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lovelivingmydreams · 4 years ago

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Paper Flowers: By any other name

Happy New year! I’m back with the fifth chapter. Other chapters are listed in the master post under Paper Flowers.

Thomas gets tmakes a fun youtube Video. Patton thinks there might be a breakthrough with Virgil. And Roman gets a surprise.

Thomas and Joan are sitting down at Joan’s kitchen table for a youtube video.

Earlier that week Thomas had sent out a tweet to ask the Fanders to send in questions and links for them to react to.

The video was a lot of fun so far. They saw cute dog video’s, inspiring coming out video’s, and then there was the artwork inspired by his vine stuff. Some fanders made misleading complement themed cards, and there were cute drawings of his teacher and dad character. And of course there was that stainglass/yingyang drawing of the Prince and his nemesis.

“This is just amazing, you guys are all so talented.” He gushes, not for the first time as he studies the gorgeous detailing on the latter. This must’ve taken hours and he can’t get over the fact that something he did inspired that.

The questions were fun to answer too. What subject is teacher’s favorite? What is Dad’s favorite cookie? What was the funniest interaction he’d ever had after a storytime? Some serious ones too. How did Joan know they were non binary?

What made him decide to come out as gay to his Christian parents? How did he know it was the right time?

Is it hard being out and proud while being a public figure?

Tips on how to handle social anxiety.

“Okay, final question, I peeked on this one,” Joan admitted, making Thomas let out a dramatic scandalized gasp. “I wanted to make sure we’d end the video on a fun note. Go on read it.”

Joan is chuckling already, so Thomas quickly reads the comment.

“Thomas love your content! But the people need to know. Is it Marcus or Kevin?”

Thomas frowns in confusion. There is a link and when he clicks on it he is brought to a long reblog chain on tumblr. He quickly reads through the first few posts and snorts.

“Oh My Goodness, that is just amazing!” he squeals in delight. He loves that the fanders are so enthusiastic about those two. And from what he can tell both ‘armies’ are battling it out in good fun.

“Well, I can’t confirm, nor deny either name at this time. But I think he’d very much approve of the one his faithful minions have chosen for him. Personally I do think Kevin would be hilarious though.”

Joan chuckles and nods in agreement.

“We might learn the dark overlord’s true name someday,” Thomas smiles. “But for now, take it easy guys galls and non-binary palls. Peace out!”

“Are you quite done Princey?” Virgil huffed. Roman had been laughing nonstop since Thomas heard about the debate going on in the Fanders comunity.

“Sorry. I’ll stop. Honestly it’s not that funny. Please do forgive me… Kevin,” And just like that he was doubled over again. Virgil groaned in annoyance.

“Okay, okay, I’m done. I honestly didn’t mean to. You can’t always help it when you laugh though. And you must admit it is a little funny,” Roman said once he got a hold of himself, whipping the mirth out of his eyes.

“What’s all this commotion about?” Patton wondered as he entered the commons.

Virgil tensed up. Patton had been… Different lately. He’d been checking if Virgil took enough food when he ate in his room, and that he ate everything when Roman coaxed him into eating with the others. He knocked more often to check if Virgil had laundry to be done, or to tell him that it was time for him to go to bed. He was taking this whole dad thing a little too seriously.

And some part of Virgil wanted to just accept and appreciate the effort, but the other kept wondering why Patton was doing all that for him when he clearly wanted him to just move back downstairs already.

It was in the little things. The way Patton would tense when he entered the room. How he would hesitate before smiling at him or greeting him. The way his voice wavered when he asked him stuff. And sometimes Patton would say stuff like “I don’t care how Deceit does things, but up here we…” Insert whatever rule Patton was trying to get Virgil to accept.

Honestly. He didn’t mind doing chores. Even if it was redundant when you can just will stuff to be clean. He didn’t mind making an appearance in the commons once a day either. Patton had just jumped from not involving him in anything into expecting him to fight him on everything.

Sure he’d roll his eyes and huff a little, but he wasn’t that difficult. Patton clearly expected him to be though. Perhaps even expected him to get tired of the rules and leave.

The problem was, Virgil had actually tried a few times in the beginning, and he couldn’t go back downstairs. Not really. Not for more than a visit when Thomas was asleep. The rest of the time, he was stuck in the in between only able to go to the upper commons.

Virgil’s best guess at how this worked was that Thomas had acknowledged his existence, but was still trying to push him down most of the time.

It’d been Janus’ decision to reveal this truth, when Virgil had been triggered into a panic attack one morning out of seemingly nowhere. Janus and Remus had been very calm that day and that had been exactly what had made Virgil worry that something big was coming. Janus realized this was not a healthy environment for him. So he lifted the denial on Thomas’ anxiety and told Patton and the others that Virgil would be living with them from now on.

Next thing Virgil knew his room was moved up, just not all the way.

He wasn’t sure, but he felt like he’d gotten closer to the upper level since he and Roman became friends. Logan didn’t seem to care one way or another. So that left Patton as the one to push him down right?

Virgil closed his eyes to calm his reeling thoughts for a moment. He couldn’t get swept up by his own head when in public. Princey got it by now, but how would he explain this to Patton.

“Oh, hello Padre. Kevin and I were just discussing the latest video and…”

Then Virgil found himself crouching on the kitchen counter ready for an attack. Patton’s high pitched squeal had been unexpected and terrifying.

Roman, once he recovered from his own surprise, moved a little closer to Virgil, putting himself in between him and the perceived danger. It helped calming him down a lot faster and adjust his position to look more casual and less terrified.

Patton was still squealing and clapping. It seemed like he had missed Virgil’s panicked reaction.

“Your name is Kevin?” he gushed.

“No,” Virgil objected immediately. Holding up both hands in a stop sign.

“That’s just one of the names the fanders gave the villain character. Princey thinks he’s hilarious for calling me that,” he explained.

Patton deflated. “Oh… Well, it’s nice the fanders enjoy your character so much,” he smiled awkwardly. Virgil suppressed the urge to roll his eyes. He wanted to get out of here, like now.

“Padre! You just must see the gorgeous artwork this fander did about the prince!” Roman declared as he grabbed Patton by the arm and led him away.

Virgil finally fully relaxed. Roman was really pulling through on every level.

Protecting him from Patton’s parenting, deflecting Logan’s tough questions, and even making Virgil feel appreciated. Whenever Virgil had had a rough day of keeping Thomas safe, Roman would come find him in the field and just hang with him, humming his favorite music, set up one of his favorite movies with him, telling him stories of his grand adventures. Just hanging out. Once they did each other’s nails. That was a lot of fun. Virgil had actually quit nailbiting all together because he didn’t want to ruin them.

At first Roman had tried gifts and lavish praise, but that did not sit well with Virgil. He panicked over not being able to live up to the praise or give good gifts in return. And Roman listened and adapted.

Virgil in turn had been trying to give Roman verbal praise whenever he did something nice for him, or did a good job with Thomas. It was hard for Virgil to say this stuff out loud though.

Virgil entered his room trying to think of a way to thank Roman for today without making it awkward for the both of them.

His eye fell on some purple craft paper. One of Roman’s early gifts. He’d thought that maybe Virgil might enjoy creating things to take his mind of off his worries every once in a while.

Virgil had never really found a good project to use it for… But now.

When Roman got back to his room after bidding Patton a good day he could feel a slow rhythmic knock on his door. They never agreed on a code, but he could tell that this was just Virgil trying to get his attention, but that he could take his time if needed.

He decided to note down his new idea for a Vine first so he wouldn’t lose it. When he opened the door, Virgil was nowhere to be seen. Not that Roman noticed right away, he was far too focused on the purple paper rose hanging from the doorframe by a piece of yarn.

It was clearly hand crafted. Which must have taken Virgil quite some effort. He carefully untied the flower and brought it to his room where he put it on his vanity in a little vase.

He smiled softly at the little token of appreciation. A friendship with the emo knight wasn’t always easy to navigate. But it was definitely worth it.

He picked up the idea again, confident it would be another hit.

The dark overlord scowled at the bright morning sky. "Curse you, eternal sun." He turns his attention to the star map on the table in front of him "and every single one of you stars." He raised a picture of the solar system and glared. "And to hell with all you planets! I hate you all!" Then he dramatically turned and picked up a small ball resembling a certain non-planet. "Except for you,” he says softly stroking the ball delicately as if to comfort it. “You get me. You may stay."

Next: everyone falls

#paper flowers au #sanders sides #ts sides #virgil sanders #roman sanders #Patton Sanders

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sinkix · 4 years ago

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♡ Haikyuu!!│Boys as your Roommate HC’s Pt.2│Ft. Kuroo, Bokuto, Kenma & Kageyama ♡

Since the last one did well I decided to do another 2am shit-post consisting of my bby HQ bois as your roommate so I’m v sorry if it’s messy and seems like rambling but honestly what did u expect. <(￣︶￣)> The more I write these the more I just want to summon satan and make them come to life man I love them sm.

You can find Pt. 1 here

E N J O Y ~ <3

◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒

Kuroo:

So. Damn. Annoying

But in like, the best way possible??

Constantly teases and irritates you while cooking or when it’s your turn to do the chores.

“(Y/N)-kuuun I think you missed a spot”

Proceeds to show swabbed finger with the tiniest speck of dust on it with the biggest shit eating grin he can muster

You have constant competitions who can clean more thoroughly and rip into each other as a result.

I mean there’s worse things to compete over I suppose??

He likes to make it a habit of waking you up by throwing his HUGE ASS BODY ON TO THE BED IF YOU OVERSLEEP.

WHOLE BED JUST CREAKS AND DIPS UNDER HIS WEIGHT.

Wraps his arm around you and gives amazing cuddles tho so its worth it

Borderline suffocating you though just so you get up.

Also, don’t wake Kuroo when he’s had only a few hours rest

just, don’t. If you value your safety.

Last time you tried to haul him out of bed in this state he threw a pillow at you and BITCH WENT TO GRAB THE ALARM CLOCK NEXT but u dashed out the room before he could lob it.

Speaking of which, pillow fights.

so many.

Y’all are always throwing random stuff at each other just to startle one another

You both make a conscious effort NOT to aim for the head though so I guess its ok???

The aroma of coffee always greets you in the morning and it’s become hella comforting since you’ve just come to associate that smell with him.

His bed head is 1000x more extreme in the morning which you tease him relentlessly for and def has bags under his eyes but it looks cute.

sleep deprivation but make it chic.

He is much more of a night owl i’m making it canon idc - however usually has to sleep early due to club activities starting first thing in the morning.

He wakes up especially early because he knows he not only has to haul himself up at an ungodly hour but Kenma as well since he NEVER gets up on time otherwise.

Kenma lives a few blocks down from you guys and you often kick it as a three.

Sometimes he stays over just to save the extra effort of Kuroo going to his place.

It’s always v chill with the three of you as you get on really well and just play mario kart till 2am.

which again, big mistake. They end up nearly being late to practise so it’s kinda counter productive lmao

worth it though.

Kuroo is a salty loser js and will definitely wave his arms in front of you or shove his ass in your face to block the screen so he can overtake you.

Sometimes forces you to go on early morning runs with him but it’s actually really nice since you watch the sunrise together while sitting for a water break in an empty field

Almost poetic if it wasn’t for the constant teasing and bickering like an old married couple.

Kenma is VERY thankful you have become his new victim for those morning run routines.

Bokuto:

SCREAMS FROM THE ROOFTOPS EVERY DAY

MY GOD

Actually pretty quiet in the morning?? Like the lil owl is just waking up so he usually just mumbles a good-morning and rubs his eyes its so damn cute

Usually pretty good about getting up on time but some days he needs a kick up the backside to get him out of bed.

He fully made you drag him out of the covers once before he was even willing to entertain the idea of getting up.

those 30 seconds felt like a 30 minute workout since he is so HEAVY.

I feel sorry for the neighbours on that day tbh

“Bokuto-san wake up.”

“NNNgg-aaagGGHHHHH AGGAAASHIII”

“It’s (Y/N) you dumbass G E T U P”

You aren’t safe for long though because ONCE HE’S AWAKE HOMEBOY IS RARING TO GO.

Frequently makes y’all pancakes for breakfast with a frilly pink ‘best chef’ apron on and it’s fucking hysterical.

actually has several aprons and one of them has a stock image of abs printed onto the front.

Pancakes is the only thing Bokuto is competent at so don’t expect anything else without the kitchen combusting

His pancakes are SO damn good tho like bitch who taught you to flip like dat.

Does a lil shimmy with his body and throws it back each time he flips so it basically aggregates as a performance too since hes so extra

One time the pancake landed on the floor and he was in emo mode for a whole day LMAOOO

boy was spiking while mourning the fallen soldier.

Akaashi was so confused as to why he walked into practise in such a solemn mood.

had to stifle his laughter once you told him the reason.

For some reason you have this tradition to play board games on a Friday night

Obvs you have to let him win and be a cocky ass bc otherwise he will be sad until the next morning.

sis will be in a slump while brushing his teeth over losing a game of monopoly.

Doesn’t expect you to come to practise with him but is always grinning like a dork the whole way there when you accompany him.

His game is always A1 on those days so Akaashi is eternally grateful.

Often tries to make you go to the gym with him SINCE Y’ALL BEST BELIEVE BOKUTO BABY AIN’T SKIPPIN LEG DAY.

Actually a really good workout partner though, he’s so hype and encouraging.

Grocery shopping is a nightmare, y’all come back with 3x as much as what was on the list while Bokuto just looks really sheepish and guilty like a dog who shredded up the sofa.

Kageyama:

Your conversations are very minimal at first until he adjusts to living with you.

Hella private with his living space and his bedroom

You always suspected he’s got some like weird alien cult meeting from Fiji going on in there with how shady he acts sometimes.

After a while though he’s pretty chill and doesn’t mind TOO much when you invade his personal space or go through his stuff.

I’d still be careful though an angry Kags is not a pleasant one.

He’s a minimalist, so if you ever get decorating done it’s usually you that takes the reigns since as long as it’s got a roof, a stove, a bathroom and a bed he could literally not give a fuck.

Unexpectedly easy to please over the smallest things, make a meal for him after a long day of practise and it’ll be hard for him to contain an appreciative smile.

Do NOT pull him up on it though bc he will get defensive

just embrace it bro you won’t see it often.

V good at getting up on time and hella quiet in the morning when going about his routine, it’s easy to forget he’s in the house a times so at least he’s considerate.

Honestly doesn’t care whether you come to practise or not it makes no difference to him. Though the closer you both get he will sometimes wait for the moment you walk through the door and mentally slap himself for doing so.

Sometimes plays music in his room but it’s always really quiet and hard to decipher unless you press your ear up against the door.

The boi plays some BOPS though which is really surprising???

Usually takes charge of stuff like grocery shopping, cleaning etc.

Control freak™️ here to assist your household services.

He’s pretty dense though with these matters and needs some guidance at times lmao

Will not get the item on your list unless you CLEARLY SPECIFY AND INCLUDE THE WHOLE DAMN TITLE OF THE ITEM

You’re surprised he doesn’t request you illustrate the fucking bar code.

In the end you sometimes end up caving and just either going with him or going in his place.

Once he warms up to you y’all like cracking little jokes at each other and pulling one another’s leg.

if you get up even the slightest bit late he’ll just throw a lil “good afternoon” with a smirk on his face.

Sometimes he will come and chill with you on the couch to binge watch shows and it’s just a really relaxed atmosphere.

has really good taste in movies and series??

Honestly just a hella respectful roommate as long as you respect him and his privacy in return.

You once stuck his knee-pads in the washing machine on a high temp and they came out ready to fit a 6 year old.

You still suspect he holds a grudge to this day.

He also tried to give them to Hinata and never have you seen him more genuinely offended lmao.

Kenma:

The pair of you always end up oversleeping and it’s a genuine problem ur the definition of a disaster duo.

If it wasn’t for Kuroo strolling into your sleeping quarters most mornings you guys would sleep till the suns ready to set again.

Bless up Kuroo.

Constant video game marathons and y’all always compete to top each others time

It’s basically just the speed-run side of YouTube but under one roof.

Cannot and will not cook he is too LAZY for that.

Only thing he will do is stick an apple pie in the oven.

He’s courteous though he leaves you like,,, a 1/8th slice

smh.

You mostly get take-out or you’re the one that ends up cooking.

Veeryyyyy quiet, only noise in the household is the occasional snicker or lil conversation.

he has such a soothing voice hnnnnnnnnnggggg

The only time it’s remotely loud is when you play video games but even then the volume is quite low.

You usually end up crashing in his room from playing games till the crack of dawn and Kuroo frequently scolds the two of you.

you don’t listen though lmao.

For some reason you both end up in a hugging position when you wake up and neither of you have addressed it.

Except for the sus side eye look Kuroo gives the pair of you when he finds you like this.

He knows if he mentions it you’ll both infiltrate his apartment and choke him out with a console cable lololol.

You order most of your groceries online bc Kenma’s social anxiety will skyrocket and not allow him to be in a store full of more than 10 people, poor bby.

It works out for you too since why tf go there when you can have it delivered to your door.

You often binge watch anime together and he has GREAT taste mind you.

You made him watch a romance anime once and he secretly enjoyed it.

Since then he will very awkwardly request to watch them occasionally and you can’t help but smile.

The only time you clean is when you have to, like bins brimming with trash before you decide to take them out.

You accidentally broke his fav controller once and he didn’t talk to you for a week LMAO.

Still handed you one to play split-screen though so you knew he wasn’t entirely resentful.

#hq #haikyuu #hq headcanons #haikyuu headcanons #kenma kozume #kageyama tobio #kuroo tetsurō #bokuto kotaro #haikyuu x reader #hq x reader #karasuno #nekoma #fukurodani

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jondavissmalewife · 4 years ago

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4-38

4. What is your zodiac sign?

leo😼

5. What is your favorite color?

Pink Red, Baby Blue, Pink, and Black

6. What’s your lucky number?

13 or 6?

7. Do you have any pets?

I have a dog, and a cat!

8. Where are you from?

My mother's womb😼

9. How tall are you?

Idk I'm short :cries:

10. What shoe size are you?

7? idk-

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

12. What was your last dream about?

It was weird? I remember kurt cobain was in it and he was taking a test and he said something about his sister and I said "YOUR WIFE IS YOUR SISTER?" and he said "no what". also apperantly me and my friend with other people were like- in this thing running from people because we were gonna be shot but we stopped in this big theatre room and this guy walked out and was like "GUYS OMG IT WAS ALL A LIE." and nobody actually died and everyone got sanrio plushies.

13. What talents do you have?

Art and crying😎

14. Are you psychic in any way?

probably not :(

15. Favorite song?

I have a list hold on

money machine - 100gecs

stupid horse - 100gecs

hello kitty - jazmin bean

worldwide torture - jazmin bean

saccharine - jazmin bean

princess castle - jazmin bean

perverted - elita

I fucked on heaven - mom

pressure - yungster jack

never met! - cmten

pretty girl - clario

lover is day - cuco

4. mothership - saucy yoda

the tender surrender - eat babies

cartoon network - black dresses

death/bad girl - black dresses

wiggle - black dresses

in my mouth - black dresses

rehash - kurt cobain

bright smile - kurt cobain

underground celebritisim - kurt cobain

and I love her - kurt cobain

desire - kurt cobain

frances farmer will have her revenge on Seattle (demo) - kurt cobain

molly - mindless self indulgence

animal - sir chloe

girls in bikinis - poppy

anything like me - poppy

am I a girl? - poppy

lowlife - poppy

computer boy - poppy

blood money - poppy

literal legend - ayesha erotica

big juicy - ayesha erotica

emo boy - ayesha erotica

dog teeth - nicole dollenganger

mean - nicole dollenganger

angels of porn - nicole dollenganger

oleander - mother mother

arms tonite - mother mother

XIX - kismet

little lamb - jazmin bean

princess castle - jazmin bean (ft. cottontail)

bloodstains - 100gecs

legacy - black dresses

runner - black dresses

im earth - black dresses

thoughts and prayers - black dresses

eternal nausea - black dresses

baby shoes - badbooks (THAT'S A LOT SORRY)

16. Favorite movie?

Perfect blue probably?

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

*looks away*

18. Do you want children?

nop!

19. Do you want a church wedding?

I don't really want a big event wedding. just something small and then me and my partner can have our time together!

20. Are you religious?

Okay, so, I'm not Christan? but I'm not fully atheist either. like I believe in God, but I also don't, yknow?

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Not for me, no. for other people I guess?

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Nop😳

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Nop😔

24. Baths or showers?

Showers. Baths are nice too :)

25. What color socks are you wearing?

I'm wearing black thigh high stockings rn

26. Have you ever been famous?

no😹

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Ehhh, probably not,,,, Being famous could probably really overwhelm me :(

28. What type of music do you like?

Punk rock, hyperpop, Rock, etc(some genres I don't know how to explain pff. but anything but country)

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

At my house, I sleep with this giant stuffed llama I got a year ago? At my dad's I sleep with this big beanbag, and 2-3 pillows

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my side I guess

32. How big is your house?

My dad's house is like- it's a house apartment so it's pretty tiny. My mom's house has 2 floors.

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

I normally don't have breakfast. but usually it's cereal.

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

I have! Once with my grandpa, the other time with my grandpa and my dad.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

I think we had a field trip one time and we did archery there.

36. Favorite clean word?

Pee

37. Favorite swear word?

Piss, Titties, Fuck, Shit

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

Maybe a day? (I'm not sure?

#long boy ask

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max-is-tired · 6 years ago

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And It’s Too Late (You Believe In Fate)

Pairing: Analogical, hinted Royality, brotherly Logicality

Characters: Virgil Sanders, Logan Sanders, Roman Sanders, Patton Sanders, Remy “Sleep” Sanders

Words: 1.549

Warnings: Some swearing, some very light Logan angst that lasts for like, two (2) paragraphs -past name-calling and bottling up his feelings, mostly- the rest is pure tooth-rotting fluff

Notes: IT’S APRIL 30th I AM NOT LATE- Hello everyone! This fic is part of an April exchange hosted on Discord, and this is my gift for @logicallycrofters -sorry it took me so much to get this out!! I hope you enjoy this fluffy Analogical, have some nerds being gay!!

Thanks to my amazing beta @tigertigertigger who makes sure the English language doesn’t kick my ass to hell and back, you’re the absolute best!!

Hit me up if you want to be added to the taglist and let me know if you liked this, reblogs, comments and asks are always very welcome and much appreciated! And if you consider buying this broke college student a coffee, you’ll have my eternal gratitude and a thank-you ficlet of your choice, so there’s that

Buy me a Coffee!! Join my Discord server!! Read it on AO3!!

Virgil knows something is wrong the moment he steps into the living room.

“... what?” he asks, slowly taking his headphones off and throwing a wary glance towards his two roommates -as great as an actor Roman can be, that excited grin is never a good sign and the amused glint in Remy’s eyes just serves to cement Virgil’s uneasiness.

“Virgil, my favorite Emo, my Dark and Stormy friend-” Roman starts, jumping down the couch with far too much pep for Virgil’s liking- “I have great news!”

Virgil blinks, clearly taken aback by Roman’s enthusiasm. “Nope-” he says, shaking his head and slowly stepping backward- “whatever you did, I want no part in it. Bye, auf wiedersehen, au revoir, ciao, I’m out of here.”

“Virgil, c’moooooon-” Roman whines- “at least hear me out! I promise it’s nothing awful.”

“Not by your standards, maybe,” Virgil grumbles, rolling his eyes.

“I really think you should hear him out, gurl,” Remy comments, always the helpful one, “I have a bet with Damien on how long will it take you to kill him, so please be a dear and settle it for us, mh?”

“Wait, why should I kill him?” Virgil asks, startled, before snapping his head towards Roman with a glare, “what the fuck did you do now, Princey?”

Roman looks at him like a deer caught in the headlights, enthusiasm now gone and replaced by a sheepish smile and a hint of fear in his eyes, “I assure you, it’s nothing bad or terrible-”

“Cut the chase, sir Sing-A-Lot,” Virgil hisses, eyes narrowing as he takes a threatening step forward, “Spill. Now.”

“I… might have set you up for a blind date? Tomorrow?”

“YOU DID WHAT??”

Remy sips contentedly at his coffee, watching with amusement as Roman lets out a yelp and bolts out of the room for dear life, Virgil not far behind.

This is going to be fun.

+++

Meanwhile, in another house not so far away from theirs, a similar scene is currently taking place.

“Lo, come on! It’s not that bad, is it?”

Logan pinches the bridge of his nose, trying to keep his annoyance at bay -he knows Patton only means well, but he still does not appreciate his brother going behind his back like that and setting him up for an activity he has not previously agreed upon.

“You want me to meet someone I know nothing about in the hopes that, during the outing, we develop some sort of… bond that could potentially develop in mutual romantic attraction?”

“Lo, you make it sound like we’re sending you off to meet a complete stranger!” Patton exclaims, features morphing into what Logan identifies as a pout, “Virgil is a good guy, I’ve met him a couple of times and I really think you two would get along great if given the chance.”

“Why do I suspect you will not let this go until I agree to this outing?”

“Pretty please?” Patton asks, bringing out his infamously adorable Puppy Dog Eyes™ -Roman’s words, not his. Still, even Logan finds himself unable to deny his brother’s pleading -and in all honesty, he's kinda curious about this Virgil he keeps hearing about.

He’s really going to agree to this, isn’t he?

Logan sighs, shoulders sagging in defeat. “Very well then, I guess I will give this whole ‘blind date’ thing a chance -just one outing though!”

Patton lets out a squeal at Logan’s words, a grin spreading from ear to ear as he moves to tackle his brother in a hug.

“Thank you thank you thank you!!” he exclaims, far too enthusiastic for Logan’s liking, “I promise you won’t regret it!”

As Patton spins them around the living room, Logan can't help but feel his annoyance at his brother’s actions start to lessen, a small smile tugging at the edge of his lips.

He may still not be sure about his opinion to the whole “blind date” ordeal, but if it’s going to make Patton happy then Logan is willing to give it a try.

Who knows, he might even end up enjoying himself.

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Virgil is having a dilemma.

What is new, you might say. Well, he’ll tell you what is fucking new. What is new is that there is a very fucking gorgeous guy sitting in front of him, sipping at his black coffee -same order as Virgil, a man after his own heart- while rambling animatedly about something astronomy-related, his eyes sparkling as he goes on with the subject.

Virgil’s little gay heart can’t take this, nope. He’s gonna have a fucking heart attack right here and now, all because apparently cute nerds are just what his last, lonely brain-cell needs to permanently fuck off into oblivion, leaving him completely unable to not make a fool out of himself.

To be completely honest, he doesn’t know if he wants to thank or murder Roman for setting this up.

“-rgil? Virgil, are you well?” Logan suddenly asks, dragging Virgil out of his internal gay crisis, “is this subject not of your interest? We can talk about something else if you would like.”

“No, no, it’s okay!” Virgil says, vehemently shaking his head in embarrassment, “I’m sorry I zoned out I just- I was not expecting to enjoy this ‘blind date’ thing so much, yeah.”

Logan blinks at him for a moment, clearly shocked by his words -having those blue eyes staring at him makes Virgil’s insides do one somersault after the other, cheeks blushing a pale red against his will.

“Neither did I, I suppose,” Logan finally admits, gaze shifting to the side as he takes another sip of his coffee, “honestly, I would have never agreed to this if it wasn’t for my brother insistence. He can be… quite persuasive, when he really wants to.”

Virgil lets out a quiet chuckle, nodding his head in understanding. “Yeah, I’m pretty sure no one can actually say no to Patton.”

“That is quite true,” Logan hums, a small smile tugging at his lips -why, hello there butterfly in the stomach, it’s been a while- “though I’m glad he tried so hard to convince me. I find myself quite enjoying this outing, even if I ended up losing myself in pointless ramblings more than once.”

“I don’t mind them!” Virgil blurts out, the words leaving his mouth before he can stop himself. “I mean, your ramblings, I don’t mind them. They’re- they’re interesting, and…”

“And?” Logan asks, raising an eyebrow as Virgil trails off and looks away, blushing.

“I, I find it kinda cute,” Virgil admits with a mumble, cheeks beet red, “you get filled with this- this kind of quiet excitement, and your eyes just light up and, well, it’s really endearing.”

Logan finds himself at loss of words for the second time in less than five minutes, mind drawing a blank as he tries to process Virgil’s words.

During all of his life, Logan has heard all sort of commentary directed to himself and his mannerism. He has been called boring, cold, unemotional, too nerdy, too much, not enough. He has learned to live with it, to let the insults wash over him and just go on with his life. He has no time for those foolish people.

And now, for what feels like the first time in a long while, there is someone calling his tendency to ramble -something people have always belittled him for- endearing and, most surprisingly, cute.

Something warm and fuzzy starts blooming in Logan’s chest, and strangely enough, he doesn’t feel the need to grab those feelings and lock them in the darkest corners of his subconscious to never see the light of day again.

“I’m… glad you think so,” Logan finally hums, “there are very few people who would agree with you on that statement.”

“Then those people are idiots,” Virgil shrugs, leaning back on his chair as something determined burns in his gaze, “you’re a great guy, Logan, and anyone who isn’t able to see it must be a complete moron.”

“Thank you, Virgil,” Logan chuckles, cheeks warm as a small but sincere smile appears on his face, “I really appreciate it.”

After that, their conversation just flows, exchanging quips and the occasional chuckle filling the air.

What the two don’t notice, wrapped up as they are in each other, are the two figures inconspicuously staring at them from a table in the back of the coffee shop, twin grins on their faces as they watch the scene unfold.

“Ten dollars they kiss before the end of the date,” Patton whispers excitedly, barely keeping himself from letting out a squeal.

“Please, as if those two disasters would ever be able to make the first move,” Roman counters, trying to keep his laugh contained.

Patton raises an eyebrow, grin morphing into a smirk as he puts out his hand for the other to shake.

“Wanna bet?” he asks, winking.

Roman simply raises an eyebrow, his confidence unwavering as he firmly shakes his boyfriend's hand. “Deal.”

(And if Roman owes Patton ten dollars by the end of the night, well, he can’t really bring himself to care all that much -not when his friends look so content, staring into each other’s eyes with the softest smiles Roman has ever seen on both of their faces.)

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inazuma-eleven-official · 5 years ago

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Hi! So for the send me an Inazuma character ask you just reblogged how about Kazemaru and uh all the numbers thank you.

Anon if you wanted me to suffer you could’ve just said so.

Jk, Kazemaru’s my main boy so I’m happy to talk about himand to destroy any standards you had for him, my assumptions for any characterever end in them becoming a meme.

What is their sexuality? Are they confuse and areworrying about it? - I think like most teens he’s a bit ????????? about everything, but heknows he ain’t just straight, he’s too gay around men to just be straight.

Are they dominant, submissive or a switch? - Bro, bro he’s like 14/15. (but GO Kazemaru is defiantly a bottom he hasthat kinda energy to him I’m sorry sjfhbsafghsfghsfghsfghsgh)

Have they done anything intimate yet? - He’s a child, save it for marriage.

Do they like PDA? - Somewhat??? He’s totally down for hand holding but anything else is toomuch badfgjhbadjghadgjhadfg (also had to look this one up because I’m stupid)

What will they wear on a daily basis? - Clothes preferably. (He always wears his running shoes because my boygotta run)

Opinions on cosmetic? - You take one look at this boy and tell me that he’s not wearingeyeliner, that’s right, you can’t. (If he wasn’t a cowards he’d go full on emomakeup, but because he is he just goes eyeliner)

Sunglasses or Piercings? - Piercings no, sunglasses??? Absolutely.

What will they do in their past time? - R U N, hang out with the other team mate, IDK maybe video games?? (hedoesn’t strike me as an epic gamer so he only plays casual shit likeMinecraft.) He totally seems like the kinda guy to want to try new things allthe time, only to give up on them like 2 days later lol.

What will they post on their social media? - Kazemaru has a habit of posting random thoughts he has throughout theday every 2 minutes and then just going silent for like 3 days. It annoyseveryone, especially when he comes back to post a picture of a cute dog that’snot even his. (He mostly posts selfies and just random ass shit he seessdkjfgsdgsdfg)

A random object in their room. - Sonic the Hedgehog figure that he found on the floor outside a 7/11 backin 2015. It’s his now, you cannot take it back.

What do they like to eat? - My boy gotta stay healthy and eat those Greens™ but like,/.,,, he eatschocolate like is his fucking lifeblood or something, make him stop.

What kind of songs do they like? - My boy always goes for the emo bands, not because he’s sad, but becausethey fit his aesthetic.

KFC or McDonald’s? - McDonald’s but only because he likes the milkshakes, any other time heavoids fast-food.

What is in their school bag? - Normal school shit + 8765345 hair ties.

The last video they just watched. - IDK probably a vine compilation, you ask him about vine and he’ll stillbe mad about it sjhdgvsfhfhg

Contact names for their friends. - All of them are normal except he adds a bunch of emoji’s at the end ofall their names. Oh and Fudou is just called Rat, he’s the only one with adifferent name, no reason, he’s just... Rat.

A Secret that their friends told them. - “Look man someone on the team is cishet, and like, I can’t say who it isbut we’re all still trying to figure out who it is.” (No one’s figured it outyet snfdhbgvjsfgsfghsfgh)

Did they ever have a weird dream? - Bitch??? Don’t we all???

Favourite drink. - Blood. (Kazemarus a basic bitch he always goes for water sjfhfghsfgh)

Do they have a part time job? - “Being a gamer is a job mum!!!!!!!!”

Emojis that they send to others. - He just uses the basic ass ones, like you know the normal ones, butsometimes he just ends his messages with 🔪 and no one knows why, you ask him and he’ll just shrug like the ominousbastard he is.

Quotes that they like. - Kazemaru lives by YOLO, it’s 2019 and he still lives by it, we need toget rid of this gremlin.

Tea to spill? - JHFDWGVJHSFDGSJHFSFGHSFGHSFHGHFGH

Their aesthetic? - Emo. What else did you think I was gonna say?

Any dreams/occupations in mind? - OK SO CALL ME A SILLY BITCH BUT LIKE I REALLY WANT KAZEMARU TO BECOME ATEACHER OF SOME KIND WHEN HE GROWS UP!!! LIKE NOT JUST A SOCCER COACH BUT ANACTUAL TEACHER OF SOME KIND, IT’S VERY SILLY OF ME BUT I FUCKING NEED THISLEVEL-5 PLEASE I NEED IT I-

What is their take on soccer? Do they love thesport or they are playing it for something else? What is their future forsoccer? - Kazemaru literally said one time that he plays soccer because “me likemy friends” so I’m pretty sure that if he ever decided to ditch all of them hewould give up on soccer, then again IDK if that’s my brain making up facts ornot, I can never tell anymore.

If they were given a contract in the near futurefor an International club like Real Madrid, Barcelona, Manchester United, howwould they react to the ordeal? - Pretty sure it’s canon that he does, but like, again if his friends didit then he would 100% join in, he’s just that kinda dude.

Did they ever did any other sport than soccer? Wouldthey excel in it? - My boy will forever be an eternal slave to track, my boy can run fast,he ain’t ever gonna give it up really, he takes up jogging and he runs in themiddle of the road and pisses everyone off.

What connections do they have with the other teammembers? Show with a gif. - I deadass don’t know how to respond to this one. This is what he’s likewith everyone.

Is soccer gonna be a hobby or a full time thing? - IDK man this meme was long and I’m tired.

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taste-thewaste · 5 years ago

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Oooh you’re sneaky!! Sorry for the delay in this lol

1. who’s your celebrity crush?

If y’all haven’t figured out that it’s Taron and Richard by now... ;)

2.are you single or taken?

Single eternally because I’m disgusting

3. rant. just do it

Ok so the other day at work this customer came in and she was the most INFURIATING woman alive. She was one of those people who can’t handle hearing the word ‘no’ and she was pissed that our rewards program only allows you to get one free thing when you use it and she wanted both things and she just kept saying “I hate it here, i have problems EVERY TIME I come here” and she kept insisting that just because she showed me her email that meant she should get something else for free even though it’s all supposed to be in her account??? this is making no sense but please know that she was so annoying and she just kept saying over and over how awful we all were, until I finally gave her her shit for free and was like LEAVE. And she came in right when I was at my busiest and short-staffed and trying to do 3 different things and leave on time to go to the car dealership anddd....that’s it. Her name was Joyce and my deepest wish is that she constantly has to have diarrhea and there is never a toilet available. fuck you joyce

4. do you think its ok to separate the artist from the art?

I’m not gonna lie, I’ve done it many times. Depends on what the person has done, I guess...It’s a hard thing. It’s also impossible to only consume pure media.

5. how many accounts do you have?

On Tumblr? Two and a few sideblogs. My original blog is youwere-thefool, and I migrated over here after I got into writing more

6. how many pairs of shoes do you have?

Uh like? 6 or 7? i mostly live in my crocs lol

7. opinion on… (specify to the person you’re asking to)

You were supposed to give me something to have an opinion on!!

8. how many accounts do you follow?

133

9. favorite brand of clothing?

I don’t really have one! I shop at Torrid a lot though

10. name a dog

like, a type of dog? Chihuahua?

11. what unusual talent do you have?

I have no talent and this is not me being emo!! I’m not a talented person lol

12. what’s the most interesting schools gossip you’ve ever heard?

God it’s been so long since I was in school, lmao. I have no idea

13. ever prank called a store?

Nope

14. what’s your coffee order?

One grande no foam no whip extra shot I HATE COFFEE

15. what’s a question do you constantly get asked?

i’ve worked at the same place for 11 years and every SINGLE time I see my family one of them asks “do ya own the place yet?!” It’s not funny lol

16. if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get and where?

A sunflower on my arm, or my elton john tattoo idea

17. google the top song from the year you were born

“hold on” by wilson phillips? lmao

18. rant about your favorite musician

Listen, Elton is such a wickedly talented performer, I’ve seen him twice and will see him for the third time in May and he puts so much heart and energy into his shows that it’s incredible.

19. what’s your favorite teacher you’ve ever had?

oKAY SO I won’t rant at you about the teachers I’ve had crushes on even though all of them were very nice men. The best teacher I ever had was a professor in college, he was the most effective teacher ever while also being incredibly kind and patient. He was so smart and took as much time as you needed to help you understand stuff. I had him twice and he was amazing

20. describe your blog in 3-5 words

Whiny depressing trash plus Taron/Rocketman

21. what’s a conspiracy you believe in?

I don’t know that I believe in any actual conspiracies but if it counts, I don’t trust Ouija boards

22. if you could see any concert tonight what would you choose?

Tonight? Sis is tired, but I’d love to go to a Ween concert...I haven’t seen them this year and i’m so sad about it

23. if you could break one of your bad habits which would you choose?

Yo, just one? I have so many but I eat like absolute trash and I wish I could change that

24. can you dance? sing?

Lmao, no

25. what’s something you can’t stop buying?

books

26. crowds or small groups?

I have anxiety, small groups

27. how long before a trip do you pack?

The night before lol

28. what celebrity would you rate a PERFECT 10?

babie boy!! (Taron)

29. what quote or inspirational setting do you think is bs?

So, I’m in general a pretty cynical person (it’s one of my biggest toxic traits lol) but I think the narrative everyone pushes on you as a child of “you can be anything you want” is actually really harmful because everyone has natural talents/shortcomings and we should be teaching people that it’s okay to admit that something’s not right for you before you spend a ridiculous amount of time trying to force it. end rant

30. if you had to dye your hair an unnatural color right now, what would you choose?

Probably green

31. you can change one thing about your life right now. what are you changing?

New job, hands down

32. how old do you get mistaken for?

early to mid-twenties

33. what do you think about a lot

The many ways in which I wish I could change myself because I am awful lol

34. do you like your hogwarts house or do you wish you were a different one?

I’m the most Hufflepuff person that’s ever existed and I’m totally fine with it. I find no shame in being a kind person

35. what does home mean to you?

Honestly? The place where I can be as comfortable and ugly as possible lmao

36. what do you think you’d be arrested for?

Gah, I have no idea? I don’t really do anything wrong

37. have you ever been called down to the principals office?

Nope, I never was

38. post a picture of the outfit you would choose if you could have any outfit you wanted

Idk why it won’t let me? The troubadour outfit though!

39. describe your aesthetic

Mostly cozy clothes, i guess? Other than clothes, minimalism mostly

40. answer with one of your ‘school memes’ (inside jokes you have with your class/grade) with no explanation

I don’t have any! i haven’t been in school in quite some time lol

#asks

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elfenbensord · 7 years ago

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like, like, love // remus lupin

[22.4.2018]

Request: Oh master of Remus fics. I just realized that I have never requested anything!!! How is that??? SO here we go, me bothering you with a mediocre request. A short drabble with Remus, he LOVES chocolate, but he discovers slowly that he loves the reader more. If you need a mood song, my emo ass advices Let Her Go~Passenger or Sleep on the Floor~The Lumineers (just for mood though, you don't have to bother with the lyrics) Sorry if this is lame, but I HAD to request something. Much love! - @wizardingworldwaitforme

Author’s Note: There’s a small thing about the Reader wearing a dress and it’s no offence against anyone who doesn’t like to wear dresses like you can just think of something else I just really really like cute summer dresses.

Anyhow.

Thanks for request, mate, it was nice, alright.

Enjoy!

Masterlist / Request

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He can’t read your handwriting, the scribbles adorned with stains of ink, but he knows he loves it anyway. He loves everything you write, everything you say, everything you think, although he might not know it. When you leave him little notes with simple words -- “Hello”, “Have you read this book?”, “Your new jumper is nice” -- you also leave him with a heart that silently wishes for more, more, more. If he had a guitar and sounds of his own, he’d write songs that might probably be about you. They’d be simple, strings strummed, words genuine. If you stripped away the sounds and words, leave only a single feeling left, it’d be a feeling few have felt, and even less enjoyed.

Chocolate makes it all better, he believes. It’s an old habit of his, always a piece of chocolate in his book bag. Sometimes fancy, sometimes not. Some days are made for dark cacao, some for sugary milk. His days depend on the snack. It started out in a twisted way, a broken, desperate attempt to kill the wolf inside of him. He’d heard that dogs get hurt from eating chocolate, and figured maybe it’d do the same to wolves. Wolves inside of people. He still doesn’t know if it works, but now he’s afraid to stop. Plus chocolate tastes pretty good. Chocolate is his oldest friend, he loves it dearly, but you are now a close competitor, a worthy winner, of the first place in this championship. Merlin, he thinks to himself when he realises what he’s thinking of, you’re a grown wizard, you’ve got a flat and a Hogwarts degree and anxieties. Don’t just do nothing

An unexpected impulse puts his 80s phone, a plastic brick with a plastic coiled wire spilling out, in his hands. His fingers know your number by muscle memory, he hesitates an eternity before pressing the plastic ‘call’ button. He regrets it as soon as he hears the beep, beep, beep. His hands fumble with the phone, trying desperately to end the call before it reaches you. The phone drops to the ground, beep, beep, bee-

“Hello?”

Silence.

“Hello, who is this?”

His words are stuck.

“I swear to God, if this is another one of those prank call-”

“No, no! It’s me, it’s Remus!”

Your voices immediately changes, it’s now soft and warm and astonishing, “Well, why didn’t you say so! And what gives me the honour of such a phone call?”

Why do you act like you don’t know I adore you? Remus’ mind is tangled up like a ball of yarn his cat would play with. You don’t have a cat, you idiot, his mind answers.

“Remus?” your voice wakes him up.

“I’m here, I’m here.” I’m always here.

“Good, I thought I’d lost you there for a second.” I’m already lost in the myriad of you, you, you.

Say something, you idiot.

You clasp your free hand and arm around your knees pushing them up against your chest as you lean back into the feeling of him. You’re wearing a dress, a yellow one to match the sun in his heart, and you wish he could see you in it. His heavy breaths through the phone does something to you, you don’t know what but you do know that you like it, you like it very much. Merlin, you think to yourself when you realise what you’re thinking of, you’re a grown witch, you’ve got the family summer house all to yourself, a Hogwarts degree and anxieties. Don’t just do nothing.

Your hand pinches the fabric of the summer dress. The warm air from the outside barges in through the open window of your childhood room, the night is dark and lonely and made for more than just late night phone talks. “Would you like to… come over?”

“I’d love to.”

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You won’t know it, but it takes him £15 and 50 minutes to get to you. Two underground tickets, one bus and a long walk. He’s anxious when he knocks on the door to your house, he thinks you’ll hate him for taking so long, for being so late. He’s never been more wrong in his entire life.

Knock, knock, knock. The door opens, he’s faced with kindness and love.

“You’re wearing a dress”, he says. Idiot, idiot, I’m a bloody idiot, he thinks.

He already finds you simply stunning in your (Y/H/H) school robes, but now he’s seen you in that dress, and it’s all he’ll think about until the next time.

The evening is late, the stars are visiting, Lady Summer blows a gentle breeze that mixes with his hair as you sit down in the garden. You’ll lie down on the grass even though it’s wet and soon to be cold. It’s okay, you’ll just press closer against each other if the chill gets you.

“Tell me some star sign you know.”

“I don’t know any.”

“Tell me one anyway.”

“Alright”, he waves an arm in the air, pointing at the sky. “You see that one right there, that bright star?”

“Hmh.”

“That’s Sirius. He’s a real prick.” He makes you laugh, laugh, love. You make him confident, uncertain, love.

He turns to his side to meet your eyes, feeling the damp grass against his cheek. “Do you… like me?”

Your eyes reflect the stars a billion years away, they shine, “Yeah, of course I do.”

You’re just being kind. “No, I meant, like, like like me?”

Your eyes meet his, “Yeah, I meant that too.” A smile and secret told. “So”, you turn to the sky again, “tell me more about the sky.”

His voice is small, soft, wonderful, against the dark blue heaven. He intertwines his hands, his life, with you. “It’s all yours.”

“That’s silly, the sky belongs to itself”, he loves you for thinking so, “come here and kiss me.”

He does, you do.

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PERMANENT TAGLIST:

@rocking-like-a-ravenclaw

@kapolisradomthoughts

@siriusement

@electraheart-isdead

REMUS LUPIN TAGLIST:

@wizardingworldwaitforme

@serenefreakgeek

@spideyfan456

to be added, comment/ask about it :)

#remus lupin x reader #young!remus lupin x reader #moony x reader #remus lupin #sirius black #lily evans #james potter #peter pettigrew #marauders #marauders era #requested #x reader #imagine #elfenbensord

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briteboy · 7 years ago

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okay i’m gonna be real with you. i have...a LOT...of messages. going as far back as like...january? probably? i know...i’m so bad...don’t crucify me. i tried to get through all of them but there were a lot that i didn’t have a worthwhile reply for so i’m sorry if i didn’t answer something you sent :{

so here we have: a lot of nice things, a lot of santisms, reactions to the lou and cillian punchout, a few responses to my portfolio and other stuffs...i wanted to put astrology asks in at the end but it’s...a lot more than i thought it was and it’s 3 am so i’d rather die than answer all of those LMAO sorry. i’ll get to it next time

Anonymous said:

u can delete the snorting cum asks but it will still follow you for eternity

okay so I saw the ask about snorting cum and it reminded me of a time that cum came out of my nose. It was gross but my boyfriend and I laughed it off. idk. I thought it would be a funny thing to share!! i'd understand if you didn't want this on your blog!! (maybe it makes you laugh!!)

wELL. WE’RE OFF TO A GOOD START HERE. i’m screaming at this...i hope nothing EVER comes out of my nose ever in life...i hate this but ur right it did make me laugh

(Winry anon again) Also, did you get her name from FMA Winry Rockbell because if so I love it

hehe...yes...

hornybodies

this is what bartsim calls me and i hate her for it

whats the truth bitch

I DON’T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT THIS IS ABOUT BUT I’M LAUGHIGN

i never realised how much i actually missed santi but now im CRYING AND I WANT HIM BACK IN EVERY SINGLE POST WITH LOU BY HIS SIDE LIVING HAPPILY EVER AFTER PLEASE

I missed santirat's beautiful face there are literal tears rn

me too...i hate that i miss him so much it’s so freaking dumb...i haven’t cried to my own story in a while but i bet i’m gonna once santi’s comeback rolls around. i’m already bracing myself

nvm u can have the lovely rat back, that way my heart wouldn’t be hurting like it is now

honestly yeah that’s fair

Been silently following your blog and though I'm more of a "ghost"(? What does that even mean¿) follower, I can't help but express just how chocked I am to see Santi again OMG. Gutted Lou has had a flashback, she does not deserve this. :'(

hello casper the friendly ghost...i love having santi pop up with surprise flashbacks hehe...ur right though she DOES NOT NEED THIS in her life, but it will get better for her soon do not fret my ghoulish friend

I need more pics of Lou and Santi together I’m not satisfied, thankssss

ELI AND MIYU GETTING SO EXCIted WHEN LOU TOLD THEM SHE LIKES GIRLS MY HEART :’)

HEHEH i love it cause that’s literally how my friends and i act, it was fun to write in a scene :~} i’m glad you liked it :’}}

Yeah when I cut my hair short everyone assumed I liked girls I found it kind of odd, but I didn't care too much. It mostly just made me end up realizing all the shit lgbt people go through, one time a guy literally went up to me and my friend, my bff who no one really knew was a lesbian was terrified because he said "oh dont worry lesbians are hot, but gay guys are just disgusting" it ended up he was talking to me, i just rolled up a piece of paper as tight as I could and smacked him on the head

EWW first of all that guy can take his weird fetishization and homophobia elsewhere thanks...i’m glad you threw a paper ball at him LMAO. but yeah on one hand, coming from ignorant/straight people it’s like “uhhhh why would you assume that about me”, within the lgbt community it’s like...common ground...an inside joke...i guess? so it’s weird. the link between hair, clothes and sexuality is can definitely be harmful in certain circumstances

fiona is my spirit animal and i love her ok thanks for coming to my TED Talk

that was illuminating thank you

i re-read santis story and i s2g i've read it so many times idk, but like its so easy to read i dont mean like emotionally but it flows really well. and like its not too confusing i hate when people make overly convoluted stories in an excuse for being deep its some good shit good job my dude

AKJSDKGKSJD THAT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never expected anyone to read it oNCE let alone REPEATEDLY...that really makes me so happy though because it’s definitely something you have to go back and read to catch all the details. ahhhhh thank you so much, i never ever want my story to be too complicated so i’m glad you don’t think it is!!

im crying because your recent post reminds me so much of my relationship with my mom when i was younger... she was always out of a job and sometimes we had to resort to living with other family members, it was all really hard on her and especially with having a kid she had to take care of at the same time. even though these are fictional characters, it’s comforting to know that other people have gone through the same situations i have. i love fiona and lou so much, they’re my heart and soul <3

OMG ;_________; i’m crying i’m so glad it resonates with you...i had a lot of friends growing up who were in similar situations and i think i kinda based lou and fi’s relationship on that, so you’re definitely not alone <33 i’m so glad you love them i love u

basically what I’ve learned from these asks is that Gianni is a perfect god-like human and I want one

he is. one time an anon told me they were like santi but they wanted to be rooney and i was like “i’m both santi and rooney on different days and i want to be gianni.” now u know why

hi, i just wanted to pop in and say that i really, really love your blog and i admire your editing skills SO much, i think you are EXTREMELY talented and i don't think you get told that enough. i've been following you for awhile now and i am in love with ALL of your stories, characters and edits you've put out! you're really an inspiration to me and i hope someday my edits can turn out as good as yours!! i don't have reshade so it's harder for me, but i'm trying to learn!! ok have a good day :-)

OMFG ;-; I DO GET TOLD IT A LOT AND IT STILL SEEMS FAKE...you don’t have to go out of your way to compliment me ;___; but thank you so so so much i’m crying...it makes me so giddy that i might inspire someone like WHAT...i don’t even know what i’m doing half the time i edit so u will definitely be able to catch up to me one day even if you don’t have reshade, i know it. i edited without reshade for like 2 and a half years on this blog so you can do it i promise!! have a good day/night/life i love u

fuck my succ

I'm in need of some giannti in my life

we all need some gianti in our lives

Hey! I just wanted to say that ur an amazing writer. You portray everything so well, it’s insane. I want to be a writer someday and I hope my writing is at least somewhat close to yours. Have an awesome day my dude💕

WOW I’M CRYING...i still have a lot of room to grow and so do you, i hope you are able to become the writer you want to be :’} and thank you so much for the wonderful compliment i’m emo have a great day as well

aver is my queen, confirmed.

avey is everyone’s queen confirmed

oksy but listen, look up the model Charlotte Ray Spencer

i did but i couldn’t find her?? all that came up was ray spencer obituaries in charlotte, SC LMFAO...charlotte spencer is an actress tho it seems, is that...who...? omfg

MAY I JUST OFFER THIS NEW SONG OF THE NEIGHBOURHOOD CALLED VOID BC I HAVE A FEELING SANTI WOULD LOVE IT (it's also meant for my aggressive sadboi oc)

OH I LOVE THIS IT FITS PERFECTLY WITH THE PLAYLIST I’M MAKING FOR THE NEW ERA OF SANTI...THANK YOU I’M TOTALLY ADDING IT

I had a ectopic pregnancy when I was seventeen but I feel like I got off lightly compared to Molly. Your story is so beautiful in so many ways, I think it’s incredible how much character development you’ve managed to pull off honestly I’m amazed. Thank you ❤️

omg ;_______; i don’t even know what to say to this, but it means so much to me i can’t even put it into words. thank you thank you thank you so much, and i’m so sorry you had to go through that as well. molly was an extreme case and i hope no one has to go through what she went through. i’m glad you’re okay now, and thank you so much for reaching out to me and reading my story at all ;-; <3333

just a heads up: the links button on your ccfinds blog goes to the femmefinds url still

oh yeah i know i’m gonna be real with you...i’m too lazy to fix it lmAO

Luv your stick n poke tats u posted!!! Could u do more? Maybe on diff places on the bod?? Ur so talented. Xx

omg that was FOREVER ago...maaaaaybe in the future...we shall see...but thank you <33

Can u do a family portrait for all ur characters like u did w Lou!!!

oooooh hehe i probably will in the future!!

Kill v maim is one of my favorite songs of all time omg it makes me wanna wear ripped jeans and a leather jacket and cover myself in glitter and smash some windows with a baseball bat MMMMMM

HELL yeah me too...i become a cyber punk alien vampire when i hear that song

maybe do a casting call posted here ? u have many followers and im sure a good chunk live in ur area and would be willing to model ^_^

omg SCARY...i probably could tho tbh that’s a good idea, thank you!

hi sunny, what program do you use to merge your cc and what do you use to detect and remove broken cc that just doesn't work in game anymore? thanks!

i actually haven’t merged on my new laptop yet but i used s4s for merging and there’s the mod conflict detector!!

My game hasn't been working since the first Cats and Dogs patch but I uninstalled and reinstalled and it finally works again 😭

sunny!! would you recommend your computer to play ts4 on? has it good graphics, can handle the highest settings and so? i really need a new computer but i have no idea which one to go for

yes i would recommend it!! i have reshade, ultra settings and like 8 gb of cc.

thanks for answering my ask eee ur story is probably the best ive read on here and yeah. i love how everything connects and everyones just so real. you dont have to post this i just wanted to thank you for being my inspiration and making me smile, laugh, cry, and scream in the middle of the night with your characters.

I LOVE U...it still sounds so fake to me when people say i inspire them, i don’t even know how to respond to all this ;-; just thank you for sparing a glance my way and resonating with my creations. <3 we scream and cry 2gether

I listened to Separator by Radiohead on repeat whilst reading Santi’s story and now that song just reminds me of him and Lou. I’d totally suggest listening to it’s so good! As is your story :3 xxx

oh radiohead that’s good sh*t...i’m listening to it now and i feel the santou vibes...especially when santi’s feeling out of his mind and she’s the only one who can calm him...haha cool..anyways THANK YOU!!!!

how do you make poses for the roof? i'm not sure how i can know if the sims will clip into the roof or float

honestly i just...eyeball it...because all roofs are different and you can’t put them into blender so. i just winged it lmao...i just made a pose that looked like it could’ve been lou climbing out the window, only the rig was still ground level, and then i used alt + 9 to lift the teleporter onto the roof as best as i could. that’s why it probably wouldn’t be a very practical pose to release, because i have no way of making it easy to use

Lou punched him and I knew it would happen. 😀👌 nice, nice I like Lou whopping ass.

hehe i’m glad you enjoyed it...who knew she had a freaking hook like that

ok a theory... santi went to look for molly's mother and yea

omg tell me cillian sings every other freckle at some point

OMFG well...that song came out in 2013 and the current flashback year is 2008 so. i would personally murder cillian myself if he was still in lou’s life 5 years after this honestly

hey kitty girl! i was wondering if you could answer this teensy lil question i got. im writing a "story" anddd i was trying to figure out how to make some parts not cliche. like i hate reading about whatever and being like girll ive done seen this before so i just needs to know. kisses

i absolutely love how this is worded and the fact that u called me kitty, very cute. anyway...this is pretty broad, perhaps you could clarify what kinda cliches you want to steer clear from? a lot of the time when i know something is gonna be cliche and there’s no avoiding it, i just kinda own up to it and try to subtly point out how cliche it is and somehow that makes it work out better...like being self aware somehow adds another more realistic element to the story that makes it better? idk...anyway dm me if you need help!!

so.... lou can remember more of what happened? this is good! go 2 the police bitch! tell them!!!!!!!

she should!! but the only problem is she doesn’t have proof. so... 🤔

how do you write your stories in a way that everything is organized and you're certain and not confused with everything? i mean, do you have any way for writing that let you develop your stories with not so much difficults? i'm trying to write an story for months but i only have a few of the most important events on my mind, i don't know how to develop another important details, i always feel that everything is confuse or crap

hmmmmm well my mind is very ah convoluted so it’s a wonder any of this comes out even somewhat cohesive? but basically i have a very good memory and utilize google docs a lot hahaha. i’ve gone in depth about my writing process here!

whats a good way when it comes to starting a sims story? i mean like the first post? :/

ummmmmm maybe test the waters a bit and just make a post introducing your character(s) first? or dive right in and get sh*t started. it could go either way tbh

boyish by japanese breakfast is a santixlou bop

oh sh*t!!!!!! i love japanese breakfast!! and i love this thank you!

So is lou like into cillian in a way? Making him kinda be in her type

as of right now (in the flashbacks)? HELL fucking no. but you’re right, she did say those things in the future to santi. so 🤔

Everyone guessing shit stupidly annoys me haha. I'M UNOBSERVANT AND I DON'T WANNA GO BACK AND CHECK SHIT, LET ME LIVE. *Like* if you a ~dum~ reader who doesn't want every bit of foreshadowing called out. lol

i respect this honestly whenever i drop the hottest foreshadowing of 2018 i never expect my inbox to flood like it does but here we are and i am amazed

CILLIAN NEEDS TO FUCKING FIGHT ME (TYPING THIS ON MY COMPUTER BC I SAW HIS DINOSAUR ASS AND CHUCKED MY PHONE OUT THE WINDOW)

i’m screaming...i’m so sorry it’s my fault about your phone but like also i’m poor i can’t pay for that

i'm studying your latest posts because they're beautiful and my hatred for that long necked bitch is intensifying -- what makes me burn even more is that he's still wearing her necklace, can we say let the bitch burn?

burn babey burn

Why don't you use quick tags?

i’m dumb is why

CILLIAN IS SUCH A SHITASS I HATE HIS FACE WHY R U DOING THIS TO ME

BRUHHHHH THE DINOSAUR LOOKIN ASS BOY IS B A C K run

WAIT THE NECKLACE. HE STOLE THE MCFUCKING NECKLACE BROOOOO

What if Fi's blue eyes are from... Cillian..?

wHY did you have to make him cute and fucking cool though? I still hate him but it's harder.

NVM I JUST LOOKED AT THE POST AGAIN HES WEARING HER NECKLACE INHOPE SHE CHOKES HIMS WOTH IT THIS TIME

I SCREAMED AT THIS SERIES OF QUESTIONS OISDFNGJKDSKJN yeah sorry he’s conventionally attractive but unsettlingly so and i feel uneasy when i look at him and plus the fact that he’s literally evil so .

im like, to 90% sure that cillian is in ace joker. so that song might have reminded lou of him...

this was sent right after that scene of lou hearing the song at pippin’s, so

My conspiracy theory is that cillian is Lou's father. Speakimg of which are we gonna get to that soon, I'm dying of curiosity;.;

I’M LAUGHING I THINK U MEANT FIONA’S FATHER AKSJDKJGDSJ but yeah well. You’ll See

what do u resize ur photos to?

whatever 33% of 1920x1080 is i forget. i have a resizing + sharpening action so i just run that

im about to kill those kids if they keep fucking with my baby

THESE BITCHES BULLYING MY BABY LOU? CATCH THESE HANDS

me @ these ugly kids:

Who are the best creators for mens clothing? I struggle so much to find good cc creators with men specifically!

badabing badaboom

I’m not sure if you’ve converted things before but do you know any good sims 3 cc to sims 4 tutorials? Or your followers?

errrrrr i have no idea i’m sorry :x

would you consider making like a photoshop psd file with all the layers in your editing process?

omg...heck no it would be so unhelpful OMFG mostly because my editing is just my own action + shading and highlighting unique to that pic

would you ever do an editing timlapse of your gameplay pics? 💖💖

ahhhhh maybe!! probably in the future!

OMG HEATHERS WAS FILMED AT MY HIGH SCHOOL AND IM JUST HYPED UP SEEING IT BEING MENTIONED ON THIS ACCOUNT!!

OMFG THAT’S RAD...i’ve literally only seen it once tho i’m fake

I'M SHOOK. my friend kinda asked me out and I wanna say yes but my parents won't let me date. I'm 18! I need your advice! -signed 18 and alone anon

um UR 18 BUDDY UR AN ADULT...DATE WHOEVER THE F*CK U WANT HONESTLY

Can you pretty please link some photoshop tutorials you recommend? I really want to make my photos more cinematic and like your's without totally copying you or someone else. All I do right now is sharpen, color balance, and add some noise and then resize. I really need some more ways to get better looking photos such as yours.

ahhhhh the problem is i don’t know of any i’m sorry...lmao this is totally unhelpful :\ i have my own editing tutorial which is outdated but can probably help you out with the basics of lighting effects and shading n stuff?

Heyyy, I saw that you answered a question about making a ps action like your reshade, and I just wanted to say that I would love that! Unfortunately Mac users like me, can’t use reshade unless boot camping Windows onto our computers...☹️ and your reshade is just soooo pretty...

i don’t know if i’ll be able to replicate the reshade effect totally but i could release the action i’ve made for myself? it warms up screenshots but is totally adjustable to your liking for different color tones so in that way it’s kinda similar to the reshade. i’ll seeeeee what i can do...i know the woes of mac users all too well, my friend

i just wanna give lou a big ol cozy hug :o((( pls

pls hug her she needs it.

Do you post on tumblr from your phome or from your computer? Just curious.

mostly from my computer, sometimes i answer messages on my phone while i’m out and you can tell because autocorrect actually makes me use proper capitalization for once in my life

how many hours have you played the sims? for me i have 4,070 hours. haha help

OMFG i think mine is like...900 or something...i can’t tell if that’s too much or too little, but it’s definitely inaccurate

if i could only look at one person's tumblr from now on it would be yours. ur literally the queen of tumblr #shookaf and also i really hope i die before you ever say ur leaving tumblr cause when u do, i will legit die and bury my own grave. i really appreciate u and hope one day i can be on ur level but rn im at level 1.5 while ur up in the millions :D

I’M SCREAMING PLEASE I AM A PLEB.............i cry u flatter me too much ;-; i genuinely hope i never leave this place because it’s been so fun and it’s helped me evolve so much as an artist and a writer, plus i made some of my greatest friends on here. so i hope that day never comes!! but who knows life is wild. anyway i’m sure you’re actually like at level 578 and are just being modest. it’s okay you don’t have to be humble

i think its so cool that you and wanderlust and other simmers use multiple worlds to make your own town and stuff. idk why but thats just so cool to me and i would have never thought of it. love your blog and story <3

omg!!! well i couldn’t resist, i love a bunch of them and can’t limit myself to just one ya know. plus the more i thought about it, the more my gen 2 story kinda centers around these kids from this one town and the town itself is very relevant. so i felt like i had to make my own!! and i’m very excited to get started with that hehe

I just met a guy named Rodrigo Santiago and I sCREAMED HOLY SHIT

Update (tho idk of you got the first one): I just got a text from a classmate named Rodrigo Santiago. I'm sCREECHING

no freaking way. there’s no way i don’t believe...i want proof...

YOU SO FUCKIN PRECIOUS WHEN U SMILE

dont worry about posting this or do idc but i just wanted to say you should write about whatever you want and not care about whether people think you condone it or not. if i (a gay male) were to write about lesbians its not like im saying YOU HAVE TO BE LESBIANS BLAH BLAH BLAH you know what i mean? or if im writing about a robbery doesnt mean im like condoning robbery so like idk you do you boo and keep it coming ;D ilysm btw

OMFG no yeah i get it, i mean i think now especially in this online environment, people are hyper aware of Problematique things and so they’re a little too quick to point fingers without looking deeper than the surface. and whatever it’s fine people are always gonna be like that because people are mostly inherently judgmental, especially when it comes to consuming media. artists/writers face stuff like this all the time because people refuse to look past the surface, hence why works have gotten misconstrued all the time. but yeah i really appreciate this sentiment, thank u i love u

hope this isnt a weird question but what is the image size that u used for your character page?? thnk u 💕

omg it’s 300x300

have u listened to visions of gideon by sufjan stevens i was listening to it while reading ur stories and it made me so :(

oh my boy sufjan aka gianni’s personality claim i love him...and this song is :{ but i love even if it’s from the nasty age gap peach fucking movie

If i was married to Jamie and he treatin’ our daughter like that… oh I swear HES GOT TO GO!

it’s 2 am i’m so tired answering all of these i forgot who jaime was for a sec i was like um why are we talking about GoT anyways good night

how does alpha hair work with reshade? it seems so good in your screenshots and i’ve seen that in others screenshots it looks bad? whats the secret?

well good morning haha jk i never went to sleep anyway here u go

hooow do you make adorable toddlers in ts4?? teach me, gimme some advice please :(((

chubby cheeks! big eyes! small faces! little but plump lips! a good skin! dats all

how did u get ur sim onto the fire escapes?

ze teleporter mod, that’s it

I snickered at the, THE RETURN OF SANTI. Like I imagine it written in red horror lettering and santi just busts down the door and says ho ho ho im back bench, Did U miss me?

honestly i own a calendar and if i knew a definite date u already fucking kNOW it would be up there

ahhh im sorry for asking but im wondering how you find voice claims?? i'm looking for some for my sims, but it's tough to find one that's *right*, you know?? and your voice claims are great!! thank you <3

OMG voice claims are HARD, i literally just like “collect” them over time...i have a list in my phone of voices i like/may use in the future lmao, but try to think of actors or musicians and search interviews/movie or tv scenes with them speaking!!

i don't even read your story but i still follow you because i love your personality, sim style and just your whole entire tumblr

u follow me for ME? UM...what are u doing here...i’m so sorry (i love u...)

do you have a different reshade preset for flashback screenshots and for the present ones?

i do not!! i just edit differently

what happened to the honeycomb?

OMFG it’s still there...but we legit haven’t seen it since girooni’s wedding so um...it’s gonna have to get a makeover. i’m gonna do it when girooni come back home so i can finally show rupi working there like...wow...she deserves to be seen

lou's dad is the biggest asshole and i am waiting for the day that bitch dies

us when he dies

shit theory: caroline goes to find and confront cillian about what he did in teen lou timeline. care ends up forming a crush on cillian and goes back to meet him several more times, but cillian ends up liking lou more which makes caroline jealous. and that's why they don't speak currently, 'cause cillian ruined lou's life in more ways than one.

uM holy fuck that’s all i got to say

pls tell me that Caro killed the dude that choked Lou (or beat his ass)

god i hope so !

how many people do you follow? are you “strict” with who you follow?

i follow 264 people and yeah i’ve gotten a bit stricter with it just cause like...i only want to follow people whose content i truly care about/will actually notice on my dash

would you ever do a sim dump?

probably in the future, it seems like people want more male and female sims from me SO

ramona got some moves tf

the girl is out here bobbing to the chicken dance like nobody’s business

have u seen the end of the fucking world? if u did what are your #thots

UM......................i watched the first episode ‘cause i heard so much about it and um.............................it was so bad OMFG i hated it. way too edgy for me. completely missed the mark. not into it at all. hard pass

CAN LOU PLEASE HAVE A MAN IN HER LIFE WHO IS NOT A COMPLETE TWAT PLEASE

HOPEFULLY ezra will follow through with that and i don’t necessarily mean in a romantic way but like...as her new roommate MAYBE he will be a blessing we can HOPE

I'm not sure if you've been asked this or not, but your poses are so good and I was wondering if you have ever considered making a pose pack? Sorry if this came off as rude! I love your posts!

i will probably in the future!! but first i gotta figure out which ones i’d actually include

okay so this is random but I just wanted to say that I absolutely love your sims stories. Everything is so perfect and I'm forever shook because I can't believe the "sets" you use are actually the game. Your sims are so fleshed out and you are a huge inspiration to me. Anyways sorry if this was weird but I'm like obsessed with ur blog. bYe

AJHSDHJFSD THANK YOU!!!!!!! yes somehow we work miracles into this game can u believe it...ahh but thank you so much, it means everything that i would inspire you in any way...like what...omg

Santi is actually standing outside present Lou’s apartment wondering where the fuck he went wrong

he’s been there for 6 months just on the street standing there please someone let him in .

LOUUUU OH MY GODDD SKKDSNSJDH MY BABY. SO THATS HOW SHE GOT THE SCAR. WOW

there it is fellas. this message is sooooo old i’m so bad

Have you read/heard of The Lunar Chronicles

i have not!! but i’ll jot it down!

I was wondering if you’ve ever had any problems with skins? For me some on the palm side of the hand it’s noticeably darker than what the skin is supposed to be.. like the rest comes out find but the hands are darker.

hmm...that’s weird, i haven’t seen that. i think it probably depends on the skin? or maybe your sim detail settings?

santi my daddy, honeybodies my mommy, lou looking like a cutie when she saw dat tiny puppy. my name is rappin anon, and i just wanted to say, ur are my favorite simblr basically saving my day. rappin anon OUT

o...my god

i love u

i love u...

#nonsims #saviorhide #sunny answers #where is the anon that loves these...i always think of you when i make these...enjoy

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laughingupfromhell · 7 years ago

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I’ve never done a follow forever before, so I figured it was about time. Below are some of the people who have had an impact on my life, whether they’ve become some of my best friends over the years, made me feel less alone, made me laugh, or simply brightened up my dash, I love each and every one of you. The blogs in bold are people I consider good friends and/or who I love more than my own life.

@taybigail - EMILY. My OG. I’m so glad I messaged you that day in October 2015. Little did I know then you’d become one of the most important people in my life. You’re the little sister I never knew I wanted, and even though we can drive each other crazy, I love you with my entire heart. There’s no one else I would’ve picked to make so many memories with. From Disney trips to almost dying in Nashville to dancing in Atlanta and all of our inside jokes, you’re one of the people who make me smile most in the world. It’s crazy to think we’ve spoken every single day for 794 days. Here’s to a lifetime of adventures together. Tag.

@cages-boxes-hunters-foxes - JAIME. My OG #2. From glitchy chatrooms to twitter group messages to texting nearly every day. What a glow up we’ve had (yours was a tad bit better than mine though, Miss Secret Session). Remember when no one knew who we were? You’re my Taylor information hub and my social media queen, so I guess that means I’m supposed to salute to you. It’s been great having emo hour for the past two years with you. Let’s keep that up.

@lskbe - LINDSEY. We became friends because you got in a fight with someone while defending Calvin. In hindsight, the other chick was right, but I’m eternally grateful I gained your friendship out of that shit show. Who else would I scream about song lyrics and go through nervous breakdowns about Taylor Swift with? I look forward to telling you to “SHUT” for a very long time, because you’re stuck with me. ily.

@screamedsooloud - DANIELLE. The token Australian. My fellow olive lover. You are one of the most fiercely loyal friends I’ve ever had. And the funniest. Moose World Tour will live in infamy...even if we were the only ones to understand why it was so goddamn funny. Thank you for being unapologetically you, despite what others may say or think. I’ve never met a more authentic person. Taylor isn’t the only one who goes to you when she needs to smile. I do too.

@thesethingswillchange - STEPH. You’re the sweetest person on the planet and deserving of all the happiness in the world. You’re always there to offer an encouraging word when I’m feeling down or to roll my eyes with at the latest drama. Thank you for being this fandom’s safe place to land, even when you have so much on your plate in real life. You’re a friend to everybody and I’m more grateful for your friendship then I can put into words. I can’t wait to hug you again in Nashville!

@straightlinedownx - EMILY. I’D DIE FOR YOU, BICTH. I AIN’T EVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU, BICTH!!! IN TRUE US FASHION, THIS ENTIRE ENTRY WILL BE IN ALL CAPS, BECAUSE IT ISN’T A CONVERSATION WITH THE TWO OF US IF WE AREN’T SCREAMING. YOU ARE MY FRIENDSHIP SOULMATE. I’M GONNA LOVE YOU SO HARD UNTIL YOU LOVE YOURSELF JUST AS MUCH AS I DO BECAUSE YOU DESERVE ALL THE LOVE THE WORLD CAN HOLD, YOU BEAUTIFUL, BRILLIANT, PERFECT HUMAN. YOU’RE GOING TO BE THE MOST AMAZING DOG-TOR IN THE WORLD AND I CAN’T WAIT TO TACKLE YOU IN NASHVILLE. IT’S WHAT WE DESERVE. @taylorswift HUG EMILY PLEASE.

@rain-caamepouringdown - ASHLEE. Hi. You’re my best friend in the entire world. I would quite literally die for you. I’m sorry there was a microphone and we still didn’t meet her. And that you threw up on the bus ride back in Houston. And that I cry so much. And that my dog scratches you every time you come over. But it’s just because we both love you so much, okay? See you tomorrow.

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@afragileline @alwynswifts @andreaswift @andyoucallmeupagain @autumnsoldier13 @babyyouremyqueen @bebrandnew @beforeyougetleft @betterthanrevenge @booknerdswiftie @booksandteawithhoney @bubblyswiftie13 @camislostinwonderland @coffee-midnights @colorsinautumn @crayzay4tay @darlingimanightmare @dearjohns @deliecate @detectiveswift @dibblesthepegacorn @dontwanttofly @dramalovestaylor @drugismybaby

E-K

@eightynineisfine @emswift @enliestheissue @everythinghaschanged @fellaswiththehellagoodhair @fellldowntherabbitthole @flashbacksandechoes @getawayccar @gonegvrl @gxtawaycars @hairbleached @heypay @holyswift @iconfessbabe @ikeepcruising @ileftmyheartinenglandsomewhere @imtheblankspace @in-her-wildest-dreams @in-silent-screams13 @incredibly-enchanted @insilentscreams @invisiblelocket @it-feels-like-a-perfect-night @ithinkim-finallyclean @ittwasrareiwasthere @iwillholdontoyou @jtmaster13 @katemckinnons @keepcruising

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@lastskiss @lightsdownlow13 @longlivethatlook @longlivethegirlinthedress @longlivewewillberemembered @lovestory @lovetheplayers @messthatuwanted @monica-geller @muchadoaboutnatalie @mustlikeme4me @my-weird-heart @nashvegasswift @nessa007 @nevergettingoutofthewoods @ofcuriousmind @ohmymarvelousswift @ourlastkiss @perfectcrlme @pettyswift @pumpkinspicelatteswiftie @queen-olivia-benson @queentaylor

R-T

@recklesstreacherous @recordbreakingtaylor @repugaytions @rosegardenfilledwithtaylor @runningscared @sameoldswift @say-youwantme @schoolgirlcrushhh @screamingiminlovewithyou @shaking-off-the-bad-blood @she-so-swift @shell-be-swift @sixtiequeen @somedaywhenyouleaveme @sparksflys @stillgotscars @strangelookonhisface @struggledthroughthenight @swift-tings @swiftful-thinking13 @swiftlyromantic @tangledupwithuallnight @taylornation @taylorslobster @taylorswiftz @taylorthebaelor @taysgrammys @tayslaysswift @tayswiftnation @tehlorswift @theaustralianswiftie @theblameisonme @theheartbreaknationalanthem @thelasttime @thewestsideloft @thisloveshaunted @thosegeorgiastars13 @thosegeorgiastarstoshame @tlitedstage @tree-paine @trustsnobodys @tswiftdaily @taylorswiftstyle

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@usingforlife @watchingtayshine @wegotbillstopay @wereabetterman @weregoingtoflyaway @wereinagetawaycar @whatswiththatbitch @whyshedisappeared @wildesttdream @wxndxriand @youbelongwithme @youpaintmeabluesky @yoursweetdisposition-13 @yourtiltedstage

#follow forever #if i missed anyone i promise i love you too

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neko-ky · 6 years ago

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They Did It

(Trigger warning contains bulling, self-harm, suicide)

They did it, he thought. But how did it come to this? Why him? What had he done? He had no answers. Not to any of these questions swirling around in his head. All he knew was that they did this, it was their fault. He knew what he was about to do was wrong and would bring them pain, but it was them who said it’d be okay; that nothing would change; they were wrong. How could they. It hurt. No longer could he bear it. The screaming, the kicking, the hitting. They were no longer his friends. They betrayed him. He had nothing, no one to lose. Yet he was still afraid, unsure.

Suddenly his mind slipped back. He couldn’t remember exactly when it had started or how it had started. All he knew was that once it had started it never stopped. It was that day. They just stood there watching, laughing but why? They were his friend’s right. He remembered they were sitting and talking about nothing then they came. “Sup emo freak!” one called out. The others just snickered. They turned to his friend, “Hey why in the world are you with this loser, what, do you all want to get the shit kicked out of ya?” the ‘leader’ of the group asked.

“Nah we were only sitting here cause we felt sorry for this loser, just look at him he’s nothing but a emo freak” they replied. Than it came, it hurt; it hurt so much, that’s all he could think of at the time. They kicked him and punched him until blood poured out of him. They just stood there and laughed like they owned him; like he was the dog and they were the masters. He lay there not daring to move until the loud crunches became soft thuds. His eyes opened the flashback had ended.

No, this is the only way to be free. Free from the pain, sadness, anger and free from them. Still he couldn’t help but think why. Why did they do this? Why did they for no reason turn their backs on him? Why did they call him names? Why did they push him into walls, throw his bag in bins and why! did they hit into him? Friends he thought, what are those? Did he once know? Did he have them before they did this? Alone he was always alone, he had no one. Always, in the dark alone, only him. This was their fault. It was all because of them. He would soon be free, from them all, of them. They wouldn’t be able to do it anymore. “Freedom”, he thought” is this really freedom? Would this free him or will it just throw him into eternal darkness.

He lent his head back against the cold dark wall in the isolated room. The only source of light was from the small moon rays that had shone through the drawn curtains. As he did this his mind flashed back to one of horrid days. He was sitting all alone doing nothing just sitting there. Then they came. He could feel their ice-cold eyes on him, yet he didn’t dare to look up. “Hey emo freak!” They screamed out as they walked closer, he sat there not daring to move. He wished he could just blend into the background. “So, we see you’re not dead yet” one of them sneered, “What a pity” another chimed in. “Hey if ya want to die so bad, emo freak then we can help with that”, the ‘leader’ of the pack stated coldly.

He was lost for words; nothing he would say could have stopped them anyway. Animals he thought, as they beat into him. They’re like blood thirsty wolves. Another punch to the head; He spat out the blood that swirled in his mouth. They’re always after the kill. His thoughts were interrupted by one of them screaming “Teacher!” they left. His mind snapped back into reality.

They did this, it’s their fault. I’ll show them, I don’t need their help; I’ll do it on my own. I’ll soon be free. Then I’ll be happy, safe. But will I? Yes, I will! He thought this as he turned the blade in and out of his fingers. The blade glinted. He slowly placed the blade on his wrist. It pieced deep into the skin. Then as it ripped across he thought how could, something so lifeless and cold make someone feel so warm.

By Kyla Brown

#poem #original #my #work #i wrote a thing #i wrote a poem #sad #triger warning #suicde #bullying

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Do you have any headcanons for the El Internado gang having a Disney movie marathon together? Like if Paula convinced Marcos and then they all ended up loving Disney and wanting to watch them all. (If you can I love Marcos/Ivan and Vicky/Julia!) Thank you so much!!

this took,,, so long and i’m so sorry, heres 1.3k of these kids terrorizing one another with sad disney deaths and old childhood crushes bonding

- alright so to set the scene here, it’s spring break or something of the like and the school is mostly cleared out save for The Kids

- so it’s edging on day 3 of break and when all your friends are off doing whatever 8 year olds do on break and you’re alone, 3 days is an Eternity

- thus Paula decides she has to do something, because she has the worst thing you can have as a child aka Boredom

- and so she readies her best puppy dog eyes and lip pout and she marches herself to the boys’ dorm room and she settles herself beside Marcos and she does what baby sisters do

- now, Marcos loves his sister, like a lot, so he finds himself agreeing to Paula’s request to watch a movie with her

- 94% of Marcos’ life is him not realizing what he’s getting himself into so this literally is no different vksnfjs

- Paula thinks that it was way too easy to get Marcos to agree and by golly she didn’t prepare her best puppy dog eyes only to find her brother’s a pushover

- Plus, she remembers how much fun she and Marcos and their parents used to have when they’d build blanket forts in the living room and watch movies until way past her bedtime so she puts 2 & 2 together or rather 2 and 6 and she sets off to pokémon the shit out of the rest of these teenagers

- she has the easiest time finding and convincing Carol, and Carol in turn gathers up Vicky and Julia; Caye’s also an Absolute Pushover, and Roque can’t say no to Caye so there’s the majority of her band; all she has left is Iván

- Marcos, in addition to loving his sister, also dearly loves his boyfriend. and though he is completely jaded when it comes to the former he is Not when it comes to the latter (read: he doesnt want her to catch Iván on one of his off days and for her to get her feelings hurt)

- but Paula is Determined, she’s Stubborn, and she also Does Not Care about Iván’s teenage angst bullshit

- Getting him to agree, she will years later realize, is one of her biggest life accomplishments

- so they pool together what pillows and blankets they can get together and they all turn to vicky bc they figure hey! vic’s smart she can do this.

- Vicky Cant Build A Pillow Fort For Shit

- cut to julia and iván handling it like oh my god (roque: is that a cup holder made out of a pillowcase ? julia, grinning: you bet your ass it is)

- so now that theyre gathered and in a Pillow Castle™ someone (caye’s bc he has every movie ever on his laptop lbr) laptop gets tugged out and they then commence The Great Movie Decision Debate

- they eventually settle on The Little Mermaid (it’s a classic, iván argues; ariel was hot, carol inputs)

- about 20 minutes in everyone Immediately Knows why iván was im favor of the little mermaid

- prince eric, really? marcos asks, definitely not jealous of an animated, completely fictional man or anything

- vicky Loses It bc this is literally the funniest thing that has ever happened to her ever she cant believe she got to witness iván trying to defend himself against marcos’ accusation

- iván gets her back tho lmao

- but he bides his time

- in the mean time they watch

- the lion king: caye loses his shit, he’s straight up sobbing when mufasa dies and he’s got roque on one side and paula on the other and paula’s patting his hand and telling him it’ll be ok

- mulan: why do Roque, Caye, and Iván know be a man by heart why are they so in sync and on tune How Many Times Has This Happened Boys Oh My God Did You Guys Rehearse Choreography

- the fox and the hound: *marcos voice* fUCK-paula dont repeat that-THIS MOVIE

- bambi: iván cries (“no, carol, i’m not, it’s just hot in this fort with all you shits and im sweating”) but it’s chill bc marcos wraps his arms around iván’s waist and rests his head on his shoulder and it’s sweet and iván’s still Definitely Not Crying Thank You V Much Carol but he’ll admit he’s a bit emo ok

- after bambi ends iván thinks it’s abt time for him to exact his revenge so he suggests hercules and VICKY LAUNCHES AT HIM

- (mind you paula is still here, she just migrated abt the fort and is with carol and is content enjoying her movies and her snacks and her convo with carol’s cool gf who’s on skype as vicky tries to murder iván in the bg)

- julia’s intrigued, and so she smiles real sweet at her Best Friend caye and bc he’s a good good friend caye obliges

- julia, 2.2 seconds into the movie: ITS MEG ISNT IT VIC

- vicky, trying to strangle iván over marcos’s laughing form: N-NO SHUT UP

- julia: are you always this articulate ;-)

- vicky, dying and living all at once, no longer trying to kill iván

- carol: Why didnt we see this before julia is totally meg

- roque: thts true

- julia: i cant wait for halloween

- vicky: tht one meme where the dude’s wiping sweat off his brow you know the one

- marcos to iván in the back even tho he hasnt said a word: only if youre ariel

- things start to wind down after tht and they decide maybe one more movie bc it’s gonna be late soon and theyve already decided to end the marathon with paula’s only real request so theyre abt to start tht when caye’s like:

- Wait. we’ve all had our emotions plucked at or embarrassing childhood crushes critiqued What Abt Julia

- julia: i’ll kill you tbh

- marcos: yeah julia what’s Youre movie

- iván: if i have to suffer knowing marcos now Knows then you gotta suffer with vic Knowing too

- julia: …

- julia: thts fair

- julia: caye play aladdin

- vicky: ohmYGOD

- iván: aladdin or jasmine

- julia: *voice crack* STOP

- caye, in tears, having to lean on roque for support or he will literally fall on his face with laughter

- julia, under her breath: both

- marcos, in the back: damn. same.

- it takes Forever for them all to settle down to actually Watch the movie tbh it’s ridiculous but instead of letting them tease her abt it julia ROCKS every single song and yes, she knows every word (julia: ive literally owned multiple vhs copies bc i’d watch it so much they wouldnt rewind Of Course i know every word)

- (for weeks after this marathon everyone quotes movies at each other but marcos and julia’s aladdin quotes are truly Iconic)

- after aladdin ends it’s like 9 so they still have time for paula’s pick aka frozen and god do they go out on a high note tbh

- paula singing, pointedly looking at marcos then flicking her eyes to iván, shrugging: so he’s a bit of a fixer upper

- Also can i just say that carol and paula’s duet of let it go was absolutely the stuff of legends even if that song should have died years ago

- anyway it’s Incredibly Much So after paula’s bedtime by the time theyre done with the movie and paula’s passed out in the corner, vicky and julia have a blanket over their shoulders and are trying not to nod off together, carol’s saying goodnight to her gf who has been in and out on skype all day, marcos and iván are bickering (lovingly??) and roque and caye are Gone (they went to bed lol nerds)

- marcos ends up having to carry paula back to her room and of course iván goes with him and julia and vicky and carol gather what pillows and blankets they Think are theirs and trudge back to their room and all in all it was a Good Night

#my hcs #el internado

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just-a-re-blog · 8 years ago

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Question Tag

My homegirl @evangelene tagged me in this, so here goes--more than you’ll ever need to know about me RIP

Rules: answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as there are questions

1. coke or pepsi?

Coke

2. disney or dreamworks?

Disney

3. coffee or tea?

Tea--but fancy good tea, like earl grey, not Lipton

4. books or movies?

Books bring me happy

5. windows or mac?

I only own Apple products

6. dc or marvel?

DC SAVED MY LIFE 5 YEARS AGO IN JUNE SO DC ABSOLUTELY DC

7. xbox or playstation?

Wii

8. dragon age or mass effect?

i don’t know what these are

9. night owl or early riser?

I like rising early, but I am at peace at 1 AM

10. cards or chess?

Cards, specifically ERS, but let me be clear--I am ALWAYS down for a game of Real Wizards’ Chess ™️

11. chocolate or vanilla?

le chocolat

12. vans or converse?

Adidas

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar?

i don’t know what these are either. sorry.

14. fluff or angst?

Mafia and Soulmate AUs which include moments of both

15. beach or forest?

Redondo Beach and North Cascades National Park forest

16. dogs or cats?

I have always wanted a dog, but cats are my everything

17. clear skies or rain?

clear skies to do stuff in and rain to watch and listen to from the seat by the window like the emo fuck i am

18. cooking or eating out?

I am bad at it, but I like to cook!

19. spicy food or mild food?

listen, I like spicy food, but I never eat it because jalepenos bring my taste buds joy but bring my mouth great pain

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas?

I celebrate Christmas from December 26th to December 25th

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot?

A little too cold. I love winter.

22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be?

GIVE ME FLIGHT

23. animation or live action?

I plead the Fifth

24. paragon or renegade?

I. DON’T. KNOW. WHAT. THESE. ARE.

25. baths or showers?

Showers

26. team cap or team ironman?

27. fantasy or sci-fi?

Fantasy (looking at you, Bilbo)

28. do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so, what are they?

“It’s like when you are excited about a girl and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple, and they make you so mad. And all you want is to always feel happy for them because you know that if you do, then it means that you’re happy, too.” ~Charlie, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.” ~Marianne Williamson, Our Deepest Fear

“I am a weak person pretending to be strong.” ~Min Yoongi

“These wings came from pain, but they are wings headed for the light. Though it’s hard and it hurts, if I can fly, I will fly so I won’t be scared anymore.” ~BTS, A Supplementary Story: You Never Walk Alone

29. youtube or netflix?

YouTube

30. harry potter or percy jackson?

Daughter of Apollo with the heart of a Hufflepuff who was sorted into Gryffindor. Yep.

31. when do you feel accomplished?

Those rare moments when I FINALLY finish a chapter/story

32. star wars or star trek?

Give my son my lightsaber.

33. paperback or hardback books?

Hardback yo. I am a destructive human being that can only be trusted to handle things that are sturdily constructed.

34. horror or rom-com?

Hit me up to watch The Proposal any day--I live my love life vicariously through others.

35. tv shows or movies?

TV shows...like I have time to watch them...

36. favourite animal?

Giraffes are great, but I also like elephants. And bears. And dolphins. And I am forever in love with the indomitable banana slug. Also, I like Pikachu. A lot.

37. favourite genres of music?

Classical piano, K-pop, J-pop, Chinese pop (my sister who is Chinese told me not to call it C-pop or Mando pop), soundtracks, 70s singer-songwriters, 80s rock, 90s rap (yes, I know those lyrics are the definition of misogyny, it’s not a perfect art form), 2000s pop, Keith Urban style country (yes, I said it), James Ingram/Yolanda Adams style gospel, Casting Crowns style Christian, WALK THE MOON/The Fold style indie rock/alternative, Charlie Wilson style R&B

38. least favourite book?

Ugh, Matched. I was just really not a fan. Or Gulliver’s Travels. I hate that book.

39. favourite season?

I don’t really have one, actually! There’s good and bad that comes with each. But I guess I’m pretty partial to winter because snow and, you know, Christmas

40. song that’s currently stuck in your head?

Californication by the Red Hot Chili Peppers???

41. what kind of pyjama’s do you wear?

whatever’s on top in my drawer (or in front in my closet if I need flannel)

42. how many existential crises do you have on an average day?

i live in a constant state of existential crisis. my brand is crisis

43. if you can only choose one song to be played at your funeral, what would it be?

I choose my favorite song of all time--Young Forever.

44. favourite theme song to a TV show?

That’s a three-way tie between the Teen Titans theme song, the 1960s Batman theme song, and the opening theme of the Chinese drama Eternal Love

45. harry potter movies or books?

I love the books, but literally nothing in this world can top sassy 11-year-old Emma Watson (”It’s Wingardium Levi-o-sa. Not Levio-sa.”) and clueless, lovable 11-year-old Rupert Grint (“Yes, Hermione, I think this is gonna be exactly like real Wizards’ Chess.”).

46. you can make your OTP become canon but you’ll forget that tumblr exists. will you do it?

Look, if Min Yoongi and Jung Hoseok can finally get together like they’ve always been meant to, then my knowledge of tumblr is a small price to pay

47. do you play an instrument and if so, what is it?

Once upon a time I played viola. Then I played French Horn. Now I sing, and I’ve been playing piano for almost 9 years.

48. what is the worst way to die?

Being eaten. I have had countless nightmares about something consuming me and just the thought of being eaten alive, I goTTa gO

49. if you could be entirely invisible for a day, what would you do?

Probably do cute lil things to make my friends’ days better like flip their textbooks to the right pages when they’re not looking or leave them coffee at their table when they get up to go to the bathroom. i is too cowardly to do those things for my crush, so it would be nice to be invisible

50. What are you planning on doing with your life?

Imma be a music video producer, y’all. Catch my name in the tiny credits

51. Favorite Disney movie?

HOW DO I PICK BETWEEN THE INCREDIBLES BIG HERO 6 AND MOANA

52. One must have item you always carry with you?

A necklace my sister gave me. It is my security blanket.

53. Drawing or telling stories?

Telling stories because I can do it through so many mediums, ya know?

54. If you could have a superhero sidekick, what animal would it be and what would you name it?

Y’all already saw this coming--THE INDOMITABLE BANANA SLUG NAMED MARVELOUS MAVEN WOULD BE MY SIDEKICK

My question: Stuffed animals or figurines?

Tags: @thatirishgirl078 @bts-exo-seouls @callmyexodus @whysoinvisible

Joke’s on you if you thought I was really about to tag 53 people

#my life is not that interesting #but i like it anyway

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