#even though his life is sad and clearly sucked ass

[13eyond13]

What headcannons do you have on B during his career (for a lack of a better word) as a serial killer? To me, he's like one of the funniest characters but also the most pathetic in the most poetic try-hard way. Why do you think he's such a try-hard? He's coping but what is he coping from?

OMG B!!! Haven't thought about my favourite stupid son B enough lately, so thank you for this ask....

So he's a try-hard because he is probably VERY INSECURE, to be blunt. He probably has very little sense of self-worth or a concrete sense of identity outside of trying to one-up L, and he takes that to the extreme in a highly comical way. He's also no doubt traumatized from his insane childhood as a shinigami hybrid who watched many people (including both his parents) die while knowing they were going to die / was also raised very weirdly and abusively/experimentally at Wammy's and made to feel like he was only worth something if he could be as smart and talented as the legendary L. In his mind he decided that creating his own destiny would be better and rebelled against that expectation by being like, "why be the next L when instead I could DEFEAT L by creating a brilliant crime that he can't possibly solve?"

ANYWAY there's a reason he is the most creepypasta villain / emo boi / dark academia darling of the fandom, and that highly melodramatic backstory is a huge part of it - which I DO love dearly in its own mid 2000s way, even though I also sometimes sigh at it because of the extra villainous cartoony edge it adds to L's backstory, and don't always want to take it very seriously as part of L's characterization in the manga plot...

So on my most recent re-read of the LABB novel, I feel I was a bit struck by just how... Not Good B's impression of L actually is? And this was kind of hilarious to me to think about. I feel like when I was younger and really into shipping LxB I read it just as "clearly B has a massive crush on L and is doing his best to imitate him perfectly because he hero worships him and sincerely wants to be him so bad!" HOWEVER this time around I remember thinking something along the lines of "wow, this feels almost like B just googled how to cosplay L and then lazily threw something together 5 minutes before crawling under the bed", hahaha. So he either just kinda sucks at imitating L (and maybe so, but he also managed to trick the families of the victims into letting him investigate the crime scenes, so he's probably not THAT bad at acting when he wants to be?) or maybe he's intentionally trying to make a mockery of L. It is ALSO FASCINATING from a psychological POV to imagine he's just being a troll about it all and trying to make fun of L with how he behaves! Like! Was he intentionally mocking L with his impression of him to somebody who would never even get the stupid joke in the first place? If that's the case, it's excruciatingly cringy to me that nobody even gets his joke the entire time, hahaha.... poor Naomi suffered more than Jesus at some points during that investigation, I swear...

B trying to do a scathing impression of L to somebody who has never even met him before:

ANYWAYS. I think that whatever the case, he PROBABLY hoped/expected L himself was going to show up to the crime scene to confront him, at any rate. And so therefore he probably initially dressed up as L not to genuinely pass to anybody as L, but maybe expecting to do some ominous dark mirror/ arch-nemesis big reveal shit to L?? Perhaps once he realized that Naomi was the only one coming / was working for L he just changed gears a bit and decided he'd just lead her through the clues as best he could while trying out this cosplay of the guy that he wants to offend most, but this is in my mind pretty much how it must have gone.

One of my fave headcanons about him is that he re-read that crossword puzzle he made / that the police threw out without solving SO MANY times while he was sweating off his makeup under the bed, as well... that's why he had to show it to Naomi as soon as he got out... he was like "I PUT A LOT OF WORK INTO THIS DAMMIT, and SOMEBODY is going to appreciate it" hahahaha. Ohhh, B....

[hecksupremechips]

You ever just try to laugh about something that’s happened to you with someone and then realize huh wait actually that’s not funny at all and is kinda super fucked actually 😰

[respectthepetty]

Because I think it would be really interesting and funny - can you rank the Pit Babe characters on your Alan&Pete scale? I'm curious to see where you're at with some of them lmao. Least to Favorite (though I know who your fave already is, lol).

Only if you want to tho, lol.

@slayerkitty, honestly, this list could just be these two lying bitches:

Big Red is not on this list since he is the big bad, but since I have no idea what the plot actually is, take all of this with a grain of salt. I wrote that I think all of them have superpowers since Big Red was collecting them like X-Men's William Stryker for his super mutant army, so I think Charlie's superpower is mind control, and I think Way's is controlling people's emotions.

WHICH PISSES ME OFF!

Babe was the prized super kid, so I think Big Red is pulling out all the stops to get his trophy racer back including sending all the other super kids to manipulate Babe with their superpowers, so let me rank them from dead-to-me to love-of-my-life:

The One I'm Ready to Box - Charles

Charles keeps moving Barbie's head and body to face him. He never lets Barbie turn away from him. Then, when Barbie is clearly upset, Charles continues to kiss him, which is why I think he his mind controlling Barbie. When his arm was in the sling, Babe could push him away before Charles could start his mind control bullshit. Sometimes, it's noticeable when Babe's face softens, which should come off as sweet like "ah, look how he drops his defenses around Charlie" BUT LOOK AT THE WAY HE DROPS HIS DEFENSES AROUND CHARLIE! Charles doesn't even know how to drive, yet Babe gave him a car. Charlie's dick game may be strong, but mind control is stronger.

10/10 Petes - It's on sight.

The One I'm Disappointed In - Waymond

Waymond had me the first two episodes. I was in his second-lead-syndrome corner, then he flipped the script in the third episode, and now I can't unsee the red flags. In episode four, I noticed twice how he touched Barbie, which prompted a shift in Barbie's demeanor. Much like Charles, I would love to believe that Waymond brings happiness to Babe's life, which is the reason Babe looks less sad when Waymond touches him, but HE LOOKS LESS SAD WHEN WAYMOND TOUCHES HIM! I think Waymond is controlling Babe's emotions, yet Babe still doesn't love him. It's the only saving grace for Waymond. Charles is using his powers to make Barbie love him, but Waymond isn't.

9/10 Alans - I'm gonna yell at him, then punch him.

The One Who Is Obvious - Jeffery

Jeffery is going to be with Alan, so I can't fully hate him since I love Alan. His superpower is apparently seeing the future, which makes sense why he was opposed to touch in the second episode, and that makes him useful in my touch=superpower theory for Charles and Waymond, so I hate him a little less. BUT if he had anything to do with Barbie's car going up in flames, so he could ensure Charles got a racing spot, -murder-

8/10 Petes - One wrong move and I'll end him where he stands.

The One Who Just Sucks - Winifred

Winifred is just a little bitch, but God is he annoying. I don't wanna know what he is saying because I'm sure it's as annoying as his face whining all the time. Only five episodes in, and the man still ain't tired of getting his ass handed to him by Barbie and Kimberly. Whatever he is plotting is dumb. Whatever he is complaining about is stupid. Whatever he is doing is already a failure.

7/10 Alans - I'm gonna push him into a real Christmas Tree, so he'll get scratched up and cry about it.

The One Who Is Gonna Suck - Decanus

Dean has yet to do anything solid, which means he is just waiting to fuck us over. I haven't seen him race or work on a car, so I'm thinking he'll be pissed that Charles is doing all the things he wanted to do, and screw over the entire team regardless of the race's outcome. Jealously makes people do crazy things, but he is going to be with Winner, so homie is going to go full crazy.

6/10 Petes - Anyone who fucks Whiny Winifred deserves to be slapped.

The Ones Who Ain't Loyal - North & Sonic

I simply don't trust them. They are too colorful in a show that's whole visual plot hinges on red versus blue. They need to pick a color. NOW.

5/10 Alans - I'll threaten them on work time, so they'll know I'm not afraid to lose my job if it means I can fight them.

The One Who Is Gonna Kill His Shitty Boss! - Kenta

Why is he still fucking with Big Red?! He would be much higher on this list but when Babe was fighting Big Red (both times), Kenta looked sad. If the flashback wouldn't have just showed Babe as a kid with his dad, I'd think Kenta was his actual brother. The way Babe yelled at him in the parking lot makes me think they have a long history, so I'm hoping once Kenta teams up with Kimberly, he'll be the good guy I know he can be.

4/10 Petes - If he kills his boss, he'll be number one in my heart forever.

The Pretty One - Peter

Pete is like a Lord of the Rings' elf. He is pretty. He is an archer. He is kinda sus. And he is the perfect ally. Much like those beautiful elves, I don't think he joined up with the blue team because he is a kind dude. This is for his own personal gain, which means he must have beef with Big Red; therefore, he has a superpower too. I think he heard Kenta or smelled Kenta's cigarette because Peter didn't turn around until Kenta turned around. He knew Kenta was there. And he sensed Waymond's emotion-changing powers too, so I'm okay with them being together (as long as he punches Waymond too).

3/10 Alans - Watching his every move . . . because I think he is pretty. Not because I think is he bad.

The One Who Will Solve It - Kimberly

Kim is a real one. He presents as red. He works for the reds. He is a red, and isn't ashamed of it. He hasn't faked his color, and in a perfect world, he'd be with Babe. I don't think he has a superpower, but if he did, it would be the power of common sense. He hates his coworker, Winifred, as any sane person would, so he gets the passenger seat in my car. He also got a handshake from Babe, so he already made friends with Babe. They would make a perfect pair. Barbie x Kimberly Ghost Ship is being captained by me.

2/10 Petes - We're frenemies!

The Main One - Barbie

Babe is the title character, and he is being manipulated and controlled by everyone around him, but . . . the boy is un pendejo. The first two episodes, he was a little too macho, and in episode three and four, he was un pendejo. He argued with Kenta when Kenta could have just kidnapped him, then he punched everyone on his way to Big Red's office, which makes no sense to walk directly up to the man who is going all out to get you back. He is in need of a good hug that does NOT lead to sex, and for someone to tell him he is more than his superpower (which is . . . being awesome at everything?).

1/10 Kanghans - I'm upset at him and for him all at once.

The One I Love - Alan

My man has committed no wrongs. He is amazing. He is fantastic. He is beauty. He is grace. He should slap all these fucking liars in the face.

But he won't because he is too pure for this world.

No Petes. No Alans. No Kanghan. Just love.

[the-owl-tree]

There’s so many toms that I hate because they were shoved into the plot to steal a she-cats story for themselves… it’s SO OBVIOUS when the Erins do this. The she-cats deserve to have just as much of an arc and character depth as the toms do, yet the writing team consistently devolves it’s female cast into accessories for their male counterparts.

Examples:

- Alderheart (blatantly having been written to strip sparkpelt of an arc that so clearly should’ve been her own - ie “the spark that remains” - sparkpelt is then twisted into a xenophobic jerk at the drop of a hat to make alderheart look better than her, when previously she was VERY MUCH in support of SkyClan’s return. What the fuck, Erins??? Sandstorm is also iced for this loser’s manpain.

- Nightheart (basically every she-cat has their personality altered to fit his victim complex, and we all KNOW that Finchlight would’ve been more interesting and deserving of a pov than him. If they kill off spark, finch, or sun to further his angst, I will be so pissed off…

- Tree (violetshine’s character growth, struggles, and arc completely disintegrates with his introduction. in tbc, she’s reduced to your typical background protag mother… while tree remains a major character, and is not only hugely valued by the plot, but also by its characters. violetshine deserved so much better than to be shoved to the sidelines by this random-ass character who was *totally not introduced just to make her into a a generic wife and mother*. that’s not even getting into how stupid the Sisters fiasco is, where ‘waaah tree was oppressed by all the women in his life and kicked out, isn’t he just so tragic and sad???’… good god. that was bizarre

- brambleclaw: probably one of the worst offenders of this, right alongside alderheart. Tawnypelt should’ve gotten his pov, considering her personality in TNP… it seems liked they flipped their stories around just because she’s a she-cat, and they just *had* to make the main protagonist of the arc a tom. very disapointing

- rootspring: bristlefrost’s character arc was absolutley DERAILED by this character, and it’s such a shame. even her most iconic scene, her sacrifice, was primarily focused upon rootspring and his pissbaby manpain. also… needleclaw, anyone? she’s the one who should have the sisters’ abilities, after all, but instead she has none… how does she feel about that? I think exploring that would be much more interesting than ‘whiny loser is upset and feels weird that he can see ghosts in a society that values the ability to see ghosts, gets a girl by being weirdly pushy and not taking ‘no’ for an answer, and goes through extreme manpain after she’s iced to further his development’.

- crowfeather: I don’t have any qualms with early crowPAW, but what I DO have an issue with is just how much feathertail’s death is twisted to revolve around *him*, when, in reality, it should’ve focused on Feathertail herself, as well as her brother. FeatherCrow was just awful in general though… especially considering that her name is only invoked later on as an excuse for crowfeather to be an abuser, implying that he’s justified in hurting his wife and son, as well as leafpool and her kits, ‘because manpain’.

real & true, it sucks seeing how many mollies in the series will have really interesting stories and potential conflicts then have the writing team choose whatever supports the main dude around them. more i think about tree the more annoyed i am that it wasn't violet, the big prophecy kitten who had survived the kin and would have more reason to want to keep the clans from tearing each other's throats out. the mediator role is a dumb one (i say with my mediator oc) but it would have been nice if it was actually a character who we followed who got the position instead of "my mommy is mean to me :(" rando dude who just shows up.

[kendallroydefender]

Somewhere only we know- Chapter 3 (Kendall Roy x Reader)

Masterlist

Series summary: You met Kendall when you were six years old. You have spent every summer together and now years later you and him are still just as close.

This story follows Kendall and his best friend through their lives. Will they realize their feelings for each other before it’s too late?

Chapter three summary: Kendall and the reader make it through their college years but at their graduation Logan comes with a surprise that will ruin Kendall’s plan

Authors Notes: Chapter three is finally here! There’s allusions to smut in this chapter…. Thank you all for reading love you guys

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You knock on the door of the only person you want to see right now. You just hope he’s home. Stewy opens the door, a joke on his lips but he spots instantly that you’re not in the mood for this. ”Is he here?“ you ask and Stewy shakes his head ”He’s at the library but he should be here any moment, are you okay?“ the dark haired guy asks. ”Yeah… actually no, Liam and I broke up.“. It had happened an hour ago, you had met with Liam to hang out at his place before he told you that you couldn’t see each other anymore. You were hurt even though it wasn’t going well between the two of you. He had started to criticize you heavily. Nothing you did was right, your music taste was shit, the books you liked sucked and your friendship with Kendall was phony. You fought a lot with Liam because you wanted to stand your ground. Even though you weren’t a musician like Liam was, you loved listening to it. And your friendship with Kendall was far from shallow, you could always count on him and he had been in your live for such a long time. He was one of the most important people in your life and you loved him immensely.

He told you to stop meeting your friends, Stewy too, and you said you wouldn’t then he broke up with you. He called you some nasty things on your way out, he accused you of sleeping with Kendall and even with Stewy wich was ridiculous, your relationship had always been platonic.

You tell all of this Stewy while you sit with him in their living room. ”Well, he’s clearly an idiot.“ Stewy says and you can’t help the watery chuckle leaving you. ”Come on don’t be sad about that ass. He’s not worth it. I mean have you seen him? Fucking Kerouac wannabe.“ now you are actually laughing ”His writing wasn’t that bad.“ you feel the need to defend him ”Are you kidding? He is so bad.“ Stewy is now chuckling too.

Kendall and Leighton had broken off too a few months back. Leighton had called it quits because she talked with Kendall about their future after college and it turned out that they didn’t envisioned the same. She wanted to settle down in some mid sized town and get married. Kendall however wants to go back to New York, see places and not get married right away. It was the right decision and they both weren’t really heartbroken about it. They were still kind of friendly but haven’t had much contact anymore.

You sit on the couch with Stewy when the door opens ”Yo! You home?“ Kendall calls from the doorway and you feel your mood lifting. Just hearing his voice did something to your soul that made you feel better. It always did, but that’s just because he’s your best friend, right?

”In here.“ Stewy calls back and Kendall takes his Headphones off and lays his Walkman on the table. He sees you ”Hey! What are you doing here?“ Kendall smiles but Stewy shakes his head a little muttering a little ”Dude.“ Kendall’s brows furrow ”You okay?“ he asks and you take a breath ”Uhm… Liam- we broke up.“ you tell him. ”Oh, uh, I’m sorry.“ Kendall says and sits down next to you, a hand on your back rubbing it softly.

You spend the night with the two guys, you order food and they cheer you up in their own way.

Until Stewy has to leave. He’s seeing Paul a guy he’d recently met.

You still feel upset and Kendall can tell, he pulls you into him ”Hey, come on you will find someone better than Liam. I’ve not told you but he sucked.“ Kendall says and you chuckle a bit, having heard similar from Stewy earlier.

”He actually- he started to hate on you. Like a lot, wanted me to stop hanging out with you.“ you admit. Kendall feels a pang in his chest. The thought that someone could stop you two from being friends hurt. ”Of course I wouldn’t.“ you add and your eyes tell Kendall that you mean it.

Kendall and you watch a movie together and fall asleep cuddled into Kendall and half on top of him on the couch. His arms securely wrapped around you, he was rubbing your back before he fell asleep himself. Stewy comes back with Paul at some point. They see you on the couch and Stewy shakes his head with a smile. ”Are they a couple?“ Paul asks, he always wondered about that. Stewy chuckles a little ”No, no they’re just idiots.“. He knows how Kendall feels about you and he can tell how you feel about Kendall - he doesn’t even know why the two of you got with Leighton and Liam in the first place.

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”Come on let’s do something fun.“ Kendall says and you smile while shaking your head. You’re sitting in the empty office of the Havard Lampoon. Kendall had told you to meet him here, since he’s got an key to the office. He started to work on the business side of the Lampoon about a year ago. You had to finish a paper and Kendall is supposed do something here, that’s why you met in the office in the first place. Your time at college is coming to an end only two more months are left.

”I need to finish this and I bet you have to do something too.“

Kendall’s head comes to rest on your shoulder ”No, uh, I’m actually done.“ he says and you snicker. ”You’re a bad liar, Kenny.“ you tell him and he smiles to himself knowing he’s pretty good at lying, you just know him too well. ”Let’s go to a club.“ Kendal suggest and you shake you head at him while you laugh.

Since your breakup you and Kendall have gotten really close again. And you can’t deny that there are feelings coming back slowly, feelings you thought were gone. He gets up and sorts through the cassettes they had laying in a box. ”Ugh, where’s the good music.“ he complains. ”Well not everyone can be a music connoisseur like you.“ he puts something into the recorder before he gets an idea ”We should definitely make another mixtape, with all the songs we like. It will be perfect.“ he’s looking so enthusiastic and happy that you can’t deny him. And so you spend the night in the Lampoon office, your essay long forgotten as you and Kendall try to find the perfect order for your favorite songs.

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”Dude, really?“ Kendall scorns Stewy when he offers you one of the lines he just set up. You look at Kendall who just did one himself. ”What? Do you want all for yourself? Sharing is caring, Kenny.“ you giggle at your friend. Kendall rolls his eyes. ”I just don’t want you mixed up in this stuff.“ he tells you. ”Oh come on dad.“ Stewy chuckles and you giggle too. ”I’ll be fine, you’re with me.“ you tell him and take his hand. You know Kendall hates when you do coke with him, Laura and Stewy. Wich you always found a little hypocritical of him, since the two men did it more often then you did. To be honest you weren’t a big fan of the drug, you rather stick to alcohol while partying and sometimes you smoked with Kendall. And you weren’t a big fan of your friends use either. But tonight you and Laura had agreed to take a line with them. College was almost over and you wanted to have some fun tonight.

You look up at Kendall with a little pout and he finds he can’t deny you anything if you look at him like that ”Fine, it’s whatever.“ you smile and press a kiss against his cheek.

You feel the drug take over your system, your heart starts beating faster and you just feel excited.

At some point of the night Stella, Stewys girlfriend, comes over and Laura takes home a guy she’s met. Slowly the party comes to an end, people start leaving and you feel yourself coming down from your high.

You find yourself walking down the night streets side by side with Kendall. Your hands are brushing from time to time and when they do you feel warm inside. ”This girl back in the club really was set on taking you home.“ you say and he shrugs. ”Uh-huh.“ Kendall wasn’t really into it tonight, he was doing one night stands from time to time but these past days he just wanted to spend his time with his friends. College was about to be over, he felt as if he had to use that time carefully, especially if he could be spending that time with you.

He remembers that Laura has taken this guy to your flat ”You wanna sleep at mine?“ you look at his profile, his features highlighted by the moonlight, he was beautiful. ”Yeah that’d be great, not really in the mood to hear them.“ he chuckles a little. You walk back to his place in comfortable silence. ”It’ll be so weird not seeing you like every day.“ you tell him what had been on your mind. He hums low ”Going back to only see each other in the summer, huh?“ he jokes but you look at him serious ”I really don’t think I could do that.“ his heart feels warm ”No, me neither.“ he admits, you hold your pinky out towards him ”We have to see each other regularly, okay?“ you ask and Kendall gives you a warm smile ”I promise.“ he tells you sincerely and hooks his pinky finger with yours. You look at each other for some time, smiling and eyes shining with admiration. You swallow before you break eye contact with him. Walking slowly towards his building. ”Does it ever scare you?“ You ask and Kendall frowns a bit ”What?“ his voice is soft

”Finishing college?“

He thinks for a moment before answering ”Sometimes, but its different for me I guess.“ And it is, Kendall already has a job at Waystar. It wasn’t even up to debate for Logan where his Son would work after college. He was already working there in the breaks from school. ”Yeah, true.“ You say ”But you will find something.“ Kendall states and follows up with ”You don’t need to worry. You are so smart and have good grades. Any company that would say no to you is stupid and can fuck off.“ You chuckle ”Kendall…“ but he’s having none of it ”What? Its the truth.“. He gets out a pack of cigarettes and lights one before admitting something to you, that he hasnt talked about to anyone. ”But I am worried sometimes.“ You look at him questiongly ”I will probably forever work with dad and sometimes the thought scares me.“ You get what he’s saying. ”Maybe you can create your own company one day.“ You say and he smiles, that would be great but he doesn’t think that is a option. Not with Logan. Not after he told Kendall that one day he is going to take over Waystar, it was promised to him when he was seven. ”Yeah, maybe.“ the two of you walk in silence for a few blocks. You reach up to him and snatch the cigarette out of his lips, taking a drag and exhaling the smoke before passing it back to Kendall.

”Do you remember the tree house?“ Kendall asks ”Of course I do.“ You almost scoff, because of course you remember the tree house in the Roy garden. You had spend countless hours in there playing with Kendall and when you got too old you were sharing joints in there from time to time. You also played with his siblings there when Kendall had to attend business deals with his dad.

”Yeah they’re tearing it down.“ Your head snaps towards him. ”Oh no, why?“ He shrugs ”Shiv’s too old to play in it now and Dad always hated it, I guess.“

”Wow childhoods really over, huh?“ You chuckle sadly. You link your arm with his but soonly after he shakes your arm off just to throw his arm over your shoulder, pulling you into him more.

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Kendall paces in his room. Tomorrow he will be done with college. He would get his degree. And he has something planned, wich is making him more nervous than the possibility of falling on stage. He wants to tell you about his feelings and maybe this time things would finally work out for the two of you. Stewy has encouraged him to confess.

”So are you ever going to tell her?“ he asked Kendall one night where they were watching some shitty movie. ”Tell who, what?“ Kendall asked but Stewy only gave him an 'you know what I’m talking about' look. ”No, no. Why would I it would ruin everything.“ he said while shrugging. ”Come on, you can’t not see the way she’s looking at you.“ Stewy says, not believing his friend doesn’t know you like him too. Everyone knows that the two of you have feelings for each other. ”She looks at me the same way she always did.“ Kendall tells his friend. ”Yeah? Well then she was always in love with you.“ his friend tells him. Kendall rolls his eyes, he knows that’s not true. Even if you had feelings for him now, you didn’t always had them. But something about what Stewy said lingered in his mind, he just had to tell you or he would regret it otherwise.

The next day while Kendall is getting ready you come over to his flat. You’re already wearing the dress you want to wear for the ceremony. Hair and makeup done. Stewy let’s you in. ”Stewyyyy congrats!“ you say as you hug the boy. ”Where’s my Kenny?“ you ask and Stewy points towards Kendall’s room. ”Kenny! Are you ready to step into the real world?“ you ask as you hug him, pressing a kiss onto his cheek that has him melting.

You spend the time before you all have to leave for the ceremony in their flat drinking champagne while laying on the soft expensive rugs in the living room. Stewys girlfriend, Stella, came over too. Kendall looks over at you talking to her. You look absolutely stunning, but than again you always do. He couldn’t believe you were his best friend. He prays to every god there is that you would reciprocate his feelings.

You tip your head back to drink the last bit of the drink before getting up. ”Shall we?“ You ask in a fake british accent. Stella giggles taking your hand and letting you pull her up. You grab your purses and look back at the boys ”You coming?“ you quip as you and Stella link your arms walking out of the flat.

The ceremony goes down smoothly. You spot your family next to the Roy’s. You cheer a little as Kendall receives his diploma and he shouts as you get yours. You throw him an air kiss and his smile grows at your antics. As you throw your hats into the air you lean your body into Kendall’s and he wraps an arm around your shoulder. He presses a kiss against your temple before you go to hug other people.

Your parents come over towards you. ”Congratulations, Honey.“ your dad says as he hugs you. ”We’re so proud of you!“ your mom says when it’s her turn to hug you. ”Congratulations to you to, son.“ your dad gives Kendall a hug as Logan shakes your hand.

”Hey Rome! Hey Shiv! How are you?“ you give his little siblings a side hug, eyes locking with Roman when you ask the last part. You knew he was sent away to military school, Kendall had said Logan had decided to do so because he thought the younger brother was 'too weak'. Your heart had broken when he told you, Roman seemed like such a sensitive child and you had loved him for it. He was a good kid. You couldn’t imagine him being happy at military school. That’s why you had written Roman on his birthday and for Christmas. Connor gives you a big hug and tells how little you were when he first met you in their garden in the Hamptons, playing with his brother.

It’s nice to see Kendall’s family again, well it’s nice to see his siblings again. Logan was still Logan. You knew how to behave around him, you would never make a scene or even let the man know that you didn’t like him. He was important for your parents and for your best friend and you didn’t want to get either in trouble.

Your parents take you to eat dinner in a fancy restaurant and afterwards you all will attend the party Logan is having for Kendall.

”Kendall come here for a moment.“ Logan says to him. You had arrived an hour ago and since then you and Kendall have been glued to each others sides.

”Yes dad?“ he asks ”I think it’s time for you, Son. You’re going to Shanghai. To learn the business." Kendall feels his heart fall. He knew this was a big opportunity but he had planned this day different. He had hoped to start this new chapter with you as something more than friends. Now this would be impossible. Long distance could be possible but this was a bit too far for it to work out. It also wasn’t what you deserve, you deserve to have someone near you. So he can do nothing but swallow his feelings once again. On the other hand he knows not to speak up against Logan and he appreciates that his father trusts him enough to become part of his legacy one day. He nods at his fathers words. ”When do I have- when do I leave?" He asks stumbling on his words. ”In two days.“ Logan tells him. Kendall feels numb. He wants to scream and cry. But he settles on just walking back over to where you are standing with the others. Taking one look at him you can see that something had happened. ”Hey, Ken everything’s okay?“ you ask in a low voice. He nods but you can see right through him so you take his hand and pull him towards an empty room. ”What happened?“ you spoke up after you close the door. ”Uhh my dad.“ he says and you give him an understanding look. ”I’ll have- I’ll have to go to China.“ your mouth is agape for a moment ”What?" You breath out voice almost a whisper. ”Yeah to learn the business.“ he tells you with an emotionless voice. ”Fuck, Ken, I’m going to miss you so bad.“ you hug him, your words bringing tears to his eyes. ”For how long?" You wants to know, he can tell in the way your voice sounds that you are close to crying too. He tells you, it’s only a year.

”Then let’s make the most of our last days, what do you say?“ you smile a teary smile at him. Together you exit the room, searching for Stewy and Stella to leave the Roy party and find some real goodbye party. On the way to Campus Kendall tells the others what had transpired an hour ago. Stewy let’s out an ”Shit“ while throwing Kendall a look you can’t read but Kendall knows what he means.

”What’s the plan now? Have you told her?“ Stewy asks as you dance with Stella, Laura and another friend. ”No, no there’s no use now." Kendall says deflated. ”You could get it off your chest this way, no?“ his friend tells him. Kendall shakes his head ”It’s okay, Stew. Really maybe it’s just not meant to be.“ he shrugs as if it’s no big deal.

You wave Kendall over after another song, a rap song just started on and you know he likes this particular song a lot. He smiles and shake his head, so you roll your head towards Stewy, throwing him a look that tells him to get him and his friend onto the dance floor.

The group of you dance together without a care, screaming the lyrics at each other at the top of your lungs and laughing a lot. A slow song comes on and Stewy and Stella step close to each other. You smile at them dancing before wrapping your arms around Kendall’s neck. His automatically going around your waist, pulling you closer. You look up at him and he could forever stay in this moment, just looking into your eyes. ”I will miss you, a lot.“ he tells you ”I will miss you too!“ you say back to him ”We have to call each other every day.“ you add and he smiles at you ”I will buy you a plane ticket for you to come see me.“ you nod at him exited biting your lip.

The thought crosses your mind then, how easy it would be to just lean up, kiss him. How easy it would be. But it isn’t, it could have been but now he was send away and you don’t know when you would see him again. Maybe it could wait, right? What was the thing people said? If two people are soulmates they will always find back to each other? You knew if something like soulmates was real yours would be Kendall.

At the end of the night all four of you go back home, passing out in the same king size bed of Stewy. You were all drunk and a little coke had been done too. It was just a blissful state and you felt happy squeezed between Ken and Stella. Still wearing your party dresses. You turn a little, slotting yourself against Kendall’s body, his arm around you, your head and head resting on his chest and your leg was raised slightly. You felt save and happy.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

”Kenny!“ You scream as you rush out of the airport. You have just landed in Shanghai. He turns his head towards your voice, immediately smiling. You hug him as soon as you reach him. Feeling him again, being able to smell his scent after so long feels like coming home. You catch up about everything that had happened in your lives, even though you regularly talk on the phone and you even send Kendall letters from time to time. He keeps all of them in a Box in his apartment. You also meet his new friend Nate Sofrelli, who you get along with really well. You’re staying in Shanghai for two weeks and Kendall is really looking forward to it.

Since your graduation you had found a job at a music label at the PR department and it’s been good so far. You still see Stewy and Laura a lot.

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••

”I need to show you this Club I’ve found a few weeks ago! Its insane!“ Kendall tells you through the bathroom door as you get ready for a night out with him. You arrived in Shanghai 10 days ago. It was easier for you to just take vacation from work than for Kendall to come visit you. Logan wouldn’t have been fond of these plans.

”Okay, im almost ready“ you say back before adding ”You can come in, im not naked.“ The door opens and you can see Kendall in the mirror, giving him a smile before you continue curling your hair. Kendall takes you in. You’re wearing a short black dress and a bracelet he hadn’t seen before but wich looks like art around your wrist. 'Fuck' he thinks, he was sure he had made progress in getting over his feeling for you but seeing you again had made them resurface instantly and you looking that gorgeous all dressed up wasnt helping his case at all. You notice Kendalls eyes following your body and it makes your whole body heat up. Feeling your cheeks heat up you quickly finish your hair and go to put your shoes on before your head runs wild with thoughts you shouldn’t be thinking.

You go to get dinner first, in a fancy restaurant and the food is amazing. Kendall pays and it feels an awful lot like a date even though you have gone to dinner with him before. Maybe it’s because you still have feelings for him. Earlier the waiter had addressed you as Kendalls girlfriend and neither of you had corrected him. Of course it wasn’t the first time someone had thought you were a couple, in college everyone had thought so. Even Stewy says he was convinced you two were lying when you had first met him. But in this moment it made your heartbeat increase.

He wasn’t lying about the club, it really is crazy. You look up when you enter the main area. There are hundred of lightbulbs hanging from the ceiling, in different shades of blue and pink causing them to turn the club purple. The lights are low and they

”Wow, this is beautiful.“ you say still looking up. Kendall smiles, happy that you like it and even happier to see your mesmerized look.

After he had seen you literally every day throughout college going back to not seeing you all the time was a big adjustment. He knew it was the same for you, you had talked about it a few nights ago.

”I.. uh i got us into VIP.“ Kendall says to you while scratching his neck. You go there for a moment ordering a drink and sipping it while sitting close to each other. He takes your hand ”Alright, let’s go 'mingle'" he says.

You have some shots with him at the bar before returning to the dancefloor. Grimacing at each other as the liquid burns your throat. ”Come on I wanna dance with you.“ you take his hand pulling him with you to the dancefloor.

Kendall loves to have you here, have you back around. And dancing felt like he was back at a college party.

He smiles at you when a slower song starts playing. It reminds him of the last time he had danced with you, at the party after your graduation. Over the course of the night you have had a little more to drink, the two of you now slightly tipsy.

He pulls you closer, slowly almost cautiously. Your hands rest on his shoulders, looking up into his eyes you feel your heart jump a little. He looks into your eyes as if he’s searching for something, and he is. He wants to know if he would ruin something if he just leaned in. It feels like an invisible string pulling you towards each other.

You tip your head up in the same moment Kendall leans down. Your lips meet his in a soft kiss. Lips moving with each other in perfect synchronicity.

His hands on your hips, go around your body to pull you closer against his body. Electricity is rushing to your body. Fingers threading through his hair, pulling slightly. When you pull away there’s lust in his eyes and you’re pretty positive that your eyes look similar. There’s a mutal understanding and the two of you leave the club together.

You wake up the next morning cuddled into Kendall’s side. A headache is hammering in your head and you feel like you haven’t had a drop of water in years. A slight panic is settling in your stomach. You had slept with Kendall, again. You were both a bit drunk but there was no way he wouldn’t remember. You look over at your friend who is still in deep sleep. You smile reaching up fixing his hair a little before making your way out of the bed.

You go into your room to freshen up a little. Brushing your teeth, removing your make up and jumping into the shower. After you dry off you slip back into Kendall’s shirt that you slept in.

Before Kendall opens his eyes he reaches out across the bed, a smile on his lips as he’s searching for the warmth of your body. When he doesn’t find you he opens his eyes, seeing the empty bed makes his heart sink a little.

He gets up and puts on some shirt and sweatpants before he walks out of the room to look for you.

You sit in on the kitchen counter with a coffee in your hands when Kendall enters the room. "Hey Kenny.“ you smile at him wich eases his heart after not knowing how you felt about last night.

In reality you didn’t know how to feel about last night. It was good and you feel your insides melting just thinking about it. You had wanted to sleep with him since last year again. But you can’t start anything with him while he is so far away and you also don’t know if you want to because the last time you two were hooking up it was a big mess. You also ask yourself if he sees last night as a mistake. You don’t want to risk your friendship like this again. ”Hey, uhm good morning.“ he says coming a hand through his hair. ”Wanna order breakfast?“ you ask him and so you ordered a big breakfast lounging on his bed while watching movies.

The rest of your time together goes by too quickly for your liking. Kendall had to attend work on the weekdays so you’ve spend some time alone in the City, sometimes Nate went out with you, showing you some places that he and Kendall thought you would like. Kendall called in sick on two occasions even though you told him you were fine by yourself and even if you only saw him in the evenings you were happy to spend some time with him.

You didn’t talk about what had happened after the club at all, but strangely its not weird between you. Theres more cuddling and lingering touches than before and you didn’t sleep in the guest room afterwards at all.

To Nobodys surprise Logan wasn’t too fond when he found out you had been in Shanghai but he respected your parents and you were never a bad influence on his son so he accepted it.

But today your time was over. Kendall and you sit in the backseat of his car on the way back to the airport.

Your head resting on his shoulder, not wanting to leave each other. You also had sneaked one of his sweatshirts into your suitcase and Kendall had noticed that it wasn’t on his couch anymore after he stepped into his living room when he went put it on. But he didn’t mind at all. You could take all his clothes if you wanted to.

You hug Kendall tight ”Call me when you land, okay?“ he asks you and you nod into his shoulder "If I’m not sick of you’re voice after this week.“ you joke and you hear him chuckle ”Dickhead.“ he says back ”I love you Kenny. Take care of yourself.“ you tell him when you lean back a little to catch his eye. He mhm‘s and you kiss his cheek. ”Goodbye y/n.“ he kisses you head and you walk a few steps towards the plane before he calls your name again ”I- Uh, I love you too.“ he says and gives you one nod of his head. You give him a big smile as a response and throw him an exaggerated air kiss which has him chuckling.

[mostofthingsmostofthetime]

Omg just watched episode 2 of Distant Lands & I'm screaming.

Now, don't get me wrong, I definitely shipped Bubbleline before, but this episode had me INVESTED!!!!

Ahhr, I don't even know where to start?

The glass kingdom is so beautiful. I don't care how impractical it'd be, I wanna live there.

Marceline's old look was so awesome!!!!!! like, don't get me wrong, she always looks good, but I know WLW were being fed this episode, lol. As for me, I want Bubblegum's wardrobe STAT as not only is it a pastel lover's dream come true, but all the clothes look so soft (which I don't know how they manage to convey in 2D but they did).

Domestic Bubbleline has my entire heart forever, bye!!!!

Am I correct in seeing the friendship between glass boy & See Through princess as a parallel to Finn & Bubblegum's early friendship? Like tall, beautiful royal that's bogged down by her duty vs small, younger(?), disabled (which Finn later ends up becoming), blue boy who starts feeling dismissed/not taken seriously by his older(?) friend & wants to help/be a hero despite not having any powers (ok, so Finn has lightning amuinty, but that didn't come till much later)? Plus, there's the whole fire monster trying to kill him only for it to turn out to not be so bad, like when flame princess was introduced, & turning into (what looks to me like) some kind of a butterfly at the end, which we know was one of the things Finn was reincarnated as in a past life.

Those royal helpers (or whatever they're called) suck ass.

Simon, I love you!!!! Also, Ignore those monsters. Wear that moomoo & crown if it helps you cope.

They bubble wrapped him!!!! I'm crying, that's the sweetest, funniest & most practical way to go about it though like dude, you're litrually made of glass & already have a cracked face. You need to be way more careful about your obvious fragility.

I'm sorry, Bonnie, but the song does slap.

This is the major Bubblegum betrayal that I've been hearing about? Omg you have to be kidding. Like, I'm not saying you HAVE to love her as a character, but you really had me scared she was gonna do something absolutely twisted & it turned out to be.....this? Like, don't get me wrong, her reasoning wasn't the best & it was definitely bad of her to keep it from Marcleline, but do we really want characters without flaws & why are some fans seemingly convinced that Bubblegum is the sole AT character (especially out of her & Marcleline) that has any? Like the episode litrually gives us serval scenes from both of their POV's to show us that they each have good & bad qualities, streaths & weaknesses, baggage/insecurities & don't always handle everything the best way (especially in the past) but that they clearly love each other & are now in a much better place. Where they are willing to learn & grow & be vunrable by actually talking things out & apologising if they do something that hurts the other. Also wasn't, overcoming past hurts that are impacting your current, hard earned happiness by realising that you can't always be right/win all the time & that it's not always worth it if it means loosing what really matters to you, a huge part of the theme of the episode?

Mama Marcleline, we finally get more of your backstory & god dose it hurt. RIP queen, you did the best you could (am still scared to find out how you ended up pregnant though coz like, Hunson's a freak LMFAO!). Also, baby Marcy, I wanna hug you so bad 💔😭.

Ok, that song is so fucking cute that it makes me wanna bite my own cheeks off & eat them, and no, I don't care that that doesn't make sense.

That's how she got the band shirt? Omg, shoot me dead!

Oh, Simon, you know those banana guards can't do shit lol.

Omg Finn!!!!! Ok, so I kind of already saw that visual (being online, you can only avoid spoilers for so long), but still. My man, looking good. No prostetic? That's probably nice for amputees to see. The Jake Tattoo makes me both happy & sad because, on the one hand, it shows how much they love each other, but on the other, he probably got it because Jake is dead in this time period (I'm assuming).

Omg, grown-up Bronwyn is so cute 🥰!!!!!!!!

All the other cracks being revealed in others was a lovely touch. Thinking about the cracks as flaws or imperfections (or truma like the "damage" people accuire through being alive) & how society demonises that to the point where people feel like they have to hide them & then lash out at others who can't or refuse to hide theirs. Also, love the princess getting pants, lol. The angry monster secretly having a cracked face the whole time got me ok . Like, no wonder it hated the palace for how they acted towards glass boy. When it first saw him, it was probably so happy to know that someone like it existed & then was so hurt that Glass Boy was trying to change himself to be like everyone else.

Yes, Glass boy, kill those assholes!!!!! I hate hypocrites. It's sadly realistic, though. Sometimes, it really is the people with the most flaws who wanna condemn people the most.

[poetic-beats]

Sometimes when I come back to this blog it just makes me cringe. Mostly because whenever I’m manic I start a ton of new projects whether its crappy art, jumping around to different sites for my poetry that I eventually ditch, different business ideas that I start but never finish, bad poetry I have written things I like but there’s also just bad poetry that served a purpose for me to vent but objectively is bad. It’s also a very open book of the events and stages I’ve gone through and some of you have followed me from the beginning and I just cringe at the thought of what it must look like seeing my erratic postings. And it’s a monument to all of my sadness and trauma and struggles and I don’t find that a bad thing though I guess because writing was helpful and I’m not ashamed of what I’ve struggled with but damn this blog was almost as much of a mess as my mind. Life has changed so much in the 7 years since I started this blog, I’m 30 now which is scary to be so old ( I know 30 isn’t actually old old but in context of where I am in my life) and yet feel like I’m so behind in adulting. It’s like when I hit 30 in my mind it changed you know until I hit that number I was still in my 20’s even if it was 29 it felt like okay I’m not an ‘adult’ adult yet so it’s fine my shits not together but its like okay I’ve hit 30 now I should’ve started checking some boxes off the list and whilst some things have improved I still have a long way to go. I’m in therapy now I managed to start early last year privately ofc because NHS sucks ass. Luckily she’s good about pricing clearly not in it for the money; was my old MH teams lead therapist before she quit didn’t know she’d gone private, found her by dumb luck. She’s really good & it’s already helped me so much. I managed to acquire a few new diagnoses at the end of last year not a surprise though nothing new or unexpected as such but sometimes does feel like it’s a never ending list. Oh I got a second cat!!! His names Shrimp and he’s adorable. Bagel loves him I’ll have to post a picture of them both at some point and after having not written/barely written anything for awhile I recently started writing poetry again. Not sure why I slowed down/stopped I guess things got really busy & I managed/coped in different ways I also just kinda lost it like I had a mental block when I did try writing. Anyways so I wrote some new stuff recently sadly it’s not exactly happy it’s more of a throwback to when I first started this blog, writing as a way to cope in the moment when emotions were too much, to sort of purge it from my mind. I’ve had some difficult things to deal with and it’s been a lot so being able to write again is bittersweet. I also can’t vouch for its quality but hey it helped me cope so does it really matter, guess not. Anyways idk that’s enough rambling from me now don’t know why I wrote this out on here I mean my blogs mostly dead apart from these random check ins I do where I give these life update posts which I”m not sure anyone even cares to read because this blog is so inactive now but here I am doing it anyways.

[xtrablak674]

knitboy1

I will be the first to admit it takes less than a blow of the wind for me to get a crush on a man. I have had probably thousand of crushes, some for seconds others spanning years that never reached any kind of fruition. Frankly, I love a crush, its a parasocial relationship that is occurring in your head. #lol The hardest thing can be actually meeting that person if its a digital crush, or for IRL crushes the person calling you out over the crush, or in some instances ignoring it completely and doing things like lifting you up in a bear hug in the reception area of your job! #CJstopthat

John was one of many folks I followed and who followed me back on my old Flickr account (before SmugMug deleted it, with no cause or warning). I think the kids call it mutuals now, and there is an entire subculture about the relationships folks have with their mutuals. These were some of the things playing out with me and a lot of my Flickr mutuals. There was this British guy who was a bit more aggressive and verbal in his feelings, and I would be telling a whole-ass lie if I said I didn't encourage him.

But knitboy1 was a local Brooklyn artist and albeit I am not a fan of plugs, I not only loved his artistic vibe but I thought he was attractive. I could see myself dating him. He was giving you an anti-hipster early Williamsburg vibe, even though he lived in I think Bushwick, a neighborhood that boarded Willysburg. He didn't seem like someone who was outside of my reach, he was attractive but not at a level that I thought he would be slumming in being with me.

Sixteen years ago he actually came to visit me, it was a chaste visit. Both of us with our cameras his a Nikon, mines a Canon the duopoly of camera companies photographers usually falling on one side or another. I can't recall the specifics or the goal of our meeting, it was surely not a sexual rendezvous no matter how much I would have liked that, I think it was a more plutonic meeting of us just exploring what the other was about in person. And most importantly to see if there was any spark, well at least for me.

Alas there wasn't, even though he referred to me as 'handsome' in one of the two photos he posted of me in his streams tags. I wasn't sad as much as disappointed. Sometimes the fantasy in your head seems so real that you wish it would spill over into reality. But most times this is never the case.

Sitting in my window seat doing my morning reading, the last thing I thought of doing was writing a journal entry, but I had opened a new browser window and found this website of knitboy1 and took a look around and seeing on the contact page the reason I couldn't find him on the remaining Flickr account I have is because I forgot the 'one' on his screen-name, it wasn't just knitboy, it was knitboy1. #bingo

I took forty minutes to go through his stream fav'ing photos I had long ago liked, screenshotting a couple of models I still found hot, the bulk of them being his self-portraits. I clearly still find him attractive. It looks like 2017 was the last time he used his Flickr account like so many of us who felt so close during our time in the early and mid-aughts, the platform passing through so many hands since the originators, so many changes and upheavals, we had collectively moved on from this platform which at one time in my life took up so much of my bandwidth.

There were many friendships made during that time, folks that I actually met IRL. My time on the platform gave me the confidence to have a short-lived visual arts artistic career taking my work from a digital space to hang on the walls of brick and mortar galleries and museums all over the country and the world. I had fond memories of this photo-based social media network and not even the deletion of my account could dismiss these warm feelings.

Wanting to get back to reading and sucking up this vitamin D this morning, I decided to send knitboy1 one of the photos I took of him during our all to brief meeting. I had edited it recently for content for my DA account. He hasn't responded yet, and he may not, but you can never know if you don't try. #🤷🏿‍♂️

[Photo by Brown Estate, Bottom Photos by John Brinegar]

[oh-my-bindery]

Draco in canon is literally terrified by what he had to do in 6th year. He can’t kill Dumbledore to save his and his family’s lives. He cries in THE bathroom a LOT, making friends with a muggle born Myrtle.

In Deathly Hallows, he again, can’t just tell the truth to save his life and his parent’s lives - he lies to save Harry’s.

In the Room of Requirements, he tries to stop Crabbe and Goyle from killing Harry.

Draco never kills anybody.

The only cruciatus he uses are ones towards other Death Eaters as a punishment for letting Harry escape.

Harry continually thinks about Draco as a changed person in a way, about how terrified he looks and how awful he must feel, he worries about him. To the point, he shuts off Voldemort’s visions so he won’t have to see Draco being tortured or torture others when he clearly doesn’t want to.

Then again, Harry Draco’s life worth saving. If he didn’t think Draco was at least redeemable or didn’t think Draco was harmless and just a pawn in the dark side’s game; he wouldn’t save him from a Fiendfyre. He just wouldn’t. Harry has storm views on fairness and who deserves to die and live. He wouldn’t just save anyone from that fire, he wouldn’t care if just anyone was being tortured or made to torture others; yet, it is Draco that Harry has such strong emotions towards and sees Draco as worth saving, worth giving him a second chance at life, after the war. Believing that Draco with no Bildekort or pressure from his family, no threat on his or his parent’s lives, would make a better man.

Draco had to experience what is is like to not be able to do what he wants, to be forced to do things he hates, was afraid of and weren’t who he was, had to see the reality of Harry’s life and prophecy, the reality of war and what Voldemort’s beliefs held; to change his mindset. But he did, he canonically did. Sucks we can’t see into Draco’s POV during 6th year and Deathly Hallows but we still get so many descriptions and actions from Harry that validates that Draco is a changed person who doesn’t want to follow the dark side, and tries his best, which is the small things he does lie, saving Harrys life and trying to keep Harry away from being killed, never trying to curse, hex or kill Harry himself even though it would put his family in Voldemorts good books, reassuring their lives being spared.

It is clearly shown that Draco not only changed his morals canonically, which people seem to forget, but also tried to help the best he could.

There is no arguing, Draco was a coward who didn’t step away from his family and their morals, he was too terrified. He was also 16!! Not everyone is born to be as brave as Gryffindors, and act more on their beliefs (in this case, changed beliefs).

People hating on Draco and Drarry are so far up their asses it's impossible to even start a civli conversation with them. They see characters as good or bad.

Funnily enough, there are a lot of anti-Drarry amd anti-Draco people who love Snape and are Snaoe apologists, when Snape tormented Harry all his time at Hogwarts only because he hated James (rightfully so but still). Yes he helped the Order and all that. He also was a grown adult who couldn't stop bullying a child and make his life miserable. Ge is a very gray character. Just like Draco is but Draco stops his awful beliefs as a teenager, shows empathy, emotions like fear, sadness, mental struggle. He changes his beliefs because he hates being on the wring side if the war and being forced to do horrific acts, he is incapable of killing or doing anything close to malicious Death Eaters. He stops his belief because of that and his care for Harry (this is arguable but can be clearly seen in text if you choose to analyse it).

Snape on the other hand is an adult who never got over his past, especially his love for Lilly. i understand the years of bullying and hating James and the marauders but I do not get how he could hate and torment Harry so much when Harry has never been mean to him until Snape started the whole 'Lets make Harry Potter miserable' game.

Just saw a post that was like “if you have to change a character’s morals to make the ship work it’s not a good ship” and one of the tags was anti-drarry as if they weren’t made for each other. Like canonically. They are obsessed with each other for 7 years. We don’t change shit. I’m ok w being anti jegulus tho.

[sweetlywriting]

Can you make a Twisted wonderland when you break up with them, but you were forced

Scenario-Someone forces you to break up with them

Includes-Leona Kingscholar, Vil Schoenheit, Azul Ashengrotto, Rook Hunt, Riddle Rosehearts

A/N-I really like this idea anon, but you didn't ask for a specific character so I'm going to do my favorites <3

Leona Kingscholar-

Oh great

Leona had come to accept the fact that the world never let him become king, but now you were out of reach too?

At times it may not seem like he cares but the way he sucks up his pride and whispers pleas shows he truly did love you

Leona's not one to chase you though, if you want to leave you can

Since your gone he spends most of his time sleeping, but even in sleep all he can think about is how empty the bed is without you next to him

He feels like he’ll just sleep for the rest of eternity.

Until he overheard a couple of your friends talking about how sad it was that you were forced to break up with him, To which he drops whatever he’s doing and runs around the school til he’s found you

He’s not letting you go for at least the next month, also whoever forced you to break up with him is their ass kicked

“Herbivo- Y/n please don’t do that again.”

Vil Schoenheit-

Hah! that’s got to be a joke right?!

He really does think it’s a joke, mostly because he’s too scared that you're not joking

He’ll pretend that you’re still together while telling others that you're just upset over something, half trying to convince himself

When you stop waiting for him after class and holding his hand he starts to get serious

Vil’s a direct person and he will find out why you broke up with him

He’ll be quite upset that you didn’t tell him that you were being forced, and he’s definitely going up to whoever did it and starting an argument

Normally he would make a scene and yell when he’s mad but he genuinely just wants the person who had done such a horrible thing how much he adores you and that nothing can force the two of you apart

And then he’ll convince you to confess again because you “technically” broke up with him.

“My life is only so perfect because you're in it, so please don't do that again.”

Azul Ashengrotto-

What? Why?

He’s very confused and much more frantic too

Did he do something wrong? He quickly tries to find reasons you would do something like this so out of the blue, but a part of him is saying that he was never worth much in the first place, that you would be happier with someone else

Once he comes to that painful conclusion he quickly shoves himself into his work hoping to ease the pain

Jade and Floyd see this and are not happy. What happened to your relationship? It was fine a day ago?

They’re not going to let it go either

One way or another they will find out

When they tell Azul he’s more relieved than anything, he’ll quickly send Floyd and Jade to “squeeze” whoever has been forcing you to break up with him and find you and hold you tight

He won’t admit it but he cried quite a bit.

“I want you to be with me forever.”

Rook Hunt-

Rook observes you quite a lot being an adept hunter, and can easily tell that you don’t want to actually break up with him

The only problem is he doesn’t know why you're doing this

But with a little help from Vil in less than a day he can quickly find out who's forcing you, and he’s not going to stand for it

He’ll make sure they learn their lesson

And then promptly tell you that the problem is gone with a dashing smile and a flick of his hat

No time to be angsty because he figured it out so quick

But he will be slightly sad that you felt like you couldn’t tell him immediately.

“Ah love, I know you too well.”

Riddle Rosehearts-

Huh? Why?

You better believe that there will be no breaking up with Riddle until you tell him exactly why

If you really did lose your feelings he’ll let you go, but he can tell something I’d clearly wrong

You were both laughing an hour ago

He’ll eventually get you to tell him with some persuasion, black mail, and Treys cookies

Whoever forced you to break up is clearly losing their head

He’ll make up some rule about no splitting up the housewarden's partner.

“I knew you wouldn’t leave me.”

[frogtanii]

[buckle up; this one is a long one (1.6k words)]

things weren’t supposed to turn out this way.

she was supposed to show up, apologize “sincerely,” and the boys, her boys, were supposed to welcome her with open arms and swiftly discard of you.

instead, she was sitting in the back of a cramped police car with two pigs, one of which had a horrible b.o. problem and an affinity for sauerkraut.

it was so frustrating.

and, of course, it was all your fault.

you’d been blocking her from true happiness ever since the beginning when you’d first met in middle school. it was crazy because you’d actually seemed nice; kind, understanding, and you didn’t judge her for what her father did to her mother or for how she acted out because of that.

sure, you were a little weird and sometimes you could be downright rude to other kids in your class but you cared for her in a way that no one else had before.

(un)fortunately, you didn’t come alone — you were a packaged deal. your childhood friend, daishou, came into her life right along with you. she didn’t mind at first; daishou was fun when he wanted to be but he was mostly full of snarky comments and sarcastic quips.

the three of you spent all your time with each other; from playing at the playground to helping her begin her makeup youtube channel in 8th grade.

you all got along pretty well up until you got to highschool. once there, you threw yourself into your studies, sort of retracting yourself from her and daishou.

how selfish.

she couldn’t help but feel betrayed by you—you knew how bad she was at making friends and you didn’t even care, leaving her all alone to fend for herself.

well, not all by herself.

daishou was a constant. no matter where she was, or how alone she was feeling, he was there to provide entertainment at the most, and his presence at the least.

it wasn’t always the healthiest, most functional friendship, she could admit that. there were weeks that daishou would choose to ignore her for no apparent rhyme or reason, citing his explanation as he just didn’t feel like it.

obviously it sucked but he was her only friend, ever since you so cruelly abandoned them. i mean, you still ate lunch with them every day and invited them over to study and hang out, but it was not the same.

with you so absent, she grew closer and closer to daishou to the point she was spending almost every waking moment with him. and, as the story so goes, she fell for him, head over heels.

she knew it was a bad idea, if their friendship was anything to go off of but she didn’t care. she was desperate for love and physical affection and he seemed willing to at least give her the latter.

after she decided to confess, nerves all the way in her throat and a box of chocolates behind her back, daishou took her virginity in the back of his ford fusion, hard, fast and nothing like she’d imagined.

the next day, she’d cornered you in the library (where you always seemed to be) to tell you the good news. your face was unusually blank as she detailed the best night of her life to you, your response being less than stellar when she was done. “please be careful,” you had said.

what did that even mean? you clearly wanted to keep daishou safe from her which was ridiculous because weren’t you supposed to be her friend too? she’d stormed out of the library after that, determined to demand a kiss from daishou to make her feel better.

that day was one of the last that she’d see you for a while. you got caught up with clubs and schoolwork (and apparently therapy for god knows what) while she got caught up with daishou.

things with him weren’t... great. they never really were but things were getting even worse. his random bouts of silence got longer and though it was only freshman year and they’d been dating for less than 5 months, he’d meet with her after school with a hickey plastered on his collarbone that she knew she didn’t put there (she sucked even harder over the spot to claim it as her own).

as she said, things weren’t great but they weren’t horrible either. they remained that way all the way up until sophomore year.

you and her had drifted even further, hardly speaking to one another unless it was for a project or to vaguely greet one another in the halls. it was okay though. you had all your other friends and she... well she had daishou.

speaking of, her “boyfriend” had been more distant than usual. she wasn’t an idiot and she knew he’d been seeing other girls on the side, but she believed she would be the one he’d end up with, the one he’d marry.

how foolish she had been.

it was prom night and she felt beautiful. her beauty channel had finally begun picking up traction (she’d just hit 13k subscribers the night before!!) so she filmed a prom night makeup tutorial, making sure that every square inch of her face was perfect. donning a silky blue floor length dress, she felt like a princess and she certainly looked the part.

she showed up to daishou’s house about 30 minutes before the event, ringing his doorbell with an elated grin painted all over her face. he had mentioned in passing that his parents and older sister would be out for the weekend, leaving the house for themselves. that meant sex and sex meant being wanted.

after the third ring of the bell, she started to get nervous. maybe he wasn’t ready yet? maybe he needed help with his tie? just when she was about to wring the bell again, the door swung open to reveal daishou... not in his suit.

“oh, it’s you,” he’d grumbled. “‘m not goin’ to prom.” she felt her breath catch in her throat. she’d protested and begged for an explanation but he wouldn’t give one to her. eventually, she’d followed him into his house, furious because how could he do this to her? on her night?

it didn’t take very long for him to get fed up, his snake-like eyes honing in on her, filled with venom. “‘m not goin’ because i don’t like you anymore. you still look pretty though.”

just like that, with just a few words, he’d shattered her heart. she was frozen in place, completely disconnected from daishou, her love, as he not-so-gently pushed her out the door, slamming it in her face.

she felt tears stream down her cheeks and before she knew it, her legs were carrying her to a place she hadn’t been in months.

banging frantically on the door, she cried out, begging for someone, anyone to hear her. the door opened quickly and there you stood. you’d clearly been studying but as you took in her frazzled appearance, it seemed as though your heart broke.

you ushered her inside, sat her own the couch, and began to make her a cup of tea, your parents having been out for the night as well. once the kettle went off, you quickly prepped her drink and gave it to her, the words flowing out of her like liquid once she had taken a sip.

she didn’t know why she was even there but despite the animosity between the two of you, you seemed like you truly... cared. (neither of you mentioned the tears that stained your favorite t shirt or the quiet apologies you muttered into her hair).

that night quickly went and passed and by the next day, she was feeling rejuvenated and more like herself. however, that feeling quickly dissipated when she caught you in the hallway between classes speaking with daishou behind the stairwell in hushed tones.

within the span of a few hours, her heart had been broken twice and she was sure she’d never felt such heartache before.

she turned on her heel and darted away, avoiding your every attempt to talk to her for weeks and weeks until you just... stopped trying. after you’d cut off conversation, yet again, the sadness quickly festered and morphed into anger.

that anger only grew when she watched you graduate at the top of your class in your senior year, your smile blinding as you accepted your diploma. it only grew when she saw that you had made it into the university of your choice on your instagram story, her own rejection letter torn up in the bottom of her wastebin. it only grew when she saw you’d made your own youtube channel, her own going untouched and neglected (her last video had been a half-assed “get ready with me” that had more dislikes than likes due to her horrible makeup and even worse attitude).

soon enough, the rage had intensified until it had taken over her whole being. she was just so angry at all that you’d done to her, all the ways you’d ruined her life that she couldn’t keep herself from plotting your demise.

when she got the email from the hyper house management team that invited her into the house and offered the option that she could pick someone she wanted to move in as well, her anger turned into excitement.

this was her chance. this was her moment to turn your life into a living hell, to make it at least a fraction of what she went through by your hands.

she was going to make you pay and god, was it going to feel great.

the metal of the handcuffs chafed her wrists as she adjusted herself against the cool leather of the cruiser, the discomfort removing her from her reverie.

yeah, right. it seemed as though she was the only one “paying” right about now.

she tilted her head back to stare at the ceiling, tears filling her eyes but refusing to fall.

things definitely weren’t meant to turn out like this. not at all.

℗ poker face

not like this

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the rest of the tags will be in the replies!!

[larathia]

TBHK Analysis: Chapter 90

Let’s start with “wow, I suck at predicting where this story will go, but AidaIro makes me not mind that at all.”

Okay. On with the analysis:

Firstly, yay I was right about one thing - they’re not dead yet. 

Now, from there...there’s two stories playing out here, side by side; SIx’s, and Kou’s. So I’m going to treat them separately, and start with the shorter one: Six’s.

From what Six says here, it seems clear enough that he did care greatly for Sumire - and may not realize she’s been with him this whole entire time, because from what both of them have said they haven’t seen each other or spoken to each other since their deaths. Sumire didn’t have the option. Six...I think didn’t have the curiosity. His entire existence was predicated on receiving commands, and from what everyone’s said in the story up to now, Six got the job of BEING ‘Six’ and then just...focused on that? Completely, to the exclusion of all else, which is why the other wonders know very little about him. And why he’d not know Sumire was in the heart of his domain this entire time - that would require a degree of self-knowledge he clearly just hasn’t got.

And that he regrets not having. 

Six does prove able to think for himself and to feel - he doesn’t hurt children, doesn’t WANT to hurt children. That’s a want, which for him is damn near unique. But he comes off in this chapter as very old, very tired, and very sad. 

I don’t know that I would call him dead at the end of this chapter, though, any more than I was willing to call Kou dead before. Hanako took several heavy strikes from that exact sword and is still around. Six is strong and Kou is not. There’s wiggle room in the narrative for either outcome.

Now, let’s talk about Kou.

The lid comes off the pressure cooker that is Kou in this chapter, and we get to see just how wound up he’s gotten, for how long, and why. He thinks of himself as weak (which is reinforced by Teru, Hanako, and now Six) and unworthy of anyone’s trust (which is...not entirely without merit, but I’d say it’s more that he lacks knowledge than power most of the time. Can’t blame him for thinking otherwise, though). 

We see, from his perspective, a terrified Mitsuba breaking up into doritos, which pretty much tells us where Kou was during the severance and what he experienced.  We see, from Kou’s perspective, Hanako cradling the unconscious Yashiro as he explains that Yashiro will die soon. These are not new pressures. They’ve been weighing on him for a while now (though, admittedly, seeing Mitsuba dorito out could only have been days ago in the story’s timeline, he’s been trying to help Mitsuba for longer, and seeing Mitsuba go out like that had to be another knife in the gut). We see Teru defeating Kou easily, and telling him he’s weak. That he’s playing the hero.

Now, what Kou says to Six is scattered over all the panels showing all this, so let me recopy it here into one paragraph because it’s worth taking what he says here and giving it serious consideration.

I’m weak and stupid, so nobody ever depends on me. Nobody ever needs me, either. But who cares about that! I’m gonna beat your ass! I’ll defeat you, and take back Akane-senpai. I’ll save my brother, who’s been badly injured, and Aoi-senpai too. If I ruin the ceremony, the boundaries will be reopened. All of the supernaturals that disappeared will return, and I’ll get [Mitsuba] to come back too. With your ability to control both life and death, I might even be able to do something about [Yashiro’s] lifespan. If I can just do that, then everyone’ll - It’s not about their expectations, or their hopes! I’m gonna make everybody happy. 

Just...read that. Read that in one go. And remember what Kou knows:

1) You can be a living supernatural. You have to eat a supernatural to do it.

2) Eating the heart of a Wonder can let you claim the Wonder’s power - and their seat.

“With your ability to control both life and death” is the most explicit he gets, but that entire speech is predicated on not just ‘defeating’ Six, but taking Six’s place. He wants Six’s power - would need it, to do any of the things he lists here. 

This is where I reiterate that we do not know that Six is defeated at the end of this chapter. But by goddamn I actually really hope he is, because honestly? Watching Kou take such a serious step, all on his own, disastrous though it might prove to be, would be a major character moment for Kou. He’s spent this entire manga playing second or even third fiddle to everyone, wanting to help but almost never having the power or the means to do anything meaningful. HANDING him that power, like this? Would REALLY shake the setting up and it could lead to some great future moments. What would Teru do, for example, if Kou saves Teru’s life by becoming the new Six? What would Akane do? How will Hanako react?

And Six’s final thoughts reiterate that Kou taking such a step would be a major shaking-up of the status quo. Happiness is something he never asked for, nor was ever asked for. It’s never been part of Six. But if Kou does what he strongly implies he’s about to do, the whole world’s going to feel it.

I for one really hope it happens. I am back to rubbing my hands gleefully for the next chapter.

[kkusuka]

HQ Middle blocker kinks <3

@xxxxtanaxxxx​ request  hq kinks but middle blocker version please 🥺

I'm gonna be honest i wasn't gonna do this buuut here it is 

i have a setter one in the works and here is the ace version!

here is the setter version <3

Characters:  Tsukishima Kei, Kuroo Tetsuro, Suna Rintaro, Satori Tendo, Taichi Kawanishi, Issei Matsukawa,  Takanobu Aone,, Shoyo Hinata, Lev Haiba Shugo Meian (MSBY captain), and Yutaro Kindaichi

Mentioned female anatomy, but mostly gn

content warning: consensual non-con, humiliation, public sex, exhibitionism, voyeurisms, degradation, bondage, sex toys, cockwarming, edging, soft priamal/prey, mentions of house break-ins, pegging, size kink, overuse of the word Daddy, face fucking, hickeys

i think thats all? 

buckle up, this is gonna be looooong.

Tsukishima Kei

Degradation

This is a given, my mans has a mouth on him, AND HE KNOWS HOW TO USE IT

He says the most vulgar things in your ears (and you love it)

His nickname for you is Cum-dump, and he calls you that so much that you’ve started to respond to it. “Hey, Cum-dump! Come here” “ok Tsukki”

And when he’s cumming? A slew of insults just come out

“You whore, oh, you fucking cum-slut, you’d let anyone do this to you won't you”

And it's not limited to this!

“You're just a hole”

“You only exist for me to fuck, Right? You're just a glorified fleshlight”

“You're only good for sucking my cock”

“I should just leave you chained to the wall so I can fuck you anytime I want, that's all you're good at so you should love it”

It won’t even be only during sex

You could literally be just studying with him and he’ll just lean over and say “ you want to be fucked right now don't you? In front of all these people, I bet you’d love it Cum-dump”

Humiliation

Goes with a dirty mouth

He’ll flip your skirt while walking in front of groups of other students

He purposely sucks hickeys where your uniform does not cover and then laughs at you because you're just such a slut.

One of his favorite things to do is have you wear a vibrator in school, only on days where you have to do something in front of the class

No worries he has the remote and turns it alllllll the way up during the middle of your presentation, you just look so cute all red!

He’ll make it better!!

You can cum in front of the class, let everyone know how much of a whore you are!

Purposeful neglect

He wants you so horny you can’t think

If that means not giving you attention for FIVE DAYS so be it.

No touching yourself and if he finds out you did he’ll ignore you for longer and you don’t want that do you?

You will wait for him to touch you.

He’ll also just ignore you.

No begging, he doesn't care, he doesn't want to hear it.

Don't touch him, stop being a brat or you won’t get off for a whole week.

Bondage

It's all about control <3

Having you tied up and immobile is the best way to show how little you are.

He’ll tie you up and put you on the couch with a vibrator and just watch movies, unable to rock your hips

This seems cruel but he’ll tie your hands up and make you eat dinner with just your mouth <3

He’ll make you watch tv with a ball gag in

He’ll have a riding crop in his hands when you study and he’ll hit your little clit/silt with it every time you get a question wrong

Kuroo Tetsuro

Pet names

Literally any kind o endearment, but mainly switches between Kitten and Baby Girl/Boy(i am swooning right now)

He WILL call you these in front of people and out loud in public

He’s called you them in front of your parents in front of Kenma in the middle of the grocery store.

So you're wondering, why does that matter? People do that all the time!

Well, he calls you them so you remember how he completely ruined your little body and how his cum is still dripping out of you <3

And its cannon that he has a sexy voice, and it drops and gets deeper when he calls you them.

Thigh highs

It doesn't matter in you have the biggest thighs ever or just a bone, if you wear any kind of thigh highs (bonus points for Cat ones) he will be ready to bust a nut

It's not only him that gets off on them, especially when he takes them off

He’ll climb over you and use his teeth to pull them down to your feet and he’ll kiss and bite his way back up to do the other one.

He also will sometimes leave them on to rail you into your bed, when this happens he puts your legs over your shoulders and squishes his head between them.

(kuroo loves thighs, and that's that)

Caregiver

He's taken care of Kenma all his life, and you bet your ass he’ll do it for you

This means he gives the best aftercare you could imagine, I’m talking bubble baths

He’ll cook for you in nothing but an apron, and he’ll tease you when you get all flushed and cute!

You had a bad day? He’ll eat you out for hours until you’re all cuddly and tired.

He’ll fuck you slow where you need it and he’ll kiss all the pain away <3

He just loves having you dependent on him makes him so happy and thankful to have you!

Threesomes

Mainly for Kenma, but he let bokuto have a turn and even convinced Tsikki to give it a try!

He really just wants to show off that you’re his what better way to show you off then let some of them get a taste of something they’d never have.

Favorite position for this? Split roasting/ Eiffel towering

He's the one who you're sucking on, and he’s so far down your throat making him suck you deeper and deeper until you’re drooling all over his balls like a good Kitten

Whoever he sharing you with would be in you following whatever Kuroo tells them to do

Rub your clit? Yes Sir.

Faster. Yup

Slowdown Kittens being bad so she doesn't get to get off <3

Suna Rinatro

Purposeful neglect

Just like Tsukki, he wants you hot and bothered all the time

He will just sit around and scroll on his phone while you’re whining :(

Just let him watch this video and he’ll get you off!

Will never tell you but you just look so cute, all needy and horny for him.

Sometimes he’ll slip you a libido pill and just watch the world burn.

He will wait until you have ruined whatever shorts you’re wearing (and he’ll take them) and THEN he will help his poor needy baby

Cockwarming

Almost every time he games, he puts you on his dick

you already know it’s happening when he takes the controller out

He says it's because he doesn't want to “leave you out”

No moving on him though, if you8 move it could distract him and you do not want him to lose, losing means being pounded into the floor until you can't think, then being ignored the rest of the day “horny sluts can sit on the floor until they need to be used”.

But if all goes well, he’ll go soft in between rounds and will suck on your neck and will let you cuddle into him during the rounds

But when Suna if feeling a bit more adventurous he will put his headset on you and fuck you with all of his friends listening

And if that's not bad enough they all clearly know what’s happening id Osamus soft coo’s and Gin’s little comments (but it's not like they want it to stop anyway)

Edging

Will literally just do this out of nowhere

You thought you were finally gonna cum, then nothing

HE WILL just do things for hours to see you cry and begging or him to just let you cum

He’ll stick four fingers in you and bring you to your climax and just leave you on the edge

He won't even have a reason, you were being good, you let him play his game and he does this?

Que pouty bby

Video/Photography

We all saw this coming-

But he takes it a step further than just having a photo collection of you

He has a personal private story with just you in it where he put videos of you riding him or sucking his dick fo you to “see how slutty you are”

 that's not even it,  he sends you a picture of you naked in the middle of work, with no shame either

Thus one time you were showing a coworker a shirt you had bought and he texted you and the picture showed up. It was awkward for the next few days.

But these don't even compare to how he has an entire Instagram account (private of course) of your nodes and videos of the two of you fucking.

One extra little thing is that you both watch porn together for ideas.

Satori Tendou

(i could make him a post of his own-so so many kinks for Satori)

Humiliation (mentions of pee)

This can range from calling you names to making you touch yourself in public

He’s called you a pillow princess in the middle of class, in front of your teacher

It had gotten so bad they Ushijima had to ask what a “cum-dumpster was” because Satori had called you that in front of the team.

He doesn't even introduce you as his S/O, hw=e would call you an escort or that you were just his personal fuck toy.

This kink goes so far that when you were on a double date with Semi, under the table Tendo had his hand literally in your pants.

**One of his favorite things is to make you hold your pee in until you are almost peeing yourself, isn't that embarrassing that you're a grown adult who’s about to wet yourself?

Overstimulation

He wants to see you a complete mess all over him

The main goal of all of this is to make you squirt or begin to have dry orgasms

He will not stop until he’s happy or you say your safe word (which is rare)

One orgasm just isn't enough for him :/

And it's a big boost of confidence for him!

he‘s proud to know he can make you cum so much you cant even think!

Dacryphilia

This AND overstim?

Good luck

He can't even explain why it turns him on so much.

You just look so beautiful with tears streaming down your face all fucked out

It always hits him at the worst times too, you crying over a bad grade? A pretty tear falling over your soft cheeks. Hard.

Just watched a sad movie, he’s ready to pound you into the couch.

Anal

Oh ho ho

This can be one of two things, he does it because it feels good

OR

He does it as punishment

That means no lube

No adjusting to his dick

And no extra pleasure to help you get off

He’s so mean </3

Taichi Kawanishi

This man screams pornstar

Public sex

This man is unstable

You could just be walking in public and he just decides he wants to fuck.

Who are you to stop him?

Just let him get this out real quick you can shop later.

Exhibitionism

The thought of being in the open? This man loves it

And you don't really have a choice but to love it

Every time you go to the beach he just has his dick in you, in the ocean sitting in his lap while eating lunch

He doesn't even care who sees

Children? Who cares, look away or whatever

Getting caught

It doesn't even matter who it is

If someone walks in when you're doing it he’s cumming

It's just hot

He doesn't need to explain it to you

he also makes u take nudes and had them as his homescreen for a while

Issei Matsukawa

I’d let this man kill me-

Leather/ latex

LEATHER GLOVES

He wears them when he fingers you so he can make fun of how wet you made them.

He dresses you up in these pretty little pastel dresses (gender to heel, he doesn't care, you look hot weather your a boy, girl, or not) and he wears all black (goth daddy Mattsun) and his gloves to fuck you in his leather-covered fist.

That's not even it

He has an entire bin of different colored chokers and leashes just for his pretty baby

Along with that, he has a shelf of latex thigh highs for you to wear and even has an entire outfit for you to wear and show off to him.

Ddlg/b/n-Lifestyle

This is why he has a lot of things that you wear!

He loves to take care of you all the time!

He loves to make his baby food and love to watch movies with you

And you love him so much too!

You would do anything for Daddy!

And he takes you shopping and to restaurants, and if you want literally anything big or small all you have to do is look up at him with puppy dog eyes and a “Daddy, please!!” and boom his credit card is already out.

Size kink

Big dick Mattsun-

This all comes back to the fact that you are so beautiful

And big dick little hole, who doesn't love that??

He sure does, don't worry though he always makes sure to prep you

Except if it's punishment- he doesn't like it he swears! He’d never want to hurt you!

And you’d believe it until your crying on his cock and it throbs ://

But if it still hurts, and it does, he’ll let you go your pace and sink all the way down onto his cock<3

Fun fact the first time he went into your ass he tried to with no lube and you couldn't sit for DAYS

Voyeurism (receiving)

Makki Makki Makki

I would say he was into Cuckolding but its always him doing the watching while Issei fucks you

And Makki loves it too if his constant praises and coo’s said anything about it.

And Mattsun just gets off on the fact his best friend is watching something he’ll (maybe if you're not into it) never fully have

Mattsun also likes having you tied up an watching him fuck a fleshlight of just jerking off

You look so pathetic :)

extra for big dick mattsun, he Shows all of his friends <3

I am a whore for the Seijoh 4

You bet Makki has an entire folder of pic of you, whether they are of you dripping cum or just with your legs open.

Even if he says he doesn't save them, you know Iwa has gotten off you a recording of you moaning and asking for Daddy’s cock

And Oikawa is always asking for more (the little manwhore), he says they are “references” for him, liar, he jerks off to them in his bathroom.

Takanobu Aone

It's always the quiet ones-

I just gotta get these first two out-

Consensual non-con

I can just TELL he like to pretend to break into your house

Pretend you're so scared and you don't like it

Tying you up and listening to your little cries, awwwwweeee

You were just too pretty to ignore

Just let him have a taste, stop crying he knows you want it just as much as he does

Primal/prey

He wants to feel like he earned his reward

A perfect little trophy for him to use as a toy

His dick in your tiny dripping hole is all the reward he needs

It's like you're a pretty innocent bunny and he’s a big fox just waiting for the right time to strike :)

Soft sex/ praise

I know what I said up there

But none of that means he doesn't love just setting you down on the bed with candles and rose petals and just making love

Soft music in the background and worshipping every inch of your skin

You need to be vocal though!

Tell him how pretty he is when he cums, and how perfectly his dick fits in your hole!

Tell him how soft he looks and how he is making your nipples feel like heaven.

Aftercare- bc I am also soft for aone and he is a good guy

Bubble baths and chocolate

Movies and cuddling

All of this makes him so glad that he found you

Especially when you cuddle into him all sleepily and tired.

Shoyo Hinata

oh he is so pretty-

Mutual masturbation

It's the perfect way to experience pleasure

He can see you in all your glory

All of the faces he sometimes misses when he’s fucking you!

He also learns from it!

He sees the angle your fingers go to hit that sweet spot so the next time he’s in you he knows where to aim!

(he is so precious-)

Pegging

You wanted to try it so he almost immediately agreed-

But it felt good!

The two of you reserved what one you wanted so the one he picked was almost made for him.

Plus, you look ridiculously good with the strap on-

And he voices that as much as he can!

And sometimes when he rides the strap he just watches it going in and out and in and out

(you also think this is SUPER hot but won't tell him :/)

Riding

It doesn't matter if it's you or him

Watching you fall apart on his cock without him doing a thing makes him cum harder than anything

Sometimes he gets so excited that he comes before you and makes you stay there until he’s hard again, which doesn't take long at all.

when it's him?

he’ll go for hours just to hear you tell him how good he is and how pretty he looks

Lingerie

Especially pastel babydolls

But nothing you wear could ever make you look bad in his eyes

Ok he likes it when you keep the lingerie on too like he’s fucking you and you till have a little nightgown/crop top on

Lord he will BUUUUUUSSSTTT

Lev Haiba

Size kink

Unintentionally too

He didn't even know it, but he did know that he liked that you were so much smaller than him.

He likes to put your hand to him and just look at the difference and before he knew it he was painfully hard

On the occasion, he makes fun of you saying his dick is just too big for you and you can't handle it, but then you get on your knees and he shuts up real quick

Praise kink

A given

He wants to know how good he makes you feel at all times

It doesn't have to be words either!

loud moans explanations of pleasure all drive him to move faster and faster!

Even yelling “oh god!” gets him off

He makes you feel that good huh?

Wall sex

Just playing on the size kink thing

He loves to just pick you up and fuck with reckless abandon

Gets a way better angle too- bet you didn't think he would realize that

He also likes to watch the combination of your juices drip to the floor-

Shugo Meian (MSBY captain)

Sexiest team-

Daddy/ Captain kink

Just look at him, he screams Daddy louder than you do when he’s fucking you

He takes pride in being Captain meaning he’ll fuck you for hour if the word even falls from your lips

And yes you have said it (daddy) front of the team and he did get hard, and the both of you did fuck in the locker room of the gym for an hour before you got kicked out

Even in arguments you better call him daddy, he will stop and fuck you into the ground for it

Angry or not you WILL use his title

Spanking

Will threaten you with this almost everyday

He just uses it as an excuse to touch your ass

He makes you count after each one and makes you thank him

It would look a bit like this

“Five! Thank you Daddy!” “Good Baby, five more”

But that doesn’t mean when you really deserve it that he won't unleash the wrath of god onto your poor ass

But after he’ll kiss it all better and Daddy will reward you for taking your punishment well

Controlled orgasms

By this i mean that you wont cum unless he says so

And you have to ask

Aka “Daddy please let me cum, I really want to”

And depending on what he’s feeling maybe you’ll get to cum then

And if not you’ll have to wait like a good Girl/Boy and cum when he does, which could late literally forever.

but its better than disobeying his orders, which could lead to him completely pulling out and just jerking off to cum on you :((

Deepthroating/ Face Fucking

Nothing is better to him than coming home to you on your knees and mouth open and ready

But when he’s all pent up from practice and he sees you?

Rip your throat, you aren't talking for a few days

He’ll literally fuck your face no question

He’ll put his dick so far down your throat you could feel it in your stomach

Yutaro Kindaichi

Hate sex 

He just makes everyone angry

And he gets off on it

You look so fucking delectable all red faced and angry

Makes him want to just slam into right then and there

Dom/Sub

Clearly he wants to be in control

Controlling someone is just such a  turn-on for him

Looking all pretty doing exactly what he wanted you too <3

Hickeys 

Wants to show off that you are his 

What better way than marking up your neck with pretty bruises

Plus he likes how you get all shy when people look at them 

[queer-and-dear-books]

Title: Someday

Author: David Levithan

Genre: YA Fiction | Romance | Friendship | Fantasy | LGBTQ+

Content Warnings: Bullying | Physical Violence

Overall Rating: 9.9/10

Personal Opinion: The plot is honestly nothing remarkable but that’s kind of why I love it. I love slice of life and seeing the world through A’s lens, hopping from body to body every day, that’s slices of many lives. But what’s great about this sequel to Everyday is that we get to see others like A too. How do they cope? What questions do they have? How do they live their unusual life? It’s truly fascinating. 

Do I Own This Book? No but it’s on my wish list.

Spoilers Below For My Likes & Dislikes:

Likes:

- I’m going to start with the part that made me the most giddy. Aemon and Liam. Oh my god. They are both entities like A, changing bodies every day. By sheer chance, they met at a book festival and fell for each other. Neither of them thought they could ever have more than words on a screen until Liam finally stopped being a coward (his words) and went to see Aemon/Peter anyway. And boom! They now know each other for real. Oh my god, when I read that part, I about exploded with excitement because it was such a plot twist. And it wasn’t even part of the main plot. It was like a 6 page intermission at best. But I just love love and I love that these two found each other.

- Okay, on to the main plot. It’s honestly nothing remarkable and that’s kind of why I love it. The thing that drew me to Everyday was the fact that it was slices of many lives. The simple, the complicated, the happy, the sad, the good, the bad. A has to live those lives and they did it alone. After sharing parts of themself with Rhiannon, they were not used to being alone again. I felt their heartbreak but I also felt the bits of the people that they embodied. It created this lens that was so unique to reading this book and I was just so enraptured.

- It was also so interesting to see A living the lives of people who are neurodivergent. Of course, I mean, Alvin. Clearly, something is going on with his brain because he was all over the place. There were two pages that had zero indents. It was just one long paragraph crammed into the pages. It was fascinating. And I understood the purpose it had served in the story. It was the story’s way of reminding the reader why A and Rhiannon couldn’t work. Because A had no idea who they would wake up as and what they would be experiencing. Some simply don’t have access to the internet. Others go through a crisis and need  help. It is impossible for A and Rhiannon to always be together because there’s no telling what sort of obstacles an individual’s life will present.

- I know A feels like they fucked up Moses Cheng’s life but I would argue that they helped Moses. First of all, his bullies were clearly racist and therefore deserve to have charges pressed against them for hurting Moses. Second of all, A was right to confess everything that had happened to Moses to the adults. It was the right thing to do and I think it will serve Moses well in the long run. I just hope Moses finds good friends to help him get through life in the future.

- I fucking hate X, oh my god. He (potentially) ruined Pat’s life. He killed Reverend Poole. He kidnapped Wyatt. He beat the shit out of Nathan. But my god, what a wild ride seeing the opposite of A at work. He is evil personified, abusing his power to ruin lives and harm innocent people while avoiding the consequences. But the crazy part is that he’s not wrong about some of his points. I mean, redistributing the wealth to the poor? That’s iconic. He still sucks ass for his violent tendencies though. Of course he identifies as a man too. It’s just like Amanita’s dads said in Sense8, “It’s always a man.” “Violence has a gender.”

- But yeah, glimpsing other entities like A at work was just so fascinating. People like that 98 year old lady who passed away uses God to cope with their waking up every day in a different body. People like Dawn who go to the MET every day and sit in front of the same painting for a constant. People like Helmut who have stayed in the same body for forty years because he wanted to stay. People like Morris who still don't understand how they work yet. It’s amazing seeing them exist because A and X aren’t the only ones. There’s more than just two ways to exist as them. And also A got to meet M on an online chat forum and therefore, neither of them are alone anymore. That makes me so happy too.

- I was worried that Alexander would be heartbroken by the end of this book but he and Rhiannon are still somewhat together. They have something and it’s theirs and it’s implied that Alexander learns about A too. And that makes me happy too. Plus, we also have Nathan and Wyatt starting their own support group of two to cope with being possessed. That makes me happy too. The fact that characters don’t have to be alone with their traumatic experiences makes me happy.

Dislikes:

- As I said, fuck X. I just wish we knew what happened with Pat. I hope he doesn’t remember all the shitty stuff. It’s also implied that he’s gay. And I hate that X used Pat’s body to have sex with a woman. And then treated that woman like trash. Oh my god, I hate X. He ruined another life too! That college guy who had a girlfriend! Oh my god, I hope they’re okay. God, seriously, fuck X. He acts like he’s a gift for “restraining” himself from doing worse things. The things you do are still pretty bad you sicko. 

- That’s pretty much it, I hate X. I hate that he ruined lives. I understand why A feels conflicted about disposing of him but the world is better off without him. That’s it.

[nightswithkookmin]

Well, as I said before, true and raw sensuality derives from my Lalisa. It's because of this woman, Jungkook has developed somnophilia and necrophilia, which means he will eternally be sexually attracted to her in all aspects of life - whether she is merely asleep or dead, Jungkook's true love will keep her sated. Also, Lalisa's derrière is way more luscious than your sex kitten's. And also, I never called Jimin a whore by the way. I clearly called him a sex kitten and a sex kitten is not a whore, a sex kitten is just a sex kitten.

Eternal farewell, this was my last clarification. LizKook will live on and they will always keep the sun and moon from coalescing. 🖤

Fascinating...

Really wish I cared but truth is I don't.

As long as we both agree Jikook are fucking eachother you and I don't have a problem. And if you don't think they are together then what is your problem?

I'm not 12 to be incited by trivialities and petty details that mean absolutely nothing in the grand scheme of things. Even if Jungkook is married to the Queen of Mars he is fucking Jimin so....

And if you want to drag Jimin pray do so with chest. Stop hiding behind vague and politically correct expressions. Tell it to my face see what happens.

It's 2022, calling someone sexually liberated is not an insult. Jimin and I are not offended.

Jimin is a sex icon. He has sex appeal. All you are doing is attesting to the fact he is SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE even more so than your bias.

And I will not be baited into playing this game of pitting Asian Idols against eachother when they all face bigger geosocialpolitical oppressions of xenophobia and racism. You've lost the plot with your head.

You keep comparing Lisa and JM as if that should trigger me or sommin...

I'm neither misogynistic nor do I hate Lisa. What's there to hate. She's beautiful, talented and a woman. Jimin is beautiful, talented and A MAN. Lizkook is not real but even if they were surely what JK gets from a woman is totally different from what he gets from a man. It's called bisexuality. If he didn't need nothing from both genders he would be straight or gay.

Some men love to fuck girls but love to be fucked by men- bisexual

Some men love to get head from girls but love to suck cock and shove it down their throats- bisexual

I'm queer as fuck. If I were with a man I'd never truly be fulfilled without being with a girl every now and then. If I'm with a girl however I never need or want a man.

I'm tired of straight people assuming ignorantly that men and women play the same role in gay/queer people's lives as such we can simply substitute one for another. You think Kook is attracted to Jimin cos he has a bigger butt?

Jungkook is not looking for a woman in Jimin.

JIMIN IS NOT A QUASI WOMAN

JIMIN IS NOT A WOMAN STOP COMPARING HIM TO WOMEN- don't you feel sad comparing a woman to a man?

JIMIN IS AN ANDROGYNOUS MAN

A pretty one at that.

Lizkook will keep THE SUN AND MOON from coalescing.... child you are just corny

Someone hold me tight my ribs hurt and I can't breathe🤣🤣🤣🤣

You said that with a straight face huh🤣🤣🤣

You are so creepy it circles back to funny🤣🤣

And noooo you didn't compare Lisa's butt to Jimin's I'm tearing up. Insecure much?💀💀💀

Jimin shouldn't have ass but he do and Jungkook loves to feel it up- really feel it up.

I feel you though, I'm jealous too. I'm thicc but not Jimin level thicc. When his waist snatches its game over for your Lisa and I🤣🤣🤣

And no huni Jungkook big dick loves to hear them scream and moan and groan and choke when he giving em strokes to feel attracted to cold boring deteriorating corpses of ex idols of yesteryears. don't project your creepy fantasies onto him.

He wants to feel the warmth of two bodies rubbing together

He wants to hear the gawk gawk sounds

He wants to hear cheeks clapping

He wants to hear the guts stretch like a rubber bag and snap back into place like an elastic when pulls out

He wants to hear Jungkookah when he's cuming- he loves speakers for a reason you know?

And since you are homophobic let me be heterophobic and tell you men know how to fuck men better than wuhmen💀

With Jimin he has the best of both world.

[makeste]

BnHA 326: What’s up Kids, It’s Me, Your Old Pal Stain

Previously on BnHA: Ochako shamed the U.A. Clown Mob into letting Deku go back inside his own fucking school by giving them an hour-long speech about how not to be humongous dickheads. Kouta and Gigantic Fox Lady saved the manga by being the only ones brave enough to give Deku a hug. Shouto was all “man, all this togetherness sure does remind me of that promise you made that we would handle Touya together which you immediately bailed on, doesn’t it, Dad.” Aizawa was all, “for the one and a half people out there who thought that my losing an eye and a leg might actually make me less sexy, I’m very happy to prove you wrong.” All Might was all, “[standing outside the U.A. fortress alone in the rain talking to someone or something??].” Like seriously, what was up with that though.

Today on BnHA: All Might is all “here I am in Kamino having a belated mid-life crisis because Deku abandoned me and I’m a terrible mentor and everything sucks and I hate myself.” Stain is all, “don’t make me come over there and give you a ten page speech about why you’re still the goat while menacingly holding you at swordpoint the entire time” because idk if you knew this guys, but Stain is pretty crazy actually. Anyway so he does that, and then All Might gets all emotional, and then the lady from chapter 92 shows up and gives All Might’s statue an encouraging pep talk, and then Horikoshi is all “and it even stopped raining lol can you believe this shit I’m not even a little bit subtle,” and he really isn’t. But I still got emotional anyway, because seeing people reassure All Might that everything he’s struggled for his entire life hasn’t been in vain just got to me okay. Horikoshi knows I am weak to the All Might feels and he just goes for the jugular every time, that bastard.

lmao. “in the neverending downpour, All Might is...” yeah, thank you, glad we’re getting right to that then

“All Might is driving 95 mph in his busted ass car in the pouring rain, is what he’s doing.” huh

so basically a day or two after his adopted child refused to accept the handmade bento that he packed with love, my man is out here acting like he’s got nothing to live for anymore. this sure bodes well for certain prophecies on which the clock is still ominously ticking down

his fucking face though omg. is it weird that I’m kind of hoping more people ambush him just because I think it’d be funny to see them get their asses kicked like the last bunch

(ETA: or maybe he will just stand there openly not giving a fuck and basically daring them to stab him!! get it together please All Might.)

side note, “anti-hero supporters” is such a strange way of saying “people who hate heroes”, which I’m assuming is what they actually wanted to say?? this makes it sound like it’s a group that really loves antiheroes. “these Hannibal stans have been a real menace lately. time to go deal with them”

ha ha ha, fucking ouch

are you really gonna do it Horikoshi you bastard. are you really going to let that be the final encounter between the two characters whose relationship you once described as the vertical axis of the entire fucking story. are you really gonna?? huh??

huh

you’re telling me you were driving 112 mph and you still didn’t get there in time. you’re losing your touch old man. lol Todo’s ice is almost fully melted already, how late were you

(ETA: so apparently this is taking place after the end of chapter 325, meaning he went to U.A., hung out for a bit, saw the kids come back with his bedraggled half-dead protégé in tow, watched as they shamed the civilians into some long-overdue character development, and then was all “welp, time to go argue with the hero-hating faction or something because I’m feeling useless.” and Edge just let him go, just like that. though to be fair I have to imagine it’s pretty hard to say no to All Fucking Might.)

also belated lol at the fact that the kids were all “yeahhhhhhh we are definitely not gonna touch that thing, let’s just leave it here, he doesn’t need it anyway.” probably the right call to make since they couldn’t get a hazmat team on such short notice

fuck. ha ha ha fucking ouch part two

All Might please put that thing down before you get gangrene. also yeah, you dropped the ball, good for you to acknowledge it. nobody’s perfect and you did your best. but yeah you could have handled a lot of things completely differently. but I still love you

is Horikoshi really putting this flashback here. are you serious. what kind of fucking sadist

look, I swear I’m not one of those people that runs up and down the street shouting “DEATH FLAG!!” at every third panel lol. but this shit screamed Death Flag when we originally got it, and it’s screaming DEATH FLAG!!! even more now. like with the capital letters and exclamation marks and all. and that’s just a fact. I don’t like it but that’s how it is

ffkdjslk

“DID YOU READ THE SIGN??!” Horikoshi asks while zooming in maniacally because he thinks we’re blind or something. lol what

-- though actually, it only just occurred to me that this sign is actually written in English. I never really paid attention up until now and had been assuming it was written in Japanese and translated by the scanlators, but the writing here is clearly part of the original image. anyway so maybe that’s why he’s zooming in?? just to make sure everybody pays attention lol

okay fuck this

see, this is the whole problem right here. once again All Might is all on his own. Deku’s self-destructive angst spiral was fortunately brought to a grinding halt because he actually has support from his friends and family and teachers and classmates. but All Might never had that same kind of support, and it’s made all the difference between the two of them, and not in a good way. Katsuki wasn’t wrong when he said All Might and Deku were both cut from the same cloth. but now when it’s All Might’s turn to go all “I WALK A LONELY ROAD~~” once again, there’s nobody in sight

just, after forty plus years of him carrying this torch, I just wish someone would finally come along to let him know he doesn’t have to. all those things that he wanted to say to Deku are also things that he needs and deserves to hear himself. Aizawa was making a little progress there, but now he’s got his sad zombie cloud boyfriend situation to deal with, and we can’t expect him and his perfect hair to solve all our problems. someone else has gotta step up

oh my god

“you rang?” never mind I take it all back sob

omg why am I laughing. shit

this man truly has the best PR game in the series. we were truly convinced he was gonna suddenly become a good guy and defend All Might against the other villains or some nonsense. as if this wasn’t the same man who decided on a whim that Iida Tensei deserved to be paralyzed, and that his fifteen-year-old brother deserved to die for daring to be upset about it

lol even All Might is all “I genuinely never saw this coming” lmao

just want to say, for the record, I have always harbored a very sensible hatred toward Stain. feeling very vindicated right now. good job Past Me

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ffffwefjslkg. ghsdlkg. dsfkkkslkjldwkjrg

STAIN: heard you talking shit old man

ME: smh that’s what I thought you’d say you dumb fucking Stain

STAIN: how dare you talk about All Might that way

ME: gljfljgk

(ETA: in hindsight I have no idea how I didn’t clue in sooner that he didn’t recognize him -- or, well, ~didn’t recognize~ him, to be more accurate lol. I think it was the whole “is that a slight against the heroes?” thing that threw me. Viz’s translation makes it much clearer that he’s offended on behalf of All Might specifically, not heroes in general. anyways.)

sob. so All Might is all “yeah I don’t blame you for not recognizing me in this sweet leather jacket”

good thing he still knows how to do this party trick

A+ reflexes on Stain’s part presumably pulling the sword back a few inches to keep this dumbass from impaling himself with his whole pufferfish routine. can you imagine if that was the gruesome death Nighteye foresaw. and he was just too embarrassed to say anything

lol anyways guess I was wrong about Stain everyone

way to fucking go, Past Me. you really biffed this one

oh wait

Stain sure is one wacky rollercoaster ride

oh fuck me lol I forgot how much I did not miss this

(ETA: “this here is the sacred ground where All Might gave up the last of his power and turned into a shriveled old man!! please ignore the part where I admit to knowing all about that, and yet pretend not to recognize said man when he’s standing two feet in front of me.”)

Past Me, I know we’ve had our ups and downs these past ninety seconds, but I’m really starting to think you were on to something. this dude has always been kind of insufferable. always acting like his high horse is a fucking giraffe when it’s actually a Shetland pony

dammit now he’s got All Might going off on a depressed monologue

oh my god my heart

shit

why the fuck does that hit so hard. he became a hero because he couldn’t bear to just sit back and let bad things happen to people who didn’t deserve it. I mean that’s basically the same as every hero ever, right? so why does it still hit so fucking hard every single time though. what is it about seeing someone so determined to stand up for other people and fight on their behalf. it just never loses its impact no matter how many times I see that determination mirrored in so many of my favorite characters

“I wanted to make the world a better place.” omg. but you did, though. like seriously, I feel like people are always dogging on him for not being 100% perfect, and fandom really doesn’t give him enough credit for everything he still managed to accomplish. this man came of age at a time when Japan was by all accounts a total shitshow, and singlehandedly managed to bring about an era of peace that lasted for four fucking decades. can you imagine having peace for that long?? that’s longer than I’ve been alive. shit

and he gave people hope. he inspired them and protected them and made them feel safe. and no, he couldn’t save everyone, because he’s only one fucking dude (and also because the whole time AFO was also out there desperately working to undermine him so that he could keep preaching his narrative of “heroes are bad actually”). but you know what he did do, is inspire multiple new generations of heroes who, if they can all manage to work together, will finally be able to accomplish everything he never could

so yeah. forty years of peace, and inspired the “that’s how we all became the greatest heroes” generation -- that’s a fucking win in my book. talk about having a net positive impact on the world. lol anyways now I’m all fired up and ready to fight anyone who tries to talk any shit about you, All Might

“but what if I talk shit about myself” okay listen up All Might I’m gonna need you to try just a little bit harder to work with me here okay. please calm down and stop blaming yourself for every single bad thing that’s ever happened in the world. do you remember that time Bakugou was blaming himself for Kamino, and you gave him a hug and told him it wasn’t his fault, and that he was only a boy, and that even though he was strong, even strong people can struggle with the burdens they place on themselves, and that you were sorry for not seeing that earlier? do you remember all of that? that’s what I want someone to tell you too, dammit. anyway please stop breaking my heart please and thanks

wtf

are you dead All Might

um

I don’t even have the slightest idea what’s happening lol

oh snap did he grab him so they could hide??

hold the fucking phone. don’t tell me this person in the background with the umbrella is here to actually do something decent??

oh my godddd

and here come the feels. oh boy. okay don’t mind me, I’m just gonna sit here sobbing over this fictional lady and her simple act of kindness in this weekly shounen manga that I care about way too much

FUCKING DAMMIT AND HERE’S A SECOND HELPING

DON’T MIND ME, I’M JUST GETTING DISPROPORTIONATELY EMOTIONAL OVER THIS WOMAN’S DETERMINATION TO HONOR A MAN WHO SACRIFICED EVERYTHING TO SAVE HER AND COUNTLESS OTHERS. I’M JUST HAVING SOME FEELS OVER HERE ABOUT HER HEARTFELT, DOESN’T-EVEN-KNOW-ANYONE-ELSE-IS-WATCHING FEELINGS OF GRATITUDE THAT COMPELLED HER TO COME OUT HERE AND MAKE THIS SMALL BUT POWERFUL GESTURE. I’M JUST OUT HERE GETTING ALL PROFOUNDLY WORKED UP ABOUT STATUE MAINTENANCE AND THE HUMAN RACE. NEVER MIND. JUST IGNORE ME AND CARRY ON

holy shit. I was not even remotely prepared. you can’t just do that to me. you can’t just leave all these death flags on my lawn and then suddenly shift gears to show me the best of humanity in a chapter where I was expecting the worst. that fucks a person up lol

OH ARE WE STILL GOING

my heart. you see that, All Might. your legacy is so much more powerful and meaningful than you think

...has. has Stain actually been giving All Might a pep talk this entire time

I give up lol. this dude is a fucking enigma

YAYYY

it may just be a metaphor panel, but I’ll take it lol. I missed them. nice to see the traffic light trio front and off-center. I know the whole “this is the story of how we all became the greatest heroes” thing had left some questioning whether certain characters would continue to play a central role in the narrative, and hopefully this will help to ease those concerns just a bit

anyway, so idk if it’s getting a bit chilly down there in hell, but damned if Stain didn’t just give an actual decent fucking speech

I have to say, earlier when I was whining about All Might not having a support squad, I really was not expecting Stain to be the one to come over and pat his head and reassure him that he made the world a better place

-- okay LISTEN

YOU CAN’T JUST COME INTO MY HOUSE AND HIT ME WITH THOSE ALL MIGHT TEARS AGAIN GODDAMMIT THIS ISN’T FAIR. my god. first 317 and now this

holy fucking shit

“I’m just gonna pretend like I haven’t been stalking him for two days and didn’t see the entire Deku bentogate thing go down, and then I’ll give him the whole big speech that I rehearsed, and then I’ll turn around and be all ‘BUT IF YOU’RE A TRUE HERO’, and then I’ll toss him the super-secret AFO wifi password that I stole from Tartarus. god I’m such a badass. fucking give myself chills”

so basically what you’re telling me is that this whole time my “what’s up kids” characterization of Stain from this shitpost has actually been 100% accurate. just want to make sure I’m understanding this right. okay then

“and then I’ll dramatically spin around and be all NOW COME KILL ME BITCH”

it must be so much fun to write Stain. drawing this coked-out maniac who talks like a chatbot that was trained to speak by reading Alan Moore monologues. that must be a trip

anyway so All Might is still crying, the awesome lady from chapter 92 is admiring her handiwork totally oblivious to the batshit insanity going on fifty meters to her right, and it’s finally stopped raining lol

“THE RAIN WAS A METAPHOR YOU SEE” yes, yes, we got it lol. thanks for that Horikoshi. don’t think we needed any help putting the pieces together on that one but I appreciate the effort

so that’s the end! and as I mentioned in another post, I had the count off by one chapter, but next week should be cliffhanger week! so break out your U.A. Traitor bingo cards, friends and fiends. either that or something else happens that I’m completely not expecting at all. which, based on my success rate with Stain predictions, I’d say is more than likely lol

mmm but anyway, so now that the Hug Deku 2021 campaign has finally come to an end, what’s it gonna take to get a hug for my struggling bento-preparing jacket-rocking world-weary death-flag-waving husband who is the worthiest man to ever live and deserves the fucking world, goddammit