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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and Iām having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasnāt supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is likeā¦#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties Iād ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone Iāve gotten to so far#but out of all the people Iāve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even thatās a bit iffy because tbh Iām pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesnāt show up that might just end the friendship but thatās another matter entirely#also iffy because I havenāt gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I justā¦ thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#Iāve thrown low key Halloween parties in my momās apartment that had more people show up#now Iām at the most important moment of my life (so far) and Iāll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really donāt want that because itās been small enough as it is#I just feel like Iām never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#Iām never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I donāt know why I canāt have those things#and I know itās stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because Iām so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#Iām grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesnāt offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesnāt matter#personal
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if i get one (1) comment, ONE SINGLE COMMENT about making a listener character say 'biscuits' instead of 'cookies' in this next one, i swear to GOD you will never have seen anyone delete their blog as fast as i will
#i will not - will NOT - have anyone else coming into my godforsaken askbox and bitching about this sort of thing every fucking again#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#in the grand scheme of things is this an incredibly minor thing? yes and i understand that#but surprise! my writing does not exist to cater to your delicate american-english-speaking sensibilities#i am already having to word things differently and cut out things i want to say because i KNOW that british english does things differently#and who am i doing that for? well it's not me and its not the imaginary people in the story#so take a great big guess as to WHOSE benefit thats for#do i go around kicking and screaming when other people say things that don't make sense with the version of english i speak#but that i can very easily understand through context or at the very least the INFINITE RESOURCES OF THE INTERNET?#surprisingly enough i do not!!#im never turning on anon ever again in my entire life#why is THIS the hill ur dying on anyway bestie#like is this genuinely the best thing you could think of doing with ur time#'ah yeah i really need to spend my friday night complaining about britishisms to some bitch on the internet'#well cheers to that mate. now fuck off x
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i feel like iām wasting my time on schoolwork that i ultimately donāt care about when i could be taking pictures of bugs and drawing yaoi and discussing what kind of lingerie light yagami would like based on his sense of fashion and personality
#like idgaf abt any of this shit rn. i was academia brained for like 16 years give me a fucking break#ik iām planning to start my masters right after i graduate but honestly i need a break i want to yaoi for some time#unforch that cannot happen bc i am on an invisible timer that says if i donāt speedrun everything in life i will die which i have always#felt since i was young#this could be the result of untreated anxiety tbh but who cares#anyway i went outside to see the fireflies and i was like iām going to cry i never get to go outside bc iām busy w school and if i do#go outside to have fun i know iāll be more stressed bc now i have less time to do school idk man. itās making me sick iām so stressed#w school and home and my family and needing to do things and not being built for living under capitalism and shit and it sucks#and i just want to take pictures and talk abt things i like and not have to worry abt shit but life sucks so whatever#i just feel like iām wasting time doing things i donāt care abt when i could be doing literally anything else#like i already spent so so many fucking years of my life depressed or socially isolated and it fucked me up and is still fucking me up#like i havenāt talked to anyone outside of my immediate family in months and my ocd makes life so hard and my family makes it harder#and i feel like iām just stuck here and will never be truly happy and that iāve wasted so much of my life being miserable and that iām#running out of time and spending it all doing shit i donāt even care about and for what reason#idk. iām tired so iām probs not making sense but iām just. not happy with how my life is and idk if i will be for a long time or if iāll#ever make it far enough to be happy u know
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I think I've been touchy lately about my feelings of access to/participation in generativity. I've been feeling really overwhelmed lately by how much needs doing and how much disparate but necessary information I'm keeping in my head. I should probably get back into my thought maps for the work on the yard and house, because I think that will make it easier for me to empty my head when I'm not actively trying to work on something.
#i'm feeling a sinking recognition that i need to build a life for myself that's functional#even if it means accepting norms that i have been trying to cight for a long time in my relationships#boundaries are weird and hard and i've never been particularly good at them#but if the comversations i have with my clients are anything to go by#i have a solid understanding of how to identify and communicate them#i just don't seem to have the will to stand by my decision when push comes to shove#so people around me carry on doing what they've always done#and going all shocked pikachu face when i finally collect myself enough to remind them exactly how i feel about their behavior#oh i have no idea you felt like this!!!#why are you so angry and snappish all the time?????#i just don't have any idea what else you expect from me i already spend all my time thinking about what i expect you to expect of me?#what do you mean that's not the same thing as actually having open lines of communication with me and treating me like awhole fuckin person#i work so hard not to take my frustration out on anyone#to be kind and calm and clear when I talk#to love the things about them that i love and enjoy the time with them that i enjoy without feeling compelled to seek disappointment#asking for more or different just won't happen so what's the point of looking to feel hurt#and i do have a lot of different areas of my life that fulfill different needs of mine#so i understand that i'm lucky and should really probably accept that i am much less alone than I often feel#i just wish i had someone in my life who was both willing and able to see all of me with affection#or at least. someone who was willing and able to take on that role and who I am willing and able to trust with the role#therapy helps#my new therapist is nice and seems open and understanding#but i understand our relationship probably better than most patients given the circumstances#i know how important it is that she never be more than a facilitator of space in my life#she seems good at doing that and i appreciate having the space again#i don't really know what i want anymore but i know i'm tired of feeling unwelcome in my wholeness of self
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my mom isnāt letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and itās like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and itās impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind ofā¦ hm
#purrs#delete later#also sheās guilt tripping me into coming to the stupid fucking potluck on sunday bc she needs the extra help and itās likeā¦ what are you#gonna do when i move out. like i am a grown woman and i should be able to choose how i spend my two precious weekend days. and my dad is a#grown man and he should be able to choose where he works. like is that not a little bit insane. i get it but alsoā¦.. i do think it s kind of#fucked ip that itās her way or the highway and her needs take priority over all of ours and sheās asking us to bend to what she wants when#she wants it. like i get it bc sheās sick but itās not fair for her to expect that from my dad especially. particularly when me and my#brother are back at work / school in more high risk environments than my dad who would be in a private office alll day. and the thing is no#one is brave enough to all her on it bc if we did it would be the END of the world. she even threw a fit on my dads bday and complained bc#the things he wanted to do were things she didnāt want to do like all the man wanted to do was go mini golfing and when that wasnāt good#enough he just wanted to go on a walk and my mom complained the whole time and also scoffed the movie he wanted to watch and said it was#boring and itās likeā¦ wtf itās HIS birthday??? but what do you expect from the woman who (and in fairness her friends got her these as gifts#but still) has TWO kitchen items that say some variation of āa marriage is when one is always right and the other is always the husbandā š#i look at that little plaque every night bc itās in front of the sink when im doing dishes and it makes me so fucking angry. like my dad is#a whole fucking person and he can be right too and he deserves to make choices and be happy and not have his wife put him down all the time.#idk. and she puts down his family all the time too and complains when he wants to do the most reasonable things for his own enjoyment that#donāt align with hers and criticizes his interests all the time and it just sucks to see. he never shows hurt or anything so idk how he#feels about it but it makes me so angry and sad and when i tell her to stop she just lashes out at me so. š¤Ŗ. like how do we get her to stop#making her needs more important than everyone elseās bcā¦ she may be our mom / his wife / whateger but that doesnāt make her queen. no one is#(andalso this has only gotten worse bc of covid / her being sick. like this has been a lifelong thing itās just itās a lot worse now bc the#circumstances gave her room / forced her to have to take up more space. and itās just so frustrating. i get it. but none of us are pawns or#dolls or subordinates or anything. thereās 5 adults here and we should all be able to make choices and not be guilt tripped by her. lol#)
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Why am i still drawing
#txt#for myself im thinking. things im not entirely happy with but at least im doing something#why am i doing it? it doesnt make me happy anymore#im guessing i still want my art to resonate with people. or make someone happy#i guess even if its just a single person. i dont know if i actually want to spend my resources on that#but what else am i good for#i cant seem to be able to find it in me to start doing something else#so all im stuck with is art no one wants. not even me.#i know ill keep drawing whatever it is i feel like drawing.#meaningless and ugly but at least i guess im still doing something#i grief what time i had before and what i could do before ajd inspirations i had before. but it was never enough for me#back then i thought what im doing is not enough. and i wish i could be there to tell myself that im doing amazing things#cuz i cant do them anymore#every year i draw less and less#maybe why i did so much is because. despite my little skill. i just kept doing it. because it made me happy#i drew shitty comics and shitty crossovers and all those dumb things not because there was going to be crazy happy reception#but because i wanted to. i thought what i was doing was cool. what happened to me?
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briefly confided in my mother (mistake i never learn from) about how i am very sad that my ability to have a social life in the world is tied entirely to my sibling, who will be leaving here soon, and how i do not have any other way to get out of the house and how i do not feel i have anything besides work and despite everything that came after, including an apology for saying it, the first thing she said was āwell i donāt have anything else eitherā which is exactly what prevented me from saying anything earlier because i knew that and i know that she is very good at going āit is what it isā about the most miserable of conditions and so would never admit to being unhappy about anything even though there is so much to be unhappy about including having to raise me to begin with, and that she also gets annoyed when others complain or are unhappy about anything because SHE does it and so why canāt everyone do it. and. well. i am pretty nervous about what this means for my life (nonexistent) going forward
#it is a cold thing to say but i feel like i have like. a month to befriend my sibling's friends that will be staying here#enough to want to spend time with me or else i am never going to get out of this fucking household#i dont have many coworkers my age and even fewer that i talk to because i dont like talking to people very much#which is also a massive problem because i want to but i am weird and shy and not always a fan of people and again very strange#but i can barely functionally navigate the world on my own to an upsetting degree. if i dont have someone with me i cant do it.#i am kind of freaked out about all of this. i have today off and work late tomorrow and i wanted to maybe go out tonight#but i. can't. because no one here wants to and im fucking scared to death of calling (and paying for) an uber#and then being out in the world on my own. so i just get to stay here.#not even mentioning i am fairly certain there is a new wave of That Virus going around so what would even happen if i did#which is also fuckinggggg miserable i am the ONLY PERSON who wears a mask to work besides the deli department#drops head in hands im never going to befriend anyone im never going to go anywhere again im never going to touch anyone#i do not want to say this because i am a very repressed person but i am never going to hook up with anyone which is disappointing frankly#i can BARELY text anyone and i am often in too much pain to even walk to the one thing i can do alone which is the library#like. oh my god! my life has no meaning. i trudge along thinking 'maybe it will get better'#and its not all been bad i DO have kind of an almost social life when my sibling takes me to do things with their friends#i got to play dee n dee yesterday and it was cool even though i panicked a few times under attention#ive been able to do things. i have some coworkers i like or at least talk to. im very competent and people like that though they know#nothing else about me besides that im good at my job.#but having those moments of like honest to god Hope makes it feel infinitely worse the rest of the time when im just#staring at the clouds and the clock and thinking oh my god it was all for this and it was not worth it#whatever. classic post of buzz. this doesnt matter and i dont know what the point in talking about it is but i dont have anything else#a job im good at and hate and a blog where i complain and a death wish and thats all. an unbearable early 20s myopia#this is stupid im going to do something else since ive upset myself. AGAIN
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I so desperately want to life a ghibli-esque life where I see the wonders and joy in the mundane parts of life but thatās also impossible besties
#whimsy whispers#I do believe a big part of it is feeling both isolated and stuck#I feel so alone and like Iām never going to be anywhere other than where I am rn both like physically as in location wise and like idk#mentally and emotionally as well#like it sounds so easy to just like try and treat things as if theyāre wonderful and nice but itās just not#I can barely go anywhere thereās not really anywhere to go either nor is there anyone to see and itās just hard to find joy in life when#you feel unwanted and like a burden#the weather is warmer the flowers are blooming and soon fireflies will be back but thatās still just not enough to make life seem worth it#itās bleak and itās nothing#delete later#sorry itās been a bit since Iāve been so depressed on main but like#it all got to me again#even the things I have planned donāt feel worth it or like itāll actually happen#sure my roommates and I agreed to see the new barbie movie and yo try and go to a ren faire#but honestly most likely neither will happen as is often the case#and so I donāt want to get my hopes up and honestly even if they do happen I donāt know if I care#I donāt know that Iāll even be happy or have fun#nothing is fun nothing is nice I just feel like every minute I spend like as a person is wasted#I feel like someone else deserves the time I have alive
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Everyone Knows Theyāre Datingā¦ Except Tim and Danny
To literally everyone, Tim and Danny are a couple. Theyāre so obvious about it, itās almost annoying. Tim goes out of his way to prioritize Danny over anyone elseāheāll cancel plans, rearrange his schedule, and bend over backward to make sure Dannyās happy. Need coffee at 3 a.m.? Timās already out the door. A custom gadget? Itās in Dannyās hands before he even asks.
And Danny? Danny dotes on Tim in a way thatās almost overprotective. He ensures Tim eats, sleeps, and doesnāt completely drown himself in work. Heās always there, watching out for him, ready to step in if Tim ever needs help. And god help anyone who says a single bad word about Tim because Danny will defend him with a ferocity that borders on terrifying.
They live together. They cuddle to sleep. They share a bed. They have dinners together like itās some weekly tradition. They wear each otherās clothes so often no one can tell whose hoodie is whose anymore. Sometimes they even plan matching outfits when they go out. Their āhangoutsā are way too romantic and way too specific to not count as dates.
Itās obvious to everyone that Tim and Danny are dating. Everyoneā¦ except Tim and Danny.
The breaking point happens when Danny starts spending time with a new friend. Tim doesnāt even notice at first, but slowly, irritation starts bubbling under the surface. Why does Danny even need new friends? Doesnāt he already have Tim? And then the irritation morphs into a tight knot in his chest every time Danny talks about hanging out with this friend.
At first, Tim tells himself heās just being logicalāDanny is busy enough as it is, why stretch himself thinner? But when Danny cancels one of their movie nights to go out with this new friend, Tim spirals. Heās glued to his laptop but hasnāt typed anything in over an hour, too consumed with thoughts like: Is Danny replacing me? Am I not enough for him? Does he want someone else to be his best friend now?
Heās never been good at handling emotions, so naturally, he decides the best course of action is to bottle it all up and ignore it. That is until Steph shows up and immediately clocks that somethingās wrong.
āWhatās with the grumpy face?ā she asks, slumping onto his couch.
āIām not grumpy,ā Tim lies, glaring at his laptop like itās offended him personally.
Steph raises an eyebrow. āRight. So why are you moping like someone kicked your dog?ā
āIām not moping,ā he mutters, crossing his arms.
Steph stares at him for a long moment, her eyes narrowing as she pieces it together. She knows Dannyās out with some new friend, and now sheās looking at Tim, whoās pacing the apartment like a caged animal, glaring at his phone every few seconds. Her expression shiftsārealization dawning, then sharp focus. āOh my god, Tim. Youāre jealous.ā
Tim freezes. āWhat? No, Iām not. Thatās ridiculous.ā
Steph crosses her arms, her gaze locked on Tim as if heās the most complicated puzzle sheās ever tried to solve. āOkay, letās break this down,ā she starts, her tone deliberate. āYouāre upset that Dannyās out with someone else. Youāre overthinking it, spiraling about whether or not youāre enough, and now youāre convinced youāve somehow ruined everythingā¦ Does that sound like just āfriendā feelings to you?ā
Tim freezes mid-pace, the words hitting him like a bucket of cold water. āIāwhat?ā
Steph raises an eyebrow. āTim. Youāre jealous.ā
āIām notāā Tim begins, but then stops, the denial catching in his throat. His brain scrambles to process her words, but the sinking feeling in his chest refuses to let him dismiss it. The pieces fall into place, one by one, each memory sharper than the last: the way his heart always lifts when Danny smiles, the quiet warmth of falling asleep next to him, the ache in his chest at the thought of Danny choosing someone else.
āOh no,ā he whispers, his voice cracking. āOh my god. Iām jealous becauseābecause Iāmāā
Steph sighs, rubbing her temples. āYouāre jealous because youāre in love with Danny.ā
Timās knees almost give out as the realization settles in. āIām the worst friend in the world,ā he blurts, his voice breaking. Tears spring to his eyes as he starts pacing again, his hands flying up in a panicked gesture. āI have no right to feel this way! Heās my best friendāhe deserves someone better, someone who wonāt ruin his life withā¦ with whatever this is!ā
Steph groans, dragging a hand down her face. āTim, for the love ofāyou're already dating.ā
He stops dead in his tracks, blinking at her like sheās just spoken another language. āWhat?ā
āSeriously? Youāre basically married,ā Steph says, throwing her hands up. āHe practically lives here, you do everything together, and youāre constantly rearranging your life for him. What part of that screams just friends to you?ā
Timās mouth opens, then closes, his mind spinning as he replays every moment with Danny through a new lens. The quiet mornings when they share coffee in companionable silence. The way Danny always notices when heās stressed and pulls him into a hug without a word. How being with Danny feels like breathingānatural, essential, like coming home.
And it all clicks.
Oh. Oh no. Heās in love with Danny.
The realization is overwhelming, a mix of panic and joy and sheer terror. But beneath all that, thereās something elseāa quiet certainty. He doesnāt just love Danny; heās in love with him, and he doesnāt want to waste another second pretending otherwise.
Tim decides, then and there, that he has to confess. Because if thereās even the slightest chance that Danny feels the same, heās not going to let it slip through his fingers. And if he doesnātā¦ well, thereās always Antarctica.
When Tim finally confesses, he pours his heart out in a way thatās so painfully earnest it makes Danny laugh.
āTim,ā Danny says, tears of laughter in his eyes, āI thought we were already dating.ā
Tim blinks. āWhat?ā
Danny grins. āYeah, I kind of assumed we were. I mean, we live together. We share a bed. We cuddle. Weāve been wearing matching outfits for months, dude.ā
āOh.ā Tim feels his face heat up.
Danny laughs again, pulling Tim into a hug. āYouāre adorable, you know that?ā
Tim buries his face in Dannyās shoulder, equal parts mortified and relieved. But hey, at least now theyāre officially datingāor, well, aware of it.
Steph hears the whole story later and immediately texts them both: āCongrats on being the last ones to figure it out. True geniuses at work.ā
#tim drake#danny phantom#danny fenton#brain dead#dead tired#dc x dp#idiots in love#danny calls tim 'dude' affectionately#tim and danny would be the last ones to realize they're dating#stephanie brown#all hail steph for being the one to step up and help them work out their relationship#tim and danny happy couple brain rot
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it's nice to have a friend
bucky barnes x reader
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summary: you're having the worst period you've had in a long time. bucky is determined to help you feel better.
author's note: this is a silly and smutty piece that i felt compelled to write when i got my period a few days ago!
warnings/tags: smutty, reader has a period, langauge, use of a vibrator, nipple stimulation, no use of y/n, use of a cbd gummy lol, 18+ only
Approximately every twenty-eight days, you curse the fact that you were born with a uterus and vagina.Ā
This month, however, you were cursing that fact a bit earlier than expected. Cycle day twenty three, to be exact.Ā
Your periods never start this early, but as soon as you opened your eyes at six o'clock this morning, you knew what had occured while you were asleep. You could feel the moisture that soaked through your underwear and pajama pants before you could turn on the light to see that your white sheets had been dyed bright crimson beneath where you'd been laying.Ā
One load of laundry with extra stain remover and as much Pamprin max strength as one can safely take later, you are curled up on the couch of the compound's living room with a cup of coffee and a heating pad turned up so high that you risk first degree burns.Ā
āAre you sure you don't want me to stay with you today? We can go to Coney Island another time,ā Natasha tries to reason with you once again.Ā
āI promise I'll be okay here,ā you assure her. āThese cramps are killing me, I won't be any fun to hang out with today. Go, enjoy yourself. When is the next time that you'll all have a free day and weather this perfect?ā You gesture towards the sunshine streaming through the living room windows.Ā
āIf you're sure,ā she caves after a few moments of hesitation. āPromise Iāll win you that stuffed panda that you wanted so badly last time.āĀ
āI am going to hold you to that,ā you tell her in a faux-serious tone.Ā
After Natasha and the rest of your friends have left for their day of riding rollercoasters and eating hotdogs on the boardwalk, you turn on your comfort show and settle in for an unexciting and uncomfortable day by yourself.Ā
A few hours later, you decide you've sat in the same position for long enough - you can practically feel your body morphing to the sofa. You're walking to the kitchen to refill your water bottle and find something to snack on when you collide with what feels like a brick wall.Ā
A brick wall that happens to smell really, really fucking good.Ā
You step back, finding that the brick wall is staring at you with a confused look on his face.Ā
"What are you doing here?ā Bucky asks as he glances you over from head to toe, taking in your choice of apparel - baggy sweats that are about two sizes too big for you, a cropped tank, and fuzzy slippers. You resist the urge to cross your arms over your stomach - you didn't think anyone else would be here today and the tank top you're wearing doesn't exactly conceal the period bloat you're currently experiencing.Ā
"I live here,ā you snap, a bit harsher than necessary. āWhat are you doing here?āĀ
āI also live here,ā he says, returning your attitude. You roll your eyes, maneuvering your way around where he blocks the doorway.Ā
āWhat I mean,ā he continues as he turns around, following you into the kitchen. āIs why aren't you with everyone at Coney Island?āĀ
āI could ask you the same question,ā you challenge, pouring some more ice into your cup. āSteve never shuts up about the glory days, all the time the two of you spent at Coney Island. I'm surprised you're not there with him right now.āĀ
He huffs a laugh, pulling out one of the barstools at the kitchen's giant island and taking a seat. āWe did spend a ridiculous amount of time at Coney Island,ā he admits, his voice almost wistful. He hesitates before continuing, staring down at his hands as he traces a metal crevice on his left palm.
"But I haven't been to Coney Island since the forties. Guess I'm kinda scared it won't live up to my memories of it. Plus, I had a lot of laundry to catch up on, so..ā he shrugs, trailing off.Ā
You're taken aback by the honesty of his explanation. āYeah, well,ā you start awkwardly, turning away from him to search through a cabinet for something to eat. āI can't say that I know what it was like in the forties, but it's one of my favorite places, present day.āĀ
āThen why are you hanging out by yourself while all of your friends are at one of your favorite places?āĀ
Damn it, you curse internally. He's really not going to drop this. What should I say, that my uterine lining is falling out in clumps?Ā
You grab a bag of freeze-dried fruit from the cabinet before turning back to face him, trying to come up with an excuse.Ā
āI just didn't sleep greatāā you come to an abrupt stop in the middle of your sentence as a blinding pain shoots through your lower abdomen. The bag of fruit falls to the floor as you steady yourself on the ledge of the counter with one hand, clutching your stomach with the other.Ā
Bucky rises from his seat in an instant, closing the several feet of distance between the two of you in one big step.Ā
"Are you okay? Whatās going on?ā His hands are both extended to you in an offer of help.Ā
āI'm fine,ā you say through a sharp intake of breath. āItās.. itās just cramps. Bad cramps,ā you force the words out, propping your elbows up on the countertop to relax your body weight.Ā
āOh,ā he says as realization dawns on him. He bends down to grab the bag of fruit that lays next to your feet, and then places it on the table in front of you. āI guess that answers my question, then,ā he adds, referring to why you didn't go to Coney Island.Ā
āYa think?ā You stand back upright, grabbing your snack and water bottle off of the counter. āNow, if you donāt mind, I have a busy day of bed-rotting ahead of me.āĀ
āSome exercise would help,ā he calls when you're about to exit the kitchen. āLaying in bed won't do much for you. A little bit of light exercise to release some beta-endorphins, maybe an abdominal massageāāĀ
āAre you really man-splaining menstrual cycle pain management to me right now?ā You ask, slowly turning to face him with an incredulous look on your face. āI wasn't aware that you had a medical license or that I asked for your opinion.āĀ
āJust trying to help, sweetheart,ā he shrugs with a mischievous grin.Ā
āIf you want to help, you can go get the Italian food that I'm craving and give me an abdominal massage yourself,ā you practically spit at him. āOtherwise, keep the unsolicited advice to yourself and fuck off.āĀ
You turn back around and all but run out of the room before you can process the shocked, albeit pleased look on his face.Ā Ā
After you've closed your bedroom door behind you (with perhaps a bit more force than necessary), you sink into the fresh sheets on your bed and shove several pieces of apricot into your mouth.Ā
Rationally, you knew that Bucky's advice was solid, and that he was just trying to get a reaction out of you. That's just the kind of friendship that the two of you have. Sarcastic, teasing and occasionallyā¦ tension-filled.Ā
You definitely didn't help the matter by telling him to massage your abdomen, but what does he expect when he suggests something as horrible as exercising during a time that you simply want nothing more than to melt into your mattress?Ā
Your cell phone chimes from the pocket of your sweatpants. You dig it out and look at the text displayed across your lock screen.Ā
Bucky Barnes: What kind of Italian food, specifically?Ā
You would never admit it to him, but the corners of your mouth tug upwards into a smirk as you read his message.Ā
You type: Don't you have a lot of laundry to catch up on? and press send.Ā The message is marked as āreadā right away.Ā
He types. And types. And types some more ā until those three dots indicating a message in progress disappear.Ā
Whatever.Ā You click your phone off and toss it somewhere in the covers around you.Ā
The next couple hours are spent sitting under the near scalding stream of your shower, and then reading on your Kindle in the dark. As jealous as you are that your friends are undoubtedly having a blast today, you honestly don't mind your current situation - aside from feeling like your organs are being pulled out of your vagina, you hardly ever have days with zero obligations other than to just relax in whatever way you see fit.Ā
A strong knock on your door causes you to lose your place on the page.Ā
"You didn't give me a legitimate answer so I hope you like gnocchi, or eggplant parmesan, or traditional lasagna, or extra breadsticks..āĀ
āYou know, it's not funny to joke about carbs to someone when they areāāĀ
You come to a stop in the middle of your sentence when you swing your door open to see him holding several plastic bags. An aroma of garlic and herbs hits you in the face.Ā
Oh. Not a joke, then.Ā
He extends one of the bags to you with his big, blue puppy dog eyes. You take it from him, opening the door further as an invitation to enter your bedroom.Ā
"Consider this a peace offering,ā he says, placing the other bags of food on your bed and perching awkwardly on the edge of your mattress. You close the door behind you, walking back to where you had previously been lounging on the bed.Ā
āI'm sorry for being a smartass,ā he adds more genuinely. āI just.. didn't like seeing you in pain. That's all.āĀ
āThis is far from my first period,ā you shrug, not meeting his stare. āYou get used to it after a while. But consider yourself forgiven.āĀ
He gives you a small smile when you finally look up at him. He grabs a smaller bag that you hadn't noticed him carrying, one that is visibly less full than the others. He reaches inside, pulling out a small jar that he hands over to you.Ā
Your brows furrow as you inspect it closely.Ā āCBD gummies?ā You ask, your brows now raising quizzically. You open the jar, popping one of the pink, cube-shaped gummies into your mouth. āWatermelon flavored CBD gummies?āĀ
You notice the faintest trace of blush bloom across his cheeks. āI take them sometimes to help me sleep,ā he starts, fiddling with some of the beading on your comforter. āBut they can help with all different kinds of pain too, so I just thought you might like some.āĀ
You close the jar, placing it on your bedside table before reaching over and grabbing his flesh hand in yours. āThank you, Bucky,ā you say, giving his hand a squeeze and then releasing it. āReally. I appreciate all of this.ā You try to ignore the jolt of electricity that buzzes through you when your skin comes in contact with his. His hand is both softer and warmer than you would have imagined. It brings you back to the last words that you spewed at him in the kitchen earlier.Ā
"A shit ton of pasta and CBD gummies,ā you snort a laugh. āWould I be pushing my luck if I asked for that abdominal massage too?ā You say it in a way that sounds halfway serious, halfway joking.Ā
āIf that's what you want,ā he says lowly, turning to angle his body towards you on the bed. āThen just say the word.āĀ
The air in your room suddenly feels suffocating.Ā
It is what you want - but you're at a loss for words. So instead of a verbal response, you scoot over to the middle of the bed, closer to where he sits on the opposite side. You lay down so that your back is flat against the mattress, your head propped up by a single pillow.Ā
Bucky's eyes widen in surprise, but he quickly wipes the look of astonishment from his features. He moves so that he's sitting directly next to your legs, giving him a proper angle to put his hands on your lower stomach.Ā
You're wearing the same sweatpants and tank top from earlier, having thrown the outfit back on after your shower. The loose sweatpants hang low enough to expose your hip bones and the edge of your underwear.Ā
The intimacy of the entire situation hits you the second that his hands make contact with your skin.Ā
āTell me if you want me to stop,ā he murmurs, perhaps sensing your nerves. āOr if I do anything that doesn't feel good.āĀ
Your eyes shut instinctively at the polar opposite sensations of his flesh and vibranium hands. Skin and metal, fire and ice.
āI will,ā you assure him. Your words come out breathier than intended.Ā
There's an immediate relief in your lower stomach as he rubs languid circles across your midriff. It's a feeling beyond pleasure as the cramps fade the more he touches you.Ā
His vibranium pinky dances along the waistband of your underwear, causing goosebumps to spread across your skin. You try to focus on the relief he's bringing you - not the fact that you're wearing a thin tank top that leaves so much of your skin on display, giving him a clear view of the goosebumps that he's caused.Ā
He continues with the precise motions until the pain in your abdomen has faded nearly entirely - you feel so good that you can't stop yourself from letting out the smallest moan when his flesh hand applies just the right amount of pressure near your pelvis.Ā
You know he heard it - there's no way he didn't. Just as you know there's no way that he doesn't notice your fully hardened nipples through the thin fabric of your tank top.Ā
You keep your eyes closed, terrified to meet his gaze in this state. You dread the moment that you feel his hands pull away from your skin.Ā
"You know,ā he starts, his voice possessing a strained edge. āI don't think this is good enough for you.āĀ
Your eyes shoot open, looking at him in a nervous confusion. There's a glimmer in his eyes that you can't quite pinpoint - his stare trailing to your bedside table on the opposite side of you. āBut I think I do know what could make you feel much better.āĀ
āWhat are you talking about?ā Your voice quivers as you follow his stare. You're not sure what he's looking at - all that sits on your nightstand is the CBD gummies he had just given you, your Kindle, a few books, a bottle of lotion, and the Himalayan salt lamp that paints you both in an orange glow.Ā
He smirks before leaning across you - keeping his vibranium hand pressed firmly on your belly as he uses his flesh hand to pull open the drawer of the small table.Ā
āHey! What are youāā but he retrieves the object heās looking for before you can finish questioning him. You freeze at what he's holding in his hand.Ā
Your vibrator. Your glittery, lavender colored vibrator.Ā
āHow the fuck did youāāĀ
āDo you think I can't hear you using this from across the hallway late at night?ā He grins smugly. āThat I can't hear your little whimpers when you think everyone's asleep?āĀ
Your face heats up a hundred degrees. You don't know whether to be infuriated or massively turned on.Ā
Both. You're definitely feeling a mix of both.Ā
He clicks the power button, turning on the device to its lowest setting. He watches you for a moment, giving you ample time to tell him to fuck off.
Instead, you once again relax against the pillow, your body going limp for him. You spread your legs the slightest bit.Ā
He takes this as his signal to proceed. Not taking his eyes off of your face, he trails the head of the wand from your lower stomach and over the fabric of your sweatpants until he reaches the apex of your thighs. Your nipples pucker once again, your thighs clenching around the tip of the vibrator.Ā
Bucky moves the device in a circular motion, making your back arch off the bed and your head tip back.Ā
How is it that it feels better when he massages you with it through your fucking pants than it does when you use it on your bare pussy?Ā
You hear the clicking of a button again, and the force of the vibration over your clothed cunt increases. You grind down on the device, desperate for friction.Ā
Bucky watches you with something akin to pride on his face.Ā
āYou know how I told you to tell me if I do something you don't like?ā He asks as he pushes the head of the wand directly down on your clit with the perfect amount of pressure.Ā
āYeah,ā you answer - it comes out like a moan that you'd hear in a porno.
āGood girl,ā he praises. āRemember that.āĀ
Before you can clear your head enough to wonder what he means, he's tugging up the cotton fabric of your tank top and exposing your breasts.Ā
You gasp at the sensation of the cool air blowing from the AC coming in contact with your already hard nipples. Bucky leans forward, keeping the vibrator on your core, and captures one of your nipples in his mouth.Ā
Your hand immediately goes to his hair, tugging the soft brown locks in your fingers to keep him in place. His free hand grasps your other breast, rolling your nipple between his fingers.Ā
The combination of pleasure radiating from your pussy and his hand and mouth on you is fucking perfect. Fucking perfect, and all too much.Ā
You clench your thighs together, riding against the vibrator until you feel warmth spreading through your lower belly.Ā
āOh my god, Bucky,ā you moan - he groans when you say his name, the vibration sending you tumbling over the edge. You come hard, possibly harder than any other orgasm you've had in your life, thoroughly soaking your panties.Ā
When you've finished writhing beneath him, Bucky pulls back, removing both his mouth and the vibrator. He clicks the device off, tossing it towards the foot of your bed.Ā
You're panting, staring up at the ceiling, trying to process what the fuck just happened when you hear Bucky let out a low chuckle.Ā
Your eyes snap to him, finding that he looks thoroughly pleased with himself.Ā
"Can't say that's how I expected the day to go when I decided to sit this Coney Island trip out,ā he sighs.Ā
āYou can say that again.ā You sit upright, bending your legs and crossing them at the ankles. You lean forward, tugging your shirt back into place before pulling one of the bags of food to you.Ā
"We should go sometime soon. Together,ā you add, somewhat nervously. You aren't sure why - the guy just gave you the best orgasm of your life (and barely even touched you).Ā
āAre you asking me on a date?ā that sly smile reappears.Ā
You shrug. āYeah, I suppose I am.āĀ
"Then my answer is yes. But only if you share some of this food with me.āĀ
ā”ā”ā”ā”ā”
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Cregan Stark X Wife!Reader
Summary: Preparation to leave to Castle Black for the winter months is well under way, and you're reluctant to be left alone in Winterfell. Cregan, having had the same worry, provides what could be a solution. A solution with a name. And fur. (wc. 2.3k>)
Warnings: Reader has she/her pronouns + fem bodied. Pregnancy. Assassination attempt. Unnamed character death. Blood + gore. Cregan wants to be a girl dad. Unedited (lol).
Listening to: 'Wolf at Your Door' by Chole x Halle - "When you're laying in your bed at night, when the air's just a little too quiet, better hope that you're saying your prayers."
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Winterfell was a somber place when the cold rolled down from the north.Ā
Although only ten men were sent to the wall every winter, everyone left behind knew someone who was sent away. No matter how short of a life you lived, you also always knew someone who died there. Indeed, life on the wall was as harsh as the force it existence kept at bay.Ā
For you though, the man you lost always returned. The last three winters had you spend upwards of three months without your husband - and in turn rising to take his place as custodian of Winterfell. No matter how busy the role kept you, it never helped you miss Cregan Stark any less.Ā
With winter approaching once more, each moment with him seemed to not be enough. Yes, the Wall was dangerous, and even Cregan was never guaranteed to return, but this year there was something else that willed you to want him to stay. Something else that made him want to stay too.Ā
āEach day my resolve seems to crack,ā he told you one night, fire cracked in its hearth as you both lay under blankets of fur. His hand rested protectively over your belly. āAlready now I can see our babe grow, and I know Iāll not only be missing you but her too.ā
āāHerā?ā you hummed, head turning to nose his cheek. āSuch a confident tone, my lord.āĀ
āI am confident.ā he replied, turning to press a soft kiss to your lips as his hand idlily rubbed along your stomach.Ā
āAnd if you needed an heir at the end of this cold winter, what then?āĀ
āIf my lady wife deems me worthy, we might try for one again.ā he said, sedating what couldāve been the start of your mood change with words almost too sweet to be coming from the frosty king in the north. āBut that is something we can decide once all three of us are safe together when summer rises.āĀ
Creganās soft words and warm breath on your cheeks made your mind wandered to a time not so far away where you wouldnāt have his heat so close. A time when his comfort was going to be gone.Ā
āIām going to miss you.ā you said, turning into his hold more, and he let you snuggle into his chest. āThis time will feel longer than all the others.ā
āI doubt that will be the case for you.ā he said, lips moving from their place pressed into your hair. āWinterfell will keep you busy, between that and resting for the babeās sake, you wonāt have time on your hands for much else.āĀ
āI may not want to rest.ā
āYou will. The Lord of Winterfell commands it.āĀ
āThe Lord of Winterfell wonāt be here, he cannot have a for sure say in what I do or do not do.ā You felt him smile into your hair, and you pulled away with a twitch of your own mouth. āWhat?ā
He pulled away a little too, shyly smiling down at where you still laid. He was acting far too coy to be considered normal.Ā
āI might not be leaving you completely alone.āĀ
ā... Cregan.ā you started, sitting up on our elbow.Ā
āI was going to show you on the morrow, but since youāve forced my hand -ā
ā-I? Forcing your hand?ā
ā- Since you forced my hand,ā he said, pressing a kiss to your forehead as he slipped out from the bedcovers, āI will be right back.ā
āWhatā¦ā You tried, but your voice tempered out as he swiftly made his way from your bedchambers.Ā
Sighing, you sat back in your pillows, arms folded, and refraining from pouting. It wasnāt long into your settled position of guessing what in the seven kingdoms your husband was doing before he was back.Ā
Cregan had clearly gone outside, snow settled on the top of his hair and along the shoulders of the fur cloak he snatched before leaving. In his arms was something squirming. You frowned, eyeing the movement under the cloak as he strode over.Ā
āWhat is that?ā you asked.Ā
āA protector for the Lady of Winterfell, as per the orders of her lord husband.ā Cregan said, and let the squirming mass break free from his hold onto the bed.Ā
It was aā¦ pup? No not possible, it was too big. From how it acted it was a few months surely, but it was just so big. Then you thought some more. Could it really be?Ā
āA direwolf?āĀ
āNot any direwolf. Yours.ā Cregan said, rounding the bed and settling back at your side. āA protector to be at your side when I cannot. Iāve been training him and he follows commands well already. By the time I leave he should be grown to the size of any regular dog - then at least twice that when I return.āĀ
While he spoke, the pup sniffed around your bed covers, curiously wandering on unsteady feet. You had to admit, he looked gorgeous, all black fur, with green eyes, and you didnāt doubt he would grow to be a fierce thing. But sometimes that wasnāt always good.Ā
āCregan, are you sure about this?ā you asked. āItāsā¦ heās a direwolf, not a dog.āĀ
āIām sure,ā he said, lending his arm out. The pup stepped closer, licking Creganās fingers and settling on its belly with its nose on Creganās knee. āTheyāre our house symbol. The direwolf are as Stark as I am, they know who we are, and they can be as loyal as they are fierce. Thatās why I wanted to introduce you before I left. Heās going to be yours, loyal to you.āĀ
His arm wrapped around your shoulder, and like second nature you made yourself comfortable by his side. The pup shifted too, now his nose was itching closer to you, wanting to know who this new person was.Ā
āI supposed you ought to tell me what I'm going to be calling him then.ā
āYou can call him anything you like,ā Cregan said, āBut Iāve been calling him Striker.ā
Five months passed, and Cregan was right. You were never without anything to do.Ā
The babe growing inside you made mornings rough, and you often werenāt seen before noon, especially in the earlier months. The rest of your day was spent catching up on what youād missed while resting, and then catching up on what you missed while catching up. Then the evenings were spent with Striker.Ā
He had grown on you, just as he had grown physically. Cregan was still able to lift the wolf when he left, but now you doubted it. He was already well on his way to rivalling a regular wolf in size. Despite how intimidating that mightāve been, you couldnāt be more fond of Striker even if you tried.Ā
Your belly swelled, and with it so did the direwolfās protectiveness. Your handmaids were tolerated, your guards struggled to be in the same room, and when the maesters dared tough you Striker had to be sent out of the room. Walks around Winterfell were soon out of the question, at least if you were to bring the direwolf along, since he took to growling at everyone who stood too close.Ā
Cregan really picked well, Striker surely was serving his purpose, and soon he earned his namesake.Ā
Word came from Castle Black that Cregan was going to return, that the Winter had been fended off once more. That brought joy foremost to you, but really all in Winterfell knew what that meant, even if Westeros didnāt. It was cause for celebration when they returned.Ā
It also gave a false sense of security. Winter was gone, and so was the evil - but evil didnāt just come from the north. It could come from anywhere.Ā
Youād settled into bed for the night, Striker laid beside you, head facing towards the door, and your hand rested on his flank as you looked over one last paper. He growled, and you petted his fur, silently reassuring him that it was just a guard passing outside - but then his head lifted, and turned toward your window. His sudden, still alertness put you on edge.Ā
Heād been hostile before, but this was aggressive.Ā
Candle flames flickered, Strikerās fur stood on end beneath your palm, the latch on your window clicked open, creaked open, and you could hear your heartbeat in your ears. A cloaked figure slipped into your room, and you couldnāt even bring yourself to cry for help - nor to remember anything Cregan had taught you. But you didnāt have to.
The figure, a man, unsheathed a knife, and with the glint of steel in the candlelight Striker struck. He surged off the bed with a vicious bark and bit into the manās arm, snarling all the while and all but went to tearing the man to shreds.Ā
The commotion had people coming in through the door, and the sight had you still rendered motionless and speechless.Ā
The manās cloak was torn away, and by now he was pinned to the floor, blood pooling on the stone as he fruitlessly tried to get Striker off him. You barely registered your guard, Gunther, asking you what was happening.
āHe came in the window. He had a knife.ā was all you could say. You could guess he was saying things to calm you down as he pried your fingers off your bedsheets that covered your swollen belly - he was probably trying to get you out of the room so you didnāt see the mess. It was too late for that. The man was a whimpering, bloodied mess on the floor by now, and no one had yet been brave enough to pry Strikerās jaw off his shoulder.Ā
Gunther had an arm around you with your hand in his, guiding you away. Others attempted to move closer, either to help the man or take him away - but Striker was still growling.Ā
āStriker, here.ā you called, just finding your voice enough for it to carry over the commotion. The direwolf looked up, and seeing you being led away, he relented, fitting into your side with ease.Ā
The three of you walked away. Now you were away from the scene you could think again and guess you were going down the hall to another room, one you decided youād stay in until Cregan returned.Ā
You looked down at Striker, threading your fingers though the fur at his neck.Ā
āGood boy.ā you said, stroking between his ears.Ā
āHe sure is, my lady.ā Gunther said, āWho knows what couldāve happened if he didnāt act so fast.āĀ
You smiled a little at that, at how right Cregan was in leaving the direwolf for you. He was meant to be company, a protector second - but tonight he proved to be as good, as loyal as any of your guards. He proved to be the real sigil of House Stark - just as Cregan told you he was.Ā
You reached the door of your new room, and as your hand lifted off Strikerās back you noticed it chill with the cold night air. Turning your palm over, you saw red - and Strikerās nose made home in your fingers, licking away every drop as if it wasnāt ever there to begin with.
A week later, Cregan returned.Ā
You had been in a foul mood for the past three days, since the maester had put you on strict bed rest because of the babe. Therefore you had been deemed unfit to greet your husband at the gate as he finally came home. In your defense, it definitely seemed like a good reason to be sour.Ā
So you waited, sat on a chaise, with Strikerās head in your lap pressed to your stomach.Ā
You could hear a commotion outsider, which only made your face scrunch in annoyance - not just at missing out but also at the pity looked you knew your handmaiden would be giving you. She offered to go fetch Cregan, and you nodded her leave with a wave of your hand.Ā
āHe will be here soon.ā you said, cradling Strikerās muzzle in your palms.Ā
āIndeed he will.ā Cregan said.Ā
āOh, Lord Stark!ā your handmaid said, startled. Your head turned, and you saw him standing in the doorway.Ā
āCregan!ā you said, grin covering your face - and even after such a long time away, Striker seemed to recognize him, for he didnāt growl, and his tail started thumping against the rug.Ā
āMy love,ā he said, shedding his great sword carelessly, and sunk to the floor beside where you sat. You heard your handmaid mumble a goodbye before stepping out and closing the door behind you. āAre you alright?āĀ
āI couldnāt be better now.ā you replied, feeling tears welling in your eyes as you took in your husband's face for the first time in months. He looked tired, older, but as you took his face in your hands his cheeks felt exactly the same as they were when he left. āI missed you so much.āĀ
āI heard about what happened the other night. I -ā he said, mouth hanging open in what couldāve been shock, in his eyes there couldāve been anger. Vengeance would do nothing now, the man was dead, he bled out before anyone could decide to give him mercy - undeserved or otherwise. But as Cregan leant forward to hold you into his arms, his warmth felt like nothing else except fear. āI canāt believe I couldāve lost you.āĀ
āYou didnāt.ā you said, taking an arm away from being wrapped around his shoulders to pull his face away from your chest. āYou provided the means for me to stay safe long before you left. Striker was better than any guard. He was fearless when I was frozen. I owe him my life, all because of you.āĀ
Creganās face turned soft, and he smiled at you. He leant forward and kissed you. For the first time in too long, his lips move against yours. You felt his jaw move beneath your palm as his fingers grazed your neck and held onto your hip. When he pulled away, he kept your head cradled close to his.Ā
āI love you.ā he said.Ā
āI love you too.ā you replied, and he smiled, pressing another kiss to your lips, then your cheek.Ā
āNow tell me all about how my little girl is growing.ā
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nothing but fluff, reader and al-haitham are engaged, so much banter.
"What do you think about inviting Nahida to our wedding?"
Al-Haitham looks at you incredulously, blinking slowly to register your question. You know a lengthy discussion is imminent when he uncrosses his leg, a habit of his whenever he needs to prepare for a conversation that requires most of his attention.
"You don't mean Lesser Lord Kusanali, do you?" He asks and you nod, as if it is typical to invite a god to one's wedding. "Dear, do you understand what you are asking right now?"
"I do," you sit down beside him, Zaytun peach in one hand and a small knife in the other, cutting up slices that you feed him.
"Then do you realise how ludicrous your question is?"
"I think you are overcomplicating it."
His book snaps shut. "Am I? Or is it appropriate because you just suggested inviting an archon to our very ordinary wedding?"
"You still think you're ordinary after overthrowing a corrupt government and being promoted by said archon?"
"You're crazy," Al-Haitham murmurs, shaking his head with an affectionate smile, one that he always likes to conceal by pressing a kiss to your cheek.
You poke his side gently. "Then we are cut from the same cloth."
"That does not diminish your madness."
Still, you persist. "Well, you haven't said anything in response to my suggestion."
"I called you crazy."
"You haven't said anything I want to hear."
Once again, he sighs, but the noise is too airy to hold any true malice. "Even if I reject your idea, you would personally go to the Sanctuary of Surasthana and deliver the invite yourself."
Instead of answering, you merely feed him another slice of the Zaytun peach, smile growing more and more mischievous.
There is a reason Al-Haitham wants to spend the rest of his life with you. The bouts of delightful juvenility paints endless blotches of colour on his plain canvas, carving a certain feeling of warmth and admiration in his chest that no one else has managed to recreate.
No one compares to you, and he's certain no one ever will because even after all these years of knowing and loving you, every moment he spends with you is as priceless as divine knowledge. Even when you ask ridiculous questions that perplex him greatly.
"How do you even deliver messages to the Sanctuary of Surasthana?" You wonder.
A kiss to your temple halts your thinking. "Let's find out another time. How did this idea of inviting Nahida spring about?"
You shrug. "I was merely thinking back. She's always been so thoughtful and kind to her subjects, even when the Akademiya hid her from us. Then the idea of inviting her made itself quite at home."
"I see," he hums. "Ever so thoughtful."
"Maybe it's a good omen for our partnership to invite an archon. She won't have to bring a present, her presence alone is enough."
Al-Haitham huffs. "My faith in our relationship exceeds that of a good omen, but I agree."
"Aww, you love me that much?"
"Do you still doubt me?"
"Still?" You parrot. "Darling, I've never doubted you."
"I'd like to contest that. Remember when you were vehemently against me resigning as the Acting Grand Sage?"
You feed him another slice. "It gave me bragging rights! Who else could claim that their hot boyfriend-now-fiancƩ was the Grand Sage?"
"So you prefer when I'm away at the Akademiya working tirelessly from dawn to dusk?"
"Well, no," you set the knife and pit of the peach down before throwing your arms around his neck, pressing yourself close to him. "I prefer having you all to myself."
Al-Haitham huffs triumphantly and you stay pressed close to him for a while, watching as he returns to his novel. He flips back to his exact page despite the lack of a bookmark.
"I'll be sure to send the invite to Nahida tomorrow."
"Alright."
Two days later, you wake to a message written in beautifully precise handwriting on Al-Haitham's blackboard.
'Can Wanderer be invited too? - Nahida'
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The Succession (Part 2)
Summary: After the battle of Rookās Rest, Queen Y/N is forced to rule alongside Prince Regent Aemond, in an attempt to keep her children safe and eventually seat her mother, Rhaenyra, on the throne. While attending her husband, on what appears to be his deathbed, she begins to unravel the dark truth of his near passing.
Aegon Targaryen x Velaryon(Strong)!Reader
Part 1
Y/N wakes to a knock at the door. Rubbing sleep from her eyes, she sits upright. Aegon is still there, unmoving beside her. āCome.ā
āGood morrow, your grace.ā Her lady in waiting, ChĆ©rie, bows her head upon entry; a powder blue gown draped over one arm. āYou must break your fast.ā
āWhat ungodly hour is it?ā The Queen grumbles, stretching both arms above her head.
āNearly midday, my Queen.ā
Y/N nods, taking her hand. āI need a favor of you.ā
āA bath?ā ChĆ©rie smirks.
Y/N stares down at herself, nightgown stained with blood and gods know what else. She huffs a laugh, āthat as well.ā
āI will ready the tub.ā
āChĆ©rie?ā
āAre you seeking comfort, your grace?ā She has lost her grandmother and her husbandās good health, āI could tend you.ā
āNo.ā Y/N stares down at her hands.
āForgive me for assuming.ā She takes a step back, āI only want to help.ā
Y/N moves forward, closing the space between them. āIt was kind of you, ChĆ©rie. I appreciate your devotion, more than you know. There is something different I need of you.ā
āName it.ā
āYou know thingsā¦I must know them.ā
āWhat is it you need know?ā ChĆ©rie wonders.
āThe truth of what happened at Rookās Rest. I do not pretend to understand Aegonās motivations. Gods willing, I may be able to ask him one day. But for now, I need know what befell him. Cole dances around it, the Hightowers will never be truthful with me.ā
āIs there anything you do know? A talking point that might be of use as I consult the servants?ā ChĆ©rie wonders.
Y/N leans in. āHelaena and Aemond stood at the foot of his bed last night. She asked if it was worth the price. Aemond denied any knowledge of what she meant. Still, Helaena does not speak to cause upset, she speaks when she has something to say. If heās done thisā¦the whole of our line may be in danger.ā
ChĆ©rie sighs, āsomedays I am glad toāve been born a commoner.ā
āFor that I do not fault you.ā Y/N forces a smile.
ChĆ©rie steals a glance at the king. āWill he live?ā
āWeāve no way of knowing. I pray to the gods for his recovery, but it is a long road. He will never be as he was, so long as he lives, it matters naught to me.ā
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
āThereās been word from Kingās Landing.ā
Rhaenyraās head snaps up.
āAegon has fallen, the stranger looms over his head. With Vhagar weakened in the attack, now is the time to act.ā
āAnd what of my daughter?ā The Queen ticks a finger against the table. āHas she been spotted since Aegonās coronation?ā
āWe believe the princess lives, your grace. But upon second hand testimony, smallfolk in the streets, we cannot say for certain.ā
āWhat was she doing?ā Rhaenyra wonders, āmy girl, when they saw her in the streets?ā
The lords look to each other, āshe marched beside the carriage with Aegonās body.ā
āThat is proof enough. I must send word to her, she cannot think we have turned our backs on her. With Aegon gone, she may very well be Aemondās next attempt.ā Rhaenyra is sick over it.
āYou must trust, as we have, that Aegon will care for her.ā
āHe cannot care for her, upon his deathbed. Should he pass, we leave her to whom? Aemond and Alicent? She will be put to the sword.ā Rhaenyra shakes her head.
āMeleys was our largest dragon, your grace.ā Ser Alfred reminds her.
āWhich is why I must go.ā
āYou cannot, my Queen. You are the crown.ā
āI will go.ā Jacaerys fists the hilt of his sword.
āNo,ā Rhaenyra scoffs. āIt is out of the question. You will be taken or slain.ā
āWould you rather my sister or me?ā Jace squares his shoulders. āThose are your choices.ā
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā-
Y/N forces her meal down, spending the evening in her childrenās rooms.
āMama,ā Visera calls to her, āIāve made something for father.ā
āI helped!ā Dahlia chimes in. āLaenor wanted to, but he rubbed his hands all over it. The painting was nearly ruined.ā
āSay it isnāt so, my loves.ā Y/N lifts her eldest son onto her hip. āShall I kiss his head off?ā
āYes.ā
āDo it.ā
Y/N smiles, peppering Laenorās sweet face with kisses as he squeals, thrashing wildly in her hold.
Dahlia and Visera giggle, entertained for the moment.
āAnd you, my prince, best have learned your lesson.ā Y/N says, releasing her son onto the floor.
He scampers away, still screeching with glee.
āMother?ā Dahlia tugs at her motherās skirts.
āYes, my darling?ā
āWhen will we see father?ā
Y/N sighs, ācome, sit with me.ā She pats the cushions on either side of her.
Her daughters look to each other, then join her on the settee.
āDo you remember what Papa told you about sickness? How it is a war we wage alone, within our bodies?ā
āIs he ill?ā
āNot exactly,ā Y/N explains, ānevertheless, his body is at war now. Battling to repair itself from great wounds, some we cannot see. Every hour, he is fighting his way back to us. But he must remain abed for now, in a state of sleep.ā
āMay we watch him sleep?ā Visera wonders.
āI fear you might be saddened by it.ā
āWhy, Mama?ā
āHe looks a bit different, on the outside. But on the inside he is the same.ā Y/N says, fighting for composure, āwe mustnāt touch him, lest we cause more pain. And it is hard to keep our distance, when all we truly want is to wrap him in an embrace.ā
āMayhaps when we see him, we might hold each other instead.ā
Y/N looks to her eldest daughter. āOn the morrow, after his bandages are changed, I will bring you. And if it is too much for you, there is no shame in saying so. We love him dearly and he knows it.ā
āThat is what matters, I think.ā Visera says, āif I were waging war, I would want to know someone loved me.ā
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
Y/N sneaks down to the kitchens for a bit of cake, heading to Aegonās apartments to eat it. The doors open onto Aemond, leaning over Aegonās body.
āWhat are you doing?ā She has no weapon, if sheās to kill him now, it will be with her bare hands or a serving spoon.
Aemond turns to her, with sly smile. āMy brother was asking for you. He woke in pain, I was merely supplying him with milk of the poppy.ā
Y/N forces her mouth to turn upward, āvery kind of you, I thank you for looking in on him.ā
Aemond nods, setting the empty cup on the bedside table. āOf course.ā
āWhen he asked for me, what did he say?ā She wonders, lying her plate of cake beside it.
āOnly your name.ā
Y/N nods.
āYou have been a good and faithful wife to him. Aegon is blessed to have you.ā
āAemond,ā Y/N breathes, āmight I ask you something?ā
His eye flickers about her, āof course, sweet niece.ā
āWhat do you think was his undoing?ā She motions to Aegon, āif you had to say?ā
āVanityā¦pride.ā
āIt would be suited,ā Y/N forces the awful words past her lips, āfor someone to take that from him.ā
āYou should not say such things, my Queen. The thought alone is truly depraved.ā
āOf course, forgive me.ā
āWhat befell my brother is nothing short of a tragedy.ā Aemond purrs, āyou must keep your wits about you.ā
āWere they locked in battle?ā Y/N asks, āwhen my grandmother gave Meleys the order?ā
Aemond purses his lips, āwhen dragons fly to war, it is men who burn. Aegon is not the first, he will not be the last. You should be grateful he returned to you.ā
āI have lost a brother to war.ā Y/N says, as if he needs reminding. āI know its cruelty.ā
āA shame, indeed.ā Aemond hums.
āI hope it was worth the price.ā
āY/N.ā Alicent calls, āAemond, what are you doing here?ā
The prince looks to his mother, āI was merely checking in on our king.ā
āYou are kind to do so,ā Alicent swallows, āas his wife is now here, you are relieved of said duty. Unless you wish the three of us to hold vigil.ā
āPerhaps another time, mother.ā Aemond nods, āIāve more pressing matters to attend.ā He brushes past them, closing the door to Aegonās bedchamber behind him.
āWhat were you thinking?ā Alicent demands, in a hushed whisper. āMy son pleads for your life and you stand here tempting the very man who-ā
āThe very man who what?ā Y/N dares her to say it. āKilled my brother? Or are you referring to some other atrocity I am not privy to?ā
āYour children are in danger, my grandchildren, let me help you.ā Alicent reaches for her.
Y/N bats her hand away, ādonāt you touch me! My children are in danger because of you.ā
āYou know what Aemond is.ā Kinslayer. Alicent swallows, hard. āMy only concern is keeping you safe. What is to stop him from taking out the whole of Aegonās line to make room for his own? The smallfolk riot in the streets, demanding we open the gates. Even they wish to flee, it is all going to ruin. They need to see you.ā
āThey will see me as you parade my body through the streets after my murder, not a moment before. I will not betray my mother or her claim.ā
āI am not asking you to stand against Rhaenyra, I am asking you to stand for my son. Before it is too late. You owe him this. You forced him onto that saddle as much as I forced him upon the throne.ā
āI?ā Y/N snaps, āI am the one you blame for this? You think I would have my husband reduced to ash over a fucking chair?ā
Alicent presses her lips together, āall Aegon has done is in your name. He rose and he fell for you alone.ā
āI wanted this to be peaceful, you know. I truly did and my mother did, then again and again I was taken for a fool.ā
āAegon loves you. He went to meet Rhaenys for you, in hopes of creating new terms with your mother. Mayhaps others have used you, like a pawn to carry out their own agenda, but not Aegon. He never plotted, he never wavered, even in his condition, you are the agenda.ā
āAnd I love him for it, but please know I did not ask him to meet with her. I would have gone myself rather than risk his life. That is why I have not fled, or stole away with my children to Dragonstone. Aegon is equally important to me.ā
āYou must ready yourself then, in the color of our house.ā
āNo,ā Y/N narrows her eyes, āthis is for my husband, who hangs precariously in the balance of life and death. I will attend this procession in the color of mourning, not Hightower green.ā
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
In the absence of Daemon, Rhaenyra turns to Mysaria for counsel. āYou know the ins and outs of Kingās Landing better than any. I need an in.ā
āCriston Cole made a mistake, parading a dragonās head through the streets, like a prize of war. The people see an ill omen.ā Mysaria tells her.
āYes, as do I.ā
āThey are afraid, bread is scarce. The king has fallen, they whisper to each other that when Viserys lived there was peace.ā They question the succession.
āBut will whispers tear down stone? Break shields?ā Save my daughter?
āDo not underestimate them, to the discontented, rumors are feed.ā Mysaria continues. āWhat you cannot do, let others to do for you. There is more than one way to fight a war.ā
Part 3
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cabin fever | m. sturniolo
ā matt x fem!reader
ā plot; things are heating up at the tripletās cabin in vermont; especially between you and matt. the group of you, him, his brothers, nate and madi spend a needed getaway at the cozy house. unknown to everyone else, confessions, tension, and late nights make it even hotter between you two.
ā includes; smut, unprotected sex, outdoor sex, f!oral receiving (matt the munch AF), mentions of drinking, blood/bleeding (NOT PART OF THE SMUT), light fluff
ā a/n; madi nate nick and chris all have super minor roles and they donāt add to the plot at all btw. this one is HOT. CALOR. CALIENTE. (imo) enjoy!
MINOR PROOFREADING
āāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāāā
āhey, weāre here,ā a voice gently whispers to me, i realize belonging to nick as i slowly come back to consciousness.
the groggily feeling of sleep soon goes away and in its place is excitement; weāre finally at the cabin.
this isnāt my first time vacationing with the triplets; weāve been going here since we were little. once becoming friends with nate and madi, they soon joined in on our yearly trip to the cabin.
i almost immediately fall stepping out of the car, my brain forgetting that my body was completely stagnant during the 4 hour car ride up here.
i put my hands out and brace for impact; but it never comes. instead a pair of arms swiftly caught me before i had my lunch with the gravel,
ādude, you gotta be more careful,ā a voice chuckles from behind my head. itās matt; i know his voice the best out of all of them.
he helps me stand up right, āwhew thanks,ā i breathe out with a laugh, he says nothing but delivers a nod in response. i turn on heels to grab my suitcase from the trunk,
āhere let me help you, wouldnāt want you to almost fall again,ā he offers, i roll my eyes at him as he takes the duffel bag from my arms and slings it over his shoulder, not giving me any time to think of a response.
i know to some that may seem flirtatious, but unfortunately it isnāt. sometimes i canāt help but feel disappointed that there isnāt something more but the guilt of feeling like that towards one of my best friends since childhood is stronger than my urges.
however, i would be a liar if i said i didnāt find him attractive. the tattoos on his body, light stubble he lets grow in sometimes, messy curls, plump lips, his eyesā¦ jawā¦
i quickly get the ongoing list of the physically mouth watering things about matt out of my head; feeling almost a guilt that i found him so hot. i shouldnāt think about one of my best friends since childhood this way, so i force myself not to.
forgetting about my previous daydreams, i follow the rest of them into the house, taking in the joy of being at the cabin again.
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the house is big enough to where everyone is lucky to have their own room, and mine sits at the end of a long hallway, just past where chris and nate sleep.
i open the door and smile at the sight that matt has already placed my stuff down on the bed for me.
i internally slap myself, why am i reading into this? he just put my stuff down in my room. nothing else about it.
i take my duffel off the bed and seat it on the floor beside me and replace it with myself on its cushioning. i hear a knock at my door,
ācome in!ā
thinking iām going to be met with matt in my doorframe, i look up, and i am only about half right.
āweāre gonna start cooking dinner now since itās getting pretty late and weāre all starving, wanna help?ā chris asks, poking his head between the a small sliver in the door.
i canāt help but giggle at his actions, āyes, iāll help you, but next time you knock just open the door all the way, donāt be creepy,ā i kick my feet up and yank the door open,
āiām not creepy iām polite!ā he argues, voice fading as he descends to the kitchen,
ānever said that!ā i joke, my footsteps quickly follow behind him.
i join the rest of my friends in the kitchen, and start slicing vegetables, while chris and madi go on their own dinner tasks.
getting way too caught up in a conversation with nick, my knife skills began to beā¦ less than subpar.
āFUCK!ā i yell and instinctively drop the knife, the sound of the blade echoing through the room and blood from a large cut in my hand leaking everywhere on the counter causes all hell to break loose.
āoh my god! do we need to go to the ER?!ā
āget a towel, NOW!ā
āiām fine, iām fine!ā i yell, doing my best to stop the panic from everyone else, the pressure from the towel stopping the blood flow for now.
āwe need to get that cleaned, the first aid kit is in my room, come on,ā matt says, taking my unadulterated hand into his and guiding me upstairs into his bedroom.
āsit,ā he points to his bed and i follow his finger and take a seat on the edge of the mattress.
he ruffles through a drawer and pulls out a large first aid kit, since when was it in his room?
āthis will sting like a bitch, but itāll stop it from getting infected,ā he says, shaking a bottle of hydrogen peroxide and removing the make shift dressing i have from my hand.
i close my eyes tightly and wince at the contact of it on my skin, biting my lip through the pain.
āitās almost over, donāt worry. iām gonna put some ointment on it then a bandage okay?ā
his words are soft and comforting, which somehow eases the pain to a lower level than before.
he applies the ointment first, and i sign blissfully at the relief it has on my wound.
āthatās it, youāre doing so well,ā he adds casually, wrapping the bandage around my finger.
i can feel my cheeks grow hot at his statement, him not knowing the effect his words of praise had on me.
i internally slap myself again. why do i keep thinking about him like this? jesus christ thereās something wrong with me.
āthank you matt,ā
āanytime.ā
for a moment, we just stare at each other. the silence is almost suffocating, and for the first time i feel like he wants to say something but doesnāt. i wonder if he thinks the same thing about me today.
i decide to quickly break the silence, āletās go back down and eat, yeah? i donāt know about you but iām starving,ā i lie, iām actually not hungry at all. almost cutting my hand off had a way of perfectly curving my appetite, but itās the only thing i can think to say to rip me out of the chokehold that this silence has on me.
āme too, cāmonā he stands up and reaches out his hand for mine.
iāve never been more confused in my fucking life. it was one thing to catch me when i fall, bring my suitcase inside, but praise me? hold my hand twice? i donāt know if iām just delusional or if this is part of some code matt wants me to decipher, either way, iām at my wits end.
i take his hand to help me up, and he smiles at me and we drop our hands at the same time. i smile back and he turns away to lead us back downstairs, i make sure heās first so that he doesnāt see my face contort into a look of embarrassment.
definitely way over thinking it.
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after a great dinner and a few drinks all around, everyone says their goodnights and head to their bedrooms.
i do the same, and after a few hours, despite no one else in the house being awake and a couple drinks in me, i am nowhere near the point of falling asleep.
tossing and turning is all i can manage myself to do, sweating i donāt know which; being so hot and bothered by everything matt has done earlier or the vermont heat just personally attacking me and only me tonight.
i peel off the sheets and pillows, and it provides me with some relief for a little, but does nothing to fight my consciousness. with this temperature, maybe i just need a glass of water.
i creep downstairs as quiet as i can to not wake anyone, and i do the same with opening the fridge.
i look through it for a few seconds trying to find a water bottle, when a sudden voice behind me makes me jump,
ācouldnāt sleep either?ā
itās matt. what the fuck, i thought he was asleep?
āmatt, you scared the shit out of me! i thought you were asleep,ā
i put my hand on my chest to cure the spike in heart rate, and turn around changing my focus back to the fridge.
ālooking for a water? great minds think alike,ā I hear his feet shuffle close behind me, and i feel the immediate spike in heart rate come back again when he moves me over, brushing up against me with a steady grip on my waist.
āright over here,ā he says? pulling out two water bottles from the fridge. i feel like iām going to fucking explode.
āthanks,ā i crack open the lid, āso whatās keeping you up this late?ā i say as my best attempt at remaining as calm and cool as possible.
āeh, yāknow, just thinking about things. what about you?ā he asks, and we sip simultaneously.
thereās honestly two answers to this question, I could say the truth or i could just agree.
i decide to go with the significantly less risky answer, but before i can even get the first word out he starts again,
āidea, letās go in the hot tub,ā his smile is so fucking innocent when he says it, it just drives me nuts.
i donāt even bother bringing up how āthe heat is bothering meā when heās standing there, askingāno, not even asking me to go to the hot tub with him; telling me.
āoh yeah iām down. maybe the heat will help us get sleepy,ā i lie through my teeth, but saying it as nonchalantly as possible so he hopefully canāt hear the nervousness in the undertones of my voice.
āperfect, iāll go change real quick and meet you out there,ā he slips away with a light jog and i head his door close before i can even actually process whatās going on.
unfortunately thereās no time to think too deeply about it, and i book it to my room to change.
i have a couple options that i need to decide through quickly, ultimately landing on a dark blue stringed two piece.
i throw on the tshirt i had while sleeping over my bikini and quietly jog to the hot tub, located on the back end of the property, in its own reserved area. matt is already in there waiting for me, arms spread and his eyes lock with mine right when i come outside.
āhey,ā
āhi, howās the tem-ā
āare you just going to stand there and talk or are you going to come in?ā his words leave me slightly dumbfounded, but i can bounce back from this.
āoh, iām coming,ā i say, beginning to peel off the shirt I have on. i walk to the edge and begin to lower myself in, mattās eyes locked on my body the whole time.
i pretend not to notice.
āthank you,ā i say to him, a confused look popping on his face.
āfor what?ā
ātaking care of me today, you didnāt have to do anything you did at all,ā the words somehow just flow out of my mouth without realizing and i watch him as he lets out a light hearted laugh and looks down,
āyou already thanked me today before, but no problem, i wanted to,ā he replied, turning his gaze to match mine, i swear i feel like his eyes can see into my soul when he looks at me now.
āyou did? why?ā i ask out of genuine curiosity. itās not like he would have never done something for me before today, but it was different; it was how he did. whether it has to do with me specifically or not, i really want to know.
āyouāre my favorite girl in this world, how could i just not take care of you?ā i donāt notice that weāve slowly been moving towards each other this entire conversation, and now our bodies are just a few inches apart.
āthis whole time i was thinking you were just being niceā matt, you donāt know what you do to me,ā i confess, my stare going back and forth between both his eyes, aching for any hint at what he could be thinking.
āgod, speak for yourself, itās almost impossible to stop how i feel about you; or hide itā he pushing the hair in front of my face behind my ear and pulls me closer to him by the back of my neck.
the feeling i had when he caught me today, cleaned my hand and praised me, brushed up against me, all comes rushing back to me instantly, blissful in the knowing that itās justified.
ācan i kiss you?ā
this man could not get any more perfect.
āmhm,ā i give out and nod in affirmation, and immediately feel his lips press against mine.
at first the kiss is slow and deep, his hands not being able to sit still against my skin.
i feel the heat between legs rise, and i shortly become impatient with the painfully slow pace heās at. as much as i love it, iām craving more; more of him.
i gently bite and suck on his bottom lip, earning a groan from him, and he instantly gets the message. his kisses become sloppier, less tamed, and they start to work their way down my neck.
i moan in pleasure as he sucks the sweet spot between my neck and my collarbone, holding my back and nipping as he makes his way up to hungrily claim my lips.
ācan i take this off?ā he waits for my consent, fiddling with the small strings that are holding my bathing suit together.
ādo whatever you want to me,ā i breathe out, and i mean it.
he pulls me in by my waist and kisses me again, our tongues battling as he unties the strings of my bikini top and removes the fabric between us without breaking a single kiss.
the cold air on my tits compared to the steaming hot tub causes me to gasp, and i pull even closer to matt, pressing my chest against his own.
he moans lightly and moves his mouth from mine, holding me up by the legs around his lips to carry me to the edge of the hot tub.
in no time he claims my nipple, sucking and licking hard on the area, making me grow even wetter by the minute.
āmmh, mattā i moan out, tipping my head back in pleasure.
āfeels good, baby?ā i nod vigorously, and he descends his kisses down me stopping when he gets in between my legs to my clothed core.
his thumb circles my clit, and i have to bite my lip in order to not scream his name immediately.
āyouāre so wet already, i love it. can i taste you baby?ā he purrs, knowing exactly what kind of answer heās getting, well aware of the state he put me in.
āy-yes, god, please do,ā i beg him, and he works immediately to untie the strings of my bottoms and let them fall off, exposing myself to him.
the steam from the hot tub does not do me any favors in the burning heat in my core, both from that and the sheer fact i want him to fuck me senseless right now.
āmmmā matt begins,
āi knew your pussy would be pretty, just look at how beautiful you are,ā he rubs his fingers between my wet folds and i blush at his words.
āiām gonna show you how beautiful you are,ā he says, right before pushing my legs further apart for him to suck my clit.
i canāt help myself from grabbing a handful of his brown locks and squeezing my legs together against his head, and he groans in response.
his groan sends vibrations further into my pussy, making it even more impossible to suffocate the loud moans escaping from my lips.
he goes to work making out with my core, and each suck, kiss, and moan makes me exponentially closer to exploding all over him.
ām-matt i feel it iām-ā and he stops, i shoot him a confused look, attempting to get rid of the edge thatās holding me right now.
i rub my own clit, looking him in the eye and watch his breath hitch as i moan at my own self pleasure.
i almost manage to stick two fingers in myself, but before that happens he grabs my wrists, taking the pleasure from me yet again.
āi stopped because i want you to cum on my dick, can you do that for me?ā he questions softly, rubbing his clothed erection on my pussy.
the feeling of it makes me buzz, āyes i can matt, fuck me,ā i say in a mix of demanding and asking, and he removes himself from his black swim trunks and lets his throbbing dick spring out.
he pumps himself a few times before aligning up with my entrance. matt pushes himself in, lewd noises escaping from both of our mouths and bodies slapping against one another.
āyeah, take that shit baby. youāre doing so well.ā he moans into my ear, his repeated statement of praise is music to me.
āyouāre so beautiful, how can anyone be so perfect,ā he breathes out, hard deep strokes becoming sloppier by the minute.
mattās words cause me to hit dangerously close to cumming, and without warning i paint white all over his dick; but that doesnāt stop himā
āsorry i d-didnāt say it happened s-so fast,ā i apologize as he keeps thrusting into me,
āmm donāt be sorry, you did just what i asked. iām gonna cum too angel,ā
ācum in me, mattā
he wastes no time arguing with me and releases shortly after into me; his and my own liquids leaking down my thigh.
i do my best to catch my breath, and he cups my face and presses a sweet kiss on my nose,
āi made a mess outta, you huh,ā he laughs playfully, also trying to regain his own air.
i let out a tired laugh of my own āyeah, iām gonna have to shower and go to bed; after all that, im surprisingly ready to sleep,ā i tease and poke his chest, he drops his jaw pretending to be offended.
āyeah yeah, surprisingly, whatever. can i join you in that shower?ā he suggests, handing me a towel before covering himself with one too.
āhm, only if you join me in my bed after,ā i smile, wrapping my body in the soft material,
ādeal,ā he whispers, kissing my head, carrying me all the way to his bathroom, before grabbing my things and putting them on his bed.
except this time, itās our bed.
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heart to heart
summary:Ā
āThe touching of foreheadsāthis is an ancient greeting. that honors the heart and soul of another human.āĀ
you and your lover have a tender moment.
includes: Liu Kang, Kung Lao, Raiden, Johnny Cage, Kenshi, Reptile, Scorpion (Kuai Liang), Sub Zero (Bi-Han), Smoke, Shang Tsung, Mileena, Kitana, Ashrah, Havik, and Cassie Cage
note: something different ig?? just wanted to do something indulgent and wanted to dabble in drabbles. (these ended up being longer bc. pressure.) I also wanted to take this time to practice writing some sweeter stuff for the love interests of New Era + Cassie bc my friend likes her. idk if people want more I can probs do other charas too.
LIU KANG
A content sigh left your lips as you pressed your forehead forward to meet Liu Kangās. Your eyes fluttered closed. His hands, which now no longer had their wraps, gently cupped your cheeks. His hands were always warm, and they helped keep away the chill of the night. A thumb gently rubbed small circles, a habit of his that you always found oh so endearing. You couldnāt help but to melt into his hands.
This was perfect. There was nothing more you could long for in this world. Though, you knew if you wanted anything Liu Kang would be there to fulfill your wishes. Anything was worth the smile on your face.
In the day, Liu Kang was often busy with his duties. Being the protector of Earthrealm came with many responsibilities, and the both of you knew that. Oftentimes, you would go long stretches within the day without seeing a hint of your lover. It was simply something you had to accept being Liu Kangās lover. However, that did not mean he neglected you. Not at all.
At the end of the day, when the sun gave way to the moon and let it shine upon the world, Liu Kang returned. Night time was always the time he set aside for just the both of you. It soon became your favorite time of day just because it meant he would be there, right at your side.
āYou look so perfect.ā Liu Kang whispered. His voice carried reverence within it, as if you were the god who had crafted the universe with utmost care and love. You opened your eyes, and for a moment, you were left breathless. No matter how much time passed, he always looked at you as if you were the pinnacle of perfection.
Any sort of response you had was stuck in your throat. You could never tire of staring into Liu Kangās eyes. You often asked if he had given himself the ability to hypnotize others with his gaze. He told you every time that no, he did not. But if he didnāt, why were you so entranced by them every single time you dared to look at them?
You wished you could put into words how much you loved this man. From the way he looked with his silky long hair that you loved to play and run your hands through, to the way he was so kind and loving. You often wondered and asked how you were lucky to be the partner of such a god, to which he always told you that he was the lucky one.
āI am thankful you wait for me every night.ā The god murmured, his voice so full of love and genuine thankfulness. He removed his forehead, and you mourned the loss of contact before he pressed a featherlight kiss to yours. Then, he returned his forehead back to yours, and everything was as it should be. āI wish I could spend every minute by your side, my love.āĀ
You wished so too, but every night was just enough for you.
KUNG LAO
Your forehead bumped into Kung Laoās a bit clumsily. There was far too much energy and excitement buzzing in both of your veins to prevent that little stumble. It didnāt matter either way to you, you were just happy to be in his arms. He was equally happy to hold you, and you could tell by the way his arms squeezed around you.Ā
You always felt happiest in his arms, honestly. There was nowhere else in the world youād rather be than right here.
āDid you see that!?ā Kung Lao asked, his eyes wide as they searched your face. While Kung Lao always sought out approval and compliments, there was nothing better than the ones he received from you. It just made him feel like he was on top of the world. To his delight, he saw the way you nodded accompanied with a wide happy grin on your face. The grins he got from you were perhaps the best type of approval he could ever get from you.
A laugh left your lips as he squeezed his arms tighter around you in delight. Every embrace from him felt like it was full of the love he felt for you, and you wouldnāt have it any other way. His nose nuzzled against yours, and more laughter spilt from your lips. You couldnāt help it, he knew just how to make you happy. Your face heat up from how nearly overwhelmed you were from his affection, the love nearly overflowing from your heart.
āYouāre always so cute when you blush.ā Kung Lao teased, a hand rising up to pinch at your cheek affectionately. His eyes glinted with mischief and glee, but most of all, love. He adored the way he could make you blush and how your heart would race. It meant that you felt exactly the same way whenever he would just look at you sometimes.
You leaned back, a wide grin on your face as you swatted away his hand in a playful manner. Rolling his eyes, he instead cupped your cheek. Before you could protest in any sort of way about his earlier comment, you were attacked with a flurry of kisses all over your face.Ā
āSorry, youāre too adorable. I couldnāt resist.ā Kung Lao apologized, but you both knew he would pepper your face with his kisses again and again the next chance he got. His grin was the perfect mixture of smug and gleeful. And his dimples were the perfect icing on the cake. You raised a hand up to cup his cheek and traced his dimples with his thumb.
āA fan?ā Kung Lao inquired, eyebrows raising up in a teasing manner. His ego seemed to only get bigger and bigger with every adoring look you gave him, but you didnāt care. A laugh left his lips again as he pressed his forehead back to yours. It was a little too much force again, but the both of you didnāt care. All that mattered was that you were together and basking in each otherās mutual affection.
You wouldnāt trade this feeling for anything in the world.
RAIDEN
Your forehead pressed against Raidenās gently as the two of you lay underneath a sea of stars. You two had decided to stargaze since it was such a pretty sight outside. The sky was clear and the moon was full, and yet there was nothing you wanted to look more at than the man beside you. How could you not?
Your eyes searched your loverās face, admiring how the moonlight fell just perfectly on his face. How could a man look so amazing as the one in front of you? Perhaps youād have to thank Liu Kang sometime for blessing you with the image of perfection. While being so in awe of the championās beauty, you nearly missed the comment he made.
āYou look amazing.ā He spoke, his voice filled with so much affection for you. He always wore his heart on his sleeve. It was a trait you adored so much, even if was sometimes a flaw of his. A soft smile appeared on his face, the very same one that made you fall a bit more in love with him every single time. You couldnāt help but grin just a bit wider at the sight.Ā
You should be the one telling him that, in all honesty. The proper words to express your love for him were lost though. How could someone express such adoration and love? You thought there werenāt nearly enough words in all of the realms to tell him how much you truly admired him.Ā
His hand moved carefully towards your face, as if moving too fast would break the peaceful atmosphere. He was always so thoughtful about such things, especially so when it had to do with you. Then finally, after far too long, it settled on your cheek where it should be.
His thumb moved slowly across your face before it landed on your lips. It rubbed across your bottom lip leisurely. His gaze drifted away from your lips as he returned his thumb to rest on your cheek once more. Now they settled on looking into yours, and you wondered to yourself just how lucky you were to have such a man by your side.
āYou are more lovely of a sight than all of the stars combined.ā Raiden said, his voice filled with such sincerity it made your heart skip a beat. Then again, he was sincere in all things he said. It didnāt make you swoon over him any less. āIām so lucky.ā He confessed, humble as ever. You sighed at his little comment, withdrawing from his forehead to press a soft kiss on the tip of his nose for a moment.
You watched with silent admiration as color rose to his cheeks, blossoming in a soft reddish pink. Then, it spread across his face like a watercolor painting. If only you could save this view forever. You grinned at the sight, your heart swelling with joy. You couldnāt help but kiss him again, overwhelmed by the love you felt for the man in front of you.
What a sight.
JOHNNY CAGE
Your forehead pressed against Johnny Cageās, and it felt like you were in a movie. Maybe youāve been watching too many of his movies lately, but you couldnāt help it. You loved supporting him and his passions. The pride he had on being on screen was nearly palpable every time you watched one of his films.Ā
The feeling of being in a movie wasnāt helped with the way your lover was acting.
I meanā¦the way he was looking at you was pretty much the perfect shot for a movie. Your cheeks warmed up, and you were certain Johnny was bound to notice. Even if he wasnāt looking at your cheeks, his hands were sure to feel how the skin beneath them heated up. Your eyebrows rose up, looking at him a bit confused.
āWhat? Canāt I look at you?ā Johnny inquired, sending you a smile. It wasnāt quite the practiced, perfect smile he sent his fans. No, it was the smile he always sent you. It was a little less perfect, but it was a little more realā¦a bit more genuine. Best of all, it was just for you. Your heart couldnāt help but flutter a little at the sight.Ā
By the gods your lover was so pretty. And he sure knew it, but how could you blame him? Looks like that were meant to be shown off. Even still, you were thankful for the small private moments like these were you were allowed to see the parts of him no one else could. It just reminded you of how fortunate you were to be with this man.
Little did you know how much he adored you right back.
You rolled your eyes at his comment, but in a light, playful manner. No, it wasnāt as if he couldnāt look at you. It justā¦mystified you why he looked at you like that. Like you were the most valuable thing he had. It felt almost impossible, after he once owned Sento, which he always went on and on about how he spent three million dollars on that. And that wasnāt counting the other countless possessions he had when he was at the peak of his richness.
And yet, despite your reservations on how much you deserved to be looked at like that, the admiration in his eyes made you reconsider. Johnny was always good at convincing you, he just had a way with words. Or sometimes his charisma was enough, much like in this case. His thumb brushed your cheek with a tenderness that made your heart skip a beat.Ā
āThanks for being my number one fan.ā He murmured, pulling back to press a soft kiss onto your forehead. He let out a small laugh, the one that made you feel like you were on top of the world. āI hope you know Iām also your number one fan too.ā The actor reminded you, his eyebrows raising to punctuate his point.
You knew that you both were each otherās biggest supporters, and that type of loyalty was priceless.
KENSHI TAKAHASHI
You made sure to place your forehead against Kenshiās softly, trying to be gentle. You smiled at him, even though he could not see it. This was one of the rare few times Kenshi did not have Sento around, letting himself be the most vulnerable. And those times were always with you. He trusted you with his life, so this step wasnāt too farfetched.
āI wish I could see you.ā Kenshi murmured his voice mournful. His hands reached up to cup your face. He knew he could always see you with Sento. But he didnāt want that. He wanted to see you with his own eyes. The swordsman wanted to see you, and your radiant smile in full color. He was grateful for what he gained after his loss, but sometimes he longed for sight just for you.
He supposed he would have to make do with what he could do instead.Ā
Guiding his hands, you settled them on your face and closed your eyes. It was in these rare few moments that you two had a tradition. You were used to this and almost anticipated this every time he set Sento aside and sat down with you alone. His thumbs slowly rubbed your cheeks, as if marking out his starting place. Then, he finally began to move his hands. It was slow and deliberate, taking time to memorize every detail of your skin. Every winkle, bump, and mark, he wanted to remember it all.Ā
First his hands moved slightly up. His fingers traced the curves and lines of your ears, refreshing his memory of how they looked by touch alone. Then, it moved higher, noting your hairline with his thumbs. His fingers brushed across your forehead, his thumbs tracing around where your foreheads connected together.
As his fingers reached your closed eyes, they lingered there. No envy coursed through Kenshiās veins. Instead, only gratefulness swelled throughout the swordsman. He was thankful that you did not also go through the pain of losing your eyes in such a painful way. Leaning forward, he kissed your eyelids with utmost care.
āI want to protect you.ā Kenshi whispered, pulling back to reconnect your foreheads. You couldnāt help but smile at his words, knowing that he meant it from the bottom of his heart. His fingers continued to make their way down, tracing your nose before they stopped once again at your lips.
His fingers mapped out the curve of your lips, especially noting the way they curled up to form your fantastic smile. He took a deep breath in, admiring just how soft your lips were underneath his fingertips. By the gods, he could never get over how nice your lips feel. A smile appeared on his own lips as he felt your smile grow.
He always loved your smile. Whether it be seen through Sento or felt through his own hands it warmed his heart. He would do anything to keep it, and you, safe.Ā
And he knew, having you there in his hands as he pressed a gentle kiss to your smile, you would do the same for him.
SYZOTH
Sleepily, you pressed your forehead against Syzothās own forehead. Blearily, you opened your eyes to look at the man who slept beside you. He still looked half asleep as well. You looked him over, admiring the sight of the sleepy Zatteran. It was a sight that only you had the privilege to see. A smile appeared on your face as you raised a hand up to cup his cheek, your thumb rubbed circles to slowly coax him awake.Ā
Looking over the shoulder of your lover, you noted the sunlight streaming in from behind the parted curtains. It hit Syzoth just perfectly, making him look like he was glowing. For a moment, you wondered if your lover was an angel instead of a Zatteran. You certainly felt blessed enough to have him to believe it. Then, you heard the familiar reptilian grumbles emanate from his chest as his forehead rubbed gently against yours, the tip of his nose brushing against yours.
Maybe he was both, you thought.
āLetās just lie here for a bit more.ā Syzoth mumbled, his voice laden with sleep. The arms around your waist were squeezing you tightly now, preventing any hope of climbing out of bed to start your day. It was as if you were a stuffed animal for him. You let out a small drowsy laugh, your fingers now pinching his cheek. As much as you adored sleepy mornings with your Zatteran lover, you knew that he had a very important job as the Empressā emissary. Both of you had responsibilities to get to.
Syzoth simply huffed in response, not even responding with words to your attempt to wake him up. His hand reached up to grab yours. He pulled your hand off of his cheek and instead intertwined it with yours. The simple gesture made your heart melt. You could practically feel him basking in the warmth that you naturally radiated. You sighed as you opened your eyes a bit more, squeezing his hand in an attempt to pull him from dreamland.
āI promise I will get up soon.ā Syzoth told you, his eyes now more open. It was almost as if he were awake the entire time, but he just was seeking an excuse to spend more time with you. Or maybe, thatās exactly what it was. You had a small idea of what the truth actually was.
You stared up into his stunning green eyes, the sight of them alone almost took your breath away. Combined with the gentle way he spoke, along with the way he looked at you, you easily believed him. Then again, you supposed you would believe anything he told you as long as he looked at you that way.
He could tell you that the sun was gone when it was high into the sky, or that the world was going to end within days and youād believe him. How could you not when he looked at you that way? You sighed with fake reluctance as you relaxed in his embrace.
Okay, maybe you can sleep in a little longer.
KUAI LIANG
Your forehead settled against Kuai Liang and you enjoyed the warmth you felt from the contact. A smile rose to your lips. How lucky you were to be with a man who knew how to control fire. Equally warm hands reached up to cup your face in a gentle, affectionate way. A bit selfishly, you inched closer to him, seeking out his warmth. Your arms wrapped around him, trying your best to pull him as close as you could towards you. He seemed to notice, his hands pulling you just a tiny bit closer towards him as well.
Your heart fluttered at the gesture. Your lover always seemed to know exactly what you needed, even if you said nothing.
It was a cold, cold night. The chill of the night crept into your bones, and only the warmth of your lover seemed to abate it. You relaxed and closed your eyes, basking in the way he was naturally warm. It was always a comforting warmth, never the stifling kind that made you fidget. You always swore that you could fall asleep comfortably as long as Kuai Liang was there to warm you to lull you to bed.Ā
Sleeping was something the both of you should be doing, and yet you were instead. You were basking in the comfort of being in each otherās arms.
With the mastery of a man who has been training in discipline all of his life, he heated up his hands carefully. It was almost symbolic. The way he held you so carefully was almost like he was cradling a small flame. Kuai Liang made sure to make it hot enough that you would no longer feel the chill of the night air, but not hot enough to make you uncomfortable, not to even mention hurt you.
The last thing he would want to do is hurt you. You were his everything.
His eyes, those dark brown eyes you loved to look so deeply at, stared at your face. While he normally loved to watch you, after all you were his favorite thing to look at, he now watched you carefully to gauge your reaction. He sought out to see any signs of discomfort or pain. He had to make sure you were feeling as comfortable as possible. After all, you deserve nothing less than the best.
āIs this better, love?ā Kuai Liang asked, his voice quiet amidst the silence. There were not many things the man craved. It was a thing he prided himself on, how he was considerably humble, but he couldnāt deny how he longed for your approval. Even in the small things. A breath of relief was released from his chest as he watched you slowly nod yes. āGood.ā
It was only then that Kuai Liang allowed a rare smile to appear on his lips. Your eyes fluttered open, and you couldnāt help but to internally swoon over the sight. How could you not? It was so precious and rare. You stared at his smile, trying to sear the image into your mind permanently.
Maybe instead of using his powers he should have just smiled instead. It made you feel warm enough.
BI-HAN
You pressed your forehead against Bi-Hanās, his hands drawing you closer to him. It was quiet in his room, even the quiet breaths between you two seemed almost too loud for the peace. And yet you did not complain. How could you? You were having a private moment with the man everyone swore was made of ice.Ā
āStay with me.ā The man murmurs, his voice breaking the silence. You smiled at his demand, although it was more appropriate to call it a plea. You nodded, not wanting to break the moment of vulnerability you were bestowed. Your hands reached up to cup his face, matching the way he was holding you. He took a deep breath in, as if the next word was a heavy burden. āPlease.ā
His hands held you in such a specific way. It was careful and loving, but it was in such a way that felt like he was hiding you away from the world. It was not in the way that appeared that he was ashamed, not at all. If anything, Bi-Han was proud to be yours. No, the way he held you was soā¦private.Ā
It was as if he were shielding the two of you from nonexistent prying eyes. This was a moment to be shared between the two of you, not anyone else. Not even the world itself was allowed to intrude in such a special and sacred moment. Now that was the way Bi-Han held you.
He held you like a treasure he wanted to keep all to himself.
Gone from his face was the usual stern look he wore. Instead it was replaced with a slightly vulnerable softer look. His eyebrows were not furrowed, instead lifted slightly. His eyes felt warm and full of silent admiration for no one else but you. Your heart skipped a beat, and you felt all too lucky to be blessed with such a sight.
His hands, which were normally frosted over, were merely cool to the touch. It wasnāt uncomfortable, instead the gentle touch with the coolness made your heart flutter. His thumbs traced patterns on your cheeks, as if creating his own little snowflakes on your skin. The normally cold grandmasterās drop from the eyes he seemed to get lost in a little too often towards your soft and pretty lips.
With a sharp inhale, he lifted his forehead away from yours for a moment. Unable to resist, the cyromancer placed a gentle kiss against your lips. His breath when he pulled away was cool against your lips.Ā
In this moment of vulnerability, he allowed a small, rare smile to grace his lips.
You swallowed, your eyes zeroing right onto the smile. How rare it was, how precious. How could you not help but gawk and admire? Despite your lover being a man who wielded ice, you found yourself melting all too easily into his gentle touches.
āThank you for being here.ā He murmured again, allowing himself to bare yet another part of his soul to you. Your thumbs traced his cheekbones and he knew the motion was answer enough. He closed his eyes, allowing himself to relax into your touch.
This was truly a moment that only you two were allowed to witness.
TOMAS VRBADA
As your forehead connected with Tomasā, you heard a sigh of exhaustion leave his lips. His arms draped around you lazily, almost having not enough energy to keep them around you. You let his weight lean onto you, almost letting the man nearly collapse on top of you. Another sigh left his lips as your hands kept his face close. It was almost as if you were keeping him up with your hands alone, at this point.
His eyes were shut, and you could see the hints of exhaustion begin to peek through his perfect face. As much as you knew he loved his new duties for the clan, you also knew he was beginning to hit his limits. Your thumb ran carefully across his face, almost like a little massage. The smallest of smiles appeared on his face at the little gesture.
āTraining initiates are hard.ā Tomas mumbled, and your heart nearly broke at how utterly tired he sounded. Even despite his exhaustion, you could tell the passion he had for his responsibilities. Still, it worries you no less. You hummed, an acknowledgement of his tiredness. You felt him lean a little more into your touch, allowing himself to indulge within the small moment you were sharing with him.
His arms moved around you a little less languidly, as if he found a second wind within your presence. And it was true, just being around you was enough to give him the strength to do more than he thought he could. Oftentimes when he felt like collapsing he thought of you waiting for him, and it gave him just enough energy to make it back into your arms every single day.Ā
With another sigh he pulled you closer, a sense of greediness in his actions. You let him, indulging him. His smile grew a bit as he nuzzled your nose against yours slowly. A laugh left your lips at the action, and Tomaās heart couldnāt help but leap at the sound. Just your laugh was enough to re-energize him. Did you know how much you meant to him?
āThank you for waiting for me.ā Tomas said, his voice dripping with all the love he held for you. He knew that sometimes you would wait long stretches of time for him to return after every day ever since he was entrusted with more responsibilities. You never complained, never whined, you just welcomed him back every day with open arms.Ā
He could ask for nothing more.
With a little chuckle, he squeezed you tightly. It was as if he was trying to show you how much he adored you, just how grateful he was with one giant hug. For that, you rewarded him with a small kiss, featherlight, right above his left eyebrow on his scar. It was a gesture Tomas swooned over. Even if you could not remove the scar itself, you could at least imbue better memories associated with it.
Even if he was given the weight of the world to balance on his shoulders, he would not complain as long as he had you to return to every night.
SHANG TSUNG
Your forehead pressed against Shang Tsungās and suddenly it felt like the world didnāt matter. Your eyes closed, a sign of trust that Shang Tsung truly didnāt deserve. Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, allowing you to pull yourself close to the sorcerer. His arms, meanwhile, draped in a most elegant manner around you.
In these small moments where you closed your eyes, Shang Tsung truly let himself indulge in the beauty that was you. His eyes scanned your face, noting all the features that truly made you one of a kind. All the little things that you perceived as quirks and imperfections seemed only to create a masterpiece for him. For a man who has been condemned to a life of misery by the universe, he was fortunate that it was kind enough to let him meet you.
As your eyes fluttered open, the man had to reel himself back in. His gaze, though still soft, became just the tiniest bit more guarded. His smile which had been so genuine became just a little more precise and practiced. It wasnāt as if he didnāt show any love, far from it. But he had to remember that with the ambitions and plans he held, he had to just be a little more protective of himself. Itād be simply foolish to show just how much he adored you.
Everyday with you, however, the cracks were getting harder and harder to conceal.Ā
āYou look simply amazing my dear.ā Shang Tsung complimented, raising a careful hand to stroke your cheek. Despite his compliment, that was not how he felt. He felt more for you, and you had no idea. You were stunning, gorgeous, divine, so much more than just amazing. But even all the words he could think of to describe you was not sufficient enough. For now, just amazing would do.
Your smile, which you blessed him with, had his heart aflutter. Before meeting you, Shang Tsung had little reservations about using others for his own gain. Others were simply an end to a means for him. And yet, with you, the idea of lumping you with the others he was quite ready to dispose of made him feel uneasy.
You were much more than just another stepping stone. Oh, but if the world were to know about his weakness for you, the universe would cast their cruel eyes upon you next. Selfish as the sorcerer was in keeping the truth of how deep his feelings were for you, he also saw it as a blessing. As long as the universe did not scorn you the way it did him, it was enough for now.
Letting the mask facade of how he felt slip just a touch, he leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your cheek. With pride and satisfaction he felt your cheeks heat up just for him. Sometimes it comforted him to know that you felt perhaps a fraction of the love he truly held for you.Ā
Maybe one day, just maybe, heād finally let you know just how much power you had over him and his heart.
MILEENA
Your forehead pressed against Mileenaās, and you wished it was enough to drive the whispers away. In the privacy of your shared chambers, it was quiet. It was a nice reprieve from the stress of the throne and the doubters of your lover that you so loathed. Your hands reached up to cup her pretty face that you adored, looking into her eyes.
A smile was on her face. It was a weary one. You knew while Mileena strove to be the best Empress she could be, and took great pride in it, she often was tired by the end of the day because of it. Even if it was not physically, the mental toll of being on top of such a throne was tough work. You did not envy the burden she shouldered, but there were times you wished you could share the burden of it just so she can rest a little bit better.
You knew you could not, so you did whatever else you could instead.
You moved your forehead away to press a few kisses to her forehead, wishing so desperately that it would abate the worries of doubt that were planted in her head. If not that, you hoped that your kisses at least passed along some of your own energy so she could power through. You wondered, for a moment, if it was possible to do that. Your thumbs traced her cheekbones, and you wondered silently to yourself how you were so lucky to become her lover. You nearly missed the adoring gleam in her eyes, and it was a look that made your breath catch.
āIāll prove those doubters wrong, donāt worry.ā Your empress promised, her voice fueled with the determination of a woman who has been scorned. You smiled, knowing she had been able to read you and your thoughts like a book. To be so in sync with your lover was a blessing you were ever thankful for. As an acknowledgement of her words, you gave her another kiss, this time pressing it upon the scar that went through her eyebrow.
You never doubted Mileenaās prowess. She had so much drive, how could you not? And yet, if you could, you would do anything to silence the doubters. How dare they question her rule, how could they not seeĀ the wonderful woman who was born to rule? You often told yourself, to calm yourself down, that they were merely jealous of your lover.Ā
āThere is nothing more I need than you to be by my side, dearest.ā Mileena told you, her fingers tracing your cheek. Your heart skipped a beat, and you knew in that moment that if you could, you would stay by her side to always cheer her on. She didnāt even need to ask you.
You grabbed her hands, intertwining them with yours. You squeezed them tightly, trying to pour all the encouragement that you could not find enough words for in that one action. She returned the squeeze, a content sigh leaving her lips as her smile grew.Ā
Maybe you couldnāt help with every trouble she had, but you could at least make her smileā¦and maybe that was just enough.
KITANA
You pressed your forehead against Kitanaās brow, and finally you felt your worries dissipate. It was hard to be the lover of a Supreme Commander. Every day you feared for your loverās life. It was not as if you doubted her prowess on the battlefield. It was far from that, you thought she was the best fit for Supreme Commander after all. Even if she was the best fit, you sometimes selfishly wished that someone else would take her place so she could stay safe.
You have never confessed this selfish little secret to her.
It was just thatā¦war was cruel. Youāve heard and known the horrors of war and how death doesnāt discriminate. Sometimes accidents happen, or a death can come out of nowhere. You feared that one day it might take the best thing you have in your life.Ā
But now you didnāt need to worry, because now she was back and in your arms. You let out a sigh as you pressed your forehead a little more towards her. Meanwhile, your fingers traced the injuries she had suffered from the skirmishes she had gone through. You noted how the bandages from the medics were fresh. Your heart squeezed at the sight of them. If only civil war was not looming over Outworld, then she would not have to sacrifice herself out there on the battlefield.Ā
āItās okay, Iām safe.ā Kitana whispered, dragging you out of your worrying mind. Her fingers traced your cheek, and she looked at you with a gentle gaze. You marveled at her ability to whisk away your worries. Looking into her eyes alone calmed you down and made you feel like everything was alright. You wished you could do the same for her. Her other hand intertwined with yours, squeezing it gently. You noted how her hands were still remarkably soft for a woman who goes to war. A soft smile appeared on her face, and you could not help the way that your heart raced.
Words caught in your throat, and you found yourself unable to express the utter amount of love you felt for the princess. How could you express these overwhelming feelings that threatened to consume you? You figured it was impossible to ever express just how much she meant to you with words alone. Instead, you moved to press a few kisses on her injuries. If only you had the ability to heal her wounds just like that. Did she know you would do that for her? A light laugh left Kitanaās lips at your actions, and you swooned over the sound.
āI appreciate you.ā She said, her voice light with the remnants of the laughter she had blessed upon you. Her hand squeezed yours again to punctuate her point. You smiled at her, wanting to ingrain the sight of her being happy and by your side forever into your mind. Your thumb rubbed small circles on her hand.
Maybe she had to go to war, it was a harsh reality youāve accepted, but as long as she returned to be in your armsā¦that would be enough.
ASHRAH
Your forehead pressed against Ashrahās, and the music in the background made the moment feel just perfect. A wide smile appeared on your face as you guided your lover through a slow dance. You watched with joy as your loverās eyes were wide with admiration as you led her through the dance. You wondered for a moment if she knew how much you adored her in return. Surely she didnāt, how could she? The both of you swayed back and forth, enjoying the intimate moment.
āThere was nothing like this back in the Netherrealm.ā Ashrah marveled, a smile that made your heart melt on her lips. It was the very same smile she would give you every time you showed her the joys of Earthrealm. You could never tire of the sight, and you knew youād do anything to see it over and over again.
That was exactly why you introduced her to the idea of slow dancing. You knew she would have probably never experienced anything like this. And you were right. You were honored to be her first ever dance partner. The twinkle in her eye showed that she was just as happy to have you guiding her through this dance.
Together with the memories you formed together, you knew she was creating more and more of a home within this realm. You hoped that you were included in her idea of home.
A laugh left your lips as you pulled her close, craving more contact. Despite her dexterity in combat, she was not used to dancing. Chuckles left the both of you as you stumbled a bit, tripping over each otherās feet. Luckily, she did not fall. Instead, you held her tightly. You gripped her hip tightly, making sure she was steady.
āForgive me, I wasnāt expecting that.ā Ashrah apologized after her laughter died down. You found you could only grin and shake your head at her apology. You two were out here to create memories and have fun, not to dance perfectly for anyone else. She could step on your toes every few seconds and you could care less. Her laughter alone made up for any mistakes she made. āThank you for showing me these Earthrealm customs.ā
Anytime, you thought. Honestly, you would do anything for her. It was hard to believe she was a demon with a heart as pure as herās. You didnāt care though. Her past as a demon was often a source of confusion and concern for others, but never for you. All that mattered was who she was now, and she was simply fantastic.
āI think I quite like dancing.ā Ashrah commented, pressing a light kiss upon your cheek. Your heart skipped a beat as you stared at her with eyes full of adoration. How could you not swoon over her? You returned the favor, pressing a few light kisses all over her face. You couldnāt help it. Another melodic laugh left her lips.
Yeah, you think you like dancing too.
HAVIK
Your forehead bumped against Havikās and you enjoyed the moment of serenity that was brought with it. You watched as your loverās eyes closed, a rare moment in which he allowed himself to relax. You couldnāt help but to feel honored by the small gesture. He was always fighting, striving to fight for what his ideals were, but around you the man felt no need.
You eyed his scars, the ones he had gotten as a slave. Carefully, you reached out to brush your fingers against his scars. The care you put into the touch was not necessary, you knew Havik was strong and a simple brush against them would not break the man. Yet it felt it was necessary, These were reminders of his harsh past, a memory of why he was out there, fighting.
Honestly, all of him was a canvas. You knew very well that your lover was capable of healing his wounds ever since he met Quan Chi. Had he wanted, you knew he could repair the wounds he had gained through all of his life. But he didnāt. His body was his story. Every bump, bruise, cut that left a mark became like a stroke of paint. You couldnāt help but adore how he kept his imperfections. Not many would.
āMost donāt realize why I keep those around.ā Havik grunted. There was a sense of frustration in his tone, no one else but you understood the vision he saw for the future, let alone understood the way he thought. You knew though. Even if he were to forget everything about you, he knew he would recognize your understanding from the reverence you carried when you traced the past injuries he wore like a badge. Only others who understood his ideals for the future would do the same.
You also knew that he thought it looked more fearsome. A burnt and scarred man was much more striking than a normal man. Your fingers trailed up his body, mapping out the locations of his injuries with your touch. Then, you let your fingers rest on his jawline right below where his flesh turned into exposed gums and teeth.
āYou understand me.ā Your lover said, his voice filled with the same amount of admiration for you as it did when he spoke of his vision for Seidou. You couldnāt help the way your heart skipped a beat as you realized that fact. You bumped your forehead gently against his again. Seeing as he had no lips to kiss, the two of you had settled on forehead bumping instead.
You felt Havik raise a hand, his touch gentle as it gripped your chin. He wasnāt known for gentle touches or gestures, but you were the exception. Softly, he bumped his forehead against yours again. Then, he rubbed it back and forth affectionately. You were, perhaps, the only person in the world he would allow himself to be this quaint with.
It was all for you, the one who he considered to be a true partner.
CASSIE CAGE
Your forehead settled against Cassieās, and suddenly you were disinterested in the movie in the background. Instead, you were far too preoccupied with the sight of your lover and how radiant she looked with the colors of the television shining against her skin. How was it that every type of color seemed to compliment her perfectly?
āI thought we were supposed to be watching a movie.ā Cassie teased, her eyebrows raising as she sent you a playful grin. She was a hypocrite though, as her attention was more on you rather than the movie she had picked out. Her arm was slung around your shoulders and you were cuddled close together on the couch.
Today was one of her rare days off. Ever since she got promoted, sheās been busier than ever. And yet, there were moments you two managed to find and relax together. Tonight was supposed to be movie night, you let her pick anything she wantedā¦as long as it wasnāt one of her dadās films. She rolled her eyes at your little stipulation, but agreed. Your lover saw enough of her dad at work.
Even with your little agreement, you found yourself entranced with Cassie more. I mean, how could you not be? Her smile just seemed to be more eye-catching than anything Hollywood could produce. You were so entranced by her, in fact, that you didnāt notice the hand that snuck up to pinch your cheek. You jolted in surprise, letting out a small laugh.
āThought I lost you there!ā Your lover giggled, her hand now cupping your cheek instead. Her thumb gently rubbed over the part she had pinched, as if to soothe it. She let out a small sigh as she moved to nuzzle your cheek before giving it an affectionate smooch. āYou know, Grandma Carlton has been dying to meet you.ā She confessed, her voice going a touch sentimental.
Your heart pounded in your chest, and you felt excitement course through your veins. Has Cassie been telling good things about you to her grandmother? Upon seeing your giddy expression, she squeezed your shoulder with the hand that laid upon it.Ā
āHey, have I ever told you how much I adore you?ā Cassie asked, and you felt like you were falling all over again. Cassie must have taken acting lessons at one point, because she knew exactly how to make you swoon as if she were the lead in a movie. Her eyes glimmered with affection as she pressed another kiss to your cheek.Ā
A laugh that revitalized your soul came from your lover as you returned the favor and gave her a soft kiss back. In the midst of her laughter, you vaguely heard her mention how you were both definitely missing out on the plot. You didnāt care though, you were too busy admiring the real beauty in front of you.
Who needed movies? All you needed was Cassie, and you had a feeling she didnāt mind missing out too just for you.
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| luke castellan x fem! daughter of poseidon! reader
ą±Øą§ warnings ą±Øą§: none i think
ą±Øą§ summary ą±Øą§: luke and [reader] go on a secret date, only to be caught by annabeth, percy, and grover
ą±Øą§ PART 2 OUT NOW ą±Øą§
āI thought this place was secret..ā
āwhereāre you going anyways at 10:00 am on a random tuesday??ā
percy asked, giving a very confused look, mostly because, youāre never up at 10:00 am or ever putting this much effort into making sure your shirt looks good enough.
āpercy, iām not going anywhere. i just decided to.. put a little more effort in today i guess.ā
you said with glowing cheeks, thinking of luke. percy doesnāt seem to convinced and was about to say something else, but you quickly beat him to it, to avoid other integrations.
āare you sure my shirt looks good?ā āshould i opt for the baggier jeans or keep these flared ones on?ā
ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½”ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” āā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā
it was a sunny day for camp half blood. perfect for a picnic or maybe even a secret date..
as you exited your cabin, ready to spend some much needed time with your favorite boy ever, you were stopped by annabeth. donāt get me wrong, you love annabeth. but right now, you wanted some alone time with luke.
āhey y/n! i wanted to ask if you could help me work on some new sparring skills? i was going to ask luke but i canāt seem to find him anywhere.ā annabeth asked with a hopeful look in her eyes.
you hesitated in saying it, but you couldnāt ever turn down helping someone. āsure annie. why notā you said with a bit of a forced smile.
as she showed you the moves sheās been working on, you correct her on her form and where she would be exposed to the enemy. this goes on for about 20 minutes until grover walks by and starts talking to annabeth about something.
you use this opportunity to quietly slip away to finally see luke. all you wanted to do was kiss him and hug him and do everything affectionate with him because you felt like you havenāt seen him in forever (you havenāt seen him for like a day).
as you brush through the sharp pine needles and itchy bushes, you finally catch a glimpse of the boy you fell in love with when you were 14.
you see him laying down on a blanket, with his elbows propping him up. you sneak up behind him and put your hands over his eyes.
āguess who!ā you say lightly laughing as he guesses stupid answers like āChironā or āPercyā.
as you remove your hands from his eyes he gets up and immediately kiss you all over your cheeks, nose, forehead, and finally your lips.
āhey, iāve missed you so much.ā luke says with love laced in his eyes.
ānot as much as iāve missed you.ā āi have to tell you all about the morning iāve had just to get here!ā you exclaimed with a smile as you both sit down, hand in hand.
ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā
some time has passed. about an hour or so. your head is on lukeās shoulder as heās telling you all about how his week has been and how much heās missed you (even though you two saw each other literally the day before).
in the middle of talking, you decided to just kiss him because well, you love him and this is one of the only times you got to spend time with him alone. as youāre both ahem.. making out, you hear footsteps, but you donāt think much of it.
until you hear a percy yelling āWHY ARE YOU MAKING OUT WITH MY HALF-SISTER?!?!!ā as grover catches up with percy, panting. and annabeth removes her hat, āpercy! you ruined our cover you seaweed brain.ā
āwell sorry that iām freaked out that luke is making out with my sister!! weāre lucky we didnāt get here later..ā
as both you and luke just sit there dumbfounded, you finally decide to speak up. āok why are you all here??ā percy replies back very sassily āoh missy thatās the least of your problems.ā
you roll your eyes as one of the more mature ones respond (annabeth) āwell after grover finished talking to me, i saw that you werenāt with me anymore and also judging how luke wasnāt where he usually is either, i got a little fishy. so i grabbed percy and grover and went off.ā
percy is just glaring at luke. like staring daggers into him. luke is just sheepishly smiling as he lays his head on your shoulder kissing it. as you both hear percy lecturing you on how itās not ok to sneak around and such, annabeth and grover just sit there laughing as you and luke just keep playfully rolling your eyes and being dramatic with your responses like āoh iām so sorry percy! i wonāt ever do this again!ā
ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā
as you walk back to your cabin, percy in the middle of you and luke, youāre thinking all about how much youāve fallen for luke and how excited you are to build your future with him (oop).
and as all three of you walk toward the poseidon cabin, you mouth to luke āstay outside for a minuteā. you and percy walk inside and you make up some excuse to go back out there.
you go back outside where luke still is and you hug him around his waist. āthat date was fun.. until.. yknowā you said laughing.
he rests his chin on the top of your head, and laughs. āyea. i always love spending time with my sunshine.ā he says as he kisses the top of your head and pulls away.
you smile and look at his left eye, his lips, then to his right eye (triangle method lol). you lean in and kiss his soft lips as his arms find their way to your waist and yours to his neck. as you both pull away, foreheads touching, luke whispers with a smile,
āmy cabin. 10:30 pm. make sure percyās asleep.ā you lightly laugh and pull away going into your cabin. as luke is about to walk to his counselor duties, he sees percy in the window giving him the death glare. he flinches and he awkwardly smiles and walks backwards until percy walks away from the window.
ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā Ėļ½” ā ā Ėļ½” āąØā”ą§ā
ą±Øą§ a/n ą±Øą§-(PT2??) first imagine done! i really hope u liked this one. pls request some!! i love writing for our fav evil boyfriend lol. and give me feedback! iām new to this whole āimaginesā thing haha <3 (btw idk how to put my requests thing on so just pm me with themš«¶š»š«¶š»)
-julesš
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