#episode 5 . fuck that hurt.
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qiao ling and cheng xiaoshi siblingism basically. i saw someone do this with Ivan and sua siblingism and if u squint really hard, spin around, and concuss yourself they kind of look similar.
#shiguang daili ren#shiguang dailiren#link click#cheng xiaoshi#qiao ling#this is siblingism#cheng xiaoshi and qiao ling siblingism is so real to me#theyre so fucking funny#anyways i am almost done with season one#i sure hope this doesnt emotionally devastate me (i have cried at nearly every episode)#link click everyone!#episode 5 . fuck that hurt.#cap goes insane abt sibling dynamics again#welcome back 2020 cap's huxiao siblingism rot
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Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me
#i still cant believe how much this new opening theme goes off.... DREAM SAVE ALL OF US 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 💥💥💥💥💥💥#wait a second. the robot attacked 200 years ago. the void century was 800 years ago no????? what#oh see it was made 900 years ago.... but why did it attack 200 years ago then.... what happened#it is still so funny how they made evegapunk einstein but with some cunty long legs#200 years ago they gave rights to the gyojin!!! i see i see ✍️✍️also i still wonder why law and kuma have similar hat and pants designs#like there is NO WAY that much similarity isnt done on purpose. NO FUCKING WAY!!! I NEED ANSWERS!!!#are they annihliating cp ships akdhakskd yeah vegapunk letsgo#also the opening song is about dreams and the end one is about luffy reaching shanks...... havent got a clue why but there it is#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1098#also is lucci named lucci bc it kinda sounds like luffy. SERAPHIM KUMA HAS HIS DEVIL FRUIT???? vegapunk could only make zoan fruits????#also wdym when cp0 acts it means its some historic event. lucci is like 25. where are the experienced people here#sentomaru works for vegapunk??? maybe i forgor about this tbh also do theu have a doffy seraphim??? the fact they have animal names....#stussy letting kaku get hurt akdhsjsn oh atlas has lamb ears..... and lucci said she is is prey... no..... the foresahdowing :(#lucci you fucked up she just gave luffy food... that a death sentence look what happened to kaido#episode 1099#<- oh my god btw. god. jesus.#why is akainu telling the cp0 what to do or thinks he can do that... thats the world gov... also thinkng about how garp should fight him#and not luffy.... because of ace you know... i still wonder how did sengoku know who ace's father was... there is only one man who knew....#everyone trying to stop them from fighting ajdhsksjks two rabid dogs fr#LUFFY TAKING OFF HIS JACKET WHEN LUCCI ASKS FOR HIS WANTED SIGN!!!! GO OFF KING!!!! SLAY!!! THE CREW SAW HIM!!! FINALLY!!!#i have been smiling since he started the transformation this is so sick...... i have got a case of the luffy brain#zoan fruits steal the personality of the user when they awaken ✍️✍️ luffy???? nami being the only one who saw gear 5 <3 twins manifesto#robin being so shook about luffy being a god ajdbjansk wdym devil fruits exist because people wish for them. fairy magic real????#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARE FROM ALTERNATE REALITIES WHERE SOMEONE DREAMT ABOUT THEM??? DOES HE TRAVEL THRU REALITIES FOR THEM???#jinbe has been making this face 😧 every episode three times it is amazing ajdhaksnsk poor man... now he sees a kid angel version of himself#after seeing hia captain turn into a god... he is gonna get a stroke OMG SENTOMARU WE JUST GOT YOU BACK#episode 1100#<- CRAZY. INSANE. OH GOD. ONLY 12 LEFT. THATS A WEEKEND!!! I CANT DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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A scene of foreman telling house in ep21 s8 that "persevering through pain for loved ones... isn't that what life is?" before being followed up by a scene of house screaming at taub in the middle of the hospital hallway that life is pain. Life is pain. His entire life is pain. How he wakes up everyday and thinks about ending it. And yet hes still fucking here and what is that if not a confirmation that house's entire life is lived for wilson
Its so like. Because from an outsider's perspective its so childish. Its so out of bounds though thats completely in character for house; you don't tell people whether they should live or die, least of all if they're diagnosed with a terminal illness you know will suck the life out of them every second they aren't in the ground. You don't get to tell people that you dont have that right but. But. but
House is here and house is in pain. He's hurting and he's been hurting and he wants that to end but its been an unspoken agreement for years that wilson would never forgive house if he just gave up. Wilson would never let him do that. He would never ever forgive house for that not ever
So house is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He is alive!!!!!!!!!!!! Because wilson is his best friend and house cannot live in a world where wilson hates him even if he isnt around to feel it. So house persevered through the pain he grit his teeth and just kept fucking Going because wilson hating him is a worse fate than any infarcture any perpeptual state of chronic pain, a fate worse than anything
Before stacy before cuddy before everything it was new orleans and wilson in that cell. House has been living for wilson. House's entire life past the infarcture and the pain and the pain and the pain has been for wilson. He has been living in unimaginable pain for 20 years because its been an unspoken agreement that i need you i want you you need me you want me. I need you here you cant go anywhere You cant leave me
20 years of being in a perpeptual unending state of chronic pain. Years of living under this unspoken agreement, being bound to this contract that keeps you screaming keeps you hurting keeps you gutted and emptied out but you never minded it, you never left. you let it take you because you love him. Because you love him he loves you and he lets you love him and thats enough
So can you imagine what a slap in the face it is to have him tell you outright that he wont live for you.
That his life, his death: it'll be about him. All this whilst your entire life has belonged to him. Your life your death everything you've ever done its been about him for him. For him. And you feel furious and cheated to tears because its then that you realise he never even asked. You gave it to him handed your bleeding beating heart warm and fresh to him on a silver fucking platter and he never even asked for it. But you're asking him now. You're actually asking him you're begging him, you are begging him you're telling him that you love him, and he's saying no? He's saying no?
Can you even begin to imagine-- just a fraction of that betrayal? That humiliation? I've fucking grit my teeth weathered 20 years of pain i stayed alive because i knew that you wanted me to-- because i knew that you loved me and you wanted me to stay, and that was fine, because i loved you too. And i never even made you say it. I never made you say the words because i thought it was something we both understood intrensically, down to the bone-- and still im telling you now that i need you that i love you and now the deal's just off?
I weathered through 20 years of pain because surely you would have done the same for me-- and you're telling me now that your life is going to be lived on your own terms? when my entire life has been lived for you? When ive been in hell for 20 years just so i could keep loving you? You; you looked at me in the eyes, led me on had the gall to keep me alive-- just to sit here now and tell me that the agreement ive lived my whole life around was a one-man deal? That you cant be bothered to stick your heels in the dirt a little, grit your teeth and go through a quarter fraction of the hell ive gone through so that you stay here! can be here Be Here and keep continuing to love me when ive been doing that wordlessly thanklessly for 20 years? How could you make me ask? How could you tell me no?
How could you keep me alive and breathing if you knew that this was even remotely in the realm of possibility? You kept me in the dark-- knew this whole time that leaving this friendship could actually be an option for you-- and you kept me alive?
#Oungh#Hrrggh#HHhnjj#HHAOUHH#Its been 5 months and i am on. the last episode of house md#5 months of this#Its beating my ass you can probably tell. Im genuinely a fucking wreck#I know what happens. Watching it actually play out is a whole other fucking ballpark#I cannot do this man it hurts#House is telling him that he loves him and hes so upset and angry and afraid and its making him something wild#He deliberately tried to kill a patient. He actually tried to murder a patient#Hes telling him that he needs him that he loves him and its not enough and hes pulling every string and its not enough#Nothing is enough and hes grasping handfuls of sand grasping at straws for the first time in houses life he cannot fix this#He is helpless in every sense of the word no amount of spite of diagnostic skill of wit will fix this#Gregory house is truly absolutely helpless and his best friend is dying and hes going to Watch#house md#gregory house#james wilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#house md meta#hilson meta#relationship analysis#character analysis
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ONLY ONE??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN ONLY ONE 😭
#I can only imagine David and Micheal sitting on FaceTime like teenage girls being mad about it lol#but like what the fuck#ugh Neil gaiman why did you have to turn out to suck and let it all get ruined#I know I should be glad it’s not canceled#BUT LIKE#how are they gonna get the whole theoretical second book and a happy ending and other stuff related to season two#in 90 fucking minutes#this is actually vile#🙁#and we have to wait so long only for something that prime is setting up to go poorly when it would usually be a masterpiece#I saw it happen to Ofmd 2 and this is so much worse#Ofmd 2 wasn’t nearly as good because they lost time and money#but they only lost 2 episodes#we’re loosing 5#5 hours of time#what the hell#my show#:(#good omens#good omens 3#good omens season 3#Micheal and David please save us#fuck you gaiman#I’m glad Neil gaiman can’t hurt the production on the people and women in it any more#but ugh this is still so disappointing
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WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO WATCH THIS PART OF THE SHOW AND LISTEN TO THIS SONG WITHOUT BAWLING LIKE A BABY
#THESE SCREENCAPS MAKE MY HEART HURT WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF#HE LOOKS SO FUCKING SAD IM GONNA EAT MY FLOORBOARDS#HE LOVES HER SOOOO FUCKING MUCH IM CLAWING AT MY WALLS#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel episode 5 spoilers#hazbin hotel dad beat dad#hazbin hotel more than anything#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel charlie
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BBC's Merlin has officially destroyed me
#kinda sad the only episode i fully remembered from the show from when i watched it as a kid#was the episode with Freya which holy fuck that episode broke me#but oh my gods watching this whole show just#it hurts????#for how cheesy it can be- how cringe how outdated#and how it has lile 5 different episodes centred around fucking love enchantments ew#the passion that was put into this show#the acting-- the characters#hell the arcs the EMOTIONS#the amount of times ive cried? the amount of times ive laughed??#the times ive felt pure disgust?????? my god#this show#this show is everything to me#random thought...
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JAMES!?!?!?!?? ANTONY!?!?!?!??! THE SWAGGER STICK!?!?!?!??!?!? "I...I...I..." "I Know..." !?!?!?!?!??!?!? THE WHOLE OF EPISODE 5!?!?!?!?!??!!?? STOP THIS PLEASE!!!!
#the captain#lieutenant havers#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts season 5#ghosts#episode 5 hurt me#the second I saw that Written By Ben Willbond#that fucking omen of pain#Ben Willbond: Omen of Gay Sadness
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somebody on twixtter said they haven't started Fionna and Cake because it's gives 2014 Tumblr vibes and unfortunately I gotta agree
#they said its too fanfic-y#and even though ive gotten my knowledge of through post osmosis#it gives that vibe too#like adventure time managed to have good writing and world building in conjunction with goofy comedy#but it seems like theyre relying on tropes and what gets clicks/views in fandoms#adventure time had songs but they were few and far between so the emotions hit harder#why are they bussing out showtunes type songs now#and aren't they only on like episode 5 why are marshall lee and gary already kissing#remember the seasons long build up bubbline had and how beautiful and satisfying it was to finally see them kiss?#idk feels like they're speed running shit#also i know i mentioned this before but it cant be understated i fucking HATE the winter kings design it IS so 2014 tumblr it HURTS
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i am so sick and fucking tired of having to lay down it isn't even funny
#i don't give a SHIT it's better for my health and spoons. it is not fun. it is not restful. i get so fucking bored#AND MY NECK HURTS LIKE A BITCH. SO I CANNOT WIN#:///// hate being disabled sometimes. why can't I just work at my desk like a normal person#also I almost just lost 5 years worth of notes app history. i cannot handle laying down and doing fuckall#anyways. gonna go watch maxxxine or a dead meat podcast episode and try not to go absolutely fucking stir crazy#disability stuffz
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-"I walk this earth all by myself", EKKSTACY
#alex edits tlou#the last of us#tlou#joel and ellie#joel miller#ellie williams#tlou edit#tlou episode 8#ellie angst#you may ask#alex who hurt you what the fuck#and to that i respond#everyone#hope that helps#idk i heard this song for the first time and had this image in my head#and i needed to get it out#last two images are out of order but that is intentional#i chose the ep 5 shot cause joel helped in that one </3#well kinda he was there at least#anyway back to suffering i go
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Does Loki/Brad have a ship name? Asking for a friend 👀
#lord pleas forgive me I know I’m about to start shipping them#I can’t fucking believe I made it this far in the show and the only people I remotely ship loki with#are x-5 and the stewardess from episode one 😭#it’s just like#brad is such a petty asshole and he’s not rly a villain he just values his own freedom/self preservation over everything else#and he doesn’t care if he hurts ppl to maintain it & he lashes out verbally when he feels cornered and he’s sarcastic and glamorous and and#does that remind you of anyone else we know?#brad is literally loki minus a tiny bit of the character growth#I actually love them together#and I hope Brad sticks around and becomes a member of the team#and he and loki end up being besties#gah#brad wolfe#hunter x-5#loki#loki meta#kinda#Loki series#loki 2x02#loki spoilers#loki season 2 spoilers#breaking brad
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the dead man didn’t have to look that hot 😫
#lmao i forgot i had this in my drafts#this is about anime ok… ik how weird it seems but bear with me#YUKI YOU WILL BE MISSED#THE PIERCINGS THE UNDERCUT#all this time i thought he had black hair i was mistaken??? he looks like some guy from haikyuu actually#just cant pinpoint who#i was talking abt given btw#its like my first BL anime lmao and i think that’s mild compared to others 💀💀 but like#i’ve only watched 🤨🏳️🌈❓ animes (*coughs* bsd-ish/banana fish) so seeing them admit outright theyre gay just :9 i never thought they actuall#do that HAHAH i thought it was all tension builds and yk assume what you want… i stand corrected and i found this might be the beginning#of my descent into BL madness… i get the hype now for fucks sake#THEY WERE SO ADORABLE!!!#given was such a fair mix of everything—easy to watch and all#when mafuyu sang i nearly cried 🙂 the pain he must’ve been keeping in after what happened i hope he knows it wasn’t his fault#i wish we explored more on his past but i think that would’ve made the series hurt more#on a lighter note—the other band members and the one-sided thing going on was just a funny side plot#uenoyama’s coolness dwindling when he realized he was catching feelings and his inability to handle them HAHA#THE LAST THREE EPISODES WERE JUST GOLD TO ME they were like full on angst and then downright hilarious#i loved it#5/5#i might eventually bump it down to 4s or 3s when i begin to move on from it but it was good to say the least#and not a waste of time hehe#toff.txt
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Why do they say dragon is luffy's father but doesn't look much like him... I mean it is true but why point it out... in that way he doesn't look like garp either
#i thot we were gonna get baby luffy but no.... old man luffy.....#also the opening is so intense 'dreams save all of us' and the arc starts with luffys dream i might throw up#zoro and brook staying behind to protect them from the government.... yeah.... VEGAPUNK AND DRAGON??? ACTUALLY FLABBERGASTED#maybe vegapunk is part of the rev army but then he modified kuma on the behalf of the gov??? thats so cruel.....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1094#the fucking opening..... dream save all of us like okay damn it goes hard#incredible how they just take the hit from the laser.... minor injuries that's all... seraphim jinbe has mr pink's power???#how come sanji hasnt immediately jumped on the seraphim like god. and nami not being able to hurt children yeaaahhhh ROBIN GO OFF!!!#zoro conveniently being the only one who doesnt see the seraphim..... come on....#york what an icon i wish thay were my job too. eat shit sleep amazing#900 YEARS AGO???? EMPTY CENTURY TIME!!!!!!!! LETSGOOOOO D LORE D LORE D LORE#episode 1095#and that is IT for today. yesterday i watched like 5 today we are measured.#<- this is when you find out i stack episodes on my posts even if i dont watch them one after the other...#i am sensitive rn and the preview has ohara and robin crying i am not making it out of this one folks#YEAH YEHA THE KINGDOM (OF THE D I AM SURE) VS THE WORLD GOV usopp hitting his head against the floor akdjka#clover and noland have to be related the flora on head has to be genetic or smth#also now they showed lulusiq being obliterated we can assume imu was responsible for destroying this advanced kingdom right#THE BOOKS FROM OHARA MADE IT????!!!!! DRAGON IN OHARA??? THEY HAVE THEM??? BUT THEIR BASE BURNED????#luffy calling the robot robo ace. should i end it all rn be honest. and the robot turned on. nvm someone was in there#vegapunk meeting with luffy knowing dragon oof also ohara was in the west blue???? wow#episode 1096#that giant was the one in dressrosa??? hierjudin??? omg dragon without his tattoo... 33?? damn he is 55 now...#OMG JAGUAR D SAUL GIANT FROM ELBAF????? VEGAPUNK DIDNT JOIN THE REVILUTIONARIES??? SELL OUT!!!#dragon pacifist???? god this lore. sanji didnt know about ivasan??? the books are in elbaf... with saul.... omg.....robin ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#jinbes face reacting to vegapunks fruit ajdjsjs did vegapunk cut off his head? is he stupid?? -luffy#vegapunk wants to make wikipedia.... omg lucci already too... the robot attacked marie geoise ✍️✍️✍️#episode 1097
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Bitches be like “I’ve spent so long chasing after this person that it’s time I move on and fall in love with someone else” and it’s literally the exact same person
#I HATE THIS SHOW SO MUCH#*binges season 5*#no new episodes until mid June I think I will implode#‘you’re not listening marionette’ STOP STOP IM ALREADY DEAD#AGHHHHHHHHHHH#And then they make an episode that’s more serious and gets into marionettes trauma and why she has a hard time sharing her feeling#while simultaneously undermining so many other characters and contains 50 plot holes#like first of all. justice for Kim homeboy would NOT act like that ad he found out he hurt marionette I’m sorry but that was uncalled for#and also you can’t just de transform and immedietly re transform when you use the power of the miraculous???? you have to feed tiki first???#bruh this is season 5 how did you let that slip????#and LUKA 💖🤩❤️🫡😤😍🏆🥰#I’m so sad he’s dipping for now but GOD that episode was good#I WISH he got a moment alone with adrien after the reveal but the little glance at the end???? I’m on the floor I can’t take it#ANYWAY#I’ve been watching this show since the summer before sophmore year of high school#and it’s currently the summer before my 5th year of colleg#I’ve waited so long for this I am EATING UP literally every interaction between marionette and adrien#‘I can’t do it yet’ ‘it’s ok we have time’ BITCH I DONT#ITS BEEN 7 YEARS FUCKING KISS ALREADY#GOD#I’m going to be insufferable when the movie comes out this summer apologies in advance
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Critical Role Campaign 2 spoilers if anyone cares
Viridian, after being healed by Caduceus: My name is actually Vilya, and I’m from Tal’dorei
Me: huh, that name sounds familiar. Whatever, probably some random NPC or whatever—
Marisha: isn’t that the name of Keyleth’s mom?
Me:
Me: *dinosaur screech that roughly translates to “no fucking way”*
#critical role#critical role campaign 2#the mighty nein#I also looked on the wiki real quick just to see how to spell Vilya’s name#and Keyleth fucking shows up in like 5 episodes???#and here I was thinking that C2 isn’t as intertwined with C1 as C3 is#GUESS I WAS FUCKING WRONG#also I think my neighbors probably heard me screaming#I was kinda loud lol#now my throat hurts#fuck
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JUST SAW THE OWL HOUSE FINALE I AM INCONSOLABLE
#zymtalk#toh#the owl house#<- sorry this will show up in the main tags i just like blog organization </3#IT WAS SO GOOD IM A WRECK BUT IT JUST MADE ME WISH WE GOT THE FULL 5 SEASONS THAT I HEARD#WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET ORIGINALLY EVEN MORE#GOD. CAN YOU IMAGINE. I HAVE TO THINK EACH S3 EPISODE WOULD BE THEIR OWN SEASON#im a MESS i am SICK#ALSO FUCK!!!!!! ITS OVER. THATS TOUGH. IT HURTS TO THINK ABOUT A LOT MAN#everyone say thank you dana terrace and the toh crew and give them each a million dollars straight from disneyland funding#IM SO. I AM SO.#its weird i feel like maybe i shouldn't have actually watched it rn because being in denial of it being over while i try 2#balance a Mega Ton of stress was a better idea but also this felt so.#i think its the literal definition of bittersweet. it made me feel good but ITS OVER!!!! AUUFHUGUH!!!!!! THATS HARD MAN!!!!!!!#rewatching the entire show 4847485 times starting right now
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