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[elizabeaufort]

⸻ She laughs at her comment, but she was right. Nobody knocks some sense in her father's head.

Maybe, nowadays, Liz was the only now somehow managed to put a few senses on that head of his. Still, it isn't enough, hence why he gives her migraines from time to time. Compared to what he used to, he would be way better if it wasn't for Elizabeth's help. ⎯ By the new piece of information, all she could gather was that her grandfather hated her father. It is funny to hear about her grandparents, she never thought she had one or is it Claude who never spoke too much about his family. Not even his parents. At maximum, her uncles and aunt. She knew he had siblings but never touched on this subject, as it was kind of sore for him to talk.

❛ Do you think, my grandfather would like to meet me? ❜ She inquired curious, part of her wanting to meet her grandfather, another part anxious maybe it is a BAD idea after all. She checked her phone and saw Alex texting he is approaching the twins, they were on the way to the drive-thru to bring some snacks at home. ❛ So, I think you should go, my twins are arriving. But we can meet up soon, again. ❜ Stella said she wouldn't go anywhere so here is the opportunity to meet her.

──it does make better sense considering that Lizzie had been only a child back then, of course, she wouldn’t see things the same way she would ( or did, for that matter ). a small smile graced her lips at the response of her daughter; memories of the time she had spent living on that boat came rushing back to her, and she had very few she would consider pleasant ones —perhaps could be counted on the fingers of a single hand. winter, especially, felt too harsh for her taste, spent in that thing, and summer was simply put, unbearable. “and none of his friends could knock an ounce of sense into his damn head,” she laughed, shaking her head —for all the information Liz is giving her, the glimpse in her past and time spent with Claude, she was genuine half surprised ( at best ) that he had managed to keep custody and she hadn’t somehow ended up in the system at some point.

and the next words as the topic shifted to Claude, is where all the bad times in her life come down to; Claude does have a way with words, a silver-tongued devil, and she had spent far too long believing his lies. in the same manner she had believed him back then and followed him to the States —and all the times after that in the first couple of years that she believed him when he would say things would get better for them; nothing but another lie, of course. “I would know better than anyone,” she laughed a little; a bitter, humorless sound. “his charm never worked on my father though,” and this time the sound was a genuine one, recalling how her father had disapproved of their relationship since the very beginning, he was immune to the Frenchman's charm and Claude's words couldn’t convince him to change his mind —or that of her older brother, as well, who shared their father’s opinions.

“I did,” she nodded, “but I never understood why he sort of gave up after we moved here…” she mused, more to herself than to her daughter. When money had always been an issue and she felt he could find better work, just as he had back at her house, for her family, but they had never really spoken of it.

[eutanasya]

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[thatweirdocryptid]

"Hey cryptid! Check your closet/dresser :)" Wilbur yells. You check and whichever one you have has only stuff for maids.

WELL! HAVE FUN WITH THE ENCHANTED BELT THAT GIVES MORE DAMAGEEEE

-Ray yells back-

[amerasdreams]

.......

Well... tumrblr isn't therapy. I have to learn this somehow once and for all. Not broadcast my vulnerabilities.

I need an outlet. Do I? Or therapy? Already taking anti anxiety meds but I'm not sure if working and may actually be detrimental (I haven't had this much self harm impulse for a while... which isn't saying too much severity wise but still. Also harder to get up and may be making me feel bad even earlier in the day! What if it messes up my ability to feel good in the morning! Things start out good usually then go downhill. I sent theDr. A message. I already stopped one anti anxiety med bc my heart was like 114 bpm when sitting still for a while).

Need something. Idk. Everything is hard. Emotions unstable and i panic easily and spiral easily. Like today. Again. Idk if I have a disorder or what. I feel so helpless and often hopeless. When I think what I want vs what I have the capacity for. when i try to get there and fail miserably at the SMALLEST step. 😞

Is there any solution. I feel like i am different from everyone even mentally ill ppl... I don't fit in with anything, I'm unique but not in a good way

In any case... I can't expect tumrblr to help me. Help as in distraction maybe. But too much temptation to vent. 😞 why.

I see others talk about their issues and they get sympathy, ppl gently attempt to help. I have gotten some of this. But. At this point ppl probably tired of me, everything is the same and I say stupid stuff. I'm toxic. Why are they following? Idk.

I really can't expect anyone to help me. Ppl don't want negativity. I've got to somehow figure out things. I like tumblr and it has seemed more of a home than other places but. Can't let it be a solution. Bc itisn't. Idk what is. .

Maybe I should go off for a little while. Something. I have to have self control to not post stupid personal stuff no one cares about. I don't want to be a spectacle. Don't want to be known for this

It's just I have so many emotions and with such intensity if I don't express them in some way-- idk what will happen

[mahgck]

you have to outlive donald trump

[chiisana-lion]

[sadclowncentral]

shoutout to the guy who after unsuccessfully hitting on my sister and being politely declined asked her "is it okay if i ask your brother instead" and when she said yes gave me a long and searching look before sighing and going "no. i am not drunk enough to go for a dude. but you look like an angel" happy bisexual pride to this man and this man only. hope you figure it out soon king

[cordspaghetti]

really factual recounting with no embellishments whatsoever

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

the curse of summer is buying and eating an inadvisable amount of fruit in single sittings.

[moodsandtenses]

There's something hilarious about how so much subsequent media has positioned Vampires and Werewolves as, like, binary opposite entities, and then you read Dracula (1897) and realize that wolves are that guy's preferred solution to every problem. You'd say something to Dracula about "ah yes, werewolves, vampires' great eternal enemies," and he'd just be like "you mean my subcontractors?"

[spitblaze]

[guy who doesnt watch shows voice] yeah ive been meaning to watch that show

[sayruq]

like to charge reblog to cast

[unsung-idiot]

don't show him modern technology; it won't end well

bonus under the cut:

[pjharvey-moved]

making fun of americans is pretty much always ok if youre not doing it in an edgelord “you guys have so many school shootings” way or acting like we’re the only country that has racism. but like posts about americans and hamburger get me every time

[politijohn]

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