#even if it means i look the same in photos from 3 different years consecutively or longer
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rubiatinctorum · 1 month ago
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absolutely horrible that i can't change my hair length at random because when i look at photos from when my hair was shorter i consider getting my hair cut shorter again but then when i look at photos from when my hair is longer i want to keep it long. this could be solved through magic and no other solution.
#rubia speaks#GIVE ME A HOWL MOVINGCASTLE HAIR POTION!!!!!!!!!#i dont even want to change my hairstyle i like it long!!!!!!! but it's been long for most of the 2020s minus like 6 or 8 months#long for 2013 and 14 short for 15 16 17 18 and 19 long in 2020 and part of 2021 short for end of 21 long in 22 23 and 2024...#i keep seeing old photos where my hair is short and i wish i realised back then how cute i was!!!!!!!#but yeah i feel like it's time to change it up soon again but at the same time i dont want to!!!! i want to keep it long!!!!!!#even if it means i look the same in photos from 3 different years consecutively or longer#and can't pick out the year just from my hairstyle (or even that and clothing) like i used to be able to#i got to the point where i'm totally satisfied with my hair and makeup and clothing styles that i don't feel like i need to change it#but the tradeoff is that years in photos don't look very distinct anymore#great for things like author photos and profile pics i don't have to replace as often#but not great for feeling like the years are distinct instead of blending into each other like smeared paint#2017 is easy i dressed pretty emo. 2018 is easy i was into 1980s inspired looks. 2019 was a lot of stevie nicks inspired style#2022-2024 just don't have year by year definition stylistically for me and that feels kind of. idk. weird?#but this was supposed to be the goal. find a style i wanted to keep and could easily maintain and feel good abt. this was the plan
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What would your 1 year, 5 year and 10 year plan be for The Duchess of Cambridge if you were her private secretary?
What would you do if you were Kate’s private secretary
Because I loved Jessica’s answer, I’m curious to know what would you do as Catherine’s Private Secretary? what would be your plan in the short, medium and long term and how would you handle the PR aspect.
First of all, sorry to Jessica and her anon who created this idea because I have blatantly stolen it and, second, thank you to my anons who clearly read my tags! I’m going to answer the PR aspect more in another post so stay tuned!
1 YEAR – this is from September 1 2020 to August 31 2021
From September, I would expect to see her more. I’d tell her to do at least one visible engagement a week (following social distancing) and at least one other engagement, preferably with a photo/photos released after the fact. I know she takes the school holidays off, which is fine, but I’d want her to make up the “missed” engagements in other weeks
In January, I’d expect Louis to start nursery (I think he would have started in April but a global pandemic had other ideas and I can understand why they haven’t started him in September). Once he’s in nursery and the others are back in full time school, I’d want to see her up her engagement count to at least two visible engagements per week (pre-pandemic I said that if she worked the equivalent of 3 mornings a week that would be 156 engagements)
I don’t imagine there will be much overseas travel in the next year but I’d like to see her do zoom calls with charities from Commonwealth Countries with similar concepts to her patronages. While she can’t go abroad, I want her and Will to essentially do what Felipe and Letizia have been doing – tour the UK, visiting areas which have been affected by the pandemic (and by UK I mean all four countries, as well as the islands, if possible)
Continue her work with the Baby Banks (which I love) and release a statement saying the Early Years Foundation is continuing but in the immediate future they’re going to focus on early years in response to the pandemic. I think she should do some work with schools and nurseries, focused on that massive gap from March to September this year, and work with families who spent lockdown with little room and the impact that will have had on their mental health. I’d also like her to return to her garden idea and do something around making more public green space
Social media-wise, I’d like to see a balance of what they’re doing now and what they did during lockdown. For engagements, I’d like to see a selection of photos and a formally written description. If something more casual happens, they can make a separate post about that. I’d tell them to continue releasing photos for birthdays, anniversaries, Christmas, Easter, etc. I’d also tell them to try and release a short video of the kids when they can – for example, they could release a video of them wrapping presents to donate to a food bank near Christmas
Similarly, I’m assuming there will be open air pantos this Christmas. Go to one with George and Charlotte.
Their 10 year wedding anniversary is next year. In the lead up to their anniversary, I’d tell them to make posts on social media about different aspects of their wedding – the cake, the flowers, the dress, the ceremony, the carriages, the charities they raised money for – as well as behind the scenes photos if they have any. On April 29th, I’d tell them to release a new “couple” photo, as well as private photos from their wedding day. I’d like them to release a full royal regalia couple photo as well, but it might not be appropriate coming off the back of the pandemic (off topic but I also want to see lots of their 40th birthdays the year afterwards)
5 YEARS
Early Years – release the results of the 5 big questions survey, with information as to what they’re going to do with the findings. I’d love her to do something in early years education, as well as more work supporting the mental health of early years and new parents. I’d tell her to release a yearly update and show some photographs of the behind the scenes work
Sports – Kmiddy loves her sport so I’d tell her to keep going with that. I think she needs to focus on introducing children to sport and sport children from poorer and disadvantaged backgrounds can easily access
Patronages – Kate needs to do at least 1 engagement for each of her Patronages each year. She always does an engagement for the AELTACC but I want the same energy for everything. If one of her patronages is doing fundraising or launching an initiative, I want her to get behind it. I’d also like to see her take on new patronages in new areas
The arts – coming off the back of the pandemic, the arts need support. I’d tell her to go to at least one show a year, as well as visit her museum and gallery patronages. I’d suggest she tries to create or support a programme getting disadvantaged children access to the arts. I’d also like her to do more around the concept of arts as a form of therapy for younger children
State Visits – I love seeing her at state dinners but I want her involved in the rest of the visit as well. When the Japanese State Visit gets rearranged, perhaps she could join the Emperor and Empress on a tour of the NHM or the V&A. Even just meeting with them and releasing a behind the scenes photo of a private dinner between the Cambridges and whoever.
The UK – keep visiting the whole of the UK. The UK summer holidays are 6 weeks but for private schools, it’s longer, so George and Charlotte will normally get a summer holiday of around 8 weeks. For three of those weeks, I’d like to see the Cambridge family go on holiday to Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland. They don’t have to be consecutive weeks. For example, during their Wales holiday (they could stay in one place one year, travel around Wales the next year, etc.) they could arrive on the Monday and visit a market town with the kids, visit a charity on Tuesday, have Wednesday private, take the kids to somewhere outdoorsy and sporty on Thursday, and release some private photos on the Friday. They still have 5 weeks to have private holidays etc.
The King’s Cup Regatta – make it an annual thing, changing up the charities. Continue participating. Take the kids. The Middleton’s came last time, invite the whole RF
The children – continue taking the children to TTC and Christmas. Try and do a family polo match at least twice a year, taking the kids, and letting the public see them interact with their cousins. I also want to see them on UK-based engagements that aren’t trooping. Go to the ballet and take Charlotte. Apparently, they all love cooking, do an outdoor kids cooking engagement. George loves helicopter so take him to an Air Cadet engagement. Something around the idea of a sporting event for young children would be a good idea to take them to
A new project – I expect Kate to create a new project in the next 5 years. I’d like it to be connecting her work in Early Years with her work in the arts. I would straight up pay her to make it about textiles
10 YEARS – aka the Princess of Wales (this will be vaguer)
Overseas visits – I put this in 10 years, not 5 years, because I don’t know what the state of travel will be like over the next year or so. Each year, I want to see two full tours, at least one of which needs to be a Will & Kate tour. The other one can be a Cambridge tour, a Will & Kate tour, or a solo Kate tour. I want them to continue visiting other monarchies (during their W&K tours) and I think they still need to continue with their Brexit charm offensive. I’d also love to see more tours to South America and East Asia. For solo tours, I’m more than happy for Kate to keep doing single day trips until Louis is older but, after that, I need her to go to Italy. I also think she could do a full solo Mediterranean tour
Foreign royals – the Scandi tour is popular for a reason. More visits to foreign monarchies and more engagement with foreign royals. When foreign monarchs die, go to the funerals. When foreign royals marry/give birth, at least send/post a message, if not go to the wedding. If another royal family visits the UK, participate in the State Visit. Once they are Duke and Duchess of Cornwall and Cambridge, they will be the same place in the line of succession as Victoria, Frederik, Haakon, Guillaume, etc. Use that. Haakon and Fred both have interest in sports – create an engagement around that. The Crown Princess Victoria's Fund supports children with chronic illnesses and functional disabilities – create an engagement focused on the mental health of these children
Patronages – she needs to take more on. I don’t expect to see as many as the old guard because I still think she should try and do one engagement per patronage per year at least, but she should take on patronages in other areas: fostering, child abuse, postpartum psychosis, mothers in prison, arts as therapy, sports as therapy, green spaces, forest schools, baby banks, food banks, underprivileged and underfunded schools, clubs for disadvantaged children. She also needs some more boring patronages, like the military and diplomatic ones
Away days – I’d expect a minimum of two full away days a month, scattered throughout the UK. If a full away day can’t happen, she needs to do more engagements in places that aren’t London, similar to her UK tour for 5BigQuestions. Work with disadvantaged areas in the North. Work with outdoor spaces and forest schools in the South West. Look into language in North Wales. Talk about food banks in Perth. I want to see her continue the holidays in the UK. As the Duchess of Cornwall and possibly Princess of Wales, I want to see more engagements in Wales and Cornwall, like Charles and Camilla currently do
Taboo topics – now she’s found her feet, I’d like her to start looking at those more taboo subjects. Kate works with mental health – I’d suggest she starts looking into psychosis and BPD, and schizophrenia. She works with children – look at the impact of prisons and the prison system on people under the age of 18. She is passionate about maternal mental health – what about parents in prison? What about parents who aren’t mentally stable enough to care for all the needs of their children? Other areas which I think fit her interests are child and domestic abuse, childhood drug abuse, and fostering
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whimsandvanillalattes · 5 years ago
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"You?" (Part 2)
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Pairing: Kwon Jiyong (G Dragon) x Reader
Genre: Soulmate AU, Romance, a dash of fluff
Soulmate AU Prompt: Soulmates have identical counters that count the number of times they have passed their soulmate.
Part: 2/?
Part 1 | Part 3
Alternatively titled: Y/N and GD think too much.
A/N: Thank you everyone who read the first part and everyone who liked/left comments/reblogged. It means the world to me. Also, I’m so so sorry for not updating sooner. As an apology, accept this really long part! Another thing I want to add is that I’m more used to writing OC stories rather than reader centered ones. I really tried to make Y/N gender neutral but for some reason I couldn’t make that work. I’m really sorry about that too. Please bear with a Fem!Y/N here. For my next story, I’ll definitely make a gender neutral Y/N.
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You swore under your breath as you veered around an elderly couple. You had overslept and if you didn’t reach the train station in another minute, you were going to be late for class. You lived at the university dorms so you had never really been late before. But you and one of your best friends had had a sleepover at your other best friend’s house and last night had been spent binge watching Lee Jong Suk’s dramas (in honor of his enlistment, and because you just loved him). Unlike you, they didn’t have morning classes so now they were sleeping soundly at home while you were just hoping you reached class before your professor.
Luck was not in your favor though, because you encountered one of the largest crowds you had ever seen (and you had seen a lot, considering how much of your free time you spent going to music shows and fan meets) at a little distance from the station. You saw some people taking pictures and, while you were offended on behalf of their center-of-attention whose privacy was being invaded, a part of you was tempted to stop and see which idol or actor was causing this commotion—you were sure it was either of the two because that was the only logical explanation. But your professor’s angry face appeared before your eyes, and you seriously wanted to not fail, so you pushed through the crowd and got to the station.
About ten minutes into your journey, your phone began to vibrate. Intensely. You pulled it out of your pocket and saw a ton of notifications. Most were from twitter, accompanied by a single one from a tabloid. You clicked on that, figuring it would make more sense than the frenzy of tweets. The headline read:
BIGBANG’S G-DRAGON spotted enjoying his military leave with his sister.
The article went on to say that he had “attracted a lot of attention.” So GD was on a leave? And so-called fans and paparazzi—or should you say Dispatch—wouldn’t even let him relax on his break. Now, you wouldn’t call yourself a VIP, but you had been listening to K-pop since you learnt the language and regarded BIGBANG as one of K-pop’s legendary groups. You could sing along to most of their songs and many of their solos (maybe you should call yourself a VIP). Which made you not exactly happy about how GD was being treated.
The tabloid article also had pictures. Dispatch is fast, you thought. He was wearing a black mask and a cap, so his face was barely visible. It was surprising how anyone had managed to recognize him. But then again, you had recognized him in the photos immediately so it wouldn’t have been hard for longtime VIPs to do the same. Taking a closer look at the photos, you noticed something strange. His surroundings looked familiar. Two years of living in Seoul had made you quite well-acquainted with the city and with a start, you recognized his location. The crowd you had just encountered had been caused by him.
The fangirl inside you freaked out. You had walked right past THE G-Dragon. A part of you cursed yourself for wanted to be a good student and not stopping, while another part tried to convince you to get off the train at the next station and run back. The more rational part of you, however, curbed all these stupid ideas. Enough people had swarmed him already without you joining them. Besides, you had a class to get to.
Scrolling through the comments, you were in the midst of adding one of your own to rebuke Dispatch for invading his privacy and making him uncomfortable when something on your wrist caught your eye and you almost dropped the phone. Setting it down on your lap, you turned your wrist over.
And gasped.
The 0 you were accustomed to seeing on the inside of your right wrist was not there. In its place was a cursive 1.
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You ended up skipping the first class, not because you didn’t reach the university on time, but because you spent about half an hour in the toilet bawling your eyes out. You had finally passed the boy you had wanted to meet your entire life. Only, you had simply passed him, without even realizing it. What were the odds of meeting the guy you passed only once in your two years in Seoul, especially when you had passed each other at or around a busy train station? You weren’t one to be pessimistic usually, but it was frustrating how you moved to an entirely different country for your soulmate, but you hadn’t even been able to find out what said soulmate looked like.
Your bad (awful) day didn’t end after that. Sleep deprivation combined with narrowly missing your soulmate lead to a terrible mood and a terrible headache, you learnt, and you were not able to concentrate in any of your classes. So, several consecutive classes later, you had a clear plan in your head. You were going to crash onto your bed in the dorm and catch up on at least a bit of the sleep you had forsaken for Lee Jong Suk. You would worry about your soulmate when you were thinking straight.
Naturally, you forgot to set your alarm.
For the second time that day, you overslept. This time you were running late for work. Unlike class, you had been late for work several times and knew that your manager would absolutely kill you if you were late again. So, you got dressed in a frenzy, almost left all the lights switched on, and, for the second time that day, you ran for your life.
You reached the coffee shop you worked at ten minutes after your shift started and thankfully your manager thought a warning glare was enough punishment. You hurried to the employees’ room at the back of the shop and changed into your uniform. A quick peek in the mirror informed you that you looked like a mess. Your dark circles had somehow intensified and your hair resembled a bird’s nest, courtesy of the fact that you hadn’t bothered to brush it. It was frustrating how this was what you looked like the day your soulmate showed up (though you were sure he hadn’t noticed you either). You pulled it back into a ponytail in a measly attempt to tame it. While it was not the most effective, at least now you looked less like a homeless sleep deprived person and would gladly face your soulmate if he showed up at the coffee shop. Which was next to impossible, because he had never come here in the two years you had been working here.
The smell of coffee began to put your mind at ease once you settled down at the counter. As you prepared two teenage girls’ orders—a strawberry shake and an iced americano (totally contrasting drinks, you mentally noted)—you fell into a sort of routine, unlike the events of the morning. That put you in a comparatively comfortable state of mind and your thoughts finally began to align themselves. Usually, you kept a novel or a textbook with you during your shift but having very conveniently forgotten to bring anything with you afforded you the opportunity to think of your soulmate—who hadn’t really left your mind all day anyway. Maybe he took the morning train from that station everyday and you hadn’t ever crossed him before because that was not your usual route? You often stayed at your friend’s house, so you had taken trains from that station many times though. Had the timing always been wrong? Or had your soulmate recently moved to Seoul? Was he from another city? Busan? Daejeon? Pyongyang, North Korea?
A loud grumbling sound broke your train of thoughts. With a start, you realized it had ensued from your stomach. The only thing you had consumed the entire day was a cup of coffee and some cookies you had found in your bag. You were starving. A particular red velvet cupcake, with cream cheese frosting, had caught your eye and was enticing you to have it. The only customer in the shop was seated at a table by the window, typing away at his laptop. He had been like that for about an hour, his now cold coffee abandoned on the table. You could afford a snack break, then. There was at least one perk of working at a place that had food. You retrieved cupcake and quickly punched yourself a receipt which included the 20% employees’ discount, adding the due amount to the cash register. You settled down on a stool and indulged in a bite of the heavenly cupcake (that you enjoyed more than you normally would because of the lack of food in your system).
The bell above the door rang, and you tried to swallow it down so that you could greet the new customer. You glanced towards the door and nearly choked on said cupcake. Walking towards the counter, wearing a black hoodie and the same cap he was wearing in the picture you had seen earlier but having somehow lost the mask, was Kwon Jiyong. Aka GD. Aka G-Dragon.
What? How? What is he doing here? Is it really him? But-
Incoherent half-thoughts ran through your mind, but the gist was wondering why he was here of all places. Was it because this particular coffee shop was not in a mainstream area? Or had he suddenly craved coffee and had been tempted by the fact that there was only one other customer?
You were able to regain some of your composure and uh, not choke by the time he got to you. Your manager’s hawk eyes were on you and you could not afford to appear unprofessional, no matter how much you wanted to squeal and ask this man for an autograph. He probably noticed that you knew who he was though because a wide smile appeared on his face and you nearly melted in a puddle (Be professional, Y/N! you scolded yourself internally.) Either that, or he had found your almost-choking antic amusing. Possibly both.
“Good evening, sir!” At least your voice hadn’t betrayed you.
“Hello,” he said, raising his eyebrows. “Your Korean pronunciation is pretty good.”
“Oh, thank you.” A blush threatened to appear on your face. “I’ve been living in Seoul for a while.” And I’ve been learning Korean for more than a decade, you decided to not add.
He ordered an iced Americano and you began to prepare it for him. Unlike with most customers, you felt extra nervous, mainly because you could feel his eyes following you. You were just hoping not to mess up.
“You know,” he began, “I thought you would ask me for an autograph. I know you recognized me.”
Whoops, busted!
You smiled. “I want to, but my manager would kill me if I do, so I can’t.” Conversing with him had seemed like a hurdle two seconds ago but now that he had initiated conversation, it was just…natural. As if talking to Kwon Jiyong was the most normal thing in the world and something you had been doing your entire life.
He chuckled. “You’re that scared of him?”
“I can’t afford to lose this job,” you said, shrugging as you handed him his drink. You had never seen him in person before, and you were a pretty big fan of his, but after your initial shock, you couldn’t help but wonder at how comfortable you felt talking to him. It was strange because you were the kind of person who could never be completely relaxed talking to an ordinary person for the first time, much less talking to an idol.
“I guess I can give it to you the next time I come here, then.”
Now that was something that made you almost freak out. “You’re going to come here again?” you asked. It was hard to mask the excitement on your face, and he seemed to find that very amusing. At least, that was what you inferred from the wide gummy smile that adorned his face, and you couldn’t help thinking of how cute it looked.
He took a sip from his drink. “Well, the coffee’s good,” he grinned, “So yeah, I am.” His phone buzzed and he glanced at the screen.
“I need to go now.” He stepped back from the counter. “See you next time.”
“Bye!” you called out. He waved at you over his shoulder as he opened the door and for some reason you were waving back, not caring that your manager was rolling his eyes at you.
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“Oh, sit down already!” your roommate and one of your best friends, Soo-jin, whined. You rolled your eyes as you plopped down on your bed next to Min-ji, your other best friend.
“Okay, now spill,” Min-ji ordered. You had briefly told them what happened the entire day and they had deemed it too important to discuss in the morning, so the three of you were now gathered at your dorm room. Min-ji was the friend whose house you had had a sleepover at the previous night. She had decided to stay at your and Soo-jin’s room that night so you could talk peacefully.
“What do I start with, GD or soulmate?”
“GD!” they cried in unison. Both of them had been BIGBANG fans since they were kids. You told them how you had seen a crowd in the morning which had turned out to be because of him, and then how he had showed up at your workplace. When you finished, they just stared at you for a second.
“Woah,” Min-ji breathed out finally. “You’re so damn lucky.”
“But he is so sweet!” Soo-jin exclaimed. The fangirling was starting now. “He even asked if you wanted an autograph.”
“I know right. And telling her that he’d come again!” Min-ji was almost squealing now. She looked at you. “How did you even survive it?”
“I almost didn’t. I’m just glad I didn’t totally freak out and left a, you know, terrible impression.” You shrugged. Now that you thought of it, it was odd that he had talked to you at all. Hadn’t he been ambushed by enough fans already for one day? He knew you knew who he was, so why talk to you any more than necessary? In any case, the three of you discussed (err, fangirled over) him a little longer before Min-ji remembered you had another important matter to discuss.
“What about your soulmate, though?” she asked. “When did you pass him?” Both of your friends had already found their soulmates. Min-ji’s happened to be her neighbor so they had known each other almost their entire lives. Soo-jin’s soulmate was one of your seniors and they had met a little after she started university.
“My counter changed to one in the morning.” You leaned back into a pillow. “I noticed when I was on the train. We probably crossed on the station, or when I was rushing to it.” You sighed. If only you had been paying more attention to your surroundings, you would have met yours too.
“Hey, what if your soulmate’s one of those Dispatch photographers?” Soo-jin exclaimed. You snorted.
“Dispatch? Seriously?” You rolled your eyes at her. You could always count on your friends to find all sorts of weird ways to cheer you up.
“That’s totally possible, though,” Min-ji added, playing along. “Didn’t you say he’s older than you?”
“You’ll have to start stalking Dispatch’s professional stalkers!”
“That might actually end up being a good thing.” You laughed. “I’d know all the latest gossip.”
Min-ji nudged you with her foot. “Show us your counter.” You thrust your wrist towards them. They promptly gasped, as you had expected them to. Your friends tended to be quite dramatic too.
“I know,” you began, “it is surprising. I was so shock—”
“Y/N,” Min-ji interrupted, “when did you last check your counter.”
“When I was leaving for work, I think. Why?”
“Well, it’s not Dispatch, for sure,” Soo-jin whistled.
“What?”
“Look at it again.”
You did, and you gasped too. Your wrist didn’t say 1 anymore. Now it read 2.
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To say that Jiyong was confused would be an understatement. He was far beyond confusion. He was conflicted in the worst possible way. His entire day had been…chaotic. It hadn’t entirely been bad—he had experienced intense excitement and adoration at one point—but it had not been an ideal way to spend his break. Even trying to make sense of everything that had happened made his head throb.
When he had managed to disengage himself from the swarm of paparazzi at the station, he noticed that the counter that had read 0 for the past 20 years suddenly read 1. He had always imagined he would be overjoyed at this occasion. Strangely, he hadn’t been anywhere near overjoyed. He had become too used to living as if he had no soulmate. The discovery that not only did he have one, but that his soulmate was very close was a change he hadn’t seen coming, and it was not entirely welcome. And, he had to admit, he was also frustrated because he had only passed his soulmate, rather than actually meeting.
He had decided he needed coffee to clear his head and had taken great pains to find a place where he could get it without attracting public notice (again). At least, he had thought that was his consideration. But, in hindsight, it could have been the soulmate pull. They did say it worked in strange ways. How else could he, out of all the coffee shops in Seoul, have ended up at the one his soulmate worked at? Crossing her once in a day could be a coincidence but meeting her again in the span of some hours could most certainly not be one. In any case, he had winded up at her workplace. There, he had encountered a cute, albeit quite young, foreign part-timer who knew him, he had realized immediately. After the rough morning, he should have bolted but something had compelled him to stay. And he had discovered that the part-timer was fun to talk to.
He hadn’t realized she was his soulmate until he got back to his car and his manager pointed out that his counter had changed again. That was when things had begun to click in his head and the reason talking to her was fun started to become clear. He had been tempted to run back inside and tell her this new turn of events. But that had been accompanied with thoughts of rejection that held him back, and he had felt suffocated beneath a variety of emotions. Instead, he had told his manager to drive on.
That was why he was currently lying on his living room couch, a steaming bowl of ramen he suddenly did not want to eat abandoned on the mahogany table in front of him and all the lights expect the one in the hallway switched off. The atmosphere was gloomy, but he liked it better that way; it was a perfect representation of his inner turmoil. Her eyes, wide with excitement and surprise as they had been when he had mentioned coming again, seemed to be permanently etched in his brain. Now that he had uncovered her identity, the pull felt even stronger. His entire being was craving her. And she had moved to Seoul, so that would mean she was looking for her soulmate too. Had she put two and two together yet and realized she was actually looking for him?
But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t shake off the doubts. He had gotten his counter when he was ten, so that would mean she had to be twenty. He had always known about the age gap, so it didn’t really bother him. It wasn’t like she was a minor or anything. But was she okay with it? All her knowledge about her soulmate came from whatever he had first said after she was born. He didn’t even remember what he had said. He just hoped it wasn’t something stupid. In any case, the most she could have inferred from that would be that he was a Korean man a few years older than her. There was a big difference in being a few years older and around ten years older. And did she even want him as her soulmate? His life hadn’t really been a pure, sinless, scandal-free one. She probably knew about that.
And most importantly, he didn’t like the pull. His mind was sort of sick of the effect the bond was having on him. It wasn’t her fault, but it made him want to avoid her at all costs.
What was he to do now? Go to her the next day? Or pretend his counter still said 0? Coming to a conclusion was not easy. He told himself to wait until his enlistment was over and then approach her. If she wanted to find him, she wouldn’t leave before she did. But even when eventually he drifted into a light, troubled slumber, he had not managed to convince himself.
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larriefails · 5 years ago
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28 is not a Larry number - a masterpost
Since @theystudyrainbows has decided to put all the Larrie delusions on this number in one handy masterpost, why not debunk it all in one go?
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Even the introduction is a mess. The 28 is not “a One Direction fandom mystery” at all. It’s Louis’ jersey number that he was assigned at Doncaster Rovers and that he has since then adopted. But then again, Liam’s kidney and the Belfast canceled concert are not mysteries either
How decent of you to say that some of these are coincidences, considering literally all of the following is bullshit
The fact that “too many people to name” contributed to write this drivel makes my heart ache
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Harry has no connection to the number 28 whatsoever
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The problem with you attempting numerology is that there are only 9 possible digits (as the addition of two numbers can never be zero). So, you clown yourselves because it leads to this
Eleanor was born on July 16th 1992:
7+1+6+1+9+9+2 = 35
3+5 = 8
Oh no!
But also, Zayn was born on January 13th 1992:
1+1+3+1+9+9+2 = 26
2+6 = 8
(: Ya see how that’s just not good?
Not only that, but also, as I said, Harry has no connection to the number 28, but for shits and giggles
Kendall Jenner was born on November 3rd 1995:
1+1+3+1+9+9+5 = 29
2+9 = 11
1+1 = 2
So.. basically this is worthless information that you pulled out of your ass. Or I could easily claim that 28 is an Elounor or a Hendall number
You also use this method to count Harry and Louis’ X Factor numbers, but as we’ve established, there are only 9 options, the odds are stacked for this coincidence
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How is that 28? That’s 82.. A completely different number. In the UK the date is written day/month/year. So the “same gig” was the 8th day of the 2nd month. 82. It’s very funny that, since you’re Italian and live in the UK (both countries that use the day/month/year system) you’ve written every date so far that way, but now that you want to say this other random date is connected to 28, you switched to month/day/year.
Also, where is the year in this equation? We’ve been using the entire date so far, but now we’re only focusing on the day and month? (and switching order?) That seems very convenient. Almost like, if you try hard enough, any date can add up to 28 in some way?
November 17th 2011, Louis and Eleanor’s anniversary: 11+17=28! Oh no! DRATS! It’s still an Elounor number!
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And now we’re just ignoring the month and only focusing on the day. And not only that, but ignoring half the time they were there (the 27th) to only focus on the 28th. That is, once again, very convenient
But continuing with your own ridiculous logic. We know that Louis and Eleanor went to V Fest together in 2011, because Eleanor said so on twitter when Sugarscape wondered if the “brown haired girl” holding hands with Louis at V Fest was her
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V Fest was on August 20th and 21st 2011. What do you know? 20+8 = 28! Damn... this is getting suspicious. Louis!!! Did you get the 28 for Eleanor? :)
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This is a whole ass facepalm. I’m going to link the video here just so it’s verifiable how unhinged y’all are
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He literally turns for 1 millisecond, and is looking in the general area of his right because that’s where everyone else in the band is standing. The fact that y’all still do this shit is so embarrassing for your life and your soul
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But why don’t you tell the truth? That y’all decided their anniversary was the 28th and then created this completely impossible to prove “receipt”? How is it proof of anything if it came AFTER y’all had decided the 28 was their anniversary? Your circular logic knows no bounds
Harry has not used the 28 number AT ALL. Louis hasn’t used the 28 as his jersey number “often,” he started using it in 2013 when it was assigned to him by the Doncaster Rovers when he was signed as a semi professional player
This is from goal.com, one of the most important sources of soccer information in the world X
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The article is from September 2013 and John Ryan, the chairman of the Rovers, explains that 28 was HIS number, that HE used for a match. Soccer players have assigned numbers throughout the season, and the number 28 had been retired from the line up after John Ryan used it in 2003. He decided to bring it back to give it to Louis. And Louis was signed as a soccer player professionally with that number. That’s why it’s important to him, you bag of nonsense. This was his life long dream in the club he loved. He probably spent hours and hours daydreaming about being signed professionally to play soccer and when he finally accomplished that, it was with the number 28, so of course it’s gonna be important to him!
Find ONE INSTANCE of Louis using the number 28 before the summer of 2013. ONE. You won’t! The tattoo came after that, him wearing it on his jerseys came after that. According to Larrie Lore Harry and Louis started dating in 2011 (apparently September 28th 2011, go figure), but for two full years neither of them did anything related to the number 28 whatsoever!
Why didn’t Louis wear the 28 in his first charity match in 2012?
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The fact that he wore 17, which is his and Eleanor’s anniversary. LMAO can you say ouch? Furthermore, Louis didn’t CHOOSE the 28, it was ASSIGNED to him because it was the symbolic number the chairman had used back in 2003. It was a retired number that no player had used for 10 years, and they decided to give it to him as a gesture. Man, that would be a HUGE coincidence if out of 40 something available numbers in a soccer line up, Louis had wanted exactly the one that was retired and meant a whole lot for the chairman, instead of the chairman offering it to Louis, like LOGIC says. Another HUGE coincidence that he had not bothered with the 28 at all up until that point and then started having it everywhere. But I thought Larries hated those?
After this you list all the times Louis has used the 28, which there are a lot, but all come after 2013, I don’t want to add more pointless screenshots here. Doncaster Rovers jersey (from 2013 on), dodgeball jersey (2015), in ears (2015), tattoo (2015), BTY music video (2017), LTHQ’s first IG username (2017), his playlist (2018/2019)
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How is that... 28? That’s 90028. And this isn’t a date, where you can just pick the number apart as you wish. This is a zip code for a secret show the Rolling Stones played in LA in 2015
Not only that, but Harry (and this is hilariously tragic for you) was ACTUALLY AT THE GIG! THAT’S WHY HE POSTED THE PHOTO!
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Posting the screenshot with the date so you can see. May 21st 2015. Article by the LA Times X
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This is Harry at the actual gig with Mick Jagger you absolute MORON X
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And this is Harry wearing a Rolling Stones shirt the day after the gig because he’s that much of a fanboy
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Y’all the second hand embarrassment is K I L L I N G me. CRYING TEARS OF BLOOD OVER THE FACT THAT THIS WAS WRITTEN IN ACTUAL SERIOUSNESS
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Why is “professional” in scare quotes?? I can’t believe that you just added 1+2+3+4+5+6+7. Oh my god. I can’t believe I have to say this but *whispers* those are consecutive numbers. They just used consecutive numbers... And why would Harry’s HQ account managed by the team that’s “oppressing them” use a secret code with their beloved 28? How does that make ANY sense?
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The article is wrong. He wore TWENTY-SEVEN Gucci suits. I can’t believe that’s a sentence I just typed, but alas
1- Basel, 2- Copenhagen, 3- Hamburg, 4- Milan, 5- Bologna, 6- London I, 7- Hong Kong, 8- Bangkok, 9- Rio de Janeiro, 10- Mexico City I and II (same suit), 11- Houston, 12- Fort Lauderdale 13- Nashville, 14- Hershey, 15- Philadelphia, 16- Toronto, 17- MSG I, 18- DC, 19- Detroit, 20- Indianapolis, 21- Chicago, 22-St. Paul, 23- Denver, 24- Seattle, 25- San Jose, 26- LA I, 27- LA II
In 60 concerts, he also wore Charles Jeffrey 4 times, Saint Laurent 3 times, Palomo Spain 2 times, a custom kilt, Harris Reed 5 times, Clavin Klein 6 times, Alexander McQueen 7 times, Givenchy 4 times. Just so you don’t think I’m purposefully missing out on a suit to make it 27. The article probably counted Mexico’s suit twice. But it’s not 28 suits, it’s 27. The Mexico suit was the same both nights
I would love to know how this would be relevant to Larry or how this would mean the number 28 is important to Harry. Does he have OCD? I don’t get it
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Here we have another round of “I will MAKE IT FIT 28 IF IT KILLS ME!”
Let’s see the different tactics that you used
Adding day and month
Taking only the day
Adding day month and year. Except you left out the 2 in 2017. Because otherwise it wouldn't add up. I can’t deal with thisodnadmsla
Harry performed track 2, meaning, his lead single that he was still promoting, Sign of the Times, and 8 Ever since NEW YORK because... he was performing in... New York...
Only the day. Wow, you actually repeated tactics once!
Adding two completely different dates together, that have absolutely no correlation. How are Sweet Creature, Harry’s promo single, and the music video for a different single, related in any way? What? Why not Kiwi’s music video? Why not Two Ghosts music video? Why not the release of either of those singles to radio? Can you make it any more obvious that you’re just pulling this completely out of your ass?
You repeat tactics again, except it’s the most ridiculous tactic of adding all the numbers in the date except the 2 of the year and it’s for “Harry posted link to Twitter to Sign of the Times music video PREVIEW.” Oh my god
And now you’re counting days between two dates, because that’s not unhinged. I’m guessing you mean the April 14th not 24th, but that also wasn’t the date? It was the 13th? It depends on the time zone you were in?
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For someone who, according to you, plans with such precise care to match to 28, he didn’t wait until it would be 28 days for everyone. It’s not even because it was tweeted at midnight UK since this is like 3/4 AM UK time. In fact, it wasn’t midnight anywhere relevant (or anywhere, in general since it was at .54 minutes). So not only is this ridiculous, it’s also incorrect
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1. That’s not a fan, that’s his cousin, but Larries know barely anything about Harry if it can’t involve Larry so I’m not surprised you don’t know
2. Imagine him asking “please, make the password add to 28“ to his staff. I have tears in my eyes picturing it
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3. I CAN’T BREATHE. Y’all are BLIND on top of INCREDIBLY STUPID. That’s THE DATE
That’s his Hamburg concert, which you can tell because of his suit, which was on MARCH 25TH 2018 (he posted the pictures the day after)
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AKA 250332018 which is what the password says
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You not only confused an 8 with a 9, but also created numbers out of thin air because of a pixel smudge and failed to realize it was the FUCKING DATE. WHICH DOESN’T EVEN ADD TO 28! 2+5+3+2+1+8= 21
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This is perhaps the most ridiculous thing written in this post, which is already one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever read. Can you imagine Harry counting to 28 in his head in the middle of the concert? I can’t y’all, this is too much. You’re A GROWN WOMAN. WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I also found it incredibly suspicious that you didn’t outright link the video which you do throughout the post, and turns out it is because he didn’t pause for 28 seconds (what is this fucking sentence?)
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He stops playing and singing at 2.40. Then speaks until 2.43. Then the “pause” which is just him trying to get the audience to stop screaming until 3.07 when he says (I can’t really make it out) “now you” or something like that. And then he says “for your eyes...” and lets the audience sing at 3.09. Literally none of these timestamps add to 28 and he had no way of counting to 28 since he was silencing people the entire time. And just like when he switched “I have love you since we were 18″ to “I have loved you since I was 16″ hitting his own chest, or when he said he fell in love to What Makes You Beautiful, you missed the entire point of this bit, which is Harry’s LOVE FOR HIS FANS
He has loved us since he was 16, he fell in love to us to What Makes you Beautiful, and he was letting us sing that part of the song every concert. He “paused” to shush the nonsensical screams, then he would give the audience the cue and let them sing. Several times he dedicated the song to specific fans in the audience, people with cancer, little kids, a fan that had neck surgery. By making it about Larry, you stripped it from its actual meaning and Harry’s love for his fans. But you always do shit like that
Regardless, he didn’t pause for 28 seconds. Wrong
And you end the post with the most anticlimactic possible tone
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Here’s the video
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Harry is talking about anniversaries because he’s reading a sign from the audience... about.. anniversaries
Y’all are the definition of clowns. All that fuss for the 28 and THIS is your proof?
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technoashish09 · 4 years ago
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What is blogging? How we earn money from it?
Today we will learn what is blogging and how to make money online in English with it.
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bts-d-onut · 6 years ago
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My boyfriend is Kim SeokJin (pt. 3)
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pt. 1 , pt. 2
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Plot: You were Jungkook’s older sister who came back to Korea after finding out your younger brother was causing trouble. Kookie finds protection from the group’s eldest. And surprisingly, your long distance boyfriend. Pairing: SeokJin x Jeon! Reader Contains: the curtain of truth slowly unveiling. contains more sibling moments with kook tho. BUT JIN IS STILL HEERE
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The whole car ride to your house was quiet. No one spoke a word. You and your brother just sat there in uncomfortable silence.
To say that Jungkook was nervous would be an understatement. He was terrified. He didn't know what to say. He didn't know what you were thinking. All he knew is that you were mad and he'd probably die tonight. He kept thinking about Jin and you. Jin loves you. He used to say 'Jin-hyung loves his girlfriend so much.' But now it's 'Jin-hyung loves my noona so much. So much he'd tear up in public if she left him'.
The older boy did do that earlier.
~~ "He's one of my friends, noona."
No one said anything again. For several consecutive times this day, silence just seems to win every conversation. They waited for you reaction but you only looked at Jin and Jungkook, back and forth. The boys were expecting you not to notice it.
That is until you scoffed loudly.
"What is this? A joke?" Your voice turned unbelievably cold that anyone who heard you would feel chills crawl down their spine.
"Do you mean to say that---" You looked at Jungkook then at Jin. "You--You're a part of a gang. You're a part of a gang and you lied to me? Moreover, you dragged my brother in this?"
"(Name)---" Jin reached his hands out to hold your shoulders, an attempt to calm you down but you shook his hands off the moment it touched your shoulders. Taken back by this, he frowned. He was hurt by your actions and is slowly starting to get annoyed. But you didn't stop, you couldn't. Your heart is the one controlling your mouth right now.
"No, no. This must be just some kind of hilarious joke, SeokJin!" You have a habit of calling someone by their first name when pissed off, Jungkook knew that and it scared him that you did that to Jin. He looked at his hyung, surprised to see that he hasn't said anything or stopped you at all. He looked calm, he let you talk your heart. But this scared your brother even more, knowing that Jin usually doesn't let anyone speak whatever without knowing anything.
"Noona, listen. We can explain--"
"Right here? Right now? Do you want to make a scene?" You said. Every time you speak, anyone who has something to say just shuts their mouth. "We're...We're going home now, Guk."
You turned away, eyes burning. You were ready to leave until Jin grabs your wrist. He was annoyed that you just started saying things even if you knew nothing, yes, but he can't let you leave.
"Love, please, just...just let us explain." Jin's voice cracked and his eyes started to tear up. He didn't want to hear you say you're leaving him after this. He didn't want to hear it in any situation. He needed you to know the truth.
Your gasp was not heard, much to your relief. But seeing the tears that rolled down Jin's cheeks almost made you want to surrender.
"I'm a little too tired for explanation right now, Jin. I might...I might say things I don't mean. I might irrationally decide to do something and I don't want that. Let me rest. We'll talk soon."
He didn't move, his grip on your hand stayed.
"Jin."
Giving in with what you want, Jin slowly let go of your hand, slightly hesitating when it was just your fingers he was holding but you pulled your hand away before he could say anything again.
You started walking away with Jungkook following you. He was occasionally throwing worried glances back at his friends who decided to go home too. ~~
"We're here." You said and exited the car. Jungkook stayed quiet and helped with your things.
You entered the house and your aunt greeted you with a smile, saying that dinner will be served and Se Gi will come home soon. You smiled back at her and told her that you'll just put your bags in your old room.
"Okay. Be quick! The room is clean, I had Jungkook clean it earlier."
You nodded and went upstairs with Jungkook behind you carrying your bags. You arrived in front of the door and entered the room.
A wave of nostalgia came to you as you looked around. The room was almost the same as when you were using it before. The colors, the pictures on the walls, the books.
Jungkook sets your bags down and looked at you.
"You were the one who cleaned the room?" You asked.
"Yes..."
... ...
"I missed you, noona." From the crack you heard in his voice, you knew he was crying. For now, you'll forget about what happened earlier. You turned around and held his face in your hands, smiling.
"Look at you. You're supposed to be a big boy now. Why the hell are you crying like a six year old?" Jungkook removed your hands from his face and went on to hug you. He buried his face on your shoulder, soaking your shirt with his tears.
"You're crying too." The two of you laughed. You both stayed like that for a few minutes until your aunt called you down for dinner.
"Let's go? I'm hungry." Jungkook agreed and you wiped the tears off your face before going down to the kitchen.
Your aunt was there with an envelope in hand. Jungkook took his seat and you sat beside him.
"What's that, auntie?" You asked.
"I...I didn't want to take it." Your aunt started crying, handing you the envelope. "But they threatened me."
You were about to take it but Jungkook beat you to it and ripped open the envelope. Inside was a picture and a note. The picture was taken earlier, at the aiport. You, and the whole Bangtan were there. The note read:
What a beautiful girl. Which one of you fuckers own her?
"Jungkook." You called his attention, quickly taking it away from the note in his hands. "Jungkook, do you have an idea who gave that?"
"...no...but maybe Jin-hyung and the others do. Noona. You can't stay here tonight."
"What? What do you mean I can't stay here tonight? Jungkook--" You looked at him incredulously. But instead of explaining what was happening, Jungkook ran upstairs and took your things. "Jeon Jungkook! What is happening?! Is this because of your gang?!" You stopped him and grabbed a hold of your bag.
The two of you played a little tug of war but Jungkook was much stronger than you.
"Noona. It's for your safety."
"Tell me. Is it because of your gang?"
He stopped. "Noona. It's not just some gang. It's the mafia. We're not just some group of young boys starting a fight out of nowhere just for fun. I owe Jin-hyung and the others my life that's why I joined."
"I don't understand anything, Guk! First, I thought you were just in some gang and now you're telling me you're in the mafia and that you almost died and Jin and the others saved you?!" You were confused and you absolutely have no idea how things happened. You were dying to know the details so you can understand.
"Noona. Jin-hyung will keep you safe, so don't worry for now. I'll call him to get you."
"Kook."
"Noona, please."
You didn't say anything anymore. You watched and listened as Jungkook calls Jin and tells him about the situation. The two of you went back to your aunt. You looked at her and watched her and Kook talk.
"It seems that auntie knows more than I do." You said. Your aunt's eyes widens and she looks at you.
"(Name), I know I'm supposed to be the one who should push Jungkookie away from this kind of life but you have to understand that...there was no option to choose from. He has to...to protect us." She said sincerely. Everything that they're saying doesn't make sense but at the same time it somehow does.
"Then..." You paused, thinking if you should break what you promised to Se Gi. "...then why is it that Se Gi said a different thing. He said Jungkook's been causing trouble, since I left."
They froze. Jungkook's jaw visibly clenched and his brows furrowed. Your aunt gasped.
"It's true that they got in trouble a lot of times, yes. But it was...it all started with my son. I...You could say it was my son's fault that he got in this situation, dear."
Instead of clearing your head from worries and questions, what your aunt said just added to it.
"Hyung's here." The sound of the car's horn was heard from outside your house.  "Let's go." You gingerly followed Jungkook outside to see a black Lamborghini with one of its windows rolled down to reveal a seemingly distraught Jin. Jungkook opened the trunk of the car and put your bags inside.
"Get in now, noona. I'll see you tomorrow." He says and opens the car door to the passenger seat next to Jin. Although you were still hesitating, you got inside the car and Jin started to drive away. You watched Jungkook pull a gun from his jacket and stayed outside your house. You frowned, the feeling of uneasiness and danger filled your chest.
'Something bad is going to happen.' You thought. 'A fight? God, I still can't believe they're involved in the, what? Mafia? What's going to happen then?' You shook your head, getting rid of the thoughts you didn't wanna see.
"(Name)..." Jin called to you. Since the scene at the airport, you haven't really had the chance to savor the fact that you finally saw your boyfriend personally again. After the first 2 months in your relationship, he has to go back to Korea. It would be a lie if you say that you weren't scared when he left. You weren't used to a long distance relationship, you told yourself a long time ago that you can never have that kind of relationship. But he made it possible.
~ "Jin...I--I don't know...I just.."
"Are you scared?" He asked, voice so soft that you felt like crying already.
"Yes..." Your reply sounded like a whisper, a helpless whisper. Your hands played with the hem of the jacket you asked from Jin, so you can still remember his scent.
"(Name)," He let go of the bag he's holding to hold your hands and with a smile, he says,"We'll be fine. I promise. We'll make it possible." He lifted a hand to caress your cheeks as you started to tear up.
"Hug me again? I'll miss cuddling with you." You requested, to which he gladly complied. You wrapped your arms around his torso tightly, deeply inhaling his scent for the last time until you see him again. Jin chuckled, playing with your hair and kissing the top of your head softly.
Letting go reluctantly, you looked up at him. He has a smile on his face but you knew it was hard for him too. So with all the courage and confidence you have left, you pulled him by the collar of his shirt, just enough not to bump your face to his, you placed a kiss on his lips. He smiles and kisses back, slipping a hand to hold you by the waist.
You both pulled away just as you heard the speakers say that the flight back to Korea will leave soon.
"You should go. Give me a call  immediately when you arrive, okay?"
"Of course, princess." ~~
"(Name)..."
You hummed in response, looking at the car window beside you and not at him. Jin noticed this and contemplated whether he should continue or not. Sighing, he decided not to, instead, he'd let you say what's on your mind. He has to hear what you have to say before he explains everything.
"What are you thinking right now?"
"...a lot. A lot of things, Jin. It hit me so hard and I still haven't gotten up." You answered. "I wanted to hear the explanation tomorrow once I've finally rested and cleared up my mind but...things that were hidden from me starts coming one by one. And it's just...I don't understand a thing, it's like I'm being pushed around because I don't know shit."
Guilt is eating Jin alive as he listened to you speak. All he wanted was to keep the happy life with you, with no worries about what could happen because of who he is. He was enjoying his time with you when Namjoon called him to go back.
"Jin, why didn't you tell me?"
"I can't."
"Why can't you?"
"...because I don't know how to. I can't tell you everything without being sure that you won't leave after finding out the truth."
You didn't reply. You were thinking of what to say.
"What truth?"
"Your cousin put Jungkook's life in danger a lot of times, (Name). And we were always there, as his friends, to save him."
This time, you looked at him when he said that.
"He challenged several people and made Jungkook face them. After losing the fight, the people your cousin challenged will fear him and do what he wants. It's usually Jimin and Taehyung who helps Jungkook get out of the fight since they go to the same school. Jungkook asked us to teach him defend himself."
Your eyes widened.
"It wasn't long before that cousin of yours made his biggest mistake. He stupidly challenged a member of a mafia from our rival group. Jungkook could handle a few highschoolers and college students. But it was the mafia. He would have been finished if the boys didn't come. This time, Jungkook didn't ask for normal lessons, he wanted to learn how to use a gun and a knife properly."
"When...when did this happen?" You asked, despite the shock, you were determined to know.
"When I went back to Korea. That's why I had to leave. I had to take care of business regarding what happened."
I finished this yesterday and I wanted to post it right away but the our wifi network is being a bitch.
The truth is slowly being revealed. My, my~ someone turns out to be a liar.
-Donut
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nanoka12 · 6 years ago
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Exclusive photos and long interview in Kiss & Cry--Yuzuru Hanyu: Be Myself
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The open practice in Toronto, Canada at which many journalists also gathered this year. Hanyu, speaking about his new programmes, had a cheerful and calm expression. Half a year after his great feat of defending his Olympic title, what are the things he thinks of?
The FS which is a return to his own origins
The open practice which took place at the end of August at the Cricket Club in Toronto. On the first day, the music that played during his practice run through was Hungarian violinist Edvin Marton’s Art on Ice. Hanyu gave the programme set to the musical arrangement the name Origin. “It was a piece of music that made me begin to be engrossed in skating. I want to skate this programme while feeling the enjoyment of skating, the beginning of my skating life.”
Although Art on Ice is a piece of music that has been used by many skaters to date, among them the best known is probably the legendary programme Tribute to Nijinsky in the 2003-2004 season by Evgeni Plushenko, whom Hanyu loves and respects. 
“There is a very strong impression that Plushenko-san had skated to this piece of music. As it is one of his signature programmes, I had some slight feelings like not measuring up to it. During Continues~with Wings~ (13-15 April), I conveyed to Plushenko-san “Allow me to use this song”, and I received the words “Do your best” from him. The wonderful programme that Tribute to Nijinsky is, is also something that is extremely important to me. Therefore, I think it would be wonderful if I am able to complete Origin as my own programme which differs from that (Tribute to Nijinsky).”
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The SP which is another of his origins
His SP is to Argentine pianist Raul di Blasio’s Otoñal. Likewise, it is music which had been used by a skater Hanyu admires--Johnny Weir’s FS for the 2004-2006 seasons had been to this piece. 
“The arm positions during spins, the softness of expressions, the way to pick up nuances and move to music, landing positions and so on, it was the music of the programme that led me to perform with attention to each of these details.”
Were there other possible choices he considered? 
“No. (He said this decisively). It was a situation in which I made an almost instantaneous decision. I started thinking about various things the instance it was decided I was unable to compete at the World Championships in March, and I had already made up my mind before Continues~with Wings~. To skate to my favourite pieces of music. Just that, after I made the decision, I thought “I must seek permission from both of them” (laughs). Also, as the reason for choosing this programme was just my feelings that “Because I like it I want to do it”, I considered with my whole being as to what meaning these two programmes hold, and how I can complete them as my own programmes while also respecting (the skaters and their programmes).”
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The ice show and 24H TV programme that reflected his “roots”
At the ice show he personally produced for the first time, Continues~, skaters who had connections with Hanyu were gathered. 
“I think Continues~ was a show that reflected my “roots”. As there was the injury to my right ankle, although I was not able to show a proper skate, I really feel that with the performances of the great skaters who agreed to grace the show, it became a wonderful show. Also, I respect them and they also gave me their respect. The receiving and acceptance of those thoughts and feelings have become one of the driving forces for me to continue to work hard from this point onward.”
The “roots” that were reflected in the ice show. Are these the same as the “origins” of his new programmes?
“For me “origins” and “roots” are slightly different, roots have the image akin to  “scenes of my own heart, my own thoughts”. Receiving various influences from different people, leading to the me that is here right now, that is something I feel very much recently...I cannot be cognizant of the existence known as myself without the gaze of other people. It was a show that made me feel such things and view the existence known as myself objectively.”
About 4 months after that, for the TV programme 24H TV 41 Love Saves the World~Person Who Changes Lives~ which was broadcast in August, he revisited the sewing classroom in Narahamachi, Fukushima, which he had visited 3 years ago, to report back on winning the Olympic gold medal.
“If I was not personally in the position of a victim of the Great East Japan Earthquake, perhaps they would not be able to draw close to me from their hearts. And, perhaps they would not watch my performances with their hearts drawn to my performances to this degree. Therefore, from now on also I must properly accept that I was affected by the earthquake and tsunami in Sendai, Miyagi and live on properly. Although the experience of the earthquake and tsunami was really painful, precisely because I experienced that, I want to do the things I can do, this is what I thought anew.”
Also in the same TV programme, he collaborated with Disney on Ice at the place of his starting point, Ice Rink Sendai, where he had begun skating at the age of four.
“Although it would have been nice if I could have also performed together with Pooh-san, but even Pooh-san has circumstances...(wry smile) It seems that without the forest Pooh-san will not come.(laughs)”
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Becoming greedy and enjoying life more
On changes to his state of mind after the PyeongChang Winter Olympics, Hanyu describes it as such:
“Until now there has been tremendous pressure to “do my own skating”, “meet expectations”, “produce results”...But right now all that is disappearing, from now on perhaps it is alright to skate for myself, this is what I am thinking. The reason I began skating was because it was enjoyable. Together with this emotion, looking back at the difficult path I have walked until now, perhaps it can be described as repaying myself or they have become the emotion of wanting to do something that would be like a personal reward for myself.”
After the Olympics, he had also declared his intention to challenge the 4A.
“Within myself there is the desire of wanting to jump it this season. When I was in the lower grades of elementary school, I would spend 45 minutes of 1 hour practice sessions on practicing the axel. (laughs) The sense of achievement when I landed the axel is one of the key reasons I came to love skating.” 
Then, are there perhaps other things he wants to do outside of skating?
“...From now on I think I will be more greedy and I will go and do various things. Before the PyeongChang Winter Olympics, I cut away various things, my consideration was to make everything work for the sake of success at the Olympics. Right now my mindset is becoming slightly different from that time. Of course even from now on before competitions, or in order to land the 4A I think there will be various things I will cut away, but now I think I want to properly receive this happiness, and in addition to that also complete my own happiness.”
In specific terms how does the happiness he pictures look like?
“Playing video games, listening to music...and also earphones. (laughs) Right now I am playing games such as Fire Emblem, and Power Pros. I also want to play Super Smash Bros. ...and, though this has become about personal matters (laughs), I think it would be wonderful if I can accept completely the thoughts of many different people in the form of their “congratulations” and connect it to my own happiness.”
Hanyu who smiled while describing the leisure activities that young men of his generation enjoy as a matter of course as something that is “greedy”. With consecutive Olympic victories, for him who has become the best skater in the world in both name and fact, this time he will skate “for himself” to the music of his favourite skaters.
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Original article by editorial team of Kiss & Cry, published in  KISS & CRY 氷上の美しき勇者たち  2018-2019シーズン開幕号~Road to GOLD!!!
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libra-kirishima · 6 years ago
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Location
Keith x Reader
Based off of the song Location by Khalid, which has been stuck in my head for four consecutive days now.
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You knew you had too much pride for your own good.
How could you not when after all this time and pain you couldn't bring yourself to apologize to him.
You couldn't even bring yourself to speak to him.
Spite was a dangerous weapon; a weapon which neither you nor Keith knew how to weild. A weapon which has wounded both of you in your shared pathetic attempts to get one over on each other.
You swore to yourself to never see him again; to never think about him again.
He wasn't just dead to you, he never existed. At least that was your intention, though the follow through was beyond unsuccessful. Old photos sat in what was once a sock drawer, face down. You couldn't bring yourself to get rid of them. It felt like too strong of a move, though you also couldn't bring yourself to see those photos of him again, and therefore left the few pairs of socks that were in there abandoned as well. You'd just accepted your heartbreak, bottled all of the resulting emotions inside of you, and forced yourself to carry on in his absence.
Send me your location,
Shiro calling you, begging you for a favor, asking for your address, and soon thereafter, seeing him in person again really ruined the false sense of composure you've build up for yourself over the years.
He wasn't nearly as dead as everyone had presumed him to be. You told him this upon opening the door, and he laughed. Shiro's laugh was a rare gem you'd forgotten the beauty of in the years since his disappearance. And in addition to hearing his laugh again, you heard a breathy chuckle from behind him, so soft you had almost missed it
Behind him was a handful of others, and among them was the same boy you had worked for years to forget about. And seeing that same black mullet and those same lilac eyes again completely disrupted your intention of forgetting his existence. After a year long, uphill battle with your own guilt and hatred on both ends, the last thing you expected was him at your doorstep again.
His robotic arm wasn't functioning properly, he explained to you. He knew you were one hell of an engineer, and hoped you would be willing to try fixing it. He added that he knew this was probably tech that you'd never seen before, quite sheepishly at that, and that he doesn't know who else to turn to to fix it. You were aware Shiro knew about the falling out between you and his brother. Maybe that was why he was acting so unlike himself. Regardless of it all, you invited he and his small party into your home.
Let's focus on communication.
As you looked over them mechanics behind Shiro's metal prosthetic, you could practically feel both his and Keith's eyes burning holes into your flesh. As you made notes on all the individual motor systems within the limb, you spoke to Shiro in Japanese.
"Does he still hate me?" You asked. He chuckled softly. It was a rather sad chuckle, however, and you could feel yourself tense the second you heard it.
"No." He answered simply. You exhaled sharply in relief. "He never hated you. He still cares about you so much, (Y/N)."
"He does?"
"He does." He ran his free hand through his hair, watching with nervous eyes as you began your attempt to return function to his arm. He continued to converse with you about Keith, maybe because it was information he'd known about for a long time, and maybe just because of the possibility that you couldn't fix it, and he might have to remove his arm completely. "Keith wants to fix things. He wants to make things better with you. He feels just as bad as you do." You looked up at him with eyes of equal parts wonder and disbelief. He nodded to assure his statement. "You know him. You know he's... Bad with his own emotions. He wants to have you back as a friend at least, he just doesn't know how. He's afraid to reach out."
I just need a time and place to come through.
"Keith," You called to him. A part of you just wanted to leave things done with and finally get over him, but a stronger part of you knew you had to make ammends before the chance disappeared. He turned in partial alarm at the sound of you calling his name. You gestured for him to come closer, which he hesitantly did. You spoke at the same time,
"(Y/N),-"
"Keith,-"
"I- I'm- you go first." He stammered. He was nervous. Apprehensive. And he could tell you were just as well. You sighed heavily.
"Keith, I- I'm sorry. I was stupid and I said and did shit that I didn't mean, a- and I let my pride get the better of me. Can we talk about this? Like, meet up somewhere and actually talk about this?"
He nodded. He didn't say much beyond his contact information and a suggested date and time, but there wasn't much that needed to be said. At least not then. Not until he came back and you both felt ready to talk things out. It was a long awaited sense of closure you both needed.
Send me your location,
Let's ride the vibrations,
I don't need nothing else but you.
He returned 3 days later, on the front that you were just meeting to chat over a cup of coffee at your place.
Keith hated coffee, but even now, he would still do anything to be in your presence. Even if it meant drinking disgusting filtered bean water...
You both knew it had to be said eventually, but both of you chose to remain silent just a bit longer, taking in all the moment had to offer, and being around each other again in such a casual setting. A moment of silence very rapidly turned into ten minutes, and you knew that you would have to be the one to start.
At times I wonder why I fool with you,
But this is new to me, this is new to you.
"I'm sorry..." You sighed, relieved that you managed to get that off your chest.
"I'm sorry too," He mumbled. "I guess I was just so angry, and so hurt that I thought what I did was justified. I figured since you left me without a word like that, it was only fair for me to do the same to you." You open your mouth to speak, but he continued his rambling before you had the chance. "But it wasn't fair. It wasn't fair when you did it. I was so hurt when you did it. It made me so angry. I felt like I wasn't even worth a goodbye," You could see Keith's hands shaking around the mug. A sign you've picked up over the years that he was struggling to keep bottling his emotions. "A- and when you came back, I was so upset that you never told me why you left, or where you went. And it took me so long to forgive you."
Initially, I didn't wanna fall for you,
Gather my attention it was all for you, so don't take advantage, don't leave my heart damaged.
"I- I-" You took a deep breath, trying to organize your thoughts. "I understand. I never meant to do what your mom did to you, and I never meant to leave you all alone again. I know you have a hard time letting people in, and I know you're afraid of being alone again... And I feel awful for being a part of that reason." Your eyes dropped to the mug in your hands, staring at every little detail it had to offer as a means to avoid eye contact.
"It's not just you..." He muttered. Your eyes darted back up, brows knit in confusion.
"Huh?"
"It wasn't just you. I'm just as much to blame"
"No, Keith, I-"
"Wait, hold on. This is important, let me finish." You nodded, keeping silent and allowing him to continue. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get aggressive." He added quickly. You shook your head in response, a quiet gesture to let him know he was never being aggressive. "(Y/N), you can't expect me to pretend that I don't know I didn't hurt you just as well." God, he sounded like Shiro. Wherever he's been for all this time, you can tell Shiro was very much with him. You hope he made sure Keith was okay during all that time. "I thought I was justified," He paused to collect his thoughts. He let out the breath he didn't even know he was holding before he carried on. "That it was only fair for me to leave you without a word because you did the same thing. But it wasn't fair. It never was fair, and you'd think that knowing how much it hurts I wouldn't have done it, but I did."
"You did," You affirmed. "And it's been a year." You paused to take a sip of your now cold coffee, just to give your hands something to do. "But now what? What good is avoiding each other doing for us?"
"It's been three years for me."
"What?"
"While I was gone, there was- we were in this place- this part of space- where time moved faster. So it's felt like three years for me." He confessed. You let out a low chuckle, which he responded to with a confused look.
"That's where you've been all this time? Outer space?"
"Well, yeah, I-"
"And three years has passed for you?" You asked curiously. He nodded. "No wonder you look so different." His eyebrows furrowed more, eliciting another low chuckle from you. "It's a good different. You look so much older, so much more mature. I didn't know it was possible for you to be any more handsome than you already were, but look at you now." You noticed the tips of his ears flush at your comment and smirked.
Pushing yourself off the chair, you opened your arms for Keith to hug you. Though unlike usual, he didn't hesitate, and accepted your affections as if the rift between the two of you was never there.
To understand that things go a little bit better when you plan it...
"Can we just... Move on from this and be friends again?" He mumbled into your shoulder. You nodded into his.
"I'd like to give that a shot if you're willing to."
I don't wanna fall in love off of subtweets, so, let's get personal.
I've got a lot of cool spots that we can go to.
Being around Keith again was natural.
Almost like he was never gone in the first place.
Soon enough, both of your mistakes were so long forgotten that it was almost as if they never even mattered.
Tell me what's the move and I've got you,
Repairing the relationship between the two of you was inevitable, it seemed. It felt as though the universe wanted you to. It needed to bring you back together.
Soon enough, rumors began floating between the members of his team, who you quickly learned called themselves the Paladins, and made their way down the grapevine to either you or Keith. Rumors about the way you felt for each other. Rumors that very quickly came to consume both of you, desperately listening in and trying to work out whether your feelings were returned from the bits and pieces Lance would tell you.
I'm only acting like this 'cause I like you.
Out of nowhere, seemingly, Keith had enough of this. If it mattered that much to either of you, you'd both be able to say it in person.
He invited you to a spot in El Paso, some time just after midnight. He assured you as he picked you up that it was to assure nobody else was there to bother the two of you.
A short climb in the dark up a hill and you saw why he wanted to bring you here in the first place. From the minute the twinkling lights of the city hit your eyes, you were in love with this place. At the particular spot he took you to, you could easily look over both Juarez and El Paso, and the view was so beautiful that it took your breath away.
"I know it's late, but it can get kind of busy around here." He explained. "I didn't want you to have to deal with a crowd since you've never been here before."
"It's so pretty..." You gasped, having a seat on the ground as close to the railing as you could get. You pat the ground next to you, gesturing for him to have a seat next to you. He did, and wrapped a protective arm around your waist, just in case you slip under the railing.
Yeah, that's all. Just in case.
You refused to see it that way, and placed your head over his shoulder as you looked over the vast expanse of the city of Juarez, and back over to the equally vast expanse of El Paso. "Thank you for bringing me here."
Just give me the vibe to slide, then,
"Of course..." He responded, wrapping his other arm around your form, which was now leaning on him so much you were all but on top of him. He didn't mind though. In fact, he enjoyed the feeling.
A comfortable silence fell over you. You allowed yourself to take in the moment. The warm summer breeze, the Crescent moon directly overhead, the faint white speckles of starlight, the warm amber glow of the streetlights against the backdrop of the midnight sky, the material of Keith's shirt against your skin, and the feeling of the cool skin of his arms protectively wrapped around you, the way his chest rose up and down with his breath, and the way you could faintly hear his heartbeat thrumming in his chest if you listened closely enough. You allowed yourself to take it all in, and marveled at just how beautiful life could be sometimes.
Oh, I might make you mine by the night's end.
"(Y/N)," he mumbled. His eyes flickered down from the stars to look at you.
"Mhm?"
"I'm uh, I-" He stammered, trying to work out the best way to phrase his words, but somehow you knew where this was going. You just seemed to sense what he wanted to say. "(Y/N), I-" You cut him off by pressing your lips to his, wrapping your arms around his neck once you felt him return the kiss. When you broke apart, your arms remained around his neck, and his around your waist. Your foreheads touched, and you both were grinning, revelling in the physical closeness between the two of you.
"Keith,"
"Yeah?" He panted. You giggled, pressing your lips to his again, smiling into the kiss when you felt one of his gloved hands move up to cup your jaw, tracing his thumb absentmindedly across your cheekbone. A content hum escaped his throat when you deepened the kiss, leaning back into your touch once he felt your fingers carding through his hair. A soft whine emitted from his throat when you finally broke away to catch your breath. He paused for a moment, taking in all the moment had to offer. The way your skin glowed in the amber glow of the night, how good you looked with your lips glossy and slightly swollen from him kissing you so hard, the way the lights seemed to catch your eyes just right, and the nice warm feeling of you pressed so closely to him. In that moment he decided that he still loved you. He's lived without you in his life for far longer than he ever wanted, and he couldn't bear it any longer.
He needed you.
Once you finally caught your breath, you finally went to say what you had intended to this entire night. The same exact wirds he intended to say to you.
And they left your lips at the same time.
"I love you."
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I know I'm way late to ride the Voltron hype train, and I just started season 3, but it's really good and I wanted to write this. This also isn't me saying I'm going to write for Voltron, because I probably won't anymore, but let me have my fun.
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myfirelight64 · 6 years ago
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Don’t Mess Up My Tempo Lyric Analysis: Gravity, With You, & Smile On My Face
Hey everyone! Here’s my long overdue lyric analysis on DMUMT! As you can see from the title, there’s only three songs I found relevant (Gravity and With You, as Chanyeol wrote them, and Smile On My Face for it’s familiar lyrics), which isn’t a lot, but I think With You made up an entire album of lyrics in itself! Let’s get right into it.
1. Gravity
I’m starting with Gravity since it’s the first song in the tracklist to talk about. Chanyeol only wrote this partially, but I’m more interested in a few particular lyrics that Chanyeol and Baekhyun sing than the whole song. This song, like many on the album, are quite sad lyrically, despite their upbeat tempo. 
I mentioned in my last lyric analysis that I thought it seemed more like communication between Baekhyun and Chanyeol than both singing to one person, like in Universe, perhaps taken from a past time since they’re obviously in a great place right now.
[BAEKHYUN] I'm still waiting for you, aren't I? My heart will always draw you in like gravity
[CHANYEOL] The bet I placed on you failed in the end A race I was running on my own Honey look at me now All that comes back is an echo without an answer Swirling around my heart You left me behind you, falling apart And I'm scared I'll be left to drift in a universe without you
[BAEKHYUN] If it's for you, I have the strength to move anything You know that
Perhaps it’s because Chanyeol’s lines and Baekhyun’s last lines are unique in the song, rather than repeated lyrics by many members, but this struck me as more of a conversation than all the members singing about someone. There’s no other two members lines that come off like this to me, hence I added it.
In Chanyeol’s verse, he not only talks about his regrets, but, as we can see in the last line, his insecurities.
“I'm scared I'll be left to drift in a universe without you”
And then Baekhyun says:
“If it's for you, I have the strength to move anything You know that”
The saddest part of these lyrics is they sound as though it’s more separate thoughts when they’re apart rather than a real conversation, but I thought they seemed to match, Chanyeol’s insecurities, and Baekhyun’s reassurance.
This also reminds me a lot of Universe, and not just because of Chanyeol’s use of the word.
[BAEKHYUN] Unlike my determination, nothing’s getting better I always disappoint you And I regret it too
[CHANYEOL] We warmly held each other With happy laughter
Laughter and tears, scars and healing
[BAEKHYUN] Memories engraved in the seasons They come and go several times But I will still call out to you
[BAEKHYUN/CHANYEOL] I feel it so much it hurts Wherever you are, I’ll go to you
[BAEKHYUN] Because that’s love*
(a/n: lyrics are in order but not consecutive)
I’ve already talked about these lyrics, in another analysis, but the Gravity lyrics just reminded me of them in the way they sound, separate but about each other, separate from the rest of the lyrics sung by the other members. There also seemed a realness in the lyrics I extracted from Gravity that I didn’t feel in the other lyrics. That might just be my bias though.
Also like Universe, Baekhyun ends the song with two open lines:
“I'm still waiting for you, aren't I? My heart will always draw you in like gravity”
2. Smile On My Face
In order to save the best for last, I’m giving a quick mention to this song after I looked through them and found another part rather familiar. I don’t know if Chanyeol had any part in this song, but the sort of dreamy sound it has reminded me strongly of With You, and the lyrical depth is on another level to me like so many of Chanyeol’s songs compared to other songs on the album. The lyrics I’m talking about are Baekhyun’s lyrics in the song, which strongly remind me of that song I did an analysis on a while ago, Please, Don’t Look So Sad, that they performed back in 2014 with some exceptional emotion.
[BAEKHYUN] You pass by just like the wind you disappear naturally
[BAEKHYUN] I stood there blankly for a long time I weakly look at you who is far I also don't understand why I'm like this just like the day I let you go
[BAEKHYUN] I did it all with a smile on my face the traces has disappeared in my mind What if they return back to me I'll just smile and send them back
[CHEN/BAEKHYUN] I did it all with a smile on my face It doesn't have to hurt anyone I don't grab on to you who is getting far I want to send you off with a smile With a smile on my face
Although there isn’t much actual similarity, it almost sounded like a heart-wrenching continuation of Please, Don’t Look So Sad, even though they obviously moved on from that time in their life.
[CHANYEOL] When I saw your face That'd become a little leaner And as I was walking the streets in the rain My heart ached How much more should I have to ache Until our little wish comes true?
[BAEKHYUN] Please don't pull a sad face like that 'Cause I'll never give (you) up.
To be completely honest, this doesn’t really have much backing it up in the end, but I just thought that it was interesting.
3. With You
What don’t I have to say about this song? Ultimately, I think it’s the most beautiful song Chanyeol has ever written, both in sound and lyrically. From the very first notes of the song, it has a very dream-like sound that immediately sets you into the mood of the lyrics.
[SUHO] If you look at those stars that are bright It's just like looking at you You resemble everything that shines
Already there’s that light/starlight reference - it’s threaded through the whole song.
[BAEKHYUN] When the night sky thickens The whole world is tinted with light You naturally take my hand Suddenly it's getting tainted to me
These were some of the most interesting lyrics to me, as I mentioned before in my shorter analysis on this. I’ll talk about it again, to make the analysis more complete.
Up until this point, whoever Chanyeol has been writing about has been referenced to as the sky or stars. In this song, he says “when the night sky thickens and the whole world is tinted with light”, referencing to a sunset, for the first time. And while the sunny skies are beautiful, as are stars, the incredible variety of different kinds of beauty a sunset presents is a whole other level of beauty that he has never mentioned before. It also shows the depth of whoever he is singing about, and how beautiful he thinks they are no matter what shade they are at the moment.
[KYUNGSOO] Sometimes I think that When you smile and look at you With both eyes and mouth It looks like it resembles me
This other thread is interesting to me because it takes quite a while for couples to start resembling each other. In this verse, he’s saying they physically look alike, not just in terms of speech or humor as Baekhyun described it as. Therefore he’s writing about someone he’s been with for a very long time.
[BAEKHYUN] Both eyes are light shining As bright as me I think it's shining
[KYUNGSOO/CHEN] Sometimes I see you when you see me
[CHANYEOL] Yeah I am looking at you everyday You are watching [me] From a mirror-like expression to a tone I feel my appearance*
(a/n: some lyrics are skipped when they’re either repeated or I don’t consider them important to the analysis)
“Sometimes I see you when you see me” is another reference to reflection, as well as “from a mirror-like expression to a tone I feel my appearance”, which is a line I especially like from this song.
[BAEKHYUN] Look at the deeper night and I stop for a moment
[KYUNGSOO] I want to keep it in my eyes for me
Here it changes to “deeper night” from “the night sky thickens”, showing the falling of night. Rather than sunset, the time and beauty of his S/O is shifting into the dark night.
[SUHO/CHANYEOL] Then I think sometimes resemblance look and come out with me Everything is trivial The little things all resemble each other
[ALL/BAEKHYUN] Promise me now when all the light disappears It's always like tonight Let me shine forever
[CHANYEOL] Love you
I think Chanyeol’s last line is a very sweet and personal touch. Ending the song like this, while Baekhyun’s still singing, is very important. It means this entire song is definitely about someone he loves, even though there has been no pronoun or definitive line that says it isn’t just someone he’s close to. So in case there was any doubt, it’s very definitely for someone that he loves that way. In case you’re wondering “How do we know this is about Baekhyun?” I’ll explain.
First of all, we know Chanyeol wrote this song. As far as I know, from beginning to end. It contains many of the references I’ve mentioned in past analysis, so he’s obviously talking about the same person. On top of this, Chanyeol was asked years ago what colour he associated with Baekhyun and he said “SKY”. From then, every sky reference, be it pictures (Chanyeol said all his photos were of ‘the sky’) or lyrics, it’s been generally assumed it’s about Baekhyun. To have an entire song about the sky and stars, especially with how Chanyeol has been into stargazing lately, and no doubt gave him inspiration. I also have no doubts he hasn’t at least greatly shared his latest interest with Baekhyun, which would add meaning to Baekhyun.
Besides this, it’s Baekhyun’s favourite song on the album and also ‘his’ song, in terms of teasers. When describing it, Baekhyun said it was a song about two lovers becoming similar to each other and seeing the light. He also said when he first heard the song, it was like the light of the sun in the morning. On top of this, during the 181102 showcase, he made several references towards the sky and stars, suggesting he’s just as much in on the metaphors as Chanyeol is.
And that’s it! Like I said, considering how long the album is, it doesn’t seem like a lot, but With You really makes up for that, in my opinion. For everyone, there’s something that really solidifies their relationship to them, and for me it was this song. It’s so obvious who it’s about, both lyrically and how they act and talk about the song, and it’s very obvious what the song means towards that person. It’s a love song at it’s finest, and yet much deeper than most. It has a whole level of intimacy between them that we’re seeing for the first time, a more intense look into how Chanyeol really feels, rather than a fluttering heart or a happy mood. If I missed anything from my shorter With You analysis, please read this post.
That’s it for today guys! I have some more requests I’m getting around to, I promise!
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daggerzine · 6 years ago
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Eazy Peazy- The Chills’ Martin Phillipps speaks! (interview by Jeremy Grites)
So, thanks to our esteemed editor Tim Hinely, I have been a fan of the Chills since I was just a lad way back in 1988 in southern NJ. Flash forward 31 years to February 2019, and I have the good fortune of finding myself sitting on a couch in the backstage of the Trocadero Theatre in Philly with none other than Martin Phillipps. It's been 30 years since the Chills have played Philadelphia and will be my first time seeing them in person - I was underage on the last tour. After meeting the other members of the band and the road crew (all of whom were absolute sweethearts), Martin and I sit down for a few minutes before their dinner.  In 25 years of doing interviews and articles for Tim/Dagger I don't think I've ever met anyone more gracious, well spoken and thoughtful as Martin and his mates. It was at once a thrill, a pleasure and a lesson in how a professional musician and lifelong artist conducts oneself. I was nervous as hell.  Enjoy...
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The current lineup
JEREMY GRITES: So, with the new Lp, label and the recent increase in touring - it seems like a new era for the band. Does it feel different and if so, in what way?
MARTIN PHILLIPPS: Well actually James and Todd have been with me 20 years and Erica for 15 years, Olie 18 years - so the band has been together and functional for years, we just couldn't financially afford to tour overseas. It wasn't until we played at the 50th birthday party of a millionaire art dealer who couldn't believe that no one was working with us and he got the ball rolling.  The "Somewhere Beautiful Live" LP which was actually recorded AT that party and we didn't plan on releasing it but we did. Then that lead to the "Molten Gold" single and "Pink Frost 13" - we were sort of testing the waters as a band and then everything got handed to Fire records and ever since then we've sort of been on a roll. I've been writing material constantly - even through my health problems when I was feeling a bit sick and exhausted all of the time. One thing that has changed is not sort of doing things on a 4 track recorder anymore. Generally we are doing like decent studio recording to sort of 'realize the vision' so to speak. And I think we've proved that with the last two albums.  JG: Oh absolutely. The fidelity, the layers - those records are awesome. It's probably sacrilegious for a Chills fan to say, but I think they are turning into my favorites of your catalogue.  MP: Oh that's good! Yes, especially with the new record - I think it's brought us up to a competitive level now if you know what I mean. It really shows what we're capable of and is a sort of jumping off point for us to really start exploring what the Chills can be. I think these last two albums were sort of a bridge to our past and getting the band up to highly functional level, like a machine and particularly with "snowbound" we work really well together.  JG: Yeah, it really shows. I mean right out of the gate with "bad sugar" - it's just a perfect pop song, perfectly executed.  MP: Nearly didn't make the record!
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Martin dreaming about....... In-N-Out Burger’s secret vegetarian menu. 
JG: What!? How?? MP: Well it was one that I didn't even want to bring to the band because I thought it was TOO poppy, you know? But then we started playing it and it really turned into something - same with "complex" - the band only heard a rough home demo of that song about a week before we did it in the studio. So that was very much assembled in the studio together, and turned out to be one of the very interesting tracks on the album.  JG: Right. And now the record is out and this US tour has just begun - do you like the touring and traveling?  I know how difficult it can be.  MP: I've really been enjoying this, especially now because we're getting into a pattern, we've been well received, we're playing well and we've always gotten the warmest responses from American audiences so that's a great feeling. I was bit nervous when we started doing gigs in Europe because I hadn't sung even 3 nights consecutively in many years so I wasn't sure how my voice would stand up. So we stagger our gigs a bit now and I'm careful about that. You know "heavenly pop hit" is top of my range and can really destroy my voice for a few days if I'm not careful. More importantly though, I was going back to Europe not knowing how I was confront all of my old wonderful memories from my 20's and the first wave of interest in the Chills.  But Erica our multi-instrumentalist said something very wise to me - she said " don't worry about old memories, create new memories." And she was right. Plus, everything turned out to be so different anyway - I mean the last time we played Berlin there was a wall in it! (Laughter and talking about how cool East Berlin is now...). Yeah but even London is different - the Channel tunnel wasn't there when we were there last, so everything is very different.  JG: and is there more touring after this stint in the US or back home for a bit? MP: No we go straight home after this for a bit. As you'll see Erica is about to have a baby so... JG: Wow she's a trooper! MP: Yes she is indeed.  Part of the reason for doing this tour is to end at SXSW and talk to some international booking agents about taking the Chills to regular festivals and going out for longer runs that are more financially do-able. That is definitely the way forward. We're back in business so to speak you know and there's a new documentary film being made about us that's going to premiere at SXSW while we are there which is lucky. 
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The latest album (out on Fire Records)
JG: So even thought the new record just came out, you're already thinking ahead... MP: Oh yeah - I think I already have about 23 songs or concepts for songs, plus a few older things that were never done that I think are worth doing. JG: Wow, that's a lot! MP: And that's just starting to tap into what I really want to do. The main difference with the next one is I'm going to heavily demo everything before into getting studio.  The last 2 records I was not feeling well and it was very hard to concentrate and even now, we're still adjusting the songs as we go. It started to be that way after I got my first porta studio, like post "Brave Words," where I did all my demos for "Submarine Bells," and "Soft Bomb."  JG: Ah yes, I loved each of my porta studios! MP: Yeah, you sort of had to become a master of bouncing tracks (laughter) and I got really good at it.  JG: Oh for sure. We used to do that too - you really had to plan it out in order to make the most of what little space you had.  MP: Yes definitely
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The Chills in Philly at the Troc.  (photo by ???) JG: So there's a lot of Chills stuff happening and even more to look forward to then. MP: Yes exactly. And we're really interested to see what the impact of this movie will be. You know it's a feature length film that is both about the entire history of the band, but also about my health struggles and ups & downs and also my complete eccentricities (laughter) and as a collectors of weird things and maker of strange artworks.  JG: That was another thing I wanted to ask you about actually - your artwork and what's been happening with that lately? MP: I really stopped for a long time, mostly because there was no outlet for it. In the beginning I did nearly all of the art for the record covers etc - that was always part of the whole process. But then later when we're on Warner Brothers there was less to do because things needed to be done quickly, unlike Flying Nun where this could be held up for months.  JG: Yeah I can't imagine the major label scenario.  MP: It's amazing to watch how that machine works. It's fantastic. That’s another interesting thing about the documentary actually is that in going through all of this old stuff we found a lot of the original artwork (through Otago museum having a collection of Martin's works and history of the Chills). Yeah we found the "Rolling Moon" cover as well as the original, unused cover. They found the actual construction that was in pieces and spent 4 months repairing it and its pristine again.  JG: wow, amazing! MP: Yeah and all of this stuff is going to be in the movie I think, although I haven't seen the final edit yet. 
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The Chills on stage in 2019 (I believe this photo was from Detroit and taken by Chipper Saam)
JG: Yes I'll be interested to see the old footage and all of the stuff about the old days especially - that was one hell of a graduating class for Flying Nun back then.  MP: yeah back then mostly everyone in all of those bands came from 1 of 3 high schools, everybody knew each other and everybody had seen Chris Knox. You know you used to go see cover bands and stuff, but then we all saw the Sex Pistols on tv and saw Chris Knox who is still one of the most formidable performers I've ever seen - especially when he had the Punks of Anger - it was terrifying and then the Enemy, who were more powerful than Toy Love - who were the people's favorites. They were sort of THE band of the time and the whole Flying Nun community has either played with Toy Love or been to see them and it all came together very quickly. Plus there had already been a few other indie labels but Flying Nun was very lucky to pick bands like the Clean and suddenly - zoom.  JG: Yeah we were fortunate here that we had the Philly Record Exchange which was one of the only places you could find those records because of people Tom Lax and Jacy Webster. We would ride the bus up from Atlantic City to go there just to buy NZ records - like this one: my "Wet Blanket 45" still with the record change sticker on it. (Presents 45 and nerdish-ly asks for autograph) MP: Wow, great! You don't see that one very often.  JG: Another thing I was wondering about was what you've been listening to lately and are there any new NZ bands that you are sort of bringing along or appreciating these days? MP: I'm not as in touch as I really should be. But a band I haven't seen yet but have heard are called Soaked Oats - they're part of a whole scene of bands that are coming up, which seems to happen every 7 or 8 years so. I think they just started out for fun but they've become quite big now and I think you'll start to hear about them - full on sort of power pop, very strong band. So that's one to watch out for. I'm also a big fan of Aldous Harding. I did some solo support gigs with her and she's obviously really going places. She's an extremely courageous artist. It's different in the van now because it's sort of 'headphone world' and everyone has their own soundtrack.  JG: Yeah not like the old days when everyone would get their turn to pick a cassette to listen to and the whole van was stuck with it!  MP: (laughing) Yes, exactly! but out our manager Fiona has some really good choices so it's been fun. It goes from 70's / 80's post punk to girl groups, and then classic like Bowie. I couldn't believe - we've been eating in that supermarket... JG: whole foods?  MP: yeah that's it. The other day we were in one and they were playing the Seeds! (Laughter). And then all this 60's garage stuff.  JG: Man they must have a cool manager, haha MP: yeah must be.  JG: SO what was the first stuff that you really got into? Like, what was your first record you can remember buying or a band that made you want a guitar etc?? MP: the first stuff that made me realize that I was outsider and a little different was probably the Sweet. Everyone always talks about Slade, but I never heard Slade for years! Gary Glitter too, although we're not supposed to talk about Gary Glitter anymore (laughs). But that sort of stuff very quickly lead me to discovering David Bowie so I think probably the first proper album I bought was "Pinups."  I asked my misinformed older sister which was the best Bowie album to get. She should of told me "Ziggy Stardust," but she told me about the one that was currently the latest. Haha. For years I didn't even know they were covers because I didn't think to look at the label to see who wrote them.  JG: Yeah you're like 'wow this Bowie guy writes a lot of hits!' (Laughing) MP: Yeah, and they're all so different from each other!  JG: Indeed!  Well I believe I have used my allotted time with you sir. Thank you so much and break a leg tonight.  MP: Cheers. You're staying for the show right? JG: Of course!  Wouldn't miss it for anything.
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The 2019 U.S. tour!
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jinships-ideas · 7 years ago
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BTS Run 40 - The Jin Harem
Happy (Lunar) New Year! 
(I posted this on Valentine’s / Single Awareness Day though...)
My prediction: This post won’t be that long since I didn’t notice too many harem moments. Let’s see if I’m wrong like always :D
Let’s Get It~
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We start off this lunar new year with Yoonjin reaching for their face at the same time
A study on mirroring: it’s been noted that mirroring occurs when A is looking at B and is subconsciously influenced by their actions.
A study on mirroring: it’s also been said that mirroring tends to occur when A is interested in B
A & B = Yoonjin
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I wonder who’s got Jinnie’s eyes on them?
Whoever that is, they are a lucky man
Ft. Tiny looking JK
Ft. Magical Boy Chim looking huge in comparison to Jk and Jin
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Jk CLEARLY looking at Jinnie as he does the old spread and hug
He wants those worldwide shoulders and he wants it bad
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I believe I can fly~  I believe I can touch those shoulders I think about him every night and day Spread my wings and touch away~
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I spy with my pretty eyes, a fineass looking man
How about 3?
Jin’s habit of being more interested in knowing someone else’s team is once again present in this episode.
ft. Tol Jin and Smol Yoongs
I LOVE ME SOME HEIGHT DIFFERENCE
Tae looks like a giant though
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Seems like yoongs is interested to know which Team Jinnie is in~
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LOVE TRIANGLE TIME!!!
Yoongs and Tae collectively reaching out for Jinnie!!!
Our Worldwide handsome-him is so desirable
Jk: *pines from the back* That should be me *channels inner Justin Bieber Sunbae-nim Joonie: Bitch, HANDS OFF Chim: These Punks can’t go around touching what’s mine like that! Hobi: NUH UH. FILTHY HANDS AWAY FROM HIM ASSHOLES Tae: Let me just cop a feel of that chest  Yoongs: Ooooh his skin feels so soft!
Our man has got all the men
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Tae: *GASP* HE TOUCHED ME!!!
Congrats Tae!
HE TOUCHED YOU!!!
Also, Tae just naturally went from the side to the middle, to beside Jin huh?
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Tae whispers something to Jin that is muted in the episode
Please look at how his leg is lifted
Isn’t that what anime girls do when they are love struck?
I mean... anyone would be when beside Jin...
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JK: I’m so done with your shit. Trying to get Jin’s attention by being all excessive. I’m SO DONE. Hobi: I looked so damn cool! Hyung must think that too! Jin: Watch me win this punk in rock-paper-scissors like the RPS God I am
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Hobi reaching out to stroke Jin’s face
FFS HOBI! NOT IN FRONT Of THE CAMERAS!!! 
(Bless you our sweet sweet sunshine)
Tae reaching out to caress Jin’s arm
Tae: Back off bitch, don’t touch what’s not yours Yoongs: Oh yeah, do your ritual for when you are about to get smacked the fck up JK: How dare they touch MY hyung?! ONLY I CAN TOUCH HIM SO SHAMELESSLY IN FRONT OF ALL THE CAMERAS! NJ: *Save Me Plays in his head* I’m with a bunch of fools. Jin Hyung OBVIOUSLY only wants me Chim: All these losers vying for Jin-hyung when I’VE got his heart. Touch him while you have hands losers.
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Top 10 anime betrayals
JK: Why does this hurt so much...yet feel so hot?
JK falling into the depths of shipping hell that is 2Seok
Welcome Jk, you shall NVR escape the 2Seok world
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JK: Really? In front of my salad? Chim: UNACCEPTABLE! *stomps his feet cutely* Joon: OH YES! FRONT VIEW!!! Hobi: IS HE GoInG TO KISS ME?!! Jin: You have some dirt... what? Why are you all looking at me like that?
Jin WOULD be that guy that leans in super close to you, giving off the ‘action-time’ vibe and whispers: you’ve got some crumbs on your face... can I eat them?
DAMN IT JIN!
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Tae- the overly clingy boyfriend that Jin Loves to pamper
SHOWER HIM WITH ALL THE LOVE AND SKINSHIP!!!
Also, I’m quite sure Jin only won RPS because Tae whispered to him what to throw out before the game commenced
Teamwork Makes the Dream Work
Taejin makes me feel things
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Yoonjin cuties sitting in the back watching the others
They look like they are Bangtan’s Guardians
OR
They got time-out for being too indecent 
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Jinkook are DEFINITELY the couple that does weird things 
They would also be the couple to start trends
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Ok...I have a confession to make... This pic is NOT the same as the previous one. 
The previous one is edited because they were sitting much further apart and my extra ass when to edit it to make them sit closer
BUT DAMN THAT WAS UNNECESSARY OF ME
Because this pic here is NOT edited
which means 1 of them moved to sit closer to the other!!!
Yoonjin be here trying my heart
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I JUST HAD TO OK?!
WHO CAN RESIST MEMEKOOK?!!
NO ONE
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2 Oldest MY ASS
THEY ARE SUCH KIDS
The way Yoongi sits with his feet pointing inwards makes him look tinier and cuter than he already is!!!
*clutches heart*
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Sha la la la la la My oh my Looks like the boy's too shy Ain't gonna kiss his love  
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The (Magical) Boy settles for a teasing chin stroke instead!
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The Joy on Chim’s face as Jin does his Body Wave
Joonie is also very amused
Jin succeeds in making 2 men fall deeper in love with him
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????
Jin???
Dafuq??
Chim looking at him like nothing is wrong though...
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So many dirty things I can insert here...
SO DAMN MANY
Jin on his knees = A++
I wonder who is the lucky person who gets to enjoy this sight...
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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BANGTAN OUT OF CONTEXT 
Send this photo to all of your friends who are non-bts fans (difficult to find but I know there are some out there)
offer NO explanation
Ft. Yoonjin mirrors
Ft. Perky Ass Hobi
(I low key think he maintained that position so Jin could see his booty
Ft. Camera Man Tae Tae
(He would do a much much better job than those lackluster award show ones)
Ft. Jk and Joon who are super respectful
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Hobi only did this so he could get up close and personal with Jinnie~
WHO WOULDN’T?
Jk and Joonie looking on in the bg
envious
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Chim’s smile as he calls out for Jin
(Without honorifics, mind you, such a brat but he’s Jin’s brat)
Jinnie looking at Chim like he is the most marvelous thing ever
(He is)
Hobi snapping Pics of Jin AGAIN
RELEASE THE PICS HOBI!!
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다시 run run run 
Jinnie walks
Jinnie runs
Jinnie falls to the groud
All for Chim
The outfits and poses remind me of Avatar...
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CUTIES!!!
This angle makes it look like Chim is petting Jinnie
Too bad Chim was just adjusting the tape on the floor
No on-screen petting from Jinmin but who knows what goes on behind the scenes?
They aren’t called BTS for nothing
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Chim only has eyes for Jin during this game~
Even as his hat fell, he was still focused on looking at Jin
:’)
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CHIM WAS ABOUT TO CARESS JIN’S FACE
DAMN IT PD-nim!!!
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO EXPOSE TAE’S ASS RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT?!
WE ALMOST GOT CHIM CARESSING JIN’S FACE
T^T
The Pd-nim probably wants Jin all to himself
>:(
Hobi: Damn he smooth Chim: Me Gusta :D Jin: Admire my beauty Yoongs: Imma ninja my ass there to smack a little bird
(the bird is Chim)
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This looks like an overly dramatic play acted out by Chim and Jin
*flashback to the utter mess that was Gayo track 14*
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WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS?!!
JUST TOUCH HIM ALREADY FOR ALL OUR SAKE!
Such a dramatic pair they are
Fcking bubs
(I use to do this whenever I said bye to one of my friends like 7 years ago... Jinmin are basically kids)
Yoongi praising Jin though!!!
ME LIKES THAT A LOT
PRAISE JIN MORE PEOPLE
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FFS JUST TOUCH ALREADY 
STOP WITH THIS STAR-CROSSED LOVERS BS
Also, Chim causally touching Jin’s sleeve~
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I’M SO FCKING DONE WITH JINMIN
YOU TEASE!
Also, this looks like those kung fu movies where Jin is Chim’s master (teacher... FFS Y'all are dirty)
(It’s ok. I’m dirty too :>)
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Chim: *flirts aggressively* Jin: *being beautiful aggressively* Yoongs: *wants to fight Chim aggressively* Tae: *wants to charge at Jin for a backhug aggressively*
Chim complaining about how Jinnie seems to be getting further away from him...
Double meaning much?
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STOP FLIRTING YOU TWO!!!
(Please NVR stop)
Chim really only has eyes for Jinnie~
LOOK AT HIS SMIRK 
CHIM YOU LITTLE PUNK
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Chim imitating Jin’s pose
He really loves his hyung huh?
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???
!!!
Finger hearts from HeartMan Jin for Magical Boy Chim!!!
Seriously... Jinmin’s love is just overflowing
I LOVE IT
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LOOK HOW HAPPY CHIM IS !!!
LOOK HOW HAPPY JIN IS !!!
JINMIN IS FLYING 
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Hobi & Jk & Joonie:  내가 웃는게 웃는게  아니야 (I’m not really laughing)
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Yoonjin sticking together like glue when there’s plenty of space
Also, magically no height difference?
Could Yoongs be a Magical Boy too?
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Jin’s hand on Yoongs’ shoulder 
*ugly sobs*
Chim also praises Jin’s skills at playing the game after this...
Have they played this before??
How TF does Chim know Jin is very good at Flopping down onto a mattress to create a gust?
HMMM HOW? I WONDER. HMMM
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Tae: You see this fist? It’s flying right to your face Jin: I have a pretty fist too! Yoongs: Try me bitch Chim: I don’t want to see this. Not in front of my salad
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Tae helping Jin to get the clothes off
I wonder if he helps him a lot
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Cutie Tae showing off to Jin that they all got 22
(Note: 22 is kinda a thing for couples in South Korea. Couples have something called a ‘22 Day’ <two-two day> that they celebrate.)
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Jin teasing Joonie for his failed attempt at the game
Namjin is definitely that couple that teases each other a shitton
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NOT Jin Harem related but... WTF was Hobi doing? He touched the red clothes and recoiled at it?
Did he also punch Joonie slightly as he was walking by???
I’m genuinely curious
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The sound that escaped Jin was so fcking cute??
Look at how Tae and Chim were so confused at Jin’s result!
They really thought Jin should have gotten more points!
Jin himself is confused af too 
CANDLES YOU SUCK!
Jin’s eyes were shaking as they were counting cos he was worried they would lose because of him 
XD
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Emperor Tae demands a bow of apology from Jin
AND HE OBLIGES!!!
TAEJIN ARE SUCH CUTIES
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Taejin kids are play-fighting with sticks and while the others are filming for the episode
WHY ARE THEY SO CUTE?!
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Jin being impressed at Chim’s skill
Ways to win Jinnie’s heart: Be skillful at throwing things into a thin cannister
Jin also immediately cheers for Yoongs after this
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
This is Jin has Tae gets the second score consecutively
I sense the birth of a new meme
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He looked like such a brat as he threw the slinkie
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Look at him as he gets nagged by Yoongs
SUCH A CHILD
Our NICE AND KIND AND GOOD LOOKING CHILD
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Cheerleader Yoongs cheering for his Favourite Hyung
Jk joined in the cheer despite Jin being on a different team!!!
(He could also just be scratching his head with the toy...but he said ‘hey hey hey’)
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Yoongs cheering for Jin wholeheartedly
Only to be chided by Jin for distrubing his concentration
JIN YOU LITTLE SHIT
HOW DARE YOU NAG YOONGS FOR CHEERING YOU ON LIKE A SUPPORTIVE BOYFRIEND
I WILL FIGHT YOU JIN
(ง •̀_•́)ง
Yoongi just submissively keeps quiet
Blame your own ass if Yoongi NVR chhers for you again Jinne 
>:(
(No i’m kidding. I love naggy Jin and how he is the only one Yoongi is submissive to)
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Taejin bubs are high-fiving when their opponent scored 
XD
I guess they are keeping their morale up???
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Tae: *looks cool by succeeding at the game* Jin: *Waay too impressed*
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JK: *looks smug AF for succeeding at the game* Jin: *again, waaay too impressed*
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Tae: *I won’t lose to you punk* *proceeds to do it again and impress Jin once again*
Tae: You have just been served. You are very welcome *bows*
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Jin teasing JK for his failed attempt at looking cool
He looked plenty cool already ok?
LET THE BOY LIVE
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Jin: *fails and tries to get Hobi to use his method (which sucks) so he fails too* Hobi: *falls for it*
HOBI YOU ARE WHIPPED
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Jimin: *enjoys the beauty and grace that is Kim Seok Jin* Yoongs: Extra points to hyung for beauty! And for existing! Jk: That’s my hyung! He’s MY hyung!! Joon: *Excited like the puppy he is* Tae: *Impressed* Hobi: *I’m standing next to him!!
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Tae manages to get a high-five from Jinnie for succeeding~
Ace of the Jin team: Tae
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Jinkook who has no idea what to write
Ft. a shoe
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They keep becoming more similar as the days pass...
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All members either clapped immediately/responded verbally to Jin’s suggestion of clapping for everyone!
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Jk... don’t just look at Jin when you speak...
I know it;s hard to look away from beauty
But... your bais and love are showing too much!
He actually turns to look at Jin as he says: 
Let’s stay by each other forever from now on 
*Ugly sobs*
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The 3 different stages of being bored
Jin: Slightly bored Yoongs: Bored Tae: Borderline falling asleep
Listen to Chim’s pretty words DAMN IT
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Joonie. GET A HINT
Give the boy some food
That’s what you got to do to win his heart you fool!
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Chim: *smirks* And that, folks, is how I got my boyfriend
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Jk complains about how there’s no dumplings
He’s probably used to the one Jin makes where there is always dumplings
:’)
Chim and Tae praising Jin’s cooking, wanting the rest of the world to know only they’ve tried Jin’s cooking
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Aww so clueless Joon DID give his food to Jin
:’)
Ah-Hope <아홉> you guys enjoyed~
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holidaysat221b · 7 years ago
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The 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017 Masterlist
@lilsherlockian1975 and I (@darnedchild) want to thank everyone who participated in this winter/holiday fest.  We had forty-one submissions from ten different authors and artists.  Eight photo edits, one holiday music mix list, and thirty-two fics this year.
Thank you to @geekmama, flimflam99, @simplyshelbs16xoxo (Who submitted thirteen fics and the mix list!), @mel-loves-all, @eastwindiscomming, @greenfleeze, @forthegenuine, @ladysolitaire, @lilsherlockian1975, and @darnedchild (although that’s me, so I don’t know why I’m saying thank you to myself other than to complete the list).
And a special thank you to @mel-loves-all for creating the beautiful graphic used for this year’s 12 Days of Sherlolly fest announcements. 
Below are links to all of the works in this year’s collection, in alphabetical order.
Aftermath: The Christmas Album - Written by @geekmama Side A: 1. I’ll Be Home For Christmas, 2. The Holly and the Ivy, 3. O Tannenbaum, 4. The Gloucestershire Wassail, 5. It Must Have Been The Mistletoe, 6. Deck the Halls
Side B: 1. The Boar’s Head Carol, 2. Caroling, Caroling, 3. There Is No Rose of Such Virtue, 4. We Three Kings of Orient Are, 5. The Twelve Days of Christmas, 6. Welcome Christmas   (On Ao3, Multi-Chapter, In Progress, Rated T)
Baby, Please Come Home - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo The first Christmas since Sherlock’s fall comes around and Molly can’t help but think about him during that time. A surprise delivered by Mycroft has her rethink the meaning behind her and Sherlock’s parting.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Can’t Catch Me - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Eleven – (“Cookies/Biscuits" submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Chorus Elf Number Four - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Five – (“Elf”– submitted by @limajoro)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
The Christmas Ball - Written by flimflam99 Molly is getting ready for Bart’s Christmas Dinner and Dance Ball.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Christmases When You Were Mine - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Having grown up together as best friends, Sherlock and Molly’s families had always spent Christmases together. But this year, after having been together since they were 16, they’re apart due to Sherlock’s fears and their breakup from 2 months prior. Will things ever be okay again?  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Christmas Lights - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo A different take on Christmas night in ASiB. Inspired by Coldplay’s Christmas Lights.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Christmas Magic - Written by flimflam99 Molly feels guilty about making Sherlock say “I Love You” and Sherlock thinks Molly hates him. Their friendship is in tatters but can the magic of Christmas pull them both back together?  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Christmas Waltz - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Sherlock and Molly share a sweet domestic evening together.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Cinnamon Tea - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Nine – (“Cinnamon” submitted by @saffysmom)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Day One of 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017 - Created by @mel-loves-all A beautiful gif of Sherlock and Molly.  (On Tumblr)
Day Two of 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017 - Created by @mel-loves-all A beautiful edit of Sherlock and Molly.  (On Tumblr)
Day Three of 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017 - Created by @mel-loves-all A beautiful edit of Sherlock and Molly.  (On Tumblr)
Day Four of 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017 - Created by @mel-loves-all A beautiful edit of Sherlock and Molly.  (On Tumblr)
Death By Poinsettia? - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Three – (“Poinsettia” submitted by @heathera9)   (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Facing a Ghost - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Ten – (“Photographs” submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Happy Birthday, Sherlock Holmes - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Twelve – (“Staircase” submitted by @rewil)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Happy Holidays to Everybody! - Created by @eastwindiscomming Little Sherlolly-Christmassy thing for you!  (On Tumblr)
Happy New Year 2018 to everybody!!! - Created by @eastwindiscomming   (On Tumblr)
Help a Girl Out? - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Four – (“Out/Help/Girl” submitted by @mizjoely)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Her Lips, Her Mouth - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Six – (“Lipstick” submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Holmes for the Holidays - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo After the phone call, it’s Sherlock and Molly’s first Christmas together as a couple. After inviting her to Sussex for Christmas with his parents, Sherlock is surprised when Molly refuses him. Will a bit of Christmas magic be enough to mend their relationship?  (On Ao3, Multi-chapter, Complete in 6 parts, Rated T)
Hope you all have had a great Christmas this year! - Created by @eastwindiscomming   (On Tumblr)
I Saw Aunt Molly Kissing Santa Claus - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Two – (“Mistletoe” submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Last Sherlolly edit this year! - Created by @eastwindiscomming   (On Tumblr)
Love Molly xxx - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day One – (“Presents” submitted by @whclocked)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Merry Christmas From 221B - Created by @simplyshelbs16xoxo A holiday mix inspired by the Christmases on Sherlock  (On Tumblr and 8track radio)
A New Year - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Seven – (“Fireworks” submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
New Year’s Day - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo A look inside two consecutive New Year’s Days of our consulting detective and pathologist. Based off of Taylor Swift’s song ‘New Year’s Day.‘  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
One More Sleep - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo After the fall, Sherlock had revealed to Molly how he felt about her. He calls her to let her know he’ll be home by Christmas and Molly becomes restless waiting five more days.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
On This Winter’s Night - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Christmas Eve, a year after Sherlock’s fall, Molly finds herself on the rooftop of Bart’s only to end up sharing her night with Sherlock. Conversation and revelations lead to a happy 3 year time jump.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
The Pointy-Eared Pathologist - Written by Phoebe_Snow (@greenfleeze) Sherlock never expected to discover that Molly Hooper was an elf, but perhaps he wasn’t as observant as he thought…  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Strange, Isn’t It? - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo The same night of the Sherrinford incident, Sherlock convinces himself that everyone’s lives would be better off had he not been born. Mary, now a guardian angel, makes him see the error of his thoughts. Post-TFP. Based on the concept of the movie It’s a Wonderful Life.  (On Ao3, Multi-chapter, Complete in 7 parts, Rated T)
Stretching Before Dinner - Written by @darnedchild A 200 word drabble written for Day Eight – (“Yoga” submitted by Anonymous)  (On Ao3, Complete (part of a set of 12), Rated T)
Symbolism of a Bow - Written by @lilsherlockian1975 Molly’s been observing Sherlock for months; she’s very worried about him. Something’s off, something’s wrong. Christmas is no time to be sad, so she decides to intervene. When she finally finds out exactly what’s going, she is more than a little surprised.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Then when you’re quite dressed - Written by @forthegenuine “Sorry, Sherlock gave you those earrings?” Mary asked again, though it did not appear to be because she did not hear Molly the first time. A delighted smile seemed to creep more visibly on her face. Written for 12 Days of Sherlolly 2017.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Twinkling Lights - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Part of the author’s First Kisses Series, AU of the first Christmas kiss.   (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
When the Ball Drops - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Months after the events of TFP, Sherlock asks Molly to accompany him on a case in New York. Unbeknownst to Molly, it is a case of the heart.  (On Ao3, Multi-chapter, Complete in 3 parts, Rated T)
Winter Dream - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo Sherlock and Molly spend their first winter together as a couple. Based off of Kelly Clarkson’s Winter Dreams.  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
Wrapped In Red - Written by LadySolitaire83 (@ladysolitaire) Molly and Sherlock’s ‘quality time’ on Christmas Day is interrupted when she is called into work to autopsy a body. Meanwhile, he takes the case and investigates the murder. Will he solve the murder in time to give her an extra Christmas present?   (On Ao3, Complete, Rated E)
Wrapped In Red - Written by @simplyshelbs16xoxo How did Molly end up at 221B that night? What if Sherlock’s phone didn’t go off until a few minutes later at the Christmas party?  (On Ao3, Complete, Rated T)
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Today I want to talk to you about what happened four days ago, four days ago at night I had a horrible mental breakdown and I decided to write what was happening to me at that moment, I tried to describe a little bit my situation, I was trying to make a script for a podcast.
I think it's the second time I do that I write an episode but I don't translate it or record it, it's just there, I haven't opened it and I don't plan to, I consider this podcast as my therapy since it's cheaper than getting a therapist, the thing with my situation is that I got tired of talking about my situation, just like I got tired of talking about my accent, so I think I'm ready to ignore my situation and pretend I'm living my best life until it comes true.
So from now on I guess I'm going to stop telling my personal tragedies or hinting at them.
Leaving that aside, this is the third episode that I upload consecutively according to the calendar that is in the official blog of this podcast (link in bio) and I feel very good, I had since November that I did not upload my episodes consecutively so I'm ready to live my best life, I tried to upload consecutively in December but for some issues I could not, and in January I had planned to do it but I really did not try enough, until the end when I uploaded in early February the episode "im back? "And in fact also in the beginning of February I recorded the episode "I deserve more" but I didn't edit it in time and I didn't upload it so I lost 2 dates, but I'm trying to do it now.
I think at a certain point I have a very slight depression, but I keep trying every day, there are some days that are more difficult than others where I really want to do something, where I really want to produce an episode, edit it, I even have the idea but I don't do it, but that streak is over, I will do what I did last year to produce and produce more episodes, so if one day I feel bad I won't have any problem.
I want to take this very seriously, many times I have the idea of what I can say in an episode but I forget or some of my ideas I put them in notes but after I read them they become silly and I don't say them.
Two days ago I watched the movie "the perks of being a wallflower" and in one scene our main actor was telling his teacher "why are good people always with bad people?" and the teacher answered "because people accept the love we think we deserve" and I really wanted to do an episode talking about love and about that movie because I think it's a very good phrase, but I didn't, but I'm still commenting on that phrase right now so I did it at the same time, I don't know.
I also wanted to talk to you about family and what I consider to be a family but I never did it anyway and I have more ideas but a lot of them I forgot, in my head it was like "ohh this looks great for a podcast episode" but then I said no.
Another thing I'm trying to do is make my instagram more aesthetic, make it look pretty because every time I do an episode I search for a picture and I put the title of the episode and I try to make the picture related to what I'm going to say, also make the letters and colors look pretty, but the point is that when I put them on instagram as they are so different, all the covers look ugly and all my work goes to the trash.
I tried these 3 episodes in a row to upload pictures and things that looked like the cover colors, but all together it still looks horrible, so now I'm going to opt to use a white frame every time I upload an episode to see if that way my instagram looks pretty.
I don't want to use a filter for all the photos because I think it will ruin the essence of the cover, is that each cover means something, it marks that each episode is different from the other, and I think if I put a filter to make them look similar it's going to look horrible.
Trying to be a graphic designer is hard.
But well friends this is it for this episode, I think it was kind of boring but acceptable, I think it' s like this because I'm watching a marathon of all the twilight movies and I'll probably do an episode commenting on these movies in the future but well friends I hope you have a beautiful life if you don't have it doesn't matter you can pretend you have it with me until it comes true and see you in the next episode hugs and kisses bye bye
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coolgroup13posts · 4 years ago
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First Ideas
#1 Remembering Covid-19 life through photography
One of the main things that characterize Covid-19 is the lockdown. People’s lives turned upside down and suddenly everybody got ‘stuck’ at home. No one can live their life normally. Instead, everybody had to reinvent themselves at home. 
In the future, will we be able to remember how we felt while living in this strange time? Photography is one of the best methods to capture and keep memory of certain moments. The following example represents part of the film Smoke (Wayne Wang, 1995). Here, the characters are looking through a Photo Album in which all the photographs were taken at the same place and time, but on different days. 
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Smoke. 1995. [film] Directed by W. Wang. United States: Greg Johnson.
Youtube. 2011. Smoke (2/12) Movie CLIP - Auggie's Photo Album (1995) HD. [online] Available at: <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGV_h36uZ5E> [Accessed 14 February 2021].
— You’ll never get it if you don’t slow down my friend.
— What do you mean?
— I mean you’re going too fast, you hardly even look at the pictures.
— They’re all the same.
— They’re all the same, but each one is different from every other one. You got your bright mornings and your dark ones; you got your summer light and your autumn light; you got your weekdays and your weekends; you got your people in overcoats and galoshes and you got your people in t-shirts and shorts. Sometimes the same people and sometimes different ones. Sometimes the different ones become the same, and the same ones disappear.
The Earth revolves around the sun and everyday the light from the sun hits the earth at a different angle. 
— Slow down, uh.
— That’s what I recommend. You know how it is: tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow, time keeps on spitting pace.
The main goal of this Interdisciplinary Project is to create something that will keep the memory of Covid-19. Maybe this lockdown is not as monotonous and repetitive as we think. We just stopped paying attention to detail.
Idea: we could do the same as the example of that film. Each of us would choose a particular spot in the place we are doing lockdown and through several consecutive days, we would take a picture of that same spot (everyday at the same hour). After some days, we would see the differences (even if they’re small ones) of each day, and they would keep memories of our daily life through lockdown.
Examples we could photograph: our desk; kitchen table; bed; window view; neighbours’ windows; plants… 
More visual examples: 
https://www.behance.net/gallery/69765061/12-Years-Story-Of-An-Unknown-
https://lsoares.blogs.sapo.pt/daniel-blaufuks-tentativa-de-1583874
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- Margarida 
#2 A Day in a Life Video
An effective way to remember Covid-19 and show others what it felt like to be living in this pandemic, is a Day in a Life video. Every member of the group could film themselves living one day in lockdown. The content could include: making numerous cups of tea, putting masks on before going outside, learning new skills, indoor exercise, etc. Once we have footage of all the group members, we will choose the best bits from each video and edit them together. We could also have a digital clock at the top of the screen to show the hours passing in the day. This is a good idea because it will show others in future years once this pandemic has died down, exactly how we lived and experienced this moment in time. 
I found an inspiring video, Day in the Life - Camping (2015) that we could use to get ideas from. 
References: 
Berkeley, X. (2015) Day in the Life - Camping [Online Video] Available from: https://vimeo.com/124819967 [Accessed: 17th February 2021]. 
- Priya
#3 Virtual Time Capsule 
One of the project ideas we came up with was inspired by the time capsules and the artistic approach he brought to them. We could all make our own virtual time capsules or one collective one to record our experiences and time throughout Covid, and save this for future generations to reference. Looking more at the artistic nature of Warhol's works and as creatives all having done these masters throughought Covid maybe we could include artifacts from our creative processes to emphasize the inspiration more.
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www.phaidon.com. (n.d.). Opening Warhol’s time capsules | art | Phaidon. [online] Available at: https://www.phaidon.com/agenda/art/articles/2014/january/03/opening-warhols-time-capsules/ [Accessed 16 Feb. 2021].
- Daniel
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mystarmyangel · 7 years ago
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[FULL TRANS] YoonA - Instyle November 2017 Interview
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For the Happy Ending that never ends. Just a movement from her is sufficient to claim the top article on the portal site. Expressions like ‘Every day is the peak’ are constantly stick to her articles. Becoming the magazine cover model this dream-like job, she has been doing this consecutively for several years just like it is an annual event.  The King (Queen) among the flowers, the fierce competition among the blooming flowers, the 10 years where flowers bloomed and wilted, it is not an easy feat to secure a spot. After the drama ‘The King In Love’ ended, I met up with Im YoonA who is busier than ever. She who spoke with the warmest expression in the world, looking at the bulging belly of a staff who is due to give birth in a month. The appearance of how she turned back alone, bowing her head to bid goodbye while everyone else were busy packing to leave the place after the shoot.... These seemly small and trivial yet warm gestures left by Im YoonA are able to linger in one’s memory for a long time.  Her birth flower is Lilac. In the language of flowers, lilacs symbolize first love, memories of youth. Just like first love, girl group SNSD has won more than 100 awards over the past 10 years, and she who has already rose to the top position is currently getting to know the essence of acting.  Director of the movie ‘Confidential Assignment’ Kim Sung Hoon has referred to YoonA “a gemstone, but I saw her potential”.  This potential is proven by the fact that she is nominated for best newcomer award for both Baeksang Arts Awards and Daejong Film Awards. Revolving around SNSD this glittering track, and once again meeting with this world named Im YoonA.  Im YoonA is currently walking towards an even bigger universe of hers.
Your Hanja name is 潤 (윤) for Moist/rich and 娥 (아) for pretty, your birth flower is Lilac... you probably are tired of hearing of this but I have to say, things that are related to YoonA are all pretty stuffs. This is the first time I am hearing that my birth flower is Lilac. It feels amazing because it happens to be the flowers that I like too
Gemini people are sociable. Yes. I am able to mix well with everybody.
Although it may sound a little forceful to determine one’s personality from blood type, just like the movie ‘The B-type man’ (T/l note: I think this is referring to the movie My Boyfriend is Type B), B-type women are really full of charms. Are you referring to sweet pumpkin (slang for ‘being firm and resolute’) kind of personality? (Laughs) If just looking at the blood type, majority of people’s reaction are surprised, their first impression of me is that I am A or O blood type, but once people known me deeper, they will realized that I really seem like one of B blood type. According to my mood, I am clear of what I like and dislike.  Even though I am a ‘Dap jeong nyeo’ (slang for ‘a woman who already has a decision, one who only hears the answer that she wants), but I am actually often swayed by others’ opinions.
How does it feels like living as YoonA, for at least 360 out of 365 days, I am curious of the life of a pretty person. The staffs often tell me “I want to try to be YoonA even for just a day”, whenever this happens, I will always reply with ‘what are you saying’ and laughed. It definitely feels good listening to such words, but because I am Im YoonA myself so I really doesn’t know how I should respond.
Sometimes I will receive photos and texts from friends asking, “What do you think of this style”, and few days ago I received a photo of YoonA in short hair. You are really the envy of girls of the same age. As for myself being the envy of others, even up till now I still feel it is really fascinating. I cut my hair because my hair was really damaged and I am left with no other choices.
I saw your photos from your vacation, it seem like you can’t get enough of it. Because I took a lot of photos and I am constantly arranging them. There is still a lot of it.
In the photos you are constantly holding on to camera, what are the main things you shoot? The main thing I took is scenery and my unnie took photos of me. I can’t imagine travelling by myself, every time I had a break I will go travelling with my family. This time I went to Vienna, Budapest, Prague and Salzburg. I immersed myself in the fairytale-like scenery, and recharged myself fully.
I am curious of your travel style. Compared to rushing here and there, I will first finalize the places of attraction I want to go, and then I will go for sightseeing leisurely, I will give myself appropriate time to rest. With a laidback mindset of “it’s okay if I don’t have the time for it”, I am able to strike a balance between sightseeing and resting.
Seem like your personality is really easygoing, you released ‘When The Wind Blows’ a few weeks ago which is also the first time you participated in lyrics writing.  I read everyone reactions and I also read the post written by the MV director saying “If there is an Olympic for personality, YoonA will be a gold medalist.” It was me who told my company that I want to work with director Lee Rae Kyung. I am the type that is easily influenced by the atmosphere at the set, so I thought that it is very important to be able to be connected emotionally. In order for me to grasp the feels, the director played several songs at the filming set. I kept telling the director that these songs are songs that I personally like too, I didn’t expect him to look at me in such a (favourable) way. (Laughs)
During today’s shooting, which moment did you feel connected? The outdoor shooting scene where I wore the wine red jacket, sticking my face to the wall, I think those are all close-up shoots. I do not have any thoughts like “I should have this kind of facial expression”. It is just that when I am immersed in such atmosphere, my expressions and poses came out naturally. It is a feeling that is understood without being told but the bigger credits goes to the photographer who captured such look.
You have released 62 albums, songs totaled up to 331, 1 movie, 8 drama series. These are what popped out when I searched ‘Im YoonA’ on the internet, your projects over the past 10 years. What is your first feeling when you saw these numbers? I have not done a count together with my recent works; but just by looking at the numbers my first thought is “Wow really?” “This is amazing”.
Even though they are just numbers, but these are the results you have accumulated continuously over the past 10 years. It is really incredible. It has indeed been hectic, I didn’t have excess time to enjoy a life women should enjoy, so I didn’t really have any thing I wanted to do in particular. Neither do I have the energy to do my personal stuffs. However recently I have come to realize the importance of adding value to myself, I am slowly beginning to do the things that I want to do.
In order to add value to yourself, what have you been doing? Doing nothing at home, or go exercising, to a skin clinic or a manicure shop. Because I have got by like this, I am too used to busy lifestyle so I wasn’t able to get used to having a break. When you give me time to rest, I do not know what I should do neither do I know how I should rest. I felt that I should do constructive things. To me, resting is a matter that I need practice; I am still working hard on it.
Perhaps it is because of this, you look even more relaxed and natural now. Ahh that’s great.
Staff(s) that have been paying attention to YoonA since a long time ago said that since your debut, you have already know how to take care and being considerate towards others. In order to feel composed and less nervous, I will often give myself self-encouragement. I really feel at ease a lot lately, I don’t get panicked or frustrated, and I feel relaxed a lot too. This 10 years really give me a calming heart.
In the past one year, you have consecutively took on 3 projects: drama ‘The K2’, movie ‘Confidential Assignment and drama ‘The King In Love’. You also have to take care of SNSD’s 6th album activities. It must be tough both mentally and physically. In actual fact, I had a blank period of 2 to 3 years in Korea, and I feel the thirst towards projects during that period. This yearning eliminates my fear of taking up new roles. Ah, Anna in ‘The K2’ has a totally different personality from mine, I was once very worried but it seem like the reactions I gotten are surprisedly well so I gotten courage and motivation for my next work.
After ‘The King In Love’ ended, you unexpectedly had a lot of press interviews; everyday has been hectic for you. It seem like you have a lot of sentimental attachment to the drama. No matter what I will always hope for a good ending. I think that it is the best to wrap up any project with post-project interviews, to put a closure with a sincere heart. Not only am I able to express things that I was unable to say back then, on the other hand I am also curious of audience’s reaction. This is also an indirect way where I can interact with my fans.
‘9 Ends 2 Outs’ which aired in 2007 was your debut work. What is the kind of hearty homerun that you anticipate in your life? I don’t ask for others, but I hope to be able to meet with a project that I can display fully 100% Im YoonA. Right now I am still not sure what kind of roles suit me, my past roles are roles that do not have a job, so fans really look forward to me in a role with a profession. There are also fans hoping that I will act as a rich girl, one who is mean and picky, and owns everything except a good personality.
Among all the things surrounding YoonA, I realized that you understand your fans really well. Do you realize you are a ‘fans-mania’ (someone who has fans in her heart) When I held a birthday party with fans, fans said they wish to see Ooh La-la stage performance, a song that was in our first studio album. I made a promise with them that I will fight for it to come true. While preparing for the song list for SNSD’s 10th year debut anniversary. I insisted that regardless of what we have to include this song. Because this song is more towards the cutesy side, so members feel embarrassed of it. I insisted saying that this will be fun, and in the end it got finalized.
You are a hidden charity angel, I heard that you are the first girl group member to join the ‘Honor society’, you have been consistently involved in charity works from debut till now. This is thanks to my family that I began this. My birthday this year, fans donated a sum of 19900530 won which reflected my exact birthday. I am really thankful that fans are able to do good deeds together with me; I have to work even harder.
Fans who are enthusiastically supporting you have also gradually increased, your sense of responsibility must also have increased with increasing influence right. I put down the weight, and walk side by side with fans; this is my mentality right now. In the time we spent together, growing up together with everyone, I feel very at ease.
Lately, has there been any work that leaves an impact on you? I am currently reading a book called “아무것도 아닌 지금은 없다” (Literally translated as 'The Present Cannot Be Meaningless') and I received a lot of comfort from it. I am learning how to think from a different perspective, and when I was at It, I realized that never once did I tell myself things like ‘you have worked hard’. I am not the kind that will talk to myself (Laughs). I started reading this book when drama ‘The King In Love’ ended, and for the first time I told myself that I have worked hard. (Book: Link)
You seem to be a gentle person, so it is a little surprising. I am someone who is very harsh on myself, no matter what I am learning I always find myself lacking, I wanted to do everything well, so often people told me that I am a perfectionist.
I thought that you are someone who only walk on flowery paths, I heard that you are the member that was the longest as a trainee, and before your debut you even auditioned for over a 100 times. Movies, dramas and CFs indeed do added up to more than 100 times; it set a very good foundation for me. Before, I got really shy when I stood in front of the public, but I have become a lot more confident since then.
Since elementary school, it is really incredible how you persisted over more than 5 years as a trainee Perhaps it is because I didn’t understand much back then, and it is things that I like so I work hard unconditionally for it. Even though it was tough but because I am doing things that I love so I feel happy. However if it is right now then perhaps I won’t do it anymore. (Laughs)
If you ever thought of an ordinary life, what would you like to do? I want to go travelling freely. Because of my schedules I get to go to a lot of countries but I have to head back once my schedules ended so I didn’t have much time to travel leisurely.
2 years ago today, can you still remember what you were doing then? That time I think I set up my Instagram account.
However your following has already reach 7.09million now, do you still remember what you were doing in September 2016? I was filming ‘The K2’. From there I realized the joy of acting.
So what kind of memories do you have for September 2017? Cutting short hair for the first time in 8 years? (Laughs)
Can ‘Im-Ballads’ recommended some music that you enjoy lately, if I listen to songs, I will be reminded of YoonA in this autumn. I like indie band Jannabi’s songs, and also Yoon Hyun Sang’s ‘I, You’ Song: Link
Cr: Chinese Trans by 小挚&佳佳​&YOONAYACOM​​​​ Eng Trans: mystarmyangel
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