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Hey , I know it took me too long to draw something new for my merlin au, but i was stuck on this piece since it was a turning point for me. I made a lot of mistakes and I learned a lot while painting it. I changed a lot of things during the process, but i loved it from the beginning to the final steps. I still think I should have given merlin more expression, arthur a better pose and so on, but at least now that i decided that this piece is finished i can let it go in piece and focus on new artworks for this au
#fantasy#illustration#merthur fic#merlin emrys#dragonkin#thedragonkinproject#oblivious arthur pendragon#bottom arthur pendragon#arthurianlegends#merlinfanart#merlinau#dragon#emrys#bbc merlin#arthurpendragon#arthur pendragon#i made this thing and i do not regret it#it suffered through multiple style change though#top merlin#alpha merlin#Instagram#smitten arthur pendragon#equally smitten merlin#this is the finale they should have given us#he literally only scream at the sky and take rides to camelot via kilgharrah#gwaine#merlinandaithusa#aithusa
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Maybe it's destiny
A little modern merthur:
Merlin is out on a blind date Morgues set for him. He's pretty sure it's her idea of a joke because his "date" is a far cry from his type. After his crazy week, he absolutely has no problem telling the guy this and leave the table.
On his way out his eyes catch a blond hottie that IS exactly his type. God he really has a thing for blonds. The blondie doesn't seem like he's enjoying himself. He looks bored to death with the chattering and also blond girl in front of him. The girl casually puts her hand on the hot blondie and Merlin watches as he tenses and sets his jaw, clearly uncomfortable.
Merlin smiles mischievously as a plan formes in his head. He walks to their table and stands by the Blondie's side. "Excuse me sir?"
The hot blondie (god Merlin really needs to know his name) looks up at him and Merlin swallows. He's even more beautiful close up. Merlin thinks he's gonna drown in those gorgeous blues. 'focus Merlin.' He clears his throat. "There's a phone call for you sir."
The blondie looks confused and Merlin is absolutely smitten. He's sooo cute. How is it fair?
"Phone call? For me?" The blondie asks uncertainty and Merlin tries really hard not to shiver at the sound of his voice.
"yes sir. If you would come with me..." Merlin looks pointedly at him and the blondie's eyes go wide. He nods and smiles at his date. "I'll be right back." He gets up before the girl can say anything. And the two of them walk towards the reception desk.
"there's no phone call, right?" The blonde beauty asks and Merlin grins.
"nope"
"Hmm"
"I saved you. A thank you would be nice."
The blondie turns to Merlin and looks him up and down. Then smiles. "You're right . How on earth can I repay you?"
Merlin takes his coat and smirks. "Hmm. Buy me a nice dinner and then we'll see."
The blondie beams at him "of course. It's the least I can do."
They stare at each other with equally stupid smiles on their faces.
"Merlin" Merlin offers his hand. The blondie takes it. "Arthur. Pleasure to meet you Merlin."
P.S: I don't know what to do with this XD
#I'm terrible#Merthur#Merlin#I love them so much#But I'm shit at writing#Drabble#I had this in my notes for EVER
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Prompts #1-5
Prompt 16: “I on the other hand can never hate you”
“Merlin, fuck!”
Euphemia looks up over her reading glasses, left eyebrow raised. It is unusual - aside from Quidditch - for her normally mild mannered son (who she has, on occasion, referred to as so laid back he’s horizontal) to curse in front of her.
“Language, James!” Sirius said, tone aiming for a passable version of Unimpressed McGonagall.
He looks over at Mrs Potter and rolls his eyes primly. She huffs in agreement. He has clearly done a stellar job of hiding his glee.
“What is it, dear?” she says. “Please don’t tell me that you’ve already received a detention for next year? I’m going to have to avoid Minerva at the next Board of Management meeting if you- “
“Mum!” his brother looks affronted, as though pre- start of Year detentions are an unheard of achievement (he and Prongs had in fact managed two each this time last year).
“What news, Prongs?” Sirius has to bite his cheek to stop a massive grin splitting his face.
“I…” James clears his throat and looks at him with deep concern. “I’ve no idea why, or how, old chap, but for some gods-forsaken reason it looks like…”
“Yes?” he leans back into his chair, all casual elegance.
“Er, well, you see… well, Dumbledore’s obviously lost the plot entirely and…”
“And what, Prongs, my dear fellow marauder, my brother-in-mischief, my loyal, dependable, all-out rebel, rebel?” Sirius should in fact be awarded a medal for his superb acting prowess.
“And… er…”
Euphemia says nothing, but she stretches out her hand and beckons the letter towards her with such authority that Prongs hands it over wordlessly. She almost drops it in shock.
“Merlin, Circe and Godric! Dumbledore’s appointment you Head Boy!” she stares at her son. “Is this a prank, James Fleamont Potter?”
“No idea, mum,” James looks at her in equal bewilderment, then turns to Sirius. “Is it?”
No it is not. It is not a prank. Dumbledore delivered.
James Potter is head Boy. Lily Evans is Head Girl. The world is one small step away from seeing - Flowerpot, Jily, Smitten Idiots, whatever you want to call his useless friends - get together. It is now as inevitable as James running a hand through his wild bird’s nest head in the next ten seconds.
“Of course not!” he feigns an offended look. “You as Head Boy, eh?”
“Oh gods!” James says, sticking both hands in his hair. “What have I done, how did I do it, and how do I get out of it?”
Sirius smile pleasantly.
“You don’t,” he says, clapping James on the back firmly. “You’re stuck with it, Prongs, you swotty nerd! Moony and Wormy are going to disinherit you, blast you off the marauders family tree, and whatnot. I, on the other hand, can never hate you.”
James looks suitably concerned. His mother looks, well, bewildered and shocked - but pleased. And suspicious. She’s holding Dumbledore’s letter up to the light, looking for proof of authenticity…
He cannot wait to see Lily Evans’ reaction to this news!
“You do know that Evans is Head Girl, right?” he says, stretching loudly.
He can see the cogs turning in Prongs’ head.
“Oh,” he says.
He sits up straighter.
“Oh…”
Sirius puts his hands behind his head, and leans back in his chair, front legs of chair in the air.
“Uh-huh,” he replies, a picture of smug satisfaction.
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dance with me
request from nonnie! “Hello! Im terribly in love with your writing! I was wondering if maybe, Charlie takes Bill, the twins an (either oc or reader insert) to a muggle party and they’re all super confused but love it and Fred is completely smitten by the OC when she danced and maybe did something weird/special of your choosing. I hope it isnt much, lots of love for u and Mischief Managed! ♥️”
pairing: fred x muggle!reader
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A/N: my dudes i don’t even know what the fuck this is but i loved this request so much, didn’t mean to make it sad, sry, also you can interpret this how you will.. personally i think they’re both too vulnerable rn to ~get it on~ but i like to think that maybe fred would open his heart again after this and she’d mend his heartbreak..... brb making myself big sad !!!!!! but listen if you wanna imagine him pinning her against the wall and having the time of his life then go for it, man i'm just...... big into angst;;;;;;; pls reblog & leave feedback & things of the like, thank you loves
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The foggy, wet streets of the city were unappealing compared to the very comforting, open landscape next to the Burrow. The very last thing that Fred and George had wanted to do was follow their two eldest brothers in the frigid, rainy weather to some silly Muggle party in central London.
Especially Fred.
He didn’t want to be forced out of the one place that made him somewhat happy, especially when he was still nursing the heartbreak that had been causing him so much unpleasantness.
But they’d obliged, because Charlie had nearly pounced on the two of them about it, and they’d much rather go to this than be forced to sit inside the Burrow with pompous Percy -- although, since the war, he had admittedly gotten better at not being a self-righteous git.
The twins had a ton on their plate; not to mention, Fred wasn’t in the mood for any of it. They were dragged out of their business shop by Bill, who was adamant about the fact that they’d both needed a night out, and when they’d tried to persist, telling their eldest brother many times that they had too much to do before the newest shipment of magical inventions came in, Bill had nearly hexed the pair of them, causing them both to shut up almost instantaneously.
But now, as bright, fluorescent lights hit the middle of the room, highlighting you, your smooth and effortless dance moves, and the very lazy grin on your face as you sang along to the booming music in between sips of your drink, Fred wasn’t so huffy about being here anymore.
His heartbreak didn’t seem so heavy anymore.
At least right now, it didn’t.
Admittedly, Bill was right. They really did need a night out. They’d been so bloody busy working that they hadn’t even been to the pub in a few weeks’ time. Ever since the war, business had seemed to escalate, which was really saying something, considering it was incredibly busy even before all of this had gone down. The two of them hardly ever had a moment to breathe. Which, they supposed, was good for Fred. Kept him occupied, kept his mind at bay. But they reckoned they probably needed to hire some more help. Ron had reluctantly agreed to lend a hand. It was Hermione’s idea. A brilliant one, at that.
George thrust a beer frustratingly into his twin’s hands. “We’ve got so much to do, mate.”
“Yeah,” Fred replied breathlessly, truly not listening to a word George was saying.
Fred Weasley had always had it easy when it came to the ladies. They flocked to him, really. He didn’t like to admit it so as not to come off like an entitled prat, but it was true. It was probably due to the fact that he was always making everyone laugh -- something that came equally as easy to him. Perhaps it was his bright red hair that the girls ogled over. Maybe it was his wicked sense of adventure, and the fact that he was always landing himself in questionable situations more often than not. But that was school. He could easily impress those girls at school. He hadn’t had too in a while, though. He’d been happily tied up with the same person for years — that is, until he wasn’t. Until she’d picked someone else.
This was different, though. This was a Muggle party, in the middle of central London, in someone’s sweaty, sticky flat with a bunch of people he didn’t know. Fred couldn’t do magic here. He couldn’t impress someone with his inventions or with his stories about adventure without giving away the fact that he was a from a magical background. He couldn’t use his usual tricks in front of all of these Muggles or he’d be in a ton of hot water.
He also couldn’t let his very intense vulnerability and his rusty flirting get in the way.
But he wouldn’t be Fred Weasley if he didn’t try, right?
It was always easy for Fred to be able to flirt absentmindedly with women. But with his heart in a fragile state, he wasn’t so sure it would be easy tonight.
Bill, picking up on his younger brother’s locked knees and fingers gripped tight around his beer, stopped in front of them. “You alright, Fred?”
“Yeah,” Fred said again, clearing his throat and swigging a bit of his drink. He then thrust the nearly full beer into Charlie’s hands, who furrowed his brows in a confused look. Fred continued, “More than okay. Hey, you guys have fun -- I’ll catch up with you in a bit, alright?”
He left his brothers standing at the other end of the room as he pushed through tons of people. When he’d finally made it to the middle, you were gone. He casually swerved around, peering all around the room to try and meet the gaze with the eyes he felt like he’s known for years already. He then spotted you toward the corner, pouring yourself another drink. His feet began moving before he could register exactly what he was doing; so quickly, in fact, that he hadn’t even heard the obnoxious exchange of words and laughter from behind him from his brothers.
“Merlin, can we go anywhere without Fred picking someone up?”
“Give him a break, mate -- he hasn’t seen anyone since everything unraveled with the last one. It’s been almost two years. Reckon this is good for him — for me, too.”
“Wish it was that easy for me to pick someone up, bloody hell.”
With his heart pounding unnaturally against his ribcage, Fred slid next to you and too began to pour himself a drink, glad to have gotten rid of that beer that Charlie was now undoubtedly guzzling. He opened his mouth to speak, but much to his surprise, you spoke first.
“Ahh -- a whiskey man, are you?”
He was taken aback at the sultry sound of your voice; maybe it was because the music was pounding in his ears, or the fact that you were this foreign person he desperately found himself wanting to know, and very quickly. He looked down at his drink, and then up at you. You were already sipping yours. “That a bad thing?”
“Not necessarily -- though I haven’t decided yet.”
The slight eyebrow raise you gave him made his insides twist. It was too early in the night for nerves. He swallowed them down as he took a swig of his very strong drink. “Haven’t decided, hm?”
You turned to him and then around to face the rest of the party. You inched closer and crossed your arms over your chest, and nodded. “There are three different types of men here tonight, you see. Those, over there,” you pointed with your pinky finger to a bunch of very frat-like men sipping lazily on their beers or glasses of wine, “they’ve come looking for something casual. Not so casual as far as one nighters go, but a fling. Something of the like. Those over on that end,” Fred followed your finger over to a very messy looking group of men who were dancing far too close with some women in the middle of the dance floor -- they looked like they all needed to get rooms. Separately. Merlin. “You know the type of night they’re looking for.”
Fred couldn’t help but snort a bit as he sipped casually.
“And then there’s you. Sipping your whiskey. Cute as ever.”
You turned back toward him and he raised an eyebrow. He was now feeling a bit self-conscious — he was both thrilled and equally embarrassed at being called “cute” by a woman as stunning as you, way out of his league and probably having quite a laugh yourself. He didn’t even know your name. What would you say next? You’d already deemed him the “third type of man” in the room, but the fact that he was a standalone, and not lumped in with another group, made him feel both overwhelmingly relieved, and also slightly terrified. But he tried to play it cool.
“What about me?”
You brought your hand to your hip and wet your lips, pondering this. A small smirk spread itself across your face, the fluorescent light flashing across your eyes. “I dunno yet,”
He liked that. He liked that you didn’t know anything about him. He liked that he didn’t have to be the bloke who made jokes to lighten the mood, the guy who loved messing with people, or the boy who got his heart broken by a girl who’d never really cared for him at all. He didn’t have to be any of those people. He could just be Fred.
“Haven’t decided, I reckon? Like the whiskey?”
You smiled; it was bad enough that Fred was losing his mind solely at the perfume you were wearing, and the fact that this conversation was going absolutely nothing like what he’d planned. Your eyes met his and your voice was soft when you leant in closer, “That’s what makes it so bloody dangerous.”
He didn’t know what the bloody hell you meant by that but he didn’t seem to mind, especially when you grabbed him by the shirt and led him to the dance floor again, slinging your arms around his neck and pulling him close to you as some slow song he’d never heard blared through the speakers in the corner.
“And to think — I was just going to come over here and see if I’d even be lucky enough to have a chat,”
You laughed at this, shutting your eyes whilst doing so, and Fred noticed something sparkly painted on your skin toward the edges of your eyes. “What can I say? You’ve intrigued me.”
Perhaps he could do this without any magic. Bloody difficult to not talk all about it, though.
Perhaps his vulnerability would subside, and he’d be able to talk and flirt and dance without thinking back on his own overwhelming heartache that had rendered him nearly useless the last few months.
But after a while, he stopped worrying. The music was so loud, your laughter so infectious, that he’d forgotten all about all those stupid jokes he’d wanted to make about his shop, about Hogwarts, about the magic he’d learned growing up. It wasn’t until you’d asked him to be in the moment with you that he’d truly remembered them.
“Just,” you’d started, tugging gently on the collar of his shirt and biting your bottom lip as another song played loudly, “just be here with me, okay?”
Fred wondered, as glassiness seemed to fill your eyes through a grin at him, if you, too, were in need of this night out.
Maybe you were nursing some kind of heartbreak, too.
Maybe you were also trying to find some type of normal.
It was in your tone — in the way your voice trembled slightly when you’d said be here with me. He didn’t think you were looking for something like a fling, like those guys you’d pointed at before. And he definitely knew that you weren’t looking for one night and one night only, like those sloppy people he’d kept trying to avoid on the dance floor. Maybe, like you’d said, you just needed him to be here. In the moment. Just the two of you, shoes heavy against the hardwood floor, eyes sparkling underneath the lights.
He realized, when he peered down at you and felt some type of warmth for the first time since his own heart was crushed in its vulnerability, that he just needed you to be here with him, too.
So when you leant forward slowly, trying to read his expression, to see if it was okay to do what you wanted to do, he leant in too, pressing his lips gently to yours in a spark of electricity for the first time in Merlin only knows how long.
And what he tasted on your lips sent him spiraling.
When you pulled apart, he raised an eyebrow and smirked at you. “What?” You asked nervously, biting down on the bottom lip, desperately trying to hide the smirk that was growing on your face.
“A whiskey girl, eh?”
You shrugged casually, as if it meant nothing. But you both knew it meant everything. It was just strange, he thought — your first interaction just hours ago, the conversation you’d held, and how you were here, now, entangled together. You wiggled your eyebrows at him — and he was surprised that he found it both innocent and incredibly alluring. “Told you it’s dangerous.”
You sipped the very last of your drink before tossing your cup into the waste bin. Fred reckoned he could stay here all night, forgetting about all of the things that kept him up at night, the things that had been making him so bloody prone to unpleasantness for such a long time. He wanted to laugh again. He wanted to smile again. He wanted to love again.
When you cocked your head to the side and smiled softly at him, beginning to mouth the words to the music, he reckoned he might just be able too.
Then you tugged on both of his hands, placed them delicately across your waist as you locked your arms around his neck again, you said over the booming of the next stupid song you’d undoubtedly sing every word too,
“Just dance with me, Freddie.”
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Wish For You
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For Matteusz, he had hoped that travelling to the kingdom of Rhodia would bring a better life. Despite a job at the castle, his magic - forbidden by the Queen - and growing feelings for Prince Charles, have only complicated things.
For Prince Charles, tired of living in a carefully controlled world meant to protect him, seeks a night of escape, with the help of the closest thing he has to a true friend. A night at the Festival of Souls provides them both a night of freedom. But how free can you truly be when there's a part of yourself you're always hiding?
(AKA A loosely based Merlin Marlie au)
Part One - Magic
Matteusz did his chores by hand, even though it was so early the grand hallways of the castle were practically deserted. He had seen the fate of magic users first hand within his first week in Rhodia. Even almost a year later, the smell of smoke still brought back uncomfortable memories of the woman’s screaming.
He pushed open the Prince’s door without knocking and almost dropped the breakfast tray as Charles let out a startled yelp. Matteusz was equally surprised to see him awake so early - it was rare for him to be awake before Matteusz arrived. It was even rarer for him to awake and ready, although his shirt was ill-fitting and old.
“My apologies Matteusz,” Charles said formally.
“I should have knocked,” he said, not quite sure whether to comment on the fact Charles was usually sleeping at this time. “Your breakfast.”
“Thank you.”
Charles began eating, in the delicate way only nobles who had their next meal guaranteed could. Matteusz tried not to stare at him, although he was more concerned the Prince had gotten himself cursed again than the other reasons he sometimes found himself watching him . But Charles’ eyes were the same pretty blue, no hints of enchantment or glossiness there. (He always seemed to get himself in trouble, magical or otherwise. Matteusz wasn’t sure how the Prince made it to nineteen without him.)
“Are you feeling alright?”
Charles nodded. “Why would I not be?”
They may be friendlier than Mattuesz suspected a Prince and a servant were meant to be - almost friends (which was enough, even if a part of him ached hopelessly for more) - but he still knew better than to push it.
“No reason,” he answered politely instead, busying himself with lighting the fire.
“What has my Mother planned for me today?”
“Strategic meetings in the morning, training with the knights in the afternoon.” The same as every Friday.
Charles’ handsome face twitched into a frown. “How… lovely. What of the evening?”
“No plans I know of.”
That seemed to please Charles, although he didn’t let on why. “Excellent.”
Matteusz didn’t pry. As long as Charles did not get himself into danger (again), he was welcome to his secrets.
Matteusz started tidying the room picking up crumpled clothes. Charles may be polite and remember the names of his servants but he was incredibly messy. He could afford to be in a house full of servants, part of him thought bitterly. Still, Matteusz enjoyed his job, he liked the quiet domestic mornings and he liked being at Charles’ side. He was lucky to get a job at the castle, even if it was a little tedious at times and he was too fearful to use magic. The paycheck that funded his sisters’ education kept him going.
A canvas was set up in the corner, still wet at the edges. It must have been why Charles was awake so early, although Matteusz would never have guessed he was an artist. It was impressive, a beautiful painting of the Rhodian town square, lit up with hundreds of candles. Only half of the night sky was painted but Matteusz could tell it would be a gorgeous piece when finished.
“Did you paint this?” He found himself asking. Then, as it was an obvious question he added: “it is very good.”
Charles looked over at the canvas, his expression pained. “I did. I can explain-”
“You are very talented,” Matteusz interrupted, hoping he wasn’t pushing any of the unspoken boundaries between them. “Is it ever lit up that way? With all the candles?”
“Yes, candles,” Charles said quickly. “It’s how I imagine the town to look at night. I have not been able to see it like that.”
“I would like to see it like that as well,” he agreed, “you make it look magical.”
“Do not tell the Queen that,” Charles said dryly. Matteusz stepped back from the painting guiltily. But it was clear Charles was not being serious, just another of his jokes that did not land right.
“Our secret,” he promised.
Charles smiled at that and Matteusz made himself busy again. It would not do him well to linger on the fluttering in his chest for too long. A Prince and a servant - especially a foriegn one with magic - like him would never work. (But it was nice to imagine sometimes. But only sometimes. If he indulged in Charles' smile for too long, he’d never get anything done at all.)
With the prince busy all morning, Matteusz found himself in a cramped corner of the palace library. Tanya always seemed to know when he’d be away from Charles’ side and had ambushed him half-way through doing laundry. There had been little point arguing as he was dragged around the castle, although he made a token attempt at protesting anyway.
“Shouldn't you be working?”
She hushed him, balancing another scroll on the pile in his arms. Matteusz was sure they weren’t allowed to access the royal library for personal use but there was little point bringing it up to Tanya. She was both stubborn and clever enough to get away with it. Besides, she was one of his only friends.
“Come on,” she hurried him along.
Matteusz followed her, weaving through the many hallways and servant passages of the castle. It had been an impressive sight on his first day but there was always some new pathway or hiding spot he was learning of - impossibly, it was bigger on the inside. Tanya had taken them to a small room, the size of a cupboard, with two beds squeezed in and a rocky dresser in the corner.
“Do not let anyone see you here.”
“I won’t,” he promised.
Tanya pulled on the bottom draw until he came out completely with a creak. A dozen scrolls were hidden there.
“Clever,” he noted. Matteusz had hidden a few texts of his own - old books of magic from the old religion, half-translated to Polish by his Grandmother. Under the queen’s rule, it was important to know how to hide.
“Thanks. I usually don’t take so many, but it was so busy today. Everyone is preoccupied with the festival today.”
“What festival?”
Tanya looked up from her scrolls. “You don’t- I keep forgetting you’re new. Tonight is the Festival of Souls. All staff get the night off. It’s tradition.”
“That’s unexpectedly nice of the Queen.”
“The Prince actually,” she corrected.
Matteusz smiled. “Really?”
Tanya wedged back the draw with force. “Come help me finish my chores so we can go early? And please take that sappy look off your face.”
Matteusz followed her smiling. Tanya may drag him around the castle but at least she dragged him out of it too. A kingdom away from Cela, he had found himself another sister.
“So tell me more about this festival?” Matteusz asked.
They were taking the long walk on the outskirts of the castle, carrying heavy buckets of water out to the stables. As one of the younger servants, Tanya was usually stuck with grunt work like that. Matteusz had only been roped into helping her out of his own niceness.
“It’s fun. There’s live music and nice food. At the end, we light candles that’s meant to be our soul’s wish.”
“It sounds wonderful.”
“You’re lucky you get to experience it for the first time.”
They crossed over from the cobblestone bricks onto the uneven grass. It was a short cut that they desperately needed - Matteusz arms were starting to ache.
“Thank the gods,” Tanya said, dropping the buckets on the ground. “I wish they’d just install a pump out here.”
Matteusz put down his own load and sat by her on the ground. “We deserve a break.”
“Agreed.”
“Did someone say break?” April asked. “Count me in.”
She ignored her own duties of taking the buckets in and joined them. April was one of the stable hands who looked after the castle horses. It was a job that suited her - she was very gentle with them. Matteusz had even caught her singing to them a few times.
“Are you coming to the festival?”
“If the right person asks me,” she replied coyly.
“Are you talking about a certain knight?” Tanya teased.
They were sat close enough to the training fields to make out the figures sparring with each other.
“I might be.” April waved in their direction. The knight in question, Lord Singh, waved back and was knocked on the ground. He did his best to style it out, jogging over in their direction.
“Here’s your chance,” Tanya muttered. “Oh hey Ram. You know you’re meant to stay on your feet during a fight, right?”
“Funny.” He smiled at them charmingly. “I wasn’t expecting my fans.”
“More like casual spectators,” Tanya replied, although it was clear his attention was now firmly directed at April.
“I think that’s our sign to leave.”
“Agreed.” They stood up to leave.
Matteusz smiled over his shoulder. “Hope to see you later April.”
“You will!”
“Should I be jealous you have plans?”
Matteusz almost laughed. He had far more interest in him than April. (Ram flirted with everyone. It said a lot about how smitten he was with Charles that Matteusz wasn’t taken by him more.)
“Just the festival later. You know the one you’ll be taking me to later.”
The pair continued flirting as Tanya and Matteusz walked back in the direction of the castle.
“Good for her.”
“Yeah.” She seemed a little wistful. “Wish it was that easy for people like us to find someone.”
Matteusz’ thoughts ended up back to Charles. “And tell them,” he added.
“My apologies, I didn’t realise you were back from your training already.”
Charles was sitting in front of his canvas, a smudge of dark blue paint on his chin. “No need to apologise.”
“You didn’t go, did you?”
“It may have slipped my mind,” Charles confessed.
Matteusz peered over his shoulder at the painting he had been working on this morning. It was now near finished, with the indigo sky complete and a pale moon in the corner. “You really are talented.”
“You flatter me,” he replied. But Mattuesz could tell from the smile that he enjoyed the flattery.
“Is it the festival?”
“It’s close. I’ve not yet been able to attend myself.”
The Queen was likely behind it: she was a paranoid woman. (She had enough reason to be paranoid, the magical community had targeted Charles a dozen times over her policies against them.)
“I can tell you about it tomorrow.”
“You’re attending?” Charles asked, turning away from his painting.
“If I am allowed to?”
He nodded. “Of course. It’s funny, in ways you have so much more freedom than I do.”
“In some ways,” Matteusz replied, thinking of the flow of magic under his skin he was terrified to use.
“Could I ask something of you?” There was a softness to the Prince’s voice that Matteusz had clung onto. He had a feeling whatever it was Charles would ask of him, he would agree.
“Anything.”
“Could you take me with you?”
Part 2 - Magic
Part of Charles had been hoping that Matteusz would have lent him some clothes. It was strangely disappointing that he hadn’t - his painting clothes had been women enough to pass as commoner wear. Although perhaps if he claimed to be cold later, Matteusz would offer his jacket, or the soft looking scarf he usually wore.
(Charles usually didn’t allow himself to linger too long on Matteusz like that. There were a hundred good reasons not to linger on the way Matteusz had tenderly wiped paint from his face earlier. It wouldn’t end well, for either of them.)
As if Matteusz could tell what he was thinking, he looked over (or down, more accurately) at him. “Are you alright?”
Charles felt his cheeks flush. “Yes.”
Matteusz smiled at him. Perhaps his simpler clothing was doing something good: it seemed like they were almost equals. Matteusz rarely smiled at him as much whilst he was working.
“I can see from here.”
Charles followed him, catching sight of the lights threaded amongst the trees and windowsills of the square. He had only been in the town square a few times before and never in under conditions. This was no emergency evacuation due to cursed wells or an unfortunate face off with an embittered magic welder. (Or, on one special occasion, a dragon.)
The square was far from the state of chaos he was used to. The festival was filled with dozens of lights, meant to represent the souls of their lost family and friends. There were small stalls, with barrels of ale or delicious smelling foods. A band played music in the centre.
“It’s so much more than I was ever able to imagine.”
“You can try and repaint it,” Matteusz suggested.
“Some things are just too beautiful to really capture.”
“You don’t know until you’ve tried.”
Under the waves of gentle candle light, his warm brown eyes were almost golden. It was hard not to get caught up in it all, so Charles forced himself to step away. He was still a prince after all, no matter how free he felt or how simple he was dressed.
“Best not to. I don’t want to give us- me away.”
Matteusz seemed to get the underlying message and nodded. “Yes, of course sir.”
“You know I hate that,” Charles said, hoping his exaggerated frustration would lighten the mood.
Matteusz looked almost relieved. But before Charles could really analyse his expression, Mattuesz was pushing forward through the crowd towards the cluster of stalls.
They stopped at a few stalls, browsing the various wares there. Matteusz picked up a set of two woven bracelets. A matching set.
Charles swallowed back any jealousy. It wasn’t his business to ask who it was for, Matteusz was allowed to have a life outside of his work.
“Best ale in the kingdom,” Matteusz said. He was talking to the old woman who ran the stall with an easy charm.
“Flattery will get you nowhere young man,” she replied. Her accent was similar to Matteusz’ own - she must be from the edge of the kingdom as well. “Who’s this?”
“A friend from the palace,” Matteusz answered.
“Ah. Another unlucky soul?”
Charles stayed quiet, mildly alarmed. Maybe his Mother was right when she told him there was danger everywhere.
“But we have so kindly been given a day off,” Matteusz replied.
It hadn’t occurred to Charles that Matteusz might actually want to spend his day off away from him. He couldn’t imagine any of his past servants doing the same for him.
Matteusz paid for the drinks, passing a tall glass of a dark ale to him.
Charles gave it an experimental sip and spluttered on the bitter taste. He was glad Matteusz was turned away for that one.
They moved away from the stalls, crossing a group of giggling young women pushing past in the other direction, knocking their bags into him and splashing their drinks.
“It seems like your disguise is working.”
Charles rubbed at the dark stain now on his arm. “Yes. Maybe too well.”
“Surely it is nice to be invisible for once?”
“It’s certainly… a change.” He sighed. “Although if we could escape the crowd, I’d appreciate it.”
Just a small comment had alerted him to all the unknowns in the crowds. It would only take one magic user with a grudge to cause chaos.
Matteusz seemed to sense his anxiety and reached for his hand, navigating them through the masses of people into a more secluded corner.
“Better?”
Charles nodded, trying to ignore how his hand was tingling. (He had once fought a magic user who shot bolts of lightning at people. It felt similar - like all his nerves were on edge.)
“I will get us new drinks.”
Charles found himself suddenly alone, in a quiet corner at the edge of everything he had ever dreamed of seeing. He closed his eyes and let the sounds wash over him: endless chatter, musical warm ups from the band, laughter. He could still feel the warmth of Matteusz's hand in his own.
This was a life that Charles could imagine for himself if he had been born common. Visiting the festival every year, not having to worry about meetings or magic or pleasing the Queen. Marrying for love, not power.
It was merely a fantasy - and it would only ever stay a fantasy. But it was nice to imagine otherwise.
“We have a good view of the musicians.”
Charles opened his eyes again, with Matteusz now by his side.
“Uh, yes.”
“Oh there’s April.” Matteusz pointed at the dark haired woman holding a fiddle. “She works at the palace. We should be careful though, Lord Singh is with her.”
“You know a lot about the palace.”
“They’re my friends.”
Charles wanted to ask what that was like but he didn’t want to look too naive. He busied himself by trying the ale again, but the taste hadn’t improved.
Matteusz tried his best to hide it but Charles caught the laughter behind his hand.
“Are you laughing at me?”
“No.”
“I can hear you.”
Matteusz moved his hand, revealing his bright smile. It was almost enough for him to be forgiven. “Okay. Just a little. I’ve seen you drink caskets of wine in the kingdom with no problem.”
“They taste nice!”
Matteusz took a long sip of his own drink. “You’ll get used to it.”
They say in a peaceful quiet. They were positioned perfectly to watch couples dance to the music played. Now Matteusz had mentioned it, he could make out Lord Singh spinning the pretty musician girl.
“Must be nice to dance without such strict rules.”
“Yes,” Matteusz agreed, sounding a little wistful.
Charles took a longer gulp of his ale before asking: “do you have anyone to dance with? If you hadn’t escorted me?”
“Escorted?” Matteusz seemed amused. “You’re a little old for a babysitter.”
…Which wasn’t answering his question.
“But no,” he answered. “I had someone back home but I had to leave him behind.”
Him. Charles tried not to overthink it.
“Do you miss it?”
“Dancing?” Matteusz asked. “I am not very good.”
“Having someone.” He felt his face flush again. At least it was darker now and less obvious. He could always blame the ale.
“It was nice.” He looked away from the couples. “I miss other parts of home more. Like my sister. I send her gifts when I can. Like the bracelets I brought earlier. She likes to make ones like them.”
Charles felt a little foolish. “You don’t mention her a lot.”
“I miss her,” Mattesuz replied.
“I sometimes wish I had a sibling,” Charles confessed. “To share the burden of being a prince.”
“Must be lonely.”
He looked over to Matteusz, reliably by his side as always. “Not always.”
Wobbling slightly, Charles was starting to regret his second and third ales. It had taken them to finally pluck up the courage to ask Matteusz to dance with him. It had been ungraceful, yet freeing, to be spun around in hazy circles.
“I’m dizzy.”
“I’m sure you are.” Was Matteusz laughing at him? He found it more endearing than anything else. They had both let their guard down.
“I wish I was normal so we could do this everyday.”
“The festival is only once a year.”
“Then I’ll make it law to happen everyday.”
“Normal people can’t make laws.” Matteusz was definitely teasing him now. “This way.”
“I’d run away after.”
“You can’t just run away.”
Charles frowned. “You did. You left everything you knew.”
“Yeah. But it is different. They need me to be here, even if it's dangerous for me. Rhodia needs you right where you are.”
“How is it dangerous?” He asked. “Magic?”
Matteusz stopped for a moment and Charles stumbled into his back.
“It’s okay. I’ll protect you from the evil magicians Matti.”
“Don’t call me that,” he replied. All the fun sucked out of the conversation suddenly.
Even in his inebriated state, Charles knew when to shut up.
“This is a bad idea.”
“Is it?”
“This shortcut I mean.” Matteusz glanced over down the steep hill. “Not when you’re like this.”
“I’m fine,” Charles shot back. He didn’t want Matteusz to think he was incapable of walking.
“Wait, don’t-” Matteusz called, his voice the last thing Charles heard before he slipped.
Charles had fallen down a hill, in the darkness of early morning, and woken up to the natural light pouring through his open curtains. He had expected the light to sting but he felt okay, minus a fogginess in his head.
Matteusz was nowhere to be seen. He was usually on time for his duties, but maybe Charles had just missed him. There was tea and breakfast on the side, fresh clothes and the open window. Charles just hoped he hadn’t done anything stupid yesterday.
(Charles could remember looking up at him, opening his mouth, a horrified expression on Matteusz face. He couldn’t remember what he said, which was somehow worse.)
He dressed himself. In the mirror, he spotted a small scratch on his forehead. (He could remember falling last night. Maybe just the stairs. He was drunk after all.)
Matteusz was still missing as Charles went about his day. He had done his lessons alone, then was served by a new servant at lunch. By the time his mother had her meetings, he was convinced Mattuesz was avoiding him. He let Councillor Ames speech wash over him, recounting the last night’s events again, trying to find where he went wrong.
Charles recalled his face when he had called him ‘Matti', his warning of caution, then a weightless falling, as if time slowed down. That part felt even blurrier, perhaps he had hit his head, even if it didn’t hurt. In fact, he hadn’t even been hungover. It was like-
“Magic,” Ames was saying, “is evil.”
(“Magic,” Charles recalled himself saying yesterday, “but you’re not evil.”)
“Yes, my lord?”
Without realising he had stood up. It wasn’t just the councillor’s eyes on him, but the whole meeting room. “Um, I agree with the councillor.”
“What was she saying?”
He winced: the queen never went easy on him. “Er.”
“Just go Charles,” she said sternly, “it’s clear your mind is elsewhere.”
“My apologies,” he said. Usually being told off like a child would be upsetting, but there was already something else on his mind.
Charles forced himself to walk out the room slowly. Once he was back in the empty hall, he took off running towards his room. He sunk into his bed, shaking, as the events of the night before finally clicked into place.
He had been falling, Mattuesz shouting something. Not for help, something else. Words he didn’t recognise.
Charles had stopped falling, more like drifting, like a feather caught in the wind. The world suddenly slowed, until he had harmlessly landed on a patch of grass and wildflowers that hadn’t been there before.
Matteusz had gotten down too, suddenly crouched in front of him. He had wiped the small scratch on his face gently and suddenly the bleeding had stopped.
“Are you okay?”
Charles was dazed. “You did something.”
“No I didn’t,” Matteusz said, too quickly. “You just got lucky.”
“No, it was you,” he had repeated, with clarity. “I was floating, it was like…”
“Don’t say it.”
But he had said it. “Magic. You have magic. But you’re not evil.”
“I’m not anything.”
“It all makes sense,” he had said, feeling suddenly sober, “all those fights we won - that was you. I thought I was special. I thought I was a hero.”
“I needed to protect you,” Matteusz whispered. “I will keep protecting you. I’m sorry.”
He had put his hands on his face and for a second Charles had thought he was going to be kissed. Instead, there was just blankness, nothing.
Matteusz had made him forget.
Charles had finally caught up with Matteusz after training with his knights. He had fought better than usual, filled with so much anger that he had even managed to beat Lord Singh.
He had been with the same musician they saw yesterday, watching from a distance.
“Let’s go for a ride,” he had suggested. The musician girl had been a stable hand and given them a horse each and they headed into the quietness of the forest.
“How’s your head?” There was a forced playfulness to Matteusz’ voice.
“Alright, considering how far I fell.”
Matteusz had stopped. “I-”
“I remember.” Charles stopped his horse and slid off him. “Have you made me forget other things?”
“No, never. I only ever used my magic to help you. Memory spells are tricky.”
“You used untested dark magic on me?”
Charles was starting to wonder if going somewhere alone with a magic user was a bad idea. If it was up to his Mother, Matteusz would be executed by the next morning. (He couldn’t let that happen. Charles couldn’t be that wrong about him.)
“It wasn’t dark magic,” Matteusz said, “no magic is dark-”
“Experience tells me otherwise. Magicians killed my Father.”
“I know and I’m sorry that happened. But we are not all like that.” Matteusz stepped back, like he was the one to be afraid. “I will leave tonight. You won’t have to see me again. Please, don’t tell the queen.”
“How could you say that?” Charles asked. “I wouldn’t do that to you.”
“You have done it to others like me,” Matteusz said. He still looked scared.
“Is that why you didn’t tell me the truth?”
“It is dangerous to be magic,” he explained. “I could take no chances.”
“I understand. I have my own secrets. Even from you.”
Matteusz didn’t ask. (He wished he would. Then he could do something. One kiss, if he really was going to leave, if Charles was allowed one indulgence.)
“For what it’s worth, I wish for you to stay. I will keep your secret. You have saved my life so many times, I owe you that.”
Mattuesz looked relieved. “Thank you.”
(When Charles woke up the next morning, it was Matteusz opening the curtains and letting the light in.)
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hi!! could you possibly write something for gwaine from merlin where the reader is gwen's servant and he's smitten by her and the other knights tease him, and maybe gwen gave her an old dress and he sees her in this new fancy dress instead of servant garb and is just cute ,, sorry if this is overly specific ! also no worries if you dont write this!! ty, have a good one! x :)
I hope you like it!! I’m a little rusty, but I think I’m happy with how this turned out!! Thanks for the request! (:
You were walking through the marketplace, following Gwen as she was picking out some new garments to add to her wardrobe.
“The blue one would look beautiful on you milady,” you say with a smile.
“I was thinking the blue, as well,” she replied, giving the woman at the stand the money for the dress.
You both continue on through the crowd when you hear the boisterous laughs of the knights just ahead of you. As you look up, your eyes meet the beautiful, brown ones of Sir Gwaine, who gives you a sweet smile. You and Sir Gwaine have gotten along ever since he first became a knight. Despite your job as a servant, he has always treated you as an equal. He always loved that you were able to match him in his quick-witted banter, which always gained laughs from the other knights.
You follow Gwen as she walks up to the group of men to greet them.
“Good morning boys,” she says.
“Your majesty,” the five men reply, bowing their heads.
As Leon, Elyan, Percival, and Lancelot speak with Gwen, Gwaine’s focus seems to have never left you. Having noticed his friend’s lack of attention to the queen, Leon gently elbows Gwaine’s side, earning a stifled laugh from both you and Gwen.
“Well, I should get back to the castle. There are a few things I need to tend to,” Gwen says. “Y/N, I forgot to get some flowers for the center-table, would you mind getting some for me?”
“Of course, milady,” you reply.
“It may be best that you are accompanied, as well. Just to be safe,” Gwen smiles, knowing which of the men would be the first to offer.
“I’d be happy to escort, Y/N,” Gwaine says quickly. He clears his throat trying to cover up his embarrassingly quick response.
“Thank you, Sir Gwaine,” you smile. You both bid farewells as you begin your walk down towards the fields.
As you walk through the flower field, you and Gwaine speak of how the past few days have been, as you haven’t seen him since he’s been on patrol.
“I hear they missed you down at the tavern. The last few days haven’t been the same without your crazy antics,” you joke, giving him a small nudge on the arm.
“Well I have missed causing trouble down there. And seeing you every morning of course,” he smiles, looking over at you.
“Oh I’m sure,” you say with a small laugh, picking a handful of purple flowers to take back to Gwen.
You walk together in comfortable silence, enjoying each other’s company until you reach the doors of the castle. Gwaine stops you before you enter.
“You’ll be at the feast later tonight, yes?” he asks, nervously rubbing the back of his neck.
“Of course. Well, it is sort of my job to be there with Gwen,” you laugh.
“Right. Well, I suppose I’ll see you then,” he smiles.
“I suppose you will. Thank you for walking with me, I enjoyed the company.”
You walk into Gwen’s chambers, seeing her trying to pick out a dress for tonight. She turns and gives you a knowing smile.
“So how was your time spent with Sir Gwaine?”
“It was very nice,” you laugh, “Thank you for your very obvious attempt at trying to get us together.”
“He’s a good man. A crazy one, but good. And he is absolutely smitten by you. Everyone can see it.”
You smile at the thought of being with Gwaine. The man who always manages to put a smile on your face, even on the worst days. His flirty personality and messy, brown locks were enough to make you swoon, but his kind gestures and loyalty to his friends is what always stood out the most. The rugged man has you lost in a daydream until a heavy piece of clothing lands on top of your head, breaking your trance. You hear Guinevere laughing through the fabric. Removing the garment from your head, you see that it is a beautiful red dress, one of your favorites from Gwen’s closet.
“What is this for?” you asked.
“That is for you. You’re wearing it to the feast tonight. And not as my maid, but as a guest,” she says with a smile. “You work hard every day, and at this point you are more of a friend than anything. You deserve a night off, especially if it means you’ll get to spend quality time with a certain knight.”
She gives you a hug and you help each other get changed into your evening gowns.
Just before the feast is to begin, Gwen leads you both through the grand doors of the dining hall. Some of the guests have already arrived, including your favorite group of knights. All of them bow their heads to Gwen as you both walk towards your seats. You look over at the knights and notice that Gwaine’s eyes are glued to you. You give him a smile and a wave, which he returns. Seemingly unable to break his gaze from you, Leon gives him a small shove, whispering something in his ear followed by a small chuckle from both men. As Gwen takes her seat beside Arthur, Gwaine makes his way over to you.
“Y/N,” he says with a bow,”You look, uh, y-you look beautiful tonight. Well, I mean you always look beautiful, but...um I just mean the dress looks beautiful on you tonight.” He nervously runs his fingers through his long, brown locks. You can’t help but giggle at his uncharacteristic nervousness.
“Well thank you Sir Gwaine. You look beautiful as well,” you say with a smirk, a chuckle erupting from his lips.
He offers his arm and escorts you to your seat beside Gwen, giving you a small wink as he pushes your chair up for you.
Throughout dinner, you noticed Gwaine stealing numerous glances at you from across the table. At one point you waited for him to look at you so you could stick your tongue out at him quickly, earning a stifled laugh from him and Lancelot. When dinner was over, everyone moved on to the ballroom for a dance. As you were waiting off to the side, watching all of the couples dance, you saw Leon seemingly giving a pep talk to Gwaine. You couldn’t help but laugh, as you have a feeling you know what they are discussing. Before Gwaine has the chance to pluck up the courage to talk to you again, you are already by his side, giving a small tap on his shoulder.
As he turns around, you hold out your hand to him.
“Care to dance?” you ask with a sweet smile. He looks pleasantly surprised.
“I thought you’d never ask,” he laughs, taking your hand and leading you both through the dancing bodies.
He places his hand on your waist, keeping hold of the other as you both begin to follow the lead of everyone else.
“If I’m being honest, I’m quite sure how to dance,” you say, glancing down at your feet every so often so you don’t step on his.
He laughs. “I don’t either. But if I get to spend more time with you, I’d happily make a fool of myself.”
As you dance, you don’t take your eyes off of each other, taking in the rare moment of your bodies being so close. The warmth of his hand on your waist and the look that he holds in his eyes gives you butterflies. Something no man has ever given you. He leans closer to you, his lips so close to your ear you can feel his breath.
“You really are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met,” he whispers, a smile creeping its way onto your lips. You lean back to look at his face again.
“Perhaps it’s just the fancy dress,” you say with a small laugh, not being used to receiving such compliments.
He stops you, both standing still amongst the people swinging around you. He places his hand on the side of your cheek.
“You are beautiful with and without the dress. You’re unlike any woman I’ve ever met,” he smiles. “And I’d be a fool if I didn’t admit that my feelings for you have only grown since the first day I saw you.”
You lean into his warm touch, admiring the man before you.
“And I’d be a fool if I didn’t tell you that I feel exactly the same way for you.”
A smile creeps onto his face as he begins to lean in closer. His lips ghost over yours, just before pressing them together. It’s as if time itself stops. He presses your body closer to his, as you both take in the satisfaction of finally giving in to your feelings.
When you break the kiss, you both give each other the biggest grins. You look over to see Arthur and Gwen celebrating with Merlin, who always swore you two would end up together. As you and Gwaine walk hand-in-hand to join your friends, you see Elyan place a silver coin in Leon’s hand. Gwaine gives them a questioning look, before Leon responds.
“We may have had a bet for how long it would take for you two to get together. Let’s just say I had more faith in you than Elyan did.”
You playfully roll your eyes at the men, turning your attention to Gwaine who is already staring at you with a loving smile.
“Better late than never I suppose,” you smirk, placing another kiss on the knight’s lips.
“Now,” Gwaine starts, “I think a celebration at the tavern is in order!” You all laugh and roll your eyes at the man.
“The guys down there are never going to believe someone actually enjoys your presence for longer than an hour,” Merlin jokes, turning his gaze to you.
“Eh, he’s not too bad. I’m thinking of keeping him around,” you turn to Gwaine, giving him a wink. He takes your hand as you all head toward the doors.
“You might change your mind about that if you were to smell his dirty socks after a long day’s training,” Merlin replies.
You laugh as you walk beside Gwaine, glancing up to see him giving you a loving smile. As you walk hand-in-hand, you know that nothing could compare to the happiness that you feel now as you think about what the future holds for you and the handsome knight.
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Hi. Im sorry you are hurting. Im feeling a similar way myself currently and it sucks. If you're up to it im really in the mood for a drarry soulmate AU. Maybe a red string of fate? No pressure tho. Hope you feel better.
Hello!
Thank you for your wishes <3333 I’m better, thank you: writing fun drarry ficlets helped. It gave me a lot of joy to write this one, and I hope you like it!
Eighth year, 1.3k, Mature, unbeated.
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When Blaise offered Draco a potion that would make him discover his soulmate, Draco only drank it to humour him.
‘There’s no such thing as soulmates,’ he said, twirling the blue vial. The potion inside gave off a strong smell of iodine. He wondered if it was a harmless Muggle medicine or an illegal hallucinogenic drug—both real possibilities where Blaise was concerned.
Blaise was leaning against the frame of his bed. ‘There is. That’s how I learned that Padma is the love of my life.’
Draco scoffed. ‘It’s all right to say you’re smitten, you know. You don’t have to justify it with metaphysical mumbo-jumbo.’
Blaise’s eyes flashed. ‘Just drink it and you’ll see it.’
Draco couldn’t be arsed to argue; he drank it. ‘And now what?’ He deposited the vial on his bedside table.
‘Now fate will contrive that you meet them, and when you see your soulmate, they’ll glow.’
‘You mean my soulmate is at Hogwarts? Out of the entire world? How ridiculous! What if my soulmate is a Brazilian underwear model?’
‘Well then your Brazilian underwear model will somehow, through mysterious circumstances, find himself at Hogwarts tonight.’
‘What a load of bull,’ Draco said and gathered his school bag. ‘Come on. We have Intelligent Plants at Greenhouse Six. Hey, maybe a plant is my soulmate? I could swear my ficus winked at me the other day.’
Blaise didn’t look impressed or amused. ‘You’re mocking now, but you’ll eat your words.’
He followed Blaise out of their dorm, his chest heavy. He didn’t want to tell Blaise the real reason he didn’t want to know about soulmates. It’d be so disheartening to be in love, desperately yearning for a person, and then to get confirmation that he wasn’t the One. That someone else was, someone that perhaps you hadn’t met yet. Even if it was better in the long run, Draco didn’t want the pain of disillusionment. He didn’t want to know the right bloke for him when his heart ached for the wrong one.
Because there was no way that Potter was his soulmate. They’d barely had a conversation these days that wasn’t fraught with tension, weird looks and awkwardness. Potter—who, in former years, had been capable of returning Draco’s jibes with sharp wit—was tongue-tied around him. Avoided looking at Draco even.
It hurt. Potter’s distance hurt, and Draco had no idea how to bridge it. He distracted himself by thinking about their next class when he froze a few metres from the greenhouses. He’d forgotten to bring the ingredients Professor Sprout had asked them to for this lesson. Curse Blaise and his stupid potions!
‘I need to go back,’ he told Blaise and strode back to the castle without another word. He crossed the Entrance, silent and empty now, and was about to head to the dungeons when he saw the school’s psych-healer walk his way. Oh no.
Luckily, she hadn’t seen him, her attention on her folder, and Draco glanced around him in panic and dashed inside a broom cupboard. He shut the door firmly and leaned his forehead on it, trying to listen to her footsteps fading away.
‘What are you doing here?’ said a voice behind him.
Draco froze. Honestly, this day couldn’t get any worse.
He turned around. A weird glow hovered in a corner, which illuminated the silhouette of Potter’s head. Draco’s heart—the traitor—thumped giddily. He swallowed. ‘What are you doing here?’
‘I…er…. was looking for something.’
‘So am I,’ Draco hurried to say.
Murmurs came from outside. Draco pressed his ear to the door and groaned. Dr Bells had stopped right outside their door and was talking to someone—McGonagall probably.
‘You look like you’re hiding,’ Potter said.
‘So do you,’ Draco replied.
‘Maybe I am.’
Draco’s eyes adjusted to the darkness and he could see Potter a little more clearly, shrouded in that golden haze. ‘What’s that around your head?’
Potter glanced above him. ‘What thing?’
‘That— oh dear Merlin!’ Blaise’s words shot through Draco’s brain like a lance: your soulmate will glow.
‘Are you all right?’
‘Yes, yes,’ Draco answered quickly, his heart hammering in his chest. Was Potter…? Was it possible? Draco’s breath came shallow, his lungs straining for air. They strained harder when Potter left his corner and leaned on the door beside Draco. He put his ear on the door, then glanced at Draco with a half-smile.
‘Hiding from Dr Bells?’
In his confusion it didn’t occur to Draco to lie. ‘Yes. She keeps asking me to go see her and talk to her.’ He mimicked the counsellor’s voice. ‘ “How about a chat, Draco? I haven’t seen you in my office yet. How about you tell me about your worst nightmares and biggest shames and—”.’ Draco bit his lip. He hadn’t intended to say all of that and waited for mockery or laughter.
But Potter looked serious. He still leaned beside him, his face turned towards Draco. ‘I’m hiding from McGonagall. Same—well, similar reason. She wants me to make plans about the future, decide on my next few steps, and—’
He didn’t finish his sentence and Draco didn’t hurry to fill the silence. They stared at each other in the dim golden glow. ‘I can’t stand people being understanding,’ Draco confessed. ‘Helpful. Kind.’
‘It’s pity,’ Potter said. ‘It infuriates me. People checking in on me all the time.’
Draco was distantly aware that, outside, the conversation had ended, and he could leave. He remained where he was, breathing quietly, side by side with Potter. ‘All you want is to be left alone,’ he whispered.
‘Yes,’ Potter said, voice equally low. Then, he lowered his face but glanced up at Draco through his lashes. ‘Well, maybe not all alone.’
Draco swallowed. He kept his eyes on Potter’s, desperately trying to keep his knees from collapsing. His voice rasped only a little. ‘You want someone by your side.’ Potter nodded. Draco continued, ‘Someone who’s not kind, though.’
‘No,’ Potter said, coming closer. ‘Not kind, not understanding, not helpful.’ He’d stopped an inch from Draco’s lips, his breath hot. ‘I want someone who’s fierce. And clever. And a bit rude. And—’ he stroked Draco’s cheek. ‘Resilient.’
The word loosened something inside Draco’s chest, and he propelled himself forward. His mouth fell on Potter’s, his hands pulling him close. Potter kissed him back enthusiastically, making small, painful sounds, as if it hurt. And perhaps it did hurt: to be granted this joy. Draco found himself pressed against the door, Potter’s thigh between his legs and Potter’s hot hands under Draco’s shirt. He kissed him breathlessly, relentlessly, savagely, while a voice inside his head rang with joy: soulmates!
Late that evening, Draco lounged on his bed, his skin flushing at the memory of Potter—Harry, sweet Harry—kissing him and stroking him and gasping in his ear. He looked up to see a disgruntled Blaise enter the room.
‘What’s up?’
‘Daphne’s sister, that annoying Sixth-Year, got a hold of the potion, tested it and said it was a tiny strain of Felix Felicis with some other shit which would make someone’s pupils dilate when they saw the person they had a crush on? I didn’t understand it, but—’
‘You wanted it to be soulmates.’
Blaise sat heavily on his bed and held his head with his hands. Almost inaudibly, he said, ‘If we’re not soulmates, Padma might fall out of love with me.’
Draco sat up. ‘Well, then you’ve got to treat her right, don’t you? But if it helps, I did meet someone today. Under unexpected circumstances. Perhaps there is something in that potion; something that hints at fated love.’
Blaise cast a sideways glance. ‘Your Brazilian underwear model?’
Draco leaned back on his pillow with a smile and a half-hard cock. ‘Someone better.’
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Please note that it’s my fervent belief that therapy is a godsend and that finding the right therapist can be life-changing for everyone. I’d urge everyone who can afford it to seek some therapy, esp during difficult times. The attitude of these two idiots in the fic isn’t an example to emulate. (although it’s, unfortunately, quite realistic.)
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Sleepless
A/N: Hello, magical tumblr beings. First of all, I can't to thank you enough for all your love and support on my very first imagine ever (you can check it out here). I wrote yet another fluffy, sickly-sweet, absolutely self indulgent imagine. I hope you like this one as well!
Details:
Draco Malfoy x reader (she/her pronouns).
Words: 1689
Summary: the reader has insomnia and decides to roam the castle in the middle of the night. Fluff ensues.
Disclaimers: so Draco’s characterization here was a bit of a problem. It still bothers me a bit. This is fluffy and a bit pointless. Mentions of Dolores Umbridge.
(Y/N) got tired of tossing and turning in bed. The soft snoring of her roommates only made things worse. She peaked through the curtains of her four-poster bed and saw Hermione sleeping. Her best friend had fallen in the arms of Morpheus a while ago. And there she was, unable to close her eyes as the night seemed to stretch infinitely.
(Y/N) couldn’t remember a time in her life when she hadn’t suffered from insomnia. Usually, the sleeping draught helped her, but these days the stress around her was so overpowering she hadn’t even ventured into Madam Pomfrey’s realm for a small dose.
This year things were agitated to say the least. Pained by the tragedy at the Triwizard Tournament, Harry insisted that Voldemort was back. People were harsh. They mocked him, spread rumours about how he had lost his mind, accused him of lying. Some even claimed that he had murdered Cedric Diggory. She was one of Harry’s closest friends and she had her own reasons to believe him, which meant she was also a member of Dumbledore’s Army.
If the strain of running an underground society wasn’t enough, the fact that Dolores Umbridge had taken over the school gave plenty of reasons to drive anyone mad. The sickly-sweet pink lady was one of the most hateful people (Y/N) had ever met. She seemed to have taken a bow to make students’ lives miserable. She was dead set against Harry and the three people she, rather contemptuously, referred to as his “dream team”, which, of course, included her, along with Hermione and Ron.
The icing on the cake? (Y/N) had a crush. An annoying, deeply confusing crush on the one boy she definitely shouldn’t be ogling at. She blamed Snape for this. Hadn’t he decided that (Y/N) and Hermione had to be separated in his class, she wouldn’t have to seat next to the most hands...stupid and obnoxious Slytherin in the whole school. She wouldn’t have to talk to him every day, notice the little gestures that made him seem so vulnerable, so human. How his big grey eyes could hold so much emotion. How he had expressive eyebrows. How the corners of his lips curled just slightly in an awkward attempt to the friendly to her. How he’d fumble with his family ring and pout when he was confused. How he had this one single curl that wouldn’t be tamed regardless of how he combed his blond hair. How he would always treat her with kindness, albeit with a bit of playful cockiness, even when he was horrible to her friends.
Yes, it was totally Snape’s fault. Now, she not only had to deal with the butterflies and the blushing, the typical embarrassment of such situations, but also the guilt of liking a guy who’d call her best friends horrible slurs and created elaborate campaigns to discredit and embarrass them. What was wrong with her? She felt like a traitor.
If Ron thought Cho Chang could explode from an emotional overload, (Y/N) felt she could combust then and there.
Tired of being in bed, she pushed her covers and stood up. She slid into her linen night robe and slippers and left the room, swiftly and silently as a cat. It was not the first time (Y/N) roamed through the castle late at night. Walking helped to ease her mind and she found that the castle seemed more beautiful and enthralling the darker and lonelier it was.
(Y/N) was so distracted she didn’t realize she had unconsciously walked all the way to the astronomy tower. She decided to climb up, something she had never done in all of her nightly rounds. Once she walked through the door, (Y/N)’s gaze met those stormy grey eyes that gave her both butterflies and heartache at the same time. She gulped and took a few steps back. If she could’ve guessed, she probably looked terrified at the moment; he was, after all, part of Umbridge’s inquisitors.
“(Y/N) wait,” he said softly.
“Will you report me with Umbridge?” she asked, panicky.
“What? No. I just… what are you doing here?”
“I can’t sleep,” she shrugged.
She turned around to leave when she heard him whisper a “me neither” that sounded a bit desperate. She pictured his lips curled down ever just slightly and, finding the image adorable, decided to turn around. (Y/N) found him fiddling with his ring, which made her smile. He looked so shy and a cute that she couldn’t believe it was the same guy who could make her knees buckle with one of his infamous cocky smirks. She walked towards him while crossing her arms, suddenly self-conscious of her choice of outfit.
“Why so shy?” he asked, trying to go back to his cocky, confident persona, complete with checking her out. He thought he had nailed it until she raised an eyebrow in response, which made him cringe at his choice of words.
Draco Malfoy was used to having his walls so frighteningly high it was conflicting for him to interact with someone he actually wanted to let in. With her, her smart questions, her kind smile, the way he treated him as an equal and how she seemed to be interested in what he actually had to say, he felt the façade crumbling to bits. With his walls down, though, his “suave” persona turned a bit to dust. Around her, he felt dorky. Draco Malfoy dorky? Merlin, if his father knew this.
“Why can’t you sleep?” she asked absentmindedly, completely disregarding his last question. He noticed how her gaze shifted to the sky, her face full of wonder. He looked back at the stars as well and spotted Orion immediately.
“I have a lot in my mind,” he answered, “what about you?”
“Me too,” she answered.
“That’s Taurus, right?” she asked, pointing at the wrong constellation.
Draco smiled. Whenever they finished their work with a few minutes to spare, they would seat down and talk about their interests. Astronomy and Greek mythology were amongst the many topics they covered. He shared his knowledge on the first and learned about the later.
The conversation then changed topics and they found themselves sitting on the floor, backs against the railing, sharing laughs and jokes and experiences. It was the first time they had the chance to have a full-on conversation, to ramble, laugh and be unapologetically friendly. Usually, their conversations ended after the bell rang. Tonight, they could talk for as long as they wanted to. Make each other blush as many times as they wanted to. Seat as incredibly close to each other as they wanted to. No one was waiting for the outside of the classroom, nobody would judge or mock them for being friendly with the other. Suddenly, (Y/N) was not mad that the night seemed to stretch infinitively.
“So, you believe Potter,” Draco pointed out.
There was a bit of fake annoyance in his voice. The conversation taken a more serious tone when she mentioned something about his inquisitorial squad.
“He is my best friend,” (Y/N) answered, shrugging once again.
“Pansy is my best friend and I don’t believe half of the things she says,” Draco stated, trying to light up the mood once again. He mentally patted his back when (Y/N) laughed.
“If there is one person that truly knows Harry is not lying it’s you, Draco”.
She said this without a trace of malice in her voice. She was merely stating a fact. Draco could’ve pretended he was offended, he could’ve scoffed and stormed off, how dare she imply he and his family had something to do with the Dark L Volde You Know Who? He could use that to stand up, close that door and never see her again, not have to deal with the terrible crush he had on her. But here’s the thing, he didn’t want to do any of that. He wanted to keep talking to her now and every single day. He wanted to see if she felt that same tickling in his stomach whenever he was around. And he wanted to kiss her. So so badly.
Besides, everybody knew his parents had connections to the Dark Lord. And his father…his father had been acting rather strangely when he got back home from his fourth year. He had talked nonsense all summer. It hadn’t taken him too long to connect the dots. He knew Voldemort was back. There was no doubt about it. But until he decided to reveal himself, he had to play his part. And thus, the whole Potter stinks campaign had started.
“(Y/N/N)…” he looked down, sad and ashamed.
She put her hand on his arm and their eyes met again. Draco was transfixed. (Y/N)’s heart was pounding hard on her chest. She leaned in slowly, trying to catch a glimpse of his reaction. Their noses were almost touching. She put one of her hands gently on Draco’s cheek and he leaned into her touch. The both closed their eyes as their lips finally touched. The kiss was slow at first, a bit shy even. But then they got comfortable with each other, his hands travelled to her waist, the hand that wasn’t on his cheek tangled in his blond hair. The kiss became hungrier. He bit her lip, she slithered her tongue into his mouth.
When they finally pulled away, Draco looked at (Y/N)’s flushed face and found himself absolutely smitten.
“I fancy you, Draco” she blurted out.
Draco gave her a huge, wholehearted smile. She smiled back.
“I fancy you too, (Y/N/N),” he said as he caressed her hair softly.
The kissed again and again, sweet chaste kisses and pecks that made them both erupt in giggles. Draco felt on cloud nine. (Y/N) couldn’t believe what was happening. That night, they didn’t speak of every possible way in which things could possibly go wrong. They didn’t talk about Draco’s concerns and certainties, about the war to come. They didn’t talk about (Y/N)’s guilt about her friends. They just kissed and talked and held each other all night.
And it was a beautiful night.
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⊹ ˚ ・゚ if you want to know what a man’s like, take a good look at how treats his inferiors, not his equals ! *
[ EXPOSITION ] THE CLOUD ,
to be determined later.
[ EXPOSITION ] MEMORIES ,
all of sirius’ memories have returned , and he knows them all to be true.
[ CONNECTIONS ] WANTED ,
EX FIANCEÉ. everything was perfect. they were in love ; mad , hopeless , all consuming love. absolutely obsessed with each other , in the grandest of ways. every day was like living in the best scene of any movie. on a whim , they decided to marry. nothing grand ---- no reception hall booked a year in advance , no invitations mailed out , no announcement in the papers. just the two of them , a couple of friends , and an appointment at city hall the next day. only , for some reason ... your muse never showed.
FLIRTATIONSHIP. he’s charming , they’re witty , and they’re both easy on the eyes. why in the name of merlin wouldn’t he flirt with them ? it’s nothing serious ; just a couple of friends or acquaintances , enjoying each other’s company while in the shadows of a pub. part time lovers , best of friends ---- until the sun comes up. and then they go their separate ways. they’re wonderfully appreciated pass times. maybe the other muse wants more , which sirius is unprepared to offer.
MISCHIEF MANAGED. he may not have had the marauders while on the cloud , but there’s no doubt that sirius attracted the mischievous souls within a fifty kilometer radius. a couple of friends he grew up with , perhaps attended school with , who had a knack for raising a little hell ---- and never truly grew out of it. among them , sirius’ closest friends.
COWORKERS / PATRONS. sirius works as a bartender at ‘ the factory ’ , a job he excels at , considering it almost exclusively relies on one’s ability to charm. as your coworker , he is an entertaining fool , always finding ways to fill the lulls when nothing is happening. whether it’s challenging you to a drinking contest , or * semi - jokingly * suggesting the two of you have a shag in the coat room to pass the time , he’s a lot more fun to work with than most people. as a customer , he’ll charm you , assuming you’re smitten by doofus ---- but he’ll also take care of you. listen if you need it , watch over you if you go too far , and make sure you make it home safe.
NEIGHBORS. if you’re partial to ruckus , you likely don’t care that sirius lives next door ---- especially because he always extends the invitation to you. lots of late nights out on the fire escape , sharing a smoke , a bottle of wine , or perhaps just coffee in the morning. during these times , sirius is the most vulnerable , and most likely to open up to someone. if you’re a stick in the mud , who prefers to live in peace , you likely hate having a buffoon for a neighbor. don’t worry , he likes your constant state of annoyance.
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Oooooooo Merlin/Arthur
Coffee shop AU: Who is the barista, and who frequents the coffee shop? This is easy: Merlin is the barista - unless Morgana dared Arthur!
Highschool/College AU: Who is the straight-A student, and who’s the backrow slacker? This one is harder to choose - I like both straight A student Merlin and backrow slacker jock Arthur and straight A student Arthur because his father wouldn’t accept anything else and backrow slacker because too distracted by magic Merlin!
Rivals to loves AU: Who takes their rivalry seriously, and who is half in it just to push the other’s buttons? How about a Merlin, who actually thinks they are rivals when Arthur is just flirting really, really badly?
Enemies to lovers AU: Which one switches sides? Arthur!!!
Soulmate AU: Who is eager to meet their soulmate? Who absolutely does not want to meet their soulmate? That one depends on whether Kilgharrah exists in this AU: if he does, then he’s probably annoyingly vague enough that Merlin expects the worst and never wants to meet his soulmate! Though really, in any AU both could be very sceptical because of their respective parents, Arthur because his parents were soulmates and his father never got over the death of his mother, and Merlin because his parents were soulmates and his father still left him and his mom.
Single parent AU: Which one is the single parent? (Alt. if they’re both single parents: Which one is open to starting a new relationship from the start? Which one is never planning on finding love again… Until they meet the other and are instantly smitten?) Arthur is the single parent and Merlin is either the kid’s irreverent tutor, OR the neighbour with the cutest dog in the street who Arthur doesn’t realise is their neighbour and instead thinks he’s a homeless person begging on their street when he’s really in the last throes of his thesis and his dog has stolen the memory stick!
Doctor AU: Which one is the longsuffering doctor? Which one is the patient? If it’s to be a longsuffering doctor, then that’s definitely Merlin! Arthur is the bad patient who has no patience at all, and thinks he should be able to leave the hospital like, yesterday!
Bodyguard AU: Who is the bodyguard? Who are they protecting? Which one is secretly pining for the other? Oohhh, I don’t think I’ve actually ever read a Merthur Bodyguard AU! Are there any? Gimme the recs, please! Anyway, I think... Merlin being the magical bodyguard to Arthur’s prince is very nice obviously, but also practically canon, so to get some AU flavour in there I’m going to go with magical big name Merlin who needs a non magic bodyguard for REASONS, cue Arthur! And the pining obviously happens on both sides!
Pirate AU: Who is the pirate? Who is the member of the royal family who did not sign up for this? I’m always here for more royal!Merlin, so I think dashing pirate Arthur who accidentally kidnaps prince!Merlin and decides to make the best of the situation (in every way)!
Childhood best friends AU: Which one was super obviously in love with the other the whole time? Who was oblivious until they were older? Arthur was painfully obvious, Morgana almost died of second hand embarrassment and still Merlin didn’t notice a thing! (Probably because he was equally as obvious, Gwen can definitely commiserate when it comes to the second hand embarrassment)
Thank you, Clara!
Send me more ships!
#lessa says#loverofcake#lessa plays ask games#thank youuuuuu#I haven't forgotten your birthday#the fic just isn't cooperating yet#YET#Merlin#Merthur#asks
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Get to Know the Writer (meme)
Get to know the writer meme
@isabellajack tagged me, which I thank you for. I won’t be tagging anyone else, but I wanted to answer this for you. Any other writer who may be in a funk is welcome to grab, post and pass along.
Rules: Answer the following questions & share about yourself!
#1 Poetry Or Prose?
I’m leaning towards Poetry… though I’ve have to admit, haven’t read any in most recent years…
#2 Dialogue Or Description?
In regards to my own writing… it could go either way, but I do lean towards dialogue first and then build around it. Sometimes… if the dialogue is done right and the voice of the character captured, that can sometimes lend to an unwritten description of a moment in regards to Fanfic. As a reader and writer of fanfic, I know what to expect of the characters… how they act, move, expressions… But I must admit, when reading… sometimes there are those fic authors that get waaaaaaay too descriptive… when that happens I tend to check out before I can get into the fic too deeply because there’s too much “colorful verbiage” being thrown together in an effort to try to stand out that I loose what the writing is trying to say. I don’t need 6 types of metaphors/similes in one paragraph to tell me how a person feels. Don’t beat me over the head with words please. I try to steer clear of beating readers over the head.
#3 Favorite Character You’ve Ever Written?
*Clutches Chest & Gasps* That is like asking a parent to choose a favorite child! There was a time where I didn’t have too many to choose from… but that was (holds breath) nearly two decades ago… and so many fandoms ago… BUT, if I really had to choose, it would be when I wrote TeniMyu RPS TutixNagayan. OMG I was smitten with those two.
#4 Least Favorite Character You’ve Ever Written?
I don’t think I really have one? I don’t tend to write fics with characters I’m adverse to. Life can be a drag in and of itself, I prefer to write characters I love. Sure there are characters I use that are antagonist, but they serve a purpose and I don’t feel any true negativity towards them, or struggle with writing them. Even writing those characters that are unsavory, there is still something to like about getting their characterization accurate.
#5 Favorite Character Trait To Write?
Specifically Pre-Serum Steve’s stubbornness, that is always fun. Generally, I tend to strive for realism of the characters, tangibility. Providing a snapshot in their lives that is 100% believable built off of the traits we know and love.
#6 Favorite Character Name You’ve Come Up With?
Rosalie… she was a niece of Ray Vecchio’s from a Due South I wrote. Man, that was too many moons ago…
#7 Biggest Weakness In Writing?
Bringing a fic to a close. Sometimes it feels like I am forcing it, and it’s writing the ending that can take the longest for me. I don’t want to beat a dead horse as I know, all fics must come to an end, but I struggle in keeping them from sounding/feeling cheesy and short.
#8 Biggest Strength In Writing?
My love of the characters I am writing. It’s my love for a character/pairing that spurs me to write in the first place. There has to be a love for the characters for any writer, a desire to examine what we are given further than a given canon because it’s connected with something in outselves.
#9 Favorite Trope?
There can never be enough Coffee Shops AUs... Well written Mpregs… A slow build/burn that has the lead up to a pairing’s first kiss feel more intense than the explicit scenes that may follow.
#10 Least Favorite Trope?
Trash Parties… I just don’t get that. Dom/Sub isn’t my go to fic, either. I can handle “light” versions, but even then just seeing it tagged Dom/Sub can make me scroll right on by an author’s work.
#11 Author You Look Up To?
Will I be looked down upon if I do not have an author to list (even professional)? History of me: growing up… I detested reading. This caused a huge struggle for me in school because if I had no interest in the subject matter, I was reluctant to read it. Nothing really appealed to me. Graduate, add fandoms, and now I can’t stop reading. I know there are people who follow fanfic writers and everything they produce, but I can’t really pinpoint a specific author. When I read a piece, it’s subject matter I pay more attention to, not the name of the person who wrote it. I’m an Equal Opportunity Reader.
#12 Favorite Book/Piece You’ve Written?
I’m not one to toot my own horn usually, and it can be hard to single out one specific fic overall, so here are a few more recent ones:
The Social Network - https://archiveofourown.org/works/875838 (Missing Transition)
RPS-The Social Network – https://tsn-kinkmeme.livejournal.com/10450.html?thread=19299026#t19299026 (Hiding in Plain Sight - WIP)
Merlin - https://archiveofourown.org/works/1454626 (It’s You and Me Against the Odds)
RPS-MCU - https://archiveofourown.org/works/8294710 (No Longer a Place)
MCU - https://archiveofourown.org/works/12906372 (They Say Love is Pain…)
#13 Favorite Line You’ve Written?
They always say home is where the heart is, and before Chris’s heart has always been settled and well rooted in the city of Boston, but now… this is the first he realizes that home, his home, is no longer a place, but a person.
#14 Fanfiction Or Original Work?
FanFiction. I like the feeling of immersing myself in a world I already hold dear to my heart. It’s a bit like coming home, a comfort, of knowing what to expect of characters even when I may not know where a story is going and still get surprised by them all the same.
#15 Favorite Genre To Write In?
I tend to write romance. I just want to see people happy.
#18 Heavy Description Or Little Description?
As I mentioned earlier, I don’t like seeing what is being said getting buried in colorful, disjointed ramblings of an author trying to prove their artistic flare. I used to challenge myself with 100 word drabbles to help myself figure out ways to tell a full fledge story in few words. Description is totally necessary, but not to the point to losing focus.
#17 First Person, Second Person, Or Third Person?
Definitely third person. I may have written one first person POV fic eons ago, but I generally skip reading anything that is First Person, unless it is by an author I might recognize and love.
#19 Multiple Point Of Views Or Just One Point Of View?
I lean towards one point of view, but I also like multiple points of view if it is done right. If a writer is jumping between POVs within a paragraph/part/chapter, that tends to get a bit muddy (especially when using pronouns). When I write multiple POVs, I choose a POV per section/part/chapter and make it clear in the beginning of each whose POV I’ve changed to.
#20 Multiple Protagonists Or Just One Protagonist?
I can barely handle one… so just one please.
#21 Favorite Villain You’ve Ever Written?
I have no answer for this.
#22 Longest Piece (Word Count) You’ve Ever Written?
Individual Piece: A work in progress that has stalled out called “Hiding in Plain Sight.” It is a Real Person Fic of Andrew Garfield/Female Jesse Eisenberg and it is presently 49K words. I, personally, am not a fan of reading fics where a character’s gender it changed… I’ve read a few definitely, I’m not adverse to them, but it’s definitely not something I do. This fic started via a challenge group and it just drew me in to write. I really need to get back to it…
Series: A four part Fraser/Vecchio Due South series that reached over 100K words. Man that really was a long time ago…
#23 Where Do You Get Your Inspiration From?
Life in general, really. It could be hearing a new song on the radio… watching something on TV… a personal occurrence in my life… and the characters themselves that draws me in.
#24 How To Deal With Writer’s Block?
Don’t sweat it. I write for my own pleasure really. If I write, I write, and if I don’t…. I can’t say it doesn’t get me down, but it’s not the end of the world for me. I used to write rather prolifically when I first started, but as the years moved on and available writing time lessened, it’s been hard finding a moment to just sit and write (or stare at the blinking cursor). I haven’t given up, I still do write, but it may be one piece in a year, that I open monthly and plug away at. Patience is key.
#25 Writing One Book At A Time, Or Multiple At A Time?
One… for the most part… but I have more WIP’s left open than I like…
#26 Planning Out The Book Before Writing, Or Just Writing It On The Go?
For the most part I do write with a singular idea that in the end, I sometimes find myself surprised by where the characters took me. There have been occasions where I’ve drafted an outline, but I’m more of the fly by the seat of my pants author.
#27 Picking Chapter Titles Before Writing Or After?
I do not usually name chapters of longer pieces, but in general… I usually start writing and name the piece something but in the end I usually change it to a final title. Sometimes it’s easy, other times I struggle to figure out an official title, but it always works out in the end.
#28 Picking Character Names Before Writing Or After?
Most of the characters I write already have their names, but anytime I’ve introduced an original character, it’s during the writing process I decide on a name. It’s like I can’t write the character if I don’t know their name.
#29 Simple Or Complex Plotlines?
Simple, plain and simple.
#30 Multiple Different Characters Or Just A Few?
I tend to narrow my focus on a few characters. Less people I can screw up with the better.
#31 Sad Or Happy Endings?
Too much sad in the real world, I must write happy. Angst is ok as long as it ends happy.
#32 Rhymed Poetry Or Free Verse?
I really don’t have a preference here. Either works for what is being written if it’s called for it.
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Hi Lia! I was wondering if I could get a Kingsman and a HP ship? I am an ENFP, Scorpio, Ravenclaw, bi, female. I'm bubbly, probably too loud, friendly, and witty (usually vulgar innuendos). I draw, sing, dance, and daydream. I am a bit of a flirt, but super easy to fluster. Gym is hell for my asthma but I'm a good shot! I'm 5'5 with big green eyes and long curly brown hair a huge smile and a lil chubby. My patronus is a Fox! A cat person but dogs are heckin cute too. Thank you so much! ❤️❤️❤️
Hello Fellow ENFP and cat person! Thanks for your patience with these. :) I hope you enjoy.
Lover: Eggsy
Best Friend: Roxy
Mentor: Arthur
Code Name: Kay
Specialty: Logistics (and keeping everyone in line)
Dog: Beagle
What you did before Kingsman: Event Planner
Vacation / Honeymoon Spot: Large Cities (Buenos Aires, Singapore, Sydney, wherever the mood takes you)
You better believe that Eggsy Unwin was overwhelmingly excited to find someone to keep up tit for tat with his flirtatious nature. He had assumed everyone at Kingsman would be uptight and stoic, like he assumed Harry and Merlin were. So when he met you, Arthur’s secretary, he was immediately smitten. His witty one-liners and cute little pick up lines were returned with enthusiasm. And the bright blush on your cheeks that he could cause so easily made him swell with pride.
Eggsy often tried to use his good report with you to get special treatment from your boss, trying to sweet talk you into allowing him into meetings to which he was not invited or asking for information that were classified. This earned him a decent scolding from you and many, many teases from Harry for how blatantly obvious he was being about his affections for you.
it wasn’t until the Kingsman Christmas party that anything actually came of all of this flirtation. As a result of gentle nudges for Merlin, Eggsy had a little too much to drink. This had the opposite effect on him than I did most other people. And he found himself completely flustered and nervous around you.
His drunken confession was adorably awkward, filled with stutters, misspoken words, and hesitant leans forward to kiss you. He took you out on a date the following week, and you quickly discovered that your chemistry that had previously only been verbal translated beautifully into something physical as well.
Your relationship gave Eggsy something to come home to, someone to love and care for, and most importantly something to motivate him to do better and be better. Your constant dreams about the future gave him hope and together you worked to build a life filled with adventure and love.
If a mission was particularly tough or things got overwhelmingly stressful, Eggsy would take the jet back to you as quickly as he could, picking you up and going to the first place that came to his mind. It didn’t really matter where because you would just find a hotel with a nice view and make love until the only thoughts that filled Eggsy’s mind were of you.
Lover: Remus Lupin
Best Friend: Marlene McKinnon
House: Ravenclaw
Family: Bagnold
Favorite Subject: Divinations
Clubs / Accolades: Frog Choir
Job: Singer
Patronus: Fox
Remus first got to know you when you dated Sirius during their seventh year. Sirius was going through a “settle down with a nice girl” phase as a result of James’s happiness with Lily, which meant Sirius had a different girlfriend every couple weeks, trying on a bunch for size but never committing to any of them.
You were the perfect girlfriend in Remus’s opinion. You were smart, supportive, engaging, talented, and downright adorable. You had the quick wit to put Sirius in his place and you had the social skills to keep up with him during his many parties. You were exactly the type of woman he always imagined for Sirius, an equal. But three weeks later, Sirius ended things, stating it just didn’t “feel right,” and that was that. You went back to your life among your Ravenclaw friends and the Marauders went about tolerating a new girl the following week, one that Remus couldn’t help but think was a huge downgrade from you.
It wasn’t until a few years later that Remus encountered you again. The war was in full swing and somehow the death eaters seemed to have the upper hand. Shortly after the murder of Marlene McKinnon, the Order realized their traditional communication channels were compromised. And so Remus, who was primarily undercover among the werewolves, was sent to meet up with you, the daughter of the new minister of magic.
Upon meeting you again, he reaffirmed all the things he had thought about you those years ago. You are still as beautiful and charismatic as he remembered, and somehow still radiating a positive light through all this loss. Weekly information sharing meetings became a great source of joy for Remus, the one spot of light in a period of time that was filled with an overshadowing darkness. You became true partners, fighting together from two different sides for the forces of good. Trust was such a limited commodity in these times, but you couldn’t help but seeing the honesty and kindness that was so true to the core of Remus Lupin.
He confessed his feelings for you one night after you cared for him following a full moon, his secret now out in the open. You cared for him just the same and that was how he knew that all those special things he thought were right for Sirius were in fact right for himself all along. The following days that he spent in bed healing for filled with innumerable cuddles in an endless flow of hot chocolate, the perfect start to what would be an amazingly supportive and loving relationship.
In the following years, you took up singing as your career and together you traveled around the country. With the invention of wolfsbane, Remus accepted the job as Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher at Hogwarts. You bought a lovely cottage outside Hogsmeade and began performing at the Three Broomsticks full time, spending your weekends with your husband and Harry, enjoying the peace your new life provided.
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Bodyswap in my various fandoms: fic recs
Trust Fall by Stoney E, 144k. Sterek.
Stiles is fairly certain that a case could be made for every bad thing in his life coming back to Peter Hale. This time it's pissing off a powerful witch, who retaliated by swapping Stiles and Derek a la Freaky Friday, because sure. That makes sense. Um, there are GPAs on the line, not to mention the whole thing where his dad wants to shoot Derek on sight. Except who he sees as Derek is actually Stiles, and Stiles did not sign up for filicide. // Great. Wait...does this mean he's the Alpha until they figure this out? Holy. Shit. // **** // Derek had stood in front of the bathroom mirror for a few minutes trying to control the panic as he saw himself as Stiles. As the loud mouthed human friend of the pack. He was going to kill Peter. He was going to kill the witch, then he was going to kill Peter. Maybe even resurrect him again just to kill him all over. // They were going to have to play this cool. They would have to stay calm and focused. Which is of course why the universe threw him into this situation with someone who physically couldn't be calm and focused. // Of course.
Note to self: I'm pretty sure this is the one I've been trying to remember where Stiles is always asking why no one wants him as a boyfriend, that he'd be such a good boyfriend:
“If people would just look, they'd see that how I am, who I am is pretty great, actually.” Stiles quietly cleared his throat past the lump that was forming and blinked rapidly. “I could be pretty great if someone would just let me be great for them.”
Fuzzy Logic by Sparseparsley E, 7k. Sterek.
Derek and Stiles switch bodies because of wizard reasons and Stiles just wants to know what that awesome scent is.Derek and Stiles switch bodies because of wizard reasons and Stiles just wants to know what that awesome scent is.
Perfect.
Bonds of Power by Miya_Morana T, 18k. Sterek.
When Stiles suddenly wakes up as an Alpha werewolf and finds out that Derek has become human, he reluctantly accepts Derek’s pack as his while they attempt to find out what exactly happened and how to reverse it. But as they all try to adjust to the situation, the Alpha Pack is breathing down their neck, and they’re going to need all the help they can get to face that threat.
Such a delicious premise! Felt like a kind of abrupt ending, I'd love to see this expanded, but definitely worth the read as is.
Might Not Make It Back by GotTheSilver E, 23k. Sterek.
Bodyswap. Because of the fun.
Sweet.
copywritten (so don't copy me) by etben E, 13k. Sterek.
"Oh, shit," Stiles says, and flops as far backward as their mysterious body-swap connection will let him.
hot and funny (omg, ALL THE BONERS)
I'll Walk with Your Wolf by iCheat no rating, 38k. Sterek.
When Stiles wakes up in Peter's body, he's understandably freaked out. As Stiles starts connecting with the man's wolf, he can't help but reconsider his opinions of Peter. Needless to say, it's a rather confusing time for all involved. // For Day 5 of Steter Week, Body Swap.
Good story. I was most interested in Stiles' intrigtuiging ability to resist, and even direct both other Alphas (and so was Peter, lol) even when he was in werewolf Peter's body. I'd love to pursue that and see where Steter shake out in the Beacon Hills Pack, because they're kind of sneak Alphas, both of them. Stiles learned a lot about Peter by being in his body, because Peter's wolf stayed there (there's a funny scene, on the first full moon, where the Wolf tries to get his Mate and his Man together in one place and hunker down.)
Synchronicity by LadySlytherin E, 36k. Drarry.
When Harry returns to Hogwarts to complete his final year of schooling, he does so with an unexpected new friend at his side - Draco Malfoy. An accident in potions leaves both boys in an unusual position, which leads to a friendly wager. The wager leads to revelations, realizations, and - in time - a happy resolution that no one was expecting. Well, almost no one...
Draco snorted. “As if that’s all of my personality.” He rolled his eyes. “Let me put it this way, Harry. You are, quite simply, not gay. And I am. Rather openly, since coming out to you and then everyone else. So unless you have some secret fashion sense and flamboyant urges you’ve been subduing, you won’t be able to manage this.” ... Harry huffed in annoyance. “You’re being ridiculous. Besides, I’m in your body, right? So the whole gay thing should come naturally. ... I think I’m feeling gayer already.”
Draco blinked several times, then said. “You’re a complete and utter twit. You cannot feel gayer simply because you’re in my body. My body isn’t gay, I am. ... If you’re feeling gayer, it’s got nothing to do with my body!” Draco snapped, moving closer to Harry in his fury. He itched to hex the other teen, but reminded himself sternly that doing so would only damage himself. “Especially as I don’t feel any less gay.”
“Are you saying my body is equally as gay as yours?” Harry frowned at that implication, not sure how he felt about it. “Because that’s ridiculous. I like girls.”
“I’m not saying anyone’s body is gay.” Draco pressed his fingers into his temples, trying to stave off the headache that was forming. “I’m saying I am gay, regardless of the switch. Therefore, you cannot possibly be gayer simply because you’re in my body right now. That’s patently ridiculous and more than your usual level of stupid.”
“Maybe you’re just so gay that it soaked into your cells.” Harry suggested, mostly because it was funny to watch Draco’s irritation twist his face into new expressions. “So now I’m stuck feeling all of the gay that’s surrounding me. Did you ever consider that? Because I think it’s a valid hypothesis.” Ignoring the way Draco had curled his hands into fists, he added. “In fact, I’m positive that’s what’s happening. I’ve woken up newly gay because of this whole switch and now I’ll have to explore just how gay I - which is to say, you - are.”
Draco snarled - literally snarled - before saying in a low, dangerous voice. “If you dare to pretend to be me, I swear I will convince everyone you are the biggest ponce to ever live simply by acting just as gay as I always do, while still pretending to be you. Don’t push me, Potter.”
My Only Hate by VivacissimoVoce M, 35k. Drarry.
Harry has been cursed and now inhabits the wrong body. Draco Malfoy may be the only one who can help.
Hee, hee.
We're More Than Ordinary by digthewriter M, 13k. Drarry.
After a freak accident, which was totally Potter's fault, Draco has to live as Potter for three days. It isn't a party for Harry, either.
Yellow Heart Emoji by HelloAfternoon E, 2.8k. WIP. Spideypool.
This had begun by accident at the zoo. Things exploded. People evacuated. Animals trumpeted and roared and bleated. Somewhere, Loki had giggled spectacularly. // Deadpool had thrown someone into the ape enclosure. // Peter had been thrown into the ape enclosure.
Ha! I love bodyswap, and this was delightful enough to make up for the fact that there is only one chapter. Go on, dive in, an unfinished fic won't kill ya: it's fun.
Displace by dontcareajot T, 10k, WIP. Spideypool.
Peter thought he’d mentally prepared himself for… this. For seeing himself outside of himself. But it turns out he wasn’t prepared at all. // Wade evidently wasn’t prepared either. He looks Peter up and down, expression growing more and more incredulous. “What,” he says finally. “The fuck.” // (or, one of those body swap fics)
Aaaarrrgh, I love this. It's Peter's POV, and he's sweet, and reserving judgement, and kind of shocked at how much being Wade is actually physically painful, like, ALL THE TIME. And Wade is DELIGHTED to be Peter: to be young and pretty, but also, he's such a huge Spider-Man fanboy. And, just as they start sharing their lives and their thoughts and all that, ack, the story ends. Still worth reading, though. 4/?
Woke Up New by Zee (orphan_account) E, 22k. Merthur.
Merlin and Arthur switch bodies; complications ensue.
Nice. The one where they switch, and Arthur figures out Merlin's magic because, oops, the magic stays in his body, and an angry Arthur accidentally levitates a chair. Also the one where Arthur starts to get off a little on being the servant and taking orders, and Merlin slowly wakes up to that. [Dom/sub undertones.]
Buggre Alle This by Signe (oxoniensis) T, 12k. Merthur.
Bodyswap.
"What now, then?" Merlin asks. // "Now, we sleep." // "Maybe we'll wake back up in our own bodies?" Merlin says hopefully. // "Yes, Merlin, that's what's going to happen. A powerful sorcerer has cast a spell over us, but it's just a harmless prank and it'll fizzle out in the night, and we'll wake up back to normal."
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I love this author. You should also read "a tree and a bee and a flea, fiddle-dee-dee" (genderswap) here on AO3, and the fairy tale one where Merlin is the moon (which is only on LJ: The Prince and the Captured Moon).
And If You'll Come I’ll Take You Somewhere To Go by luninosity T, 11k. Cherik.
April Fools' Day mansion-fic. Which has to mean body-and-power-swap fic, right...? // “Yes,” Charles says, rather apologetically even though this can’t possibly be his fault, “you seem to be me. And I…well, I’m you. At the moment.” // “Charles,” Erik says, with what he considers quite remarkable patience under the circumstances, “how long is this going to last?”
Well, this was marvelous. Erik's POV, and he's a little ooc he's so utterly smitten, and his thoughts are something like Charles Charles so pretty Charles I'll protect him Charles Charles. It's kind of amazing he gets anything done, heh. And then they're switched, which turns out being rather more serious and unpleasant that you might guess, and there's some h/c, and some admissions, and some cuddling, and everything is lovely.
Amateur Theatrics by galaxysoup T, 27k. Avengers.
In which Thor’s primary problem-solving method (a mighty blow from Mjolnir) fails to have the desired effect on a magical artifact, and his secondary method (a mightier blow from Mjolnir) proves to be actively disastrous.
Clint makes the absolute best Loki Daddy-uncle-brother-guardian-whatever. And kid!Loki is sweet as a pie. More or less. [The bodyswap here, Bruce - Natasha, is pretty incidental.]
Being Dean Winchester by Anonymous E, 21k. Destiel.
"You should show me some respect. I dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in." // Who the fuck was this bitchy "warrior of God" doing talking to him like that? Fuck Cas-tee-el and his dumbass trench coat and abrasive motherfucking attitude. // Dean was done with this shit. // *** // Wherein a monster of the week steals the essence of Castiel's vessel, so he must use Dean, recently raised from hell, as a vessel instead.
Not technically a bodyswap so much as it is a bodyshare. This is the one where Cas "assists" from inside Dean's head while he's with some girl, and then he lets Dean experience her viewpoint as well, and Dean notes that it's like Cas is fucking both of them... expertly, of course. It's pretty hot. Then they get to do it solo, later on. Nice.
Through Blind Men's Eyes by ladyblahblah E, 46k. Spirk.
The obligatory Pon Farr story . . . with a bit of a twist.
absolutely gorgeous: sacrifice, angst, bodyswap (totally realistic, not at all intrusive), pon farr.... what more could a reader want?
#bodyswap fic recs#bodyswitch fic recs#sterek fic recs#drarry fic recs#spideypool fic recs#spirk fic recs#destiel fic recs#bodyswap#merthur fic recs#avengers fic recs#cherik fic recs
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Grumpy Beginnings - Sirius Black x Reader
Requests: 1. Can I request a young Sirius Black where you both hate each other but run into each other late at night when everyone else is in bed and u end up kissing or something and the next day try to ignore him but he confronts you??? Love your writing thank you 2. Can I request a Sirius black imagine where Sirius black and the reader hate each other because they can’t face the fact that they love each other secretly and too stubborn to face the truth? They continuously argue on silly things but they both get jealous when the other is getting close to someone else and argue on that too. One day James make Sirius realize that he’s in love with the reader and all the fluff! Please? Warnings: Sarcasm, swearing, my English? Gif/Image are not mine/Credits to their original owners Word Count~ 2.2k MASTERLIST You hated him. Simple as that. You hated him. You hated his personality, his cocky smirk, his attitude. You hated the fact that every girl seemed to be smitten with him, that he slept around that much. You hated his ‘bad boy’ act. You hated his pranks and you hated his guts. You loathed him. Him, his stupid tactics and his cheesy pickup lines. You despised that stupid grin of his when he had made a witty remark. You were repulsed by his gray eyes and his dark locks. You were revolted by his wide shoulders and his toned torso that he would show off whenever he got the chance. Luckily for you, he hated you too and never failed to list all the reasons. You were currently in the middle of another fight. A stupid one. “Just stop being an egotistical, narcissistic, self-centered prat for a second. Give me the damn muffin” you said for the fourth time rolling your eyes. He was driving you crazy. “Get yours” he said with apathy. You felt the urge to bang his head against the table. “That was mine! You stole it!” you answered exasperatedly. “Get another, woman!” he whispered-yelled at you, infuriating you even worse. “Tell me… Is being stupid a profession or are you just gifted?”, you couldn’t help it. If you had held that remark you would have exploded. He looked shocked and then he smirked. Merlin, you wanted to kill him. “I am busy right now, can I ignore you some other time?” he fired back with a sweet sickening voice. “Screw you, Black”. “I intend to ”. You left the Great Hall and if looks could kill, he would have dropped dead.
How thick could he get? Flashing that charismatic smile of his wouldn’t get him out of trouble. He had ruined your date. He had manipulated everything in order to ruin your date. And he enjoyed it. “What’s wrong with you?” you screamed at the top of your lungs. How disturbed could he be? Why did he ruin the first date you had been on in ages? He looked so amused that for a moment you felt like strangling him. “I’ll try being nicer if you try being smarter” he retorted nonchalantly. You had used all your anger on the thoughts of what the hell was his problem, so, naturally, now all that you had left was disappointment and sadness. You took a deep breath, pierced his eyes with your glance and tried not to cry. “What have I done to you to hate me that much?” you asked him softly. He was taken aback, his eyes widened and his face fell. He was about to say something when Marlene sat right next to him, glaring daggers at you. “Are you surprised?” she spat at you. You saw the look on her eyes, fixed on him. You lightly shook your head, looking at him too. “No, just disappointed” you admitted and sat down next to Remus. You were really great friends with him. He was always kind and sweet and so understanding. He smiled warmly at you while you rested your head on his shoulder, reading the book he was reading as well. He had a thing for Muggle books and this was no exception. He also knew about your feelings, even when you didn’t. ‘Stop worrying about people that aren’t worried about you’ you kept repeating to yourself over and over again. Because the truth was… you didn’t hate him. Far from it, actually. You just hated the fact that he will never look at you the way you wanted him to. You were in love with him and his crazy ways, his reckless behavior and his depth. But of course, it was easier to make yourself believe that you hated him when you understood that he didn’t particularly like you. It hurt too much. “Stop acting so coy. You’re in love with him, you always do those stupid things; You read over his shoulder, you hug each other like he had gone to war. Just tell him, already. He is smitten too” Sirius spat at you two after a while. You were shocked for a moment. When you dared to look at Remus, you two broke into identical grins, trying to contain your laughter. “We are friends Padfoot. Friends” Remus told him while a strange thought crossed your mind. Why did he care? Was that… jealousy? “You must be thrilled by Marl’s perfume. It’s not like you are attached to her hip. Oh, wait.” you fired back. However, when she tried to talk, you shush her, sending her a death glare. He was angry and you could tell. Everyone could tell. “Why are you so annoying?” he rhetorically questioned. You stood up abruptly, standing across each other, anger bottling up inside of you. “I hate you” you both screamed as you marched out of the Great Hall. Great.
You had missed dinner and now you were too hungry to care about being seen as you crept inside the kitchens. Remus had shown you how to tickle the pear and find the knob. The kitchens were silent. Only two house elves were there, making sure that breakfast would be excellent as every day. You greeted them kindly and after a moment or two, they left, leaving you alone. You started making hot cocoa to smooth your headache. If you had learned anything from hanging around with a werewolf that had to be chocolate. Chocolate was always the answer. Chocolate understood and didn’t ask stupid questions. You went through the cupboards and found a chocolate cake. Smiling to yourself, you served a slice and sat down to the nearest table. It felt nice. You always like the warm feeling that the kitchens were offering and the serenity that silence provided. Until someone interrupted your daydream, that is. And it had to be him. Once you locked eyes with each other, everything else became a blur. Nothing really existed but you two. He broke the eye contact first, scratching the back of his neck, awkwardly. “Um, I didn’t know you were here. I can leave” he spoke softly. You just shook your head, trying to find the courage to use your words. “It’s alright”. You really wanted to roll your eyes at yourself. Well played. He furrowed his eyebrows but didn’t question it, as he started making himself… something disgusting. Like, how could it possibly taste? It had fruits and chocolate and cheese and, it was repealing. You almost laughed at that. As you sat together in silence, each lost in your own minds, you could see that you were two sides of the same problem. And to think, you both thought that love was for fools. How foolish of you, not to realize what fools you were. He came and sat down next to you. You were eyeing him curiously; mainly because you wanted to see if he was about to eat…that. You knew he was aware of your staring. He took a bite. It was then that you chuckled lightly. The expression on his face was one of terror. He looked utterly frightened. He swallowed that thing and looked at you, almost pleadingly. “I know you hate me, but could you please, make me something… eatable?” he asked you politely. You had never had a civilized conversation before. You grinned, trying to fight the urge to laugh as you stood up, complying to his wishes. You placed before him a cup of hot cocoa and some cake as well. He looked at you with one eyebrow raised as you threw whatever he had made to the garbage. You plopped beside him and gave him a shy smile, taking another sip from your cup. He hadn’t removed his gaze from you and you felt kind of uncomfortable. “I swear, I haven’t poisoned anything” you playfully told him, prompting him to eat. He gave you an equally playful smile but took a sip from his cup. “Don’t get me wrong, I love risking my life. But I am kind of running out of life to risk. I am not a cat after all” he said lightheartedly. You knew that he wasn’t a cat. In fact, you knew he was an illegal dog Animagus but you hadn’t told him. That was about to change. “Oh, I am very well aware that you are no cat, deer. In fact, you must be barking mad to think I wouldn’t know” you told him, wiggling your eyebrows at your own puns. His eyebrows though, shot to the skies and his eyes widened so much that you thought they were going to pop out. You laughed at his expression; a true, rare laugh. A genuine one. “You-you know?” he asked you, still bewildered. You just nodded your head in agreement. You sat there, staring into space while he went silent for a moment. “What’s that?” he asked you, pointing your wrist. Damn, you had forgotten to cover it. “A tattoo” you answered sheepishly. It was a muggle tattoo and it was a star. Your bones had always cried for the stars. He was amazed and… he was sitting way too close. You could smell his perfume along with his natural scent. You felt dizzy. “You are distracting me” you admitted looking him in the eyes. Oh, his eyes. Those gray galaxies were holding so many unraveled secret universes. So many things you wanted to know about him. “Do you want me to stop?” he asked you with a cocky smile. You bit your bottom lip. “I didn’t say that” you whispered, feeling electrified by his presence. He had that much power over you. You lowered your head, trying to prevent your eyes from meeting his. He placed his hand on your face, gently forcing you to do exactly that. Look at him. “Why do you hate me?” he questioned tenderly. There were no masks or facades. It was him. Just him. His eyes stripped of everything arrogant. “I don’t hate you, Sirius. I wish I did” you said in small voice. He held your everything and he didn’t even know it. “What do you mean?” he continued, a bit more concerned this time. You looked away from his face. Okay, it was now or never. “I liked you”. Oh Merlin, you were really doing it. You had admitted that- “Liked?” he asked. Was that sadness in his voice? “Past tense” you simply agreed. You didn’t want him to know you would never get over him. “Maybe, if you were looking at me when you were saying that, maybe, just maybe I would have believed you” he commented and you knew he was right. You weren’t - He kissed you. His luscious lips felt like heaven against yours. You instantly brought your hands around his neck, playing with his raven locks. You had imagined this too many times and yet… it felt even better. Maybe because it was real. He tasted like chocolate, mint and smoke. You were too lost to be found. But you didn’t want to be found if being lost felt like that. When you parted, because you kind of needed the oxygen, you didn’t really know what to say. You knew, however, that you had been blushing like crazy. “It was actually James that made me realize that I like you. I always liked you and hating you was the only way I thought off to catch your attention and prevent myself from falling at the same time” he spoke gently. You had to blink a couple of times to actually be sure that it wasn’t a dream. “Maybe you are so afraid to fall in love because you are terrified by the idea that someone will treat you the way you tend to treat yourself” you found yourself responding. You didn’t know that he could ever like you. In fact, you believed that he wouldn’t. Ever. He looked at you and you forgot to breathe because that was the way you had dreamt of being looked at. That was the very same glance you wished to experience. “Can I kiss you? I want to kiss you” he said awkwardly. You would have laughed if it wasn’t for his lips, muffling every sound, making your head spin. He bit your lip, asking you permission. Never in your life would you have imagined that he would ask for permission. But you gave it to him. Anything. Fireworks were going off in every cell of your body. He slid his tongue, slightly fighting with yours but you didn’t care; you just surrendered to him. You melted under his touch. You were too drunk off him to stay away or deny him. “I have to go” you mumbled against his mouth, as you pulled away. He was about to ask you why, but your yawning made him smile and kiss your forehead. You wanted to spend the eternity like that.
You hadn’t realized you were avoiding him until Remus mentioned it. You were eating dinner and you had sat as far away as possible without being rude. You were playing with your food. “You know, you don’t kiss someone and then never talk to them again” he said knowingly. Of course he knew. He was a freaking Marauder. They knew everything about each other. You knew it was wrong but what if he never meant it? What if you were one his many? You didn’t want him to break your heart. You were about to answer but a firm arm was wrapped around your waist, pulling you up from your seat and enveloping you in a bone-crushing hug. Chocolate, mint and smoke. You were in the middle of the Great Hall but it didn’t matter because he and his intoxicating self, made you feel like you were alone in the world. “Why are you avoiding me?” he whispered near your ear but his breath fell hot on to your neck, making your pulse accelerate a bit too sudden. “Don’t break my heart, Sirius. Please” you murmured in a small voice, frightened that if you said it any louder you would realize that it was a dream. He made you look at him. “I would never, love. Ever” he said sincerely. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding. “Hold me. Just for a bit, okay?” you asked him almost pleadingly. You had it bad. Very, very, very bad. He squeezed you tighter to his body and spun you around. You wanted to laugh and to cry out of happiness. And then he kissed you. And you felt as light as a feather.
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Headcanon: Being best-friends with Guinevere
Requested be anon
-You probably met when you started working in the palace
-You were knew to Camelot and didn’t really know anyone
-She would try and befriend you because she thought you seemed nice
-Your friendship would come pretty easily, you were able to talk to each other easily and had a lot in common
-Soon enough you would bond so much you felt like siblings
-You also got along well with her brother and he would appreciate the friendship you gave his sister - and he would treat you like a sibling as well
-The two of you would work together often and help each other
-Working in the palace you two would hear a lot so you would meet up at the end of the day and gossip about it
-When she introduced you to Merlin and the Knights they would start flirting with you, much to the annoyance of Gwen
-One of them would me smitten with you more than the rest
-This would cause Gwen to tease both of you about it whenever she was alone with you (or them)
-Eventually she would get tired of you two dancing around each other and would get the help of the others to convince you two to talk about your feelings
-When she fell in love with Arthur you would help them to keep their secret
-And when she became Queen you two were still super close
-She hired you as her advisor so you could work next to her and help her with whatever she needed
-You would still be treated as her equal and you two would never see each other differently than when you to first met
-But you would grow and get stronger together still remaining like family for the rest of both of your lives
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behind the curtains
Remus and Sirius don’t know what’s developing between them. It takes sharing a bed to set them down the path of understanding what their feelings really are.
AO3 // pt 1.
CHAPTER FOUR
i.
Remus woke up and, before he even opened his eyes, knew he was in the hospital wing. He knew from the ache of his leg muscles, the familiar sting of a new wound on his shoulder, and the soft light of the afternoon filtering through the white curtains that always separated him from other students. The extra weight on the bed and the fingers rubbing soft circles on the back of his hand, however, was new.
He slowly opened his eyes and found Sirius was with him. Remus had hoped it’d be him but James, Peter and even Lily were often there when he came to so he never got his hopes up for only Sirius. His friend had pulled his chair as close to the bed as possible and, while trying to do charms homework from the looks of it, had rested his head on the bed and fallen asleep. Remus wondered if Sirius had taken his hand before or after. If it had been a conscious decision or not. He really hoped it had been.
Nearly two months had gone by since Valentine’s Day and Remus’ head still spun every time he tried to make sense of what was happening between them. He had tried to give Sirius signs that he liked it and wanted it to continue. He sat closer to him on the couches in the Common Room, arm slung behind them and hand running through Sirius’ hair. He hooked his ankle around Sirius’ every time they sat next to each other in the Great Hall. Once, he had even come close to kissing him.
They had been alone in their dorm one morning. Remus was sure that Sirius was getting dressed so damn slowly just to fuck with him. Sirius claimed that going to Hogsmeade required the right “look” and he just couldn’t find a certain shirt. It was agony. Honestly, who could eat so much and still have abs like that?
He had been doing fine, until Sirius breezed by him just a little too close. Remus felt the brush of Sirius’ bare stomach across his arm and he lost it. A moment later he had Sirius pushed up against one of his bed posts, wrists pinned above his head. The smirk the other man sent his way drove him up the bloody wall. Remus wanted him. And that smirk told him that Sirius knew it and really had been fucking with him. Infuriating.
Remus leaned in, as close as he could get without actually kissing him. He felt Sirius go still, heard his breath hitch, saw his eyes darken. And knew Sirius wanted him too. But anxiety flared in his chest as he realized what he was doing and before he could push it any further, he hoarsely whispered, “Put a fucking shirt on.”
He let Sirius go and stormed out to wait with James and Peter. Since then he had been agonizing over not taking his chance when he had it. He hated himself for being too cowardly to jump in feet first and just let it finally happen.
But Sirius was still here. Watching over him, caring for him, holding his hand. Remus felt his heart clench as he realized that maybe he hadn’t blown his chance. He drifted back to sleep with a smile on his face at the idea of another chance being just around the corner.
ii.
Go to sleep, love.
Ever since Valentine’s Day, Sirius had wanted to kick himself. Merlin, where had that even come from? Yes, he had been sharing a bed with Remus and yes he had gotten him a gift for a day usually celebrated between lovers. But calling him love? Was he insane?
He tried to brush it off and forget it had happened. He called people that all the time right? But it had felt different. His tongue had formed the word softly and with care, as if Remus were the only one he was ever meant to say the word to. Some nights, when Remus had already fallen asleep, Sirius would say it again. Just to see how it felt.
“Sweet dreams, love.”
“Night, love.”
“Love.”
“Remus, my love.”
“I love you.”
Every time he said it, no matter how, it always felt right. So he decided to see if Remus might feel any bit the same and began to taunt the other man. He’d run his hands down Remus’ arms when they lay in bed together at night. He’d gently touch Remus’ back on his way by to see James. He’d wink at him over his goblet when Peter told a dirty joke at dinner. But on the day Remus slammed him up against the four-poster bed, Sirius wondered what he’d been doing all this time. It was just flirting yes, but did he really want it to happen this way? With Remus frustrated and confused and, possibly, angry?
Part of Sirius had been happy when Remus had pulled away so abruptly. It hadn’t been right. They needed to bloody talk about their shit before they did anything or it would never work between them.
“Are you awake?” he whispered as he crawled into Remus’ bed. Pomfrey had let Remus go back to the dorm but she insisted that he had to take it easy while the work she had done to fix up his shoulder finished healing. Sirius was conscious of this as he slowly settled down on the side where Remus wasn’t injured.
“It’s hard to sleep after,” Remus said quietly. He didn’t have to explain. Sirius had always noticed he had trouble sleeping after the full moons. He sometimes wondered if his presence in bed did any good. If it soothed Remus, made him feel safe enough to fall asleep.
What he had wanted to talk about could wait. The feelings threatening to break him in two if he didn’t talk about them soon, could wait. For now, he gently wrapped an arm around Remus and said, “It’s okay, I got you.”
iii.
“What’s going on between you and Sirius?”
Lately, during his prefect duties Remus had been getting paired with fifth years. So he was thrilled when he was finally paired with Lily. If he had to hear any more complaining about O.W.L.S he would throw himself down some stairs and say they had suddenly started moving on him to get out of rounds for a few nights. But if he’d known he’d have to have this conversation, he might have thrown himself down some stairs anyway. Now he was trapped with her.
“Don’t know what you mean,” he said stubbornly. Remus loved Lily, and he loved that she had been spending more time with the four of them, but Merlin was she too observant for his own good.
“Fuck off, you know exactly what I mean lover boy.” Despite his best effort to hide it, he felt his neck turn nearly as red as her hair. She laughed at him and looped their arms together, pulling him so close that it made walking awkward. He didn’t mind though, everything could be made more comfortable when Lily was with you. Maybe that’s why he finally opened up to her about it.
“I don’t know what’s going on between us, to be honest. We’ve been sleeping together nearly every night. The more I’m with him, the more I hate being without him. There’s just something pulling us together and I think he feels it too. But every time something might happen, something else just holds us back.”
“Maybe you’re the ones holding yourselves back.”
“Yeah, maybe.” He looked down at her as she stared straight ahead, looking like she was concentrating hard on something.
“Well you oughta sort it out don’t you think?” Remus laughed. All that time acting like she was concentrating and that’s what she came up with? Lily Evans really was something else; sometimes he could almost see why James was so smitten.
When he got back from rounds he changed out of his robes and into his pajamas. It was getting warmer out and with the added heat of Sirius’ body, he decided to skip the shirt. He smirked as he wondered how Sirius might react. Two could play the whole taunting-you-with-my-nearly-naked-body game. He crawled into bed, a smile still on his face from his time with Lily, and made himself comfortable. Sirius turned toward him. Remus felt pleased as, despite the dark, he saw his friend’s skin flush.
“What’re you so happy about?” Sirius mumbled.
“Nothing really. I just got to spend some time with Lily tonight. She made me think about some things.”
“It’s too late for thinking.”
Remus rolled his eyes and reached across the empty space between them that only got smaller each night. He cupped Sirius’ face and slowly slid his hand backwards until he was running fingers through the man’s soft hair.
“Well,” he said, slowly pondering how he could say this next part. “Go to sleep now and in the morning, you can think about whether you want to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend.”
“I always go to Hogsmeade with you, you prat.”
“No, Sirius, not like that.”
Sirius didn’t say anything else and his even breathing told Remus he had fallen back to sleep. His stomach twisted in a knot with worry that he had been too bold. But something about the way Sirius relaxed into his touch and fell asleep with a smile on his face told Remus he hadn’t been. He had a feeling they both already knew the answer. Neither of them needed to think about it any longer.
iv.
“Why did I agree to this, James?” Sirius’ head was down against their table in the Great Hall. Lily and James sat across from him, mild looks of concern on their faces but mostly just amusement.
“Is he having a melt down again?” Peter asked as he took a seat beside him. Sirius turned his head just to glare at him. His so-called friends just laughed.
“Look, mate,” Peter said as James and Lily’s laughter died down. “I just left Remus outside the door and he’s shitting himself too so just relax.”
“I think, what Peter is trying to say,” Lily said, “is that you’re both equally nervous because you both have wanted this for so long. Just relax and it’ll be fine.”
She reached over and lifted his chin so that he was staring into her brilliant green eyes. Ever since Lily had started chumming around with them, something special had settled between them. One night he found her crying in the Common Room and before he realized it he was holding her, stroking her hair, telling her it was okay that she had a shit sister, because he’d be her brother now. Something passed between them that night and it passed between them in the look she gave him now. Lily said it would be okay. He believed her.
“Better release Pads, Lily, you don’t want Remus thinking you’re trying to seduce his date,” chimed in James.
He whipped his head toward the entrance to the Great Hall and sure enough, Remus was striding towards them. Sirius’ stomach did a flip. Why was this huge loser so bloody attractive? He felt his body start to slide off the bench and under the table. It was fight or flight mode and he was getting the hell out of there. He wanted to fight for this thing between them, he really did. But fear of the unknown gripped him and made him want to run back to the comfortable seclusion of their bed curtains where they didn’t have to worry about anything.
Sirius snapped out of it when he felt sharp kicks to both his shins. He sat up straighter and glared at the pair across from him. He’d give James and Lily shit later for being so in sync that they kicked him at the same time. But for now, he had a date to pay attention to.
“Ready to go?” Remus asked. Sirius had to crane his neck to get a good look at him, the damn fool had a smile so bright that it lit up the Great Hall and still he was nervously shitting from foot to foot.
“Yeah, I’m ready.” He stood and hesitantly took Remus’ hand. Remus gently squeezed his fingers, reassuring him. “We’ll see you guys later.”
“Have him back by ten!” James hollered as they walked away.
“Use protection!” Peter added.
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do!” Lily added.
As they left the Great Hall and joined the stream of students heading to Hogsmeade for the day, Sirius looked at Remus and quirked his eyebrow. “What wouldn’t Lily do?”
“James?” Remus offered.
The pair burst out in laughter at their friend’s expense. Sirius couldn’t believe he had been having doubts about this day. This had been a long time coming and now that it was finally happening, it just felt right. After all, with Remus with him, everything was perfect.
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