#even if I’m not on this earth anymore

[secretly-larry-daley]

How do you feel about your son taking over your position one day?

I don’t know to be honest. Even with all the hiccups, I still love my job. As well as my son. And I know, one day, I won’t be here to help him. All I hope is that he is put in good hands.

I’m sure he’ll make an excellent night guard one day. He’ll make me proud, no matter what happens. And if he does decide to become a night guard, I’ll show him all the steps. That’s a promise.

[serpentinespider]

This dude’s so annoying lol (<- bewitched body and soul)

[retrogradedreaming]

Even if I were doing the exact thing I loved most in the world every day, the fact that I would be forced to do it to survive would make it hell

[apathyfairy]

i always said that once i stop caring what other people think about me it’s over for you bitches and it’s finally happened i’m literally untouchable

[quietwingsinthesky]

can’t stop thinking about Marie reviving Kevin. does anyone ever manage to open the gates of Heaven again. does anyone even bother to tell Linda if they do. does Kevin lose more and more of himself as the years go on, and she’s forced to lose her son a second time. Linda carrying around a warded box with Kevin’s final tether in it so that he can’t accidentally hurt anyone, never knowing if it’s safe to release him from this world, if he won’t be worse trapped in the veil with no one to hold on to at all. one way or another, to love your child is to cage them.

(which is not to say that it’s her fault or even that she could have done anything differently. this is an impossible situation. this is something neither of them ever should have been forced to go through. her son is dead, and nothing can ever change that, and the best she can hope for is to hope that she can send him to heaven before she gets killed, too. because once an acquaintance of the winchesters, always a target for people who have a grudge against them. linda goes through. a lot. in the next few years. family is hell and all.)

the way this shakes out in my head is as a hunt. someone is using a ghost to kill people, and it becomes clear, very quickly, that this ghost is kevin. that someone stole him from linda. and the worst part is that kevin has been a spirit for years now and the magic keeping him under control is strong enough that he can barely tell what’s happening. to him, he’s lashing out to protect his mom, even though she’s not there and he’s just being used. it’s a horrifying fate. and “the only way to save him is to put him down, it’s mercy,” except they still don’t know if that’ll send him to Heaven or Hell or further into the Veil or worse.

and I am thinking about marie finding this little box, open because Kevin is being forced to attack the Winchesters, maybe even his mom, as they try to save him, and marie pulling out the ring his ghost is tied to, and marie, who listened so closely to Linda talking about her son, so proud of him and so torn apart by grief. I’m imagining this takes place early on, before Lucifer has had a chance to get to the twins, so all the family Marie has is the Winchesters, and Castiel, and Jack, and none of them are really her parents. Dean is hot-and-cold unable to connect, and Sam tries so hard to take care of the twins but can barely look them in the eyes most days, and Castiel prepared for a baby and got something else entirely, and Jack is. Well. Jack is someone she cannot imagine outliving, cannot conceive of a world without.

And so what I’m saying is that she’s holding that ring, and she’s supposed to destroy it, and she can’t. She can’t. Kevin’s spirit is here, and if she can fix it- if she can fix it. Jack elsewhere suddenly gulping down breaths because his heart is racing too fast and his power is being dragged from him into his sister’s hands, and realizing that this is how Marie felt when he brought back Castiel. She didn’t complain, so he grins and bears it. It is an awful, exhausting thing.

But Kevin lives. With all his memories of being a ghost, of losing himself, of being used as a weapon. He’s alive. He shouldn’t be, but he shouldn’t have died either. There’s a girl looking at him, who is his height and younger than him by more than a decade and needs this to have been a Good Thing she did.

at least he gets to hug his mom again.

[rapidashrider]

I stg every two months a see some mention of a new MCU film and I’m so tired. Enough now.

[natashatrace]

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[mthevlamister]

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[k-aveh]

I think the thing that will forever haunt me is the fact that the only people who could tolerate me at all are slightly older people who just want to use me. They’re the only ones who could deal with how impossibly exhausting I am, who could put up with me, give me the time of day, be prompt, actually make me feel like I’m not a burden or a hassle…

[livvyofthelake]

just saw a tiktok. listen if you’re gonna compare your characters to laurie jo and amy little women you need to really put on your thinking caps with it you cannot just be saying shit this isn’t a game….

[s-hell-d-o-n]

Woah. Uhhh. I get why Don wears a mask now, this air quality is… not good

[ohmeowmy]

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[alarrylarrie]

Hello, I haven’t been active lately but is the 2 week rule still a thing? Are they still following it? :)

(i hope they are ahhkk)

Hello love! Welcome back for a bit. Personally, I think just because of their tours, they’ve had to stretch the two week rule a little bit. (Might have been three weeks here, a month there) But! I do think they still try very hard to find gaps in their schedules where they can and always try to be with each other/see each other when they can.

I also think that because they’re super settled and domesticated now- so I don’t think the time apart rattles them maybe as much as it would have in the beginning.

[ween-kitchens]

hey does anyone have good news about the world cause i’m not convinced i’ll live past 23

[teruthecreator]

nooooo no it’s great no personally i LOVE when things just stop fucking working -__-

[system-error404-notfound]

I once again am giving up :)