup solids...

...and not only shill the White Version of Takis for the Superbowl, but do it with an OLTL actress ("Dina") who was fired over her objection to a gay storyline in her show.) Shill, shill, shill, work, work, work, be one of those privileged few who actually got to work during the writer's and actor's strikes because solidarity doesn't exist in this world. Who cares that writers and actors were all on the picket line, filming a B-movie comedy horror a la Cocaine Bear was more important to keep on schedule.

Why do I have a feeling you'd fucking continue to stan her no matter what, even if she worked with Woody Allen.

I comment on the garishness of it all, and I comment about her role or place in giving us the circuses while the fucking world burns; and I comment on it because I'm goddamn mad that y'all little shits didn't bother to use the resources that you have to motivate each other and the world to fucking vote. This was the vote of a lifetime, to prevent us from sliding into the fascism of Project 2025 (all of it will affect everyone...and I mean everyone in the world, FFS). But no, now I have to worry about being homeless again because the fat orange cunt brought Musk along with him so they could all cut what helps all Americans (SNAP, Medicaid, and they want to get rid of Medicare and Social Security; can they, is a question since theyre just Blitzkrieging their way through the government at the moment). I depend on these programs to survive. I count on being fucking secure in my home in order to fucking write for everyone and make them perverts happy. If the fucking orange criminal does his illegal shit and I have no safety net, I'll be fucking homeless and without any medications (I take four medications regularly and have other meds for flare ups). Thank God I at least live in California where Gavin's tried to Trump proof us from him, but still. This shit is worrisome, and its importance for me AND FOR OTHERS WORSE OFF THAN ME (like the parents who have to take care of their severely disabled kid/s), so you'll have to forgive my ire about goddamn fashion shows and the out of touch bitches (alllllllll of them) who attend these obscene displays of wealth while everyone in this country is either starving or scared out of their fucking wits. It should be Met Gala 2.0 but your fucking hardons for Ortega seem to suck the air out of your brains.

So you can take your little celebrity stanning/worship/idealization and shove it up your ass. Y'all will use any goddamn excuse for her, won't you, even when she won't even talk about the beloved wlwlwlwlw pairing you keep wanting to force on her show. (Sorry, on Miles & Alfred's show.) Keep swimming in the delusions while she swims in her own little glam world apart from the issues that could affect her own damn family (and probably are, considering the funding he's tryna halt for patients and hospitals to ✨make sure they're compliant with his anti-DEI policies✨).

We're all in goddamn deep shit out here, so enjoy the fucking circuses while we fight over $10 loaves of bread.

Do I even like her, you ask? You can fucking like someone and still be pissed at them/their behavior. You don't have to lick their ass about every single thing they do. You can like what they put out but still be discomforted by their disconnection. I gather that's how some people feel about me (no, I know that's how some of you feel about me since I get the damn anons saying so) and all of that is normal. We don't live in a perfect world, so we try to create our own utopian fantasies around an ideal that we can escape to; however there comes a time when there's too much escapism and not enough grounding, and that's when people get careless and authoritarians slip back into power. The ex that I lived with for ten years used to have "if you're not angry, you're not paying attention" in her byline for her LiveJournal handle. It was the only thing she was ever right about, and if I had the chance to sit Ortega's ass down, it would be a looooooong conversation about identity and responsibility (i.e. if you're going to constantly open your trap about your Latina identity/crying about the lack of role models, then you better goddamn show yourself useful to the Latinos who are at the top of the sufffering tower at the moment with Shitler). Disney Princesses are not role models, they're part of the circus.

Anyway, TLDR;

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[pollenallergie]

do people with adhd have special interests? do we do that? cause i’ve been in my free willy shark week marine biology era for a solid decade now and like shit has not changed.

[swordmaid]

scrolling through my shri’iia/bg3 tag looking for a specific thing and every post is like, here’s another awful situation I will put my baby girl in 🤭

[lyricalchrysanthemum]

lyra may not be the protagonist but that does not change the fact she is filled with joyous hope and whimsy and is determined to stay silly despite her internal crises and wants to make sure everyone else is just as joyful and whimsy. including the girl in her computer who tried to steal her body.

[fabcreature]

right at the beginning of music school is actually a fantastic time to think "really when was the last time making music or working with music made me happy?"

[petorahs]

not gonna lie my characterization and rationalization of akira's character has been easier to do once i found out he shares the same personality type as me.

like sure it's subjective or whatever but as one myself, ENFP akira makes a lot of his actions make so much more sense. same with ENTP goro. god it makes everything so much easier with arguably complex characters like them.

[werewolf-femboy-maid]

I've been practicing to have a much more neutral and well rounded opinions on things like weed, but one thing I hear a lot that bugs me just slightly is that I've heard two sources say it can increase social anxiety. While this is true, it bothers me because I mostly got socially anxious because I was afraid people would look at me funny for my poison of choice. So yes technically even in that case the weed WOULD be causing me to be socially anxious. What bothers me tho is HOW it makes me or other people anxious. The sources imply it is the drug itself that makes you more socially anxious, but I feel that the overall stigma about weed is what made me personally more socially awkward or anxious. So yeah basically thing that bothered me was specifically the anxiety was caused by the chemical itself or the social stigma it brings about in professional and or close friend group settings. Or anywhere really. People either love or hate weed most of the time.

Hhhhhhh... moderation is so nice tho.

To be fair I'm pretty sure I had lots of mental illness already before I ever had za, it's just that withdrawals suck and can make my anxiousness worse esp if I didn't eat or drink anything yet... *remembers I did not eat or drink anything yet*

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Healing is so FUCKING weird guys. And it takes forever. It's gonna make you wanna quit. But low key that's how you know you're making progress. If you're fucking scared as shit and you think everyone wants you to die, it's probably because you want to change and you are scared of change because it's usually never enough for anyone you care about. So what's the point? Well fortunately and unfortunately, that depends entirely on you. Only you know what the point of your story is. If confused, start by emptying your mind into the sky. Maybe I should do that too... with some breakfast and water...

Ok it's time for another rant because self improvement is so FUCKING hard especially if you are already paranoid and have already let yourself and others down in the past with empty promises. "Oh it won't happen again" and then it happens again. And then it happens again. And then it happens again. How the FUCK am I supposed to believe I won't do that again. How dare I say I'm gonna improve if I'm just gonna fail and disappoint people again? Even if I were to successfully remain diligent and consistent, how is anyone supposed to believe me ever again? Even if people do believe me how am I supposed to tell?? People lie all the time. How do I know they don't just want something from me?? Thers no way anyone would put up with my behavior and NOT have an ulterior motive. That just doesn't make any sense. People talk shit to me "behave" this "you eat a lot" that and when I don't eat then I'm the bad guy for not eating. WHAT THE FUCK. I'm actually losing my fucking mind of its not long gone already. I need to fucking eat. I am going insane. I had to stop myself from cutting like twice already and this has not happened in weeks. Yes I'm having a very bad morning. I need to eat. Fuck.