#People when they realize i dont enjoy anything and majority of foods and spices are not enjoyed by me: D: wtf
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Oliver, listing 100 eatable things to try to find something I like: 😰
Me, who doesn't like food and only find some things okay at best: 😶
#miranda talking shit#Oliver#He made a lot of sad faces and im like yea... Bro i hate food basically and i dont eat anything that isnt fruit or chocolate#He sounded half heartbroken and desperate to find anything but i had like a few i said was fine and the rest... Nope#People when i say im picky about food: oh haha me too its fine (:#People when they realize i dont enjoy anything and majority of foods and spices are not enjoyed by me: D: wtf#Food is such a hard topic because im fat so people assume im eating... And enjoy it and im like haha yeah no i eat candy otherwise i starve#My body is most likely lacking in everything. Lets not talk about my iron levels. But hey i eat fruit almost daily so... Some vitamins#I also always ask friends about what they have for dinner or what they will have. And give them some encouragement bc i hate everything and#Hate eating and i want my friends to eat and such and hearing about them doing it makes me feel peaceful#As long as i keep being plus size i can get away with this without arousing any big worries from others#I mean my mom knows and hates it and worry but 90% of my friends dont know about my eating habits . Whatever they dont know cant worry them#Humans are so focused on how others look and assume much from that which in many cases to my disorderss makes me go under many radars#I dont look or sounds like x/y so im fine. So really i dont start showing symptoms unless you actually live with me#Negative#Overall im hesitant to say i have an eating disorderr bc i dont look like it and such. So i just guess its connected to my autism#I know at 17 i was at the... Normal weight for the first time since i was a young child and i got praise for my looks because i had lost#Weight (: behind the scenes i had lost two of my closest relationships and was failing school and in such a deep depression i usually just#Ate 2 nutella sandwiches every third day or something. Was a walking corpse mentally but hey good on me for losing weight
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