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feeling tired and weepy , , , ,
#this really belongs on that hypothetical side-blog i keep saying i'm going to make but#i feel like i need somewhere to vent and twitter is. dubious at the moment.#plus i'm trying to wean myself off using it in the event it implodes overnight#but anyway skjhflgdfj#finally seeing a doctor today after two ER trips and over a month of waiting#and the horror sure has become a horror hh#it turns out i stopped taking photos of it around mid december after i nicked it and started needing to bandage it full time#so my photo album where i was documenting its progress cuts off there#but i took another photo last night on the slim chance anything happens today and just#the gut punch of seeing it go from this tiny pearly red bump#to a massive 3cm wide lump of ever-bleeding ever-weeping flesh#sure is hard to take hh#like if i thought it looked like it'd been rendered by a concept artist for a horror game before#h o o boy does it look like it now#like i'm patient zero in some sort of mutagenic plague hh#i'm really desperately hoping i can get an urgent referral to a specialist#because at this point i can't sleep for more than 4 or 5 hours without being soaked in blood and serum#no matter what i do#not to mention the fact that wearing headphones is basically Completely Off The Table™#either way hh#i'm weepy because i haven't been in a proper doctor's office since high school#due to family deaths and insurance fuck-ups and bigger priorities#and also the fact that my last two doctors (who i each only met once) were incredibly fatphobic#one used to act as though i didn't know what a vegetable was#and the other said the chest pains i was having were because i was having ''''silent panic attacks'''' about my weight#this was all back when i weighed a max of 130 pounds wet#so needless to say It Was Very Fucked Up™#and it has me scared that i'll be lectured again today about my body#or shamed for having the gall to exist over 120 pounds#i'm scared they won't give me the referral i need to have the horror removed
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The thing I love the most about Alastor is that we can't truly know what to think of him, if he is being truly manipulative or if there's a genuine undertone behind any of his words, and that allows people to interpret him differently from one person to another. Like "oh he's being so sweet and supportive", to "no actually he's just saying what people want to hear because he's an evil manipulator". Maybe some fans are being too trustful, just like Charlie, and falling into his lies. BUT maybe there's a true genuine undertone to everything he says, maybe he can be a sweetie behind his evil mask. And maybe he'll turn out redeemable. Or not at all. Who knows?
His character could go in two completely different directions in the next seasons and we have no way of telling how he'll turn out. It's still fully open because he showed he can be awful and evil and manipulative, but since there's been very few hints here and there that he could get attached to the hotel, that means he could be sweet despite all that. The mystery and uncertainty is keeping us thinking and hoping and I LOVE that. He's such a unique and amazingly written character.
On a personal note, I think the two different directions his character could take should coexist. Yes, he's going to be a main villain in the future seasons and betray Charlie and the hotel, yes he's an evil manipulator, BUT he could also get attached to them and show redeemable qualities at the same time. For me it would make the heartbreak even greater and his character even more satisfying.
#text#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#this man is rotating in my brain non stop I needed to get it out of my system#either way I cant wait to see him challenge Charlie's idea of redemption#by being either SUPER hard to redeem or completely impossible to redeem#cant wait for the anguish the pain and the heartbreak he will bring in future seasons ❤#YES I KNOW I havent posted in so long i'm sorry depression and artblock had me on a chokehold#I'll be back with more art I just needed to let out my thoughts about HH
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'Blood and Gold' Anne Rice + 'Lolita' Vladimir Nabokov (fragments)
Marius talking about Armand // Humbert Humbert talking about Dolores parallels
#i wanted to make a post that would include humbert humbert marius and paul gauguin and maybe more#but turns out i forgot how similar humbert humbert and marius sound#they would be best friends I'm sure 🤢#DON'T BE FOOLED BY EITHER OF THEM#that's the whole point. don't get fooled#i had WAY more quotes but tumblr has 10 pictures limit#and it's a lot of reading anyway#but you get the gist#marius#armand#dolores haze#humbert humbert#also lolita described as auburn-haired and brown (i know hh meant tan shh) funnily enough combines the book and show armand's looks#i just think it's interesting that's all#marius 🤝 hh = flowery language covering up the truth of what they did#they're fascinating characters and awful people in-universes i want to study them like two strains of toxic mold#marius de romanus#more like marius marius
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Getting Sam A Birthday Gift
Realizing that he forgot to get Sam a birthday gift Danny panics, and when Danny panics he doesn’t really do the whole thinking so good. So when he was going over all the things he knew Sam liked and what he could get her ‘Witchcraft stuff’ and ‘the bone of a demon’ seemed to fit together perfectly. And of course, if he was going to get her a demon bone for a gift he was going to get her a damn good one!
#Danny Phantom#Hazbin Hotel#DP x HH#DPxHH#Danny Fenton#Alastor#Danny yoinks Alastor���s bones#Or maybe his antlers#Either way the Radio Demon is NOT HAPPY#Angel Dust thinks its hilarious though#Vaggie does too#She just knows not to laugh#Vox is super jealous#Alastor is HIS rival damn it!#If anyone should get to take Alastor’s body parts it should be him!
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Mixed emotions about staticmoth; I am actually on the side of vox and velvette turning on Val tbh. I think a rapist/ sexual abuser is a much harder to accept or forgive evil and a whole different playing field compared to a prideful big brother is watching u type villain.
Vox is definitely meant to be charismatic, even kind of likeable despite being a villain - that’s owned to his va and his asshole businessman sensibleness compared with his over the top Alastor rivalry, it’s fun. He’s like ‘silly’. I’m not rooting for him but there’s some enjoyment in seeing his brand of evil.
Valentino is captivating and his va does a great job - even his design is really cool, but I feel dread more than anything especially when a scenes to do with Angel.
I think if these two were planned to be dating they shouldn’t have made Vox as likeable as he is - or Velvette either, who I find pretty hard to dislike either, shes mean but she serves.
Or maybe Vox and Velv should be more explicit enablers? Idk to me this kind of muddies the seriousness of Vals behvaiour. I think HH otherwise did a good job in showing Angel as a survivor and sex worker, but this not so much, though I know people will disagree and that’s fair too. This may come up next season, maybe Vox might be more vehemently supportive of Val even in front of Angel - though me personally I hope the opposite happens.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel valentino#HH spoilers#ask to tag //#hazbin hotel velvette#either way looking forward to season 2 I guess we’ll see#hazbin hotel criticism#will tag this but not critical I don’t dislike the show#text post
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I am not immune to Hazbin Hotel </3
#slowly but surely making my own silly redesigns for the HH characters <3#for angel i feel like his design didn't read 40-50s enough or that he was involved in the mafia or w/ever#i'll be honest aside from watching the show and pilot I wasn't very involved in the streams or anything#so everything I know is from either the wiki or word of mouth#n e ways i added some elements that i'm hoping read as 40s/50s as well as some more feminine apparel loosely inspired by pinups#I also added some more spidery elements since I feel like those too were kinda lacking#feel free to ask me any questions and/or lmk who I should do next :)#snek sketches#digital art#fanart#hazbin hotel#angel dust#hazbin angel dust#hazbin hotel redesign#hazbin hotel angel dust
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That eggs gonna get splatted lmao
#hazbin hotel#adam x sir pentious#sir pentious#adam hazbin hotel#I think I may be coping by shipping the two hottest characters together#I made a whole fic abt them#For context I headcanon that sp is either trans or intersex#So adam ends up liking him and visits on occasion#Also stops the extermination on occasion#Also about the egg thing#Sp doesn't want kids#Let alone hybrids#So he and the hh gang get rid of them in numerous ways#Adam isn't too happy about this lol
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🐝🐺 Beelzebub x Loona would be so cute if Loona’s personality didn’t go down in flames damn it.
#I’m trying to think of cute wlw ships from HB and HH to gush over but… Jfc this is the only one with any legs#And there’s no way it could actually be developed either bc they can’t get Kesha back I’m p sure#Oi#Charlie and Emily could’ve been cute if they didn’t look like a matching set of salt n pepper shakers#no one could ever accuse me of liking selfcest ships#I’m saying they look like sisters
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anyways of all my many fears and wishes to play out we did unfortunately hit my absolute biggest fear, which was the last episode before the three week break being absolute discourse poison
#everyone on here either checkmate atheist-ing imogen or still believing she's gonna go evil.#have not even opened twitter bc i just know its gonna be absolute misery 'the hells are all going to die and kill each other' shit#orym making the deal is SO crunchy but its gonna make the people already prone to catastrophizing absolutely bonkers. hh#its certainly a damning immediate indictment of their progress and disappoints me for that reason. but im not sure if thats a group issue#or specifically an orym problem. and either way i'm in my not borrowing grief era so#crposting#cr spoilers
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I keep watching in mild disappointment as the notes on it keep going up, but in lieu of a response from the OP over on twitter- this post is a repost, yall. You can find the original here (again, on twitter,) if you want to show the artist some love for their work.
#i think i might have seen something about CREDITED reposting on their profile- but I think it was about using their art as pfps?#either way they do not link back to the op or have any sort of description indicating it isn't their art. just the signature the artist lef#(which. i didnt see at first; i went and fucking reverse search that shit. bc i am blind without my glasses apparently 😑)#no shame to the people who didn't realize or anything. it was in the queue at one point before I realized!#but yeah it's really cute art and I wish it was posted either w the credit or by the op over here so I could feel good abt reblogging it--#tentatively i am putting this in the same tags I guess? hh. why must i be such an anxious creature...#kim pine#ramona flowers#knives chau#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim vs the world#but yeah maybe. dont circulate the post. i dont feel good abt that personally. i mean i cant force you or anything but as an artist it does#+ make me a little sad to watch this lol#txt#ooc#sorry make that intense disappointment. the notes have gone up even higher since then. murder.
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I do guided tours and workshops with little trouble at work but chatting with someone I don't know gives me such anxiety. I know these things are not the same but it's soooo frustrating.
#talking to people on the apartment site and my heart is racing#good to know this is not only a dating and or getting to know new friends thing. I guess.#i'd rather it wasn't a thing at all you know#ALSO! people are! unclear!#i don't understand if they meant they can come and look at my place at a certain time or i can come look at theirs#and i don't know how to ask in a normal way!!#hhhhhhh hh#i just said what times would work for me for either and hope further conversation will make things clearer???#applied faunology
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i wonder if it hurts more to have known perfection and love and then lose it all like Lucifer...
or to only have ever known from the moment you existed of how capable of evil mankind can be, and then only ever being allowed to see the worst of humanity for the rest of your afterlife like Lilith
#hazbin hotel#personally... the former#to have the betrayal to know what you loss what you could have had#is worse#whereas she has Lucifer to show her not everyone is like Adam or the evil people sent to hell#its this weird juxtaposition between falling because you can't stand that people in heaven aren't good either#and that not everyone in hell deserves to be there#because the alternative is ignoring it like Sera to preserve your own happiness and isn't that the very selfishness that they say sends#sinners to hell?#so the only choice is to question and to challenge the order of things#but in doing so its seen as evil#so complacency is the only way to be good?#that's not what adam said on his list...#rambling#hh#mine
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man the more i read abt y'all tryin to turn the mentality w john green, the less I understand what the original beef was
#no claims on either side are ever sourced hh#either way this is not a defense i personally don't fuckin like the guy#i read f/ault in our stars right after finding out definitively that I was disabled#and would be for the rest of my life#and it was#the fucking nastiest shit i've ever read#left me feeling like hot trash for the rest of the year#so ye fuck him I don't care for him lmao#i just wish i knew what was going on
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Nothing breaks me,,, quite like this panel has oh boy I am
God do I both love and want to strangle Fyodor
#MMM#the dehumanization never stops! Fyodor is on that grind#all of the dehumanization Fyodor has been shooting at Chuuya since his reveal as the intruder has put me in pain#I feel like I have heartburn#someone give Chuuya a break pls#you could argue ‘oh hes just talking about his ability not referring to Chuuya just by his ability’ which yes could be either way I agree#but even if he’s not referring to Chuuya just by his ability#‘make use of Gravity Manipulation’ thats still treating Chuuya’s ability like it isnt even his but rather for others to use#AND THE WAY THIS CONTRASTS WITH HOW DAZAI WAS TREATING SIGMA A HH#Very telling for both Fyodor and Dazai’s characters in the present (and in comparison to his character in the past in Dazai’s case)#bsd#bsd spoilers#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs
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i think my relationship w god is fucked up because my mom never taught me love wasn’t earned and im starting to look at it less like i would need to not be all these things to be christian and more like god could actually care about me, an autistic traumatized trans gay kid. and idk how i feel about this
#shrike speaks#vent#(?)#just in case.#idk. i think im gonna dust off a bible and see what I find#either way i definitely need to heal that relationship w Christianity so. hh
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as much as i love the sobbing into ice cream at fizz's art post full moon, i think it's just as likely that blitz doesn't say shit to anyone. purely for the fact that he doesn't want anyone to doubt him at IMP - he has a crystal, apparently legally and for good and he can't get it off his fucking wrist - , and i could see him spinning that into that false, "it went so good i got a crystal for us!" and then pulling out the distraction strategies if anyone ever tries to ask him what went on. everyone was already nervous about him fucking up the book, he can't let them see how much he did fuck up. especially when their jobs are safe.
#hh tw#( blitz hc. )#god i'm SO fucking tired i'm trying to grade my assignments and i'm fucking#falling asleep#BUT YEAH. i think either way is possible - if he does try to hide it he DOES avoid fizz as much as demonly possible
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