#im dogged by an inescapable sense of the futility and meaningless of life + constant fear of death
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My family just had to put my sister’s childhood cat down :( i didn’t even like him that much but im still pretty sad….
#truly has not been my week. got shingles. cat died. one of the sisters at work is actively dying and will probably be dead by tomorrow.#im dogged by an inescapable sense of the futility and meaningless of life + constant fear of death#idk man#tw death#tw pet death#which isn’t to say its all bad!#i made a pasta dish im enjoying a lot#I just got a nice dresser and finished transferring all my clothes (which involved getting rid of a TON of stuff i don’t wear)#and now things are more organized and easier to access#I have some fun projects coming up at work#but ougghh still. duality of man or whatever#everyone else is asleep now so ig i will just blog abt my emotions#and i don’t keep a diary so its nice to have a way to keep track of these things#thoughts
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