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Ogata likes to hold our baby and call him his poop gun

Technically me and Ogata doesn’t have a kid. But that doesn’t stop me from thinking about it from time to time…

It’s not as if Ogata hates the idea, it’s more that he never imagined himself having a future especially one with a child. At least by default. Not on his own. Maybe if I actually wanted them but that would stir some insecurity in him where his core is wounded, full on unresolved abandonment and resentment.

But I myself don’t want kids. I’m selfish and I want it to just be me and Ogata. To have his full attention and himself.

He would be relieved, because that’s all he wants in life too. We would be content together, devoted to each other. Fully, no distractions, no doubts. The idea of just the two of us wrapped in each other’s worlds. He’d actually prefer that. Nothing feels missing because we are each others everything.

……それでいい。お前がいれば、それで十分だ

Though if we did, Ogata wouldn’t be perfect, he wouldn’t be excited, sometimes I’d catch him staring processing it all. But, he commits and he’s more protective than ever of me. He wouldn’t be a warm and fuzzy dad, since he’s only that towards me. He may be awkward and distant at first, but he’s surprisingly patient. Quiet and attentive.

It’d be funny to see what the kid would think if he saw Ogata being so sweet to me. And Ogata switch off. Our child would mention how he has parents that love each other, and I think that would affect Ogata in a way. But that’s if I have the energy to type it out _(:3 」∠)_

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Decorated photo cards of a few pictures from my personal Ogata stash (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

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I went out to drink with my coworkers. And one of them saw my keychain of me and Ogata and she started tearing up 🥺

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Waking up my meow meow that I love so dearly.

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I realized I only posted me and Ogata’s alt bad end but not the happy one.

So here we are, living quietly together in Ibaraki, the place where Ogata was born. I still work as a nurse in a nearby town, but every evening I come home to him. He’s a lieutenant in the 1st Division now, but no matter how far duty call he never leaves without me. If I don’t come along then he’d say they don’t need him anyways and not go. When we’re at home, he hunts for us. His hands just as steady as it always has been and his eyes soft only for me. The days are quiet and gentle. The nights warmer with us at each others side.

This life is simple, but it’s everything. After all the pain, all the chaos, Ogata has found peace. And in this quiet corner of the world, I get to be the one to share it with him.

Commission by sver_ver

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Me and Ogata’s colored manga panel of us escaping!

And then here’s the mini comic of what happened afterwards. Noda sensei said that Ogata was caught by an old man trying to steal his laundry. So here’s Ogata trying to steal his laundry while we tried to hide in his farm shed. But he was a nice old man and he took us in and gave us a warm place to stay. Good thing Ogata spoke Russian so he could communicate with him. He said Ogata reminded him of his late grandson who was in the Russo-Japan war as well. After me and Ogata figured out what to do next, we left him some dry cod that Ogata had made.

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I don’t think I’ve posted about this yet…?

This is my disguise during that scene when Hijikata’s group was all dressed up. I helped Ogata draw his mustache, I think I did a good job hehe. Hijikata told me to dress up as a medicine seller, since I’m a nurse I know medications and can pass as one. The only thing was that since I’m not technically from Japan, I got confused. When Hijikata told me 薬売り, I ended up dressing up as the ones in kabuki…Imagine Hijikata’s face when he saw me. So he ended up helping me dress properly as one. (Which I’ll post a picture of it sometime soon) of course Ogata didn’t even tell me that I was dressed wrong. He just wanted to see everyone’s faces when I emerged in full kabuki clothes. I pinched his cheek for it… (*´ー｀*)

Commission by ricomola

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The only church I’d go to 🙏

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Me and Kaeko worked together in the 7th division hospital together and we got along really well so you’d often see us together. Which meant Ogata would even get jealous of her because he wants to spend time with me. He doesn’t make it obvious, maybe a sharp glance or a slight frown. Kaeko notices and would purposely cling onto me to me a bit more. Ogata would say much but he’d drag me away with him back to the barracks saying that it’s time to rest.

Commission by pw6p0dti7552

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Downloading sims for the first time in my life and it has changed the trajectory of me and Ogata’s life hehegefhehe

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At some point in my life I actually almost joined a maid cafe. I applied, interviewed and got an offer. But then I realized the pay wasn’t worth me singing, dancing, and acting cute. Especially since I’m not the most social person. I’m a hypocrite though because now I’m a nurse which requires me to talk to people…

Anyways, if I did join a maid cafe, Ogata would visit me everyday. He’d buy drinks, merch, and pictures of me just so that no one else would interact with me but him. Before I’d even go to work, I’ll find him in the corner of the maid cafe with his dead pan expression with a cute drink and lunch waiting for me. Then he’d tell me I took too long while he pouts sipping on his drink with neko foam.

Instead I’m just Ogata personal cat maid now….

🖼️Ganjang1818

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Another Ogata. I think I’ve finally found a brush that I like using ٩( ᐛ )و

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Mwah I love you even when you look rabid

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I’m actually happy with how I’m able to draw him lately. So I’ve been trying to draw him as much as I can. Also I’ve realized the power of panel redraws. Since the only ideas I have are of him looking at me. Since that’s how I see him all the time. But The panel im drawing I love so much because he looks oh so scrumptiouslly devilish.

I still suck drawing bodies and clothes though…

Anyways I love you Hyakuchan. Back to drawing you.

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I would love everything you bring me. Then I would help your grandma prepare the duck you caught. Even if I can’t cook too well, you would still happily eat it.

It’s like playing house until it eventually becomes real for us at some point when we get older. But at least in this au I get to love you sooner. Regardless though, one thing that doesn’t change is that you’d still be cold like a grumpy cat to everyone but me.

Commission by dorong125

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I forgot all my character information is in a Google doc. Anyways I’ll put it up here for safekeeping. Incase I ever forget again

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Getting my daily cheek rubs from Ogata

After working at the hospital, I’d emerge from the building to find Ogata leaned up against the wall in the shadows. He waits for me to walk me back to the nurses barracks. If no one is around to see, he always touches my face as he rubs his cheek on me briefly the moment he sees me. Though on one of the days he was feeling particularly clingy, he did it for a bit too long that someone saw. Ogata doesn’t get flustered by other people, instead he clicked his tongue and rubbed his cheek against me once more for good measure before pulling away from me. Grumbling to me about how someone interrupted and that we would just continue when we get to my room.

I’m really happy with this commission, it looks absolutely perfect seeing myself with Ogata. I look at it multiple times a day like a soldier in the trenches looking at a bromide of his family.

Commission by semetore