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My Hyakuchan is so cute when he eats. I just want to sit and watch him eat the whole time that I forget to eat.

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Delving into me and Ogata’s Wasteland AU Lore

Each GK groups are factions similar to mad max. They are fighting for resources as well as searching for tattooed prisoners. The tattoos lead to some type of sanctuary with abundant resources and fertile land. The prisoners though have either got infected and became really powerful/unique zombies (similar to resident evil) or are part of factions (eg. ushiyama, Shiraishi, ienaga, hijikata) but have unique characteristics (like dead rising). Though there was an outbreak, it has been mostly controlled the world has not been restored to its previous state due to the pathogen also affecting the land and crops. Making resources scarce.

Ogata is mainly part Hijikata’s faction, though not completely. As he has no loyalty for any particular faction, unless I’m considered a faction. So we both tend to jump around a bit. Mainly doing our own thing, exploring the wasteland and gathering our own resources and valuables to sell. Occasionally encountering small factions that we may have to deal with.

Scattered amongst the vast wasteland are havens. Which are cities that have not completely disintegrated from the outbreak and have been restored for habitation. Me and Ogata have made our home in one of these havens, where Hijikata’s faction also is located. We do occasionally work with them to explore uncharted areas. Ogata mainly as a sniper. Then me as his spotter and also the medic of the faction along with Ienaga. Due to the nature of the wasteland I also carry my own fire arms and rifle. Especially when me and Ogata are traversing the wasteland on his bike and we get tailed. I would need to get them off our backs while he drove.

Me and Ogata have random encounters throughout the wasteland that I need to write about more. Like maybe me getting kidnapped and him obliterating a whole faction to save me.

This part may change but as for the prisoners I was thinking henmi is a zombie covered in sharps. Boutarou is a zombie that you encounter him near the ocean as he stays mainly underwater. Kei is an agile zombie. Toni is a zombie you encounter only at night and echolocates like a clicker.

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halloween

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 🎃

Me and Ogata are demons. When we’re not busy cuddling we’re flying around causing mischief.

( ๑‾̀◡‾́)(‾̀◡‾́ ๑)

Comission by oneiroi

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I should be placed in the bear cage because I’m a sleepy bear.

Ogata’s warmth and scent lulls me to sleep too well. Sometimes I have a hard time sleeping if he’s not close by. I have grown accustomed to Ogata holding me tightly in his arms, against him, every night. To the point that I bury my face into the crook of his neck, his arm pit, or his chest. Rarely, if ever we were apart, Ogata would purposely leave piece of his clothing or his sniper cloak with me. He wanted to make sure I was enveloped in him even during short times of his absence.

Commission by poleyworld

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огромное спасибо за Ваши рисунки Хякуноске. Они невероятные!

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“You are mine, and I am yours. And if we die, we die, but first we’ll live.”

Me and Ogata moved back to his hometown in Ibaraki-Ken where he grew up. Though the place held memories that were far from ideal, he saw it as a new start to rewrite those memories. In fact, it was Ogata that suggested it. He recognized it as creating something new with me, redefining what “home” meant to him. Our experiences transforming his hometown from haunting, into a place of love and closure.

I worked for a while as a nurse in the closest hospital. While Ogata moved up in ranks into a lieutenant with the 1st Division with the information he had provided regarding the 7th. We made sure to not busy ourselves too much. So that we may enjoy the slower days. Of summer days with Ogata returning home with the game he hunted that day and me preparing a meal with it. Or walking amongst the pampas grass with the cool autumn air as the sun sets on our village. Winters were my favorite, as we both stayed heated under the kotan while in each other’s arms as I peel Ogata mikan. Spring was a sight to behold, as the rurikarakusa creates a stunning carpet of blue for us to frolic amongst.

百ちゃんお帰り…

A bit of a prologue …

At a point, as we searched for the gold, we had made a decision that we would get out of this madness together alive. For a while we were reckless. We had lived by “if we go out, we go together”. But…were we to let the universe decide if we would ever see each other again?…The close calls and near death experiences showed us a reality of life without each other. Allowing us to realize that we wanted spend every second possible together.

We were present in Hakodate, but this time around Ogata played a minor role. He stayed in the sidelines for the sake of the life we promised each other. His goal was to gain more information regarding Tsurumi’s plan and to possibly move him up with the 1st Division. It was a more organized plan. Which will be delved into more later…

When I read the end of Golden Kamuy years ago, it was that moment of him on the train that broke me. No matter the times I reread it, I would stop or skip that part. I can barely even look at Vasily’s painting without feeling physically ill. With the Golden Kamuy exhibit merch coming to an end, I purchased the painting. And even now, it’s left turned over.

I’m giving Ogata that happy ending. Am I biased, yes. But he had no one to lead him the way to properly deal with the situation he was given in life. I want to facilitate his healing process, release his burdens, and come into terms with his past.

I had this commissioned for our 3 year anniversary that was on 10/20.

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“You have ruined me for anyone else. I would rather destroy you and myself than let anyone else have you.”

I dug through many quotes to find one that fit Ogata’s love for me. Ogata’s expression of love is restrained yet all consuming. A quiet possessiveness, a commitment that borders obsession. An intensity that even he struggles to control, yet only allowing it to show when we’re alone. His actions a silent declaration, that I belong to him alone. A soft yet primal instinct.

Ogata’s possessiveness is not for the sake of control. It’s that the thought of losing me was impossible to him. To him, I was a rare solace in this world of pain and betrayal. Our bond he wasn’t willing to share or risk losing. A devotion so absolute, so boundless, unwavering.

Our love for each other—both unsettling yet captivating.

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I adore this so much. I want this to be.

I've been enjoying reading other people's AUs and started thinking about one myself where things go as they did except Ogata haven't shot himself, failed to meet his initial goals and dissapeared without a trace. Some time would pass, and then there would be stories about a strange silent man with a bizarre rifle who you can stuble upon in the forests on the Russo-Japanese border. x / twitter

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The eyeball is salty like me since they shortened barato arc (◕‿◕✿)

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Ogata was raised by his mother’s side of the family in Mito-shi which is in Ibaraki-ken. That prefecture is known for its fireflies in June. Ogata shared with me that when he was younger, he would sneak out at night after hunting ducks to watch the fireflies in the forest.

One day in the middle of June, Ogata wandered from our camp. Something he did occasionally so it wasn’t out of the ordinary. When he returned, he told me to close me eyes and to hold his hand as he led me somewhere. I was curious and trusted Ogata, and so I did as he said. I could feel his hand gently take mine, as he guided me forward. With each step, I could feel the cool night air and the sounds of nature. Ogata maintained a firm grip on me to ensure I wouldn’t stumble.

As Ogata slowed down, and stopped. He told me to open my eyes. I hesitated for a second from excitement as I felt my heart beat a little faster. The sight in front of me, was something out of a dream. I felt my breath catch as hundreds of glowing fireflies danced in the air. Their soft light flickering around us. As I was mesmerized by the sight, Ogata had the faintest smile as he watched my reaction. There was something he found more enchanting than the fireflies.

I was pulled from my trance as I felt Ogata’s hand touch my cheek as he asked me if I liked it. When I turned to look at him, his features illuminated by the soft light of the fireflies was breathtaking. His usual sharp eyes softened by the flickering lights casted a gentle glow on his features. The moment surreal. It’s as if, in this moment, I could see Ogata for everything he was—strong and vulnerable, distant yet deeply connected to me. Without realizing it we were in each others arms gazing into each other’s eyes, surrounded by the ethereal glow.

My love, you’re more captivating than anything of this universe.

Comm by ordecchi

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You know that picture that koito has? Now make me and Ogata.

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My hair is wet from showering so I can’t sleep yet. So it’s got me thinking about me and Ogata’s wasteland AU. I left off with how we met in the wasteland.

Ogata had already lost his right eye and has scars on his jaw. He uses a sniper rifle but carries a knife and handgun as well. His main way of transport is by motorbike. He’s part of some type of faction in the wasteland which of the characters in golden kamuy. Though Ogata tends to stray off into the wasteland alone. Except now he had me.

In this AU Ogata is even more possessive and protective over me. There was an instance where we stopped at a shop where there was a city. (There are cities scattered throughout the wasteland, though it takes hours to get to each one) Ogata was looking for ammo, while I restocked my medical supplies. A young man came into the store and went straight to the medical supplies. Ogata is always on alert due to the nature of the wasteland, so he had his eye on the man that was standing next to me. When the man starting conversing with me, Ogata’s eye twitched and he was already making his way towards me. Oh but the young man had to compliment me, and to try his luck. When I told him I already had a boyfriend and he kept on insisting that he can replace him. That was his biggest mistake, because Ogata was already behind him with his gun to the man’s head. The man was in cold sweat as he raised his hands in resignation before leaving frantically. I like to tease Ogata for being so possessive. Constantly reminding me that I’m his and that he’s mine. But I’m more than fine with that. Just me, Ogata. And the wasteland.

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Third episode. This time went a little overboard and made two additional Ogata drawings. x / twitter

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百ちゃんは愛されるに 値するよ…

(TW death maybe not really?)

Ogata wanted Yuusaku and Asirpa to kill another person. Possibly as a way to reassure himself that he isn’t defective or that his existence wasn’t a mistake. When it came to me, it was the opposite. He didn’t want to me to become soiled by getting my own hands bloody. To him I was his nurse, someone who he wanted to only heal and not kill. However, he knows that I would do anything for him, even end a life if the situation ever called for it. I mean, I carry a bolo knife and Mauser C96 for self defense. I won’t ever allow anything to happen to Ogata. I fear losing him. The thought of him hurt or worse….lets just say I’d rather be the one to go first rather than him. He’s already become completely engrained into me, into my very being. I can’t imagine a life with him nor do I remember life before I met him. Regardless though, I find it endearing that he sees me in such a light. At the surface, he didn’t seem the type that would, but he truly treasures me. And I the same for Ogata.

You truly deserve the world and more Hyakuchan. You were an innocent soul tarnished by life. But I’m here to provide solace that you aren’t irredeemable. You may be flawed, but so is everyone else…those flaws make you who you are now…Despite everything, I love you and I accept you just the way you are Hyakunosuke. Imperfections and all…

Commission by zappymakesart

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This scene but forget Nopperabo and Sugimooto.

And make it about me ✨ 💖

Prior to Abashiri, Ogata had told me about his plan with Kiroranke. We had planned it in advance and Ogata instructed me to stay hidden with Ienaga. Then to meet back with him at the escape site. Unfortunately me and Ienaga were captured by Tsurumi’s men when chaos ensued. Ogata told me that if I were to happen to get captured, to tell everyone in the 7th that I haven’t seen Ogata since the Russian Japanese War. Back then, they did know about me and Ogata’s relationship. But in order to avoid Tsurumi’s detection, we pretended to end the relationship. So it was best to not reveal that I was with Ogata especially since he had deserted the 7th. Regardless, Ogata promised to come for me if it had turn out for the worse.

That was the first time he’s been apart from me since our reunion. And the thought of possibly losing me weighed heavily on Ogata. Shiraishi later told me that Ogata was restless and irritable while he waited days for an opportunity to rescue. Everyday, he’d scout from a tree. Looking into his binoculars just to see me. To make sure I was safe. Whenever a soldier came to close to me, I’m sure he had to resist wanting to shoot them then and there.

The moment they had the opportunity to rescue me. He sent Shiraishi to pose as a soldier to let me know when they were going to get me out of there so that I can prepare. That night, Shiraishi had helped me escape. We ran into the woods, in a certain direction, where Ogata and the rest of the group were. The expression that was on Ogata’s face though…as if a heavy burden was released. I immediately and instinctively ran to Ogata, into a tight hug. As we held each other for what felt like an eternity, we still had to escape. We continued until we reached Asirpa and kiroranke that had horses ready for us to all escape.