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Send me requests for Ethan Nestor??
Do people write for Ethan Nestor (crankgameplays) anymore? Do y’all want me to write for him again? I’ve been craving some Ethan in my life and if I can’t find it I might as well write it right?
(Not my gif❣️)
#ethan Nestor#ethan nestor imagine#ethan nestor x reader#crankgameplays#crankgameplays imagine#crankgameplays x reader#unus anuus#youtuber imagine#youtubers x reader
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The Graveyard
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While these are all fandoms and people I do NOT write for anymore, some of the work written for them has been my best. I encourage you to search their names on my tumblr if you want to read some fics for these people. I will not link any fics as it takes too long and I don’t write for them anymore anyway. Much love to everyone in The Graveyard™
Hi5
Tanner Malmedal
Woodland Demars
Connor Melville
Gunner Gomez
Team Edge
Bobby Frederick
Why Don't We
Daniel Seavey
Corbyn Besson
Jack Avery
Jonah Marais
Zach Herron
Eben
Outer Banks
John B Routledge
JJ Maybank
Other
Jack and Jack
CrankGamePlays
Markiplier
Steve Harrington
Jaeden Lieberher
#hi5 studios imagine#hi5 imagine#team edge imagine#why dont we imagine#why don't we x reader#outer banks imagine#outer banks x reader#jack and jack imagine#crankgameplays imagine#ethan nestor imagine#markiplier imagine#mark fischbach imagine#steve harrington imagine#stranger things imagine#jaeden lieberher imagine#masterlist#dead masterlist
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#ethan nestor#eef#imagine looking at this man and thinking he's not handsome like sorry you got shit for eyes bro
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my old wattpad got outed in the the brain leak episode man I’m SICK
#Ethan literally read the description of my imagines book about him from when I was 15 I wish I was dead#jacksepticeye#crankgameplays#ethan nestor#brain leak
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615 days later and my LONGEST fic is complete!!!
for anyone who doesn’t know, i took a stab at writing an rpf fic back in june of 2021 and it has been a hell of a ride. but alas, the ride has finished and she is done!!!
thats right besties, backflip boy is finished.
for anyone who’s curious and hasn’t seen it yet, here’s the summary:
Y/N Fishbach moved in with Mark in an effort to save money after moving to LA. After becoming known on Mark's channel as the "most loved iplier", she decided to stay and learn the ropes of youtube, creating her own channel and gaining her own followers. At PAX East, she meets a young man by the name of Ethan Nestor. What happens when the back flip boy becomes more than just that?
it took a hilariously long time for me to finish it and good goly is it a good read. 51 chapters, guys.
51.
YOU CAN READ IT HERE BTW.
please read it i spent so long on it
#markiplier#crankgameplays#mark fischbach#ethan nestor#amy nelson#crankgameplays imagine#crankgameplays fanfiction#teamiplier#teamiplier fanfiction
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omg homosexuals .. i bet they kiss a lot 😮😮😮
#mid'summer is slowly consuming my brain#im so normal#miles and ollie should have had a better ending smh#imagine getting lobotomized L#miles perkins#ollie elliot#mid'summer#ethan nestor#GAAYYY#THESE BITCHES GAY#good for them
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and alright, here's my last (let's hope) and boldest take yet. lots of people have been talking about the level of staff (around 25-ish people) at watcher, and whether downsizing that number could have been a potential avenue of reducing costs before just jumping to a subscription model. at first i was like yeah, i'm not sure that there needs to be 18 people involved in making a lets play. i was in the fucking trenches in the unus annus days and i'm still amazed how markiplier and ethan nestor managed to put out pretty well edited videos every day for a whole year with only a handful of editors and a couple people filming. what unus annus was trying to do and what watcher is trying to do are obviously pretty different, but the point is that you really don't need a whole crew of people to make lots of different types of content and do it well.
i still think there probably doesn't need to be a whole production crew involved with the creation of some of the simpler types of content watcher puts out. however, i don't think the size of the staff is the real problem. in fact, i think the staff of watcher probably should have been larger.
let me explain. if i begrudgingly go to one of my most detested websites (linkedin. *bleeegh*) and look up watcher, i can see that pretty much every person on staff is in a creative role of some sort by their own admission. at first glance, its like, oh, that makes sense. they're making creative products, it's natural that they should all be in creative roles. however, once you think about it for a little longer from a business perspective, that fact is really concerning.
after all, by watcher's own definition, this is a production studio. this is a company. So in this sea of creative roles, who's doing corporate planning? Who's managing finance? Who's doing payroll? Or brand outreach? Or human-freaking-resources??? you can hire outside groups for all this. i'm aware. but those services cost a lot of money to contract too. i'm just finding it concerning that there is pretty much no one on full time staff that is there to at least do some of this stuff. if watcher wants to be a big-boy company, that's fine, but that means you have to pay some people to be part of your company to do the not-fun business stuff like accounting. or resource management.
if they want to be a real company, they should actually have a lot more people on staff to deal with all the non-creative parts of running a company. even if they contract out most of it, you want at least a few people that are your people and don't actually work for someone else. that's how you don't get screwed over or end up in a contract you can't get out of.
which leads me to my last train of thought. like, as i go through the staff of watcher and look at what they do, it really seems like one of the ONLY people who's job it was to look at the business side of things WAS steven lim in his role as CEO. and thinking about that, i'm like god, can you imagine?? here's a guy who just wants to create cool stuff too but as one of the few people who has to think about the realities of Brand and the Business, HE has to be the one to burst the bubble. He as CEO has to say no to people and make decisions to make sure the company survives. In a group of creative people who just want to make things they're interested in, no expense spared, he was probably the guy who had to stay at least a little tethered to reality.
I'm not about to say that steven lim isn't to blame here. everyone involved in making the decisions that have led up to this point is part of this. but shit, it absolutely sucks to have to be the person at the end of the brainstorm session when everyone is coming up with their best ideas and to have to say "guys, i don't think any of these things are possible unless we make some big decisions."
is that what happened at watcher HQ? i don't know. at this point, with radio silence from everyone, speculation is all we've got. but if you follow the thread of a bunch of creatives striking out on their own to make their own business after being burned by their former employer, despite not knowing really how to run a business, and then only hiring fellow creative people and not other people who actually run business things... well, all of this starts to make slightly more sense in WHY none of watcher's actions make sense. everybody wants to stick it to the man and be their own boss with their own business, until it actually comes to the hard parts of doing that. at that point people start to realize, "oh, maybe some of the things that existed at my old job were there for a reason, actually."
all this is why lots of creatives striking out and starting their own businesses don't work in the end. they're thinking about in terms of creative products still, when they really need to be focusing more on the "business" part of the "creative business." it's sad. it sucks. it destroys a lot of good ideas and good people, because one person in every company like that has to be the one who thinks practically. could this have been avoided if watcher had been hiring people all along to manage this business and not just adding people to add to the creative output? maybe. even then it might not have been enough to curb other predictable impulses that led us down this path.
i feel bad for watcher, and i feel bad for the fandom. but i can't help but wonder if this was always the kind of situation we were going to end up in, and we just missed some of the warning signs because ALL of us were thinking, "well, that could never happen to us. we're different. not the Ghoul Boys."
#watcher#watcher tv#two stupidly long thinkpieces in one morning? wow! what a bargain!#just don't ask which of my responsibilities i'm ignoring by typing all this out
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Imagine going to the streamer awards with Schlatt (you’re not a streamer) and if he wins something then once you all get home he makes you cum as many times as he can as a celebration type thing
celebrate- jschlatt
minors dni
paring: schlatt x fem/afab! reader
warnings: smut {18+}, mentions of overstim, schlatt being a horny mf, overuse of pet names {im sorry}
to be quite honest with you, schlatt didn’t even want to go to the streamies. it wasn’t his scene and he was confident in the fact he wasn’t going to win. what sold him on it was seeing you in a tight dress. he took you shopping that morning, you two decided on wearing purple, the color of royalty as you told him. “makes sense, got my beautiful princess so that makes me a king.”
it was almost time to leave as you were putting the finishing touches on your makeup. “doll, we gotta go.” schlatt held your hand as you slid on your heels and even fixed the buckles for you. the tight sequined dress hugged your curves perfectly, the purple complementing your complexion.
“absolutely stunning.” your boyfriend commented with a wolf whistle. “whaddya say we skip this thing? i could do that thing ya like with my tongue.” he smirked and kissed up your neck. “jay, no. this is a big night for you! we have to go, that’s that.” you pushed the larger man away from you and frantically tried to fix your hair.
the car ride to the venue was so exciting for you. having only been with schlatt a few months, you hadn’t been to a streamers event before. “this is gonna be so fun jay! we’re gonna take pictures and you’re nominated! i think you’re gonna win personally.”
he rolled his eyes at the thought of him winning. “‘m glad you’re excited toots. at least one of us is.” you knew he wasn’t the biggest fan of going out, much rather wanting to spend the night back home in austin with you and jambo instead of being in smoggy old la. “c’mon baby, you’ll have fun trust me.” “i think having you bent over the bed would be more fun but okay.” he muttered under his breath.
you were right of course, sitting at the table with his fellow nominees ted and charlie, he started to loosen up a bit. drinks were flowing, laughs were being had, and schlatt started to ease up. “the nominees for best new podcast are…” ethan nestor started reading out their category. “oooh baby listen up!”
schlatt felt his nerves jump back up, he didn’t care about winning honestly. you were just so excited for him and the guys, he didn’t want to disappoint you.
“and the winners of best new podcast are….” you held schlatts hand tightly with one hand while you bit your nails on the other. “chuckle sandwich!” a camera panned over to your table and the guys all got up to go on stage, right after kissing their dates.
“thank you all so much for this amazing award, i think i speak for all of us when i say we definitely didn’t expect to be nominated let alone win. thank you to the fans for tuning in every week and we hope you keep listening!” ted spoke eloquently, a perfect acceptance speech; short and sweet.
once back at the table, his hand made its way to your thigh. “hey doll, don’tcha think i deserve a winner’s reward when we get back to the hotel?” he whispered in your ear then kissed your neck. his hand rubbed your thigh, inching closer and closer to your core. you squeezed them closer together, attempting to block his hand from his target.
the rest of the event was quite draining. all you could focus on was what schlatt was going to do to you later that evening. finally you got to leave and instead of going to the after party, you faked being sick. “sorry guys, im not feeling so hot. i better sit this one out. jay, you don’t mind not going do you? i feel so bad.” you pleaded with the large man, who knew you were faking it. “yeah guys, let’s do a rain check for next chuckle week. gotta make sure my baby’s feelin’ alright.” schlatt wrapped his jacket around you, and walked you towards his car. “congratulations again guys!”
the drive home was an entirely different vibe, schlatts hand was ghosting against your center, teasing you through your underwear. “couldn’t even wait for me to celebrate with my friends? needed me that badly huh doll?” he smirked at you while his fingers grabbed a hold of your panties and pulled them to the side. “s’fuckin’ wet for me…”
his large digits found their way to your clit, rubbing soft slow circles. “that’s it. atta girl. you looked so pretty tonight sweetheart. wanted to take you into a bathroom and fuck the shit outta ya.” your back arched into the seat at his words. “oh you like that idea don’t you princess? me taking care of this sweet cunt wherever i want it, not caring who sees me with what’s mine.”
his fingers speed up, causing you to grip tighter on the center console, “fuck jay, don’t stop. ‘m gonna cum.” “that’s right, cum for daddy.”
the car stopped moving, pulling into the hotel’s lot where schlatt waited until your orgasm subsided to help you out and into the room. once there, he tossed you onto the bed. “i believe i was promised the thing i like?” you smirked up at him.
dropping down to his knees and taking the headband out of his hair, he pulled you closer to the edge. “i’m a man of my word doll. but i’m gonna make you cum so many times you’re gonna cry.”
and once again, schlatt was a man of his word.
#jschlatt x reader#jschlatt imagine#jschlatt smut#jschlatt headcanons#jschlatt fluff#jschlatt#jschlatt hcs#chuckle sandwich imagine#mcyt imagine
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PPPPSSSSSSTTTTTTT—
Do you have a voice claim headcanon for Nugz?
I mean idk if this is weird or bad but I was thinking Ethan Nestor or y'know crankgameplays or unnus annus I enjoyed his moments in unnus annus so much
Also this video is a good example of how shake and nugz interact with one another I'd imagine they would make bizarre videos like this too
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Ticklish thoughts Fill My Mind
Hmm...Tickles...rib tickles and belly tickles...Ooooho, the butterflies...The teasing fills me with more and more butterflies as my mouth grows into a giddy, wobbly smile...I can't stop it...I kick my feet while sitting in my chair, and grip my sides in the hopes it'll be enough to make me laugh. You can't tickle yourself...you know this...so why are you tickling your own belly right now? Videos upon videos of people being tickled. Laughter becomes your biggest weakness...Every bout of laughter you hear from anyone, becomes music to your ears...even your own laughter has the same effect on you. You watch videos upon videos of youtubers having laughing fits. Matpat (Game Theory) has an upbeat laugh you can't help but laugh along with... Jacksepticeye has one of the best, most hearty laughs you've ever heard... Ethan Nestor's giggles make you bounce around in your seat...That's why you made the fucking tickle compilation! Because his laugh was adorable! And because he's so ticklish! Mark's laugh, mixed with his visual reactions, makes you feel like you're soaring with happiness... Dan and Arin (Game Grumps) both have amazing laughs for different reasons. Arin's laugh is so high-pitched, it makes you laugh with him. Dan's laugh is so happy-go-lucky, it puts a stupid smile on my face. Plus the fact that he throws himself around like that?! Fuckin'- YES! Thomas Sanders' laugh...OH MY GOD, it's in the top 3 for most contagious, happiest laughs you've ever heard your entire life. Even Penguinz0...MOTHERFUCKING MOISTCRITIKAL...has an AMAZING LAUGH. And then once the laughter fills your mind, you let your imagination put them into ticklish scenarios and let the brain's movie camera start rolling. It's...Both heaven and hell at once.
I...I'm sleep-deprived. For good reason. I need to go to bed. Point of this post, was that I was in a lee mood, and my spiralling head brought my mood down dramatically...and now my spirits are up again because I fucking watched people laugh for an hour... What...a fucking...life. XD
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HELLO THERE!!
Welcome to CAPVERSE!!!
Ran by @crowleysno1 and @emmangst !!
If you like Capvers, if you like art, if you like fanfiction, if you like an au where Havers doesn't leave for the North African Front? FOLLOW US!!!
We're just two little sillies who want to spread our silly little thoughts about these silly little homosexuals!!!
BUT! THERE WILL BE SPOILERS FOR GHOSTS S5!! and..
Let us introduce.... the OWNERS!!!
crowleysno1 (aka ashley):
i am the storm of which has been brought upon kav, i am the reason why we are here today. I am.... Ashley.
HI! im ashley (aka grandpappy) and im autistic!!!
im the person who brought this silly ship into kav's life and now we can't stop talking about it!! (OOPSIE!!) i do art, and writing and sometimes poetry but that's like very very rare. BUT!! what you will see here will be a mixture of me and kav's crazy CRAZY imagination through art and fanfiction!
i can't remember the last time I haven't been properly obsessed with anything since I had a 3 year long hyperfixation on Unus Annus, and the rest has been a very long switching between old ones and new ones!!! im very weird.
i hope that this blog goes far because capvers has engulfed me and kav entirely, and we can't escape it (help).
err some random things about me is that I love the six idiots (DUHH). im a gomens , omfd, Markiplier, unus annus, Ethan Nestor, Thomas Sanders fan etcetcetc. errr im in love with horrible histories, ghosts and yonderland... I mean duh. why else am I here???@?#?
(as of today, I never know when I'm suddenly like "NEW HYPERFIXATION!!").
im also very interested in history (ww2 specifically), so like I'll use every every single excuse to talk about it so don't even like cry at the sight of my silly little rambles. (Though if you want to see those they'll be on my main acc)
ill sign off the posts with A or Grandpappy, because I am grandpappy ashley.
BYEBYE!
emmangst (aka kav):
hi im kav (aka hubba bubba) and i have adhd and horrendous memory comparable to amnesia
im the victim of the storm that was approaching (ashley) and now I cant stop being struck by capvers brainstorm lightnings
I'm also a big fan of Pokemon, specifically the subway masters and the b/w games, (really really big fan of) kubzscouts, kitchen nightmares (solely bc of the admin of the kitchen nightmares yt account), metro railways/rapid transit and others I can't really remember
I do art and writing too, but I never post my writings, im not good neither does my artstyle support capvers HELP. but I do share my ideas of capvers au's to ashley.
coincidentally I too am verrrry interested in history (specifically british, germany, ww1/ww2). I go by it/they but ashley will refer to me as he/him just because I said so in didord hhdjsjdj and I probably will call ashley "captain ashley" because it funny
will sign off the posts with K or hubba bubba
funfact abt me : I watched the trailer for BBC Ghosts in 2019 but completely forgot about it until I got curious abt what ashley meant by not revealing the captains name and meeting my ultimate doom
#bbc ghosts captain#bbc ghosts#ghosts s5#bbc ghosts spoilers#bbc ghosts series 5#bbc ghosts season 5#ghosts bbc#the captain#the captain bbc ghosts#the captain ghosts#capvers#blog#ghosts spoilers#infodump
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OH MY TITANN!!!
EEEE!!
The Evelyn headcanons were so damn cute!!
Can we please get Lee and Ler Caleb headcanons?
Have a nice day! 🫶🏻
🌟~Caleb Tkl Headcanons~🪶
~Aww thank you! Of course, I've been meaning to give the og string-bean some attention. He deserves to smile (〒﹏〒). Working through my reqs one at a time, oldest to newest. Promise I'm not ignoring y’all, I've got a system. Thank you for the request!~
General:
I think we can all agree that this boy is mostly lee.
With Evelyn, however, he gets a bit bolder and wants to see her smile.
So I'm gonna go lee-leaning switch. Mostly wants to get got, but can leave his girl a giggly mess.
I don't see him and Philip really getting into these fights often, though Caleb’s bro definitely taught him where his worst spots were.
Really only feels like sharing his liking of this with Evelyn.
Lee:
Gets lee moods pretty frequently. Lucky for him, he's got a certain magic user to help him out.
SUPER wiggly lil guy. Kicks his feet, flaps his arms, squirms like there's not tomorrow.
If you think you can handle it, watch for flailing limbs. If not (good choice), it'd be smart to pin him first.
I imagine he's got a decently higher voice than his brother (think Ethan Nestor)
Bright, bubbly giggles and almost childish laughter. Boy's got so many squeak spots, it's adorable ( ◜‿◝ )♡
Worst spots are his feet and knees. Loud, snort-filled laughter if you manage to get him there. Careful, though: he kicks.
Melt spot would have to be his neck.
He adores tickly little kisses there from a certain witch. Some wiggly fingers wouldn't hurt, either.
Since he met Evelyn, he learned that he actually enjoys being tickled quite a bit. It's a fun way to bond, and it's fun to just relax and let his walls down around someone.
Ler:
When he feels like seeing his love smile, this boy gets disastrous ler moods.
By disastrous, I mean he gets stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Loves seeing Evelyn smile and laugh, but it flusters the heck out of him.
If his lee asks for more or says something like “Don't stop!”, he's done for.
Definitely a soft ler. Only goes in harder if specifically asked, and even then he holds back. Boyo doesn't wanna make anyone uncomfortable.
Likes giving tickle hugs/cuddles. Don't be surprised if he comes up behind you and starts squeezing your sides or teasing your neck.
Pretty much only tickles Evelyn, though he'd be comfortable doing it to people he knows decently well.
Masterful aftercare. Long cuddles, little praises, snacks and more.
He's got a special way to make hot cocoa, though he refuses to share his secret. It's well worth the giggle-fest to drink some afterwards.
#toh tickle#lee!caleb#ler!caleb#switch!caleb#caleb wittebane#sfw tickling community#tickle#sfw tickle headcanons#tickle hcs#the owl house tickle#toh caleb#tickle thoughts
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How often are Neurodivergent (mostly Autism/ADHD) people accused or mistook for being drunk/high?
CW: mention and jesting of alcohol, drinking, drunkeness, drugs, high, sober, intoxication, spiking drinks, how many more synonyms can I gather?
Word count: 586
Abstract: An observation on my own behaviour and a couple other people's behaviours that gets conflated with inebriation/intoxication.
A thought came to me post-event; one night my cousins decided for a get-together with drinks. I was not drinking because my period suddenly came and I took painkillers. Everybody in the room knew. However, I randomly asked, “Can you keep a chicken in an apartment?”
In my head, it made sense since we’re in an apartment right now and I have chickens so put these two things together… Everyone except my sister thought it was weird and joked I’m already drunk, someone spiked my water, I’m going to black out, bla bla bla, cliché.
I thought about this the next morning. I am not diagnosed with anything but my (current, as I write this but let’s not jinx anything) partner was diagnosed with ADD as a kid. He recognized the same signs he has with me and we both recognized I have something. I could get myself diagnosed, but my dad thinks I don’t have anything because he only knows the obvious stereotypes of ADHD/Autism/neurodivergence. (Although I think he doesn't know the difference between them and thinks ADHD is the same as autism.) Let’s digress.
I thought about that one time Eurovision Norway participant TIX had to select his position for the show (1st half or 2nd half), and there’s a live stream with chat but I can’t find the video. One of the hosts has her hand inside the bowl and TIX was supposed to say stop or something like that, I can’t remember. Throughout the whole time he was there, he showed the same behaviour I recognized in myself, Ethan Nestor from CrankGamePlays, and Mark Fischbach from Markiplier (those were my only references off the top of my head at the time). Unfortunately, what is a singer without haters, especially he won Melodi Grand Prix 🇳🇴 and defeated the fan favourite KEiiNO — the chat overflowed with “wow he’s such a weirdo” and “get him offstage, he’s drunk” and “is he high right now?” and such. This hurts when he stated multiple times in interviews about his Tourette’s and ADHD. He named himself TIX for a reason.
So I pulled up a Go0gle and searched “autism or adhd accused of being drunk?” I mostly found medical or psychology stuff on how someone with autism is prone to alcoholism and similar. I found one article on someone mistaken to be drunk and arrested for it. Link below.
I didn’t find much else on Youtube. Maybe it’s my weak key words and searching. I don’t know but can anybody else provide their own input? Has anybody done a study on this?
PS. Slightly off topic, but there was one year, one time, I said I was overstimulated and two other cousins in the room laughed and said something about what substances I took or not (everybody knew I didn't take anything). Don't remember the words but remembered them laughing and not taking any effort to change the setting. That was years ago, at least two. A few years later, Christmas season of 2023, those two cousins and a couple other cousins mentioned getting overstimulated. I don't know if they got better in the timespan or if the situation was dramatically different. The case here was, imagine your typical family gathering but it's immigrant parents so there's more than three aunts and uncles each, and everybody's default volume is 50 instead of 15. Smaller space without windows. The case then was less people, exactly or roundabout three aunts and uncles, bigger space with a glass door.
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#sti speaks#long post#adhd#autism#neurodivergent#audhd#neurodivergency#neurotypical#drunk#not drunk#please respond to this#I gotta know#accused of being drunk#accused#overstimulated#tix#esc norway 2022
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YIPPIEEE now I wanna hear some Sayren headcanons if you have any. Curious to see
Headcanon A: realistic
I tend to imagine Sayren- as I've said, with the body type of my sister. Very very tall, really flat and thin, though she obvs has some muscle built up.
I also imagine her hands are scarred and permanently calloused and stuff from working with fossils and being in the dirt all the time.
Headcanon B: while it may not be realistic it is hilarious
Sayren voice claim is Ethan Nestor. Can't explain it
Headcanon C: heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends
I think that Sayren is, in a way, like Amaya with blaming herself for things that aren't her fault. In particular, they blame themselves for each other's suffering, and they cannot see a way through it where the other has done any wrong. Whether or not she would, Amaya could probably hurt Sayren outright- and I mean hell, she tries to kill her in Spiral and actually did accidentally kill her in Hope's Reprisal- and Sayren would sooner and much rather believe that somehow she drove Amaya to do it, that Amaya is the victim and she is at fault. In that way, it's easier and less scary, in a sense, to just say it was my fault. I caused this. It's an extension of how she struggles with the idea that Amaya could do anything to hurt her, but with the added punch of "it's easier to believe that this was my own fault because I so badly need an explanation where she is not in the wrong" and because she can't control what Amaya does, she can't control what anyone else does, but she can control what she does, and therefore, it's the safer option to say that it was something she did.
That, and also after the events of Spiral, I think that it takes a while for Sayren to get accustomed to having Amaya (or anyone) touch her neck because of how intensely traumatic the experience of grabbing Amaya's wrists and trying to beg them through near suffocation from lack of air not to bring down the knife they had positioned over her throat was. And there's still that lingering desire to say that it wasn't Amaya's fault, that Amaya was the victim there, this was somehow Sayren's failure, Amaya did no wrong, that makes her feel really bad about it, even though Amaya- as much as she can be for how unbelievably awful she feels about the situation for quite a while- is supportive and understanding.
Headcanon D: unrealistic, but I will disregard canon about it because I reject canon reality and substitute my own.
gently hands you t4t saymaya
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Jack and Jill
One was Chosen to defend his home from the horrors outside his world. The other ascended the ranks of the Resistance to defend her home from the threats inside her world. Both are convinced their job is more important than their sibling's. Here is an updated design for Jack Quackers, alongside his sister Jill. Jack, as was established in earlier pieces, is one of the Chosen Few, a hapless Toon duck who got roped into the eternal conflict between Order and Chaos without any real experience or drive in the art of killing. As a result, he is more often the first of his group to suggest diplomacy or a hasty retreat than having violence as a first option, something which has resulted in mockery and hostility from his comrades (excepting Adam Skelecoot, of course). Armed with only his gags and his Toon instincts, his role in a fight often involves distracting his foes to allow openings for the rest of his group to exploit. Voice claim wise, the closest I've got at the moment is Ethan Nestor (from Unus Annus) combined with Daffy Duck's lisp. Jill, in stark contrast to her brother, is a no-nonsense Toon Resistance veteran who is very much a "gold medal" type of Toon, dedicating her waking hours to fighting the Toon-Cog War with the same dedication that a hardcore Toontown player may apply to their grindset. As such, she regards her brother with a resentment reserved by big sisters for their little brothers, not afraid to paint her brother's divine assignment as some sort of dumb game he plays with his "friends". The downside to this is if/when there ever was a threat from outside, she would be totally unprepared for it and would begrudgingly team up with her brother to protect Toontown from the horrors of the Imagiverse. Voice claim wise, I imagine her as a more casual/less shrill version of Tak from Invader Zim, again with the Daffy Duck lisp.
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