#eliana henry beck

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My Ellie

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Summary:  Ellie is confused

Pairings:  Aster/Beck X Ellie, Ellie X Emy, Aster/Beck X Joshua/Emy, Aster/Beck/Ransom X Mickey

Rating:  angsty

Warnings:  confused Ellie, child psychology, mild depictions of domestic violence, language, Beck and Mickey into a small altercation, 18+ ONLY

Word Count:  2.5K

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Ellie stomps through the door of the townhouse, not even looking back at Mickey, or saying anything to Beck or Aster.  Just marches to her room, and slams the door.  “What did you do?” Aster asks Mickey, Orion in her arms, and Atlas waddles around the corner to see what the commotion was.

“Why is it always something that I did?” he asks, his voice raising.  Beck struggles to get Orion out of Aster’s arms, and pulls up Atlas as well, walking them into the playroom so they don’t see their mom arguing with Mickey.

“For starters, she didn’t leave here with an attitude, now every time you drop her off she has one.  And that,” her finger points back to her room.  “She never walks past me and Beck without saying hey.”

“The great and wonderful, Beck, huh?  I seriously can’t do anything right.  I have made an effort to get her every other weekend, I pass your drug tests that you still insist that I take, and she doesn’t have a mark on her.  What more do you want me to be?”

“I want to know what’s wrong with my daughter.”

Mickey rolls his eyes, looking up at the ceiling.  “Our daughter.  You and me made that child, baby.  Not your precious Beck.  Not all of us can be perfect, Azzie.  At least I’m trying.”

Aster bites her tongue.  Her whole body vibrates with the need to push him, but instead, she takes a calming breath.  “Thank you so much for finally growing up, and trying Mickey.  All I have ever wanted from you is you to be there for our daughter.  I guess we’ll see you in two weeks?  You gonna actually call her in those two weeks?”

“You can really be such a bitch, you know that.”

“Hey!” Beck raises his voice walking into the foyer, “You will not talk to my wife that way.  She is concerned about Ellie,” he walks closer to Aster, standing slightly in front of her.  “Have you not noticed her behavior?” Mickey shakes his head no, blowing out a puff of air.  “Keep an eye on it then, could you?  And, maybe not smoke in the car with her.”

“I quit drugs, it’s a bit hard to quit cigarettes.”

“Just don’t smoke in the car with her.  And make an effort to call her during the next two weeks you don’t have her.  Five minutes of your time, can not be that hard, but I do appreciate you stepping up, and willing to get her every other weekend.  We’ll see you next time, and if you ever talk to my wife like that again...”

“I got it, Mr. Perfect,” he bites at the inside of his lip, and walks out the door.

Aster wraps her arms around Beck, and he can feel how nervous she is, “I’m calling Emy.  I just...if someone touched her...Beck, I’m...”

“I’ll be the one going to jail.  Our boys need their mama.”

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Emy looks at Ellie who sits with her arms crossed around her chest, almost glaring at Emy.  “Ellie, your mom and dad said that there’s been some behavioral issues again?” Ellie doesn’t answer, just rolls her eyes.

“You know they just want what’s best, right?  Is everything good at your daddy’s house?” still no answer.  “Ellie, this...it’s a safe space.  I just want you to be able to talk to me, if you can’t talk to your parents.  Did your dad or someone hurt you?”

“Define hurt?” Ellie answers, her fingers twitching on her arm, before she readjusts herself.

“Hurt can be a lot of things.  Did he touch you?” 

“No.”

“He hurt your feelings?” Ellie shrugs her shoulders, her eyes trained to look at the floor, and away from Emy.  “Is it because you don’t get to see him enough?”

“No.”

“Do you want to tell me what’s going on?”

Ellie lets out an agitated sigh, laying back on the couch, “Isn’t this how you’re supposed to sit?”

“Sit however makes you comfortable.”

“He’s married,” Ellie closes her eyes, and grimaces.  “And his wife is now,” her hands pet at her belly, and Emy sees a steady flow of tears coming out of her eyes.  “Daddy thought I didn’t see it, but I did.  Her belly is bigger, and he,” furrowing her, she lets her tears fully fall down her face.  “He kissed it.”

“Does that bother you?”

“I wasn’t at his wedding.  I was in mommy and Beck’s, and...” she takes a staggered breath, “There’s a few pictures of mommy with me in her belly, and she’s always alone or with Papa, Mimi, Blade, Iris, Story, or Lucy.  Even Otto is kissing her belly.  There’s none of daddy.  Why...that baby isn’t born yet, and he loves it more.  I know Dad loves me, but...there’s no sweet photos of daddy with mommy.  I want that.”

Emy takes a moment to think, unsure of exactly how to approach the little girl, because her feelings are valid, but it isn’t that Mickey is trying to hurt her.  He’s just always been very good at it.  “Mommy’s pregnant, too.  Do you think that’s why she’s pregnant?”

“I doubt it.”

“Yeah, daddy and mommy hate each other.  I think that’s why he doesn’t love me like this new baby.”

“Ellie, you know that’s not true.”

“No,” she sits up staring at Emy.  “It is. His wife is the reason I get to go over there.  I’m not supposed to tell mommy and dad, but...the wife and daddy got in a fight, and she told him if he doesn’t straighten up, she’s leaving him.  I heard mommy tell him that, he still went out with his friends, and didn’t come home for days.  She always took me to stay with Papa and Mimi when that happened.  He went to jail,” Emy tilts her head, not realizing that Ellie knew all that had happened.

“Owie and Joshie came and lived with us for a little bit, and I never got to see daddy,” Emy reaches for a tissue, and hands it over to Ellie.  “I came home, and...mommy’s too nice to daddy isn’t she?”

“She wants him in your life.  Sometimes, substances can change people.”

“The drugs?  I heard mommy and dad talk about it.  I don’t know what daddy did, but we all slept in the same bed.  He hurt her.  There was a shelf that was made of glass in the living room, it wasn’t there anymore.  Joshie and Owie only stayed with us if mommy was scared.  Is that how you met Joshie?” 

Emy gives her a smile, but shakes her head no.  “I mean, is that how you fell for him?  Like mommy and dad.”

“No, mine and Joshie’s story is a bit different than that, and you are but just a small little girl.  But maybe me and him and talk to you about it one day, if you’d like.  Ellie, it’s okay to tell your mom and dad what you’re feeling, and it’s okay if you don’t want to, but...I am married to your uncle Joshie, so you don’t have to be in here to talk to me.  You can call me anytime, come over to the house,” Ellie shakes her head no.  “Why not?”

“Joshie will tell mommy.  Daddy told me not to talk about him being married.  You know...I don’t want to call him daddy anymore.  I’m with Beck more anyways.  Why do you think he hates Beck?  My dad, he hates Beck.”

“I don’t think he hates Beck.  I think he sees Beck as the man he wished he was for you and your mom.  He feels intimated by Beck because it looks like Beck doesn’t even try.”

“He doesn’t.  Beck is just...he’s Beck.  He’s good, and he’s there, and he loves us.  He...he cried when my brothers were born, because he was scared that I would feel forgotten.  Beck takes me on dates.  Not real ones, because he’s my,” her eyes look at the table, and she picks up her steamed apple juice for a wuick drink, still her favorite.  “He’s my daddy...my dad, you know what I mean.  But he brings me flowers, and it’s just me and him.  I have never felt left out with my dad.  He makes me feel special, and Mickey can’t even get clean for me.  I was his daughter first.”

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“He what?” Aster screams at Joshua and Emy.  A private meeting between the two couples, while the boys were at the estate and Ellie was at the castle with Otto.  “No.  No,” she laughs maniacally.  “He’s not married.  No.  No, h-h-he wouldn’t.”

“Az,” Joshua calmly speaks.  “Why would she say that?”

“Because...my...my baby is hurting.  I can believe that his girlfriend, Suzy or Suzette or whatever her name is pregnant.  But married?  Marriage isn’t Mickey’s style,” she turns to look at Beck who just shakes his head.  “And she...she remembered Joshie and Owie living with us?” 

“Az, she didn’t really know what happened, she just knew that something happened, and that you guys all slept in the bed together.”

“One of us, stayed up sitting on the chair in the bedroom,” Joshua tells her.

“Babe, I don’t really care who slept where,” she tells them.  “What is important is a girl remembers whatever happened that night, and in her eyes, this wife and baby are better than her.  She’s struggling with what to call him.  She wants to call Beck daddy, and then started calling Mickey by his name.  Ellie is confused.  She’s pissed off, and she knows her dad was on drugs.”

“I tried,” Aster starts.  Her hand rubbing over her little bump.  “I tried to shield her from Mickey’s ugly, and it appears that I only allowed her to see more.”

“I told you, that you were doing the right and brave thing.  That’s on me, too.  Beck, she made comments about your dates.  Keep doing special things with her.  Our girl is overwhelmed.  She doesn’t know what to do.”

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“Ellie, why don’t you go tell Papa and Mimi bye, I need to talk with your father for a moment,” Ellie gives her mom an odd look, but starts to skip off anyways, giving Beck a squeeze to his hand before leaving.

“What did I do now?  I passed the piss test.”

“Are you married?” Mickey takes a slow breath, and looks at the ground.  “Mickey, are you married?”

“Yes!  I’m fucking married, by the way my wife is pregnant.  Not that it means anything to you.”

“It means everything to me.  I’m the one that has sole custody of our daughter, and I need to know who is around her, and that includes your fucking wife, and child.  Did...did you not think I deserved to know?”

“No,” Mickey laughs out.  “No, it doesn’t pertain to you.”

“When my child is there, it pertains to me.  I gave you the decency to tell you that Beck and I were engaged.  I gave you the courtesy of letting you know about the twins, and this current pregnancy, and I have full custody.  I’m the one who owes you nothing.  I’m allowing you to continue to see her, despite you not paying child support.”

“Like you fucking need it!  You people,” his voice spits, out looking at Beck as well, who is bidding his time.  Wanting Aster to take the lead on this, but he’s pissed.  “You just get fucking richer.  You came from money, Az.  You made more money, and you married a fucking astronaut.  Everything you had was given to you.  You don’t need my fucking money.”

“I work my ass off!  I might have been born into money, but I go to work five days a fucking week.  Yes, I work for my family’s company, but I don’t sit there and collect a paycheck, I work for it, and I have worked for that goddamn company since I was sixteen years old.  So don’t tell me everything was given to me.  That money isn’t even for me, it’s for our daughter.  You lied to us.  Beck and I told you she had an attitude, and it’s your fault!  Did you even think what this would do to her?”

“You can get married and have kids, but I can’t?” he lets out an annoyed laugh.  “I get it.  Everything Aster Drysdale does is perfect.  You can do no wrong, huh?  But everything that Mickey does is shit.  Is that why you changed my daughter’s last name?  You didn’t think I would notice that, huh?  My god, do you even fucking hear yourself?  So self righteous.  Ellie will be disappointed in her life, and not just by me.  But I guess you think you’re too perfect for that, huh?”

“You’re an asshole.  I’m far from perfect, but I own my shit, you make excuses for every damn thing.  We’ve all been disappointed, but you’re making excuses for yourself concerning Ellie’s feelings.  You don’t even bother to talk to her to find out what’s wrong.  You’ve crushed her self esteem.  Kids have enough to deal with.  She remembers Mickey.  She remembers when you pushed me, and Joshua and Owin came and lived with us.  Remembers you were in jail, and now she doesn’t know whether to call you daddy, dad, or Mickey, but I guess that’s someone else’s fault,” Mickey flinches, but Beck pushes in front of Aster.

His arm, pressing up against Mickey’s neck.  “Wrong move.  We’re asking you to take accountability for your actions.  You threaten my wife, and my kids ever again...” Beck lets out a sinister laugh.  “You’re not even worth it.  The only reason we entertain you is for Ellie.”

“I’m never going to be good enough for you two, am I?  I’m sober, I have an apartment, I’m married, and I’m having a child.”

“I’m proud of you,” Beck answers, stepping back from him.  “But you need to realize we’re too kind.  Talk to your daughter.  You’re losing her and you don’t even realize.  She will not be coming home feeling less than worthy.”

“Is everything okay in here?” Ransom asks, coming in after hearing the commotion, while his wife entertained Ellie.  

“Of course.  Thick as thieves aren’t you?”

“I’m not as nice as them, so you better shut your fucking mouth.  I told her she should have pressed charges against you.  You touch my daughter, my granddaughter or son-in-law again, you’ll realize how fucking thick we are.  You will not come to my home, and talk to my family like that.  in fact, I think it’s time for you to leave.  After you’ve calmed down, if Ellie wants to see you this weekend, I’ll bring her to your apartment.  And don’t ever talk about my daughter and blame her for your shortcomings.  Go home, and think.  I don’t want you relapse, but I want you to think about your life and how it’s affecting my granddaughter,” Mickey only stands there glaring at Ransom.

Ransom walks even closer to him, nose to nose with Mickey.  “I didn’t stutter and I won’t say it again.  Get off my fucking property.  You can call the estate when you’re ready to spend time with my granddaughter.  And I’m letting it be her decision whether she wants to see you.”

“Aster, I’m sorry for ever coming into your life,” Mickey turns to walk out the door.

“I’m not.  You gave me my Ellie.”

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Jen!! My heart is breaking for Ellie. Will you write about Beck and/or Aster actually talking to her about what’s going on? I’m so so glad she has Beck but hate a sad Ellie belly 😭

It's pitiful. Ellie is so confused, and we're seeing all that she remembers about Mickey. Like most kids in this position, they protect their parents. Let me make this clear, Aster and Beck NEVER talk bad about Mickey in front of Ellie. Beck was very quick to get the boys out of the room when Aster was talking to Mickey. Thankfully she has proactive parents, and even family, that not only protect her, but want her in good mental health. Clearly the Drysdale's are pro-mental health in general. But Ellie also has a bestie, Otto, that she doesn't have to explain anything to. He knows, and she can openly talk to him.

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Sixteen, Right?

Summary: Aster has a talk with Ellie.

Pairings: Aster X Ellie

Rating: mild

Warnings: mentions of drug use, a vague mentions of domestic violence, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 1.1K

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Aster stands in the doorway of Ellie’s bedroom, as her sweet girl lays in her bed just petting Noodle. She hears the odd sniffle from Ellie, and is at a loss with what to do. Hating that Mickey would ever make this most perfect child feel anything less than that. While Ellie wasn’t that old, she had lived through a lot.

Aster wonders if the few years of back and forth with Mickey, trying to make things work, only made it worse. She wanted Ellie and Mickey to have a relationship, had even talked to Frank about it, and his opinion on what she should do. But Mickey is no Frank Adler.

“You can stop staring,” Ellie groans, flipping over on her bed to face Aster. “Joshie told you, huh? It’s why you and…” her dark blue eyes look away from her mom trying to figure out what it is she wants to call Mickey. “You two can never get along can you?”

Aster walks over to Ellie’s bed, a box in hand and sits down with her. “I want your…I want Mickey to step up for you. It’s what I’ve always wanted.”

“Why did he go to jail?”

Aster’s eyes lose focus, as she stares out into the distance. Refusing to answer the question. “He hurt you didn’t he? That’s why Emy asked if he hurt me. Is that what happen to that glass thing?” tilting her head to the side, Aster slowly nods her head. “It was a fight about me? It always is.”

“Eliana, I want you to realize, Mickey and I both love you very much.”

“You hate each other.”

“I don’t hate him. I hate the things he does. At one point in time, I really loved your dad. We’re just toxic for each other. I couldn’t trust him with my heart or with you. I tried way too many times to make it work. We would break up for an extended time, but he has his ways of saying sorry, and telling me he would change. Things would be amazing for a few months, one time it was even longer, nearly a year. We were happy, even talked about a future, marriage, more kids. I guess that’s why it hurt so much more when he snapped.”

Aster pulls out the box, opening it up to show Ellie the pictures that were just too painful for Aster to look at. Realizing now, why it would upset Ellie that she didn’t have those memories. “He loves you so much Ellie. When I told him I was pregnant, he picked me up, and spun me around. I was the one that kept the pregnancy from him. He has a problem, and that problem kept him from being the dad you deserve. He’s trying though, baby.”

Ellie brings Noodle into her lap after looking at a picture of Mickey holding Aster after her baby shower, and shakes her head, “I wasn’t good enough for him to get clean. He did it for her and his new kid. Why not me?”

“Your dad is older now. It had nothing to do with you. He was ready. You know Papa and Mimi paid for him to go to a hospital to get clean. That was right before he came with us for nearly a year. Old habits die hard. And he couldn’t stay away from people he thought were his friends. Your dad falls under pressure. I know you look at this as he didn’t want to do it for you. But we should look at it, as he’s doing it now. You’ve already lost so much time with him, you don’t want to miss anymore.”

“I want him to care about me. And I want him to tell you that he’s sorry. He’s never told you he was sorry, has he? Like the way Mimi wants us to tell each other sorry when me and Otto fight. It doesn’t happen all the time…I talk to him about it sometimes. He doesn’t have pictures of him and Carter either. We really are like twins, huh?”

Aster leans forward, kissing Ellie’s forehead and pulling back to look at her daughter who was getting bigger way too fast. Had grown up mentally even faster. Sometimes she wishes she would have found a better dad for her, but then, it wouldn’t be her Ellie belly.

For the most part, Ellie was still her giggly little girl. The girl that loved her mom and Beck, played with her brothers, and made sure she told them good morning and good night everyday. A little girl who was excellent at school, and helpful. Volunteered to help out whenever possible. Took up for the kids who were being bullied with her partner in crime, and even got into some trouble with Otto. But everything that had happened in her short life, and Aster’s and Mickey’s DNA, is what made Ellie, Ellie.

Aster isn’t sure what made her so special to deserve Ellie. “Baby, I want you to keep these photos. I want you to know, I did love your father. Things weren’t always ugly and fights. I’m also proud of him, and you should be, too.”

“What if he does to Suzy, what he did to you? Hurt her?”

“I hope that doesn’t happen, because he seems happy. When he’s a good dad, isn’t he the best?” Ellie just shrugs.

“Beck is the best.”

“Your dad isn’t Beck. We shouldn’t compare the two of them. Compare your dad to who he was a year ago, two years ago when he didn’t see you at all. The only person we should try and be better than is ourselves yesterday. And he’s trying. I have to remind myself of that. I just get so upset when I feel he’s going to hurt you. I am your advocate, and you’re my priority. And I’ll always make sure that you have the best. But I want you to talk to me about whatever. I won’t question you. I want to listen, because you can tell me everything.”

“Okay,” Ellie takes a deep breath, looking away from Aster. “There’s this boy in eighth grade, that is so cute.”

“Ellie,” the girl looks up at her mother, “you’re too young to date.”

“I just said he was cute,” she giggles at her mom. Aster can only smile, her daughter’s eyes lighting up, and even a sweet single dimple showing with her wide smile. “He’s too old for me, right?”

“For now.”

“So when I’m older I can date older?”

“Aye yi yi! Ellie,” Aster is now giggling with her. “How about we worry about that when we get there. No dating, until you can drive.”

“That’s sixteen right?” Aster nods at her. “Mommy,” the sweetest sound. One of Aster’s favorite thing, is how when it’s still just the two of them, Ellie always calls her mommy, “thank you.”

“You’re welcome, baby.”

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Hello please give us a Beck fam update 💫💛

You know who we haven't got to see anything about...Stella. Miss Stella and Oakley are in fact the same age, and I teased that both of Iris and Aster were pregnant here. But how is Beck, Ellie, Attie, and Rion going to react to not only a baby, but a girl?

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Stella Gemini Beck

Summary: then there was six

Pairings: Aster X Beck

Rating: 🥹🥹

Warnings: language, mentions of a breeding kink, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 1.3K

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Beck had been a bit concerned about his and Aster’s little surprise baby. They hadn’t planned on another baby, but weren’t the most cautious about it either. And now, here they were.

Aster denying she was pregnant for the longest time, despite what her husband told her. Refused to even take a test, because Mrs. No More Babies, knew there wasn’t a baby in there. He just made sure that he made food that included high levels of folic acid.

But that morning that Aster tried to shimmy in her tight pencil skirt, and turns to the side in the mirror, and she blows up air at her clearly bumped out stomach, Beck just laughs at his wife. “This isn’t funny.”

“What’s funny, is this is your third pregnancy, and you wanted to deny all the signs. When was your last period, Starlight?”

“Moonbeam,” she gives him a whine. Walking towards him in a lacy bra and unzipped skirt, she presses her head against his chest. “No more babies.”

“Remind yourself that when you’re telling me to fuck another baby in you.”

“I am under duress, that doesn’t count,” Beck rolls his eyes at his ridiculous wife. Anytime she was ovulating, she had a breeding kink. Horny for him all the time, and who is he to complain when his wife is begging to spill in her so deep it sticks. He just gives her what she’s begging for.

“You are a horn dog. You’re also ridiculous like your father, and I question mine and your mother’s sanity daily. These Ransom genes run so strong in you. It’s like you were carved out of his left ass cheek. I guess Lucy was the right one. Or switch it. You are his right hand man…woman.”

“You’re joking and I’m pregnant,” her voice muffled for how much she has her face buried in him. He just wraps his arms around her and holds her close.

“I came to terms you were pregnant a month ago. Even your mom asked when you were going to announce it, and I had to tell her when you admited it. She just groaned out, Ransom.”

“I’m gonna get huge again.”

“You’re going to swell for our baby. It’s different, and you’re going to look beautiful, and even more powerful because of it. So are we telling the kids now or later?”

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Just like when Aster was a child, she brings her three children in for a meeting. Orion sitting in the middle while Ellie and Atlas stare at their parents. Ellie knows. She gives Beck a sly grin, while Aster fiddles around her words.

“Mommy, just tell us you’re having a baby,” Ellie says, and Beck quickly agrees by nodding his head. Orion gasps, looking up at his beloved mom, while Atlas shakes his head no crossing his arms.

“Rion da baby,” he stubbornly answers. “No more babies.”

Beck tries not to laugh, and Aster can not believe she has a miniature her that goes by the name Atlas Cobalt Beck. “He’s still going to be the baby, until your sister is born.”

Ellie lets out a blood curdling scream, causing Orion to run into his moms arms, Atlas stares at his sister confused, and Beck gives Aster a wide open mouth look. “We were going to wait.”

“Attie, Rion will still be the baby boy.”

“I big boy!” Atlas grunts at his mama. “I big big boy!”

“I’m having a baby sister! A real baby sister!” she looks at Orion who gives her a pout, “I still will love you and Attie. I’ll play with you, and everything. But now I won’t be the only girl. Oh, Dad, what star are we going to name her?”

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Aster’s parents stare at their first baby, clutching onto her newest. For a child, and woman, who was always saying no more babies, she had proven herself to be one of the best mothers. Loving and attentive to her children. Shutting her work off completely, so when she was at home, her family was what was important.

Beck had proven to be the best thing for not only Aster, but Ellie. He always made sure that she was just as doted on by him as the boys. Even now, a nine-year-old Ellie still sat in his lap, her little head laying on his shoulder while they stare at Aster.

Aster and Beck needed one another. She needed him to calm her down. Needed him so that she realized that there were good men for her and her kids. He put her needs above his own, and she was so focused on everyone else’s needs. He got her to relax, and he thought she was perfect as her neurotic self.

Beck needed her to keep him grounded. For too many years his head was in outer space. Pouring his life into his work, until one little girl who colored blue pumpkins, made him want more than the stars. And now he had his own set of stars. He couldn’t get enough of his family, even had turned down a mission if it interfered with Aster’s pregnancies, the kids birthday, or Christmas.

Aster’s face had been damp from the moment that the newest Beck was born, and like always, she hadn’t let Beck hold her. Couldn’t even stop looking at her. “I don’t understand genetics or pregnancy or the fact that I grew this in my belly. She’s just perfect. Just like all our little stars,” she finally looks away from her baby to gaze at Beck and Ellie, turning to her parents who each hold a twin.

“Ellie, I know you know already, but Rion, Attie, this is your baby sister, Stella Gemini.”

“A star?”

“Yep, Atlas,” Ransom whispers into his ear. “Your mama’s stars are Gemini,” the little toddler points over to his mama, needing a closer look, and Ransom walks him over to them. Setting him down to look at his little sister.

“Orion,” Aster pouts at him, “Won’t you come see Stella?” he shakes his head no, laying down on his Mimi, “Are you mad at mama?”

“Me hurt her?”

“No, you’ve got to be gentle, but you won’t hurt her,” he looks up at his grandmother, and gives her a nod. She walks him to his mother, where he stares at his sister. Giving Stella’s cheek a few soft grazes. And Aster starts crying all over again.

Orion smiles up at his mom with his own tears, “Purty yike you, mama.”

“Oh, you Chris Beck, little thing. Gimme me a kiss, baby.”

“Glad you finally agree he is like me,” Aster shushes him, just hugging her littlest boy.

“Ah! Her smile. Daddy her smile!” Atlas shouts looking at his dad. “Mama, her smile big!”

“You like her guys?” both boys give her a nod, “Ellie you like her?” she nods as well, “Well, Moonbeam, you wanna hold your second daughter?” Ellie, shuffles off her dad, and gives her mom the biggest smile.

Beck leans over Aster, and reaches for the newest member, “Stells bells,” the baby squeaks in his arms, and he can’t help but to have his smile get even bigger, “Yep, we’re just about there, now.”

“No more babies!”

“Starlight, I’m just playing. Remember that in a couple of months.”

“What does that mean?” Ransom glares over at Beck and his daughter. “What does a couple of months have to do with anything.”

“Ran, baby, let’s go get something to eat and leave the new family,” she pulls his arm, but he still glowers at each of them.

“AstroBoy?”

“Ran, quit being ridiculous. Azzie, we’ll be back in an hour or so to get the kids. Get some rest.”

“I didn’t get an answer,” Ransom’s eyes still look at the door as his wife pulls him away.

“Oh good grief, Captain, Aster would give Beck as many babies as he wanted. What do you think it means.”

“You called me Captain. Screw food, I want a different dessert. Let’s go.”

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i know it’s deep in your pocket full of goodies-drabbles, and you’re hiding it from us because you know we all may fall dead bc of cuteness but i know somewhere there…. is Beck telling Ellie about the constellations as her bedtime story, and the Belly may be experiencing confusion bc of her parents, but Beck filled that sweet void of “who’s gonna tell me a bedtime story?” for Ellie 🥺

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Why is Beck and his softness for his Pumpkin the sweetest thing!  Beck HATES this!  He is not intimated or threated by Mickey in the least bit.  Beck wants Ellie to be happy, and that’s it.  He wants Mickey to succeed, because that means that Ellie does.  But Mickey is threatened by Beck.  But let’s look and see how Beck deals with all the is swirling through Ellie’s head.

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Sounds Amazing, Pumpkin

Summary: Beck talks to Ellie

Pairings: Beck X Ellie

Rating: 🥹🥹

Warnings:  Ellie tears, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 1.2K

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“Ellie,” Beck says softly beside his daughter’s bed. She only harrumphs and flops to the other side. “Ellie Pumpkin Belly, it’s time to wake up.”

“No, it’s not,” she groans throwing her pillow over her head, and it only makes Beck chuckle.

“Eliana Rune Henry-Beck, it’s time to wake up.”

“Dad!” her voice hits a whining pitch. “It’s Saturday. I want to sleep.”

“I’ve got a surprise breakfast for you,” Beck turns to walk away. Sitting at the breakfast nook waiting for her.

Ellie takes a look around her room. Noodle curled up on her pillow, and the house is almost too quiet. With a look at her clock, she knows it’s abnormally quiet for this time of day. No wonder she got extra sleep she didn’t have an Atlas running in there to pull her toes.

She sighs but gets up. Noodle looks at her lazily before she lays back down. “Lazy butt,” Ellie starts to walk away but looks back at the fluff monster. “No, if I have to wake up, so do you,” walking over she picks up her fuzzy friend, and carries her into the kitchen, seeing her dad waiting patiently.

“Where is everyone?” she asks, before sitting an annoyed Noodle on the bench beside her. Sliding in front of Beck she looks at the plate of heart shaped pancakes.

“There’s crunchy cookie butter in the batter. Topped with whipped cream and your sprinkles that you made extra just for here.”

Ellie stares at him as she takes a bite of the rich pancakes. “This is full of sugar. This is not Aster Beck approved. Where’s my mom?”

Grabbing up his own fork, he takes a bite of Ellie’s pancakes. “And the cosmic twins. Where are they?”

“You missing your Attie and Rion snuggles?”

“Orion snuggles. Atlas pulls my toes in the morning.”

Beck gives out a belly laugh and takes another bite, sliding over another plate of sausage. “There’s the Aster Beck. Turkey sausage,” Ellie takes a bite and hums with satisfaction. Her favorite part of breakfast is a few sausage links. “You gonna answer me?”

“It’s been awhile since we’ve had an Ellie and dad day. And since it’s getting closer to Arianna,” Ellie turns her nose up in disgust.

“Her name will be Stella. It makes sense. She’s a star. Just like the rest of us.”

“We’ll see. I like the idea of her name ending in Anna like yours.”

“You know,” Ellie takes a bite of pancake and smiles. “The only reason mommy is entertaining that idea is, her nickname will be Ari.”

Beck furrows his brow thinking about it. “Your mom would name our daughter after uncle Airy wouldn’t she?” Ellie gives her famous little giggle, and gives Beck a big smile. “I thought we could go shopping today, maybe stop at the coffee shop. Go painting, whatever you want to do.”

“Ahh,” Ellie answers with a nod. “This is a Mickey Henry thing, huh? I’m fine.”

“This is a Beck and Ellie thing.”

“Why do you think he’s trying harder?”

“Ellie, do you think your mom and I are meant to be? Like how Iris and James are, your Mimi and Papa? Story and Carter? Blade and Lo, Chris and Lucy, and even Ari, Curtis, and LP?” she nods her head and looks down at her pancakes. Unsure of where this conversation is going or what to say.

“If your dad and mom made it work, where would I be? And Atlas and Orion, and possibly Stella?”

“The twins and Stella wouldn’t be here.”

“They wouldn’t. You came from Mickey and Aster. If I met your mom before Mickey, there wouldn’t be you. And I don’t think the world could handle that. There wouldn’t be this dimpled girl, with her soft curls, pouty lips, Mickey Henry eyes, with the best giggles, the best midfielder I know, the sweetest big sister, and who would be Otto’s twin?” Ellie laughs despite her tears. Wiping at her long dark lashes, and picks up Noodle.

“Ellie I don’t know what was special about Suzette that made your dad want to change. The good thing is he did. Don’t you get to see him more often?”

“Well, yeah.”

“Doesn’t that mean, you get the best tickles more often?” she nods her head. “He comes to your games. He’s even picked you up at school. Your dad is trying. Pumpkin,” Beck leans over the small table, and tilts her head up to look at him. “Your dad has always loved you. Your mom and dad just weren’t good. And that’s okay. She found her person, and I hope he found his. He hurts because he’s realizes how much he missed with you. He’ll never be able to get any of that time back. But he’s trying now. I know your mom and dad still argue, but that’s because your mom wants him to be the best he can be. I also know this time is confusing to you, and maybe you need to talk to him about how you’re feeling, so he understands what you’re feeling is valid. It’s okay for you to be angry, to be confused. It’s okay for you to say that today, you don’t like your dad.”

Ellie gasps, “Daddy…dad, that’s not nice.”

“Do you always like me or your mom? Or when Atlas pulls your toes, do you like him?” she looks at him understanding a bit more what he’s saying. “But, we always love each other. Ellie, I know I didn’t get to see you take your first steps, or hear your first words. But I taught you to ride a bike with no training wheels. I help you with your soccer. I’ve helped you with science projects, taken you to dentists appointments, held you when you’ve had a nightmare, and I know we’ll have so many more memories. But I don’t want to take his place. I just want to be a bonus dad. Not every kid gets to have two. And now that Mickey is there, he gets to have moments with you. But I also want you to put your trust me. I do not care if it’s three o’clock in the morning, I’ll be right there with you. I didn’t just marry your mommy, I married you too.”

“What should I call you?”

“After all that, you still want to know what to call me?” he giggles but stands to go sit beside her. “As long as you’re not calling me a poopy face, I don’t care. If you want to call me Becks again, I’m okay with that too. I want you to be comfortable. Now, instead of me making you cry, why don’t you go get dressed. We’ll go shopping and then get coffee okay?”

“Don’t twist my arm, dad,” leaning up she gives a kiss to his cheek and smiles. “Thanks. I love you. Maybe, a movie later. But here, with candy and popcorn, and my brothers.”

“Sounds amazing, Pumpkin.”

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Ohh Goood after your Otto inspo i think that he will be a combination of Uncle Blade with Carter money a dash of Story Beauty and Ransom Drysdale DNA sprinkle on top and thats .. thats deadly.

And dont let Me start with Ellie, she will be … everything 😂

Oh you’re not ready for Otto to go to this sweet little boy with a lisp, because he was tongue tied to a full fledged babe. He does have a lot of Blade in him whore. He’s got his dads calm and cool demeanor, but he’s also someone who can have a good time, and he does. He did take something from his Barber side. He can be a bit of a Dom. Think Ari.

Otto is going to be the golden child, and follows in Carter’s footsteps with the family business, Archer does as well. His dramatics are a bit more calm, but he’s got the Drysdale drama in him. He’s going to be 🥵 he’s one of the last one of Story’s boys to find his person too.

Ellie, her is such a sweet girl. She’s not quite like her mom, but she finds her a good one. They’re going to have the sweetest and yet sinful relationship and she’s a tease brat. He will not mind picking up the pieces that Mickey broke from her.

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I cant wait for all those drabbles when Ellie belly starts to date💚shes my fav, i think thats when Aster will be Ransom 2.0 and Beck will be like Starlight she will be ok and that boy is good to her. Otto probably will be protective of her, oooo😮😮 maybe Ellie will be with Otto best friend 😮like the forbidden love or something

Oh I’m not ready for those babies to start dating 🥺 and Ellie is one that I’m not ready for. She is going to grow up so strong and confident. She will not be like her mama, she’s not going to force a relationship to happen because it’s what she feels she has to do. Because Aster was always so honest with Ellie. Not to mention she has the best daddy. If she gets a boy that isn’t good to her, beware! I don’t have ALL that generation planned out, but I do have a few. However, we haven’t dived into so many from the first and second generation, so that’s nowhere near time to discuss the hundreds of that generation 😂😂

I mean, we’ve only started diving into Bucky/Brooklyn, but then there’s Joshua and his wife, Owin, the Bodecker’s. I need to just do a Q&A day, with spoilers included 😂

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omg this was how Ellie’s meeting with Mimi started 😭 she was a wee bitty baby when they first facetimed ever 🥹

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Oh 🥺😩😭 and Kitten looks forward to those calls every time that Ellie goes to work with Ransom and/or Aster. Can not wait for naptime, and Ellie's meeting with her Mimi. She just babbles on about nothing, until her bottom lip just puckers out, and kitten stares at her little chunky grandbaby. One of the sweetest most giggly babies you ever did see. Ellie even pulling up her little blanket to rub on her nose to self soothe. If she didn't like going to office that much, Kitten would insist that she stayed at the estate. But Ellie loves being with her mama!

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if Ellie Belly monster gets an Uncle Blade doing ✨security background check✨ and an Otto ✨required approval✨ on the guys she dates, then i’m honestly scared for Squishers because omg that is not only Blade’s baby girl princess but that is also Otto’s first baby! But i kinda of think those two would only be doing half the work because Squishy being a spitfire is already enough to scare the bad boys away 😹

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Ellie just really values Otto's opinions. The family affectionately refers to them as twins. They're like on the same playing field. The man Ellie ends up with works for the BAU, so he's had a heavy background check...and his bestie is a hacker too 😏😉

There's only a few people that Otto flat out told Ellie he didn't like, he told her why, she agreed, they broke up. Otto knows that Ellie is beautiful, and knows that guys and MEN love her. He just wants to make sure she ends up with the right man. Otto also knows Ellie's preference of older men, and also her severe daddy issues...and praising she requires. She's not an easy girlfriend, and she gets tired of the guys she dates quickly, because they don't give her what she needs.

Now Squish...like you said, she takes care of business. She's very opinionated. Very much Ransom in a lot of ways. Otto actually feels sorry for the men she's with 😂 Blade is never going to be a fan of the kids growing up. He totally gets his dad's reluctance and almost hatred towards boys. But Squish she's got it. She's SUPER picky, and the fact that she chose Sam Winchester first...Blade likes he's younger, and on the other side of the country when they start dating.

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Lil Ellie found Papa's Biscoff and got access to her mama's coffee. 😍😂

😂😍 and you know her mommy is just watching her too. Like Aster totally sees what Ellie is doing out of the side of her eye. And Ellie just does her little giggle when Aster finally looks at her. Of course Az is doesn’t really care. They’re a family who loves Biscoffs and coffee.

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Jen, my heart is swelling! Beck really did fall in love with the belly monster first before he did with Azzie. Aster Sapphire may be his Starlight but Eliana Rune is definitely the love of his life 🥹

He really did 🥺 those blue pumpkins stole his heart. Those two had this instant connection that shocked even Ransom. Ellie doesn’t meet strangers, but she doesn’t just crawl in their laps. Beck had no chance with those two. And even his tears when he thought Ellie would be mad about the kids 🥺 she finally got her dad 😩

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who is this at Adler's Farm? 🤔😂😂

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Oh no 😂😂😂 this would totally be Ellie. She’s like I ain’t going back to that place ever. I’m having an in person meeting with my Mimi, you guys leave me alone!

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My Ellie

Sixteen, Right?

Sounds Amazing, Pumpkin

My Apple Juice

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We’ve gotten a ton of snow where I live, so I’ve spent the snow day catching up with all of your work and I’m 🥺. Whenever you get the chance, I’d love to see more of Ellie and Beck, especially Beck showing the other kids in her class that he does know her!

Oh I hope that you're nice and toasty! We were supposed to get snow, and it was the most pathetic thing in the world! So it will take Beck getting back from his mission before he gets to confront Miss Samantha...so this one might be a bit of a long one. There's going to be tears, cuteness, fluffiness. And I may ruin a bit of Ellie's birthday surprise, but I didn't want to spend too much time at Disney World.

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To the Moon and Back

Summary:  Ellie doesn’t want Becks to leave

Pairings:  Beck X Ellie

Rating:  tooth rotting, fluffy fluffster, hurt your wee heart, but it ends sweetly

Warnings: CHRIS BECK AND ELLIE BELLY, 18+ ONLY

Word Count:  1.9K

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"But but how long are you going to be gone?” Ellie leans back to look at the NASA clad Beck, both her and her mom getting to say their final goodbye to him before his mission.  Her little hand rubs along his cheek, and Aster tries to be strong for the two of them, but seeing her daughter cling to him, it’s bittersweet.  All she’s ever wanted was for Ellie to have a good strong father figure, and she has it.

Beck starts to speak, but has to stop himself when he sees the tears pool in Ellie’s eyes.  “Pumpkin, we talked about this.  I’m gonna bring you a star back.”

“But it won’t be real, and I want you,” the conversations of him leaving were plenty, but it didn’t hit Ellie that he was actually leaving until they were there, the shuttle in the background like her arch nemesis.  “I don’t need a star.”

“I know, but we gotta show that Samantha that you know me, right?  I got a surprise for you, okay?  For when I get back.  And every night, you can look at the moon, and see me.”

“No I can’t, you’ll be too far away, not in yours and mommy’s bed,” she lays her head down on his shoulder.  Her little hands rubbing and patting his back.  “I want you to stay here, I love you.”

Beck looks up at the ceiling, his tears flowing down his face now.  “I promise,” he has to stop himself, and realizing that Becks is crying Ellie starts sobbing on his chest.  “Pumpkin, I got you the moon buddy.  You can hug him every night.”

“I wanna hug you though.”

“Ellie,” Aster starts to pull her off of Beck, but she smacks at her mom.  “Ellie belly, you can’t...we’re supposed to be saying goodbye.”

“No!  I don’t want to say goodbye.  Please, Becks, don’t leave me,” she stops to lean back to look at him; face all splotchy and tear stained.  “I promise I’ll be a good girl, I don’t care about Samantha, just don’t leave me.  I won’t crawl in the bed with you no more, if you stay.”

“We don’t have to say goodbye.  Just I love you...” he presses his lips against her forehead, “To the moon and back.  But I have to get there so I can get back.  And we’ll talk and video call.”

“But...”

“No, Pumpkin, I’ve got to go, but I’ll be back, and with a surprise.”

“But but...you never got to tell me happy birthday before.”

“Aunt Ree is taking you to Disney World, and I’ll tell you,” he turns when he gets a yell from the Captain saying it was time to wrap it up.  Pulling Aster in for a group hug, he holds on tight to the two people who mean more to him than life itself.  Aster pulls him down for a bruising kiss, while Ellie still buries her face in his chest, her hands clinging tight to him, like she can hold him on earth forever.  “I’ve gotta go,” he struggles to hand Ellie to Aster.  Her body flailing around and scream crying as he gives them both a final kiss.

Walking onto the shuttle he wipes away his tears, “Doesn’t get any easier,” Whatney tells Beck.  “Never thought I’d see you tied down.”

“They’re perfect though.  Now I gotta get proof that my girl knows me.”

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“Becks!” Ellie cries when she sees Beck’s smiling face in the screen.  She turns to give her mom a quick giggle, and then back at the screen.  “Where are you?”

“We’re about to land, Pumpkin.  Are you outside?” she nods into the camera, her face hardly lit up with how dark it is.  Leaning back against Aster’s chest as they both stretch out on the blanket staring up at the moon.  “You looking up at the moon?”

“Uh huh!”

“Holding onto your moon buddy?”

“Yes huh!”

“Give his hand a squeeze, Pumpkin,” Ellie looks back at Aster who just smiles down at her, and she gives the moon buddy’s hand a squeeze, hearing Beck’s sweet voice sing, ‘At night, when the stars light up my room. I sit by myself, talking to the moon.  Trying to get to you.  I love you and your mommy so much Pumpkin I’ll be back soon.”

“Becks,” Ellie gives a tearful giggle.  “Oh I think I see you,” her hand waves up at the moon, and Beck tries to hold back his tears, waving back.

“I see you and Starlight, Pumpkin.  I’m waving right back.  You be good for mommy and I’ll see you soon.  Love you two.”

“I love you, Beck,” Aster blows a kiss towards him, and he pretends to catch it, placing it on his cheek.  “You’re so cheesy.”

“Love you Becks!  Hurry home.  Mommy brought my star caster in her room, and I just keep your side of the bed warm for you okay?”

“Okay.  I gotta go, but I’ll talk to you soon,” He places his helmet on his head, giving the two of them a quick wink before ending the call and starts to get in his suit.  Ready to get this mission over with and get back to his family.  

“You’ve got it bad,” Captain Lewis laughs checking over his suit.  “Cute kid.”

“The cutest.  Is it illegal to write something on the moon?” Lewis looks at him confused.  “See there’s this brat girl, and she...she called my kid a liar, when Ellie told her she knew me.”

“It’s not illegal,” she walks away towards the exit ready for everyone to head out.

As soon at they’re out on the moon, Beck asks Martinez for a favor, handing him the camera when he uses his foot to clear out the perfect spot.  “Little brat, calling my girl a liar.  I’ll show her.  Alright, you got this,” he looks at Martinez who is carrying on about Beck trying to get revenge on a four year old.  “My kid isn’t a liar,” he starts using his gloved finger to write out, Ellie belly, my pumpkin, before looking up at the camera smiling beside her name.  “Take that Samantha.  Stupid brat.”

“Picking fights with a baby.”

“She’s a bully.  And my Ellie isn’t a liar!”

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“Ellie,” Aster gently taps her daughter sprawled out on her bed.  Her arm wrapped tightly around her moon buddy, and Aster gives his hand a little squeeze to hear Beck’s voice singing to them.  “Ellie, baby, it’s time to wake up.  You’ve got a fancy present on the chair to open.”

“Go back to sleep.”

“Ellie, you get to meet your princess Belle today, and you have a big present waiting for you to open.  It’s from Beck,” Ellie turns her head to look at her mom, and raises to look at the gold wrapping paper.  Jumping up quickly, and still holding her moon buddy she starts ripping the paper off.  “We’ve got the Halloween party at the park later.  I didn’t bring you a costume though,” she smiles when her daughter screeches.

“It’s like the real thing!  Mommy look,” pulling out her very own yellow Belle ball gown, and she hugs it tightly to her chest.  “Can can we take a picture of it to send to Beck?”

“Yes baby.  Aunt Ree got you some more presents, too.  After breakfast.”

Ellie can hardly contain her excitement.  Wanting to put the dress on as soon as possible, but Story just tells her to wait.  Sending the boys out to have some fun when stylists walk in their room.  “So, that’s the birthday girl,” she points over at Ellie who just giggles and wiggles around.  “Ellie, you gotta have Belle’s hair right?  And nails?”

Having a girls day with just your daughters and granddaughters, getting pampered and ready for the Not So Scary Halloween.  Oohing and ahhing when Ellie puts on her dress.  Aster wearing a Princess Tiana inspired dress.  “Mommy, you don’t match.”

“Belle is your princess.  Tiana is mine, she’s a hard worker, and got what she wanted.”

Ellie’s eyes look all around the park as they’re lead to meet Belle.  Wanting to soak everything in.  The way it’s decorated, the way it smells, the sounds, the lights, everything.  Marching directly to her, and Ellie is all giggles and smiles as she hugs onto her.  “Where where’s your prince?” 

Belle gives her a soft smile, “You’re Belle tonight aren’t you?” with her cute Ellie giggle she nods.  “He’s up there,” Belle points up a few steps to see the prince with their back to them.  “Go on.  You deserve your dance.”

She slowly walks up the steps almost embarrassed about dancing with a stranger, looking back at her mom, who uses her hands to gesture her forward.  Ellie takes a deep breath when the prince turns around, “Becks!” running into his arms, she grips him tightly.  “You came back, and you’re all dressed up.”

“Just for you, Pumpkin.  And now, I can say it...”

“Say what?” her glossy eyes lean back to look at him and to pet his cheek, while Aster stands in the distance softly crying at her whole world.  Ransom walks behind her to hold onto her gently.  Gazing at the man that has stolen both his daughter and granddaughter’s hearts.

“I wanna be mad, angel, but I can’t hate that man,” Aster pats at his hand, “He’s a good one.  Perfect for you and Ellie.  Don’t push him away because you’re scared.”

“I don’t want to daddy.”

Beck looks at Ellie’s chubby little face, rubbing his nose against hers, “I love you to the moon...”

“And back!" she finishes, before nuzzling her face agsinst his.

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Beck sits quietly in the back of the classroom with Ellie on his lap.  Her hand holding onto a canvas, while the other holds her moon buddy.  The both of them waiting on the student to finish their show and tell.  Her little hand goes to his cheek and gives him a little pat when the teacher calls her name.  

“I brought...” she stops and looks at Beck, who gives her a soft smile and nods his head.  “I brought my moon buddy that Becks gave me before he left, but also,” she flips around the canvas to show Beck smiling with a thumbs up beside her name on the moon, “I didn’t want my...” her feet wiggle a bit, deciding it’s best to change her words, “Becks, I didn’t want him to leave.  And he came back and brought me a star, and my mark on the moon.”

“It looks like sand.”

“Samantha,” the teacher scolds and looks back to Ellie.

“It’s not.  It’s the moon,” Samantha rolls her eyes and shakes her head.  “It is.  My dad went to the moon and wrote my name on it for me,” Beck tilts his head hearing those words come out of Ellie’s mouth, wanting so badly to give her the biggest hug, almost taken aback by how easily it flowed off her lips.  Needing to just hold her, and smell her sweet strawberries and Biscoffs scent, but that brat.

“He’s not even your dad.  Your last name is Henry.”

“Samantha!  Pull a card.”

“He is my dad.  He lives with me, and he plays with me, and he loves me, and brought me back a star, and left me on the moon,” her eyes pout back at Beck.  “You are my dad.  My second dad.”

“No he’s not.”

“Yes, I am.  Miss Katy, I think it’s been a long day for Ellie.  I’ve only just gotten back, and I miss my daughter.  I’m going to sign her out for the day,” he stops at Samantha’s part of the table and leaves behind her own moon buddy before walking up to Ellie, grabbing the canvas out of her hand, and holding her tightly against him.  Not another word spoken to anybody until he gets out of the classroom.  “To the moon and back, Pumpkin.”

“You’re not mad?  I didn’t ask if you wanted to be my dad, and I’m sorry.”

“You didn’t have to, Ellie.  I’m not going anywhere, and I would love to be your second dad.”

“To the moon and back Becks.”

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Sit With My Friends

Summary: Abel blames himself

Pairings: Ellie X Abel

Rating: 🥺🥺

Warnings:  Abel, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 800

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Ellie walks down the hall of the castle, and spots Abel still in the school room. She stares at the little boy a moment as he absentmindedly colors on a piece of paper. “Abel, school is done for the day bub.”

“I’m not in school. But since all the kids come in here, Posie and daddy want me here, too. ”

“Miss Blossom adjusts to everyone though. Raiden even comes in here, everyone but Iclynn,” she walks closer and looks at the picture of Jax and Posie, him in between them. “You’re drawing your family.”

“I didn’t want to put my mom. She’s being mean to Posie. I wish she was my mom.”

“She can be,” Ellie gives him a little knock with her shoulder. “You know Beck, he’s not my real dad. My real dad’s name is Mickey. He had a lot of growing up to do. I still love him. But Beck stepped up when he didn’t have to. Just like Posie. I was about your age, too when I met him.”

“Did you know your real dad?”

“Yeah, he wasn’t around a lot. He was always busy. But my mom, she always made sure she spent time with me. And I stayed with Papa and Kitty a lot. Sometimes Story. You know Carter isn’t Otto’s real dad. His real dad died in a car wreck before he was born.”

Abel takes a look at his picture, and then back at Ellie. “I don’t like car wrecks.”

“Were you in one?” Abel quickly shakes his head no. “I hope you don’t ever have to be in one. But Posie has a very safe car, and they made sure you car seat is safe,” he lets out an exasperated puff of air. “That’s how Miss Story is. I was in a car seat for a long time. Eventually you get to be in a booster without the harness. But you’re only four.”

“This is my fault that we can’t go to school.”

“Why would it be your fault?” Abel shrugs his shoulders. “Come on, let me show you where me and the older kids go to school. You haven’t really got to see much of the castle have you?” with of shake of his head, he grabs onto Ellie’s hand and follows her to the new school room for the oldest kids. After some heavy coaxing, Beau convinced Arleigh to get a long term substitute, so her and the kids could be at the castle. He did not like that Wendy knew where she worked.

“Is it true they have a room just for wrapping presents?”

“No. They’ve got a lot of kids, and I doubt they’re stopping after Illiana. There’s a lot of guest rooms. A play room, theater, some of the boys still share a room like Archie and Brooks. Raiden sneaks in there sometimes or they all sneak into their bedroom. Biggest bed you’ve ever seen. Wanna go look?”

She leads him to the bedroom so he can see the Alaskan king bed, “The boys usually end up in this bed at some point.”

“What’s that little bed?”

“That’s Iclynn’s bed. That way no one rolls over on her. She sleeps beside her dad,” an announcement over the intercom lets them know it’s snack time, and she grabs his hand again. “Let’s get a snack, and then we can walk back up to the estate, and wait on everyone to get back from work, okay?“

“So you’re not mad at me?”

“No, adults are stupid. But it’s not the kid’s fault. Abel, we’re all here to love and protect you. And here on the compound, while extreme, we keep each other safe. It’s always been heavily guarded and is hard to find, and we’ve got cameras everyone. Carter even installed some in the blind areas. Apparently he knew ways to get on the property undetected. Tomorrow we’re going on a nature walk though. We get to see Grandpa Harlan’s menageries.”

“Harlan the man in the big picture?” she nods her head with a smile. “He seems nice did you like him?”

“None of us got to meet him. He passed away before Posie was born. But I’ve watched videos of him with Papa and Mimi before. They laugh and cry. I like home videos though. It’s fun to see my mom growing up.”

“Ellie,” Abel stops before they reach the dining area. “Thank you. I just thought everyone had the same mama and daddy.”

“We don’t. Lovie doesn’t either. You’ve met her real dad, Frank, everyone calls him Pops.”

“That’s Lovie’s real dad?”

“Yep, him and Papa didn’t always get along, but they’ve been friends now for many years. Because they know each of them want their family safe. Mmm, smells like snack is apples, peanut butter, and a zucchini muffin. It tastes better than it sounds. You can sit with me and Otto, unless you wanna sleep with Brookie and Oakie.”

“I’ll sit with my friends. Thank you.”

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this may come off funny but i got this random thought 😩 can we know how it went when Ellie Belly finally figured out Azzie has been giving her steamed apple juice for “coffee”? 😭 i genuinely feel like Ellie’s Ransom Drysdale would show and be at its peak in that moment lol

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Oh my goodness I love this so much!  Ellie is very certain what she’s drinking is 100% coffee, but it might surprise you how long she’s had those thoughts!  Had she had discovered this when she was much younger, then yes, it would have been worse...

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My Apple Juice

Summary:  Ellie finds out

Pairings:  Otto X Ellie

Rating:  😂

Warnings:  none, 18+ ONLY

Word Count:  500

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You watch as Otto pulls up in his new car. Ellie wasn’t old enough to drive, and she went everywhere with him. And it was no surprise that they ended up together nearly everyday.

He steps on his brakes a bit to hard, and Ellie throws her head back in her famous giggles. Her hand slapping on his shoulders before they get out to walk into the coffee shop. The ones who don’t know, always assume that the two are twins, and they are very in tune with one another, even finishing each other’s sentences.

Walking up to the counter, and Otto orders his current usual of a cold brew with cold foam. Ellie gives you the biggest small, a cadence of laughter, “I want an Ellie, special, BB. I kinda miss when you get guys lived upstairs. I could use some Chloe snuggles.”

You notice how Otto curiously watches you while you make their drinks, paying especially close attention to Ellie’s. Handing over their steamy cups, they go to sit in their usual spot.

Otto taps on the table a moment, while his counter part takes a long sip of her drink. “Why are you staring at me?”

“You know that’s not really coffee, right?”

“What do you mean?” her voice gets higher in pitch, and she removes her lid looking at it. “Look, I’ve got the foam, and cinnamon, and it’s warm.”

“Okay, and there’s no coffee.”

She reaches across the table for Otto’s cold brew, and takes a big swig, turning her face up in disgust, “Why is it black?”

“It’s not. It’s cold brew, and has cold foam.”

“My cold foam is better,” she stubs up, crossing her arms. “My coffee is better.”

“Yours is steamed apple juice, with some cinnamon and caramel, and…”

“Otto Ransom Baizen, you’re nose is growing! This is my coffee.”

“Whipped cream,” he laughs, causing her mouth to hang open in disbelief. “You’ve got yourself apple cider.”

“Coffee!” she bangs her hand on the table, and looks over to you and you quickly look away. “This is…”

“Steamed apple juice,” Otto smooths out a napkin and smiles at her, “Me thinks that your mom was telling you it was coffee so you wouldn’t get hyper off the caffeine.”

“How old were you when you started drinking coffee?”

“Four. I drank coffee at dad’s office.”

“Apple cider…my life is a lie,” Otto gasps at her for saying the L word, “Don’t start, Baizen. I am distraught. Mimi, Papa, mom, dad, BB, V, Owie…all of them, liars. I let the girls at school try my special coffee and they probably looked at me…Samantha! That stupid hussy.”

Otto holds his stomach chuckling, “It’s not funny! Samantha has been telling people I’m coo coo for Cocoa Puffs. Because I called steamed apple juice, coffee.”

“Samantha is a bitch.”

“Otto!”

“She always has been.  Who cares about that stupid girl? She’s just jealous that Joaquin has been checking you out during math.”

“Shut up,” Otto nods his head, whispering a, ‘He does,’ “Does he really?”

“Oh, geeze, everyone does.  Every guy always asks me if you’re single.”

“Well, Samantha checks you out.”

“I don’t date bitches.”

“I can’t believe I’ve been drinking apple juice for almost sixteen years of my life. My life has been a lie.”

Otto just shrugs his shoulders, pushing his drink over to her, “I’ll keep drinking my apple juice.”

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“Oh that’s what Aster was thinking. Little did he or her parents know just how long her and Beck have been going at it. He should know she wouldn’t bring just any man around Ellie!” // Makes me wonder who HE’S bringing around Ellie… 🤔 - 💫

So this is going to be a direct continuation of this. Beck's first night at the townhouse, but Ellie isn't there. She's at her dads. I'm telling you this...heart of gold, and Aster, while hesitant is FALLING hard and fast

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With Us

Summary: Ellie goes to Mickey's

Pairings: Aster Drysdale X Chris Beck

Rating: A bit of angst, but ends floofy

Warnings: fatherly!Becks, child endangerment, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 2.3k

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Aster is a bit confused when she pulls into the driveway, already seeing Beck's car in the carport. So when she opens the front door, and it's unlocked, she nearly panics. She knew she shouldn't have trusted this man, and now she's got some creep in her house, but thankfully Ellie is at her dad's for once.

"Beck?" she asks timidly but there's no answer. Looking in her room, and still doesn't find him. It isn't until she walks down the hall and sees Ellie's star caster on, and she gives a little peek to find Beck laying on her toddler bed with all her stuffies, "What're you doing?"

"You know you leave the door unlocked?" she switches the weight of her legs still confused on what to feel. "You're late. I was going to surprise you, but this house is depressing without her."

"So you're laying on her bed that's just for her stuffed animals? The ones you bought?" Beck pats the bed beside him, but Aster laughs shaking her head. "That's her toddler bed."

"You're mad I walked in here?"

"I was scared."

"I'm not them. Had it been locked, I would have waited on the porch. How often does she go to Mickey's?" Aster can only shrug her shoulders. "I thought not having an Ellie monster might be nice. Wouldn't get cockblocked, but this...it's awful," dramatically he lays his head back on more stuffies. "You're going to have to give me some Biscoffs to get out of this bed."

"No cookies in the bed. It's in the rules," Beck groans and snuggles deeper in her stuffies, smelling just like Ellie's sweet scent of strawberries and Biscoffs. "Well, Doc, since we don't have a belly monster to cockblock us...?" she starts unbuttoning her shirt, and Beck tilts his head up.

"How can you think about sex at a time like this?" she just shrugs starting to fully remove her shirt. Kicking off those heels, and undoing her pants. "Starlight, what cha doing?"

"Going up to the balcony," she giggles when he shoots up in the bed. Her legs running as fast up the stairs as possible, while throwing off what remains of her clothes. Beck releases a playful growl when she crosses the door to the balcony completely bare to him, giggling when he wraps his arms around her, most of his own clothes discarded. "I brought the phone just in case she calls."

"Good call doc."

"Now, aren't you needing a pelvic exam?"

"Don't be gross," he backs her up to lay her down flat.

"Let me just check to make sure everything is working correctly," his face dips down into her core, and she giggles until he bites and nibbles at her bundle of nerves. Her fingers weave into his hair and she pulls him closer. "Gonna be a long night, Starlight," but she only pushes him back where she needs him. His chuckles vibrating through her.

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"Beck, stop," she giggles down at him. "You can not be serious."

"What?" he leans back off of her.

"How many times do you think I need to cum on your tongue? I'm ready for bed," he tilts his head kissing up her thigh, but with a quick intake of air, he dives back in to her honey. "Beecckk!?"

"Go to sleep. I don't need you awake for me to enjoy myself," attempting to pull him back up to her, but he doesn't budge. His nose runs through her folds before he breathes a quick bit of air on her. Ready to dive back in when Twinkle Twinkle Little Star plays on his phone.

"Who is that?"

"Ellie."

"My daughter calls you over her own mom," he rummages around, grabbing up his phone, looking at Aster like she's the enemy now.

"Hey Pumpkin, is everything?"

"I had a nightmare. Venus buddy is scared, too," she lets out a soft sigh, her eyes looking around in the dark room, "It's so dark in here. I don't have my star caster."

"We'll get you one to leave there. Do you need us to come get you baby?"

"Mommy! Is Becks at the house?"

"Yes, baby. Do you need us to come get you?" she hums out a no, her lips smack as she starts to get sleepy again.

"It's just loud," she covers the end of the phone and whispers into it, "There's someone here. I heard her voice."

Beck looks over to Aster unsure of what he needs to do, not wanting to overstep his boundaries, but everything in him is saying they need to go get her. "Do you feel safe, Ellie?" Aster asks, her body already walking to the closet and pulling out clothes.

"Yeah, they're just playing Daddy's music," she lets out a big yawn, but stops midway through and screeches.

Aster's body freezes when she hears a man that isn't Mickey laughing and a woman's voice say, "There's a kid in here. Ya lost sweetheart? Look she's got a phone. Hello?"

"Who the hell are you?"

"Cassandra. Who are you?"

"That's my daughter," she snaps her fingers towards Beck, dressing and leaving all at the same time. "Give her the phone back and leave her."

"Whatever."

"Mommy?"

"Ellie, lock the door. Beck and I are coming to get you."

"No! Daddy'll be mad. He doesn't know I have a phone," she goes to lock the door like Aster tells her, jumping back in the bed, she throws the covers over her. "Don't get in a fight please."

"I'm coming to get my baby, okay?"

"I love you, mommy. You too Becks," she hangs up the phone, while Aster is furious. Going into Ellie's room to get something before her and Beck are flying down the road. He just holds the phone staring at it until they arrive. Beck walking in first, and only looking for Ellie, while Aster is on the warpath to find Mickey.

Beck finds the locked door, giving it a few knocks before he asks for Ellie, grabbing her Venus buddy she opens the door. Jumping into Beck's arms and he holds her tightly. Reaching to get her star blankie, and grabbing up her bag before walking back out to the car, Aster still looking for Mickey.

Finally she spots Mickey snorting up a line before stopping his movements. His face falls when he sees Aster standing there shooting daggers at him, "Az, how's it going baby?"

"One night," she starts getting closer to Mickey, "One night, that you asked for."

"Here we go. It wasn't my fault, they...they just showed up."

"And you tell them to leave! I trusted you with my kid. She was asleep in her room when a couple walked in on her."

"She's my kid, too. Not his. Just like you find some man to fucking take my place. That's all she's talked about since being here, just how wonderful Becks is. I'm her father."

Aster lets out a deep laugh, "Then fucking act like it Mickey. You asked for this night, so I obliged even though it's my weekend. It's a night you asked for. And now you've got this trash where my child is."

"I was busy last weekend."

"My god, do you hear yourself? You're always busy. There's always an excuse. I'm not Ellie, the I'm working line doesn't work on me. When she's here with you, she's the only one here with you."

"What about him?"

"Beck is consistently there."

"Because he lives with you, huh?"

"No, he doesn't. He doesn't even stay the night unless she's not there. You lived there, and still he's there more often. Don't forget Mickey, I gave you chance after chance. I wanted you to step up as a father, and you've failed each time. I want you in her life. I've told you that I don't know how many times. But when she's here, she's your fucking priority not these sluts."

"Excuse me?" one of the many girls says, squaring up at her. "Who the hell do you think you are?"

"A mother getting her child from this mess. She won't be back if you can't change. We'll go back to supervised visits. You made me do this. She loves you. She wants you. She may talk about Beck a lot, but you're her dad. You should hear how she talks to him about you. And you're such a disappointment to her. I can't trust you with her. What if one of these men touched her? What if she got whatever dope your smoking? Or some of this shit?" grabbing a cup of booze she throws the liquid at his chest. "I can't do this anymore, her life means more to me than yours. You either change or we're going to court."

"We know how that'll go. Miss Rich Fancy Pants sitting on her throne of lies. Like I have a fucking chance. It'd be easier for you to just take her."

Aster walks a bit closer to Mickey, wondering what she ever saw in him. Wondering why she even told him she was pregnant. "Don't you dare act like my family's money makes me a bad person. I'm trying to include you. Hell that's all I've ever done. You're the one who keeps fucking up over and over again. From now on when you want to see her you can see her at the estate," he scoffs as she starts to leave. "I'd do what I had to do to see my daughter."

"Because you're so perfect. I know, it's impossible to live in Aster Drysdale's shadow. Everything you touch just turns to gold. You always get what you want."

"Go to hell," she marches out to the car, grabbing Ellie's star caster, and shoving it in his hands, "She's scared of the dark. She has nightmares and wants to be in the bed with you, but you won't allow her. Fix it. Get your priorities in order, or it's done. You haven't seen me be a bitch yet."

Ellie sits in Beck's lap, trembling when Aster accidently slammed the door from getting her star caster. She lays her head against his shoulder and gives a big yawn, "I'm sorry Becks."

"Why are you apologizing Pumpkin?"

"I called you. Now mommy's mad. I don't want her mad at daddy or me."

"She's not mad at you. None of us are. Grown ups are dumber than kids, you know?" she gives him a sleepy yawn, and curls up tighter against him. He looks down at the little girl, knowing he's too involved. She and her mother are becoming his everything. He doesn't understand how the stupid Mickey could ever put either in the way of harm. His hand brushes her hair back out of her face, and he presses a soft kiss to her forehead, "Don't ever grow up Ellie Belly."

"Okay, Becks," she jumps back awake when Aster opens the door. Her hands reaching for Ellie, who moves into her arms. Aster rocks her back and forth holding her tight. "I love you, mommy."

"I love you too, baby. Ugh, I'm just so glad you're okay. You are my everything."

"Becks too?" Aster looks up at Beck, giving the tiniest of head nods. Crawling in the backseat, to buckle Ellie in. Not leaving from the back seat. Just holding the little girl's hand, while her other rests on Beck's shoulder. "We going home?"

"Yes baby."

"Becks too?" a quick look in the review mirror he nods at Aster. She takes a deep breath herself. Giving a reassuring squeeze to his shoulder, and he returns the gesture with his own hand. Aster sits and thinks about what just transpired at Mickey's, to what's seemingly going on in this small car.

"Becks too," Aster waits until she sees the signature drool coming from Ellie. Another squeeze to Beck's shoulder has her looking at him through the mirror. "Thank you. I was ready to kill him. He can't do that. He can't put her in that position. Beck, I was so scared when I heard them in her room. There was just...my god it was everywhere."

"I know Starlight. She's coming home though. You know I don't get in your business..."

"I need you to," his eyes meet hers in the mirror, she looks nearly like a lost little puppy, begging for someone to throw her a bone.

"He's gotta have guidelines. I started..." he stops, he knows by admitting this that he's proving how involved he is. This could be the hammer on the nail to make Aster fully push away, but he's too far gone, "I've kept every time he was supposed to get her and didn't. Every time he was going to visit or send child support. Everything is in a notebook. She's confused, and we can't afford for her to be hurt. She's too innocent for that lifestyle. I know that's her dad, and I know you say when he's good, it's great, but there's still not structure. Ellie craves that, and that's why she comes back as a hellian."

Beck starts to apologize when Aster is silent, just knowing that he went too far. "Thanks doc," she leans forward to press against the hand that holds her.

"You're not mad?" his worried eyes meets hers in the mirror.

"Why would I be? You love her?"

"Yeah. You too."

"Say it."

"You first," he laughs. Aster shakes her head no. "I love you Aster Drysdale. I know it's soon, but I do. I love you. And and that little girl."

"I love you, too Chris Beck. We don't deserve you."

"No Az, I don't deserve you two. Can she sleep in the bed with us tonight?"

Even though it's going against her rules, Aster can't stop, she has no desire for this man to be away from her or her daughter. Craving that consistence, and safety. "She can sleep in our bed tonight."

"Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

"Beck, I'd like if you moved in with us."

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