#eating disorderss

[cockdestroyera]

It’s effortless for skinny people.

Their body is attractive no matter what they wear.

It could be completely disgustingly mismatched and they would still look good.

And that’s such a big reason in why i do this.

I’m tired of caring and i won’t be able to not care until i have the body that will look attractive in a fucking potato sack.

There are good outfits and then there is skinny privilege.

You get what I mean?

I’m going for the skinny privilege route.

[beggingtobeperfect]

Mum: “why are you drinking Diet Coke instead of normal Coke?”

Me: “I prefer the taste, it’s less harsh”

Brain: -nearly zero cal, yesssss, this is our breakfast-

[mrfoox]

Oliver, listing 100 eatable things to try to find something I like: 😰

Me, who doesn't like food and only find some things okay at best: 😶

[strongispretty]

[cockdestroyera]

Hey yallllll

I’m back :):

It’s nice to be back in this community and see love and support and people pro recovery but at the same time I’m not back for those things…

My goal weight was 145 lbs but now I’ve changed it to 140lbs.

I’m in college now and it’s so so so so hard to restrict in college because you walk or bike everywhere and you need your mind to think and learn so if you haven’t eaten enough you can TELL and FEEL it.

It’s honestly just annoying but also telling.

Am i gon listen thoooo????? Fuck no.

I want to be skinny. I worked hard to lose the weight I have but I’m tired of looking like this now.

Time for a change. I’ll also be going to the gym, so I’ll probably eat just a little more than I am now so I can actually MAKE it to the gym.

Anyways much love it’s good & bad to be back.

Cw: around 152-153 lbs ??? Not sure but I don’t feel like getting on the scale.

I’ve lost about 30~ lbs and look forward to losing more.

Not sure what my ultimate goal weight is yet, i guess we’ll see when I hit 145 lbs or 140 (if i make it).

Love you all and stay safe, stay sane and wear a mask.

[strongispretty]