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quite-right-too · 1 year ago

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How TenRose Basically Fucked Themselves Over

I’m going to introduce you guys to the rabbit hole that is the direct correlation between Tooth and Claw and Doomsday. It literally is Ten and Rose’s own faults that they got separated AND HERE IS HOW.

So, in Tooth and Claw, an alien intelligence is disguised as a werewolf with the intention of infecting Queen Victoria with its bite. Obviously, it doesn’t end well for the werewolf (as the Doctor demolished it) but unfortunately Sir Robert sacrificed himself to save the Queen.

They all had been staying at the Torchwood House during this period of chaos. Being the name of the initial attack, Queen Victoria decides to create the Torchwood Institute to protect Great Britain against “enemies beyond imagination”. She also concluded that the Doctor was ALSO a threat and that Torchwood would be waiting for him to come back, also officially declaring him an enemy of the crown in the Torchwood Foundation’s charter. Obviously, the Doctor and Rose flirting the ENTIRE TIME and being overall menaces directly led to the Queen BANNING THEM FROM GREAT BRITAIN. Their sluttiness was literally their downfall. It also probably didn’t help that Rose literally was harassing the Queen the entire time to win a bet.

Later in Torchwood history, it would be added that they would be in charge of any alien technology. This later becomes important as Harriet Jones Prime Minister orders them to use said alien technology to murder the Sycorax in front of the entirety of London (so much for a secret organization, huh?)

It wasn’t until Army of Ghosts that the Doctor FINDS OUT ABOUT TORCHWOOD’S EXISTENCE. Homeboy literally had NO IDEA that he was an official enemy of the crown or that this secret alien fighting militia was formed BECAUSE OF HIM.

Torchwood Tower is built up to reach a spatial breach, which is what caused the voice to open as a ship passed between the parallel worlds. Naturally, nobody seemed to figure this out so it gets WORSE. Instead, Torchwood keeps ducking with the breach and making it BIGGER because they want to use the energy and stop using oil from the Middle East (like the thieves they are).

Now that they’ve just ripped this open, the “ghosts” have come through and now there’s millions of Cybermen all over the planet because Torchwood couldn’t leave things alone for one minute. Then the Daleks get involved because THEIR VOID SHIP CAUSE THE BREACH, so now there’s also thousands of Daleks who are pissed at the Cybermen, causing the Battle of Canary Wharf.

To stop this, the Doctor and Rose now have to use the stolen equipment from Torchwood One to send all these Daleks and Cybermen into the void, which leads to Rose losing her grip, Pete catching her, and her being stuck in Pete’s world as the void closes behind them.

TLDR: The Doctor and Rose flirting and being slutty and annoying around Queen Victoria developed into the creation of Torchwood, who is responsible for ripping open the spatial breach and forcing the Doctor and Rose to close it, separating them forever.

#doctor who #tenth doctor #rose tyler #ten x rose #tenrose #Torchwood #david tennant #doomsday #Pete’s world #my post #enjoy my constant thoughts

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perilegs · 3 months ago

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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.

#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy #not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies #she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen #when it comes to small things #like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals #and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i #feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of #i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked #if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically #but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down #and stuff #like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words #but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot #not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars #or something #idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself #but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards #idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better #leevi talks #im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a #certain position or whatever

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juniperleafdelivery · 10 months ago

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#my art #trans #side note: following tags are a pretty long thought dump #ugh okay i'm going to be honest #i didn't know anything about predstrogen until she was banned and many people started talking about her #also looked through photomatt's blog very briefly #to me he sounds callous- if that's the right word. he just didn't seem to care about what happened to predstrogen prior to her being banned #also? car with hammers that explodes multiple times feels far from being a serious death threat to me #yes predstrogen explicitly mentioned death wishes #but i don't know. what she said is more cartoonish than serious #also something i noticed from photomatt: where is the evidence that predstrogen threatened other users?#i haven't been looking into all this that deeply #but that photomatt stating that as part of the reason for predstrogen's ban and then not elaborating is. weird. for lack of better words #on a slightly different note: i love tumblr and how i can be my silly queer self and nobody cares #but if we don't stand up for each other — especially those who are constant targets for harrassment and other crappy things #tumblr will eventually die or bear no resemblance to the site i enjoy so much #maybe i'm privileged! being a trans masc guy #or maybe i'm ignorant #but i guess i have a tendency to say a lot. and i hate staying silent when i have the opportunity to speak out #so i'm going to scream #and i hope y'all are going to speak in support of trans women too

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dandelionsaremyfriends · 2 months ago

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uh um UHHHH HAHAHD I DONT KNOW!!,!! I do not know how posts work or tumblr or anything and I am tired but tired art here you go??? I’m not great at drawing at all whomp whomp and I don’t really know designs or nothin but I’m already doing this so oh well. Alex does not happen to be my favourite nor do I even really know much about him (bad memory) but he fits the usual style of clothes I draw people in (he doesn’t but shush). So. This is mainly him :3

#the unwanteds #alex stowe #lani haluki #aaron stowe #Ignore the constant shit talking??? Of myself it’s just how I get over nerves it doesn’t like actually affect me or make me think real bad #Of myself that’s just how my brain is wired it’s weird #Anyways enjoy maybe perhaps if you do #Oh also I do not know the original guy but someone made a funny little post somewhere on instagram and it was drawing of the top left #Drawing Lani’s in. I just thought of it and drew it I hope I’m aloud to do that #credits to the original person though obviosuly #I really don’t know how to do this

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wundrousarts · 1 year ago

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Hi folks! It seems like people are discovering that there are people online who write some WEIRD! 👎 stuff for Nevermoor. Some tips and tricks for dealing with that:

Don't engage. Don't read the fics. Don't even comment to say how much you hate it.

Don't spread it around. It's gross as hell, I know! But being like "ew, guys, I found this gross fic" just means you're causing more people to seek out said gross fic, and that's just not great. If you don't want to see it, no one else wants to either.

If you can: block, mute, or filter. I don't really use any fanfic sites to know if these functionalities exist, but I'm sure people online have found ways. Edit: here's a way to do it on Ao3.

TL;DR: Ignore, Ignore, Ignore. 👍

(PS: Same thing goes for when people send weird inappropriate anon messages. Just delete them from your inbox and don't subject others to them.)

This is unfortunately something that's been present for years in the fandom, on both Ao3 and Wattpad. This is also why I essentially don't read Nevermoor fics unless they're for Mogtober, and even then I'm cautious. I have seen some weird stuff written about my favorite characters that I wish I could pluck from my brain and set on fire, or worse! But when I stumble across that stuff, I just quickly close the tab and pivot to something else to get my mind off of it.

We should not entertain these types of people in a fandom full of minors about a middle grade series, so: just don't engage with them, ignore them, filter them out, and maybe even drown them out with some fics of your own.

#good talk 👍#nevermoor #nevermoor fandom #nevermoor fanfic #why oh why does this fandom attract the occasional weirdo.#I'd be using stronger language when talking abt these types of folks but i'd prob get banned.#as an adult in this fandom I feel I have a responsibility to keep folks safe from weirdos 👍 i've banned folks on discord + i'd do it again #years ago there was a weird af fic on ao3 that I noticed folks were kudos'ing and I had to be like. hey guys pls don't do that 😭#unfortunately ao3 moderation and rules are NONEXISTENT!!! so there's nothing ppl can do except the stuff above :/#and I wouldn't know abt wattpad bc I went on there once to see what mogtober stuff ppl wrote and was horrified and noped out of there 😬#anyways. all the more reason to participate in mogtober. so everyone's writing stuff in order to bury the gross stuff. creation for a cause #(and bc mogtober is fun and everyone should participate. lol)#soz for the psa folks but I deemed it necessary 🤷 feel free to enjoy the art I just posted as well #just been on the internet toooo long and don't like the thought or reality of young folks being exposed in any way to this kind of stuff. 😕#couldn't figure out where to fit this emoji in so here: 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢. thats me and my constant feeling whenever this stuff pops up again. 😑

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agueforts · 1 month ago

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me vs eternal grudges abt d20 captions

#aspen tag #maybe i just need to start watching the backlog without them on tbh #bc every time i run into a godawful error. of which there is no shortage of. i get so frustrated i literally have to stop watching #and like. idk. the new form system is. i know there's probably practical benefits #but from where i am sitting it's just like. additional barriers. more steps. more energy #i watched the new dirty laundry earlier today. with the lightning flashing effect at the beginning #and i checked the desc to see if there was any sort of warnings on the vid and there was nothing #and i thought about pulling up the feedback form to say smth and i just felt tired #and like. idk if any of u were ever active in the discord's caption corrections channel before it shut down #i joined the dropout server for it. i was in there exclusively for it. bc they got on my nerves so bad and i couldn't just do nothing #you could look up a particular line and find reports of it going back months and months #and i get that it was probably not easily indexable. but w/ the way older d20 episodes are #it was a fucking blessing to be able to submit them in bulk. instead of submitting a form for each one individually like u have to now #bc they're like. every 30 seconds. you're lucky if you go a couple minutes without smth almost unparseable #and when there'd be things like unlabeled flashing. or the gore bear. and u start writing up a message on the discord #it's like. there's a sense of people. someone's reading. someone's seeing it. even in just the reacts. y'know #and like. they have retroactive caption editors to clean up the old stuff as of 2024 #but i'm four minutes into tuc episode 2. their third season ever. second episode. four minutes in #and zac says “it's a concentration” and the captions read “white's a constant station”#and i just ..... i guess i find it hard to feel like there's work being done. or like it's a priority #i. me personally. sent messages in the feedback channel about jokes in the captions on at least five or six seperate occasions #and i know there were other people speaking up about it too. over months and months #and the past... however many seasons it's been since burrow's end. have been a little better. but it's like....#it took so long to see any change. and those older ones are going to stay in until the retroactive editors catch all the way up #and people are still going to laugh at them and post about them and not think past their own amusement at them #and it's not that big of a deal but it does like. detract from how much i am able to enjoy d20 #and like. i've been watching for three years. i never shut up about it. it's not like i don't like what they make #but between all of this and the way they handled palestine on the discord. i'm just finding it harder to trust in dropout #idk. idk. it's not a big thing. but it simmers in the back of my mind a lot. i don't rlly think it's going to change anytime soon #so i guess this is just putting it somewhere so it doesn't have to sit in my head all the time. um. yeah 👍

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calxia · 4 months ago

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as someone who's a long term fan of parx (found them when the natural blue vid was a month old) and who has supported them through everything, it almost hurts that I feel nothing towards IP2

I wanted so bad to like it and tried so hard but SOULSUCKER was alright, I don't enjoy FAI2 at all and I felt literally nothing listening to GUILT just

I shouldn't be happy to see that album go, but to me it only shows promise for the future and brings back the hope that they'll return to the catchy music that's not formed entirely out of samples that I love them for

#i feel like shit because of this #but i needed to get it off my chest #i wanted so bad to like ip2 #even being unsure about a sequel album when it was announced #but ive found nothing in it to enjoy #without the constant looming thought of what is he trying to suggest #and the current state of the fandom didnt help at all #I'll probably elaborate more in yhe future who knows #calxspeaks #waterparks #ip2

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carcarrot · 6 months ago

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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job

#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me #oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving #but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done #and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be #and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything #and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else #and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch #and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me #that i wont find an easier job than this one #well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else #by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think #which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free #and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok #i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god #but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face #and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus #anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore #but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh

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serenity-the-firefly · 4 months ago

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My family just had to put my sister’s childhood cat down :( i didn’t even like him that much but im still pretty sad….

#truly has not been my week. got shingles. cat died. one of the sisters at work is actively dying and will probably be dead by tomorrow.#im dogged by an inescapable sense of the futility and meaningless of life + constant fear of death #idk man #tw death #tw pet death #which isn’t to say its all bad!#i made a pasta dish im enjoying a lot #I just got a nice dresser and finished transferring all my clothes (which involved getting rid of a TON of stuff i don’t wear)#and now things are more organized and easier to access #I have some fun projects coming up at work #but ougghh still. duality of man or whatever #everyone else is asleep now so ig i will just blog abt my emotions #and i don’t keep a diary so its nice to have a way to keep track of these things #thoughts

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jaker-shit · 11 days ago

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Dont trust anybody who says they’re “not a hateful person/don’t hate anybody”. They’ve obviously never worked any retail or service job.

#i had no idea i might be neurodivergent until i was already 20 #i just long for the days i wasnt aware of it #i wish to return to the cave and see the world in its shadow #i have proven insufficient for reality #what little ive tasted of it #i remember being oblivious and ignorant in elementary school #not cognizant of how i may be perceived #i dont quite remember when the illusion broke #but eventually i realised i was defective #that something barred me from integrating with my peers #that even those i called friends looked down on my attitude and behavior #they were right to do so of course #i was a terrible child #i was too stupid and simple minded to assimilate into normal school circles #i was too aware of myself and easily bothered by others more similar to myself to enjoy time with the more obviously autistic #i hate it #i hate failing simple tasks and needing constant instruction and reminder to function at a minimum acceptable level #i hate how every single sight and detail and sound in the world sets of fireworks of barely connected thoughts and ideas that never quiet #i hate my conversational output being completely blocked by the simplest exchange with strangers #i am simply worse than other people #and i wish to go back to a time when i did not yet know this #flowers for algernon #giga cringe

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topaztimes · 8 months ago

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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough?#It certainly is now #Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

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gender-euphowrya · 2 months ago

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shirley curry retiring is kind of giving me a huge reminder that time passes and things don't last forever

#like i'm not even a fan of hers per se but yk. cool gaming grandma is obv gonna be the kind of person i'm fond of #it's nice that she knew when to stop because she wasn't enjoying it anymore & all like. good for her #it's just the realization that 9 whole years have gone by since she started being known and that like. stuff doesn't go on forever #like in the corner of my mind ''there's a nearly 90-yo woman making skyrim let's plays'' felt like a universal constant #and Ah Right it isn't it's just something someone decided to do and they can just as well decide not to do it #i wish her the best she was so sweet and i truly love what she brought to the gaming community #+ it's nice that her goodbye is. how to put it. a deliberate one rather than waking up to hear she passed away ykwim #which is what i thought happened when i saw a headline beginning like ''shirley curry 88-year old 'skyrim grandma'...'' gkfjd

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phoenixkaptain · 5 months ago

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Some people will never agree. Some people will always be against you. Some people don’t understand the depths of your loyalty, nor where that loyalty stems from. Some people will view you as disgusting. Some people will view you as wrong.

That’s okay. Even if it’s not okay now, one day, it will be.

One day you’ll look back at the roots of your loyalty that started from an insignificant seed, and you’ll realize that, in the universe, every seed that starts to grow loyalty is insignificant. Because nothing can be significant to everybody, and nobody can find significance in everything. Loyalty is a garden you grow. It is significant to you. Maybe it’s significant to only you.

That’s okay.

It’s okay to be insignificant. It’s okay to care about things that don’t matter.

Because nothing is insignificant to everybody, and everything is significant to somebody.

#the inane ramblings of a madman #my thoughts #as i leaf through life like a novel #i can’t help but find those inconsistencies that bother me #why don’t people understand?#maybe i need to consider #why do i understand?#we are all different #though we are all as insignificant as a single grain of sand #we all understand different things #and i don’t enjoy arguing the way i used to #so i will either have to exist in a state of constant rage #or i will have to accept that life infects its victims and the infection will always present differently

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rush-the-stars · 2 years ago

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i have thought much about it and i don’t think nai particularly likes brats or brat taming…i DO think he’d be willing to initially tame a brat but as long as he sees results and then obedience and devotion from them. i don’t think he has the patience to repeatedly scold a stubborn brat.

however, i do think he’d like brats who are awful and wretched to everyone but him. who come to heel for him and him only. i think he’d take great pride in that, really.

#THESE SRE JUST MY THOUGHTS!#i think the other divide between him and getou is that getou adores brats and has the patience #in fact it gives him purpose in some way. there’s devotion in that too like the constant back and forth that i think he enjoys #nai i think just wants obedience bc he really believes he knows what’s best for you #he could build you a paradise if you let him that is his type of love #but you HAVE to come to heel #anyways #cielo rambles!

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paozudraws · 5 months ago

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something in my subconscious brain definitely has welcome to eltingville as an art style inspiration with many others and I should embrace that more maybe

#bo talks !#my thoughts on my art style is in constant dilemma #do i want more cartoony.... more anime.... more realism?#my arts in a weird spot but its okay i know ill keep improving and settle on smth #realizing that show and any style similar to it is an inspo was crazy #its not a bad show persay i actually enjoy it but WOOF

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merlinaknight · 2 years ago

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I was finally able to see The Green Mile. My verdict?

#the green mile #frank darabont #tom hanks #michael clarke duncan #doug hutchison #sam rockwell #barry pepper #I was this 😭 for a significant portion of it #the worst part is that my mom walked into the room as ceratin horrifying scene was taking place #she was so upset she thought I was letting it play along 'cause I was desensitized over disturbing content #she actually thought I was rather enjoying it since I ellicited no reaction whatsoever #which offended me #but the truth of the matter is I was so shocked and horrified at the sequence that I simply couldn't keep my eyes off of the screen #and I wanted to sob my eyes off but my mom's constant nagging blocked the tears from flowing since I was so annoyed #I even apologized not once but twice for her having to witness such a calamity #i really did that #😒#film #cinema #streaming

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