#even new mutals hi hi
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Hate you! Love you! [Woosan x reader]
Synopsis - San's boyfriend and San's girlfriend can't stand each other.
Part two here
San wasnt quite sure when exactly the shift happened, but he was afraid that if he were to question it out loud, it's effect would be nullified.
Usually, under normal circumstances, You and Wooyoung would be at each other's necks all the time. He could take both of you out on cute dates becasue all you would do is complain about the other. He couldn't spend more time with one of you in a week, becuase all hell would be rained upon him from the other. Heaven forbids he mentions the other one on a private date, he'd never hear the end of it.
In short, San was sure that his boyfriend and his girlfriend couldn't stand another. It took San a short while after you three first got together (more like you and Wooyoung discovered one another because San was more or less double-booking the two of you) to come to terms with this mutal hatred betwen you two. More often then not when he thought about it he would grieve the lost chances of the dates, the study sessions, (the steamy threesomes), and would daydream about them becoming true.
If you would have told him this morning that he would see you and Wooyoung coexisting without a fight pending, he would have laughed. But here he is, regardless of his disbelief. He's standing in the doorway to his bedroom, freshly stripped off his coat and shoes form the outside, cheeks flushed from the cold weather. His mouth is agape and he thinks his eyes are about to pop from their sockets from shock. San has to double take to make sure he's seeing right, because he could swear up and down that his eyes are decieving him. When he blinks again, and then again however, nothing changes, so his head spins a little from an overzealous joy.
You're halfway through detangling your hair with your fingers, sitting pretty and fresh on the large bed in San's bedroom. You're softly muttering something, voice soft to cherish the soft silence in the room. San checks you out in less than a second, his eyes habitually trailing your familiar form, legs stretched out in front of you, resting against the headboard. It takes him a second to realize that the sweater youre wearing isn't even yours, but it suprises him even further when he realizes that it isn't his own either.
Wooyoung's sitting right next to you, backed up against the headboard, hair equally as wet and skin equally as fresh as yours. He seems half-interested in whatever is on his phone as he scrolls mindlessly with one hand, the other hand laid in your lap comfortably, kneading away at your thigh. Wooyoung turns the phone to face you, and you give a soft, reassuring nod, which Wooyoung wordlessly confirms with a nod of his own.
San stands there still, completely silent, heart melting in his chest as he looks at the two of you. He's impressed neither of you have noticed his shameless staring yet, you especially seemed to have a seventh sense for things like those. As if you heard his thoughts, you turn your head away from Wooyoung's phone to look at him in stead.
"Hey Bae." you say to him, breaking the comfortable silence, which causes Wooyoung to shift his attention too. "Hi.." San replies, a little breathless and unsure due to the surreality of the situation. "You guys are... okay?" San wants to bite his tongue for the awkward wording, wishing that he could have curbed his curiosity a little longer, just to selfishly enjoy the moment.
Anticipating the two of you to jump apart and start fighting like cats and dogs, San's eyebrows furrow and he almost grimaces as he waits for something, anything to happen. One, two silent seconds pass in which you and Wooyoung simply stare at him before Wooyoung speaks up "Yeah, we just got out of the shower. Your showergel is empty by the way."
"Oh okay. Thanks for telling me I’ll get some new... hold on we?" San is on autopilot for the first half of the sentance before his brain even registers all of what Wooyoung said. You get up from where you were sitting, causing Wooyoung's hand to slip off your thigh. Wooyoung 'tsks' at you childishly, throwing a glare at the back of your head as he watches you walk over to where San is standing. Without missing a beat you 'tsk' back at him, coming to a halt in front of San and reaching up on your toes to press a quick kiss to his cheek "Welcome home Prince." Then you're quick to slip past him, making your way to the kitchen no doubt to brew tea.
San has to double take your figure again, then his questioning gaze lands on Wooyoung, who is already looking at him. "What?" Wooyoung asks with a bored look on his face, phone now neglected next to him. San can't really bring out words so instead he points back and forth between Wooyoung and the doorframe where you left.
"Did yall- are you-- what is happening?" and with that, a look of recognition crosses Wooyoung's face. "Oh that? It's nothing, don't worry about it." San wants to choke Wooyoung. Badly. "What the heck do you mean nothing? Also is she wearing your sweater? Don't tell me you guys-" he's about to finish his sentence when he feel his sides being pinched, causing him to flinch and yelp, ducking out of the doorway and into the room to escape the ticklish touch.
You pass San nonchalantly, as if you handn't just given him the fright of his life and then climb onto the bed again, this time on all fours and dropping into a stretch that works your back. This movement (the puppy pose, as San can recall from the one time you tortured him though your Yoga routine) causes the sweater to ride up and bunch at the top of your stomach where it pools around the swell of your very much braless breasts.
You groan as you sink deeper into the stretch, words coming out a little strained, but he could hear the amusement in your voice anyway. "Whatever youre thinking should probably stay in your head, ponyboy." Wooyoung chuckles at your soft scold as he leans forward a little, reaching for your sweater and pulling it up over your hips as he looks at San again, but the latter doesn't miss the way that Wooyoung's hand rubs circles over your ass softly.
"Come on Babe, I think he of all people have the right to say something here." Wooyoungs voice is too smooth for San's liking as he watches the younger pull your hips over to his side again, throwing an arm around yor shoulder cooly. Your response to Wooyoung's actions is, in San's opinion, uncanny; almost too natural as you lay your head back into Wooyoungs chest and flick your eyes to him, shrugging. "Fair enough."
"Oh my god." San looks between the two of you with an odd mix of joy and disbelief in his eyes. "You guys totally fucked."
#ateez x reader#ateez fic#ateez#ateez fanfic#atz#wooyoung#san#choi san#san x reader#san x y/n#san x you#wooyoung x you#wooyoung x reader#wooyoung x y/n#ateez x y/n#ateez x you#ateez fluff#ateez imagines#choi san ateez#ateez choi san#woosan#san ateez#ateez san
402 notes
·
View notes
Text
LF Creature x Reader - Mutal Comfort
Summary: You owed Lisa a favor, but you never expected she'd make you pay it back in the form of babysitting her undead boytoy while she goes to a party.
Warnings: rushed/not proofread, bisexual!reader, reader has an unreciprocated crush on Lisa, angst, fem!reader
"Lisa, I never agreed to this!" You shouted at your best friend as she hurried over to crawl back out of your window.
"I promise I'll make it up," she waved you off, sliding the glass panel up. "It's just for the night, I swear. I'll be back before school."
With that she was gone, hearing no other protests. You stood with your back flattened against the wall, frightened gaze never leaving the thing on the other side of your bedroom.
You were the only person who knew of Creature's presence, being Lisa's very best friend for life or whatever. You'd do anything for her but babysitting her undead little pet was definitely stretching boundaries.
You felt some guilt for your terror, after all, he did look incredibly somber, shrinking into the opposite corner. Maybe he felt bad for scaring you?
"S-Soo...uh," you started, pushing off the wall but only by mere centimeters. "Y-You...Lisa's new boyfriend?" The thing seemed rigid at the thought and reluctantly shook his head. "Let me guess, you wanna be?" You prodded, inching closer still. Another timid nod. The two of you had that in common, apparently.
"You and me both," you sighed, sitting on the edge of your bed. Creature eyed you skeptically, still in the corner but not as glued to the wall as before. "Don't look at me like that, I don't mean I want to be her boyfriend." You paused, wondering if his expression was caused by the thought of you being gay or wanting to be a male, or maybe he was jealous at the thought of competition. "But, I don't know, being girlfriends might be nice..."
By this time, he'd inched close enough to sit on the other side of the bed, still as far away on it as possible, though. You took this as a sign to continue. "It's just that, me and Lis have been besties since like- kindergarten. I even convinced my parents to move her with her after her mom died and it feels like all she does is blow me off now," you ranted. "Like, before the incident, we'd have these long talks about the future, and we were always in each other's but now...I don't know anymore..."
An anguished moan was his only response as he drew his discolored hand to his chest. "Sorry," you said dropping your head. "I know you've gotta be hurting too listening to her ramble on about-" You brought your hands to your cheeks and batted your lashes, making your voice an octave higher to imitate your crush. "Micheal Trent!" He nodded, rolling his eyes slightly. "Y'know, I really don't know what she sees in him? Dude's a class A poser. He pretends to be into all that dark music and poetry but it's literally just to look cool and mysterious so all the preppy girls will fall in love with him."
While you ranted, Creature studied your room, noting how different it was from Lisa's. She had string lights, drawings, and moody posters all over her walls, while yours were tidy and well-organized with framed photos and prints of paintings that matched the color scheme of the walls. Eventually, you caught onto his staring and fell quiet prompting him to glance back to you.
"Didn't mean to fly off the handle, my bad." you muttered, standing up with a sigh. "Anyways, what do you like to do? Got any hobbies?" He stood up with you, wandering over to a keyboard that had collected dust in the corner. Curiously, he stuck a key and cringed at the sound it made. You joined him, explaining it. "That's just my old keyboard. I used to play piano as a kid but when we moved here we couldn't take my piano with us, so my dad got me this. It's kinda like an electric piano, only it's portable. Don't really like it though, too synthy for my taste."
Creature sat down in front of it, fumbling with the buttons on the control board while trying out the keys after each adjustment. Finally, he seemed to have found a setting he liked. "I'm guessing you play?" you cocked a brow. You couldn't have predicted how the cocky smirk then tossed you would make you feel. Following that, he threaded his finders together before pushing them out, cracking his knuckles before dramatically slamming down on the keys.
"Holy shit," you breathed, listening to the classical tune that filled your room. Needless to say, he played beautifully and was incredibly talented. At one point, he even glanced up at you with another shit-eating grin, showcasing the fact that he knew the positions by memory and didn't even need to look.
"You're amazing!" you explained when the song was finished, placing your hands on either shoulder and rocking him gently. "I've never seen that much musical skill from one person! What, were you like a professional pianist in your first life or something?"
To your surprise, he actually nodded. "Jesus christ man, I've never even heard that song before, did you write that?" He nodded again, and again, you were flabbergasted. "I bet you had an extraordinarily hard life." You muttered without thinking. "Art like that only comes out of suffering." As he nodded yet again, this time more bashfully, the two of you shared a moment of silence.
"I'm sorry, that was rude," you realized, glancing away. This time, Creature shook his head, an uncharacteristically peachy hand guiding your face back toward his as he stepped closer. For a moment, you waited to see what wisdom he had to offer, before remembering that no words would come as he stared at you, only able to offer a comforting gaze. "I wish you could talk," you whispered as he pulled you into his chest without you even realizing it. "But then again, maybe it's better you can't." you retorted to yourself bitterly. "I've had enough people tell me to cheer up because life gets better."
Creature stiffened, pushing you to hold you at arm's length, shaking his head again. "You think you got something better?" you asked, rhetorically.
Sensing your irritation, he resigned himself to giving up on communication for now. Taking matters into his own hands, he pressed a palm to his heart, a sign for you to trust him. Gently, he guided you back to your bed, pushing you down onto it. Awkwardly, Creature untucked the quilt from the bed a threw it over you, signalling for you to lay down, before tucking you in. You reluctantly followed his instruction, laying down on your side, tears welling in your eyes from all the overwhelming emotion bubbling inside you. You then watched as he made his way over to your desk, seeming to write something on a sheet of notebook paper Following this, he laid the note at your feet as he took a seat in front of the keyboard again.
You couldn't deny that you were beginning to feel drowsy after the soft music he played filled the room. This song was nothing like the first one. It was sweet and serene, unlike the dark and dramatic one he'd first played- with that cocky grin that made you feel so conflicted.
On the cusp of needing to rest your eyes, you remembered the note he'd left for you, briefly sitting up to reach it before laying back down, holding it up in the air to read what it said as he played your consciousness out.
"The sun does not ever reappear if the rain never stops. To live happily is to find solace in any weather. With the right balance, the flowers will begin to bloom. I hope to one day see a lush garden in you, darling."
#lisa frankenstein#lisa frankenstein creature x reader#creature x reader#lisa swallows#lisa frankenstein reader insert#lisa frankenstein fanfic#diablo cody#zelda williams
489 notes
·
View notes
Text
HIS PRETTY LITTLE CAM STAR
SYNOPSIS: Higuruma has just gotten off of work and lucky him, you’re online and streaming.
CONTENTS: perv!Hiromi, fem!reader, nsfw, fingering, cum, voyeurism, mutal masturbation, cam star, sex toys
NOTES: Kinktober 24’ Masterlist
The squelching sound that echoed around the room was nasty. The way your fingers abused your puffy clit was downright sinful, but it felt so good.
The moans that came from your throat were so sweet. They were the most pleasant sounds to ever bless Higuruma’s ears.
Oh, God. How he wishes he was in the room with you right now. How he wishes he could touch you himself, his fingers would feel so good on your dewy clit.
His fingers would be covered in your juices as he pleasured you. Oh how he would lick your juices clean off your fingers. He would moan at the sweetness of your pussy coating his tongue.
If only he were there with you. The things he would do with you.
He would put you in so many positions and fuck you like there was no tomorrow. Maybe he’d even come up with a few new ones while he’s at you.
Higuruma would pleasure you with way more than just his dick and fingers as well. He would use his tongue, licking up every single drop. He’d eat out out for hours if he could.
He’s almost there when he sees you moving around to grab your vibrator out of one of the drawers of your nightstand.
The little buzzing from the vibrator can be heard from through the screen. Your lips form a pout as you moan even louder now that you’re using your toy.
He cums. He doesn’t think he’s ever came this much before today. The white streaks on his stomach and globs of his cum on his hand.
He breathes heavily, shutting his computer off.
*Clack*
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanfic#jjk smut#smut#sucker4vy's kinktober 2024#kinktober#higuruma hiromi#jjk higuruma#jujutsu kaisen higuruma#higuruma x reader#higuruma smut#higurum
138 notes
·
View notes
Text
Birthday Boy
Pairing: Trafalgar Law x Fem!Reader
Rating: NONE
Summary: Law doesn’t celebrate his birthday, but even still, you try to show him how much he means to you on his special day.
Warnings: Mutal Pining, Comfort, Fluff, Law is whipped but still bad at feelings, this may be my sappiest fic yet (I love that for Law)
Something feels…different when Law wakes up.
The warmth he remembers when falling asleep is gone; the space occupied by you in his bed now empty. Save for the tousled sheets and slight impression, it’s as if you were never there.
Law is surprised by the disappointment that settles in his chest. This relationship with you is new—complicated in that he isn’t exactly sure how to navigate it or if he’s even doing this right, and a part of him feels like he’s already fucking up. He craves too much—wants too deeply, and yet has so little to offer.
She can’t even stand to stay in the same bed as you, a cruel voice in the back of his mind mocks.
Law sighs, sinking deeper into his mattress as his mind wars with itself. He had been slow to admit his feelings—kept a respectable distance from you the second his heart began to beat irregularly whenever you appeared, or the way his words would get caught in his throat when you attempted to strike up a conversation.
You had been the one to come to him. You would grace him with one of your lovely smiles and laugh at his side while he flipped through his volumes. Sometimes you’d stop him as he made his rounds, asking for a helping hand with the repairs you were making to the Polar Tang.
Those moments only served to make his budding feelings metastasize, making you more lovely with each passing day.
Sometimes you two would even sit in comfortable silence on the deck, enjoying the cool sea breeze as the rest of the crew drank in the fresh air and blinding sun after days in the ocean’s depths.
And then one day, as the sun set over the horizon, you turned to him, bathed in a golden haze, your beautiful eyes alight as you gazed at him, and Law was lost.
He couldn’t stop his less than romantic confession, his words more matter of fact than flattery, but you hadn’t recoiled or looked at him with genuine revulsion as he had expected. You had batted your eyelashes, as flustered and stunned as he was, and then your lips curled into that soft, gorgeous smile.
It had been a long time since he had felt so lucky. So hopeful.
And now he felt as if his luck was beginning to run out, as it always seemed to do.
“You’re up!”
Your voice breaks through his ruminations, so sudden and surprised that it nearly startles him. Law turns his head, catching sight of you closing the door to his room while your free hand holds something he can’t make out.
You take tentative steps towards him, as if debating what you’re about to do next. Law watches you inquisitively, his golden eyes catching the nervous twitch of your lips.
“I wanted to surprise you,” you mutter, holding out your hand.
Law finally makes out the item in it—a small box wrapped in what looked like his crumbled, forgotten notes.
He casts a curious look your way, but you say nothing. You only wave the box lightly, wordlessly encouraging him to take it.
“What…is it?” he inquires, glancing between you and the mystery package.
You laugh lightly, shrugging your shoulders playfully. “You have to open it and see.”
You take your place back at his side, sinking onto the bed as Law hesitantly peels the makeshift wrapping. A nervous smile plays on your lips as you watch him.
Your heart beats rapidly in your chest, so loud you swear Law can hear it, but he continues to carefully unwrap the box until it’s free of his notes. He stares at the wooden box in the palm of his hand, curious. Slowly, he lifts the lid.
“I know you don’t do birthdays... but I thought you’d like it,” you explain as Law peers inside. He stills; it looks as if he stops breathing for a second, and you panic at the unreadable expression on his face.
Fuck. Shit. FUCK!. He doesn’t like it. Look at his face; he hates it.
Except, that can’t be right. You would be a fool to think you have Law completely figured out; the mask he wears slips, but never fully falls for you—not yet, at least, but what Law doesn’t offer freely, you ascertain.
You had seen the way he had eyed the coin in a tiny shop nestled in the heart of the last town the ship made port in.
You noticed that scarce glint in his eyes, the one that appears when he sees something he truly wants—his eyes always linger—but when you came up beside him to catch a glimpse of the coin that had caught his attention, Law swiftly moved on, explaining that he’d thought he had seen something the crew could use.
You had put that silver tongue of yours to work that day, smiled wide, and batted your eyelashes until the storeowner offered a price for the silver coin that you could reason with.
“Happy Birthday,” you whisper.
Law lifts his gaze to you, blinks for a second until his lips curl into a rare smile. Not the smug sneer he reserves for other pirates and marines—the soft, almost uncertain grin that gets prettier each time you see it, no matter how infrequent.
He whispers his thanks, staring fondly between you and the silver coin. Another for a collection you suspect must be hidden away. In that beloved desk of his, no doubt.
You glance over at it, as if you can will it to expose its secrets (and perhaps more about your tight-lipped lover). Calloused fingers brush against your skin; shift your attention back to Law as he cups your cheek. He tilts your head slightly to the right and leans in.
You are so hopelessly lost—so stupid in love with him, beyond happy to be at his side, to show him just how lovely he is—to care for him in a way that only you can.
You all but whine when Law finally pulls away. You attempt to chase his lips, but he tsks lowly, still cradling your cheek.
If I start, I won’t want to stop, he thinks to himself as he stares down at you, so beautiful and thoughtful and all his. He could kiss you for a lifetime and never grow tired of it—drink the image of you like this until the world fades.
Maybe one day he can, but for now, there’s still work to be done.
"I need to get up…”
And yet Law still holds you, is still a hairbreadth away from your lips.
Your hands settle on his tattooed chest, lightly pushing his lithe body down flat on the bed. Law lets you, equally as dazed, rendered senseless by his infatuation.
You straddle his hips and take in the sight of him beneath you—such a pretty view.
You sigh, your voice is light and sweet as you speak.
“That’s not the only present I want to give you.”
divider credit @/cafekitsune
#sunny.fic#trafalgar law x reader#law x reader#trafalgar law x y/n#trafalgar law x you#trafalgar law fluff#happy birthday law#x reader
685 notes
·
View notes
Text
Damian Wayne stuck in a time loop.
It resets when someone dies, and since Damian is the youngest, it doesn’t matter how rocky his relationship is with the bat-siblings, each and everyone one of them sacrifices themselves for him.
And Damian is pissed off because he doesn’t understand why.
Grayson is obvious, he has made it clear that he feels affection for Damian and has made the most effort into integrating him into the family. Of course he would die for his little brother. And at first, Damian believes he finds this outcome to be the least acceptable.
There is also his Father, again, a logical expression of love. Damian can understand why his Father would die for him, even if he doesn’t want him to. Even if, in the first few loops, he wishes that anyone else would die instead. At least it’s a type of parental relationship he can understand in the abstract, even if it surprises him to see its true about himself. That even though he has several older brothers and is unsure of his place by his Father’s side, the man would do anything to protect him. It reminds him of his Mother, even though he’s sure if she were here she’d find a way for the both of them to live.
Brown is the first one to surprise him. They had worked together when Grayson was Batman and he recognized her competence, but he thought that’s all it was. A working relationship between professionals. A mutal, if grudging respect. He is shocked when she dies, how he had no clue she would go that far for him. How he refuses to let it happen again.
If Brown was a surprise, Cain was a shock. Damian thought of her as nigh invincible, unable to be touched. It was clear she was the best of all of them, that she had seen the hit miles ahead of him, had maybe even seen him brace for it. But she had chosen to let herself go down. He feels every bit his age as he begins to wonder if he’s even more powerless to stop this than he thought if his most competent sister chose to let herself fall.
Thomas was confusing. He was new, newer than Damian and not quite sure of himself. They rarely saw each other aside from school due to the mismatch in schedules. Thomas gave him a wide berth, respecting Damian’s space in a way his other siblings failed to do or intentionally disregarded. Damian didn’t think much of him. Couldn’t understand how Thomas hadn’t even paused, had taken the hit as if it was an unquestionable law of the universe. As if they were really brothers and not strangers. It was a sentiment Damian didn’t know how to return.
Todd was the worst. He had seen him, briefly, before he had come to Gotham from the league. His Mother spoke of him rarely, but with pride. He was skilled, if untamed. He avoided the manor and his brothers and their Father. The only one he usually sought was Pennyworth. That is why Todd was the worst. Because he avoided all of them. Because this family had already allowed him to die before and he had come back wrong. A painful reminder that their family has failed. And he fought so hard to remind them all of that failure, every way he chose to keep fighting to live, to prioritize his own life over their Father’s morality. Only to throw it away for Damian. To force him to watch how his brother’s second death shattered their Father and Pennyworth and Grayson in a way that Damian didn’t think they’d survive a second time.
Drake is incomprehensible. Antithetical. A cosmic error. Impossible. There is no love between them, no grudging respect, nothing. Damian can’t stand to look at the person who he feels is a disgrace to the costume Damian now wears. He is the one who dies for Damian the most. The one he can’t possibly understand. The brother he has the least time to question, who gives him the least answers as to his motivations. Who will both die for Damian and refuse to utter a word to him in the same loop. It is madness. Damian needs to prove himself above this embarrassment, and yet Drake chooses to be beneath him. To die for him. It is in spite of Damian’s skill that Drake dies, and Damian hates him for it.
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#dick grayson#redhood#alfred pennyworth#damian wayne#robin#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#duke thomas#signal dc#black bat#spoiler#batgirl#red robin#nightwing#dc comics#dcu#dc universe#i don’t know how to end this#i like the idea that damian comes out of this without a 180 degree personality change#but also it would be funny af if he suddenly hugged all his siblings one day#after the loop breaks#if he just declared that he loved them all or something#but at the same time i honestly think that tim is the one who gets them out of the loop#that damian is forced to work with him#to acknowledge him and his abilities and the fact that their brothers#also damian is a 10 year old child and idfk how he’s supposed to cope with watching his whole family die and then go about the next day#like nothing happened i think it would scare the hell out of the batfam
250 notes
·
View notes
Text
Fire Force | No Touching
summary | when you place a bet that he can't even cum without your help, he accepts the challenge.
ft | benimaru, konro, joker
warnings | f!reader, nsfw, mutal masturbation, dirty talk
▿▿▿▿▿▿▿▿▿
Benimaru
The moment you set this challenge in motion, Benimaru is hesitant. He's not one to back down from a fight, but the second you shed your clothes and sprawl across the futon, he's losing all will. How can one be so cruel when they look so fucking pretty?
A drawn-out groan leaves his throat when you spread your legs, fingers inching closer and closer to your naked heat. This is torture you're teasing him. "This is supposed to go both ways you know?" you pout at him, seeing as he's still fully dressed in his uniform. The only thing amiss with his appearance was the evident tent in his pants; pants that need to be removed right now.
A barely noticeably blush crosses his face as grunts and gives in. It's only fair after all. He shoulders off the top half of his regular uniform and pops the button of his pants. You watch him from across the room as he strips and find it amusing how bashful he looks. It's not like you can laugh though, you're practically salivating at the sight of him.
"You're gonna kill me one of these days..." he mumbles mostly to himself. He leans against the wall across from you as he gives his hardened cock a few tugs. Mismatched red eyes bore into your form as his thumb swipes over the head. You can see the frustration radiating off of him, but you're not quick to give in. After all, he did agree, and you want to see how long it takes him to give up and take his loss out on you.
But Benimaru is determined to see this little challenge of yours through to the end. While he pumps his thick cock, he watches your circle your cute little fingers around your clit. In the back of his mind, however, he's planning about what he's going to do after he's won and how he's going to wreck you so bad you'll never suggest something like this again.
Konro
Konro's breath catches in his throat when he sees you stripped and bare for him when he comes back from a patrol. There's absolutely nothing more he wants than to feel your skin, to touch you. But you give him a warning look, reminding him of the arrangement you made earlier.
Internally, his thoughts are spiraling, but he stays as composed as he can possibly manage. He accepted this challenge, so he intends to make good on his word. Following in suit, Konro removes his own clothes, showing off his scarred muscles. You can't help but stare, and he notices.
Chuckling, he takes seat across from you and he can't help but admire you just as well. God, you look stunning. No matter how many times he's seen your naked form, he'll always remain in awe at your beauty.
Konro loves you and he knows you love him just as much. As he gets lost in admiration for you, he nearly forgets that you're currently across from him whimpering while you stuff your fingers into to your messy cunt. Even your face looks so cute when it's scrunched up in pleasure.
He sighs heavily while one hand runs down his waist to his cup his balls. Whenever he's alone usually, he'd always start off slow, working himself up while having you on his mind. But now that you're in front of him, watching him get himself off, he wants nothing more than to cum and get it over with.
No matter what silly request you make of him, Konro will want to follow through for you. So, he'll do this dumb idea of yours for now. But the second he comes, he's going to pounce on you. He loves you so much and just want to feel you so bad. So please be easy on him.
Joker
If it's a challenge you want, then it's a challenge you get. Whatever made you think this is a good idea, is beyond Joker, but he'll indulge you. He's always willing to try new things anyways. Since his secret hideout is void of any other occupants (Viktor), he takes the opportunity to undress himself.
"I'll do whatever you want, darlin', but don't start crying when you're beggin' me to shove my dick in you," he shrugs as he loosens his collar and kicks off his shoes. You have to scoff at him. There's no possible way you'll lose. He's the horndog in the relationship, not you.
He chuckles to himself at your overconfidence. Once all his clothes are stripped away, he digs for a cigarette from one of his pockets of the discarded clothes. He lights the stick and takes a drag before letting his back fall against the wall behind him and puff of grey smoke out of his mouth.
There he lazes in all his nude glory, raising a brow at you. With a cigarette in one hand, his other hand finds its way to the base of his already harden member. "Do you plan on holding your end of the deal or do you just wanna sit there drooling?" he asks as he begins to languidly pump his cock.
Involuntary, a moan slips past your lips at his demeaning tone, but you quickly try to cover it up with the fact that you're touching yourself. But like the know-it-all he is, Joker sees through you and smirks to himself. This is where the real funs begins.
Sooner or later, he's going to have you begging for him and he won't even have to lift a finger. Sure, he'll feign innocence and coo about how much you need him, and how he's willing to provide a helping hand.
You may have lost the challenge you put in place, but he'll make sure to comfort you in your loss by kindly plowing into you from behind and making sure your bedridden all tomorrow.
#fire force#enn enn no shouboutai#fire force smut#fire force x reader#fire force imagine#enn enn no shouboutai x reader#benimaru#benimaru shinmon#konro#konro sagamiya#fire force joker#karim flam#benimaru smut#benimaru x reader#enen no shouboutai#enen no shouboutai smut
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Bad For Business: Level Four
Steve Harrington x fem!reader [2.2K] An enemies to lovers au. Arcade coworkers, who love to hate each other, get too competitive about Dig Dug and share a mutal annoyance for the kids that like to pester them. Choose your own adventure by picking an option at the end of the chapter.
There was a boy at the desk asking for you.
He was tall and a little wild looking, unruly dark curls and tattoos peeking out from under the leather and denim he wore, all ripped off sleeves and silver rings. He was smirking at Steve like he knew something he didn’t, like was in on some sort of secret.
Steve didn’t like him.
“She’s on her break,” Steve told him, eyes narrowed like he couldn’t help himself. “Went to the store or something.”
Steve expected that to be the end of it, but the boy with all the rings just grinned, dimples on show before he hoisted himself onto the desk. “I’ll wait,” he said, too cheery. “I’m Eddie, by the way. Munson.”
Steve nodded, keeping his distance as he pretended to tidy away loose rota sheets, used up ticket stubs and a piece of paper Robin and Argyle had been drawing progressively larger dicks on. One had wings and a halo.
“Yeah, I know,” Steve frowned. He was still suspicious. Why was the local drug dealer coming in and asking for you? The arcade was quiet enough that Steve didn’t have an excuse to leave, and honestly, he wanted to stick around and see. “Just didn’t realise you guys… knew each other.”
Eddie looked smug in an awful way, still acting like he was clued into something Steve didn’t have any idea about. Like he was trying not to laugh at him. The longer haired boy tilted his head to the side, all charm and bravado, still smiling. “Oh yeah.” He nodded, enthusiastic. “We know each other real well. Super close.”
You hadn’t mentioned Eddie before. Not in front of Steve. Fuck, you’d never mentioned any sort of boyfriend at all. But then Steve remembered nights that it rained, when he’d jog to his car only to see you run past him, jacket over your head and clambering into an old van, the windows dark enough that you could never see the driver.
Maybe he’d been kidding himself all those times when he assumed it was your dad.
“Oh,” fuck, is that all he could say? “Cool.”
There was a beat of silence between them, smothered in arcade game jingles and alarm bells that announced a new winner, but the air was heavy enough to be felt, thick with a tension Steve wasn’t used to.
Was this what being threatened felt like?
No. No. Steve didn't have anything to feel threatened about. So why was he still talking?
“I guess - I mean - well, I just never knew she had a boyfriend.” Steve cleared his throat, all awkward and he found himself standing a little straighter, chest puffed out, chin held high.
Thank fuck Robin wasn’t on shift, ‘cause Eddie was laughing and suddenly Steve felt about three feet shorter. What the fuck was this guys problem?
“I didn’t know you gossiped about your love lives, Harrington,” Eddie shot back. His smile was wolfish and it looked like a challenge, it felt like a dare. “You interested in who she’s hangin’ out with outside of work?”
“What?” It was jarring, the way Steve’s stomach dropped. A new kind of nervousness twisting around his guts, a heat that crawled from his stomach to his chest. His cheeks felt too warm. “What? No. Jesus, no, I just— we’re not even friends.”
It wasn’t exactly a lie, but it still tasted like one. Bitter and acidic, like swallowing a too big pill without water. It got stuck in his throat, made him wince.
Eddie tutted, leaning back in his hands, taking up the majority of space on the counter top. His legs were swinging, rips across his knees in his black jeans, a chain hanging from his belt looks, glinting in the neon lights. He looked like he was having far too much fun.
“That’s a shame,” Eddie twisted his lips, big eyes looking all sad, acting up like he was on stage or something. “She’s real sweet, isn’t she?”
Steve scoffed, a choked out laugh that made Eddie’s lips twitch up. Steve busied himself with more loose papers, bundling together things that weren’t supposed to be filed with each other, name badges and empty chocolate wrappers stuck between faxes.
“Uh, sure, maybe,” Steve wrinkled his nose, squinting at the other boy. “I don’t know. She’s never, uh, all that sweet to me.”
And then Eddie was laughing, a full, bright cackle of a laugh and Steve was once again left feeling like he didn’t know the full joke. But he didn’t get to ask what he’d missed, what was so funny, ‘cause a kid who could hardly see over the desk approached him, a sticky hand full of equally sticky tickets that he wanted to swap for some knock off Star Wars toy. Disgruntled, Steve fussed with the glass cabinet where they kept all the ‘prizes’, his gaze flickering between Eddie and the door.
Surely you’d be back soon. Right? To see your boyfriend.
When the kid was gone, happily clutching his ‘nightsaber’ (even Steve knew that was wrong), Eddie was watching him again.
“She’s pretty, right?”
Steve froze. “What?” Was this some kind of trick? Who the fuck goes ‘round asking other dudes if they think their girlfriend is pretty? “I don’t— I’ve never—”
Eddie was grinning. Again. That Cheshire Cat smile, white teeth flashing somewhat threateningly. Steve didn’t know what the fuck was going on. Was this about last week? The powercut? Did you go home and tell your boyfriend how close Steve got to you, how he held your hand and for once in his goddamn life, Steve Harrington didn’t wanna argue with you?
“You don’t think she’s cute?”
Nothing had happened. Nothing ever would’ve. It couldn’t. You hated him, and Steve hated you. Right? Right.
“Look, dude, I don’t know what your deal is, but I’m not trying to hit on your girl, alright?” Someone got a new high score on the pinball machine across from the desk and an alarm rang, tickets flying out of the dispenser, lights flashing red and green. It felt like a warning. “She— we— we don’t talk, alright? Not like that, god, we’re not friends, okay?”
Eddie didn’t really seem to believe him, but Steve was more than relieved when the boy shrugged and slid off of the counter, dimples on show, beaming at him. He dusted his hands off like he’d completed whatever task he’d come to do before dropping a set of keys in front of Steve.
“Tell uh, my girl, that it was a radiator leak. No biggie. Car’s out front,” another flash of a smile, too charming now. Steve’s head was spinning. “Catch you later lover boy.”
What the fuck?
Eddie made his way past a crowd of kids, neon signs lighting up his skin in shades of lime green and fuschia. He spun before he got to the door, clapping his hands together and pointing back at the other boy, like he’d just remembered something important.
Is this where Eddie threatened him? Told him to stop looking at his girlfriend and keep his hands to himself? It was a fucking powercut, it was pitch black, what was he supposed to do? Let her hurt herself? The argument was already playing out in Steve’s head, his defence at the ready.
Besides, he could take Eddie Munson, right? Sure he was pretty much the same height but Steve was broader, stronger, surely. But maybe Eddie had that trailer park kid scrappiness, that feral sort of energy Dustin said Max exuded when she got ramped up—
“And, uh, Harrington?”
Steve felt his fist tighten around the countertop.
“You’ll catch more bees with honey than vinegar.” Eddie saluted, a massive skull glinting silver and pink in the light, and then with a wink, he was gone.
What the fuck?
He didn’t get a chance to ask what Eddie was on about, because Lucas Sinclair and Dustin Henderson approached the desk, ignoring how he was standing with his mouth agape, brows knitted together in confusion. Everything was almost forgotten about as he argued with the two young boys about how no, he didn’t know when Donkey along was getting fixed, and no, he wasn’t prepared to let them poke about at the machine with Dustin’s backpack screwdriver.
And then you came back from your lunch, a flash of daylight breaking the darkness of the arcade as the door opened and shut behind you. Steve watched you hand a wrapped sandwich to Argyle before making your way around the desk to where he stood.
Maybe he was staring, maybe that’s why you were looking at him weird. Maybe that’s just the kinda gaze you gave him on the daily. You were wearing a skirt today, black and swishy around your thighs, your staff shirt cut off so it hit just above your navel, much to Murray’s despair. There was a warning written up and stuck to your locker, but you hadn’t seemed to care.
“What?”
Shit, Steve was still staring. He blinked, shrugged and turned back to the cash machine, despite no customers to serve. “What? Nothin’, god.”
You didn’t argue with him, just narrowing your eyes at his strange mood before pushing your way into the staff room. It was empty bar someone’s leftover lunch and a walkman that lay on the table and then suddenly Steve was barging his way into the too small room, a familiar set of keys in his hands. Your disco ball keychain sent rainbows over the walls, tiny glimmers of light across Steve’s cheeks, his hands, his arms.
He held them out to you, cheeks tinged pink like something had happened and you’d missed it, ‘cause he couldn’t really look you in the eye either. You stared, taking your keys from the boy slowly, like any sudden movements would scare him.
Not that you cared.
Steve spoke before you could say thanks, leaning against Murray’s abandoned desk with his hands shoved in his pockets as he cleared his throat. The air was heavy with something, more tension than you were used to, a weight to it that was more than summer air and teenage hormones.
“Your uh, your boyfriend dropped them off,” Steve was finally looking at you, brown eyes honeycomb in the too bright lights. “Said it was a broken radiator or somethin’.”
You frowned, confused at the word that was thrown out between you. Boyfriend? But once again, before you could manage to speak, Steve was talking again, all his thoughts tumbling out at once, swimming at your feet.
“Eddie Munson, huh? I didn’t— I didn’t know you were dating him. Or anyone. Not that it matters,” Steve sucked in a breath, like he was trying to catch each sentence, like he could swallow back the words he’d already said. “It doesn’t matter, obviously. Why would it? I mean, fuck, s’not like we share updates on our love lives or shit—”
“Harrington.”
“—like, I don’t care if you’re dating him, I just didn’t, like, except it, you know? Munson? Didn’t think he was your type, not that I know what your type is, s’not like I think about it or anything—”
“Steve.”
The boy stopped talking, jaw snapping shut as he looked at you, a little wide eyed. He was breathing a little heavier, hands leaving his pockets only to take through his hair.
“I don’t have a boyfriend.” You played with the keys in your hands, disco ball keychain clinking prettily between the silver. The reflections scattered, rainbow coloured freckles on Steve’s cheeks. “I’m not dating Eddie, we’re just friends.”
You weren't sure why you were explaining this.
“But Munson said—” Steve stopped mid sentence, the abruptness of it hanging in the air between you. Eddie hadn’t said you were dating. Eddie hadn’t called himself your boyfriend, had he? No. That was Steve’s doing. “Uh, he called you his girl… I just assumed…”
You snorted, eyes rolling in a way that held a lot more affection than what he was used to seeing when it was directed at him. You shrugged, dropping yourself into a chair at the table, eyeing Steve with a new sort of curiosity. He really was acting fucking weird.
“We’re close,” you said, copying Eddie’s words from earlier without even knowing. “Best friends, you know? Nothing… nothing more.”
“Oh.” Steve’s lips were a pretty ‘o’ shape, pink and pouting and you practically saw the gears inside his head whirring. “Right.”
“He was probably just trying to be funny,” you explained, unwrapping a chocolate bar you’d taken from your bag. You bit into it, licking caramel from your lips. “He’s not though. Despite what he thinks.”
Steve nodded, looking a little dazed, but he pushed himself off of Murray’s desk and sent you another look you couldn’t really decipher. Before he made it back to the door that led to the arcade, you stopped him, an edge to your voice that wasn’t there before.
“Did he, uh,” you winced when your voice cracked, staring at the table instead of the boy. “Did Eddie say anything else?”
Steve almost kicked the desk leg, swearing as he spun back to you, eyes darting over your face, like he was trying to work something out. He thought about Eddie’s questions.
If Steve thought you were sweet. If Steve thought you were pretty.
“What?”
‘You’ll catch more bees with honey than vinegar.’
“Did he say anything? You know, stupid shit.” You licked your lips again, chasing sugar, looking nervous.
Lover boy lover boy lover boy.
“No,” Steve lied, feeling something burn in his chest. Maybe it was the breath he was holding. “No, he didn’t say anything else.”
#steve harrington#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x you#steve harrington x y/n#steve harrington fic#steve harrington fanfiction#steve harrington fluff#steve harrington fanfic#steve harrington smut#steve harrington x reader smut#steve harrington oneshot#steve harrington imagine#steve harrington blurb
748 notes
·
View notes
Text
Prapai being sky's voice Episode 12 breakdown💕
Another lita take cause I'm always finding more and more stuff to talk about as i rewatch this is long so bear with me 😭
Episode 12 is truly the beginning. Well, it was till it wasn't as the episode goes on, which kind of makes it a restart for their relationship. Sky wrote in his journal "always knows what i think," that is the truth, as we see in their arc, but especially with this episode. Because we see in this episode how Sky takes pai on this cute little stationary date. While trying to downplay it for what it actually is lol which is a date but prapai knows and him being the most observant person that he is, can pick up on all the things that Sky says or even doesn't say or what he doesn't even deny! He knows full well at this point that Sky can't just be truthful about his feelings, nor will he even honestly allow himself to. And so he can see the inconsistencies with the things that Sky says versus to his actions. And prapai will even teasingly point it out to him as he does in this episode and other times earlier on. But as we see as well, pai, let's sky have his way about that at times cause he doesn't want to make sky feel uncomfortable. And so he will playfully watch him deny and run away from the situation, especially whenever he can tell Sky isn't going to budge at all and be truthful yet to him on how he really feels.
Then we get to the scene where we see them fully for the first time on the same page about where they both stand for their feelings for each other. I love this scene because it starts with pai taking sky back to the place where they first hooked up essentially. But he's here essentially rewriting it as more than just their one night stand. And though Sky doesn't really see the romanticization of it all at first, lol. Prapai really bares his heart out and lets him know how it means a lot to bring him here again this time because being in this condo, all he can think about is him.
He tells him almost desperately but very dearing lol about how his feelings are way beyond his control. At this point, he's so overwhelmed with how he feels for Sky. He goes on to tell him how he likes loves, even lbr lol the way sky snarls at him, the way he tells him to stay away and doesn't admit how he wants him to stay close. Or when Sky tells him to get bored, he wants to tell him reassuring he won't. He leaves it all out there, his feelings, his heart, just letting Sky know that he is fully committed to just him and only him. And that hell do whatever cause he likes sky so much. And i feel some forget that for pai, all of this is new to him cause he never had any thought in his mind that he would've found a partner. And all these feelings are new for him. We see pai go through it lol And Sky, this whole time is so shy and can't make eye contact with him till pai touches his chin and tells him he wants to kiss him. Prapai wants to hear from him, but so it's when Sky says that he wants him to like him he wants him to kiss him because the feeling is mutal and has been for a while building up. And what makes this even more of a special moment is when sky tells pai when they escalate in the bathroom scene that he's his
(their is an extended scene in the box set that just wraps up that they want this just as bad as the other.)
(also this picture 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 who's gonna tell them they are married)
Now, onto the title of prapai being Sky's voice, this episode shows it. We know with Sky that he often refutes everything when it comes down to his feelings, his health worries, and / or fears. He although has a lot of wishes and pleas or hopes, but he keeps that close to himself. Sky doesn't dare to voice out any of that cause it will make it all too real for him understandably so with what he had been through.
Back in episode 11, Sky had put those thoughts into his journal but not about his feelings yet for pai! He writes that later on after the party emotionally. but here, instead, he jots down, all the things he's listened from pai that he claims earlier on he wasn't listening nor cared to know!" His upbringing his silbings his personality, etc. And then writes about prapai in detail in terms of how much he does for him even when he's exhausted he will still stop by to see him. He always makes me happy. He questions what excuses he should use to keep pai around. All the food he brings to Sky, Sky wants to treat him to his favorites as well. He says prapai is the kindest man he knows(that broke me lol)🥺 and now is when he starts pleading crying while writing for pai to not look at anyone else and how he wants to be the only one. He goes on to write that although he doesn't think he's anything near cute or pretty to look at and boring but he still wants prapai to not get bored with him.
All of this is a huge moment cause he's bringing those thoughts into the world, and that's a step for sky to truly be honest to himself. Pai here really sky's voice cause he pays attention to Sky so much. Sky is constantly fighting his inner thoughts. So when pai voices those thoughts and feelings, it's soothing and comforting, encouraging for sky, of course, but the viewers, if u actually really pay attention to see that.
I made a separate post before on the journal scene and why it was so important. Cuz a lot of people look at this scene and just villainize prapai. When in reality, he wasn't doing any of that to hurt sky. In that journal scene, pai was understandably frustrated and confused, yet at the same time, he was trying to have sky confront these feelings that he hadn't told him before but he's not alone prapai is there to make it eaiser although it took alot out of sky not surprisingly cause he never had anyone fight and show up for him this way.
Pai asks, though, as he knows the answer that all of what he read was lies and an act. Pai wasn't gonna let Sky run away he has let him before when he sees Sky Shy it off about his feelings. And yeah, he sounds upset, but he becomes more softer, and as he gets eye to eye with Sky. And while doing all of this , it's not easy for pai as well to do he's taking moments before turning the pages and taking deep breaths. He's seeing sky so distraught, and I bet he wanted to comfort him, but he also knew they had to go through this. Now, after pai knows it all, he somewhat eliminates Sky's fear, his worries into hope, and he tells him he loves him and tells him more than once for it really sink in that he's loved and has been for a while. And that's when Sky starts to realize that he can finally stop letting that denial creep in and tell prapai what he wanted that he loved him.
If they are going to be together and make this relationship work, it won't if pai doesn't know what sky is feeling or telling him. He knows at the same time that sky isn't in a place to communicate with him. But seeing again the extent of how sky took it really left him astounded. He truly felt that whole breakup came out of nowhere. And so he didn't let sky go because I feel like if he did, it would have proven Sky's point that he would have thought that he was worthless and not worth trying or worth even pursuing. Early on his way back to the dorm he was imagining as if prapai was actually there walking with him waiting for him at the door cuz he wanted him to show up he wanted him to be there to clear this whole thing up. But Sky had to keep reminding himself and telling himself that basically, this is for the best. When truly he knew but was too scared to actually say and do anything about those feelings.
But that's okay because prapai doesn't just give up, and he didn't give up on him especially. That is so important, and it always gets me teary-eyed each time.Because he never had someone fight for him in any capticy,and he was gentle with him, letting him know that it's way beyond liking at this point and that he's in love with him. And it is okay that he can't say that right now even if he feels it and can't vocalize that to him it's okay. Prapai can say it first so Sky can feel ready when he is able to say those words back because prapai knows his truest feelings and can definitely tell that sky harbors a lot of feelings a lot of love for him and he will wait till he gets there to tell him that among with whatever is holding him back to do so.
And back to the phone call cause with the sky's trauma obviously affecting him, it does as well with the people around you. prapai whole world changes when sky started to retreat from him. When he goes to the apartment where they usually meet and Sky hasn't been there and hasn't been contacted in 2 weeks, he sees the lengths that Sky took to avoid him. in which Sky said some very harsh to prapai, saying all of his efforts were wasteful and didn't matter at all. He basically said that pai wasted his time trying with him cause it was all nothing but entertainment for him. And so pai was so confused, angry, and frustrated at how and when they got here when things were seemingly fine. Prapai feeling this way is fair he's hurt. He couldn't fathom that Sky would say this to him it doesn't sound believeable. And so when prapai specifically says "my sky isn't that type of person" he won't and can't accept how sky fastly agrees to break up this relationship not when pai hasn't even had a chance to find out or explain himself.
And I know another critique i see is like Sky's crying in that scene. And I think people don't really understand but sky has cried so much since what has happened to him. But it comes to a point for a lot of people where you can't cry anymore as much as you want to as much as you feel it in your chest weighing on you. All you can do is wail or be numb. And seeing especially Sky's having to face his feelings head on and he didn't have anywhere to go he had to face the man that he does love listen and tell him how can he throw away something that they just started. Sky knew he hurt him with that phone call, and pai doesn't even know what he did to have Sky avoid him the way he has. Also earlier on with sig he says something very important about how sky not being to cry. And how it's uncomfortable to see someone not crying when it's such a form of a release and it can help a little but for sky he can't do it cause he's numbed it all or shut down tightly on his feelings or emotions.
Episode 12 is such a pivotal point in their relationship and theirs probably even more to unpack within this episode alone because it's the somewhat calm before the big storm. But they have been able to find their common ground here and be on the same page.🥺
#fortpeat#fort thitipong#love in the air#peat wasuthorn#prapaisky#prapai x sky#sky x prapai#skyprapai#love in the air series#love in the air the series#lita
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
Let's talk about Zutara
WARNING NOT KATAANG AND MAIKO FRIENDLY
CONTINUE WITH PRECAUTION
I thought I should finally use this second blog of mine for the reason I made it.
To scream into the void and find mutals.
So let's talk about one Ship which people to this day fight over.
The fanon ship (at it pains me to write this) made out of Zuko and Katara from Avatar the Last Airbender aka. Zutara.
I read a lot of analyses, arguments and so on about this ship.
It probably all has been said about Zutara, but since I'm writing an AangXOC story which will include Zutara, I felt like I should give my stance on it.
Back when Avatar first aired in the country I lived in the time I was like 11-12 years old.
I had an instant crush on Aang since he was so funny, kind and gentle.
I never saw Aang's crush on Katara as a problem, because it always seemed to me, till season 3, that Katara was just motherly to Aang.
Giving a friend a cheek kiss in thanks doesn't automatically mean that you like-like them.
At this time I only really shipped Sokka and Yue and cried my eyes out how it ended.
And then the famous scene from book 2 in the crystal catacombs under Ba Sing Se happened.
Short recap, in that season Zuko goes through a lot of chances and I root for, wishing him the best.
Now back to the scene, I said.
The scene turned me into a Zutara shipper in one instant.
Zuko and Katara opening up to each other, sharing their traumas and feelings about the Fire Nation, Katara offering to heal his scare...it was poetic cinema.
I was shivering all over and was like kiss, kiss, kiss!
Let's not forget that before this scene I didn't even see them as a potential couple...but this scene, this beautiful moment they shared with each other, opened my eyes.
I was like, yeah this is it, this is something one should want from a partner. Mutual understanding.
Then Zuko decided to betray Katara for a chance to go home and I cried right there with our favourite waterbender.
I felt also betrayed.
The scene they shared made me feel things, which I experienced as a young girl for the first time, I felt the connection between Zuko and Katara like it was my own.
I was Katara at this moment and couldn't believe that the boy who opened up to me, who understood what it was like to have their mother taken away from the Fire Nation, who said that he wanted to change, that he turned his back on me.
Didn't I/Katara mean nothing to him?
Didn't he feel how special our/their moment was?
I was devasted.
When Zuko then joined the Gaang in the middle of season 3 I could understand Katara's anger towards him.
Katara and I trusted him first and he betrayed our trust.
We had a right to be angry.
As the Southern Raiders came on, as I saw how flawlessly they worked as a team, I felt my own heart heal.
I swerve to this day, that I thought they would kiss at the end of the episode, but we got a hug.
However, this hug, made me feel all giddy and mushy inside.
I felt it was something special.
Maybe even more than a kiss.
It was a huge of forgiveness and the start of a new bond.
And then the last episode comes on.
Zuko sacrificed himself to save Katara from Azula lighting, she healed him then...I thought, yes this is it, now comes the kiss...but nothing.
Then suddenly Zuko is back together with Mai and I was like WTF?!
And Aang and Katara share this really intense kiss at the end.
I was literally like:
youtube
It came out of nowhere for me.
That Aang wasn't over his crush on Katara we all know, but when did Katara decide she liked Aang?
When did this realisation happen, when in the Ember Island Player, which was like a few days before Sozin's Comet Katara made clear that she didn't want to have a romance or get kissed by Aang, which he didn't respect.
Did he ever actually apologise for the unwanted kiss? I don't think so.
Remember I had a crush on Aang, but through the seasons I became a Zutara Shipper and literally felt all their moments like they were my own.
I was Katara and Aang wasn't on my radar anymore.
I really doubted my interpretation skill, did all these lovely, mushy, heartful moments have been really romantic or did I project?
I felt like Zuko and Katara had broken up with me.
Yeah, so much inpact had their "friendly" moments at me!
To this day, the hug Katara and Zuko shared on the Southern Raiders is one of the most lovely moments of any of my ships.
Not even kissing made me feel, what this hug made me feel.
Think about how powerful this is!
If Zutara had kissed, I would have probably passed out or cried like a baby in happiness.
I don't know and I will never know since it's a fanon ship.
Uurgh.
Anyway, years passed and as I mention before I read a lot of analysis and so on.
What shocked me most was that Byrke originally planned to have Zuko and Katara together but then changed their minds.
It did reassure me, how I wasn't imagining things between them, however reading then how the Souther Raider Episode changed a lot of times because Bryke found it too shippy, tells you a lot.
They wanted to make Kataang canon and better, than the natural flow Zutara had going on.
I want to repeat again, a HUG was MORE ROMANTIC and INTENSE than the crappy kiss Kataang shared.
Like what?!
How is this possible?
Well, yeah, if you don't force things and actually make people interact in a wholesome way it can be.
Zuko and Katara felt never forced because they just clicked. They were different, but the same in many things, that it was so natural to understand the other.
Aang and Katara felt always more like a mother-and-son duo, than real lovers.
And Maiko was kinda lame too.
Sorry.
I have this theory they just wanted to pair Zuko with a Fire Nation girl and be done with it.
I don't know why they chose Mai when it could have been worked with Ty Lee too, if it was only to pair Zuko with someone who doesn't understand him or doesn't want to try.
Excuse me, maybe Ty Lee would have been better since she seemed to care for her friends, in contrast to Mai who just tried her hardest to be goth and hate everything.
Sorry.
What I'm trying to say with this rant?
I think, as someone who had liked Aang and then felt more connected to Zuko and Katara, I can clearly say that if Katara had been a real girl and not a fictional character controlled by men, she would be together with Zuko.
Why would I/Katara choose someone who I need to mother, who is younger than me, who can't relate to me, if there is an older handsome boy who is kinda dorky and awkward and tries his best, understands my feelings and helps me to parent the Gaang?
Yeah, no, Katara would have smooched Zuko if she had been a real girl.
Now, who of you who knows me, can say, but Empress some of your OCs are older than their canon partner, how can you say that Kataang can't work if you do this in your stories?!
I want to make clear I don't have general a problem if the girl is older than the guy or taller.
It's just that their supposed age gap is when they are together makes it creepy.
Look at an example.
My parents have a three-year age gap.
Nothing much.
They are both in their 60, mid 60, so it's not weird.
They are in the same mature stage in life and understand the struggles of the other.
Now think if my parents meet at 12 and 15.
My dad is the older one.
Are you going to say with a straight face that it wouldn't have been creepy if my parents started to date at this age?
What does a teenager want with a pre-puperty child?
Also, they live in completely different worlds, how can they relate to each other?
The same goes for Katara and Aang, what does a 14-year-old want from a 12-year-old?
I bet if it was the other way around, we would all give Aang shit for preying on a 12-year-old girl.
The gender shouldn't decide if we find a couple creepy or not, even if it's so sadly.
What I want to say, Kataang would have worked better if let's say season 3 ended with no pairing, just all being friends and happy and then in the comics when they age, when Katara is 22 and Aang is 20 they got together.
They would have matured, been on the same level, probably dated other people and had experience.
It would have been okay.
Even if I still think Zutara is superior in anything.
Anyway, I hope I could explain myself and no hate to the canon ships and their shippers.
Ship and let ship.
I just wanted to explain my reason why I will be always a Zutara Shipper and don't reconsider the ending of Avatar as the end and Legend of Korra.
I will forever be Team-Season-Four-Where-Aang-Finds-Hiding-Airbenders-And-Falls-in-Love-With-A-Airbender Girl-His-Age-And-Zuko-And-Katara-Marry-Eachother-And-Katara-Becomes-The-Most-Beloved-And-Badass-Fire Lady-In-History!
And they find also Zuko mom ^^
So for now this is it for me.
If you want my take on an Aang and OC story, where Zutara will be canon, go to my other Tumblr profile empressofthesunwriter and read Yin and Yang.
Here is the link to the Index
I wish you all a nice day/night!
Till next time!
#avatar the last airbender#atla#zutara#zutarian#zuko#prince zuko#atla zuko#katara#atla katara#atla zutara#zuko x katara#katara x zuko#Youtube#alta zutara
88 notes
·
View notes
Note
New request new request! How would a hair wash day with the Kamaboko Squad and their crush go? Mutal hair washing after a misson that got them all dirty = perfect fluff prompt
- 🍜
Definitely can do! Getting the normal Kamaboko Squad is definitely another well-needed break so thank you!
Kamado Tanjiro
Tanjiro noticed how dirty and messy your hair got after you attended a mission with him, and it made him feel distraught for you and your health
So, Tanjiro immediately decides to bring you to a hot spring as fast as possible so he can clean you off and wash your hair
Usually, Tanjiro would care about you getting naked before him but he doesn’t since he has seen naked bodies before, thanks to bathing his siblings back in the past
Tanjiro is one of the best(the other being Nezuko and Genya) when it comes to hairwashing. He has had plenty of experience and his massaging is very relaxing
His cheeks are hot and he is nervous as you let him touch your hair. His brain remarks on how beautiful your hair is
Eventually, you splash Tanjiro with some of the water and reach for the cleaning soaps he brought with him for you. At first, he’d retaliate but then
He just can’t say no. As he gets unchanged quickly and slides into the warm water to let you clean his hair. And my god, he is in bliss the entire time
Kamado Nezuko
Nezuko notices how dirty your uniform and hair is after you go visit her. She doesn’t like the idea of you getting irritated by bugs so she hatches a idea
With her big brother’s help, she takes you a hot spring and starts tugging down your clothes so you’ll get naked. She wants to set her plan in motion
Like with Tanjiro, you being naked before her isn’t a problem. She has seen a person naked long ago when she use to help bathe her younger siblings
Nezuko is very good at hairwashing, even with her claws. She sits legscrossed behind you as she rubs down each and every spot, then rinses it to make sure you’re spotless. Her massages are a bit more intense, due to her claws and strength, but still enjoyable
Nezuko feels her heart race wildly as you sigh in relief. You’re enjoying her touch, though, she doesn’t really know how to react to it so she bites her lip
You ask Nezuko to join in the hot spring so you can wash her hair back, and she doesn’t miss a beat. Immediately tearing off her clothes and jumping in
She can’t say no to you or refuse. As she sits in your lap, shrunken down to her mini-size and feeling your hair comb through her long hair, she loves every second of this moment
Agatsuma Zenitsu
Zenitsu will always find you beautiful in all ways, but the smell of disgusting earth dirt was bothersome, especially on you so he immediately wanted to fix that
Zenitsu brought you to a hot spring and with all the materials he could possibly get, begins working on cleaning you up so you’ll be extra beautiful again
He doesn’t have much experience nor confidence in hairwashing as he had nobody to clean back throughout his life but he has done it before, on his beloved grandpa. So he manages
Zenitsu is blushing hysterically, feeling your smooth warm naked body and silky hair between his fingers. He will treasure this day like no other as he is adoring the fact he can touch his crush’s hair
He is respectful of your space so he doesn’t want to get in with you, but when you ask with begging eyes if you can wash his hair as a thank you, he doesn’t say anything else. He hops in
He quickly gets unchanged and slides in, his face redder than a tomato as you scrub through his electric yellow locks. Zenitsu simply loves how amazing you are massaging as he isn’t the best at it himself though he tries
Why would he decline your wish when you are okay with bathing with him. You wanted him in so you clearly trust him. He is in actual heaven as he lays his head back in your chest half-asleep to let you clean off the grime on his shoulders
Hashibira Inosuke
Inosuke views dirt as a healthy layer of protection from the Earth but it can contract diseases and that be put upon you is a nightmare for the lovestruck Hashibira
So he quickly drags you over to the nearby hot spring and basically throws you in, he will clean you himself with his rather firm hands that he isn’t very gentle with… otherwise, he isn’t that good at massaging
Insouke has literally ZERO hair washing experience as he had no humans apart of his life for a long time. But he has seen Tanjiro wash Nezuko’s hair before so he does his best to mimic him
Insouke won’t admit it but he is very nervous and high-strung about touching your hair and seeing your naked body. Sure, the body is natural but he feels as if he is being a bit odd with seeing yours so soon
He is actually well-overdone for a wash himself so he decides, “on his own accordance”, to join you in the hot spring, trying his best for hide the fact he is going in purely for you, his queen of the mountains
He is a bit self-consciousness of showing you his face but the way you carefully rub down his hair with a smile, he’d say you like his looks. Insouke hides his blush by dipping half down into the water, he is too stubborn to admit his feelings
He doesn’t let you wash his hair for too long as he goes off to start swimming. He did really enjoy feeling his unrecognised crush’s hands on him and even after the whole event, still feels your hands running through his hair at night
Kanao Tsuyuri
She actually cares for cleanliness as Shinobu taught her to always look after herself hygienically so when she spots how dirty you are at the moment, she is asking Shinobu if she can take you to the hot spring
Kanao is very nervous, as she approaches you and leads you to the hot spring and asks if you can get in. You are always nice so she isn’t worried about a rejection but she is still is
Her heart beats wildly as she covers her eyes at you getting undressed. She doesn’t want to be creepy and stare at you, her face is hot and red. She isn’t use to feeling something so intense
Kanao has some experience in hair washing. She sometimes cleans the Butterfly Assistants with Shinobu, then sometimes straight up Shinobu when she is sick. She does her absolute best for you
Kanao is gentle and considerate with the way she rubs your skin and combs through your hair. She will never be rough so her massages and overall cleaning is soft and careful. She doesn’t wish to hurt you when you’re suppose to be calm
You grab the cloth Kanao was using on you and rub it on her leg gently, signing that you want her to get in. She hesitates for a very long time, visibly almost as red as a beet at your wish. You want her to get in with you?! Is she dreaming! Her crush wants to bath with her?
Kanao silently hides behind the tree to get undressed and slowly creeps in as you’re looking away, staring ahead until you notice her and, undo her hairpin to begin washing her hair. She loves how gentle your touch is, caving into you in bliss and letting you treat her for her kindness
Shinazugawa Genya
Genya cares a lot for you, just the slightest scratch has him frantically checking you for blood stains or infections. The moment he sees how dirty your skin and hair is, he is arranging a hot spring cleanup session
Genya lets you lead him to the hot spring instead. He wants you to feel like he is doing this for you, not him. As he doesn’t care how you look, he just wants you to be safe and hygienic, more than anything
Matching Tanjiro and Nezuko, Genya has hairwashing experience and quite a lot of it, may I add, due to how many siblings he use to have. He has cleaned somebody before and he has seen a naked body before, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t get flustered over you getting unchanged
He is very good at massaging, if not one of the best of the Kamaboko Squad. His hands are firm and diligent but his pressure is soft, he’ll make sure all the dust and grime is gone and he’ll chop through your hair until you’re sinking in pleasure
Genya is nervous throughout the entire time, nervous and flustered beyond the point of red. As being around his crush so vulnerable makes him worried that he may seem creepy for asking to clean you himself. Luckily for him, you don’t mind
Genya will take a lot of convincing to get in the hot spring with you when you ask him too. He tries his best to respect your boundaries and tries to politely decline your request but the way your eyes glass over in sadness has his heat breaking
He just slides in defeat, with his clothes piled besides yours as you go through his thick, somewhat dirty locks and soap-bud them out. He likes feeling you this close, but he is so tense that you have to rub down his shoulders for him to finally relax
#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#anime and manga#kny imagines#headcanons#kny kamaboko squad#kamado tanjiro#tanjiro kamado#kamado nezuko#nezuko kamado#agatsuma zenitsu#zenitsu agatsuma#hashibira inosuke#inosuke hashibira#tsuyuri kanao#kanao tsuyuri#shinazugawa genya#genya shinazugawa#kamaboko squad#kamaboko squad x reader#tanjiro x reader#nezuko x reader#zenitsu x reader#inosuke x reader#kanao x reader#genya x reader
151 notes
·
View notes
Text
The two van scenes- Steve's self centered 'love' versus Will's selfless love.
The thing that I've only realised upon rewatch is the similarities between Steve's love confession to Nancy in 4x08 and Will's love confession to Mike, also in 4x08 (aka the van scene). Although we usually use parallels to show how similar the ships are, suggesting that they may have similar fates (such as jancy & byler parallels and mleven & stncy parallels), I think these two scenes are similar to show how different stncy and byler are.
So what are the similarities???
First off we have the fact that they take place in the same episode (roughly 25 mins apart) and exsist in a van. There's other similarities such as they both have a "Yeah?" "Yeah." scene:
Which really draws the parallels. Furthermore, both Mike and Nancy feel like they're losing El and Jonathan.
Although Mike confirms these fears more explicitly than Nancy, it's clear that her and Jonathan are drifting apart when neither of them go to visit eachother over spring break, which clearly upsets Nancy. Jonathan's college plans only confirm for the audience that they are drifting apart.
Finally, both Steve and Will give a 'gift' of sorts: Will's painting, and Steve's vision of his future (that he implies he wants Nancy to be a part of).
Will's love for Mike is selfless and generous.
The whole point of the van scene is that Will sacrifices and disregards his happiness as he believes that Mike would be happier with someone else- El, and so he uses his love confession to strengthen their (mleven's) relationship.
Steve literally does the opposite of this.
Steve's love confession is all about him. What he wants. He wants 6 little nuggets and a massive camper van for holidays and that's great for him, but it's not what Nancy wants. Steve is not considering what Nancy wants. It has been shown multiple times throughout the show that Nancy is ambitious and wants a career in journalism. It's what drives her to the trailer park where she learns about Victor Creel and it's why she wants to go to Emerson. I'm not saying that you can't be ambitious and have children, but children is clearly not a priority for Nancy. She literally says it right here:
Showing the difference in Steve and Will's love for their respective Wheeler. Whilst Steve is enforcing unwanted expectation onto Nancy, Will is doing the opposite- "ripping off the bandaid".
Even when Will envisions a future with Mike and tells him, it involves things that they have bonded over and enjoyed in the past together:
Will also gets Mike to talk to him, and share his insecurities. They have several other heart to hearts throughout the season where both Mike and Will talk honestly with eachother, whether that's about Mike's issues with El, being different and how scary it can be to tell other people and working together against Vecna.
Stncy at best has Steve talking about how he is crawling forward and working to be a better person, but not only is that in an effort to somewhat win Nancy back, Nancy never divulges her insecurities with Steve, their 'heart to heart' isn't mutal.
If we go back to the "Yeah?" "Yeah." parallel, you can see that's it's less of a parallel than you may originally think. The person who's asking "Yeah?" Is reversed in these situations, with stncy, it's the 'confessor', Steve, trying to see if Nancy agrees with him, but with byler, Will is instead the "Yeah.", and is helping Mike overcome his insecurities with El, and reaffirming Mike's new found confidence through Will's painting. Steve is again revolving the conversation around himself, where as Will is being as selfless as you can get.
Although it can be argued that maybe stncy isn't having as many heart to hearts and that the reason Nancy isn't responding similarly to Steve being vulnerable just yet is because they're exes, it's awkward, and Nancy is dating Jonathan.
But at the start of season 4, we see that byler are also in a rocky position in terms of their relarionship and Mike is literally dating El.
And yet, time and time again, we as the audience are shown how strong their relationship is and how much they care about repairing it, whereas stncy has had no such thing.
So what is the point of paralleling these van/confession scenes in the first place??
Personally, I think it's to show how pure and selfless Will's love for Mike is compared to Steve's, and what it's like for a confession to fall flat.
The byler van scene is full of beautiful cinematography, rising music, gorgeous lighting and powerful emotion, whereas in the stncy van scene, you can still here the rumbling of the van and the song 'Fire And Rain' by James Taylor, which presumably is from the radio, in the background whilst Nancy hesitantly agrees with what Steve is saying, making it feel less important and almost anti climatic.
Therefore, despite the initial, surface level similarities, these scenes show how vastly different byler and stncy are. Stncy will never be endgame because Steve's love is presented as self centered, whereas Will's love is beautiful and selfless. Byler is endgame as both Will's confession and Mike's reaction are telling of how strong their connection is and how deeply they love each other.
#byler#stranger things#will byers#mike wheeler#anti stancy#i hate stncy sm it's an awful end to both of their character arcs#whereas byler would be an amazing end to mike and will's character arcs#stranger things s5#nancy wheeler#steve harrington
276 notes
·
View notes
Text
Posts are gonna be kinda dodgy cuz Im slumpin’ but I'm trying to power through 🤞🏻
Plz mind any mistakes :)
Fandom: Blood of Zeus Pairing: Apollo x M! Reader Word count: 4,1k+ words Warnings: 18+, Modern au, Established relationship, Model! Apollo, Dom/sub behavior, Pet names, Sexting, Phone sex, Guided masturbation, Mutal Masturbation, Slight degrading, Dirty talk (obvi), Praise, Sex toys (vibrator), Anal Fingering, Anal penetration
Enjoy ~
Tossing your keys into the bowl by the door of your apartment you let out a tired sigh. Stripping yourself of your jacket and scarf you shoot your boyfriend –Apollo– a text before getting ready for a shower.
Y/n: “Back home, today couldn’t have ended fast enough. Call me when you can. ❤️”
Leaving your phone by the bathroom sink you warm up your shower trying to not stay glued to your phone waiting for Apollo to respond –which has been really hard not to do any free chance you’ve gotten these past two weeks.
Apollo had to leave for a few photo shoot and a show. In the past you’ve gone with him and were able to not only watch him do his work but to travel and explore new places together —though your schedule didn't allow that to happen this time. Although these trips being longer than a week weren’t often, the time apart was never easier because of it. Even when you have to be apart for more than a day the two of you are always sure to have a nightly phone call, along with texts throughout the day.
As you were rinsing your body you heard your phone ding —it was Apollo’s text tone. Finishing up you quickly dry off to see what he had sent.
Apollo: “I’m sorry, my love. I’ll call you later. I have a meeting with my manager. What are you up to?”
Y/n: “No worries. I just took a shower and probably will order out tonight.”
Walking into your shared bedroom you hadn’t even thrown your dirty clothes in the hamper before you got another notification.
Apollo: “Oh, mind showing me? 😏”
Biting your lip you shake your head at his audaciousness.
Y/n: “Don’t you have a meeting?”
Apollo: “Yes but perhaps you can send me a little something as inspiration to end it sooner?”
You’ve always found it hard to deny Apollo, especially in person, but he does make an enticing proposal. Forgetting your task for clothing you go back to the bathroom and wipe the steam off the mirror. With your towel still wrapped around your waist, your hair wet and racked back, you snap a picture with your chest and loosely tied towel in view. Looking it over once more you press send.
Y/n: [Photo Attached]
Apollo: “What a tease you are.”
Y/n: “I guess you’ll have to get done with your meeting if you want more.”
Apollo: “I guess I will. I hope you don’t have anymore plans for the night because when I’m done with you, you’re gonna be too exhausted to move 😉”
Y/n: “Can’t wait.”
Just the thought of it was enough to make your cock twitch with excitement but you hold it back for now. Instead of getting properly dressed you decided to throw on your robe then put in your order for dinner.
~~~
An hour or so has passed since your last text from Apollo, with your meal finished you’re now sitting on the couch watching tv when you got a notification.
Apollo: “My meeting is over and I’m in desperate need. You think you can help me with that?”
You feel giddiness well up inside you when you read his message.
Y/n: “I’m sure I could figure something out. 😊”
Getting off the couch you make your way to your bedroom and into your bedside table, inside is a purple vibrator –Apollo’s favorite to use on you. Laying on the plush mattress of your bed on your belly, you open your camera app and begin recording.
All that can be seen on the screen is your slightly exposed chest, your lips and your tongue lewdly sucking the toy in your hand as if it was a cock. As you suck and spit on the phallic toy you are sure to zoom in and capture the spit dripping down your fingers –just how Apollo likes it.
Pressing send, you flip onto your back with your head propped against your pillows, anticipating your boyfriend’s response.Your cock is already painfully erect and you’ve barely begun.
Instead of a text you receive a phone call, your golden haired boyfriend’s face illuminated on the screen. Pressing the green button you hold the phone to your ear where you hear Apollo’s smooth voice.
“Babyboy, you look so pretty sucking your toy.”
“All for you, Lo. You like watching me suck on stuff?” You ask playfully, eliciting a low chuckle.
“Absolutely but I think I’d like to hear you play with yourself even more.” His forward words make you whimper. “Tell me, baby, what are you wearing?”
“Just my robe, it’s open and just barely able to cover my cock.” You hear a low curse on the other end of the phone making you giggle.
“Send me a picture. I want to see how hard you are for me.”
Doing as he says you take a picture of your barely covered member, your hand wrapped loosely around the base. In a silent moment between snapping the photo and sending it you know the moment Apollo saw it due to the low growl that rings in your ear.
“By the gods, Darling. I want you so badly.”
“Yeah? What would you do if you were here?” You ask, sinking further into the mattress, biting your lip. A soft chuckle tickles your ear.
“If I was there I would strip you of that pesky robe and admire your gorgeous body by running my hands up and down every part of you.”
“Uh huh.” You sigh, running your hand up and down your chest, imagining it was his. “What else?”
“I would then have you spit in my hand and start jerking your pretty cock in my hand till you’re begging for more. Then I would lean down and lick up all the precum that leaks out of your little red tip. I’d suck you off and massage your balls in my hand and when you’re just about to cum I’d pull away –just to hear you whimper.” He sighs hungrily. “ I always do love the way you sound when you’re all worked up for me.”
Listening to Apollo’s honey rich voice depict such naughty things, you begin to slowly jerk your cock creating soft breathy moans to play through the phone.
“Is my baby getting excited from just my words?”
“Uh huh.”
“Use your words, Darling. Tell me, what are you doing?” Taking a few breaths you collect your words.
“I’m stroking myself, imagining it’s you.” Your admission blooms heat to your cheeks but it's rewarded with a warm hum of approval.
“Yeah? Give your pretty cock a little squeeze for me and rub your tip with your thumb.” Doing as he instructs you keen into the receiver. “Does that feel good, baby?”
“Yes.”
“Is your tip leaking?” You give another groaned ‘yes’. “Gather it on your fingers and lick them clean.”
Giving your shaft a few more tugs you milk the few drops of precum that’s beginning to drip down your length onto your fingers and begin sucking them clean, humming into the speaker.
“Does that taste good?”
“Yes, Sir.” You say.
“Good boy.”
“Where are you?” You breathlessly ask, your hand continuing to slowly stroke your member. A low rumble from Apollo’s chest meets your ears with his response.
“Well, my little dove, if you must know I’m in the back of my chauffeur’s car with only the dividing wall between us as I palm myself to your sweet sounds.”
An low uncontrolled groan is pulled from your lips at the thought of him pleasuring himself so close to someone else blissfully unaware of the erotic act taking place behind them. Your public figure boyfriend doing the unthinkable with a high likelihood of getting caught all because of his desperation for you.
You pull this from him.
Lust.
Hunger.
Depravity.
The very idea makes your hand move quicker on its own.
“Does that excite you, Baby?” Apollo asks, already knowing the answer.
“Yes.” You breathe, needing more you mewl. “Talk to me, please, Sir. I need to hear you.” The other end of the line rings with a dark chuckle.
“So needy. So impatient.” He tsks mockingly. “What more could you need, babyboy? You have me. I’m listening to you jerk your pretty cock. What else is there?
“Perhaps you need me to tell you what a dirty boy you are for making me pull my cock out in the backseat of my driver’s car? How I wish you were here to clean up the precum already leaking from my tip with your tongue. Would you like that? To taste me? Have me fill your mouth till I spill down your throat?”
You can hear a slight hitch in Apollo’s voice, a clear indicator that he is stroking himself as well. The shuffling of clothing and the soft shift of leather beneath him as he gets himself comfortable for your play. The next few minutes the two of you merely exchange fevered breath and cursed moans as you feel yourselves to the idea of each other.
“Baby, you have your toy with you?” You give a hum of approval. “Good. Turn it on for me, put it up to the mic so I can hear it vibrate against my ear.” Doing as instructed, you release yourself to find the vibrator you’d discarded on the sheets. Turning it on you hold it in front of the receiver and touch it with a soft moan.
“Give it a filthy suck for me.” Again you quickly obey, earning you praise. “Good boy. Make it nice and wet, pretend it's my cock you’re prepping for your little asshole.”
Slurping on the vibrating toy between your lips makes your cock twitch with excitement, more sheer white liquid spilling out.
“Run it up and down your shaft and around your tip, Baby. No cumming! Just edge yourself.” A shudder runs down your spine at the sound of Apollo spitting into his hand to wet himself.
Doing as he says you slide the tip of the toy along your length and around the flare of your engorged tip, coating the silicon in your drippings.
“That feel good?”
“Yes, Sir.” You squeak out, your eyes screwed shut —the image of Apollo’s godly naked form painted behind your eyelids.
“Rub it against your balls.”
The vibrations that go through your tightening sack makes your toes curl and another choked moan releases into the silent room air.
“Speak to me, Baby. How are you feeling? What does my naughty little boy need?” You are almost so lost in the shock waves the vibrations are shooting through you to comprehend the words your boyfriend said into your ear. Swallowing a moan and wetting your lips you find the words.
“I feel needy for more. I need you to- to stretch me out. I feel so empty, Sir. Please.” You sound pathetic but you don’t care and neither does the man on the other end.
Your confession is met with mock sympathy.
“Poor, Baby. Needs his boyfriend to fill him up. Play with his little hole, make it loose and well used, huh? Need me to spit on it, make it sloppy. Stuff in my fingers to prepare you for my fat hard cock?”
“Yes. Yes!” You gasp, teasing your contracting hole with the pulsing vibrations of the toy in your shaking hand.
“Fuck. You sound so cute.” He says almost to himself. “Baby, reach into your bedside drawer and get your lube.”
You instantly toss the vibrator to the side. Hitting the speaker button you place your phone on the pillows beside you to grab the tube of clear gel in your bed sit table.
“Put it on your fingers and rub it everywhere. Coat your pretty cock, your tight balls and on and around that needy little hole of your’s. I want to be able to hear your hand moving against yourself any way I tell you to.”
Squirting a generous glob of lubricant onto your fingertips, snapping the lid shut and tossing it next to your toy, you begin rubbing the cold gel against the hot skin of your erection and most intimate areas. The vulgar sound of your wet palm working yourself fills the air alongside your breathy moans and sighs.
One hand is squeezing your shaft with every stroke, as the other kneads the slick into your sensitive balls —with your fingers moving further south to tease your clenching asshole.
“You sound so beautiful, Darling. Sounding so slick and desperate for me. Tell me what you’re doing. Paint me an image to jerk off to.” His lust coated voice purrs into your ear.
You tell him of your sprawled out naked form, your robe lost on the floor –forgotten– and your working hands on your groin.
“I’m stroking my cock and massaging my balls with lube like you told me to and made my needy hole sloppy how you like it.”
“You teasing your little asshole with your fingers?” He intersects.
“Yes, Sir.” He tsks in disapproval. “I’m sorry, Sir. I -ah- I couldn’t help it.” You whine with a high keen from the duel stimulation of your hands on your genitals.
“I know, my naughty boy. Always so excited for me with little patience.” You whimper apologetically that Apollo knows is hollow from your pleasure-filled moans.
I should punish you for your disobedience.” He lets his words hang between you, interrupted by a lusty moan of his own. “But… I’ll let it slide this one time for me having to leave you in this sorry state.” You eagerly whimper in agreement.
“Yes, please. I tried waiting for you but I miss you so much, Sir.”
“I know, Sweet boy and you’ve done so good for me. When I get home I’m gonna worship you as you deserve for being so good.” His promising and praising words melt over you, sending a shudder down your quivering form.
“As you stroke yourself can you insert one of your fingers into your tight hole for me?”
“Yes, Sir.” You instinctively reply
Releasing your testicals you readjust yourself against the pillows to better reach between your spread legs. Gathering the slick dripping around your hole you prod it with your middle finger teasingly a few times before finally sinking it knuckle deep. A high pitch sigh escapes your lips.
“Good boy. Start slowly pumping your finger till you can press another one in.”
Guiding you through your ministrations of your own genitals with body melting praise and bone chilling filth spewing into your ear till you’re able to comfortably curl three digits within your tight cavity.
“That’s my boy. Play with your ass harder, I want to hear the squelching of your fingers stretching you.” A choked-gasping moan tears through your throat as your movements become more aggressive. Hungry. Needy. Your other hand gripped around the tip of your shaft, thumb pressed and rubbing against your profusely leaking head.
“Sir- please. I- fuck!” You cry.
Balls tightening, cock twitching and eyes screwed shut with muscles cramping with built up tension. You can feel your end nearing and it feels so good. You want nothing more than to erupt in this moment with your fist wrapped around your raging erection and knuckles deep in your own quivering asshole but that relief was pulled out from under you by Apollo’s commanding voice rumbling in your ear.
“Stop!”
You groan and whimper in frustration at your obedient body pulling away at his single worded command –body shivering, toes curled and chest heaving.
“Good boy.” His rich voice smooths over your pleasure deprived body. “You were so close, weren’t you, Baby?” A sniffled ‘uhuh’ was your response as a frustrated tear streaks down your heated cheek.
“I know, Darling. I’m sorry but I couldn’t let our fun end just yet.” He says sweetly through the speaker. “We haven’t even gotten to properly use your toy, have we?” He asks, a clear smirk in his voice.
“No, Sir.” You manage to say, through heavy breath.
“No.” He parrots. “And what a shame it’d be to not.” He chuckles.
“Pick up your toy and put more lube on it, I want my vibrator to slide smoothly into your pretty asshole. Make it nice and easy to fuck yourself with it.” You give a whimpered ‘yes, sir’ as you dutifully spread more gel along the length of the purple toy and more on your waiting hole.
“Vibrate it against your hole. And no touching your cock.” The second half comes out as a thinly veiled threatening command. If you had half a mind left you might tempt that and purposefully disobey Apollo’s words but your well trained body was running on autopilot. Doing everything to please your boyfriend. To do just as he says for the rich reward of his praising words.
Rimming your hole with the toy, it takes everything not to finally shove it fully into your gummy walls. But you’re good. You wait despite your pleading body.
After a small eternity of sending vibrating pulses through your hole that is clenching the prodding silicone tip, eager to suck it in.
“Please- I need it, Sir. Please.” You plead wantonly, as your other hand rubs against your exposed chest, pinching and teasing your hard nipples for much needed stimulation.
“You haven’t touched your cock? Or pressed into your needy hole without my permission?”
“No, Sir. I was good. I promise.” You cry, hoping your words ring earnestly in his ears, granting you what you need most.
A torturous moment of his deafening silent tongue, nothing but his low growls and a grumbled ‘shit’ to be heard in the speaker.
“Go ahead, Baby. Stuff your slutty hole with your toy. Pretend it’s my cock. Imagine it’s me fucking into you. Pressing your body into the mattress with my hips.” You can hear the staggering in Apollo’s voice, his hand moving audibly faster with the added wetness of his spit.
Inserting the toy that doesn’t fill you nearly as much as you need. With your eyes squeezed shut you try to imagine it’s Apollo’s cock but it's not and that knowledge only makes your desperate misery deeper. Your free hand still resists touching your painfully hard cock, opting to continue toying with your nipples. Touching the expanse of your heated flesh with your palm.
“Please, Sir. Let me touch my -ah- my cock. Please. Please.” You are so hot, it feels as if a fire has been set under your skin, you’re past the point of caring about begging. You’d gladly grovel and lick the ground under Apollo’s feet for the chance to get the relief you’re so desperately seeking.
Thank the gods he takes pity on you, his voice just as debauched as yours.
“Yes, Baby boy. Stroke your cock. Squeeze it hard. I want to hear your cries of pleasure in my ear as I cum. I’m so close, Darling.” He growls, his voice low and restrained.
“My cock is so fucking hard for you, Baby. I should be the one inside your fucked out hole, not that toy. I should be the one making you cry, seeing your cute face —all fucked out and euphoric. Fuck!
Can you hear how hopelessly I’m stroking my cock, trying to make myself cum?”
You can’t. You are barely registering the words Apollo is saying through the rushing wave of pleasure crashing over you. You moan an affirmative sound anyway with your helpless ‘please’ and whimpered ‘yes’.
The two of you are no longer sharing coherent thoughts, you’re merely urging the other to their ends with praise and gratified sounds.
“So good for me. Fuck. I need you. Crave you. I can’t wait to get my hands on you.”
“Yes, Apollo. I’m- I-.” You are unable to finish your declaration before your high overtakes your body.
The never ending pulsing of the vibrator invading your quivering walls, hitting that secret button deep within, doesn’t falter along with your persistent fist. In a moment of blinding heat, the imaginary cord within you snaps and splits you into a million deliciously destroyed pieces.
Streams of hot white spunk shoot from your flared tip, painting your panting chest. The hand holding the toy slows, as well as your moving fist milking the last drops of your pent up seed till your fatigued riddled body slumps —the toy still lodged inside you and hand grasping your exhausted shaft.
All that’s left with your tired-shaky breath is the soundtrack of Apollo’s impending end. His breath horse and haggard as his hellbent hand furiously jerks his cock till his finally silently roars an open mouthed groan of release.
The next few moments are filled with your collective gasping breaths, the low hum of the vibrator overstimulating your used hole and soon a warm and coughed out chuckle from Apollo. You can faintly hear rustling coming from his end as he —presumably— begins cleaning himself up.
Then a finalizing sigh comes through.
“Are you still with me, Darling?” He asks, humor lacing his voice making you tiredly chuckle in return.
“Barely.” You joke. “That was-.”
“Wonderful.” Apollo finishes. It was –considering what you had available in your current separation.
With gentle guidance you turn off and slowly remove the vibrator from your pulsing insides and manage to turn your slack body onto your side, bringing the phone closer to your face.
“I miss you so much, Baby.” You confess, a bittersweet edge ringing true in the end.
“I know.” He really does.
Basking in the afterglow of your intense high, you listen to Apollo’s melodic voice praising you and saying more promises that makes your cock tempted to twitch back to life sooner than expected.
“Be prepared, my darling boy, once I get back you’re not leaving that bed till I’m satisfied.”
“Sounds like the kind of torture I can get behind.”
“You should be very careful what you wish for, you might end up biting off more than you can chew at once.” A giddy feeling wells up in your chest but is interrupted by the sound of a knock coming from the front door.
You let out a disappointed groan, you didn’t want to end your flirtations yet.
“What’s wrong?”
“There is someone at the door but maybe if I just stay here they’ll go away.” You say playfully but are met with a disapproving Apollo.
“No, no. Be a good boy and answer the door.”
“Fine.” You sigh, willing your body to sit up sighing from a delicious soreness radiating from beneath you.
And as if on cue, just as you were about to pick up your discarded rope Apollo interrupts you.
“Naked.” The single word makes you stop in your tracks.
“What?”
“You heard me. Be a good boy and answer the door –naked.” You try to retaliate but his tone leaves little for argument. “You are my obedient boy, aren’t you?” He asks, teasingly, knowing it’ll spark your submissive need to please. Gathering your dazed courage you sigh out a coy ‘okay’.
Walking out of your bedroom on shaky legs you patter over to the door with a thrilling mix of shame and excitement turning in your belly. Peeking through the peephole you don’t see anything —it’s covered, leaving only darkness in your sight.
“I can’t see who it is.” You whisper into the receiver making Apollo chuckle.
“That’s ok, just open it.” Swallowing your resignation and in a push of sudden courage you unlatch the lock and open the door.
On the other side is a smug, and slightly disheveled, looking Apollo hanging up the phone, shoving it into his pocket.
“I told you it’d be okay.” He says smugly, stepping into the doorway to capture your nude form in his arms. The door quickly shuts behind him as you leap into his arms, his hands eagerly cup under your ass. Your lips are locked with tongues in a desperate battle for dominance as he slips off his shoes and walks the two of you back to your shared bedroom.
The wind is knocked from your lung when he throws your back to the mattress before him. Propped on your elbows you watch entranced and bewildered as your boyfriend undoes his tie and begins stripping himself of his pointless expensive clothing.
“I hope you’re prepared, my darling.” He says, crawling over your body that is moving further up the mattress, in nothing but his underwear with a very prominent tent already forming.
“I wasn’t lying when I said we’d be in here till I’m done with you.
And I intend to uphold that promise.”
I’m still not very well versed in writing Male x Male stuff, i hope this wasn’t too bad
Feedback and Interaction is always appreciated! :)
💛 ~
~ Event Masterlist ~ ~ Blog Masterlist ~
#christmas#christmas 2022#netflix blood of zeus#blood of zeus#blood of zeus x reader#boz#boz smut#boz apollo#blood of zeus smut#blood of zeus apollo#blood of zeus apollo x reader#apollo#apollo smut#apollo x reader#x reader#apollo x male reader#x male reader#male x male#*nsfw#christmas smut
365 notes
·
View notes
Text
MINHO x READER
-he finds out you’ve taken a liking to other boys in the maze and doesn’t mind one bit.
-Snippet from PROJECT GRIEVER (wattpad: bells_stories)
"I remember something." I say and I looked at him. He didn’t seem too shocked and I continue. "I remember a boy. Brunette. Brown eyes. His name is, was, Thomas. I remember the way he made me feel, I remember our love but then last night before I did...." I trailed off because some part of me didn't want to tell Minho because it was afraid that then he would't want me afterwards but I had to. Gally might say he's okay with it but the others deserve to know. "I kissed gally." I say and I looked to Minho for a response. But there wasn't none, his face was passive as if contemplating and he spoke.
"So you feel guilty." He says and I nod. "It's okay y/n how could you have known."
"I know but I still feel like a shit person. There's someone out there that I loved deeply and now I'm starting something new with someone else it feels wrong regardless. Besides there is one other thing that adds to this guilt. I don't just like Gally." I say and Minho sits upright on his bed.
"What do you mean?" He says coming closer to me.
"I mean I feel something for you too, and for Newt." I say and immediately feel ashamed. I couldn't even look into Minho's eyes. He places a hand on my shoulder and we just stay like that for a while both of us think of what to say. "I'm sorry." I mumbled. "I shouldn't have said anything." I say and for the first time I look up at him and he smiles.
"No. I'm flattered. I mean of course you couldn't resist me." He says and I push him.
"Fuck you." I say laughing. I rolled my eyes and then his face got serious.
"You're still a greenie. Been here what? Five days? Six? If you want to mess around then that's on you. I would get it. I do get it. And I'm serious if you're interested in me just know the feeling's mutal and you can act on them anytime." He says and smiles brightly and I feel a small weight lifted off of me.
"So I'm not the asshole?"
"No assholery detected and don't feel guilty. At least for me. I'm glad you chose me even if it is with some other shanks. However, you should tell the others."
"Gally knows, not about the Thomas part because that happened after he felt. But he knows. Says it's cool too."
"Now that's a shocker I would've expected him to be jealous."
"What can I say? I change people." I say sarcastically and we laugh.
"And Newt?"
"He knows nothing. I just, I fear losing him but I know its wrong not to tell him so i'll do it today."
"Good. Now that that is out of the way can you sleep?"
"Maybe." I say looking at him. He moves aside and pats the space next to him. His bed is slightly larger than mine but I guess that's what comes with the keeper position. Perks. I lay down in the spot he designated for me and he wraps his arms around me and I lay on my chest. Eventually I fell asleep to the beating of his heart.
Read more here👇
#fanfic#fanfiction#maze runner#the maze runner#wattpad#Minho#minho smut#minho tmr#minho maze runner#minho x you#minho x y/n#minho x oc#minho x reader#minho x thomas#minho lemon#minho fluff#wattpad fanfic#wattpad fanfiction#minho the maze runner#Minho x fem reader#Minho x newt#minho x Gally#ki hong lee#ki hong lee fanfic#ki hong lee fanfiction#ki hong lee imagine#minho imagines#minho imagine#minho oneshot#tmr minho
70 notes
·
View notes
Text
Accent
Matt x y/n
Tw- swearing
Summary- you join the triplets as a guest in there new podcast
The moment the triplets had mentioned the idea of starting a podcast to me I wanted to guest star on it. Seeing as I have always been there on the sidelines rooting for them, I'm in most of there old videos that you would have to scroll down forever to find. But slowly stopped making an appearance when there fan girls claimed I was "way to close to them" and "my incredibly toxic behavior was bringing them down" so instead I stayed behind the camera and helped them out with most of there videos, even if it's buying ice at four in the morning (or cleaning up the massive water spill off of nicks bathroom floor) or simply just gathering the best questions for QandA when they were to oveworked to do it themselves.
And though they'll never get around to crediting me for it, I even came up with there podcasts name. Unfortunately the three of them used argue to the ends of earth that starring on the podcast was a great way to attract hate like it did last time around, well... that was until Matt and I began dating a few months ago and accidentally leaked it to the internet while on Instagram live. And I guess the crazy fans matured with age, well most of them anyway because the hate wasnt nearly as bad we all had anticipated.
So now that I've reapproached Matt about it seeing as theyve already posted there first episode leads me to now. Nick began checking the cameras as Chris and Matt took there usual seats and i excitedly sat down fiddling with the mic infront of me. Hey dont break it Nick scolded me I held my hands up leaving it alone yes sir i quipped back, Chris chuckled want headphones y/n/n? He asked I nodded and Matt who was closest grabbed a pair and handed it over to me. I put them on staring down at the cord attached to the headphones confused, Matt who had noticed my confusion stood up walking over to me taking the cord from my hands. He leaned over me the fabric of his shirt brushed up against my cheek exposing the smell of his cologne, tilting the mic downwards he plugged it in. The plug ins at the bottom he told me gesturing to the headphones that were now connected to the mic.
I looked up at him my face close to his i sent him a bright smile making his cheeks flush, Alright how bout we go to our seprate spaces I jumped back not expecting Nick's voice to yell through the headphones into my ears. NICK! I yelled back Oops, he looked away avoiding my glaring eyes. At least we know it works now? Matt said now back in his original seat ok, ok, welcome back campers, I'm Nick Sturniolo he looks to the camera introducing the start to the episode I'm Matthew I smile at the mention of his full first name as ive always loved the name Matthew, and I'm just Chris. Nick begins to talk again, and as our first guest we have the beautiful y/n aw Nick we all know your the beautiful one here I told him Chris and Matt both put a hand to there chest mimicking fake offence. oh right sorry I started Chris your beautiful to, Chris grinned at me proudly as Matt looked at me waiting for me to continue the sentence and when I didnt he scoffed making me laugh in return alright most of you would recognize her as Matt's girlfriend, as well as our mutal friend were so happy to have her with us today,
I'm happy to be here i waved to one of the cameras in the corner, todays topic is......tour! Chris continued the conversation ooooh yes I loved last tour though i was backstage most of it I told them the stage wasnt much better it was so hot up there Nick nodded agreeing and Matt just put a hnd to his forhead well maybe if you didnt wear that big ass jacket Chris rolled his eyes the team colors are going to be so fire though I said ah yes agreed Nick replied team purples so gonna win mmm, I dont think so Chris laughed wait what team are you on y/n he cut off from his previous sentence i think thats pretty fucking obvious chris, nick shook his head. ya its clearly team bl- team orange actually I interrupted matt the three of them all whipped there heads in my direction Chris put his head on the table laughing to death matts mouth agape your joking, shes joking right? he asked nick alright sorry to disappoint Chris but i am team blue Matt looked at me smiling thats what i thought he flexed his arm NOO! Nick yelled at him the edits his voice trailed off at the end
I bursted out laughing and they all joined in, I'm so exited for upcoming tour the last tour was so lit. Chris added I was just sick the whole time I replied still slightly laughing, Hey at least you didn't get a phone thrown at you. OH! Nick exclaimed thanks that brings me to another topic no more throwing shit Nick told the camera. yes! Like bracelets are one thing, but ya if you throw your phone again your not getting it back Nick interrupted Chris, Matt smiled honestly, if you throw a brick at me ill throw it right back at ye head I clasped my hand around my mouth not expecting the boston accent to come out I grabbed the mic deviously ya, ill throw it right back at ye head Ii mocked him using my best impression of his accent. He just looked at me pursing his lips so done with me, your not even doing it right he told me yea its like right at ye-a head Chris joined in bringing out his accent as well wait like, forget about it i tried again YA! like that there ya go Chris clapped never dropping the accent i followed suit responding thank ya thank ya Nick rolled his eyes we continued on with tour talk for another twenty minutes.
Ending it with Nick smiling wide alright see ya next time on cut the cameras using his inner boston just for the fun of it, I got up stretching handing my head phones back to Matt. Nick made sure all the cameras were off Matt got up standing next to me wrapping an arm around me I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek that was really fun he told me resting his head on the top of mine it really was I nodded just let me know or anyone of us know if anyone starts leaving mean messgaes ok Matt told me seriosness lacing his tone i will i will dont worry i reached up to ruffle his hair im glad to be back in your content and im still happy to help out i looked at all of them happy to have them in my life oh, speaking of helping Chris added do you mind buying 7 pounds of gummy worms? I looked at him waiting for him to say he was joking but when he still looked dead serious i shrugged laughing ya, ya i can.
THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU!!! and for reading! Feel free to request, love ya
66 notes
·
View notes
Text
i need liked posts to be turned off on tumblr guys i dont need to see that my mutal liked the post "getting FREAKAY in the freak room part five million" like im happy you have hobbies. hobbies are great actually! just. i dont wanna see it, its like getting a cruel vision from the lord above of what your friend is doing at any given moment and it's like the deepest privaacy violation ever. it's like if i was walking down the halls of school and a random person walked up to me and shoved a photo in my face of someone having a moment. like good for them, really, but also i dont think i was authorized to see this information and i dont really thing i wanted to see this information. i feel like some type of wild ass archive of all the sins of my mutals because obviously im not gonna walk up to their dms and be like "hello kind and beloved friend, how was your binge on lego ninjago dick sucking?" because that is insane. how am i supposed to kindly tell me friends that their tumblr is backstabbing them and showing all their muatals their liked posts unprovoked on my dashboard. yknow what is my worst nightmare to see? " liked by --" sometimes it is good and a fine post, and i can like it too. i like it when you can share in our liking and not reblogging! but too many times it has me learning something i dont think i really needed to know. and who knows. maybe i did need to know. maybe the reason tumblr is showing me that my friends are liking "𝖂𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖇𝖚𝖑𝖑𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊?" is because it is trying to broaden my horizens, it is trying to show me a whole new world of debachery. which sure, introduce me away but i am like not very open to this because you opened the introducion with "you know what your friend of three years that you just helped write a college submission essay has been really into lately?" like i know they have been into spreading love and joy and kindness. i know they have been into their stardew farm. i know they have been into getting a job. and yet there is more horror to come. you know what REALLY horrifes me about this tumblr feature? it's the idea that tumblr might be snitching on ME. it fills me with all the fear of someone who did not pack a bomb going through airport security. because what if once in 2018 i did pack a bomb and now tumblr is coming onto my friend's dashes with a creepy grin, waving around a screenshot of me packing a bomb and going "LOOKY, LOOKY HERE. LITTLE FUCKING SLUTTY BITCH WHORE OF THE CENTURY LIKED AN EMBARSSING FANDOM SEX POST FOURTEEN YEARS AGO." except it would not give them the timestamp. for all my friends would know, i liked that post today. everyday i check that my liked posts are still private. everyday i go into my tumblr settings and make sure that the "share your liked posts!" switch is off, like im the guy who has the watch the nucular reactor radar but on a far more worst and catastrophic level. i feel like the last one of my seer kind, unable to forget or turn off my wretched visions, and I cannot tell any of them for they would not understand so it is my curse to bare alone, until I die out. It is my curse to know that some people in the world, some people who i look upon with all the fondness in the world, people I would save over myself in a heartbeat if it came down to us standing at the end of the world and there is only enough room in the saftey shuttle for one more person, it is my curse, and mine along to bare knowing that that person liked a post of Jack in the Box mascot having his bare ass cheeks on display for the rest of the world. If there is a way to be done with this torment, I do not know. I have scoured the settings and the only option i can find is to hide my own likes, and hope any sins of my long forgotten past will stay locked in a vault so deep even I can't dig them out, even I can't remember what they once were.
#rant#silly rant#none of the examples in the post are things ive actually seen im not trying to call people personally out#anyways yeah#btw guys if arent sure how to make your likes private it's in your blog settings#not under privacy for some reason#it's blog settings#where you set up your ask box and stuff#go forth my friends and be horned up freaks with the door to your likes closed!
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Izzy has love for Ed. Ed has love for Izzy.
Ed loved Izzy as best he could. Izzy loved Ed as best he could.
And it wasn't only not good enough, in the end it was actively bad, a destructive, unhealthy, co-dependent love for both of them.
But!
We don't know when and how it started (Izzy's "all my life" implies a very long time) and what happened between them in the years and years they spent together. We don't know if there were good, happy times once. Or at least content and/or exciting ones. What we do know is how important Ed is to Izzy, and vice versa. They built their whole lives around each other.
Yes, their relationship was (at least in the end, maybe always) damaging to both of them, to put it lightly. But I think they didn't know it could be any other way and painfully held onto each other 'cause this is as good as it gets - at least we don't fuck each other over. At least this one person will never leave me. If we go down, we go down fighting side by side. And if we live another day, there's this one person I can trust to help me survive.
And then Stede comes along. And shows both of them this radical new concept - a soft and sweet kind of love, affection, enjoying each other's company in a light, sunny way. Just having fun, nothing life-and-death about it! Two people immediately getting each other, talking, laughing, being comfortable. Ed immediately falls for it and is the happiest he's ever been. For Izzy it takes a while, and it has to trickle down and be filtered through the crew for him to accept it (also his armour had to be cracked by the Kraken to make even that possible).
For Ed (and also, to an extent, for Izzy) this is the first time in their life they got a taste of a healthy relationship - it can also be like this?
This is only the start of it of course. Love unfortunately isn't that easy. But Ed will get there with Stede, and Izzy will get there (and faster than any of us thought judging by his character development in the first 3 episodes alone).
But...
Edward Teach and Israel Hands, old married couple, best friends, mentor and pupil?, captain and first mate, maybe (ex-)lovers, probably not, their worst enemies, the perfect team, two very troubled men, taking each other down to the brink of death. Obviously theirs wasn't a healthy relationship! But that doesn't mean that their love for each other is worth less and shouldn't have happened. It also doesn't mean that the way forward is to stop that love (as if that was so easy).
This show is all about learning to love in a healthy, mature, non-destructive way - be it romantic love, friendship, the love of (found) family or (most importantly) self-love.
I'm absolutely certain both Eddie and Iz will get there in the end, not us-two-against-the world, not as a romantic couple. But each in their own way and, hopefully, still remaining loosely bound to each other by mutal hard earned respect and love. That's all I hope for for them <3.
#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd season 2 spoilers#edward teach#izzy hands#this is a bit of a reaction to all the toxic relationship posts out there#yes yes of course it is an unhealthy relationship#but it's our unhealthy relationship#years and years of shared experiences mean something especially with such a close bond#it had to end ofc and well done show for how it ended still a bit shaky over here#ofmd
34 notes
·
View notes