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queen-of-bel · 1 year

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me seeing 4 of my coworkers online at 2am

#this job is too much man.#ed tw in next tags #oh man i wonder why my anxiety is always so high and i feel like I'm going to faint and i have trouble breathing and my an*rexia relapsed #and i break down sobbing over the dumbest shit now and I'm overall fucking miserable HMMMMMMMM #i hate this team sm

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dreamwinged · 29 days

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eating habits/demotivation/depression/ed mentioned ↘️ proceed with caution

having spicy noodles and chocolate milk 👍 perhaps not the greatest choice but it works ! however preparing it felt like literally the most arduous task i DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY bc ive had plenty of experience with like. depression appetite loss as well as purposeful restriction from when i had a really bad eating disorer but it’s never been like this where i just have zero desire to eat and no appetite for like no reason… freaking me out a bit i don’t want this to trigger me or anything but i just don’t want to i don’t want the effort of making smth i dont want the effort of eating it just seems so exhaustingggg no matter how shitty it makes me feel. i felt like i was gonna faint despite not feeling hungry at all I DONT UNDERSTAND THIS perchance i need to talk to my doctor… and im forcing it despite how i feel bc ik it’s good for me obviously to just try to work thru how i feel but. :/ everything just seems like SOOOOO much fucking work even video games and stuff that i love <- idk maybe i am hitting a depressive episode ig that’s what it sounds like. GAHHH not before school plsssss😭😭😭😭

#not really a vent i suppose #.vent #but it has triggers so ill tag it as one #i just don’t know what’s going on w me #sigh… smths prolly happening behind the scenes and i’ll have a freak out in the next couple days #school starting..#wouodnt be surprised #tw ed #cw ed #tw depression #cw depression

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nosygay · 3 months

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my therapist said I'm doing so well we can start seeing each other every other week omg this cant be real

#everyone clap is this honestly the biggest accomplishment in my life #she said not only did i get a good grade in therapy but i get to advance to the next class. get yourself a therapist who references memes ig #shoutout to those of you who have seen me babble about mental illness for fucking years lol. love u #tw ed #ed tw #OR IS IT. ha #tagging this for dramatic comparison. imagine a rambo style montage here

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straightlightyagami · 9 months

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as a child for a long time the only reason i did not develop an eating disorder was the fact that my family had instilled in me intense shame at ever wasting any food so I had to eat everything I was given even if I felt sick. tbh I still kind of feel that way lol

#iso.txt #tw eating issues #tw ed #in the next tags especially #at a certain point it didnt stop me from Not Eating tho bc my mom kind of wasnt paying attention.#so like she would make some food and put it in the fridge and i would eat it when i wanted #lost a shit ton of weight in a very short span of time #it was caused by me finding the bmi calculator and i was a bit chubby as a kid so i was like im gonna die from a heart attack.#now im kind of thin even though i literally eat more now. i just stayed at the same weight after that whole thing #despite also getting taller. on second thought maybe that is why im kinda short. didnt plan that ahead very well huh

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bugmistake · 5 months

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watching troye sivan music videos is an extremely treacherous activity for me. frankly

#there is still a dormant 15-18 year old bunny in my head that wants to look like him SOOOOOOOO BADDDDD #tw ed talk in the next few tags!!#i HAAAVE to kill the anorexic transmasc teenager who lives in my head #he used to be me. (hashtag recovery.) and in some ways he still is #but i dontttt want to covet troye sivan's body type anymore!!!! i cant!!!!!!!!

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sampilled · 7 months

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dress i ordered for my uncles wedding didnt fit, might kill myself

#tw ed #<to be safe ig. vent in tags #ohhhhhhhhhhhhh #im so upset about this i could actually cryyyyyyyyy #i have ruined my body #and now i just have to fix it on my own as well #trying to improve my relationship with food and get better from BED #at home #with only youtube videos and tiktok dieticians to help #i might actually kill myself #ive been trying so hard to be positive about this but idk if i can keep it up :|#i tried to talk to MORE THAN ONE mental health professional about it but they all shut me down cuz they were clearly uncomfortable with it #which... whatever im a big girl but why become a therapist if you cant deal with such a common issue WHATEVER #i am eating healthier and im more active than ive been since i was like 13 and its showing #just very slowly #which is good cuz fast weight loss doesnt last and im trying to like meaningfully change and stuff #butttttttttttttt iam going to be fat for the next 2 years at least #and thats with no setbacks and it just feels like :( like sad face emoji #i am going to be fat at my uncles wedding that i DONT want to go to i dont have anyone to bring as my plus one #and i hateeeeee my cousins and im DEPRESSED #but i dont wanna take antidepressants and i WONT #and i feel sick and anxious all the time and ive lost 40lbs but im still FATTTTT #because i fucked myself #i literally used to eat til i threw up #5000 calorie binges every other day and it has lowkey ruined my body fr #not jsut in looks like yea im over weight but in so many other ways too #it wrecked my confidence and im still young enough that my health is mostly fine i just know everything would #easier if i had never done it #and then tried stupid shit to UNDO it like brotherrrrrr yoyo dieting is NOT the move #starving yourself for days then binging is not the moveeeeeee

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chadsuke · 10 months

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Comics Read in 2023:

So I'm a Spider, So What? by Asahiro Kakashi & Okina Baba (2016)

So I'm a Spider, So What? by Asahiro Kakashi & Okina Baba (2017)

Gap Papa: Daddy at Home and at Work Vol. 1 by Utakata (2021)

Gap Papa: Daddy at Home and at Work Vol. 2 by Utakata (2023)

Otherwordly Izakaya Nobu Vol. 7 by Natsuya Semikawa & Virginia Nitouhei (2018)

Otherworldly Izakaya Nobu Vol. 8 by Natsuya Semikawa & Virginia Nitouhei (2019)

Otherworldly Izakaya Nobu Vol. 9 by Natsuya Semikawa & Virginia Nitouhei (2019)

Otherworldly Izakaya Nobu Vol. 10 by Natsuya Semikawa & Virginia Nitouhei (2020)

[ID: Covers of the aforementioned books. End ID.]

#2023media #gigi.txt #spiders tw #idk if i have 2 tag that for anyone but. just in case #ANYWAY so im a spider is about a girl who is like. isekai-ed into a fantasy world except she's a fucking spider monster. my girl commits #cannibalism in literally the first chapter. obsessed with her and her complete and utter lack of morals. so far aside from 1 chap shes legi #the only char so far so she's holding her own very well as a character! very fun and entertaining! i'll pick up the LN next #gap papa is a very silly short manga that's about a guy who is very unapproachable and serious and cold at work #and then he melts into a puddle at home with his teeny daughter and his wife. just slice of life stuff. feel good. his kid is SO CUTE #and again more izakaya nobu. i read the whole manga and there was a good amount

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satansloveclub · 1 year

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Accidentally started being restrictive but it wasn't even on purpose......

#I frogot one day and in the next day whatever I ate I threw up bc I had an edible #tw // ed #ask to tag bc idk

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starswallowingsea · 2 years

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21 and 22 for sanji?

Ask game

21. When do you think they were at their happiest?

He's happiest when the Straw Hats are all together and having a big feast that he gets to cook for! I think he especially likes having big dinners to officially welcome someone into the crew and asks them about their favorite foods, foods from their childhood, comfort foods, etc. so he can really welcome them to the crew in his own unique way.

22. When do you think they were at their lowest?

Definitely during Whole Cake Island especially when confronted with his brothers. He was 100% hanging on by a thread during that whole arc until Luffy showed back up and rescued him

#message in a bottle #pingo1387 #gonna get dark in the tags so quick tw for suicide for the next tags but #i think if luffy hadn't come to save sanji he probably would have killed himself rather than continue to live under his father #idk if it would have been right away but it would have happened probably a year or two down the line.#okay tw over sanji and niki (related to tia's ask) both speak the love language of food #that's how they communicate with their friends. they keep track of who likes what and everyones favorite foods #always want to make people feel comfortable and ugh i have an ed but i still love them bc to me #they would be understanding of that and willing to help work through that slowly at your own pace #yknow. they mean a lot to me

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shoeshineyboy · 2 years

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saw the nurse, it was!! very good actually, I said I was experiencing pain with an unknown cause and she. believed me straight away?? booked me in for a full blood test and arranged a follow up within the next 3 weeks. insane

#ED tw #for next few tags #she also measured and weighed me and apparently my bmi is ‘just below normal’#and I’m there like omg… -twirls hair- do you promise??🥺#fucking lovely lady in all seriousness

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vanilla-ending · 4 months

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Mack and the Captain having sodas for lunch instead of actual food and stressing Mark out bc they Always end up with headaches at best or passing out at worst!! Why are they like this!! He has to coax them to eat bc one gets too fixated in other shit and doesn’t have the appetite, and the other just doesn’t care to have more than the bare minimum when he needs to work- bringing them extra bits of food from his tray and trying to nudge it towards them- pls eat he worries about them so much-

#dont split up #A Mack Guarantee!#mack with a diet coke and captain with a dr pepper- if they get swapped both are grossed out-#ed tw #eating disorder tw #for the next few tags at least #i read a mack centric fic that gave him an ed and its been three days and i cant stop thinking about it so its apart of his character to me-#-now. a need for control. and what better to control than intake of the gross ass freeze dried food they serve on the ship-#anyways mark is gonna figure out how to cook for both of them bc he loves his captain and she cares about Mack so he gets included

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cannotflyarc · 6 months

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johanna as a mother is lots of "you look so pretty today!" and "you're so beautiful" and "i love your outfit!" just all of the loving comments made towards her children, regardless of gender, about their appearance. of course, she values and tells them how much she appreciates the other things about them, but that is something that is especially important to her.

#she absolutely has the potential to be more 'almond mom' but that's more directed at herself?#and just accidentally giving out too-small portions to her kids because she doesn't know what's *normal*#she doesn't mean to at all! and she's working on it she promises!!#*❈ ‣ i’m a silly little ninnynoodle — ( ooc. )#tbd.#if i'm super chatting i am so sorry #i'm free for the next two and a half weeks #ed tw #its in the tags but just in case

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no-one-hears-me · 1 year

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stopped fasting for cottage cheese lmao

#ed tw in the tags #I could have gone for longer I'm kinda upset I ate so early #I was thinking about fasting again tomorrow but I think that probably isn't the best time #so maybe just do Saturday then maybe go for a few days next week #I usually don't fast btw idk why I'm so obsessed now #also can you believe I've been like this for over 5 years? crazy #time flies when you don't eat ig #except I did eat today #I have made good progress tho. not saying what that means but I'm sure you can tell #I don't talk about numbers or weight or calories here and I never have but idk I still just avoid being descriptive #that's why I haven't been ed posting in forever. the ed isn't new I just decided to stop posting about it at some point #I feel like I've been posting too much recently. gotta restrain myself and post detailed suicide posts instead #jk jk I always avoid anything too graphic #anyways. I love cottage cheese but its numbers are not ideal unfortunately #Sera

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queen-of-bel · 1 year

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major ed tw in tags

#ed tw #in next tags #unfortunately my ed has relapsed recently 🥺#which I'm not really sure is a surprise to my followers i think maybe it's obvious from my posts lately #today i only ate 208 calories and i burned 937 from various exercises I've done all day #just straight up back on that ana grind huh.#fortunately I'm at a place now where i can recognize how fucking *bad* this is #and my spouse is so supportive #he showed me funny videos and made jokes and just sat next to me until i finished a plate of mango sticky rice #god recovery is hard I've been doing this for over a decade now #**hard but worth it

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