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WIP Wednesday
(even though it's Thursday for me now)
Thank you to the amazing @illumiera for tagging me~
This is just a small snippet from my fic's next chapter (chapter 4).
With Haev's insistence that they weren't needed, Sirestia found themself at a loss for what to do. Staying in the village only offered them so many available options and they didn't want to stray too far from the children, but perhaps they should.
"What are you going to do today, baba?"
"I am still unsure, baby girl. What suggestion do you have for me?"
"I think you should explore the island a little more!"
"Should I?"
"Yes! And don't worry about us, I don't think the village will do anything to us now."
"If you are sure, my lovely."
Raseyl nodded enthusiastically, her ears bobbed up and down as she hummed.
"Pick a place on the map and I will venture there," Sirestia grabbed a map of Solstheim out of their bag, unwrapping it before laying it down on the table.
"Here."
Raseyl placed a pale finger slightly southeast of Raven Rock, they raised their brows.
"So far away?"
"I think you should maximize your time away, though there's no doubt you'd make it there in something like an hour."
"My own child wants to get rid of me!" They exclaimed dramatically, raising a hand to their forehead. "Oh, the pain!"
"Baba!"
The two laughed and she grabbed them, giving them a little shake. Raseyl wrapped her arms around them tightly, only loosening when they placed a kiss or two on her hair.
"I know you've been really bored recently so I want you to have a little time outside. And I know you're not really enjoying your time here so maybe something good will come of it."
"Thank you, baby girl."
I don't really talk about it on here much, if like at all, but you can find my fic below !
Tagging @firebastardextraordinaire and @out-of-mana and anyone else who would like to :>
#wip wednesday#even tho it's now fucking friday#tumbledryer why did you not let me hyperlink šš#but n e way#skyrim#tes#the elder scrolls#tesblr#snippet from ch 4 <3
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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.
#kazoo noises#charles leclerc#cl16#monaco gp 2024#zoomies posting#sports posting#like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work#weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town#because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough#for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson#(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL#BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared#(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand#gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and#there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are#gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker#(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have#him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born#maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner#sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives#gets to me#anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week
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Fuck it Friday
Tagged by @honestlydarkprincess @spotsandsocks @rewritetheending @lover-of-mine @diazblunt @disasterbuckdiaz @wikiangela
Thank you my dears! Muah! š
Here's some more of paint sex fic which is turning out to be quite ridiculous and i don't even know what is happening anymore but there WILL be paint sex... eventually
āJust hear me out,ā Buck says with a little shake of his hands, which means he is about to launch into a passionate info dump and Eddieā
Well, Eddie is in love, and Buckās passion and knowledge about anything and everything and the sound of his voice are all on Eddieās things I love list, so he smiles through a sigh, leans his hip against the shopping cart that is filled with dozens of other supplies for their home improvement projects, and listens intently, fondly, eagerly, as Buck details the psychological benefits of painting their bedroom dark purple.
āStudies show that this color helps slow down respiration and heart rate which makes it one of the most suitable colors for a bedroom, because it soothes you and calms you down and it is actually the most restful color for your eyes so it contributes greatly to feelings of comfort and well-restedness. And itās such a rich and sophisticated color, often associated with luxury and royalty. But we could go with a lighter color if you want. Pale shades of purple are said to be flexible and really good for both early and late risers since those hues have both soothing and revitalizing qualities.ā
As Buck talks, Eddie employs one of the skills that he is grateful he possesses: multitasking.
He watches and catalogues the way Buck moves as he talks. The way his hands flutter in between them, waving this way and that as if he is trying to illustrate each word he says, attempting to paint a picture for Eddie to see. The way his eyes go so big and round as he gets himself excited, full of an uncontainable wonder that Eddie has occasionally found himself jealous of but has always appreciated, especially when he sees the exact same shade of that wonder glowing in Chrisā eyes too. The way Buck shifts from foot to foot, going up on his toes every now and then, doing the tiniest of jumps to release the energy that is almost always filtering through his body.
Itās such a sight, one that Eddie could never tire of, more beautiful and captivating than any work of art or miracle, something like sparkling divinity embedded in every single movement, wrapping around Buckās form in a sacred shroud that makes him glow like an eternal star whose light could never burn out.
Eddie leans his body further against the cart, appreciating the physicality of Buck and happily soaking up his incandescent aura.
No, Eddie doesnāt really believe in things like auras but Buck has always been good at making Eddie believe in things he never could have imagined and heās in a place where he can fully embrace that and not fight against it. Something like the faith that so many churches and priests tried to instill in him finally coming alive within his soul now that he has a real and miraculous man in front of him that he can worship.
Tagging: @elvensorceress @spaceprincessem @hippolotamus @shortsighted-owl @jeeyuns @paranoidbean @bigfootsmom @jesuisici33 @devirnis @giddyupbuck @rogerzsteven @loserdiaz @monsterrae1 @buddierights @heartshapedvows @bvckandeddie @cowboy-buck @cowboy-buddie @transbuck @transboybuckley @folk-fae @fleurdebeton @butchdiaz @shitouttabuck @bucks118 @forthewolves @911onabc @diazass @roy-kents @anxieteandbiscuits (i know you are in writing jail but ily and am an attention whore soooo) and anyone else who wants to share!
#sorry it got a bit lengthy but i am very excited about this even tho i am in now way in control of this fic#buddie#buddie wip#paint sex fic#evan buck buckley#eddie diaz#911#911 fic#ryan writes#fuck it friday
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Joblessā¢ļø. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went āomg im so sorry...anyways i have bad newsā#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like š¤ fired buddies š¤ time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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cat needs to go to the vet again. I am on my hands and knees begging for a break pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
#he's been off his food since friday#ive tried him w different brands of wet foods#different foods like tuna and ham etc#he eats a few bites and then stops#he is so hungry he's being so annoying bc he wants food but then wont eat it#i think his teeth are hurting#he has FIV and that can come along w tooth decay which he like definitely has bc he has barely any teeth left#he's been on a soft food diet for a while now which was working really well until Friday#i think his teeth have gotten. worse. which is not good for my boy and also not good for my bank balance#like how do i afford cat dentistry as someone who cant work. the math isnt mathing#he's getting so many cuddles and cat yogurts rn tho i feel so bad for him#there's also the question of if his teeth need pulling is he even strong enough to go under anesthesia#like i said. FIV + he is a senior kitty now#he's my baby boy tho#im so fucking stressed this cat better rally#dogbunni diary log
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ohoho boy tomorrow is gonna be so bad but yanno what Iām gonna be a brave little guy and Iām gonna treat myself to back to back bath days so itās all gonna be good in the end. Today was so bad today was fucking dreadful but there will be a way !!!!! I have to remember the small joys I have to stay strong
#I hate driving lessons. Iām sick of pretending that I donāt dread them every week. The guy who teaches me can tell and it pisses him off but#I HAVE to learn to drive I just have to and I WANT to be able to drive I just donāt wanna have to do it.#Plus idk what Iām gonna do bc it snowed today and if itās still snowy out where I drive itās gonna be cold asf and Iām gonna hate it !!!!#Itāll be fucking SCARY Iām already scared driving normally#And then I have psychology which isnāt even bad but I had a really bad consolidation task and ever since I havenāt been able to delete that#Connotation between the two in my brain.#Iām gonna create plans tho im gonna decide what im wearing for the next three days and a couple fun things that are going into my schedule#So I can look forward without worrying about offsetting the routine which is what ruined today (fuck snow)#Iām gonna try and read more and spend less money!!!!#Now Iām happy because Iāve got a bit of chill time tonight and then Fridayās horrors will fly pass effortlessly Iām sure and then before I#Know it itāll be Saturday and the worries will be gone especially as now I know work bestie hasnāt like. Died (work bestie was like really#bad sick last week)
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can i be real with u all. totally uncontroversial opinion incoming but james hetfield and kirk hammett can totally still Get It. like ik im on the Fucking Old Men website but like. woof.
#theyre not even that old like in their early 60s maybe? but jeeez i think theyre actually hotter now than when they were young#why yes i DID spend a decent chunk of the night staring at james' ass why do u ask#ANYWAYSSS metallica was awesomeeeeee except 4 how the dude behind me totally shoved his way in front of me and on2 the barrier#like as soon as they started. and he kept nlicking my view with his elbow while recording :/ like cmon dude.#*blocking (idek how i fucked that word up so bad)#i kno u 'want the memories' but i would like MY memories of the show 2 not just be ur phone screen or ur big elbow. fuckin tuck that shit in#just like. a total dick move. but whatever#fun times tho besides that! i enjoyed friday more bc it seemed a lil more rowdy n i enjoy a bit of that#like im not gettin in the pit ever but pit-adjacent? hell yeah gettin a lil shoved around is half the fun!#plus it means every1 around u is actually Into The Music n rockin out! instead of being like a vibeless statue holding their phone up#like a few short clips n pics here n there is fine but u kno theyre gonna put the whole show on yt probably so like.... chill. pls.
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Fuck it friday!
I was tagged by the lovely @cowboy-buck thank you <333
I've been having a lot of fun with the trauma fic š«¶ this week because I've finally been able to fill the spaces around the random bits of dialogue I've been writing down for the past month, so here's a little bit of it I guess oskaoskas (this was supposed to be a quick thing and it spiraled out of my control so fast it's actually kinda funny)
The issue is he's not thinking about being pulled out of a flipped van on a collapsed bridge. He's thinking about being dragged through the pavement under a firetruck.Ā The memories are clouded. Fuzzy around the edges and Eddie can't place them in order.Ā But there are memories now.Ā Ā He doesn't usually try to remember what happened. Talked about the aftermath of it in excruciating detail, and sometimes about the way he felt like he was about to die when he fell, but never about the actual shooting. He considered it a small blessing that he doesn't remember everything about that day. He thought about it in the last few months, after Buck asked him, but he kept being met with empty space. There was pain keeping him standing but pulling him down, the thought of how his life was about to end when he hit the ground, and then there was a hospital room.Ā But now there are eyes locked into his across the pavement. There are hands pulling him towards a body and hoisting him into a shoulder and into the cabin. There are hands keeping pressure on his shoulder while he struggles to stay awake. There's a voice telling - begging - him to hang on. There's a shade of blue he could recognize anywhere surrounded by red and stained with fear. It all belongs to Buck. He knows that. A somewhat frantic and covered in blood, Eddie's blood, Buck.Ā
i have no idea who to tag, but i saw @ilostyou saying the brainrot was making her write again so babe I'm tagging you if you're feeling up for it!
#911 fic#buddie#buddie fanfic#writing#thank you for tagging me <3#like legit having fun even tho this was supposed to be a quick mirror of the talk in 6x12#but they decided to play trauma bingo and now im here asokasoaksoaks#i really like it tho#im hoping i will be able to finish it at some point#in the near future if all goes well#fuck it friday#the trauma fic š«¶#the trauma fic verse#otp: you don't need to pretend with me
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The wedding AU (which has a name maybe idk I'm between two) Can be summarized as "El is the only sibling with the braincell all weekend"
#the dynamics are as follows#Holly: fifteen and upset that her parents have suddenly announced they're moving to Myrtle Beach#Mike: having a quarter life crisis convinced he just needs a fresh start and oh no Will is hot#Will: not satisfied with his life even tho he has career is thriving distant from his siblings and oh no Mike is still hot#Nancy: GOING THROUGH IT wanted to get married at the courthouse 8 years ago but Jonathan said no so now here they are but they are scheming#Jonathan: REGRETTING TELLING NANCY NO BC SHE'S ALWAYS RIGHT also fucking scheming to get Byler back together he's living for the drama of i#El: THRIVING just got back from a work trip to Budapest living her best life has been with Dustin for a year & a half they're in love#she's truly going to play the āstraight manā of the bunch#also I'm between Supercut or The Alcott for those who care#the fic starts on Friday before noon and ends Monday morning btw#I'm just so fucking excited for this one y'all#double byler is going to be double bylering#wedding au#double byler fic
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Every time you mention rockstar Dabi a tear falls from down my thighā¦ššš God hand him over..eeeee
HE'S COMING HE'S COMING I PROMISEEE i'm so sorry i've been away from this blog like all week waaah i've been doing landscaping every single day for hours upon hours hahaha but we just finished today (yay!) <3 anyway, he's super summery so i want to post him (ALL of him; three parts) throughout the summer <3 my bsd hyperfixation has been curbed and i am back on track to finish him + flawless part two!! <3
#dabi has me in a fucking chokehold and he will for the rest of my life i am sure of it#just like#no one compares#no one compares at all#i've said before that he's cemented himself as one of my favourite characters of all time at this point so#it's not a surprise HAHA#ANYWAYYYYY he's coming i promiseeee you he will be here throughout the summer#i've been so productive lately (yay!) even tho it was bsd stuff so i'm 100% confident i can keep it up and start posting more consistently!#i have a teeny tiny lil dabi piece in the works that i started last friday#and then it was mothers day weekend and then landscaping and i've just been a busy lil kitty#but now things are calming down again c:#i'm giving u my life story here i apologize LMAO#please have a lovely day and stay safe out there!#drink water!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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I love my job but i rally will never understand the phenomenon of when some coworkers/people that work in different departments alongside u like. Decide they dont like u lol. Like i get along with nearly everybody so so so well but there are these 2 ladies that have been so needlessly cold/rude to me and for what. Why would you create a hostile work environment on purpose like does that not just make your own life harder lmao
#theyre nurses too like....idfk what it is theyre treating me like an idiot that doesnt take covid seriously???#i am literally the only person i know that still masks up in public + wven wears gloves if im going to a place that has high touch areas#yet ive been reprimanded twice for wearing gloves in an elevator (i didnt argue bc it was a fair assumption that i was working w cleaning#chemicals even tho i was actually wearing a fresh pair cuz i didnt wanna get my bleeding fingers to stain the sheets of the beds i make#which was pointless to argue w cuz i DIDNT WANNA BE RUDE LOL)#and then again on friday for wearing a cloth mask which Again was fair bc i shouldve been wearing a paper one#but ive been double masking with the paper + cloth now and this bitch is literally ignoring me when i greet her or wish her a good day#like she Rolled Her Eyes at me when i greeted her today WTF?? i still dont even know her name lol#she didnt even introduced herself or say hello or welcome like. she and this other nurse have just decided i suck infinity#i straight up Do Naught Understand like wtf do u gain from being an asshole. i didnt argue i thanked them both for their reminders like.#ok guess ill go fuck myself dam!!!!#ennyways a little worried now cuz i kinda got annoyed when she did that to me today i was just like 'ALRIGHTš' and kept walking myself lol#whatever rant over sorry its just on my mind cuz its just so unnecessary#theyd know i take this shit seriously if they spent more than 15 seconds acknowledging my existence :/
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"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao
#will i still do it. yes. probably.#it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah#but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing#i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol#at last!!!#it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :')#i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd šš#if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol#but i guess at least im making progress#i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school#and 2+ months for others lol#there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk#but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc#of money) will happen again this year lol#so yeah just. not sure in general.#if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3#i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write#but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so.....#(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn)#bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh#okay. my goal is to just do this thing today#then finish the whole project tomorrow#then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully#then go to school#yeah. doable. perfectly doable#i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah#š#wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway
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aughhhhh i wish i had books 2 read i wanna read books so bad rn š¤ <- i look like this. 2 pictures of me š
#IM SO CRAZYYYY its whatever. im half done with listening 2 ersatz elevator .. 7 more left.. ill prolly finish ersatz elevator tmrw innit. n#Probably i will finish vile village as well and potentially get started on . its hostile hospital after vile village roght.... i feel so#fakee im sry 9 year old me#bc let me think with my head im almost positive carnivorous carnival is the 10th. YES IT IS bc theyre on the mountain from. oh lord no wait#its all so evil let me check. bc theres 7 left#ok my prediction is. 7. vile village 8. hostile hospital 9. carnivorous carnival? might be switched with prev 10. slippery slope#11 grim grotto 12 penultimate peril 13 the end.#im pretty much positive on the last 3. now i check and kamille screams at me in my head Sorry girl.#> me being entirely fucking right im literally like god if he was autistic and haunted#sooo let me do some math rqq... the last few books r likee 4 hours each i think. and i work 8 hours a day 5 days a week...#ive done the math and its sort of dire it appears ill probably finish either thursday or early friday. what on earth will i listen to after#that.... sigh. oh well... + tbh i dont just wanna do audiobooks even tho im excited for the last half of asoue bc i dont rememberit as much#well. clearly i do idk if you recall but i just named the last 7 books in perfect order. but anyways. im excited but also Lorddd i forgot#that i love irl real life readingg šš#i might say fuck it and read the 3rd miss peregrines on internet archive. miserable .. i want to have it irl but you know.#n then i can go ahead n put the last 3 books on hold Rn so i can read those next week#AND ill put 2001 on hold too bc im sososososo excited abt it :]]]]
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[... Excerpt from notebook labelled "GUNPOWDER TIM -DO NOT READ", written in cursive English in pink scented glitter pen:
30/12/2022 FRI
Jonny's really pretty. Especially when they're covered in blood. And gore. Especially my blood and gore. <3
REMINDER: No more first mate-ing Jonny.
Asked Jonny to mess around with some fireworks later.
REMINDER: Pick up some alcohol for later. Don't forget the gasoline and machine oil.
Aurora is Not fireworks-proof.
Thankfully for her (and for me), I asked Nastya first before testing it. She said to just land somewhere to set fireworks on.
REMINDER: Ask Brian and Ivy to land on a planet so we can have some proper festivities.
There was ...another Ashes? I think? They were pretty cool.
- Gunpowder Tim]
#ask the mechanisms#gunpowder tim#tim has a diary#[yea. yeah he would. probably. maybe. its fucking hilarious to imagine tho.]#[yeah thats the log entry tag now! it will likely be posted abt... uhh 11? 11am est? i get so confused with timezones. itll be 12 noon GMT!#will be posted the next day after events??? i think???? i think im still counting on est times for what evens make it in the logs it doesnt#make sense the more i think about it but it doesnt matter its all still gonna be in the log at some point anyways ok thank u for listening]#[feel free to tease tim abt this ze ddidnt post it hirself its more of a. someone probly found it but yeah lol]#[wait fuck. was that. yesterday? or yesterday yesterday? shit i gotta check dates again]#ok shit that was 30th]#[FUCK i changed the date but i didnt change the day of the week this was friday lmao]
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oh i am about to LOSE IT. i just got a notification that two things have been delivered to me, but when i went downstairs to check the mail there was NOTHING there. nothing in my actual mailbox and nothing sitting in the hallway. and now i am EYESEYESEYESEYES because where the fuck is my mail?????
#one of the items was a shirt that was only restocked for black friday and sold out ALMOST IMMEDIATELY#so like. if it didnt get delivered/got stolen i really Do Not think i will be able to get it replaced#and if thats the case i will CRY bc i wanted this shirt SO BAD#im just hoping that maybe they jumped the gun and marked it as delivered early????#bc what the FUCK!!!!!#holding out hope bc usps says i have something else still out for delivery that should get here by 8pm#so im HOPINGBEYONDHOPE that thats correct and theyre delivering it all together later#I HATE THIS THO I HATE THIS SO MUCH#and if i try to call usps to ask about it they will very likely have NOTHING for me bc i have been through this too many times#and they have NEVER once helped#or they go 'oh well u have to wait like 5 days after delivery to report it' and even then its a whole stupid shitty ass process#that doesnt do shit!!!!#i am literally going to go down and check like. every fuckin 30 minutes now or something wtf#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#mack rambles
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welp. the phantom cramps are no longer phantom š
#i Am going to scream my lungs out this could not be a less convenient time for this#tomorrow is my shopping trip which. will be Exhausting bc iām so. so not into shopping. and now i have to do it crampy and emo and. yknow#and!!! iām sure i will be bloated so trying on clothes will be even more fun xo#and i have to work on finishing my paper tomorrow too so. side note#then! i just made plans to go out out like. drinking dancing etc with my friends saturday night so. thatās that#sunday i have a thing which means. very much dressed up. and i have plans sunday night too with my best friend lol#then! monday i have work but then made up to go for dinner w the friend things are weird w rn but thatās up in the air i think#bc i may be going out w her first and idk if sheāll keep the standing date lol#then! tuesday! i have orientation for my doctoral program so thereās that happening#wed is normal lmfao just. work. but then thursday is graduation <3 weeee#and then NEXT friday. i am finally not busy#and youāre telling me with THIS week that NOW was the perfect time to have me bleed for a week. for This week. fuck off#time to start saying prayers for it to be short and quick and relatively painless or else š this week will be the seventh circle of hell#how am i supposed to do all that and function as i would while also wanting to rip out my internal organs. good question#in summary my social calendar is too booked for my liking lmfao i need time in between to recover#oh my god AND!!!! AND!!!!!! iām abt to go up a dosage in these meds iām on even tho i wanted to stay on what i was on til now but#the pharmacy didnāt have it in the same dosage bc shortages but they did have enough for the higher one so. i went up#and the catch is that these are the meds making me nauseous which means. iāll be More nauseous which is NOT helpful#or ideal ever but especially considering im sure iāll be nauseous bc it is what it is#im sksososodkfofofogldnskdlf so not. looking forward to this <3#this has been a rant
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