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Waaaahh an artist surprised me and made my commission of me and Ogata into a gif!!! It’s SO CUTE! I’ll post it another day so that I don’t bombard my tumblr. But all my commissions of me and Ogata are rolling in and I’m resisting the urge to post it all at once. Some too nsfw to even be posted anywhere…

I’m getting so excited. Me and Ogata’s having quite the holidays this year

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How I’ll be fighting off people who break into my house

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So Ogata also has an Ita bag and nui of me that he likes to bring around everywhere. It’s funny to see a grumpy looking guy like Ogata holding cute things of me. When no one is looking he softly smiles and hugs the little nui of me. Sometimes sneaking a little kiss. He’s just as obsessed with me as I am which I find endearing. He even has a little shrine of me!

Random thing is that he also likes to make my little nui dance because he knows it would make me laugh. Whenever I’m sad or angry, Ogata would take a plushie and make it dance which will make me feel better and laugh.

Anyways, he wants us to match which is why it looks exactly like my own Ita bag of him

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Long-haired Ogata from bluesky + winter hats ❄️☃️

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I love you so much hyakuchan. You’re the only person in my thoughts, you take over my very being. Yet, I feel like it’s not enough. There’s not enough time in the day. Not enough days in a year nor in this life. If I could I would lay in your arms, gaze into your eyes, and never leave. I’m lucky to have someone like you who loves me with the same intensity.

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Im getting too ambitious with drawing that I’m getting 4 hours of sleep because I forget the time. I can’t help it when I love seeing my husband ૮ ⸝⸝o̴̶̷᷄ ·̭ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝ ྀིა

Look at him, he’s the most adorable thing in the world. Pets Ogata’s sleepy and grumpy head. That’s him when I’m drawing at 2 AM in the morning and he cant sleep unless I’m in bed with him. So he’s lacking in sleep as much as I am. He has to take me mid drawing and carry me to the bed to sleep otherwise I get too hyper fixated and would go to work the next day with 2 hours of sleep. Then he’d dig himself into my neck mumbling and complaining that he’s sleepy.

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Christmas is soon so it’s time for Christmas posts! At least before I forget….

You know I love messing with Ogata so one day on my day off, I wrapped myself and surprised him when he got home. Don’t be fooled by his expression because he proceeded to tackle me into a hug right after. While telling me I’m his little weirdo and that he’s going to unwrap me since I’m his gift. And you can guess what he did next….໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა

So I kind of brought that upon myself.

We have a small cute little Christmas together. With strawberry cake with little kitty snowmen of us on top. Which we ate together while cuddling and drinking hot chocolate together.

Commission by chii

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When Ogata has cuteness aggression he would tickle me with his facial hair and nibble where I’m most ticklish until I cry from laughter, begging for him to stop. The first time he ever did it, I didn’t expect it because he didn’t seem like he would. Though when he does do it, I find it adorable even if I’m dying from laughter. A bit sadistic. He’s the cutest ever.

And here’s Ogata getting grumpy because he wants me to hurry and laying bed with him so that he can cuddle me.

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So I haven’t been on tumblr lately to write because I’m so busy talking about Ogata in other places. But I saw this and figured I might as well mention me and Ogata’s modern AU since it reminded me of it.

Ogata is basically like a cat (so am I, hehe). I have a chunky exotic shorthair that runs from strangers. When Ogata met him for the first time, he ran and hid. Ogata didn’t show any interest in my cat. Until one day, I came home from a late surgery case at the hospital, to find my love on the sofa waiting for me, with me cat on him sleeping.

I couldn’t resist but climb on top of Ogata and nuzzle me face into the crook of his neck. I swear I can hear him and my cat purring while we all fell asleep on the couch together. Oh how I love sleeping with my husband

I love you and the way you stroke my cheek so gently with your hands. And I also love the way you squeeze them like mochi. Anyways here he is doing just that…

Commission by priska

waughh your f/o getting along with your irl pet... you walk into a room and just find them on the floor playing together... or cuddling/napping on the couch 🥺

even better if they acted uninterested at first and insisted they wouldn't get attached. and a week later the two are pretty much inseparable

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So I started drawing just recently and I feel like a proud mother with over my own drawings lol I CANT STOP LOOKING AT MY HUSBAND! (∩˃ω˂∩)💕

I have to pause and hold my cheeks and squee over him ever so often. Like how do people draw?! I can’t function properly seeing him! And here’s the other one I’m doing. I really love how he looks with the shaved head so I might keep it like that. Waaaahhh why is hyakuchan so cute. I can’t. I love you so much.

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I’m getting a high whenever I draw Ogata. Starting to draw has been the best decision I’ve done recently hehe

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So I found a profile which was a goldmine of Ogata pictures. One of them was of him and his mother and she’s saying お疲れ様. Ogata walking toward her injured. That made me cry a bit. After all he’s been through, after all he’s been working for he gets his rest. But it’s not happy. He wasn’t happy. I’m not sure what I’m trying to say anymore about it and I’m not making any sense. That’s what he needed in life, why did it have to get to that point for him to finally hear those words. I’m going to roll into a ball with him and hold him tight.

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So I’m trying to practice learning to draw Ogata now. Never really drew anything till recently. Except stick figures. But I drew the first one last night and I was like oughh. He looks so wonky. And then the second in the morning. (Maybe I just got lucky and he turned out actually decent lol) but I finally kind of figured out his hair… hopefully…But now I need to figure out how to draw other expressions and shading and anatomy and all that. My brain hurts from thinking about it since I’m not an artistic person.

But for my husband I’ll force myself to become one.

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My husband is my Christmas present 🎁

I’m not lying though. Now I have two.

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Ogize Notion Website Link Here!!

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I’ve compiled most of me and Ogata’s lore and pictures all in this notion website. Though I may have missed a few commissions and ramblings. I will continue to update the lore and AUs, as well as commissions as they come. Warning though for spoilers.

It’s not exactly how I want it to be, but I’m satisfied with it so far. I wanted our story to be at least organized. I have so much side stories that are written in the notes of my phone that I have yet to add. But I feel like it would saturate the website too much with fillers.

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More Wasteland AU Zombies!!

Henmi the Masochistic Zombie

Who has a high pain tolerance due to his masochistic ways. He would be covered in scars and takes very little damage from physical attacks. He has an unsettling smile as he gets hit. In fact, he doesn’t weaken when hit, he gets stronger. He requires the type of hit that would incapacitate him in one shot to defeat him. Otherwise, he would dismember his limbs and attack with them.

Boutarou the Waterlogged Zombie

Boutarou would be a zombie whose long hair is entangles with types of seaweed that has grown out of him. He has a grotesque greenish hue like ooze that is corrosive. It can breakdown objects and cause burns in survivors. He often lurks in shallow bodies of water. Blending in with the muddy water as we awaits for survivors.

Nihei the Predatory Zombie

Nihei as a zombie would be a muscular but gaunt zombie from hunting. Skin grey ish and green, almost camouflaged. Perfect for blending into the dust and debris of the wasteland. Just as he used to wear the fur of his hunts in his human form, he wears the bones and flesh of the survivors he has killed. He has heightened sense and an ability to track. Just as he was in his human form. He would have sharp claw like hands just like the game he used to hunt. He will only consider strong or skilled survivors to be suitable to be his prey.

I’m hoping that I find the right artist to draw these zombies along with me and Ogata encountering them. I love TLoU and RE. So I’m getting a bit into this.

ALSO I’m almost done with me and Ogata’s website. Though I wish I could compress it better and still have all our side stories.

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