#even if it goes unnoticed

[coffeexxcigarettes]

How many words have I written in blood,

To bleed through unkissed pages?

The last time I was myself,

The microphone gave feedback,

As you fell asleep-

I spill my soul only here,

Only here,

For you to see-

A declaration of who I am,

And who I'd like to be,

And everything you've woven into me-

How many words have I agonized over,

To later feel it crushed within my hand-

To never be seen again?

To write only for another is to die,

And I fear I've died for you..

..A thousand times over.

x

..

..

... @nosebleedclub - Oct. 19th; Grand Gesture

[astrolotte]

Interesting thing I realized is that the reason Peri still has his fuckass hair swirl in object form is most likely to make it easier to tell him apart from Cosmo (especially for colorblind kids), as he and his dad have the exact same facial features! Which is cool to note, I love character design.

I would also like to put it on record that this could've been fixed if you let him keep the eyelashes he had as a baby. I will forever be an advocate for that LET HIM BE SLAY-

[ssruis]

Otori group changing their goals from “quick and easy way to bring in more funds to the park” to “putting in the work to bring in more park attendance while maintaining the park’s original vision” & tsukasa not choosing the easy path to fame with the commercial opportunity and instead putting his full support behind the wms show & rui choosing the fast track to his dreams in curtain call but then ultimately staying with wxs (which was what he truly desired). And to a lesser extent - emu being told to slow down and take her time to learn and grow in popping in my heart/ohe and Nene refusing to just take the compliments her hero gave her and instead ask to undergo some really intensive training in canary.

[iceyrukia]

Women’s self-image is as negative as ever despite the “body positivity” wave of choice feminism. Why?

I think one of the biggest reasons as to why women’s beauty standards and self-image are worse than even is because you can preach about unfair beauty standards all you want and tell women not to make fun of another woman’s looks but you can’t take away the social status and praise that women who are “beautiful” get from society (both men and women). You give them clout and praise them. Something both “body positivity” and “body neutrality” feminists do btw despite all the talk about acceptance.

It’s like saying you don’t support the ethics behind a product and yet still consume and buy it. In this case “beauty” being a luxury achieved via consumerism where women become the products (objects) that other women admire and obsess over. There is a demand so there is a supply PERIOD.

Women might not directly pursue beauty (“I do it for myself”) for men but nonetheless it’s definitely ingrained as a sign of status and that’s enough to cause a negative self-image in women who don’t participate. Men might have been the original perpetrators of installing unrealistic beauty standards for women but the victims (women) have also turned into perpetrators who can’t let go of the misogynistic status symbol of having value from appearances because it’s considered “culture”.

[slechterick]

the quality of tv shows that get popular on Tumblr and the quality of Doctor Who episodes are on the exact same wavelength of complete and utter inconsistency. sometimes you fire it up and it's hot garbage, just a pile of steaming dog shit. another week you could try again and it's still garbage but in a way that's paradoxically entertaining. after laying low for a while, you could hesitantly reach out again and find that your fingers are touching the cold surface of pure gold.

dungeon meshi falls in that last category for me. i did NOT expect it to be as good as it is.

[leopardom]

i've come to the conclusion that i either have the worst timing when it comes to messaging/posting or i'm straight up annoying every single soul on earth so i just get ignored. or maybe both

[utdrmv-confession-box]

Transcript: Maybe this blog is an outlier because of the anonymity, but I genuinely didn’t realize so many people just…. Disliked Sans and works mostly involving him? I could be misreading, but I hadn’t even noticed the resentment within the fandom (likely because I was in my own niche)

[achiara]

is it implied that chen fei was once also a "victim" of baijie? lol

[ludcake]

My recent nightly listenings of AGOT had me reach Ned's chapter in the black cells and. None of you are talking about how Ned can't even muster himself to cry over his daughters? How he's repressed himself so deep in his honor man Lord Stark persona that he can't express frustration at what's happening? That all he can think is about Cersei being right and him being wrong? That Cersei haunts his dreams more than anyone else, because she did the same he would've done, that everyone abandoned him because he didn't follow their warnings, hallucinating about Robert and he doesn't even care about what happened and accepts his own death?

That man needs to have his brain picked with sharp tools I want ANSWERS what is going on in your head

[stellarsightz]

“All that I've been taught // And every word I've got // Is foreign to me” — Hozier, Foreigner’s God

Aka "nooo dont grieve the life you spent running away from everything and wish you could go back to that life of uncertainty, where you constantly wonder if you can survive another day, rather than stand in the middle of a civil war which has nothing to do with you, you're so cool and sexy you're literally the mythical hero of a land where everyone detests your kind ahahahh"

A silly drawing of my Bosaltmer Dovahkiin, Baltana :))

I fiddled with her design a little, aka i added a different facial tattoo (which mirrors Lynwallyn's because hehe they're twins)

-> a companion piece to this older drawing of Lynwallyn

(Alternative version under the cut; possible eyestrain warning)

[traumagenica]

people claim to understand that progress isn't linear and recovery can take a long time until it becomes personally inconvenient to them and then you're just a stupid lazy bastard to them no matter how you behaved before you became outwardly sick or how hard you've been trying to get better. and i will be mad about that forever

[ningquan]

ningguang makes me so damn sad because she keeps her heart and her memories so damn guarded. even among the friends who have known her for decades like yelan and beidou, she's always so careful with what she lets slip out.

the saddest part? this is the result of trust issues from her youth. she used to be someone who would wear her heart on her sleeve, albeit naively trusting of others. but oh, did she learn how cruel human beings can be. too many friends, lovers, and ( potential ) business partners took advantage of her generosity and her skillsets and left her with absolutely nothing. she was stuck trying to rebuild and just survive time and time again, to the point where she could only truly trust herself.

that belief in herself and her abilities has gotten her far and no one can ever claim to have the upper hand over her... but don't let her fool you. it's lonely from her perch in the clouds.

[sandsstorms]

hey hey hey 🙌🙌

so. finally did it! my Tayen (who hardly ever changes her hair... or combs it at all I would say) in different hairstyles and man. let me say it. curly hair just gives anyone such a glow up. 10/10 recommended

thanks my lovely @simsinfinitylt for the tag!! I wouldn't get into any tag game without you 😂

ok I'm tagging then @m0ckest @estah @cyazurai @anittasandwich and anyone who wants to do it actually! go to town

blank template here!

[local-magpie]

god i really want to replay the dishonored series. what good fucking games. what excellent games. i played for the void twink and got some really excellent political commentary

[lesbianlenas]

absolutely love the way the main character’s mother in this book is written….the way she reflects on how her daughter hero worshipped her father and didn’t actually know how he really was (a bad husband who she had to treat like another child and who cheated on her and who was very misogynistic) and how much it hurts the way that she loved him more when she was the one who nurtured her is so real. it reminds me of that quote that’s like father and daughter will look down on mother together but this will not save the daughter from the mother’s fate…..def my favorite part of this book

[sailoreuterpe]

My younger brother, when he wasn't any older than ten, buried a dead bird in an old toy egg carton and sobbed. My older brother once bought all of us Easter gifts with the money that he earned raking leaves. My eldest brother would take me on day trips on the bus as a child to eat out. My sister regularly almost goes broke donating to charity. Most of my pets growing up were strays that my mother couldn't abandon. My father has those charity website clickers in his schedule every day. All of my niblings save bugs in their homes.

Humans aren't inherently selfish. If you think so, then work harder to make the world a better place yourself. We only have this pale blue dot, after all, and life is terminal: make it could while you're here.

the “humans are inherently selfish” fanclub can genuinely and in all honesty go to hell. i once came back from a school yard where the kids had heaped piles of leaves and cut wildflowers on a narrow strip of grass bc a bee had died. i actually want to cry.