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Perfection... possibility... commitment...

Her: It's possible, isn't it? It's possible that you could meet somebody who's perfect for you even though you're committed to somebody else.

Him: No, no, see, I think if you're committed to somebody, you don't allow yourself to find perfection in someone else.

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Remedy

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10.25.2016

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Swinging and Diving

Today was a HOT day but a relaxing day.

Church today was great and leading the music is always so rewarding.

Went to a friend’s grad party and got a special encouraging word there from one of the church members who’s done worship in his years. In short words in summary he told me if I am to want God, I will worship him. If I am to lead a people, lead from my heart. If I am hurting and going through the motions, then go through the motions. I am anointed and set apart for God. ❤️

Afterwards, Took a lil spontaneous trip to a trail to a rope swing with friends near Redondo.

It was an adrenaline rush. Gosh, I love summer and the people I spend it with.

I’m doing this post from my phone so not sure if I can do multiple photos and videos in one post.

Continuing, we stopped by our local beach/boardwalk.

First our friend “N” took the first dive off the boardwalk followed by two more of our friends haha! I would’ve joined in but I can’t swim.

I’m still so sweaty while I’m laying on my couch at home from this hot day.

Goodnight.

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Be still… Your eyes… Breathe…

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I need some change ... Oh boy... I need change.... 

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It’s Over

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I want...

I always want to venture for firsts. So simple. So innocent. So breathtaking

So memorable...

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Unnamed No. 1

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I am not...

defeated

a failure

incomplete

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Focus

What am I focusing on?... What am I holding on to?... What am I magnifying?... What am I giving power to?...

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Never again...

Shall I let the darkness overcome…

Shall I let fear paralyze me…

Will I not listen…

Will I stop…

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I made too many promises I did not keep I stayed up long nights crying to sleep But in this season His word and promises keep me strong So holding onto my sin, guilt, and shame will only tell me my wrongs.

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Is this a promise I’m making now by saying “never again…”?

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Oxygen(It's You) You bring me so much life... Every breathe comes from You...

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07.04.2017 Happy Fourth of July

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I'm falling on my knees... Offering all of me... Jesus, you're all this heart Is living for...