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miodiodavinci · 2 years ago
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feeling tired and weepy , , , ,
#this really belongs on that hypothetical side-blog i keep saying i'm going to make but#i feel like i need somewhere to vent and twitter is. dubious at the moment.#plus i'm trying to wean myself off using it in the event it implodes overnight#but anyway skjhflgdfj#finally seeing a doctor today after two ER trips and over a month of waiting#and the horror sure has become a horror hh#it turns out i stopped taking photos of it around mid december after i nicked it and started needing to bandage it full time#so my photo album where i was documenting its progress cuts off there#but i took another photo last night on the slim chance anything happens today and just#the gut punch of seeing it go from this tiny pearly red bump#to a massive 3cm wide lump of ever-bleeding ever-weeping flesh#sure is hard to take hh#like if i thought it looked like it'd been rendered by a concept artist for a horror game before#h o o boy does it look like it now#like i'm patient zero in some sort of mutagenic plague hh#i'm really desperately hoping i can get an urgent referral to a specialist#because at this point i can't sleep for more than 4 or 5 hours without being soaked in blood and serum#no matter what i do#not to mention the fact that wearing headphones is basically Completely Off The Table™#either way hh#i'm weepy because i haven't been in a proper doctor's office since high school#due to family deaths and insurance fuck-ups and bigger priorities#and also the fact that my last two doctors (who i each only met once) were incredibly fatphobic#one used to act as though i didn't know what a vegetable was#and the other said the chest pains i was having were because i was having ''''silent panic attacks'''' about my weight#this was all back when i weighed a max of 130 pounds wet#so needless to say It Was Very Fucked Up™#and it has me scared that i'll be lectured again today about my body#or shamed for having the gall to exist over 120 pounds#i'm scared they won't give me the referral i need to have the horror removed
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nouverx · 10 months ago
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The thing I love the most about Alastor is that we can't truly know what to think of him, if he is being truly manipulative or if there's a genuine undertone behind any of his words, and that allows people to interpret him differently from one person to another. Like "oh he's being so sweet and supportive", to "no actually he's just saying what people want to hear because he's an evil manipulator". Maybe some fans are being too trustful, just like Charlie, and falling into his lies. BUT maybe there's a true genuine undertone to everything he says, maybe he can be a sweetie behind his evil mask. And maybe he'll turn out redeemable. Or not at all. Who knows?
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His character could go in two completely different directions in the next seasons and we have no way of telling how he'll turn out. It's still fully open because he showed he can be awful and evil and manipulative, but since there's been very few hints here and there that he could get attached to the hotel, that means he could be sweet despite all that. The mystery and uncertainty is keeping us thinking and hoping and I LOVE that. He's such a unique and amazingly written character.
On a personal note, I think the two different directions his character could take should coexist. Yes, he's going to be a main villain in the future seasons and betray Charlie and the hotel, yes he's an evil manipulator, BUT he could also get attached to them and show redeemable qualities at the same time. For me it would make the heartbreak even greater and his character even more satisfying.
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kindaeccentric · 3 months ago
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'Blood and Gold' Anne Rice + 'Lolita' Vladimir Nabokov (fragments)
Marius talking about Armand // Humbert Humbert talking about Dolores parallels
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breakandbuildfiction · 7 months ago
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Getting Sam A Birthday Gift
Realizing that he forgot to get Sam a birthday gift Danny panics, and when Danny panics he doesn’t really do the whole thinking so good. So when he was going over all the things he knew Sam liked and what he could get her ‘Witchcraft stuff’ and ‘the bone of a demon’ seemed to fit together perfectly. And of course, if he was going to get her a demon bone for a gift he was going to get her a damn good one!
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zebedeezing · 10 months ago
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Mixed emotions about staticmoth; I am actually on the side of vox and velvette turning on Val tbh. I think a rapist/ sexual abuser is a much harder to accept or forgive evil and a whole different playing field compared to a prideful big brother is watching u type villain.
Vox is definitely meant to be charismatic, even kind of likeable despite being a villain - that’s owned to his va and his asshole businessman sensibleness compared with his over the top Alastor rivalry, it’s fun. He’s like ‘silly’. I’m not rooting for him but there’s some enjoyment in seeing his brand of evil.
Valentino is captivating and his va does a great job - even his design is really cool, but I feel dread more than anything especially when a scenes to do with Angel.
I think if these two were planned to be dating they shouldn’t have made Vox as likeable as he is - or Velvette either, who I find pretty hard to dislike either, shes mean but she serves.
Or maybe Vox and Velv should be more explicit enablers? Idk to me this kind of muddies the seriousness of Vals behvaiour. I think HH otherwise did a good job in showing Angel as a survivor and sex worker, but this not so much, though I know people will disagree and that’s fair too. This may come up next season, maybe Vox might be more vehemently supportive of Val even in front of Angel - though me personally I hope the opposite happens.
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whomstsnek · 9 months ago
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I am not immune to Hazbin Hotel </3
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candy-red-river · 10 months ago
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That eggs gonna get splatted lmao
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trashogram · 7 months ago
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🐝🐺 Beelzebub x Loona would be so cute if Loona’s personality didn’t go down in flames damn it.
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astralleywright · 11 months ago
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anyways of all my many fears and wishes to play out we did unfortunately hit my absolute biggest fear, which was the last episode before the three week break being absolute discourse poison
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piningpercussionist · 8 months ago
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I keep watching in mild disappointment as the notes on it keep going up, but in lieu of a response from the OP over on twitter- this post is a repost, yall. You can find the original here (again, on twitter,) if you want to show the artist some love for their work.
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wildwood-faun · 9 months ago
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I do guided tours and workshops with little trouble at work but chatting with someone I don't know gives me such anxiety. I know these things are not the same but it's soooo frustrating.
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fell4 · 6 months ago
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i wonder if it hurts more to have known perfection and love and then lose it all like Lucifer...
or to only have ever known from the moment you existed of how capable of evil mankind can be, and then only ever being allowed to see the worst of humanity for the rest of your afterlife like Lilith
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kos-mos · 6 months ago
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man the more i read abt y'all tryin to turn the mentality w john green, the less I understand what the original beef was
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artheresy · 2 years ago
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Nothing breaks me,,, quite like this panel has oh boy I am
God do I both love and want to strangle Fyodor
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where-that-old-train-goes · 4 months ago
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i think my relationship w god is fucked up because my mom never taught me love wasn’t earned and im starting to look at it less like i would need to not be all these things to be christian and more like god could actually care about me, an autistic traumatized trans gay kid. and idk how i feel about this
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madefate · 6 months ago
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as much as i love the sobbing into ice cream at fizz's art post full moon, i think it's just as likely that blitz doesn't say shit to anyone. purely for the fact that he doesn't want anyone to doubt him at IMP - he has a crystal, apparently legally and for good and he can't get it off his fucking wrist - , and i could see him spinning that into that false, "it went so good i got a crystal for us!" and then pulling out the distraction strategies if anyone ever tries to ask him what went on. everyone was already nervous about him fucking up the book, he can't let them see how much he did fuck up. especially when their jobs are safe.
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