#end of the beginning

[profoundwebhead]

here’s a nice little bit of angst for umbrella academy fans:

what if, in the seven years they were together… Lila gave Five a pet name as a term of endearment. Maybe she wasn’t in love with him but she felt something… and felt wrong for using Five to refer to him? like that was his ‘assassin name’

that’s the name he had when he killed her parents… but she doesn’t see him as that person anymore?

so she gives him a pet name and uses it throughout those seven years. something soft and sweet like “my love”. ofc, she still calls him five from time to time, like when she’s worried or scared (after five finds the journal and she calls out for him) but she wants him to forget that part of him too.

that’s not who he is anymore… that’s who she doesn’t want him to see himself as anymore.

and then the department store scene.

“i wanna fucking kill him!”

and he WANTS to kill his brother. The world is ending and they are all gonna die but he wants to be the one who ends Diego’s life.

but then.

“It’s over, FIVE!”

and he has to kind of double take because it’s been basically seven years since she’s called him that.

the name burns through his mind and he sees Reggie, The Handler… He sees the things he did. The people he killed.

fivefivefivefivefivefivefivefivefiveshecalledmefivewhydidshecallmefive

and he blinks away.

he’s a killer. he killed her parents. no they’re alive. this version of them are. i still did those things. SHE made me do those things. i still did them. i liked them.

…Five.

and his thoughts only get worse when he finds that fucking deli and there he is. He’s confronted with the worst thing in existence and it’s not the cleanse, or another apocalypse or the Handler or his dad… it’s himself.

and Lila was right.

It’s over… Five.

[gwenhaechana]

✦　 　　⁺　 　　˳　 　🥐 　　 ⊹　　　✧

✦　 　　⁺　 　　˳　 　back in chicago　　 ✧

[schgtbp]

You take the man out of the city, not the city out the man

Alone and hurt in a cold city at 18

[thingsasbarcodes]

The Umbrella Academy 4x06 - End of the Beginning

[tiktokedits-fordawin]

Blue Eye Samurai

Song: End of the Beginning

[writersaretechnicallymurderers]

[de-bauchry]

OHHH AND WHEN IM BACK IN CHICAGO I FEEL ITTTTTTTT

GOD DAMN IT JOE KEERY THE MAN THAT YOU R FOR MAKING SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG FUCK

[space-and-galaxies]

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN ITS ENDING THERE

[thesingalongsong]

“And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it

Another version of me, I was in it

I wave goodbye to the end of beginning,”

[queen-daya]

Song of the Day-Phelps Friday (3/3/23)

“End of the Beginning” by David Phelps

Reblog or Comment If You Listened To It

[ashrayus]

absolutely lost it over this fic by @neuro-psyche so. have this comic o(- (

go read it rn if u also love some Good identity reveal fic!!!!

[brucedinsman]

Music Mix: End of the Beginning

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[thesunoficarus1]

season one of supernatual is so funny to me. sam and dean will literally show up to the crime scene in some fuck ass flannels and dean is in his leather jacket and the cops are like "who the hell are you?" and dean will be like "oh, us? well we are obviously from the us fish and wildlife service who else could we possibly be???" 

meanwhile theyre in the craziest outfits known to mankind with no badge or anything, so the cops will ask for their IDs and they'll hand them the most unconvincing fake id you'll ever see. the thing will be crumpled to no return and look like it was all hand written by a toddler and SOMEHOW THE COPS STILL BELIEVE THEM??

and then, they'll start questioning the victims family like "aw man :( I'm so sad for you :( that must be really hard :( so like what happened? and on a completely separate note, did you see anything? feel a temp drop? did you feel a cold spot? did you see something weird? like a creature mayhaps? like a ghost? did you see a ghost? do you believe in ghosts? please tell me it's a ghost?" like that's a totally normal line of questioning for a random drowning from two members of the us fish and wildlife service.

[thingsasbarcodes]

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. 1x16 - End of the Beginning

[yahoo201027]

Now: Naruto Shippuden

Next: IGPX

Later: Unicorn: Warriors Eternal