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fictionallyinparadise · 2 years ago

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*tears the door off the hinges* Hewwooo!! Adoration, bouquet and smitten with Heisenberg for the Valentine's day ask, please? :3 ~ @avid-adoxography

OH SHIT THE DOOR- it's fine we never needed one <3 AND OF COURSE I LOVE TALKING ABOUT MY GARBAGE HUSBAND WITH YOU BESTIE <333

adoration — how would your f/o speak about you to someone else?

He'd talk like I'm away at war or some shit like. "Oh my beloved....they're amazing they're the best thing to fall from my ceiling I already miss them" and I'm like. In the other room. He's so fucking stupid I love him.

(there's other times where the second I am away from earshot he just. "HAVE YOU SEEN MY PARTNER'S ASS? don't you dare fucking look but THAT ASS.......")

bouquet — what’s their favourite flower and why?

Orchids!! The science of being able to Fuck Around and Find Out with them is cool to him. Also the way they bloom is cool too 'cuz like. It's not a full bloom like a daisy or sunflower but it is a bloom. He just thinks they're neat <3

smitten — was it easy for the people around you and f/o to figure out you liked each other? did they get involved in you getting together at all?

Oh the other Lords and Ladies absolutely KNEW about us before we even knew. They did nothing to try and get us together because it was funnier watching Karl fumble around like a football and me just...idk, exist.

Our favorite vampire nieces knew and tried so hard to get us together but failed everytime because well. Karl and I are dumbasses (affectionate).

#🔨; oh beloved #garbage man time <3 #ALSO HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BTW #bouquet was my favorite to answer bc i got to think of him <33 #i love thinking about him he's so fun to spin around like a top #HEHEHOHO #self ship asks #self ship ask answered #<- i was so distracted by karl that i forgot those two tags #either that or i really need to sleep

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5a-alf · 1 month ago

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I fear Kevin Day is the type of person whose struggle always came second. He funcioned enough that while everyone knew he wasn't alright, it was also nobody's problem, as someone else was actively having a harder time and they took precedence. He internalises all his problems and keeps going and going but he is fueled by alchool and sheer desperation a 100% of the time. If he were to stop for even a second he wouldn't know how to start again.

Did he ever, at somepoint in his life -away from the ex foxes, a pro player, married to Thea- wish he had it worse, just so that maybe it would have been his turn being saved? Being first? How badly would he feel, just one second after thinking it, because he knows damn well he has enough trauma to fill a stadium and he isn't actually jealous of his friends that had it worse, he isn't . That's a fucked up thing to think, stop it, stop it.

Would he still drink himself into a stupor to shoote the ache, to banish the thought? That's the help he got, when he was at his worst, a drink, and then two, and then a thousand. And it worked, it made him go, it picked him up when he was down, and now he can't get down without crashing.

Did he wish to be saved? Did he hope somebody, anybody, took the time and put in the effort to help him, just because they saw him down, not because he begged, but because they noticed he could use a hand. Or two, actually. Was it torment, to always be under the spotlight, yet never been seen? Did he run toward fame hoping the more eyes on him meant it would be easier to be noticed?

#this spurred from a series of posts about kevin always fumbling the men in his life #and yeah. he really is always second place #he supposedly ends up with thea which. what the fuck.#to me that alone speaks volumes about how out of everyone in aftg he is the one that starts and end basically at the same level of struggle #this is also about the part in the EC where he talks to wymack about Bee #and look i love bee and Andrews’s relationship he really does deserve her #but kevin is right to say that she is his and he can't have her #they text each other #kevin needs and deserves to have his own therapist #someone that is his alone #it breaks my heart to think about this boy #he wont even ask for it #he says: she's Andrew's #and that's it to him #it is true and unchangeable and nothing can be done ablut it #and never thinks okay maybe someone else could be to me what she is to him #and no one else says it either #im sleep deprived this is killing me i had to get it out #kevin day #you deserve the world #nobody even wanted to listen to you talk about history #you are easier to deal with when drunk #you don't have to words nor will to fight them on either of these fronts #you ask once and when you are denied you neverask again dont you #aftg #these are the types of people that end up killing themselves and everyone is surprised at first and then goes...oh yeah he had a hard time #but we couldn't imagine it was that bad #we wish he told us

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tojiscrack · 5 months ago

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lock IN, everyone 🫨 my husband’s coming home TONIGHT 🤭

‘disney kai—’

I DON’T CAREEEE ☹️ give me my disney kaisen!!! the emotional distress, wet pillows, and ruined skincare would finally be compensated for 🤨

on every single doubter’s soul, SATORU IS COMING BACKKK

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welcometogrouchland · 8 months ago

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(on my hands and knees begging tumblr to not mutilate the quality of this drawing 😭) anyway, coming out as a secret marvel fan to announce that i really enjoyed the recently she-hulk run w/ Jen and her boytoy and am sad to see them go. Jack pls dont disappear into the ether i just got attached to you (ID in alt)

#marvel comics #sensational she hulk #sensational she hulk 2023 #she hulk #jennifer walters #jack of hearts #jack hart #im typing thrse tags on an ipad rn (hell) so im going to be brief for once but yeah i reslly enjoyed this series #it was a sweet slice of life breath of fresh air and i found myself really invested in the relationship between jen and jack #Lowkey tempted to hop onto avengers just to keep up w jen #maybe- maybe not. We’ll see! Either way thse two are cute lol #this came together surprisingly quick for his detailed it is (by my standards lmao) and that makes me #nervous. Mainly #theres bits that r off but overall i like it #tried to fit lettering in but it didnt work lol #anyway #i know the authors on tumblr. Rainbow rowell if you somehow find this hire me /j #i dont think thats how it works since theyre a writer and not an editor lol #ANYWAY I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP #goodnight to all 8 ppl who will reblog this #mine

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everbluekisses · 23 days ago

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GYA GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY i mande some gay stuff (surprise)

the past days i've been so cold COLD HANDS COLD FACE COLD FEET its also raining so much Anyways ANYWAYSSW eiden would say to blade and yakumo smth like hey lets make theesome then some random day theyre in the bed half naked blade and eiden would be like oh darling ur my everything i would comit murder for you chuu chuu oh blade i love you so much chuu chuu come here hmhmhmhm THAT PRE SEX HORNY ATMOSPHERE they staring at each other AND YAKUMO WOULD BE SOOOOO FLUSHED watching them flirt but its so hot god heavens and eiden is even more turned on by the way yakumo js reacting blablabla by the way i imagined some detailed 4 hour long sex scene with them ok that was hot but i cant do anything in cold ITS SO FUCKING COLD fuck that climatic changes we should shot some milionaries THATS IT !

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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i just knowwwww krakoa cherik getting freaky for hours every night to make up for lost time

and i repeat its wild krakoa really do be the timeline that says 'yeah you two can just. fuckin go at it you SHOULD go at it even. never leave each other's side just make it work this time im begging you'

#nsft #snap chats #jaeLKJERALKJ TRUE THOUGH #tactical fujo work well done moira. them suckin an fuckin was absolutely not a part of her plan and it shows #she said 'i just need them to get along thats it' and now they spawn in like thign 1 thing 2 everywhere they go #its weird and unnerving as hell and a million times more funny because of it #no cause genuinely it still doesnt fully dawn on me that ... they really are stapled at the hip #like they legitimately seldom leave each others sides DO EITHER OF YOU HAVE HOBBIES #CAN YOU GET SOME SPACE #enough of you two.#ok im sleeping BYE

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clownsuu · 1 year ago

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I finally have some free time to draw sketches and tell you about my headcannons with (young) Harvey and Dr. Stone!! 💥💥

The first headcanon: Harvey really likes to touch Stone's funny sticking-out hair with his antennae (I have no idea what to call it lol). OF COURSE, Dr. Stone gets angry, and Harvey just giggles and watches him—

The second headcanon: I thought it would be funny if Dr. Stone had (and maybe still has) a secret hobby of collecting minerals and stones. it's pretty funny that a sullen and angry dude collects and examines all sorts of stones, and then writes something in his book, muttering something under his nose. if Harvey somehow found out about his husband's hobby, he could throw him beautiful stones while he was going somewhere.

The third headcanon: Harvey loves hugging Dr. Stone very much, when he does this, this old fart immediately starts to get angry and swear, but after 15-20 minutes calms down and falls asleep. maybe Harvey does this on purpose so that his husband at least sometimes gets a full sleep

(not) Old people,,,,

#Not really old fards...#Thembs existing (Real) HSHDHDJJD #To Harvey his antennae are silly lil things- but sometimes pokes someone with em as a form of smooch/doting someone #Loving husbambs...#Also the two lil things sticking up stone's head is technically a dreadlock versions of cowlicks lmAO #Though it would most likely either be due to being cut very small- or just folded and tied to achieve the look #But that's for the human version anyway muppet vers dont need reasons lmAo #FUNFACT I never really talked about it and just mentioned it briefly-#But stone has a rock named “grandson” with googly eyes on it #He uses it mostly to mock frank with it on how his “grandson” is better than frank will ever be smhh #Last part definitely is something that would happen HDBDBD #Dr Stone specially as a youngin was a HUGE workaholic (still is but becoming old made him a lot more tired)#And Harvey would always try and set up a sleeping schedule for him so he can get a good nights rest #(Which sometimes worked- though stone would usually wake up an hour or two later and go right back to work-)#Harvey always tried his best for stone 😔💔🥄🥄#BUT AWEAWEAWE THE OLD FARDSSS;;;;#CUTE LIL DOODLES OF EMMMMM

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myfemmeb0yfriend · 10 months ago

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when i am upset i think about how one day i will be getting soothed to sleep by a pretty girl/person i'll get to call my girlfriend/partner in a cozy apartment that we've made a home out of and that is enough for me to fall asleep to.

- this post was made by a minor, mdni accs dni!

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fisheito · 2 months ago

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A while back you made a post talking about yakumo and his sensitivity to temperature and I haven't stopped thinking about it. imagine when winter comes around and yakumo becomes progressively sluggish, usually staying in the kitchen and not leaving for hours, always making something near the stove to feel a little warmth from the flames or from a little taste of the things he's making (soup probably), or him picking up the habit of bundling himself up and staying in the library to read and nap. maybe when it starts getting even colder he barely leaves his room because its too uncomfortably cold for him, and if he does he's probably looking for eiden to help him warm up, but if eidens not around he gets antsy and looks for somebody else in the mansion, but he's too shy to ask and looks at whoever with his wet eyes so they know he's cold and wants a cuddle

*inhales deeply* ah yes. you understand. you envision it all so clearly. rightly so. gEt in the wAy, everybody, snake burrito walking the halls very very slowly!!!!!!! (i was about to say get OUT of the way but that would probably make yakumo colder so why not do him a favour and collide with him on your way to another room)

#feesh answer #once it drops below a certain temperature he is not leaving the kitchen #he's sleeping in a cupboard stowed above the biggest fire source. if that's even possible.#all the spare pots and pans on the floor now. that's the only way for snake to have room in the warming zone #or you really will see a large snake blanket burrito. a triple breaded snake tempura. a swiss roll cake where all the cream is wool #standing in front of the massive soup pot. permanently stirring. steaming his face above the liquid #lost in the soup #he needs a walking space heater attached to him at all times in winter #i think the wolf pups or blade will do an excellent job at that #they all live in the mansion together most of the time right? shouldn't be too difficult ehehe #honestly blade wouldn't mind just snuggling up to yakumo as a nightly duty HAHA. and garu on the other side...#warmest snake in klein...#*tosses eiden on top of all three of them. just for good measure*#actually *leaves the room to gather the rest of the clan* PRACTICALITY BE DAMNED. THEY'RE ALL GOING IN THE NIGHTLY SNUGGLE PILE #maybe they'll all vibrate yakumo to death. like the bees #sorry where was i #right. as i was thinking. if oli can slap together a paired warming vibrating necklace(? questionable) powered by essence #other similar warming devices shouldn't be impossible to create hmm?#get yakumo a robe that functions like an electric heated blanket. but essence powered #idc whose essence. either the snakes overflowing power will be put to good use or yakumo can warm up in his beloveds' essensual energy #that way he can still walk around and do his regular stuff . but he can look fluffy while doing so #yakumo crossing paths with kuya in the hallway one night. they are both wearing fluffy decadent robes.#it's like walking in a spa. and the purple fox is making his robes look super milfy. meanwhile yaku is just comfy #the power of personality and how it affects your presentation in a fluffy robe...#nu carnival yakumo

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seventh-district · 4 months ago

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Sam: "Look at me. Hey- look at me a second. I know. I know you're tough. I know how strong you are. You have every right to be proud of that. But being able to handle somethin' doesn't mean you should have to. Least of all when I'm right here trying to help. Please let me help. If not for you then for me, because I don't like knowin' you're hurtin', especially when there's somethin' I can do about it."

Me, shaking my head, fighting back literal tears: "B-but it's gonna give you another headache!"

#redacted sam #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted fandom #[Sam's name doubles as a link to the specific lines i quoted btw. just for full credit/transparency & for anyone who wants to (re)listen]#Sam's deep-seated need to heal vs my inability to accept help would be a battle for the ages. unstoppable force vs immovable object #wait Sam already mentioned the force vs object thing to David during the inversion didn't he lmao 'they call /me/ Immovable Object'#he does suit Immovable a little more than Unstoppable i guess. i mean he can def be both imo but ykwim. anyways i digress #listen. i'm not a Marriage kinda guy. but good god the way some of Sam's lines make me wanna take a fucking knee and propose #i'm love him ur honor. he is comfort incarnate #can't believe i waited so long to listen to the Valentines Vampire Attack audio. it's got so much of that sweet sweet hurt/comfort #very reminiscent of their 2nd audio given all the healing he does for them & the consent checks before moving clothing and whatnot #which makes it a top favorite for me bc that's probably my most replayed Sam audio. and the one that initially hooked me #i didn't put off listening to it bc i thought i Wouldn't like it btw i just procrastinate everything for no real reason #listening to it now tho actually worked out well bc i could uh. definitely use it. so maybe i was subconsciously saving it for hard times #this post isn't a joke btw it really does hurt to hear him put himself in pain for the sake of healing Darlin' :(((#anD PAINKILLERS DON'T EVEN WORK ON HIM!!! ough man i would struggle so hard to accept his healing if i were in Darlin's shoes #like yeah there's other reasons i'd struggle to accept it too but him being in pain as a result would be one of 'em. the Guilt bro i can't #rp audio stuff #Seven.txt #(Seven blorbo-posting at 2am when they should either be doing something productive or sleeping?? more likely than you might think)

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k1tty5 · 2 months ago

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hello :D please tell me more about your mezalian (is that how you spell it??) smalletho I will forever be indebted to you

(they are gorgeous I love them sm)

hey hi !! it would be my pleasure … (and I’ve been spelling it mezalean ??? but i have no idea LOL. there might be a canon spelling but i havent watched joels esmp1 since… probably since it ended. i will have to check sometime)

apologizing in advance because i will probably get very ramble-y!!

ummm. Oh god. How to start. Lets see. WELL. In this silly little au (i guess it has become a bit more than just me doodling designs LOL) in my head they have like this sort of zelink dynamic? obviously without all the zelda lore & stuff, just that kind of … okay forgive me I haven’t brushed up on my zelink lore for a good many years but. Like the princess and her personal knight that doesn’t really talk much sort of thing.

this made more sense in my head. But yeah. They have the vibes of zelink ? At least if i remember zelink right, I have a really bad memory :’) not exactly the same, i do think etho talks to joel (whereas if iirc link never really talks) - especially after getting to know him a bit - but just. they have the Vibes. You know?

I reckon Joel’s definitely very into sculpting in this au, maybe dabbles a little in painting - I imagine mezalea to be very heavy on art and expression in general. think you’d especially see lots of pottery and textiles all around the place. He probably also has an interest in some form of like. um. whats the word. Some sort of … fighting. lmao. Specifically thinking of fencing, i had this idea in my head that he’s watched Etho practice outside the palace at some point and is just absolutely fascinated and enamored. by both the practice and etho himself haha.

and for etho… talented swordsman? he is Not washed. i dont really have many ideas for his character in this au To be completely honest, mostly just of his personality. Although, I alsooo think he’s probably not actually from mezalea? I like to draw him with those pointy elf ears, and i think mezaleans are just humans. I cant remember if thats canon or not but um. mezaleans have human ears, so i’d imagine etho’s probably from like.. rivendelle? Is that. What it’s called. The elf guys? Are they elves??? Goodness I cant remember. Grimlands would make sense too since i THINK they’re kind of like. technical engineer guys? but i dont know what species they are um so ,,, yeah,,,,

i think joel’s probably a bit put off by etho at first, mostly just because he’s not super enthused about the idea of a personal guard, but also because the guys a bit odd, you know? but he’s also probably suuuper intrigued by him. he wants to figure this new guy out, and when they start talking a bit more, i think. They are both incredibly charmed by the other. head over heels? possibly.

most of my ideas of this au are just little scenes that are cute and silly but dont follow any main plot. I would love to write some one-shots of some of the ideas i have in the future, but as of right now im experiencing a bout of creative burnout and am busy with the holidays - spending time with family, so… not right now lol!

hopefully this is what you wanted,,,, i tend to get very ramble-y when talking about literally anything, so i do apologize for that haha, i am Not good at explaining things in simple ways, as i’ve said many a time before.

#sphynx asks!#sphynx rambles #i guess i’ll tag this as #smalletho #and #trafficshipping #for filtering #when explaining my thoughts on smalletho (or any ship for that matter) i always feel the need to clarify that um #being someone on the aroace + probably aplatonic spectrum #i always put a bit of that into my headcanon of characters #like in my brain they are never sexually attracted to each other or anyone else #and the relationships aren’t ever easily describable. they just exist as they are without a label.#maybe they kiss maybe they like each other but i never put them in any sort of established romantic relationship in my head #it Is my desire for connection and intimacy without the “rules” and lines between platonic and romantic attraction making itself known #because i don’t really. feel. either? I want to love someone but i am not sure what love entails. and i’d reckon that probably shows LOL #dude i could go on and on about how being aroace feels for me and how i project that onto characters. its honestly. fascinating to me lmao?#i find the topic of love and attraction and friendship and connection and intimacy just incredibly interesting as a whole though LOL #sometimes i feel like some alien (not in a bad way!! ..most of the time) looking in on human life like… how very curious this is! wow!#Honestly i could probably talk about anything for hours. i just really like thinking about things and sharing my thoughts #unfortunately im also terrified of sharing those thoughts and being perceived in general ! social anxiety at its finest here!#i spent the whole day working on this answer lmao. which really shows just how much i struggle putting things into words #and then POSTING those words? i have to reread what ive written a billion times to make sure i don’t sound stupid or insane #and even then i still worry. so at this point its just become.. post and dont look at tumblr for the next while to let the anxiety subside #anyway um.! Yeah.#im going to sleep now. Thumbs up.

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hannigramislife · 10 months ago

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I don't think I can truly express how much it physically upsets me to hear the words Dazai says to Akutagawa in season 1, when he's captured by the Mafia.

It genuinely makes me sick to my stomach because...why?

"You were so difficult to train when you first started out."

"You were such a slow learner, and you could never follow directions."

"And then there's that useless ability of yours."

"My new apprentice is superior to you in every way imaginable."

Just...why? This is the first time you have had a proper talk with him in 4 years. You had a chance to fix things. You're supposedly better now. A good man. Akutagawa didn't even do anything; does the man offend you by like, existing? Breathing?

Do you truly not wish to make any amends?

Could you think of no other possible way for sskk to happen? Really, you?

The Dazai Osamu didn't have a better idea?

I find that hard to believe.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #bsd dazai #akutagawa ryuunosuke #bsd akutagawa #it saddens me #to my core #i get it #he probably doesn't care #but like...how can you *not* care???#how does he sleep at night???#really??? no guilt??? none at all??#the worst part is: all this charade isn't *needed*#akutagawa would have done what you wanted *either* way #he would have done anything for you #god #i hate dazai so much #for this

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oddberryshortcake · 5 months ago

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It's killing me that Lilia has spent a lot of time and money taking Silver to different medical mages/doctors to see exactly what's wrong with him and why he's so sleepy

When Idia was able to do a quick analysis on Grim and discover that he has a 1000 year old curse placed on him

STYX is literally the only place capable of giving him the answer he's been searching for

#and even then it's not really known why Lilia is doing it exactly #Either it's for Silver because Silver is confused and Lilia can't exactly explain to him that he's been in a 400 yr sleep spell #but then he wouldn't be going to so many different mages then #a part of me think he's looking for a solution or answer to why he's still like this #if it's fixable or if there's something he did to make silver this way #idk if he still thinks the spell wore away on its own #also em im looking for answers too #I need to know the status quo shift PLEase #im team the magic is just in him now because of all the years he spent in it #like it's no ones fault he just has to live with it #OR can he be fixed #and if he's fixed that'll be crazy because a core part of his character will suddenly be gone #and think about all the new things he'd want to do now that he won't be held back #these tags are too long #as you can see im desperate to get diasomnia focus back in chapter 7

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blitz0hno · 6 months ago

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Speaking of trial 2 going into trial 3 I think the best possible thing they could do with John is have him TRY to disappear and essentially just "become" Mikoto again, and get incredibly frustrated because he cannot do that; despite having "agreed" to it he cannot just make himself leave, which gets Mikoto to realize that This DID Thing Is Real and that he's John's alter as much as John is Mikoto's alter. If that makes sense

#milgram #mikoto milgram #john milgram #i should be sleeping #but #thoughtssss #i know alters can sometimes make themselves dormant etc.#but I really do feel like john is still going to be needed #at least according to his brain #and then they comfort each other and get aquitted on account of pretty privilege the end!!! nothing bad happens ever #mikotoposting #johnposting #or they'll just. replace him w the “original” trauma holder lol #another alter would be fun to introduce either way but let them be a trio plsplspls

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baeshijima · 6 months ago

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since maintenance has (i think) officially started . . .

MAY ALL MUALANI WANTERS BE MUALANI HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KAZUHA WANTERS BE KAZUHA HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KACHINA WANTERS BE KACHINA HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KINICH WANTERS BE KINICH HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL RAIDEN WANTERS BE RAIDEN HAVERS !!!

GOOD LUCK ON UR PULLS AND HAPPY 5.0 + HAPPY NATLAN + HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY EVERYONE 🫶🫶

#just genshin <3 #goodbye fontaine u were the goat o7 #capitano capitano capitano....#but yea personally i dont think ill be rolling for anyone other than mavuika bc archon and ayato whenever his rerun is #(<- u have avoided me enough... its time to come home....)#capitano is a maybe depending on playstyle #same with ororon and chasca but for them its playstyle + also if i like them enough #but either way i need to stay strong for dain my beloved.... we are officially in the secon to last region #and then next thing we know he is playable and i have no pulls 🧍‍♀️#SO !! i will be saving for him unless there are charas that i /really/ want 🫡#okay now i will be sleeping bc its 11 pm and i wanna actually not feel dead when i wake up at like 4 or 5 am :D

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eru-iru · 7 months ago

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i need more aus where makoto lives and he has a palace coz smth fvcked up happened when he gets brought back. ryoji also gets back too coz he's connected to makoto teehee

#p3 brainrot #ryomina brainrot #ive only seen 1 or 2 fics with this palace au for makoto i think #one is due to maruki's influence and for some unknown reason he has one #aigis and ryoji are at a lost on how they (ryoji and makoto) got back #and why makoto has a palace #the other fic i like more its so interesting to me #in that one he got “revived” but smth is horribly wrong #it's like he has apathy syndrome or smth #coz he will not do anything unless explicitly told to #so he needs to be reminded to eat and sleep etc or else he'll just stare into space and do nothing #he wont talk either and it has to be blunt/direct #the phantom thieves wants to help solve this mystery and help him #he also lost his ability to summon a persona #and then ryoji showed up in his palace #he doesnt know why hes in there tho #sad the fic hasnt updated for years now #i really like the concept #poor makoto... smth happened to his persona/shadow #and idk what coz we havent got there yet ;;w;;

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